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        <title type="html"><![CDATA[2025 year in review]]></title>
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        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[2025 was a year of unexpected gifts. I'm grateful for Wifey, who makes all of this possible and tolerates my obsessive systems and stubborn refusal of most invitations. For my daughter, who taught me more about priorities and presence in her first year than I managed in the previous thirty-nine. For friends, old and new, who showed up in ways that mattered. For the tools that multiply my efforts and the knowledge freely shared by others that helped me build my systems.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Everyone warned me that becoming a father would kill my side projects. Friends who’d crossed this threshold spoke of it in hushed tones, like veterans recounting a particularly brutal campaign.</p>
<p>“Say goodbye to free time,” they’d murmur, shaking their heads with the weary wisdom of the sleep-deprived.</p>
<p>They were spectacularly wrong.</p>
<p>2025 turned out to be my most productive year for passion projects: not despite becoming a father, but because of it. The arithmetic seems impossible until you live it. Fewer hours, more output. Less time, greater clarity. It’s the kind of paradox that would make a philosopher stroke their beard thoughtfully, except I no longer have time for beard-stroking.</p>
<h2>The ruthless arithmetic of nap time</h2>
<p>Before the baby, I had entire days stretching ahead of me like an open highway. Naturally, I spent most of them idling in the road shoulder, fiddling with the nav app. Parkinson’s law: work expands to fill the time available. Give me eight hours and I’ll produce four hours of output, having spent the rest “researching” (reading articles tangentially related to the task) and “preparing” (rearranging my desk).</p>
<p>Now my productive day looks like this: drop Wifey off at work, take any necessary meetings in the car on the way home, walk the dog, bring the baby to the park for morning playtime. Pick Wifey up for lunch. Then, the main event: nap time. Those precious two hours when the baby sleeps and I transform into a remarkably focused worker. Some evenings, after bedtime, I squeeze in a bit more.</p>
<p>That’s it. Two to three hours of “real” work time, plus stolen moments.</p>
<p>The secret weapon? Three tasks. Every day. No exceptions, no excuses, no ambitious to-do lists stretching into next week. Just three things that matter, identified the night before, executed during nap time.</p>
<p>Parkinson’s law, it turns out, works beautifully in reverse. Compress the time and work becomes remarkably efficient. When you know the baby could wake at any moment, you don’t spend twenty minutes choosing the perfect Spotify playlist before you start.</p>
<p>The surprising bonus? I now have more time to read and reflect than I did when I theoretically had “all the time in the world.” When you protect your time fiercely, you spend it on what matters. When time feels abundant, it evaporates.</p>
<h2>Learning to say no</h2>
<p>The real transformation wasn’t in how I worked: it was in what I refused to do.</p>
<p>Past-me would have said yes to that interesting project, that networking meeting, that “quick chat” that inevitably balloons into an hour. Present-me has become ruthlessly protective of my time, because every yes to something peripheral is a no to being present with my daughter.</p>
<p>Saying no used to feel uncomfortable, like declining a dinner invitation from someone you quite like. Now it feels like self-preservation. The baby doesn’t care about my professional obligations or networking opportunities. She cares about whether Papa is there, fully there, not half-present while mentally drafting replies.</p>
<p>This protectiveness extended beyond work. I said no to meetings that could have been emails, projects that would have fragmented my attention, and commitments that looked appealing but would have stolen hours from what actually mattered. I limit work and meetings to very specific time slots: even more aggressively than before, and my previous schedule was already considered extreme by people who knew how I operated.</p>
<p>There are trade-offs. I reply to messages even more slowly now, and I’m already notorious for glacial response times. To some, this probably comes across as disrespectful. But that’s the price of protecting my time, and I’ve made peace with it. The people who matter understand. The ones who don’t: well, that’s useful information too.</p>
<h2>Finally learning to be present</h2>
<p>I’ve <a href="/liberty-of-time">written about presence</a> before. I’ve read the books, understood the philosophy, nodded along with the wisdom about not dwelling on the past or anxiously predicting the future. I knew, intellectually, that ruminating on yesterday or worrying about tomorrow steals from experiencing today.</p>
<p>Knowing and doing are different things.</p>
<p>Having a daughter changed this. Not through some mystical transformation, but through simple, brutal motivation: I don’t want to miss the special moments. When she laughs at something for the first time, when she figures out how to do something new, when she reaches for me: these moments don’t wait for me to finish checking my notifications.</p>
<p>The present used to feel slippery. I’d try to grasp it and find myself somewhere else, replaying a conversation, planning tomorrow’s tasks, anywhere but here. Now the present has a face, and she’s looking right at me.</p>
<p>This is perhaps the most unexpected gift of parenthood: not the joy or the love, which I anticipated, but the anchor. She pulls me into now, whether I planned to be there or not.</p>
<h2>AI as a force multiplier</h2>
<p>I couldn’t have maintained this output without AI tools. But the breakthrough wasn’t using AI more: it was learning to use it like a proper director runs a film set.</p>
<p>Here’s what I mean. Last month I was debugging a layout issue on <a href="/built-with-astro">this very blog</a>. Pre-AI me would have spent an evening squinting at CSS, opening seventeen Stack Overflow tabs, and muttering increasingly creative profanity at the screen. Instead, I described the problem, the AI identified a conflicting z-index in about four seconds, and I spent the remaining hour and fifty-six minutes actually writing.</p>
<p>That’s the model now. I’m the director setting the vision; the AI is the crew handling execution—the same <a href="/cyberbrain">cyberbrain</a> approach I’ve been refining. I developed workflows where the AI doesn’t just complete tasks but checks its own homework: each step includes a checklist and a scoring system. If the output falls below the threshold, it reworks until it meets the standard. Only then does it slide the result across my desk.</p>
<p>Think of it as hiring a diligent assistant and a quality control manager in one. The result is that I can accomplish in two hours what previously took a full day, because I’m no longer doing the tedious parts. I’m focused on where the ship is heading, not swabbing the deck.</p>
<h2>Progress on passion projects</h2>
<p>Against all expectations, every <a href="/projects">personal project</a> moved forward this year.</p>
<p>WuxiaSociety saw steady progress. MechaBay evolved. This blog: my digital home for over two decades, got more attention than it had in years. <a href="/why-word-order-matters-in-wuxia-translation">Translation</a> work continued. The constraint of limited time forced me to prioritise ruthlessly, which meant the projects that mattered actually got done instead of languishing in the “someday” pile.</p>
<p>The lone exception was <a href="/what-is-stable-diffusion">AI art</a>, but not for lack of trying. The technology is evolving so fast that keeping up feels like reviewing cars when a new model launches every Tuesday. By the time you’ve mastered one approach, three better ones have emerged. I’ve made peace with running behind on this particular frontier: I stay current enough to know the latest trends and workflows, but I focus on getting the results I want rather than chasing every shiny new release. It’s not unlike being content with my camera gear instead of upgrading every time Leica clears its throat and announces something.</p>
<h2>Unlearning the Western lens</h2>
<p>I’ve spent a decade in China and apparently learnt nothing. Or so it felt this year, when a quiet revelation crept up on me while reading the <em>Analects</em>.</p>
<p>On a whim, I compared Confucian ideas against Greek and Roman philosophers and found striking parallels. Concepts about virtue, governance, and the good life echoed across millennia and continents, except the Chinese versions often predated their Western counterparts by a thousand years.</p>
<p>Growing up with a Western education, absorbing Western media, I’d unconsciously absorbed a dismissive attitude toward Chinese philosophy. It was something ancient and quaint, not a living tradition with practical wisdom. Discovering that Confucius was exploring ideas about ethical leadership and self-cultivation centuries before Aristotle put quill to papyrus was, to put it mildly, a recalibration.</p>
<p>I’ve been reading Michael Puett’s <em>The Path</em>, which reframes Chinese philosophical traditions as practical guides for living. His treatment of rituals particularly struck me. I’d always thought of rituals as empty traditions: things we do because we’ve always done them, like wearing ties and belts.</p>
<p>But rituals serve a deeper purpose. They’re emotional guardrails, preventing our feelings from pushing us toward reckless actions we’d regret. When you’re angry at someone you love, ritual: the expected response, the appropriate behaviour, stops you from saying something irreparable. It’s not about suppressing emotion; it’s about creating space between impulse and action.</p>
<p>This isn’t mysticism. It’s practical psychology dressed in ancient robes. And it’s something I’ll be delving much deeper into in the year ahead.</p>
<h2>What I actually want</h2>
<p>Turning 40 has a way of clarifying things, like putting on glasses you didn’t know you needed.</p>
<p>I used to think I wanted to create content. What I actually want is to shape conversations: to share what I’ve learnt in the hope that it helps someone, however minor the contribution. Not someone producing material for algorithms to sort, but someone whose ideas occasionally make a reader pause and think.</p>
<p>I used to dream of building a big business. What I actually want is a self-sustaining operation, what Paul Jarvis calls a “company of one”—work that stays <a href="/meaningful-work">meaningful</a> without demanding I sacrifice the life it’s meant to support. Something that supports the life I want rather than demanding I sacrifice that life to feed its growth. Rejecting the busyness of business, if you will.</p>
<p>These aren’t failures of ambition. They’re refinements of it. The younger version of me chased scale because scale seemed like success. The current version understands that true success means something different: autonomy, impact, presence.</p>
<p>Finding myself at 40 isn’t about dramatic reinvention. It’s about clearing away the assumptions I’d accumulated about what success looks like, about what I should want, about who I’m supposed to be, and discovering what was underneath all along.</p>
<h2>A wish for more courage</h2>
<p>If I could gift myself one thing for 2026, it would be courage. Not the dramatic kind. I’m not planning to wrestle tigers or start a revolution. The quieter kind.</p>
<p>The courage to publish the half-formed essay that might make me look foolish. The courage to admit, publicly, when I’ve been wrong about something I argued passionately. The courage to create, even when the work might be mediocre. The courage to fail at things worth attempting. The courage to learn new things badly before learning them well. The courage to keep saying no, even when it disappoints people I respect.</p>
<p>Saying no got easier this year, but it still costs something. Every declined invitation carries a small weight. I’d like to set that weight down: to say no without the lingering guilt, trusting that protecting my time is stewardship rather than selfishness.</p>
<p>Courage, I’m learning, isn’t the absence of fear. It’s <a href="/perfect-is-the-enemy-of-done">shipping the blog post anyway</a>, while uncertain—<a href="/how-to-be-bold">being bold</a> in the small ways that add up. Creating anyway, while imperfect. Pressing publish, then closing the laptop before you can change your mind.</p>
<h2>Looking ahead</h2>
<p>2026 arrives with unusual clarity. The systems work. The priorities are set. The path is clearer than it’s been in years.</p>
<p>I’m grateful for Wifey, who makes all of this possible and tolerates my obsessive systems and stubborn refusal of most invitations. For my daughter, who taught me more about priorities and presence in her first year than I managed in the previous thirty-nine. For friends, old and new, who showed up in ways that mattered. For the tools that multiply my efforts and the knowledge freely shared by others that helped me build my systems.</p>
<p>2025 wasn’t a year of conquering challenges. It was a year of receiving gifts I didn’t know I needed.</p>
<p>What stays: the <a href="/discipline-free-systems-beat-forced-productivity">three-task system</a>, the fierce protection of time, the <a href="/cyberbrain">AI collaboration</a> that makes it all possible, the commitment to being present. What evolves: deeper engagement with Chinese philosophy, more intentional thought leadership, continued refinement of the small-but-sustainable approach to work. And hopefully, a bit more courage.</p>
<p>Some questions I’m still sitting with: How do I balance spending more time creating with being present? How do I scale impact without scaling busyness? How do I keep discovering blind spots I don’t yet know I have?</p>
<p>Good questions to carry into a new year. The kind that don’t demand immediate answers, just continued attention.</p>
<p>The great irony of 2025 is that becoming a father: the thing everyone warned would end my creative life, actually gave it back to me. Constraints clarified. Limits liberated. Less became more.</p>
<p>It turns out the secret to getting more done isn’t finding more time. It’s finding what actually matters, and protecting the time you have for exactly that.</p>
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        <title type="html"><![CDATA["China" is not a monolith]]></title>
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        <updated>2026-01-28T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Headlines treat 'China' as a monolithic actor with singular intent, collapsing government, companies, and 1.4 billion individuals into one entity. This lazy framing obscures reality, damages relationships, and blinds us to genuine complexity.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>When a Chinese company does something questionable, headlines blame “China.” When a Chinese tourist behaves badly, it reflects on “China.” When a Chinese student excels at university, whispers wonder if “China” sent them.</p>
<p>Somehow, 1.4 billion people became a singular noun with a singular intent.</p>
<p>I’ve <a href="/moving-to-shenzhen">lived in Shenzhen</a> for years now, and I can confirm that the city contains at least six violently different opinions on where to get the best changfen (肠粉). The idea that everyone here could coordinate their views on anything—let alone geopolitics—is, how do I put this delicately, completely mental.</p>
<h2>The substitution test</h2>
<p>Try this experiment. Take any headline about “China” and substitute “United States.”</p>
<p>“United States infiltrates universities through student exchange programmes.” The framing sounds paranoid immediately. US students abroad are understood as just… students. Some brilliant, some mediocre, most trying to figure out laundry in a foreign language.</p>
<p>“US weaponises technology companies for global surveillance.” Post-Snowden, this claim has teeth—which is precisely the point. When the NSA was found to have collaborated with tech companies, the response distinguished between government overreach, corporate compliance, and what individual Americans believed. Nuance survived. The entire population wasn’t treated as suspects.</p>
<p>“US citizens abroad advance US interests.” This would get a laugh. American tourists are advancing their interests in finding decent coffee and complaining about portion sizes.</p>
<p>(Even “America” is lazy shorthand—ask a Canadian or Brazilian how they feel about one country claiming an entire hemisphere’s name. These patterns are easy to fall into without noticing.)</p>
<p>Yet when the subject is China, this basic understanding of how societies work evaporates. Every Chinese company becomes an arm of the state. Every Chinese citizen becomes a potential agent. Every success becomes evidence of some grand, coordinated scheme.</p>
<h2>The actors that aren’t “China”</h2>
<p>This framing welds together entirely separate things:</p>
<p>The Chinese government sets policy, regulates markets, and yes, sometimes does things that warrant criticism. Like any government.</p>
<p>Chinese companies are trying to make money. Some are state-owned or state-influenced, but the vast majority operate as private enterprises in competitive domestic markets. The ones listed on NASDAQ have shareholders in New York who care about returns, not ideology. They face antitrust investigations, regulatory fines, and market pressures—often from their own government.</p>
<p>Chinese people are 1.4 billion individuals with wildly different opinions, preferences, and priorities. My neighbour thinks the local government is too lax on traffic enforcement. His wife thinks they’re too strict. They’ve been married for twenty years and still can’t agree on this.</p>
<p>These are distinct actors with distinct motivations. To call them all “China” is to confuse the play for the playwright, the soldiers for the state, the voters for the vote. A useful corrective: <a href="/china-as-europe">think of China as Europe</a>—a continent of distinct regions and interests, not a single actor.</p>
<p>Yes, some companies have state ties. Yes, there have been documented cases of espionage. These warrant scrutiny of specific actors through specific evidence. But painting 1.4 billion people with suspicions earned by a handful of cases isn’t caution—it’s prejudice dressed as prudence.</p>
<p>When these distinct actors get collapsed into “China,” the framing isn’t analytical. It’s lazy.</p>
<h2>An old story in new clothes</h2>
<p>This flattening has a history, and it’s not flattering. The “inscrutable Oriental” trope—the idea that Asian people lack individual agency, moving as a coordinated mass—is centuries old. It’s been used to justify exclusion acts, internment camps, and foreign policy disasters.</p>
<p>The modern version is subtler but structurally identical. Instead of explicit racial language, we get euphemisms: “China’s long game,” “the Chinese way of thinking,” “how China operates.” These phrases smuggle in the same assumption—that 1.4 billion people share one brain.</p>
<p>The assumption is no longer that “they all look alike,” but that “they all think alike”—a premise just as flawed and just as dangerous.</p>
<p>I grew up in Singapore’s British-influenced education system and absorbed these frames without noticing. The dominant English-language media I consumed granted Western societies nuance—regulators fighting corporations, citizens protesting governments, companies competing ruthlessly. Not all coverage was equal, of course. But the <em>default</em> assumption was complexity.</p>
<p>It wasn’t until I moved to Shenzhen that I noticed the double standard. The same complexity I’d been taught to see in Western societies? Apparently it stopped at the Chinese border.</p>
<p>The bias isn’t always conscious.</p>
<p>But unconscious bias is still bias.</p>
<h2>What we lose</h2>
<p>This matters beyond hurt feelings.</p>
<p>None of this denies the Chinese state’s significant influence. But mistaking influence for monolithic control causes us to misunderstand everything from market reforms to social change. The monolithic framing sees a chessboard with one player, when in reality it’s a dynamic ecosystem of competing and aligning interests.</p>
<p>When China is framed as a monolith, observers become worse at understanding how it actually works. They miss the genuine policy debates, the factional disagreements, the regulatory crackdowns on domestic tech giants that suggest the relationship between state and private enterprise is far more complicated than “big brother controls everything.”</p>
<p>The framing damages relationships before they start. Chinese students arrive at Western universities already suspected. Chinese businesses face regulatory scrutiny their Western competitors avoid. Chinese individuals abroad navigate a fog of assumption that their counterparts never encounter.</p>
<p>And it blinds. If every Chinese action is part of a grand authoritarian scheme, genuine concerns become indistinguishable from phantom threats. Real partners blur into real problems. The monolithic frame means shadowboxing a cartoon villain while the actual, complicated reality goes unexamined.</p>
<h2>Seeing clearly</h2>
<p>I’m not asking anyone to approve of Chinese government policy or ignore real issues. Criticism, where warranted, should be precise—aimed at specific policies, specific actors, specific decisions. That’s how accountability works.</p>
<p>And precise criticism actually gets results here. When specific policies face pushback—domestically or internationally—they often iterate rapidly. But that feedback loop requires identifying what’s actually happening, not what observers assume must be happening based on a cartoon of how “China” operates.</p>
<p>“China wants” is not precision. It’s a shortcut that flatters existing assumptions instead of challenging them.</p>
<p>So here’s a rule: never accept a sentence that claims “China wants.” Demand to know <em>who</em> in China wants it. The Politburo? A provincial governor? A tech CEO chasing market share? A generation of young consumers? Until you can answer that, you don’t understand the story.</p>
<p>Countries don’t want things. Governments do. Companies do. People do. And they often want completely different things—which is rather the point of having a society in the first place.</p>
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        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Think of China as Europe not some exotic country]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/china-as-europe</id>
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        <updated>2026-01-10T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[China isn't a monolithic country—it's more like Europe with dozens of distinct cultures, languages, and cuisines under a centralised government. Rethink what you know about the world's most populous nation.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>When people talk about China, they often speak of it as if it were a country the size of France or Spain—a single, homogeneous entity with one culture, one language, and one way of doing things. It’s a bit like assuming all of Europe speaks the same language. China is far more complex than most people realise.</p>
<p>Here’s the thing: China isn’t a country in the way many people conceptualise “country”, a concept that took me some adjusting having grown up in a city-state like Singapore. It’s more accurate to think of China like Europe—a vast landmass containing the equivalent of dozens of distinct peoples, each with their own languages, cuisines, customs, and historical baggage. The only difference is that they happen to share a central government and united identity rather than an emphasis on individual uniqueness.</p>
<h2>Scale of the misconception</h2>
<p>Let’s start with the obvious: size. China is roughly the same size as Europe. Not ‘kind of similar if you squint’—actually the same size. China covers about 9.6 million square kilometers; Europe covers about 10.2 million square kilometers. The populations differ more with China at 1.4 billion and Europe at around 750 million.</p>
<p>Yet when someone says ‘I’m going to Europe’, you’d naturally ask where. Paris? Berlin? Amsterdam? But when someone says ‘I’m going to China’, people unfamiliar with China would often leave it at that, as if Beijing, Shenzhen, and Kashgar are interchangeable destinations. They’re not. The distance from Beijing to Shenzhen is roughly the same as London to Rome—and the cultural differences can be just as stark.</p>
<h2>A continent in disguise</h2>
<p>China’s provinces are more like countries than administrative regions. Guangdong Province, where I <a href="/moving-to-shenzhen">live in Shenzhen</a>, has a population of 127 million—that’s nearly twice the population of the UK. Sichuan Province has 84 million people. Henan has 99 million. These aren’t mere administrative units; they’re massive regions with distinct identities.</p>
<p>The languages alone tell the story. Yes, Mandarin is the official language, but calling China a ‘Chinese-speaking country’ is like calling Europe an ‘Indo-European-speaking continent’—technically true but is as helpful as saying you live on Earth. Cantonese, spoken in Guangdong and Hong Kong, is as different from Mandarin as Spanish is from French. Shanghainese, Hokkien, Hakka—these aren’t dialects, they’re distinct languages that are mutually unintelligible. A Beijinger who speaks only Mandarin literally cannot understand someone speaking Cantonese without translation, any more than a Londoner can understand Dutch.</p>
<p>The cuisine is equally diverse. Sichuan food bears no resemblance to Cantonese dim sum. Xinjiang cuisine looks and tastes more like Turkish food than anything you’d find in Shanghai. The idea of ‘Chinese food’ is as absurd as the idea of ‘European food’—try telling an Italian that their cuisine is the same as Finnish food and see what happens.</p>
<h2>Historical kingdoms &amp; regional identity</h2>
<p>China’s current borders contain what were historically separate kingdoms and empires. The Qin Dynasty (where ‘China’ gets its name) conquered and unified these regions around 221 BCE, but the regional identities never disappeared—they just got bundled together under a common government.</p>
<p>Here’s a thought experiment I often return to: if the Roman Empire had survived and evolved into a modern federal state, Europe today might look like China does. You’d have Italians, Germans, French, and Iberians all under one government, all speaking their local languages at home while using Latin in official contexts. That’s essentially what China is—except the ‘Roman Empire’ in question was the various Chinese dynasties that unified these disparate regions over millennia, all the while retaining the concept of a unified identity as the Middle Nation.</p>
<h2>The governance myth</h2>
<p>Here’s where things get really interesting, and where misconceptions reach peak absurdity. Many people imagine China as this monolithic machine where Beijing micromanages every province, city, and village—some sort of authoritarian puppet show where Xi Jinping pulls all the strings simultaneously. It’s a comforting narrative if you want to paint China as a dystopian nightmare, but it’s about as accurate as assuming Brussels dictates every decision made in Lisbon, Stockholm, and Athens.</p>
<p>The reality is far more nuanced. China’s governance structure is remarkably decentralized, particularly when it comes to economic policy and local administration. The central government sets broad strategic directions—think of it as the conductor setting the tempo and key signature—but the provinces are the ones actually playing the music. And much like an orchestra where the violins, cellos, and trumpets all have their own parts, each province interprets and implements central policies in ways that suit their local conditions.</p>
<p>Take Guangdong Province, where Shenzhen sits. It’s been pioneering economic reforms since Deng Xiaoping designated it as a Special Economic Zone in 1980. The province didn’t wait for Beijing to spell out every detail; it experimented, failed, adjusted, and eventually created an economic powerhouse that rivals entire countries. Shenzhen itself went from a fishing village to a tech megalopolis not because Beijing micromanaged every decision, but because local officials had the autonomy to try new approaches based on what they see and experience on the ground.</p>
<p>This mirrors how Germany’s federal states (Länder) or Catalunya operate with different policies from Andalusia within Spain. Some provinces focus on manufacturing, others on agriculture, still others on technology or tourism. Cities within provinces enjoy similar autonomy—Shenzhen operates differently from Guangzhou despite being in the same province, much like how London differs from Manchester. When conditions made neighbouring Dongguan more favourable for manufacturing, Shenzhen pivoted to become the world capital for innovation. It’s a laboratory of governance approaches, all working toward ‘common prosperity and national advancement’, but each finding their own path.</p>
<p>The phrase ‘common prosperity’ itself is telling. It’s not ‘identical prosperity’ or ‘uniform prosperity’—it’s common, as in shared, while acknowledging that the routes to prosperity will vary wildly between a tech hub like Shenzhen, an agricultural heartland like Henan, and a remote region like Tibet.</p>
<p>This decentralization explains why you can cross from one province to another and encounter completely different regulatory environments, business practices, and even enforcement of national policies.</p>
<p>Does Beijing step in sometimes? Absolutely. When the central government deems something critical to national interests, it will override local preferences—just as the EU occasionally overrides national policies with regulations like GDPR, or how the US federal government enforces civil rights legislation regardless of state resistance.</p>
<p>China operates similarly. When Beijing declared its zero-COVID policy, provinces had to fall in line—much like how EU member states had to comply with Brussels’ directives during the pandemic. The 2021 crackdown on private tutoring companies is another example. Beijing decided the education sector needed reform to avoid an increasing gap where the wealthy could pour money to give them an edge over less well-off schoolmates. The promotion of fairer education while reducing childhood stress and burnout essentially shut down an entire industry overnight. Local governments in cities like Beijing and Shanghai, which had thriving education sectors, implemented the policy across the board.</p>
<p>But here’s the crucial point: these interventions are the exception, not the rule. Most economic decisions, urban planning, local regulations, and business environment policies are determined at the provincial or municipal level. Beijing sets the vision—‘become a technology leader’, ‘reduce carbon emissions’, ‘promote common prosperity’—but how Shenzhen interprets ‘technology leader’ looks very different from how Chengdu does it.</p>
<h2>Climate zones &amp; geography</h2>
<p>The environmental diversity drives this home further. China contains deserts in the northwest, tropical rainforests in the south, and everything in between. Harbin in the northeast sees temperatures drop to minus 30 degrees Celsius in winter; Shenzhen in the south rarely drops below 10 degrees. That’s like comparing Oslo to Athens—completely different worlds requiring completely different ways of life.</p>
<h2>Why this matters</h2>
<p>Understanding China as a continent rather than a country isn’t just semantic pedantry. It fundamentally changes how you interpret Chinese news, politics, and culture. When you read about a policy change in China, it’s worth asking: which part of China? Which level of government is actually making this decision—central, provincial, or municipal? A regulation that makes perfect sense in Shanghai might be completely impractical in rural Yunnan.</p>
<p>It also helps explain why certain Western assumptions about China often miss the mark. Talking about ‘what Chinese people think’ makes about as much sense as talking about ‘what Europeans think’—which Europeans? The Swedish? The Greeks? The Romanians? They all have rather different perspectives, wouldn’t you say?</p>
<p>The governance structure particularly matters when evaluating China’s economic success or political decisions. What looks like a unified strategy from the outside is often a collection of provincial experiments, some successful, some not, with the central government picking winners and scaling them up. It’s pragmatic federalism dressed up as central planning.</p>
<h2>The unity paradox</h2>
<p>Here’s the twist: despite all this diversity, there is a cohesive Chinese identity. Just as Europeans can feel ‘European’ while also being distinctly French or German, Chinese people maintain both regional and national identities. The difference is that China managed to create political unity centuries ago, while Europe is still working on it.</p>
<p>This unity isn’t about homogeneity—it’s about a shared historical narrative, a common writing system (even if spoken languages differ), and millennia of cultural exchange. It’s rather like how English remains English despite enormous differences between British, American, Australian, and Indian English. The shared framework allows for regional variations.</p>
<h2>Rethinking your mental map</h2>
<p>The next time you hear someone say ‘China is…’, pause and ask yourself: which China? The tech-hub megacity of Shenzhen? The historical capital of Beijing? The Muslim-majority regions of Xinjiang? The Tibetan highlands? Rural Guizhou?</p>
<p>China contains multitudes. Treating it as a single, monolithic entity—whether in praise or criticism—is like judging all of Europe based solely on your experience in Paris. For more on why <a href="/china-is-not-a-monolith">“China” isn’t one actor</a>, see the companion piece. You might get some things right, but you’ll miss the extraordinary diversity that makes the place fascinating.</p>
<p>So think of China as Europe. It’s not perfect as analogies go, but it’s far more accurate than thinking of it as a scaled-up version of Britain or Japan. And once you make that mental shift, China suddenly becomes a lot easier to understand—precisely because you stop trying to understand it as one thing and start appreciating it as many things that happen to share a government.</p>
<p>Rather fitting, isn’t it? The more you learn about China, the more you realize how much there is to learn. A bit like learning about Europe, really. Or anywhere else worth knowing about.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Source Han Sans]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/source-han-sans</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/source-han-sans"/>
        <updated>2026-01-10T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Source Han Sans is a collaborative open-source Pan-CJK sans-serif developed by Adobe and Google, offering unified typographic coverage for Japanese, Korean, Simplified Chinese, and Traditional Chinese.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<h2>Description</h2>
<p>Source Han Sans represents a landmark achievement in type design: the first truly comprehensive Pan-CJK typeface created through international collaboration. Developed jointly by Adobe and Google, the font family provides unified typographic coverage for Japanese, Korean, Simplified Chinese, Traditional Chinese (Taiwan), and Traditional Chinese (Hong Kong) writing systems—all while maintaining visual harmony and respecting each region’s distinct typographic traditions.</p>
<p>The design draws from the neutral, contemporary aesthetic of grotesque sans-serifs while incorporating the structural requirements of CJK character construction. Japanese lead designer Ryoko Nishizuka coordinated the overall vision, working with Sandoll Communications for Korean characters and Changzhou SinoType for Chinese variants. The result is a typeface where characters from different writing systems can coexist on the same page without visual conflict, sharing consistent stroke weights, proportions, and design sensibilities.</p>
<p>With over 65,000 glyphs across its complete family, Source Han Sans addresses a fundamental challenge in multilingual typography. The font includes region-specific character variants through OpenType localization features, automatically selecting the appropriate glyph forms based on language tags. Its seven weights provide excellent range for establishing hierarchy, while variable font versions offer continuous weight adjustment for modern web and application development.</p>
<h2>Best uses</h2>
<ul>
<li>Multilingual websites and applications serving East Asian markets</li>
<li>Corporate branding requiring consistent CJK and Latin typography</li>
<li>Editorial and publishing projects with mixed-language content</li>
<li>User interfaces for software distributed across China, Japan, and Korea</li>
<li>Government and institutional documents requiring broad character support</li>
</ul>
<h2>Thoughts</h2>
<p>Source Han Sans stands as one of the most significant type design achievements of the 2010s—not just for its technical scope, but for demonstrating that open-source collaboration can produce world-class typography. The font performs admirably across screen and print, maintaining excellent legibility even at small sizes where CJK characters typically struggle.</p>
<p>The availability of identical fonts through both Adobe and Google (as Noto Sans CJK) makes it an extremely practical choice for cross-platform projects. The variable font releases have made it particularly valuable for web development, where serving comprehensive CJK fonts has traditionally been bandwidth-prohibitive. For anyone working on projects that span East Asian languages, Source Han Sans remains the benchmark against which other Pan-CJK typefaces are measured.</p>
<h2>References</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://github.com/adobe-fonts/source-han-sans">Adobe GitHub repository</a></li>
<li><a href="https://fonts.adobe.com/fonts/source-han-sans-japanese">Adobe Fonts</a></li>
<li><a href="https://fonts.google.com/noto/specimen/Noto+Sans+JP">Google Fonts (Noto Sans CJK)</a></li>
<li><a href="https://github.com/adobe-fonts/source-han-sans/raw/release/SourceHanSansDesignGuide.pdf">Source Han Sans Design Guide (PDF)</a></li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Typography" term="typography"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Europa]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/europa</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/europa"/>
        <updated>2026-01-10T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Europa is a polished geometric sans-serif that modernises the Futura tradition with subtle humanist touches, making it ideal for branding, web design, and editorial applications.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<h2>Description</h2>
<p>Europa is a contemporary geometric sans-serif that refines the modernist tradition established by typefaces like Futura. Designer Fabian Leuenberger has crafted a typeface that retains the clean, circular forms characteristic of geometric sans-serifs while introducing subtle humanist touches that add warmth and improve readability, particularly at smaller sizes and on screen.</p>
<p>The typeface features a moderate x-height and open apertures, which contribute to its excellent legibility. Unlike the more rigid geometric constructions of its predecessors, Europa incorporates slightly curved terminals and optically adjusted stroke weights that give it a softer, more contemporary feel. The result is a typeface that feels both timeless and modern—capable of conveying sophistication without feeling cold or clinical.</p>
<p>Europa’s restrained weight range of Light, Regular, and Bold keeps the family focused and versatile. Each weight maintains consistent proportions and character, making it straightforward to establish clear typographic hierarchy while ensuring visual cohesion across applications.</p>
<h2>Best uses</h2>
<ul>
<li>Brand identity systems requiring a clean, modern aesthetic</li>
<li>Website headers and navigation where clarity is essential</li>
<li>Editorial design for contemporary magazines and publications</li>
<li>User interface design for apps and digital products</li>
<li>Marketing materials and presentations</li>
<li>Packaging design seeking refined simplicity</li>
</ul>
<h2>Thoughts</h2>
<p>Europa excels at bridging the gap between classic geometric sans-serifs and contemporary design needs. Where Futura can sometimes feel austere or dated, Europa feels approachable and fresh while maintaining similar visual DNA. It’s particularly effective in branding contexts where clients want something modern but not trendy.</p>
<p>The typeface performs admirably across digital and print contexts. On screen, the slightly softened forms render cleanly at various sizes, avoiding the harshness that can plague more rigidly geometric designs. Its widespread availability on Adobe Fonts has made it a popular choice for web projects, and the consistent quality across weights means it scales well from body copy to display use.</p>
<h2>References</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://fonts.adobe.com/fonts/europa">Adobe Fonts</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.typewolf.com/europa">Typewolf</a></li>
<li><a href="https://fontsinuse.com/typefaces/35401/europa">Fonts In Use</a></li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Typography" term="typography"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[House of Cards]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/house-of-cards</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/house-of-cards"/>
        <updated>2026-01-07T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[House of Cards is a nostalgic display serif based on Hamilton's Teniers, featuring sprayed stroke alternates and authentic wood type character perfect for vintage-inspired projects.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<h2>Description</h2>
<p>House of Cards is a vintage-inspired display serif typeface that authentically captures the spirit of 19th-century wood type while remaining distinctly contemporary. Based on Hamilton’s Teniers, one of the era’s most beloved wood type designs, this typeface balances historical accuracy with modern usability through carefully considered modifications.</p>
<p>The font’s most distinctive feature is its collection of sprayed stroke alternates for letters such as F, H, P, U, f, h, m, n, t, u, and w. These alternates, accessible through OpenType Stylistic Alternates or Swash features, add organic texture and authentic wood type character to designs. The slightly weathered appearance evokes the imperfect yet charming nature of letterpress printing, where ink coverage varied and edges showed natural wear.</p>
<p>Each glyph retains the robust proportions and confident presence of classic wood type, with generous x-heights and sturdy serifs that ensure legibility even at display sizes. The lowercase characters have been subtly refined from the original Teniers design to feel more natural to contemporary eyes while maintaining the nostalgic essence that makes vintage typography so appealing.</p>
<h2>Best uses</h2>
<ul>
<li>Poster designs requiring authentic vintage character</li>
<li>Title treatments for retro-themed projects</li>
<li>Brand identities with heritage or craft positioning</li>
<li>Packaging design for artisanal or nostalgic products</li>
<li>Editorial headlines in magazines and publications</li>
<li>Event collateral with period-appropriate aesthetics</li>
</ul>
<h2>Thoughts</h2>
<p>House of Cards succeeds where many vintage revivals fall short by striking a careful balance between historical authenticity and practical versatility. The sprayed stroke alternates are particularly well-executed—they add period-appropriate texture without compromising legibility or feeling gimmicky.</p>
<p>The family’s two weights (Regular and Bold) with matching italics provide sufficient flexibility for most display applications, though designers working on complex hierarchy systems might wish for additional weights. The Bold weight particularly shines in poster and title applications, where its substantial presence commands attention while the sprayed alternates add tactile warmth.</p>
<p>What makes this typeface especially valuable is its ability to evoke specific historical periods without feeling like a costume. The slightly refined lowercase characters prevent the design from feeling too precious or museum-like, making it suitable for contemporary brands that want to reference vintage aesthetics without appearing dated. I’ve found it works particularly well for craft beverage packaging and event posters where authentic character matters more than clinical precision.</p>
<p>The OpenType features are thoughtfully implemented—the alternates appear natural rather than forced, and the italic styles maintain the wood type character while providing genuine cursive construction. For designers building vintage-inspired brand systems or creating period-appropriate editorial content, House of Cards offers an authentic foundation that feels researched rather than pastiche.</p>
<h2>References</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://dharmatype.com/house-of-cards">Dharma Type website</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.myfonts.com/collections/house-of-cards-font-dharma-type/">MyFonts page</a></li>
<li><a href="https://fonts.adobe.com/fonts/house-of-cards">Adobe Fonts</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.fontspring.com/fonts/dharma-type/house-of-cards">Fontspring</a></li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Typography" term="typography"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Building a cyberbrain]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/cyberbrain</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/cyberbrain"/>
        <updated>2025-11-10T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Building a cyberbrain through AI-augmented creativity means extending our cognitive capabilities through thoughtful integration of artificial intelligence tools into our creative and productive workflows.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Building a cyberbrain through AI-augmented creativity means extending our cognitive capabilities through thoughtful integration of artificial intelligence tools into our creative and productive workflows.</p>
<p>I explore how to use AI and technology to live a more fulfilling life. My goal is to share my learnings because I have benefited from others sharing theirs.</p>
<h2>Core principles</h2>
<h3>1. Augmentation, not replacement</h3>
<p>AI tools enhance human creativity and decision-making. They handle repetitive tasks, generate initial ideas, and process information at scale—freeing us to focus on strategy, synthesis, and creative direction.</p>
<h3>2. Systems thinking</h3>
<p>Building a cyberbrain requires understanding how tools connect and create workflows. Each tool should fit into a larger system that supports learning, creation, and reflection.</p>
<h3>3. Continuous learning</h3>
<p>The landscape of AI tools evolves rapidly. A cyberbrain approach means staying curious, experimenting with new tools, and adapting workflows as capabilities improve.</p>
<h3>4. Cultural bridging</h3>
<p>AI tools can help bridge language and cultural barriers, enabling deeper understanding and collaboration across different contexts and communities.</p>
<h2>Current stack</h2>
<h3>Writing &amp; content creation</h3>
<ul>
<li>Claude and Qwen for deep dive and ideation</li>
<li>Kimi and Yuanbao for quick research and brainstorming</li>
</ul>
<h3>Visual creation</h3>
<ul>
<li>ComfyUI for image generation workflows</li>
<li>Flux for realistic image generation</li>
<li>Qwen-Image and Qwen-Edit models for stylised image generation</li>
</ul>
<h3>Productivity</h3>
<ul>
<li>Cursor for code and workflow creation</li>
<li>Bear for note-taking and knowledge management</li>
<li>Ollama for local model inference</li>
</ul>
<h2>Workflow philosophy</h2>
<p>The goal is not to automate everything, but to create workflows where AI handles what it does well (processing, generating, translating) while humans focus on what we do best (judgement, creativity, connection).</p>
<p>This is a living document. As tools evolve and workflows improve, this manifesto will be updated to reflect current practices and learnings.</p>
<h2>Related posts</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="/three-note-types-that-transform-thinking">Three note types that transform thinking</a> – Build a note reservoir so blank pages disappear</li>
<li><a href="/how-to-think-outside-your-brain">How to think outside your brain</a> – Set your brain free to connect while your notes handle the storage</li>
<li><a href="/your-note-taking-system-is-sabotaging-your-creativity">Your note-taking system is sabotaging your creativity</a> – Why your perfect system might be killing your best ideas</li>
<li><a href="/never-start-writing-from-scratch-again">Never start writing from scratch again</a> – How permanent notes turn blank pages into finished articles</li>
<li><a href="/useful-writing">Useful writing</a> – We’re taught to be persuasive when we write, but is that useful?</li>
<li><a href="/how-to-read">How to read</a> – Consuming information doesn’t mean you’re learning</li>
<li><a href="/meaningful-work">Meaningful work</a> – Mindfulness in choosing work that matters</li>
<li><a href="/turbocharging-self-learning-with-ai">Turbocharging self-learning with AI</a> – How AI tools can accelerate your learning journey</li>
</ul>
<hr />
<p><em>This page represents an ongoing exploration. If you’re building your own cyberbrain, I’d love to hear about your approach.</em></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[How to think outside your brain]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/how-to-think-outside-your-brain</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/how-to-think-outside-your-brain"/>
        <updated>2025-11-09T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Your brain excels at pattern recognition, not archival storage. Learn how to externalise thinking with smart note-taking so ideas compound instead of evaporating.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Your brain is brilliant at many things. Storage isn’t one of them.</p>
<p>We were raised to treat memory like a filing cabinet. Cram for exams, rehearse grocery lists, memorise phone numbers because Nokia 3310s didn’t sync to iCloud. The message was clear: if you can’t store it upstairs, you’re not trying hard enough.</p>
<p>Spoiler alert: brains aren’t hard drives. They’re processors. They don’t want to hoard information; they want to remix it.</p>
<h2>Memory is an unreliable narrator</h2>
<p>Every time you remember something, your brain rewrites it. Memory isn’t retrieval—it’s reconstruction. Your neurons grab fragments, sprinkle them with today’s emotions, splice in whatever you just watched on Netflix, and hand you “memory.v47”. No wonder eyewitnesses disagree and siblings argue about childhood stories. The brain isn’t lying; it’s crafting a plausible narrative from incomplete footage.</p>
<p>That’s charming for nostalgia, disastrous for knowledge work. If your workflow depends on perfect recall, you’re building on quicksand. <a href="/discipline-free-systems-beat-forced-productivity">Systems that don’t rely on willpower</a> help: external structure does the holding so your brain can do the thinking.</p>
<h2>Working memory is a tiny desk</h2>
<p>Even if your brain stored memories perfectly, working memory would still bottleneck you. Most studies pin our mental juggling limit at roughly seven items. Try to hold more and everything splats onto the mental floor.</p>
<p>Complex thinking demands more than seven thoughts: arguments, counterarguments, quotes, data points, your own take, the structure of the piece you’re writing, the hook you want to land. That’s already eight balls in the air.</p>
<p>Sönke Ahrens summed it up neatly: “We need a reliable and simple external structure to think in that compensates for the limitations of our brains.”</p>
<h2>Externalise thought, not just storage</h2>
<p>The biggest shift in my practice came when I stopped thinking in my head. Not just storing information externally—actually thinking externally.</p>
<p>When I’m wrestling with a messy idea, I open a note (or dictate into an AI) and dump every half-baked thought. Short sentences. Question marks. Contradictions. The point is to get the fog out of my skull and onto the screen where I can see it.</p>
<p>This isn’t diary writing—<a href="/your-note-taking-system-is-sabotaging-your-creativity">nor is it treating your notes as a trophy cabinet</a>. It’s conversational debugging. I treat the page like a junior colleague: “Explain this back to me.” Half the time the page just stares blankly, which tells me I don’t have clarity yet.</p>
<p>Ahrens nails the payoff: “The most important advantage of writing is that it helps us confront ourselves when we do not understand something as well as we would like to believe.”</p>
<h2>Brains love connections, not cold storage</h2>
<p>Brains remember through association. Smells trigger childhood, songs unlock entire summers, one joke resurfaces another. This is the secret sauce of zettelkasten: treat notes as connection points, not trophies.</p>
<p>When I write a permanent note (see <a href="/three-note-types-that-transform-thinking">three note types that transform thinking</a>), I’m not immortalising the information. I’m planting a hook my future self can grab. My brain only needs to remember “I have something on Luhmann and laziness”; the note contains the specifics.</p>
<p>That division of labour means my brain stays in pattern-recognition mode while my notes handle the exact wording, references, and links.</p>
<h2>Forget strategically to remember better</h2>
<p>Paradoxically, the more I outsource to notes, the more I remember. Not verbatim facts, but shapes: arguments, narratives, analogies. When I need detail, I look it up. My mental energy stays focused on synthesis.</p>
<p>Writing things down deepens understanding because translation forces processing. You can’t explain something you don’t grasp. Cognitive scientists call this the generation effect. I call it “future Jenxi will thank you.”</p>
<p>This is also why I let ideas marinate. By the time I revisit a note, I’ve forgotten the exact phrasing. The distance lets me spot patterns I missed. It’s the same reason photographers let raws sit before editing: detachment sharpens judgement.</p>
<h2>Build a dialogue with your notes</h2>
<p>Once thinking happens outside your head, your notes become conversation partners. One note pointing to another sparks an insight you didn’t plan. A question from July collides with a quote from October and suddenly there’s a newsletter draft staring back at you.</p>
<p>Ahrens again: “The slip-box is designed to present you with ideas you have already forgotten, allowing your brain to focus on thinking instead of remembering.” When your notes surprise you, that’s when you know you’re thinking outside your brain.</p>
<h2>Practical ways to think externally</h2>
<p>Want to try this today? A quick loop:</p>
<ol>
<li>Spot a sticky idea in something you’re reading.</li>
<li>Open a fresh note and brain-dump what you think about it. No polishing.</li>
<li>Extract one permanent note: a clear statement, why it matters, links to <a href="/never-start-writing-from-scratch-again">related notes</a>, and a question that keeps the conversation alive.</li>
</ol>
<p>Rinse repeat. Before long you’ve built a lattice of externalised thoughts that talk to each other. That lattice is your extended working memory—far bigger than seven items.</p>
<h2>Standing on an extended brain</h2>
<p>This approach compounds. Every externalised thought becomes available to future you. Every connection makes subsequent connections easier. Your creative system snowballs not because your brain grew more storage, but because you built a trustworthy, searchable, remixable extension.</p>
<p>Or as Ahrens writes, “To have an undistracted brain to think with and a reliable collection of notes to think in is pretty much all we need.”</p>
<p>Let your brain be the processor. Let your notes be the hard drive. Together they form a <a href="/cyberbrain">cyberbrain</a> that actually plays to your strengths.</p>
<hr />
<p><em>Next in this series: Learn by reading—how to transform passive consumption into active understanding, and why highlighting might be sabotaging your comprehension more than you realise.</em></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Discipline-free systems beat forced productivity]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/discipline-free-systems-beat-forced-productivity</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/discipline-free-systems-beat-forced-productivity"/>
        <updated>2025-11-08T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Learn how to build willpower-free productivity systems inspired by Niklas Luhmann, Sönke Ahrens, and flow research so creative work feels natural instead of forced.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Why do some days feel effortless while others require heroic amounts of willpower to accomplish anything? This question used to haunt me.</p>
<p>I’d wake up on Monday full of determination. I’d power through my to-do list, resist distractions, force myself to focus on difficult tasks. Halfway through Tuesday, I’d be exhausted. By Wednesday, I was running on fumes. It’s barely midweek yet even simple tasks felt impossible.</p>
<p>I thought the problem was me. Not disciplined enough. Not committed enough. Not productive enough.</p>
<p>Turns out, I was asking the wrong question. The problem wasn’t my willpower—it was my dependence on it.</p>
<h2>Willpower delusion</h2>
<p>We worship willpower in productivity culture. We admire people who wake up at 5 am, who resist every distraction, who push through resistance. We treat discipline as the ultimate virtue.</p>
<p>But here’s what Sönke Ahrens discovered studying Niklas Luhmann’s work: “Not having willpower, but not having to use willpower indicates that you set yourself up for success.”</p>
<p>Read that again. The goal isn’t to <em>have</em> more willpower. It’s to <em>need</em> less of it.</p>
<p>Luhmann wrote 90,000 notes and over 50 books. When asked how he stayed so productive, his answer was surprising: “I only do what is easy. I only write when I immediately know how to do it. If I falter for a moment, I put the matter aside and do something else.”</p>
<p>He wasn’t being glib. He’d built a system that made productivity feel easy because the work was always interesting, always achievable, always flowing naturally from one task to the next.</p>
<p>Most of us do the opposite. We force ourselves to work on things we’re stuck on. We fight our natural resistance. We treat productivity as a battle against our own nature.</p>
<p>And we wonder why we’re exhausted.</p>
<h2>Why willpower fails</h2>
<p>Willpower is a limited resource. Psychologists call this ego depletion—every decision, every act of self-control, every moment of resisting temptation drains your mental battery.</p>
<p>This is why you can resist the biscuit tin at 9 am but raid it at 9 pm. This is why you can focus on difficult work in the morning but doom-scroll Twitter in the afternoon. Your willpower depletes throughout the day.</p>
<p>But it’s worse than that. Every tiny decision drains willpower. Choosing what to wear. Deciding what to work on next. Figuring out where to file a note. Resisting the urge to check your phone.</p>
<p>By the time you sit down to do actual creative work, you’ve already spent half your mental energy on trivial choices.</p>
<p>This is why Steve Jobs wore the same black turtleneck every day. Why Barack Obama had only grey or blue suits. They weren’t being eccentric—they were conserving mental energy for decisions that actually mattered.</p>
<p>The same principle applies to note-taking and knowledge work. If your system requires constant decisions—where should this go? what tag should I use? should I save this?—you’re bleeding willpower before you even start thinking.</p>
<h2>Designing for laziness</h2>
<p>The secret to sustainable productivity isn’t becoming more disciplined. It’s designing systems that work with your natural laziness instead of against it.</p>
<p>Ahrens puts it beautifully: “Every task that is interesting, meaningful and well-defined will be done, because there is no conflict between long- and short-term commitments. Having a meaningful and well-defined task beats willpower every time.”</p>
<p>Let’s break that down.</p>
<p><strong>Interesting</strong>: If you’re forcing yourself to work on something boring, you’ll need willpower. If you’re genuinely curious about something, you won’t.</p>
<p><strong>Meaningful</strong>: If you can’t see why something matters, you’ll need willpower to do it. If you understand its significance, you won’t.</p>
<p><strong>Well-defined</strong>: If you don’t know exactly what to do next, you’ll need willpower to figure it out. If the next step is obvious, you won’t.</p>
<p>This is why my note-taking system transformed my productivity. Not because it made me more disciplined, but because it made discipline unnecessary.</p>
<h2>How systems remove friction</h2>
<p>My old approach to writing an article looked like this:</p>
<ol>
<li>Decide on a topic (decision fatigue)</li>
<li>Remember what I’ve read about it (mental strain)</li>
<li>Search through highlights and bookmarks (friction)</li>
<li>Figure out what I think (cognitive load)</li>
<li>Organise my thoughts (decision fatigue again)</li>
<li>Actually write (finally!)</li>
</ol>
<p>By the time I got to step 6, I’d already exhausted myself. Writing felt hard because I was trying to do six different cognitive tasks simultaneously.</p>
<p>My current approach:</p>
<ol>
<li>Notice I have 20 permanent notes about a topic</li>
<li>Review and arrange them</li>
<li>Write by translating notes into prose</li>
</ol>
<p>See the difference? The thinking is already done. The organisation happens naturally as I review. The writing is just connecting thoughts I’ve already developed.</p>
<p>No willpower required. The system makes the work easy.</p>
<h2>The switching strategy</h2>
<p>Here’s something else I learned from Luhmann’s approach: when you’re stuck, don’t force it. Switch.</p>
<p>This contradicts everything we’re told about focus and persistence. We’re supposed to power through resistance, finish what we started, not let ourselves get distracted.</p>
<p>But Luhmann demonstrated something remarkable: switching between projects when you’re stuck is more productive than grinding through resistance.</p>
<p>He always worked on multiple manuscripts simultaneously. When he hit a wall on one, he’d move to another. This meant he was always working on something that felt easy and interesting in the moment.</p>
<p>I’ve adopted this approach in my own work. I have several articles in various stages of development. When I’m stuck on one, I switch to another. I’m not procrastinating—I’m choosing the work that’s ready to be done.</p>
<p>This only works because I have a system that makes switching frictionless. All my notes are connected. All my projects draw from the same reservoir of thinking. Moving between them doesn’t feel like starting over—it feels like continuing a conversation from a different angle.</p>
<h2>The psychology of flow</h2>
<p>Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi’s research on flow states found that optimal experiences happen when challenge matches skill. Too easy, and you’re bored. Too hard, and you’re anxious.</p>
<p>Most productivity systems ignore this. They tell you to tackle your hardest task first, to eat the frog, to push through resistance.</p>
<p>But if a task is too hard in this moment—if you don’t have the energy, the context, or the clarity—forcing yourself to do it won’t produce flow. It’ll produce anxiety and exhaustion.</p>
<p>A good system gives you options. Multiple things you could work on at different difficulty levels. When you’re fresh and energised, you tackle something challenging. When you’re tired, you do something easier. When you’re stuck, you switch.</p>
<p>This isn’t being undisciplined. This is being strategic about your mental energy.</p>
<h2>Building willpower-free workflows</h2>
<p>So how do you design systems that don’t require willpower? Three principles:</p>
<p><strong>1. Remove decision points</strong></p>
<p>Every decision is a tax on your mental energy. Remove as many as possible.</p>
<p>For notes, this means having a clear workflow. Fleeting notes go in one place. They’re processed the same way every time. Permanent notes follow a standard structure.</p>
<p>I don’t waste energy deciding where things should go or how they should be formatted. The system decides for me.</p>
<p><strong>2. Make the next step obvious</strong></p>
<p>Ambiguity requires willpower to overcome. Clarity doesn’t.</p>
<p>When I sit down to write, I don’t start with “what should I write about?” I start with “which cluster of notes is ready to become an article?”</p>
<p>The next step is always obvious because I’ve been building toward it incrementally through my notes.</p>
<p><strong>3. Work with natural motivation</strong></p>
<p>Don’t force yourself to work on things that feel difficult right now. Instead, have multiple things you could work on and choose the one that feels easiest.</p>
<p>This requires having a system where all your work is visible and accessible. I can see all my note clusters, all my draft outlines, all my half-formed ideas. When something feels ready to develop, I develop it.</p>
<h2>The compound effect</h2>
<p>Here’s the beautiful thing about willpower-free systems: they compound over time.</p>
<p>Every note you write makes the next note easier. Every connection you make creates possibilities for future connections. Every article you complete leaves behind permanent notes that feed into future articles.</p>
<p>Contrast this with willpower-based productivity. Every act of forcing yourself to work drains your reserves for tomorrow. Every time you push through resistance, you make resistance stronger.</p>
<p>One approach gets easier over time. The other gets harder.</p>
<p>I used to think productivity was about becoming the kind of person who could force themselves to do difficult things. Now I understand it’s about becoming the kind of person who rarely needs to.</p>
<p>Not because I’m lazy—though I freely admit I am—but because I’ve built systems that make the work inherently interesting and the next step always obvious.</p>
<h2>Starting point</h2>
<p>You don’t need to rebuild your entire workflow overnight. Start with one area where you’re currently relying on willpower.</p>
<p>Maybe it’s forcing yourself to process your inbox. Maybe it’s making yourself write even when you have nothing to say. Maybe it’s pushing through a project that feels stuck.</p>
<p>Ask yourself: how could I redesign this so willpower isn’t required?</p>
<p>Could you process your inbox at a specific time when you’re naturally most energised? Could you build up notes instead of forcing yourself to write from nothing? Could you switch to a different project instead of grinding through stuck points?</p>
<p>The goal isn’t to eliminate all effort—deep work requires focus and energy. The goal is to eliminate the friction that makes starting feel harder than the work itself.</p>
<p>As Ahrens reminds us, highly successful people succeed “not because of strong willpower and the ability to overcome resistance, but because of working environments that avoid resistance in the first place.”</p>
<p>Build the environment. Skip the suffering.</p>
<p>Your future self—the one who’s actually getting work done instead of just thinking about getting work done—will thank you.</p>
<hr />
<p><em>Next in this series: How to think outside your brain—why our memory is terrible at storage but excellent at connection, and how external notes free your mind to do what it does best.</em></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Three note types that transform thinking]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/three-note-types-that-transform-thinking</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/three-note-types-that-transform-thinking"/>
        <updated>2025-11-07T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Discover how fleeting, literature, and permanent notes work together to sharpen thinking, fuel learning, and turn note-taking into a creative engine.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I used to think all notes were created equal.</p>
<p>Anything worth remembering got the same treatment: highlight it, copy it into my notes app, maybe add a tag, and file it away. My system was democratic—everything had equal status, which meant nothing had any status at all.</p>
<p>It was like treating your spare change and your savings account the same way. Sure, they’re both money, but you don’t build wealth by treating every penny identically.</p>
<p>The breakthrough came when I realised that notes need to serve different purposes at different stages of thinking. Some are quick captures. Some are deep processing. Some are finished thoughts ready to be used.</p>
<p>Sönke Ahrens describes three types of notes in <em>How to Take Smart Notes</em>, based on Niklas Luhmann’s zettelkasten system. Understanding the distinction between them transformed how I think, learn, and write.</p>
<p>Let me show you how.</p>
<h2>Fleeting notes: your thinking inbox</h2>
<p>Fleeting notes are exactly what they sound like—fleeting. Temporary captures of whatever crosses your mind while you’re reading, listening, observing, or just thinking.</p>
<p>I write these constantly in my daily logs. A thought while reading a book. A connection I notice during a conversation. A question that pops up while I’m walking my dog. These go straight into Bear as quick bullet points, often just fragments.</p>
<p>“AI tools reduce friction but might also reduce learning?”</p>
<p>“Luhmann never forced himself to work—connection to <a href="/willpower-trap-why-discipline-free-systems-beat-forced-productivity-every-time">my procrastination article</a>”</p>
<p>“Why do some photographers resist digita—same psychology as people avoiding AI?”</p>
<p>Notice what these are <em>not</em>. They’re not complete thoughts. They’re not well-written. They’re not organised. They’re just captures—reminders of ideas that I don’t want to lose.</p>
<p>Here’s the crucial part: <strong>fleeting notes are disposable</strong>. They’re meant to be processed and then thrown away. They’re your inbox, not your filing cabinet.</p>
<p>Most people make one of two mistakes with fleeting notes:</p>
<p><strong>Mistake 1: Treating them as permanent.</strong> You capture something interesting and think “Great, I’ve noted that down.” Then six months later you come across “interesting point about motivation” and have no idea what you meant or why it mattered.</p>
<p><strong>Mistake 2: Never processing them.</strong> Your fleeting notes pile up until you have thousands of cryptic fragments that you’ll never do anything with. I’ve been there. It’s like having 50,000 unread emails—technically you have all that information, but practically you have nothing.</p>
<p>The solution? Process fleeting notes within a day or two. Either develop them into something more substantial, or delete them. Be ruthless. If you can’t remember why you noted it down or what to do with it, it’s not worth keeping.</p>
<h2>Literature notes: your dialogue with ideas</h2>
<p>When I read something—a book, an article, a paper—I create literature notes. These are different from fleeting notes in a crucial way: they’re not <em>my</em> thoughts about random things, they’re my understanding of <em>someone else’s</em> ideas.</p>
<p>Here’s how this works in practice.</p>
<p>Let’s say I’m reading an article about how social media algorithms affect attention spans. Instead of just highlighting passages, I also write my own explanation of the key points:</p>
<p>“Article argues that recommendation algorithms optimise for engagement, not attention quality. Short-term engagement (clicks, scrolls) is easier to measure than long-term value, so platforms inadvertently train users toward shorter attention spans. Author compares this to junk food—engineered for immediate satisfaction, not nutritional value.”</p>
<p>See what I did there? I’m explaining the article’s argument in my own words. I’m not copying quotes. I’m not just summarising. I’m testing whether I actually understand what I’m reading.</p>
<p>As philosopher John Searle said, “If you can’t say it clearly you don’t understand it yourself.” Literature notes are your clarity test.</p>
<p>I keep these notes with links to the sources so I can cite them if needed. But the real value isn’t in having the citation. It’s in the act of translation.</p>
<p>When you force yourself to rephrase someone’s idea, you discover gaps in your understanding. You notice assumptions. You start to see how it connects to other things you know.</p>
<p><strong>Good literature notes include</strong>:</p>
<ul>
<li>The main argument or idea, in your own words</li>
<li>Key distinctions or definitions</li>
<li>How this relates to other ideas you’ve encountered</li>
<li>Questions or uncertainties you have</li>
</ul>
<p><strong>Bad literature notes are</strong>:</p>
<ul>
<li>Direct quotes without context</li>
<li>Summaries so brief they’re meaningless later</li>
<li>Highlights without explanation of why they matter</li>
<li>Information without your interpretation</li>
</ul>
<p>Here’s a trick I learned: write literature notes as if you’re explaining the idea to someone who hasn’t read the source. If your note only makes sense to someone who’s already read the article, you haven’t actually done the work of understanding it.</p>
<p>I picture my daughter in a couple decades reading my notes. If she can’t understand what I meant, I haven’t written it clearly enough.</p>
<h2>Permanent notes: your external thinking</h2>
<p>This is where the magic happens. This is where fleeting insights and borrowed ideas become <em>your</em> ideas.</p>
<p>At least once a day—usually in the evening—I review my fleeting and literature notes. I’m looking for anything that connects to my existing thinking, challenges my assumptions, or answers questions I’ve been pondering.</p>
<p>Then I write permanent notes.</p>
<p>These aren’t just “things worth remembering.” They’re developed thoughts, written in complete sentences, making explicit arguments or observations. They’re standalone—I can read them months later without remembering the original context and they’ll still make sense.</p>
<p>Let me show you the difference.</p>
<p><strong>Fleeting note</strong>: “Luhmann never forced himself to work”</p>
<p><strong>Literature note</strong>: “Luhmann claimed he only did what was easy and immediately obvious. When he got stuck on one thing, he’d switch to another project. His system supported this by always having multiple threads of thought to pursue.”</p>
<p><strong>Permanent note</strong>: “The productivity paradox: forcing yourself to work on something when you’re stuck wastes mental energy and produces inferior results. Luhmann’s approach—switching between multiple projects—works because it uses natural motivation instead of fighting it. The key is having a system that makes it easy to switch without losing progress. Connection: this is the same principle behind the Pomodoro technique, but applied at a project level rather than task level. Question: does this work for people who don’t have multiple projects, or is parallel work a requirement?”</p>
<p>See the difference? The permanent note is:</p>
<ul>
<li><strong>Complete</strong>: It stands alone without requiring the source</li>
<li><strong>Clear</strong>: Written in full sentences with explicit reasoning</li>
<li><strong>Connected</strong>: Links to other ideas</li>
<li><strong>Questioning</strong>: Ends with an open question that invites further thinking</li>
</ul>
<p>I write permanent notes in a specific structure that’s become habitual:</p>
<ol>
<li>Main idea or observation</li>
<li>Why it matters or what it explains</li>
<li>Connection to other notes</li>
<li>Questions it raises</li>
</ol>
<p>Not every note follows this exactly, but it’s my default template.</p>
<h2>Flow between note types</h2>
<p>Here’s how these three types of notes work together in practice.</p>
<p>I’m reading Steven Johnson’s <em>Where Good Ideas Come From</em>. As I read, I’m taking fleeting notes:</p>
<ul>
<li>“Slow hunch—ideas need time to develop”</li>
<li>“Coffee houses as liquid networks for ideas”</li>
<li>“Darwin’s notebooks show gradual development of evolution theory”</li>
</ul>
<p>Later that day, I process these into literature notes:</p>
<p>“Johnson argues that breakthrough ideas rarely arrive as sudden insights. Instead, they develop as ‘slow hunches’—incomplete ideas that need time and connections to mature. He traces Darwin’s theory of evolution through his notebooks, showing it took years to fully form, not a single eureka moment reading Malthus. Key point: slow hunches need external storage (notebooks, conversations) because they’re too vague to hold in memory reliably.”</p>
<p>Then I think about how this connects to my existing notes about creativity, writing processes, and knowledge management. I write a permanent note:</p>
<p>“The myth of the eureka moment damages creative work by making people expect instant insights. Johnson’s ‘slow hunch’ concept explains why note-taking systems are crucial: ideas need external storage to survive long enough to develop. This connects to why my best articles emerge from notes I’ve been developing for months—the writing is just the final step of a long thinking process. Contrast with blank page approach where you expect to generate and develop ideas simultaneously. Question: how long is typical for a slow hunch to mature? Days? Months? Years?”</p>
<p>Now I have something valuable. Not just information I’ve collected, but thinking I’ve done.</p>
<h2>Common mistakes that kill note systems</h2>
<p><strong>Treating everything as permanent notes</strong>. If every fleeting thought gets permanent status, you dilute the signal. Permanent notes should be reserved for ideas you’ve actually developed, not just captured.</p>
<p><strong>Treating everything as fleeting notes</strong>. The opposite problem—everything stays in rough draft form. You’re constantly capturing but never processing. Ahrens calls this “just a bookshelf filled with notebooks full of wonderful ideas, but not a single publication to show.”</p>
<p><strong>Writing for yourself today, not yourself tomorrow</strong>. Your notes need to make sense to your future self who won’t remember the context. I learned this the hard way losing count of the number of times I’ve come across a note and had no idea what I meant. Write as if you’re explaining to someone else.</p>
<p><strong>Collecting quotes instead of understanding</strong>. Literature notes shouldn’t be quote collections. Quotes are useful as supporting evidence, but your understanding needs to be in your own words. Otherwise you’re just building a database, not developing thinking.</p>
<p><strong>Making notes too long</strong>. Permanent notes work best when they’re atomic—one idea per note. If you’re writing multi-page notes, you’re probably combining several ideas that should be separate. This makes it harder to link notes and harder to reuse them later.</p>
<p><strong>Not linking notes</strong>. The whole point of permanent notes is that they connect to each other. Every permanent note should link to at least one other note. If it doesn’t, it’s either too isolated or you haven’t thought through how it relates to your other thinking.</p>
<h2>Building the habit</h2>
<p>Start simple. You don’t need to overhaul your entire system overnight.</p>
<p>Today, try this: take one idea from something you’re reading right now. Write three notes:</p>
<p><strong>Fleeting</strong>: “Interesting point about X”</p>
<p><strong>Literature</strong>: “Author argues that X because Y. This differs from Z approach by…”</p>
<p><strong>Permanent</strong>: “The key insight about X is… This connects to… This raises the question…”</p>
<p>Do this once. Just once. See how it feels.</p>
<p>Tomorrow, do it again with a different idea. After a week, you’ll have seven permanent notes. After a month, thirty. After a year, 365 developed thoughts ready to become articles, presentations, or simply a more sophisticated understanding of your field.</p>
<p>The compound interest of ideas isn’t about volume—it’s about having thoughts that build on each other. Three well-developed permanent notes are worth more than three hundred fleeting captures.</p>
<p>As Ahrens writes, “We have to read with a pen in hand, develop ideas on paper and build up an ever-growing pool of externalised thoughts.”</p>
<p>That pool is built one note at a time. But only if you’re building the right kind of notes.</p>
<hr />
<p><em>Next in this series: The willpower trap—why discipline-free systems beat forced productivity every time. We’ll explore how to design workflows that work with human nature instead of against it, and why the most productive people aren’t the most disciplined.</em></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Never start writing from scratch again]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/never-start-writing-from-scratch-again</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/never-start-writing-from-scratch-again"/>
        <updated>2025-10-29T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Learn how to build a reservoir of developed thoughts using fleeting, literature, and permanent notes. Never face a blank page again by transforming your note-taking from storage into construction.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>The blank page is a liar.</p>
<p>It whispers that you’re starting from nothing, that you need to conjure ideas from thin air, that writing begins when you open a new document. This lie keeps more people from creating than any other obstacle I know.</p>
<p>Here’s the truth: if you’re staring at a blank page, you’ve already made a mistake. You started too late.</p>
<p>The prolific writers I know never face blank pages. Not because they’re more talented or disciplined, but because they’ve built systems that make blank pages impossible.</p>
<p>Think about it this way. You wouldn’t start cooking without ingredients in your kitchen. Yet we expect ourselves to write something meaningful starting from absolute zero, with nothing but raw willpower and a blinking cursor.</p>
<p>As <a href="https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/15419418.S_nke_Ahrens">Sönke Ahrens</a> puts it in <a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/228378911-how-to-take-smart-notes"><em>How to Take Smart Notes</em></a>, “They struggle because they believe, as they are made to believe, that writing starts with a blank page.”</p>
<p>It doesn’t. Writing starts long before you sit down to write.</p>
<h2>Blank page as symptom</h2>
<p>When you face a blank page, you’re not experiencing a writing problem—you’re experiencing a note-taking problem.</p>
<p>The blank page is just the symptom. The disease is that you haven’t been capturing, developing, and connecting your thoughts along the way. This is exactly what I wrote about in <a href="/why-your-note-taking-system-is-sabotaging-your-creativity">my previous article</a>—most note-taking systems are graveyards of good intentions rather than gardens that produce new ideas.</p>
<p>I learned this the hard way. Years ago, I’d spend hours researching a topic, reading extensively, feeling like I was learning a lot. Then I’d sit down to write and… nothing. Or rather, a vague sense of “I know I read something about this” followed by desperate scrolling through highlights and bookmarks, grasping at the thoughts I’d had weeks ago, yet unable to reconstruct them.</p>
<p>The problem wasn’t that I hadn’t read enough. The problem wasn’t that I hadn’t thought enough while reading. The words I read spark a myriad of thoughts—bits and pieces that vanish when the next line teased out more fleeting musings. The problem was I hadn’t <em>captured</em> my thinking in a way that I could build on later.</p>
<h2>Building your reservoir</h2>
<p>Here’s what changed everything for me: I stopped thinking of note-taking as storage and started thinking of it as construction.</p>
<p>I’m not filing away information for later retrieval. I’m building a reservoir of developed thoughts that I can tap into whenever I need to write.</p>
<p>This reservoir is filled with three types of notes, each serving a different purpose. Ahrens describes this brilliantly in his book, based on <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Niklas_Luhmann">Niklas Luhmann</a>’s zettelkasten system.</p>
<h3>Fleeting notes</h3>
<p>These are quick captures—whatever comes to mind as you’re reading, watching, listening, or just thinking. I jot these down in rapid-fire bullet points in Bear, my <a href="/personal-wiki-with-bear-app">note-taking app of choice</a>. They’re messy, contextual, and meant to be temporary.</p>
<p>The key word is <em>temporary</em>. Fleeting notes are like your inbox—a holding space, not a permanent home. I process them within a day or two, either developing them into something more substantial or discarding them Marie Kondo-style, except instead of asking if they spark joy, I look for ideas.</p>
<p>Most people make the mistake of treating all their notes as fleeting notes. Everything goes into the inbox, nothing gets processed, and the whole system becomes a junk drawer like your Gmail inbox. Useful things are in there somewhere, but you’ll never find them when you need them.</p>
<h3>Literature notes</h3>
<p>When I read something—a book, an article, a research paper—I write down my understanding of the key ideas. Not quotes. Not highlights. My own explanation of what I’m reading.</p>
<p>This is crucial. As philosopher <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Searle">John Searle</a> said, “If you can’t say it clearly you don’t understand it yourself.” Literature notes force me to test my understanding in real-time.</p>
<p>I keep these with bibliographic details so I can cite them later if needed. But the real value isn’t in the citation—it’s in the act of translating someone else’s thinking into my own framework.</p>
<p>Here’s what a literature note looks like for me: I’ll read about, say, the zettelkasten method. Instead of highlighting passages about how it works, I write: “Luhmann’s system worked because notes were atomic (one idea each) and connected (explicit links between related ideas). This is different from topic-based filing because it mimics how ideas actually relate to each other, not how we think they should be organised. Reminds me of how neural networks form connections—not hierarchical but associative.”</p>
<p>See what happened there? I explained the concept, made a distinction, and connected it to something else I know. That’s a literature note that I can actually use.</p>
<h3>Permanent notes</h3>
<p>This is where the magic happens. At least once a day, I go through my fleeting and literature notes and ask: “How does this relate to what I’m working on? What does this connect to? What questions does this raise?”</p>
<p>Then I write permanent notes—fully formed thoughts, written for my future self who won’t remember the context. These aren’t just summaries. They’re arguments, observations, questions, and connections.</p>
<p>I find the greatest value in applying new ideas and concepts on tasks and topics at hand. I can test them or build mental connections between two seemingly different or even opposing ideas. Invaluable to helping me grasp the new things I learn.</p>
<p>Ahrens emphasises this: “We have to read with a pen in hand, develop ideas on paper and build up an ever-growing pool of externalised thoughts.”</p>
<p>My permanent notes are this pool. Each one is:</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p><strong>Standalone</strong> - Makes sense without referring back to the source</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Connected</strong> - Explicitly linked to related notes</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Developed</strong> - Not just “this is interesting” but “this is interesting <em>because</em>…”</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Actionable</strong> - Written in a way that sparks further thinking</p>
</li>
</ul>
<p>I write them as if I’m explaining something to another person, since becoming a father this person I picture is my daughter. Sometimes I even start with “The key insight here is…” or “This challenges my thinking about…” to force myself to be clear about why this note matters.</p>
<h2>Bottom-up thinking</h2>
<p>Here’s where this system gets really powerful. Instead of deciding what to write about and then doing research, I let topics emerge from my notes.</p>
<p>This is what Ahrens calls the bottom-up approach, and it’s completely backwards from how most of us were taught to write.</p>
<p>The traditional top-down approach:</p>
<ol>
<li>
<p>Choose a topic</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Do research</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Outline</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Write</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Edit</p>
</li>
</ol>
<p>The bottom-up approach:</p>
<ol>
<li>
<p>Read and take notes continuously</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Develop permanent notes</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Notice clusters of related notes</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Recognise topics that have reached critical mass</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Structure those notes into an outline</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Write by translating notes into prose</p>
</li>
</ol>
<p>The difference? In the top-down approach, you’re generating ideas while trying to write. In the bottom-up approach, you’re just <em>organising</em> ideas you’ve already developed.</p>
<p>Much easier. Much less stressful. Much more likely to actually happen.</p>
<p>I’ve been writing this way for the past year, and it’s transformed my relationship with writing. I used to spend 80% of my time staring at the screen trying to figure out what to say and 20% actually writing. Now it’s reversed. Most of my “writing time” is spent shaping and polishing thoughts I’ve already worked through in my notes.</p>
<p>My collection of notes have become a treasure trove of drafts for my blog.</p>
<h2>How topics reveal themselves</h2>
<p>When you build up permanent notes over time, something interesting happens. Topics start announcing themselves.</p>
<p>You don’t have to force yourself to write about something. You notice that you’ve written 15 notes about AI-assisted creative work, and they’re all connected, and there’s a clear argument threading through them. So you structure those notes and write the piece.</p>
<p>Or you realise you’ve been circling around a question for months—say, “Why do some knowledge workers resist tools that would make them more efficient?”—and you’ve accumulated enough thinking about it from different angles that you’re ready to explore it publicly.</p>
<p>Ahrens describes this perfectly: “By writing down our thoughts and what we learn, we are able to see the topics we have already worked on. They just need to be polished and structured for publishing.”</p>
<p>This is why I never face blank pages anymore. When I sit down to write, I’m not starting from zero. I’m sitting down with 10, 20, sometimes 30 notes that I’ve already developed. Notes that are connected. Notes that already form the skeleton of an argument—or are even each a standalone article.</p>
<p>The “writing” is just connecting them into a coherent narrative or simply polishing an already established one.</p>
<h2>POSSE for ideas</h2>
<p>You might recognise this principle if you’ve read my thoughts on <a href="/why-owning-your-data-and-website-matters-even-more-in-2024">digital sovereignty</a>. I’m a big advocate for POSSE—Publish on your Own Site, Syndicate Elsewhere.</p>
<p>The same principle applies to ideas. Develop them in your own notes first (your “site”), then syndicate them into blog posts, articles, presentations, or conversations.</p>
<p>Your notes are the source of truth. Everything else is a remix.</p>
<p>This has another benefit: your notes compound over time in a way that individual published pieces don’t.</p>
<p>When I publish a blog post, that’s done. Finished. It lives on my site, hopefully helps some readers, maybe generates some discussion.</p>
<p>But the notes that went into that post? They’re still alive in my system. They’re connected to other notes. They’ll surface when I’m working on related topics. They might become part of three other articles over the next year.</p>
<p>One good permanent note can feed multiple pieces of writing. That’s creative leverage.</p>
<h2>Practical implementation</h2>
<p>Let me get specific about how this actually works in practice.</p>
<p>When I’m reading a book on, say, productivity systems, I have Bear open next to me. As I read, I jot down fleeting notes—quick thoughts, reactions, questions. “This is similar to GTD but for knowledge work.” “Does this work if you’re not in academia?” “Connection to habit stacking?”</p>
<p>At the end of my reading session, I’ll have a messy list of these captures. That’s fine. They’re not meant to be beautiful.</p>
<p>Later that day—or the next day at the latest—I review these fleeting notes. Some I discard immediately. Some I develop into literature notes, explaining the key concepts from the book in my own words. Some I turn into permanent notes if they connect to my existing thinking in interesting ways.</p>
<p>Let’s say I write a permanent note about how knowledge work requires different productivity systems than task-based work. I’ll link this to other notes I have about:</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>The difference between deep work and shallow work</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Why time-blocking often fails for creative professionals</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Examples from my translation work where the “system” was understanding, not execution</p>
</li>
</ul>
<p>Now I have a web of connected thinking. When I eventually write about productivity for creative professionals—which I did, and you can find on this blog—I don’t start from scratch. I start from this web of notes.</p>
<h2>You already have material</h2>
<p>Here’s the thing that most people don’t realise: you’re probably already doing the intellectual work. You’re reading, thinking, having insights, making connections.</p>
<p>You’re just not capturing it in a way that makes it reusable.</p>
<p>When I talk to people about their note-taking, they often say “I don’t have enough notes to work with.” Then I ask them what they’ve been reading, and they rattle off five books, dozens of articles, multiple podcasts. They’ve consumed and thought about a massive amount of material.</p>
<p>It’s all in their head. And most of it will evaporate within days.</p>
<p>The tragedy isn’t that they haven’t done the work. It’s that they haven’t <em>kept</em> the work they’ve done.</p>
<p>Start today. Right now, if you just finished reading this article, don’t just file it away or close the tab. Write down three things:</p>
<ol>
<li>
<p>One idea that challenged your thinking</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>One connection to something else you know</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>One question you’re left with</p>
</li>
</ol>
<p>That’s the beginning of your reservoir. Do this consistently, and you’ll never face a blank page again.</p>
<p>As Ahrens reminds us, “The moment we stop making plans is the moment we start to learn.” Stop planning to write someday. Start building your reservoir today.</p>
<p>Because creativity isn’t about divine inspiration striking while you stare at a blank page. It’s about having a conversation with yourself, with your past thinking, with the ideas you’ve been developing all along.</p>
<p>And that conversation? It’s already happening in your notes—if you’ve been taking the right kind of notes.</p>
<hr />
<p><em>In the next article, we’ll dive deep into the three types of notes: fleeting, literature, and permanent. We’ll explore exactly how to write each one, when to use them, and how to avoid the common mistakes that turn promising note-taking systems into cluttered messes. Read it here: <a href="/three-types-of-notes-that-will-transform-your-thinking">Three types of notes that will transform your thinking</a>.</em></p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Your note-taking system is sabotaging your creativity]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/your-note-taking-system-is-sabotaging-your-creativity</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/your-note-taking-system-is-sabotaging-your-creativity"/>
        <updated>2025-10-28T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Most note-taking systems are graveyards of good intentions. Learn why collecting information doesn't equal learning, and how to transform your notes from a storage system into a thinking system that generates original ideas.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I have a confession: I’m a recovering note hoarder.</p>
<p>My <a href="/personal-wiki-with-bear-app">digital notebooks</a> are graveyards of good intentions—thousands of highlighted articles, copied quotes, and half-formed thoughts that I swore I’d return to “someday”. Someday never came. Instead, I found myself drowning in a sea of saved content, feeling productive while accomplishing precisely nothing.</p>
<p>The uncomfortable truth? I had created an impressive digital museum of other people’s thoughts while producing none of my own.</p>
<p>Sound familiar? If your note-taking system resembles that drawer everyone has—you know, the one stuffed with batteries, old cables, and mysterious objects you’re afraid to throw away—then we need to talk about why your carefully curated collection is killing your creativity instead of feeding it.</p>
<h2>Great note-taking deception</h2>
<p>Most of us have been sold a lie about note-taking. We’ve been told that collecting information equals learning, that saving articles equals progress, and that highlighting passages equals understanding.</p>
<p>It’s like believing that hoarding ingredients makes you a chef.</p>
<p>Here’s what typically happens. You read something brilliant—let’s say an article about AI’s impact on creative work. You highlight the juicy bits, maybe add a comment like “interesting!” or “remember this”, then file it away in a folder labelled “AI” or “Technology” or, if you’re feeling particularly organised, “AI–Future Trends–2025”.</p>
<p>Three months later, when you want to write about AI’s impact on creativity, do you remember that perfect insight? Of course not. You end up staring at a blank page, despite having “read extensively” on the topic.</p>
<p>As <a href="https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/15419418.S_nke_Ahrens">Sönke Ahrens</a> writes in <a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/228378911-how-to-take-smart-notes"><em>How to Take Smart Notes</em></a>, “Good, productive writing is based on good note-taking. Getting something that is already written into another written piece is incomparably easier than assembling everything in your mind and then trying to retrieve it from there.”</p>
<p>But here’s the catch: most of us aren’t actually doing good note-taking. We’re just stuffing everything into our metaphorical drawer—digital hoarding with a fancy filing system.</p>
<h2>Graveyard versus the garden</h2>
<p>The difference between a dead note-taking system and a living one is like the difference between a graveyard and a garden. Both contain organised collections, but only one produces new life.</p>
<p>A graveyard system stores information in neat, categorised tombstones. Everything has its proper place, beautifully organised and utterly static. You can visit your highlights and quotes, pay your respects, and leave feeling vaguely nostalgic about all that knowledge you once possessed.</p>
<p>A garden system, on the other hand, is messier but infinitely more alive. Ideas cross-pollinate, connections bloom unexpectedly, and new insights grow from the compost of previous thoughts. It requires tending, but it rewards you with a harvest of original thinking.</p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charlie_Munger">Charlie Munger</a>, Warren Buffett’s partner at Berkshire Hathaway, understood this distinction. He advocated for what he called a “latticework of mental models”—a framework where “you’ve got to hang experience on a latticework of models in your head” rather than simply collecting isolated facts. As he put it, “If the facts don’t hang together on a latticework of theory, you don’t have them in a usable form.”</p>
<p>The secret ingredient that transforms a graveyard into a garden? Active engagement with your notes. Not just collecting them, but developing them, connecting them, and letting them evolve.</p>
<h2>Collection trap</h2>
<p>We’ve become addicted to the dopamine hit of saving information. That little satisfaction when you save an article to your favourite read-it-later app. The sense of accomplishment when you highlight a particularly insightful passage. The feeling that you’re “doing something” when you bookmark that Twitter thread “for later”.</p>
<p>But collection without creation is just sophisticated procrastination.</p>
<p>The uncomfortable truth is that highlighting and saving often becomes a substitute for thinking. We mistake consuming for creating, curating for contemplating. We feel productive while remaining intellectually passive.</p>
<p>Think about the difference between a tourist and an anthropologist. A tourist takes photos of interesting sights and moves on. An anthropologist observes, questions, connects patterns, and develops theories about what they’re seeing. Both might visit the same places, but only one creates new understanding.</p>
<p>Your notes should be less like a tourist’s photo album and more like an anthropologist’s field journal—full of observations, questions, connections, and evolving theories.</p>
<h2>Why passive note-taking feels productive</h2>
<p>Here’s why we fall into the collection trap: it’s easier and feels immediately rewarding. Highlighting a passage gives us the illusion of engagement without the mental effort of actually engaging.</p>
<p>It’s the intellectual equivalent of taking a selfie at a famous landmark—you get proof you were there without actually experiencing the place.</p>
<p>Our brains are wired to seek the path of least resistance. Copying a brilliant quote feels productive while requiring minimal mental energy. Developing your own thoughts about that quote? That’s work. It requires wrestling with ideas, admitting confusion, and risking being wrong.</p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daniel_Kahneman">Daniel Kahneman</a> would recognise this as System 1 thinking—fast, automatic, and effortless. Real learning requires System 2 thinking—slow, deliberate, and demanding. We keep defaulting to System 1 because it’s comfortable, even though System 2 is where creativity lives.</p>
<p>Original insights don’t emerge from collecting information—they emerge from the friction of thinking through information.</p>
<p>As philosopher <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Searle">John Searle</a> put it, “In general, I feel if you can’t say it clearly you don’t understand it yourself.” If you can’t explain an idea in your own words, you haven’t truly grasped it—you’ve just borrowed someone else’s understanding.</p>
<h2>Luhmann revolution</h2>
<p>German sociologist <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Niklas_Luhmann">Niklas Luhmann</a> understood this better than most. Over his career, he accumulated 90,000 notes and published over 50 books and 600 articles. His secret wasn’t superhuman productivity—it was a note-taking system that functioned as what he called a “creativity machine”. The famous zettelkasten method.</p>
<p>What made Luhmann’s approach revolutionary wasn’t the volume of notes but how they worked. Instead of organising notes by topic, he let ideas connect organically. Instead of copying information, he translated it into his own thinking. Instead of storing knowledge, he cultivated conversations between ideas.</p>
<p>The result? A system that didn’t just preserve thoughts but generated them.</p>
<p>And here’s the truly remarkable part: Luhmann never forced himself to work. When asked about his impressive productivity, he explained: “I only do what is easy. I only write when I immediately know how to do it. If I falter for a moment, I put the matter aside and do something else.”</p>
<p>His system removed the need for willpower by making the work inherently interesting. As Ahrens notes, “Not having willpower, but not having to use willpower indicates that you set yourself up for success.”</p>
<p>You either have the understanding to write deeply about the topic on hand, or you need to go back to learning.</p>
<h2>Slow hunch and liquid networks</h2>
<p><a href="https://stevenberlinjohnson.com">Steven Johnson</a>, in <a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/8034188-where-good-ideas-come-from"><em>Where Good Ideas Come From</em></a>, describes what he calls the “slow hunch”—the idea that breakthrough insights don’t arrive in sudden flashes but develop gradually over time through the collision and connection of ideas.</p>
<p>He writes: “Most slow hunches never last long enough to turn into something useful, because they pass in and out of our memory too quickly, precisely because they possess a certain murkiness.”</p>
<p>This is where an external note-taking system becomes crucial. You can’t nurture a slow hunch if you can’t remember it long enough for it to mature. Darwin’s theory of evolution wasn’t a single eureka moment—his notebooks reveal it was a slow hunch that developed over years of careful observation and note-taking.</p>
<p>Johnson also emphasises what he calls “liquid networks”—environments where ideas can freely mingle and connect. Your note-taking system should function as this kind of liquid network, a place where a thought from a philosophy book can unexpectedly connect with an observation from a business article to produce something entirely new.</p>
<p>As Ahrens puts it, “The slip-box is not a collection of notes. Working with it is less about retrieving specific notes and more about being pointed to relevant facts and generating insight by letting ideas mingle.”</p>
<h2>From collection to cultivation</h2>
<p>So how do you transform your note-taking from a graveyard into a garden? The shift begins with a fundamental change in purpose. You’re not trying to preserve information—you’re trying to develop ideas.</p>
<p>This means:</p>
<p><strong>Writing in your own words</strong> instead of copying quotes. When you force yourself to explain something in your own language, you immediately discover whether you truly understand it. I paraphrase ideas I read in my own words, to explain to myself what I glean from them and make connections to concepts and examples beyond why the text mentions. As Ahrens emphasises, the act of rewriting isn’t just about storage—it’s about testing and deepening your understanding.</p>
<p><strong>Asking questions</strong> about what you read instead of just accepting it. What assumptions does this argument make? How does it connect to something else you’ve been thinking about? What’s missing from this analysis? List down the questions to start a discussion with an AI chatbot that works even more questions and discovery.</p>
<p><strong>Making explicit connections</strong> to other ideas instead of filing things in isolation. Don’t just note that an idea is interesting—explain why it matters in the context of your other thinking. As I mentioned, I write with my own examples and analogies when paraphrasing the ideas. These are often along topics I care a lot about at the moment, allowing me to form connections with real problems or recent readings.</p>
<p><strong>Developing arguments</strong> instead of just collecting facts. Take a position, explore it, challenge it. Treat your notes as an ongoing dialogue with yourself and the ideas you encounter. I’m an advocate for having strong opinions and to challenge one’s own stance constantly to find holes and weak foundations that could topple the argument. It’s trying to find ways to be wrong to improve yourself. People often mistake it as me wanting to always prove that I’m right, but the truth is the exact opposite. I want to be right, so I want to be proven wrong.</p>
<p>The goal isn’t to have perfect notes—it’s to have productive ones. Notes that spark new thoughts. Notes that reveal gaps in your understanding. Notes that connect seemingly unrelated ideas in surprising ways.</p>
<h2>Compound interest of ideas</h2>
<p>People often value the quality of a single note but the real value lies in how notes accumulate and interact over time.</p>
<p>Think of it like compound interest. A single note might be worth very little. But when that note connects to another note, which connects to three more, which sparks a question that leads to five new observations—suddenly you have something valuable. You have the raw material for original thinking.</p>
<p>Munger’s latticework concept captures this beautifully. You’re not trying to know everything—you’re trying to build a framework where ideas from different disciplines can strengthen and inform each other. A concept from physics might illuminate a problem in psychology. A principle from economics might solve a design challenge.</p>
<p>But this only works if your notes are written in a way that allows these connections to form. If they’re just isolated quotes filed by topic, they remain inert. If they’re thoughts developed in your own words with explicit connections to other ideas, they become alive.</p>
<h2>Starting small</h2>
<p>You don’t need to overhaul your entire system overnight. Start with this simple shift: the next time you read something interesting, don’t just highlight or save it. Instead, write down why it matters to you, how it connects to something else you’re thinking about, or what questions it raises. I do this in quick short bullet points to capture my rapid fire thoughts.</p>
<p>This single change—from passive collection to active interpretation—will begin transforming your notes from a storage system into a thinking system.</p>
<p>As Ahrens writes, “An idea kept private is as good as one you never had.” This inspired the push to <a href="/why-blog">publishing more of my thoughts</a> on this blog.</p>
<p>Private also means not staying on its own without any contact with other notes. Your notes aren’t meant to be a private collection—they’re meant to be a conversation. A conversation between past ideas and present insights. A conversation that generates future breakthroughs.</p>
<p>Your future creative self will thank you for it. And more importantly, that self will actually have something to work with the next time inspiration strikes and you sit down to create.</p>
<p>Because creativity isn’t about having access to all the world’s information—it’s about having a conversation with the ideas that matter to you. And conversations require participation, not just attendance.</p>
<hr />
<p><em>In the next article in this series, we’ll explore how to build a note-taking system that ensures you never face a blank page again. We’ll look at the three types of notes that transform reading into writing, and how to create a reservoir of developed thoughts that make creativity feel inevitable rather than intimidating. Read it here: <a href="/three-types-of-notes-that-will-transform-your-thinking">Three types of notes that will transform your thinking</a>.</em></p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Word order matters in wuxia translation]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/why-word-order-matters-in-wuxia-translation</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/why-word-order-matters-in-wuxia-translation"/>
        <updated>2025-10-27T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[“Chief Escort” or “Escort Chief”? Most wuxia translators get this wrong. Here’s why word order matters when translating 镖头 and how to build a coherent translation system.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>When you’ve been translating wuxia novels for as long as I have, you develop what I call “term radar”—that twitchy feeling you get when you encounter a translation that’s <em>technically</em> correct but feels profoundly wrong. It’s like watching someone eat a burger with a knife and fork. Sure, you’ll get the food into your mouth eventually, but you’re missing the entire point.</p>
<p>Take the term 镖头, for instance. Some translators render it as “Chief Escort.” Every time I see this, a small part of my soul withers. Not because it’s grammatically incorrect—it isn’t—but because it betrays a fundamental misunderstanding of what these people actually did and how their organisations functioned.</p>
<p>Let me explain why this matters more than you might think.</p>
<h2>The Chief Problem</h2>
<p>Here’s the thing about English word order: it’s not just grammar, it’s meaning. When you say “Chief Escort,” you’re positioning “chief” as an adjective—a descriptor. You’re essentially saying “the main guy doing the escorting.” It suggests he’s the best escort, the lead operative, the top bodyguard on this particular mission.</p>
<p>When you say “Escort Chief,” you’re using “chief” as a noun—a title. You’re saying “the chief of the escorts.” It denotes leadership of an organization, not just excellence at a task. Think Police Chief, Fire Chief, or Editor-in-Chief. These aren’t the people doing the most policing, firefighting, or editing—they’re the people <em>running the show</em>.</p>
<p>The difference is subtle but critical. It’s the difference between being brilliant at your job and being the person who decides what the job entails in the first place.</p>
<h2>What kind of escorts?</h2>
<p>But before we can properly understand why “Escort Chief” is the correct translation, we need to talk about what we’re even calling these organisations in the first place. This is where things get interesting—and where many translations go spectacularly wrong.</p>
<p>The Chinese term is 镖局, and I’ve seen it translated as “Escort Bureau” or “Escort Agency” more times than I care to count. Both make me want to bang my head against my keyboard.</p>
<p>“Escort Bureau” sounds like a government department. You know, the kind of place with fluorescent lighting, filing cabinets, and people who take two-hour lunch breaks. The word “bureau” carries an inherently bureaucratic, official weight—think Federal Bureau of Investigation. But these weren’t government organisations. They were private, commercial, and decidedly <em>martial</em> enterprises operating in the grey areas of law and order.</p>
<p>“Escort Agency” is even worse, because it’s so thoroughly modern. It conjures images of security firms with logos, business cards, and terms-and-conditions documents. You can practically hear the corporate jargon: “Your trusted partner in asset protection solutions.” It’s about as appropriate for a wuxia novel as putting a QR code on a Song dynasty scroll. It strips away everything that makes these organisations fascinating: the danger, the martial skill, the honour codes, the very real possibility of dying on any given mission.</p>
<p>That’s why I use “Armed Escort.” The word “armed” is doing crucial work here. It immediately signals that we’re not talking about tour guides, delivery services, or hired companions. We’re talking about skilled fighters hired to protect valuable cargo—and sometimes valuable people—through bandit-infested territories where your life expectancy could be measured in days.</p>
<p>Is “Armed Escort” a perfect translation? Perhaps not. But it’s the best balance I’ve found between accuracy and atmosphere. It tells you exactly what these organisations did without drowning you in modern corporate-speak or suggesting government oversight that never existed.</p>
<h2>Hierarchy that everyone mangles</h2>
<p>Right, now that we’ve established what these organisations are called, let’s talk about how they’re structured—because this is where even experienced translators start making questionable decisions.</p>
<p>The confusion typically stems from two similar but distinct terms: 镖头 and 总镖头. If you don’t understand the organisational structure, you’ll treat these as the same thing or, worse, invent creative variations that sound impressive but mean nothing.</p>
<p>I’ve seen translations use “Head Escort,” “Grand Head Escort,” “Great Escort Master,” and other increasingly baroque titles that result from translating each character literally—yes, 头 (tóu) does mean “head”—without pausing to consider how the bloody organization actually worked. It’s like translating “computer” as “Electric Brain” because you looked up each word in isolation.</p>
<p>Here’s how it actually works:</p>
<p>At the bottom, you have <strong>镖师</strong> (biāoshī)—the individual fighters, the rank-and-file. These are your skilled Guards, the people actually doing the protecting, the fighting, the potentially dying. I translate this as “Escort Guard” because that’s precisely what they are: guards who escort.</p>
<p>Above them, you have <strong>镖头</strong> (biāotóu)—these are your team leaders, your middle management. They’re experienced Guards who’ve proven themselves capable of leading missions. They’re your Captains. An Escort Captain commands a team of Escort Guards on specific assignments.</p>
<p>And at the top—the person running the entire operation—you have <strong>总镖头</strong> (zǒng biāotóu). The character 总 means “overall” or “general,” indicating supreme authority. This is your CEO, your big boss, the person whose name is on the letterhead (if such organisations had letterheads, which they didn’t, but you get the idea). This is your <strong>Escort Chief</strong>.</p>
<p>The beauty of this system becomes apparent when you understand how these organisations grew. A small Armed Escort might have just one Captain and a handful of Guards. But as the business expanded—as the reputation grew and the contracts became more lucrative—you’d have multiple Captains, each leading their own teams. Some might be managing branch offices in different cities. Others might be specialists in particular types of cargo or routes.</p>
<p>And overseeing all of this? The Escort Chief. Not because he’s the best fighter (though he often was), but because he’s responsible for the strategy, the reputation, the survival of the entire enterprise.</p>
<p>When you see multiple Captains assigned to the same mission, that’s your signal that whatever they’re protecting is extraordinarily valuable—or extraordinarily dangerous. You don’t send three team leaders and dozens of Guards to escort a cart of turnips. That’s like hiring the bodyguards to transport your groceries.</p>
<h2>Why this matters beyond pedantry</h2>
<p>I can already hear some of you thinking, “Does this really matter? Won’t readers understand from context?”</p>
<p>And you’re right—mostly. Context will usually save you. But here’s what you lose when you get the terminology wrong: you lose the systematic logic that helps readers navigate the social hierarchy of the jianghu without constant explanation.</p>
<p>When I use “Armed Escort,” “Escort Chief,” “Escort Captain,” and “Escort Guard,” I’m building a coherent framework. Once readers understand this system, they can instantly assess any character’s position when they’re introduced. They don’t need me to stop and explain every single time.</p>
<p>It’s like traffic lights. Red means stop, green means go, amber means “technically you should stop but we both know what you’re going to do.” The system speaks for itself.</p>
<p>And more importantly, it respects the intelligence of both the original text and the reader. Jin Yong and his contemporaries didn’t need to explain this hierarchy every time it appeared because their readers understood it instinctively. My job as a storytelling translator isn’t to dumb things down—it’s to create an equivalent framework in English that carries the same intuitive weight.</p>
<h2>Translator’s burden</h2>
<p>Every translation choice is a small battle between competing priorities: accuracy versus fluency, cultural preservation versus reader accessibility, maintaining the source text’s flavour versus creating something that works as English prose.</p>
<p>The path I’ve chosen—Armed Escort, Escort Chief, Escort Captain, Escort Guard—walks the tightrope between these extremes. It’s English that makes sense to English speakers, using patterns they already understand (Police Chief, Captain of the Guard), while preserving the martial, commercial, and hierarchical nature of the original institutions.</p>
<p>Is it perfect? No translation ever is. But it’s consistent, it’s logical, and it gives readers the tools to navigate the social structures of the jianghu without constantly stumbling over terminology that doesn’t quite work.</p>
<p>And really, that’s all any translator can hope for: to build a bridge between languages that doesn’t collapse when readers start crossing it.</p>
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<p><em>Have you encountered confusing translation choices in wuxia novels? What other terms do you think deserve this level of careful consideration? Let me know—I’m always curious about which translation decisions trip readers up.</em></p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Gundam Wing 30th anniversary]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/gundam-wing-30th-anniversary</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/gundam-wing-30th-anniversary"/>
        <updated>2025-10-24T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Gundam Wing turning 30 is a reminder of how age is catching up on the generation that grew up on it, and the series still holds up today.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Thirty years. That’s how long it’s been since five teenage pilots descended from space in near-indestructible mobile suits to wage war against an oppressive Earth government. Little did I know back then that an anime series would set me down the path of self-learning and self-discovery.</p>
<p>For me, <a href="https://mechabay.com/gundam-wing"><em>Gundam Wing</em></a> isn’t just entertainment—it set me down the creative path to discover the <a href="/meaning-of-life">meaning of life</a>. During our introductory class to HTML in Secondary One, I discovered my classmate Lian Chiu building her Duo Maxwell fan shrine and got inspired to code my own shrines for the series and <a href="/how-japanese-drama-beach-boys-changed-my-life-completely">J-drama <em>Beach Boys</em></a>. That got me started on building websites and self-learning design and web development, but that’s <a href="/moving-to-astro">a story I’ve told before</a>.</p>
<p>What strikes me more now is how differently the series hits, especially when I’ve just turned 40. The series is having quite the moment in 2025. At San Diego Comic-Con, Bandai Namco pulled out all the stops for Wing’s anniversary celebration, announcing everything from <a href="https://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2025-07-24/gundam-wing-endless-waltz-gets-new-u.s-theatrical-screenings/.227001">4K theatrical screenings of <em>Endless Waltz</em></a> to a <a href="https://en.gundam.info/about-gundam/series-pages/gundam-w/news/publications/02_14594/">new manga series bridging <em>Endless Waltz</em> and <em>Frozen Teardrop</em></a>. There’s even a <a href="https://en.gundam.info/news/video-music/02_14637.html">new promotional video ‘Operation 30th’</a> directed by Toru Iwasawa, featuring ‘Cloaked Custom’ mobile suit designs that would make teenage me absolutely lose his mind.</p>
<p>The Gunpla celebration is equally impressive—those <a href="https://www.gundamkitscollection.com/2025/02/gundam-wings-30th-anniversary-brings.html">previously P-Bandai exclusive HGAC kits</a> are finally getting North American retail release, and there’s a <a href="https://www.cbr.com/gundam-wing-anniversary-gunpla-design-update/">new Real Grade Wing Gundam Zero</a> arriving in September. It’s the kind of comprehensive anniversary treatment that makes you realise just how much this series meant to people.</p>
<h2>Rewatching with adult eyes</h2>
<p>I rewatched Wing completely in 2022, and it was like discovering an entirely different series. The themes that felt heavy-handed in my teens—the anti-war messaging, the political intrigue, the constant philosophical debates about pacifism versus action—suddenly felt remarkably prescient.</p>
<p>The series aired around the same time The Cranberries released ‘Zombie,’ both serving as stark reminders that despite humanity’s best intentions, war never really changes. Here we are, thirty years later, and that message feels more relevant than ever. I still hope for peace for people suffering in war-torn regions, though I’ll admit I’m more jaded now while still clinging to that ‘make love not war’ belief I grew up with.</p>
<p>What hit me hardest on rewatch was the series’ treatment of pacifism versus action. Growing up, I resonated with Wing’s pacifist messaging—it’s how I dealt with bullies, how I approach conflicts, how I navigate disagreements. Sometimes that passive approach served me well, but I’ve learned the hard way that sometimes you need to stand up for yourself and take action to deter bullies. It’s something I hope to teach my daughter: don’t look for conflict, but stand up for yourself when needed.</p>
<p>Living in China for the past decade has given me a different perspective on Wing’s colonial themes too. The Earth Sphere versus colonies dynamic feels particularly relevant when you’ve witnessed firsthand how misunderstandings and propaganda shape global perceptions. People who’ve never lived here paint China as some authoritarian police state, yet I experience the safety and stability without the oppression they imagine. It’s the same kind of disconnect Wing explored between Earth’s assumptions about the space colonies and the colonies’ actual experiences.</p>
<h2>Character appreciation</h2>
<p>My relationship with the characters has shifted dramatically over the years. I started as a typical Heero fanboy—that cool, stoic, deadly silence appealed to the brooding teenager in me. On my first rewatch, I gravitated toward Duo’s personality and humour. But 2022’s viewing made me appreciate Wufei and Trowa’s depth, and especially Quatre’s struggle against the Zero System.</p>
<p>As a kid, Quatre’s psychological battle felt boring and excessive. Now I recognise it as one of Wing’s most sophisticated character arcs—a gentle soul fighting against a system designed to turn him into a perfect, emotionless weapon. In our current age of algorithms trying to manipulate our emotions and social media designed to make us more reactive, Quatre’s resistance feels incredibly relevant.</p>
<p>Wufei and Trowa, who seemed like simple archetypes before, revealed their complexity on rewatch. Wufei’s not just the angry loner—he’s wrestling with honour, justice, and what strength really means. Trowa’s professional mask hides incredible pain and a deep need for belonging. These are the kinds of character insights you miss when you’re primarily focused on which mobile suit looks coolest.</p>
<h2>Broader Gundam journey</h2>
<p>Wing might have been my gateway to Gundam, but it’s no longer my favourite in the franchise. That honour goes to <em>SEED</em>, which I appreciate for its superior storytelling approach—focusing on higher stakes, more realistic collateral damage, and genuine character growth rather than five pilots in near-indestructible suits.</p>
<p>The Kira versus Athrun conflict in <em>SEED</em> cut deep precisely because of those personal stakes. Here were two friends fighting for what they believed to be just causes, hurting each other despite caring deeply for one another, because people they loved had died. The mobile suits weren’t indestructible plot devices—they could be destroyed, and their pilots could die. That made every battle meaningful in ways Wing’s conflicts sometimes weren’t.</p>
<p>I’ve noticed Wing doesn’t get discussed as much nowadays as series like <em>00</em>, <em>Iron-Blooded Orphans</em>, or the Universal Century entries. Perhaps it’s because younger fans are less familiar with it, or maybe newer series have simply overshadowed its achievements. That feels like a shame, because Wing deserves recognition for being many Western fans’ introduction to both Gundam and anime in general.</p>
<h2>Enduring Philosophy</h2>
<p>What strikes me most about Wing’s enduring appeal is its idealistic but not naive philosophy. The common theme across Gundam series suggests that universal understanding could end all wars—a kind of Newtype empathy that allows us to truly comprehend our opponents’ perspectives. By understanding what others are coming from, recognising that opponents aren’t mindlessly opposing us but have concrete reasons for their actions, we might find paths to peace.</p>
<p>I’ve <a href="/most-powerful-motivations">written before about the importance of having an open mind before forming opinions</a>. If people tried to understand others before judging, we would indeed have a more empathetic world. That’s not naive idealism—it’s a goal worth striving for, even if we fall short.</p>
<p>Living through the past decade of global events, watching how quickly misunderstanding can escalate into genuine conflict, Wing’s message feels more urgent than ever. The series understood that the real enemy isn’t the person across the battlefield—it’s the failure to communicate, the unwillingness to see situations from multiple perspectives, the ease with which we other those who oppose us.</p>
<h2>Thirty years of influence</h2>
<p>It’s remarkable to see Wing getting this level of anniversary celebration. Sunrise and Bandai do anniversaries every five years, so the attention isn’t entirely surprising, but it feels massive for my original Gundam series to hit the three-decade mark. The fact that they’re putting this much effort into celebrating it—new animation, updated designs, comprehensive media releases—suggests Wing’s influence extends far beyond nostalgic millennials like myself.</p>
<p>The series shaped not just my creative trajectory but my fundamental approach to conflict and understanding. From that first moment of being inspired by a classmate’s Duo Maxwell shrine to <a href="/moving-to-astro">learning HTML on Geocities</a>, to eventually building MechaBay as a spiritual successor to my original fan site, Wing’s influence ripples through decades of creative decisions.</p>
<p>But more than career impact, Wing taught me that peace is worth fighting for—even if that sounds contradictory. The series never claimed pacifism meant passivity. Rather, it suggested that the highest form of strength is choosing understanding over retaliation, communication over conflict, empathy over anger.</p>
<p>Thirty years later, watching giant robots duke it out in space while teenage pilots grapple with impossibly complex moral dilemmas, that message feels as relevant as ever. And if that’s not worth celebrating with some beautifully designed anniversary Gunpla, I don’t know what is.</p>
<p><em>Operation: 30th Anniversary is a success.</em></p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Orpheus]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/orpheus</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/orpheus"/>
        <updated>2025-09-25T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Orpheus Pro is a sophisticated serif typeface rooted in 1920s design, featuring ornate swashes, ligatures, and calligraphic italics ideal for luxury branding and editorial work]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<h2>Description</h2>
<p>Orpheus Pro is rooted in two late 1920s designs by Walter Tiemann, who had an impressive talent for combining classic Roman proportions and Art Deco sensibilities. The typeface represents a masterful fusion of traditional empire capitals with a lowercase that showcases the efficient rhythm of modernist minimalism that defined German typography in the interwar period.</p>
<p>The typeface features a beautiful, flowing italic design that takes on a calligraphic feel, especially in the huge collection of ornate ligatures, alternate and swash characters. What began as a straightforward revival evolved into a comprehensive type system, with each font containing over 1000 glyphs. The italic, originally released separately as Euphorion in 1936, is particularly remarkable—Tiemann created multiple sets of capitals ranging from traditional forms to exuberant calligraphic swashes that showcase formal elegance at its finest.</p>
<p>The digital revival by Patrick Griffin and Kevin Allan King expands significantly on Tiemann’s original vision, adding extensive alternates, swashes, and ligatures that make Orpheus Pro exceptionally versatile for display typography while maintaining its readability in text settings.</p>
<h2>Best uses</h2>
<ul>
<li>Luxury branding and high-end packaging design requiring sophisticated elegance</li>
<li>Entertainment industry applications including film posters and credits</li>
<li>Editorial design for magazines and publications seeking refined character</li>
<li>Wedding invitations and formal event materials needing calligraphic grace</li>
<li>Corporate communications where classic sophistication meets contemporary style</li>
<li>Product packaging for premium consumer goods</li>
</ul>
<h2>Thoughts</h2>
<p>Orpheus Pro stands out as one of those rare typefaces that successfully bridges historical elegance and contemporary utility. The extensive character set—particularly the italic with its multiple swash capital sets—provides incredible flexibility for creating distinctive, memorable designs without sacrificing professionalism.</p>
<p>What impresses me most is how the typeface maintains clarity even with all its decorative potential. The base letterforms are beautifully balanced, and the ornamental features feel like thoughtful additions rather than excessive decoration. The Art Deco influences give it a timeless quality that works equally well for vintage-inspired designs and modern luxury branding.</p>
<p>The digital revival clearly involved immense care—the expansion from a simple revival to a comprehensive type system with over 1000 glyphs per font demonstrates real commitment to making this historical gem relevant for contemporary design practice. It’s particularly effective in contexts where you need elegance that feels both established and distinctive.</p>
<h2>References</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://fonts.adobe.com/fonts/orpheus">Adobe Fonts page</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.canadatype.com/">Canada Type foundry</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.typewolf.com/orpheus">Typewolf showcase</a></li>
<li><a href="https://fontsinuse.com/typefaces/473/orpheus">Fonts In Use examples</a></li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Typography" term="typography"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[The Mixue Story: From shaved ice to sugar empire]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/mixue-story-shaved-ice-to-sugar-empire</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/mixue-story-shaved-ice-to-sugar-empire"/>
        <updated>2025-06-19T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[How a Chinese entrepreneur transformed a ¥1 ice cream cone into a ¥15 billion empire that operates more stores than McDonald's. Inside Mixue's radical affordability strategy and its journey from university campus to global phenomenon.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Zhang Hongchao failed spectacularly at motorcycle repair. His fish farming venture flopped even harder. When authorities demolished his ice cart for the fourth time, most rational people would have updated their CVs and found proper employment.</p>
<p>Zhang kept selling ice cream for <em>one yuan</em>.</p>
<p>Twenty-seven years later, his company <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mixue">Mixue</a> operates 36,000 stores across 35 countries, generating over  15 billion (USD 2.08 billion) in annual revenue—all while keeping prices so low that most drinks cost less than a bus ticket. To put this in perspective: Mixue operates more outlets than McDonald’s, and significantly more than KFC, Pizza Hut, or Burger King individually.</p>
<p>This is the story of how radical cheapness conquered the world’s largest beverage market.</p>
<h2>Persistence of spectacular failure</h2>
<p>Zhang Hongchao wasn’t destined for entrepreneurial greatness. A finance student at Henan University of Economics and Law, he first tried motorcycle repair—an endeavour that ended roughly. Fish farming followed, with similarly disappointing results. But failure, it seems, teaches valuable lessons about persistence.</p>
<p>In 1997, inspired by the popularity of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Korean_Wave">Korean culture</a> sweeping China, Zhang launched a shaved ice cart near his university. What followed was a masterclass in perseverance through adversity: three business closures and four demolitions by city authorities. Each setback could have ended the story there. Instead, each became fuel for the next attempt.</p>
<p>The breakthrough came in 2003 when Zhang secured a permanent location adjacent to his alma mater. His menu was hardly revolutionary: shaved ice, RMB 3 (USD 0.4) hamburgers, and RMB 2.5  (USD 0.35) fried rice. But it served a crucial market—hungry students operating on instant noodle budgets.</p>
<h2>RMB 1 revolution that changed everything</h2>
<p>In 2006, Zhang made a decision that would reshape China’s beverage industry: the RMB 1 ice cream cone. While competitors priced similar products at RMB 20 (USD 2.78), Zhang positioned his at one yuan—not as a budget option, but as an everyday essential.</p>
<p>This wasn’t temporary promotional pricing. This was permanent <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disruptive_innovation">market disruption</a>.</p>
<p>The response was explosive. Students who previously treated ice cream as an occasional luxury suddenly consumed it daily. Zhang had transformed a discretionary purchase into a habitual one, and the mathematics were staggering.</p>
<p>But here’s where Zhang’s genius becomes apparent: the RMB 1 ice cream wasn’t just a product—it was a customer acquisition tool. Each cone created a loyal customer who would purchase other items and, crucially, spread word-of-mouth marketing.</p>
<p>That ice cream, now priced at RMB 2-3, remains Mixue’s flagship product nearly two decades later. Some strategies age poorly. Great strategies become institutions.</p>
<h2>The supply chain revelation</h2>
<p>In 2013, Zhang launched another product that would define Mixue’s future: RMB 3 fresh lemonade. This wasn’t just another menu item—it was proof of concept for vertical integration.</p>
<p>While competitors struggled with inconsistent quality from multiple suppliers, Zhang began building his own supply chain. He established Snow King Agriculture in <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sichuan">Sichuan province</a>, controlling lemon farms in China’s primary growing region. Not content with domestic sourcing, he extended operations globally—New Zealand dairy, Vietnamese passion fruit, Brazilian coffee.</p>
<p>The RMB 3 lemonade (now RMB 4) achieved something remarkable: annual sales exceeding one billion cups. This means roughly one in four Chinese citizens drinks Mixue lemonade annually. That’s not just market penetration—that’s cultural integration.</p>
<p>Consider this statistic: 98% of Mixue’s revenue comes from selling ingredients and equipment to franchisees. They’ve essentially created a business model where they profit from every transaction—first when franchisees purchase supplies, then when those franchisees sell to customers.</p>
<h2>The strategic beauty of franchise control</h2>
<p>Zhang pioneered a revolutionary franchise model that eliminates many traditional risks. Instead of relying on percentage-based royalties from franchisee sales, Mixue generates revenue through direct supply sales. This creates several advantages:</p>
<ol>
<li><strong>Predictable revenue</strong>: Whether a franchise thrives or struggles, they still need supplies</li>
<li><strong>Quality control</strong>: Standardised ingredients ensure consistent product quality</li>
<li><strong>Reduced risk</strong>: Mixue profits regardless of individual store performance</li>
<li><strong>Expansion support</strong>: Free shipping to franchisees reduces their barriers to growth</li>
</ol>
<p>The model resembles what economists call the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/California_Gold_Rush#Suppliers">“shovel seller strategy”</a>—during gold rushes, the most reliable profits came from selling tools to miners, not from mining gold itself.</p>
<h2>Snow King’s cultural conquest</h2>
<p>In 2018, Mixue introduced <a href="https://www.mixueglobal.com/">Snow King</a> (雪王), their mascot designed to embody affordability, approachability, and universal appeal. No scandal potential, no celebrity risks—just a cheerful, rotund character that could represent the brand anywhere in the world.</p>
<p>The genius stroke came in 2019 with the theme song. <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BG_U6BqaVTY">“Mixue Bingcheng Tianmimi”</a> (roughly translated as “Mixue Ice City, Sweet as Honey”) achieved viral status before viral marketing became routine. The catchy jingle made Mixue top-of-mind for millions of potential customers across China.</p>
<p>Zhang didn’t stop at music. In 2018, he established Snow King Animation Company, producing “Snow King Arrives” (雪王驾到), an animated series that scored an impressive 9.9 rating on <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bilibili">Bilibili</a> (China’s equivalent to YouTube). Each season reportedly costs over RMB 10 million to produce, representing one of history’s most expensive promotional campaigns disguised as entertainment.</p>
<p>This investment reveals Zhang’s broader vision: transforming Mixue from a beverage company into a cultural property. Think Disney, but with lemonade.</p>
<h2>The global experiment</h2>
<p>Mixue currently operates 4,000+ international stores, primarily throughout Southeast Asia—countries like Vietnam, Indonesia, Malaysia, and Thailand. This represents a fascinating experiment: Can radical affordability travel across cultures and economic conditions?</p>
<p>Early evidence suggests yes. Southeast Asian customers embrace affordable indulgence similarly to Chinese consumers. The key insight: while taste preferences vary culturally, the appeal of daily affordable luxury appears universal.</p>
<p>However, expansion into wealthier markets like Europe or North America presents untested challenges. Can RMB 4 beverages compete in countries where similar products cost RMB 15-20? The answer will determine whether Mixue becomes a regional phenomenon or global empire.</p>
<h2>Strategic precision in simplicity</h2>
<p>Zhang’s approach defies conventional business wisdom in several ways:</p>
<ol>
<li><strong>Extreme price focus</strong>: While competitors chase premium positioning, Mixue doubles down on affordability</li>
<li><strong>Simple menu strategy</strong>: Instead of constantly introducing new products, they perfect existing ones</li>
<li><strong>Supply chain priority</strong>: Investment goes to infrastructure rather than marketing</li>
<li><strong>Cultural investment</strong>: Building entertainment properties while selling beverages</li>
</ol>
<p>The results speak clearly. While premium brands like <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heytea">Heytea</a> and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nayuki">Nayuki</a> fight over affluent urban customers willing to pay RMB 25-30 for specialty drinks, Mixue captured the much larger <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mass_market">mass market</a> with offerings under RMB 10.</p>
<h2>The Future Uncertainties</h2>
<p>Despite remarkable success, Mixue faces several challenges:</p>
<ol>
<li><strong>Scale management</strong>: Maintaining quality across 36,000 stores requires exceptional systems</li>
<li><strong>International adaptation</strong>: Wealthier markets may resist ultra-low pricing</li>
<li><strong>Cultural investment returns</strong>: The long-term financial return on animation investments remains unproven</li>
<li><strong>Competitive Rresponse</strong>: How will established global players react to Mixue’s expansion?</li>
</ol>
<h2>Industry lessons</h2>
<p>Mixue’s success offers several insights for modern business:</p>
<ol>
<li><strong>Mass market power</strong>: Serving many customers small profits often beats serving few customers large profits</li>
<li><strong>Supply chain as defense</strong>: Controlling your input costs creates sustainable competitive advantages</li>
<li><strong>Price leadership</strong>: In commodity markets, the lowest-cost provider with acceptable quality often wins</li>
<li><strong>Culture building</strong>: Brand building through entertainment can create deeper customer connections</li>
</ol>
<h2>The bigger question</h2>
<p>Zhang Hongchao transformed a RMB 1 ice cream cone into a RMB 15 billion empire by understanding a simple truth: small, frequent pleasures often create more value than large, occasional ones.</p>
<p>His question for the next decade: Can Mixue become China’s answer to Coca-Cola or Disney—brands that transcend product categories to become cultural institutions?</p>
<p>The answer will determine whether Zhang’s improbable journey ends as a business school case study or continues as an ongoing conquest of global consumer culture.</p>
<h2>My thoughts</h2>
<p>Looking back, Zhang’s greatest insight wasn’t about beverages or business models. It was recognising that in a world where everything grows more expensive, radical affordability becomes a luxury itself.</p>
<p>Sometimes the most disruptive business strategy is simply charging less than anyone thinks possible while still making money. Zhang proved this with one yuan of ice cream at a time.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Degular]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/degular</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/degular"/>
        <updated>2025-05-29T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Degular is James Edmondson's attempt at creating a conventional typeface for corporate systems, offering 42 styles across three optical sizes]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<h2>Description</h2>
<p>Degular represents James Edmondson’s deliberate attempt to create a “boring” sans-serif that could serve as a reliable workhorse for corporate type systems. Unlike the exuberant display faces that typically emerge from OH no Type Co., Degular was designed to fade into the background and support content rather than demand attention. However, despite Edmondson’s intentions to create something completely neutral, Degular retains subtle personality traits that prevent it from being entirely conventional.</p>
<p>The typeface is available in three optical sizes: Degular Text (optimized for small sizes), Degular (the multi-purpose middle size excelling at 14-48 points), and Degular Display (designed for large headlines). Each optical size features carefully adjusted apertures, with the display styles featuring dramatically closed apertures that create distinctive texture in bold weights. The family includes stylistic alternates for select characters (a, g, t, G) and maintains consistent spacing across all weights, making it particularly suitable for complex typographic systems.</p>
<p>What makes Degular successful is its balance between geometric precision and organic warmth. While it draws from the grotesque tradition, subtle details like slightly curved terminals and carefully modulated stroke endings give it a more approachable character than purely mechanical alternatives.</p>
<h2>Best uses</h2>
<ul>
<li>Corporate communications and brand identity systems</li>
<li>Editorial design for magazines and publications</li>
<li>User interface design and digital applications</li>
<li>Website typography and content management systems</li>
<li>Signage and wayfinding applications where clarity is paramount</li>
</ul>
<h2>Thoughts</h2>
<p>Degular succeeds precisely because it doesn’t try too hard to be noticed, yet it’s far from generic. Edmondson’s attempt to create something “neutral” resulted in a typeface that feels refreshingly honest—it has personality without being precious about it. The three optical sizes are genuinely useful, with the display cuts offering enough character for headlines while the text cuts remain remarkably readable at small sizes.</p>
<p>I’ve found Degular particularly effective in contexts where you need a sans-serif that can handle complex information architecture without feeling sterile. The stylistic alternates provide just enough flexibility to adjust the voice when needed, and the extensive weight range makes it genuinely versatile for establishing clear hierarchies. It’s the kind of typeface that grows on you—initially appearing straightforward, but revealing thoughtful details the more you work with it.</p>
<p>The fact that it comes from OH no Type Co. makes it feel like a well-kept secret among designers who appreciate good spacing and subtle personality over flashy distinctiveness.</p>
<h2>References</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://ohnotype.co/fonts/degular">OH no Type Co. Degular page</a></li>
<li><a href="https://fonts.adobe.com/fonts/degular">Adobe Fonts</a></li>
<li><a href="https://fonts.adobe.com/fonts/degular-variable">Adobe Fonts variable</a></li>
<li><a href="https://fontstand.com/fonts/degular">Fontstand rental</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.typewolf.com/degular">Typewolf review</a></li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Typography" term="typography"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Polymath]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/polymath</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/polymath"/>
        <updated>2025-05-28T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Polymath is a versatile geometric sans-serif superfamily featuring three optical sizes, nine weights, and extensive stylistic alternates that reference different eras of geometric typography.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<h2>Description</h2>
<p>Polymath is a comprehensive geometric sans-serif superfamily that brings fresh perspective to one of typography’s most ubiquitous categories. Taking inspiration from different eras of geometric sans serifs, the text size draws from the 1920s with long ascenders and descenders and smaller x-height, the display size takes cues from the 1970s photo-type era with enormous x-height and tight spacing, while the standard size references geometric sans serifs from the late 1980s onward.</p>
<p>What sets Polymath apart is its extensive collection of stylistic alternates organised into 18 sets, ranging from conservative legibility forms to experimental variants that reference different periods in geometric typography history. The alternates include everything from double-story a and g forms to Bauhaus-inspired alternates, “gas-pipe” variants with abrupt curves, uncial-style characters, and even a “squiggly” g. This wealth of options allows designers to customise the typeface’s personality while maintaining consistent spacing and proportions.</p>
<p>The family comes in three optical sizes designed for different applications: Text (optimised for smaller sizes with increased legibility), Standard (the multipurpose workhorse), and Display (for large usage like signage and logotypes with tighter spacing). Each optical size includes nine weights from Thin to Black, all available in both Roman and Italic styles, totalling 54 individual fonts.</p>
<h2>Best uses</h2>
<ul>
<li>Corporate branding and identity systems where versatility and trustworthiness are essential</li>
<li>Editorial design requiring multiple hierarchical levels across different optical sizes</li>
<li>Way-finding and signage systems that benefit from the Display optical size’s impact</li>
<li>Digital products and interfaces where the Standard size provides excellent screen readability</li>
<li>Marketing materials that need to convey both professionalism and approachability</li>
<li>Pharmaceutical, healthcare, and financial communications where the alternates provide conservative fallbacks</li>
</ul>
<h2>Thoughts</h2>
<p>Polymath represents OH no Type Company’s most ambitious attempt to reimagine the geometric sans-serif for contemporary use. What impressed me most is how the foundry <a href="https://ohnotype.co/blog/the-process-of-polymath">approached this oversaturated category</a> with both respect for its history and genuine innovation.</p>
<p>The three optical sizes aren’t just scaled versions of each other—they’re thoughtfully designed for their intended use cases, with the Text size feeling genuinely comfortable for extended reading and the Display size commanding attention at large sizes.</p>
<p>The stylistic alternates are where Polymath truly shines. Rather than feeling like gimmicks, they serve as a comprehensive toolkit that lets designers navigate between conservative corporate needs and more expressive applications. The legibility alternates provide escape hatches for traditional clients, while options like the uncial ‘a’ and experimental ‘g’ forms push boundaries without compromising the overall system’s integrity.</p>
<p>Having used it across several branding projects, I appreciate how Polymath manages to feel both familiar and fresh. It doesn’t scream for attention like some display fonts, but it’s far from boring. The spacing is exceptional, retaining its beauty across different media and sizes.</p>
<h2>References</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://ohnotype.co/fonts/polymath">Official site</a></li>
<li><a href="https://fonts.adobe.com/fonts/polymath">Adobe Fonts</a></li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Typography" term="typography"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[War of the Three Kingdoms 2025]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/war-of-the-three-kingdoms-2025</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/war-of-the-three-kingdoms-2025"/>
        <updated>2025-05-21T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Inside China's trillion-yuan instant retail revolution where tech giants are racing to deliver everything from electronics to bubble tea in under 30 minutes, and why the rest of the world can't keep up.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Picture this: You’re lounging in your pyjamas on a lazy afternoon in Shenzhen, and suddenly you’re struck by the profound need for bubble tea, a new phone charger, and perhaps some paracetamol—all simultaneously. Fear not, for China’s delivery titans are locked in such fierce competition that your eccentric combination of desires can be fulfilled faster than you can say “thirty-minute guarantee”.</p>
<p>Welcome to 2025’s most entertaining <a href="https://www.scmp.com/tech/big-tech/article/3310268/beijing-summons-jdcom-meituan-alibabas-eleme-food-delivery-feud-heats">corporate showdown</a>: the war between China’s tech titans <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/JD.com">JD</a>, <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Meituan">Meituan</a>, and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alibaba_Group">Alibaba</a>—who are rewriting the rules of consumerism by weaponising speed. It’s been dubbed the modern-day Three Kingdom power struggle. Their battlefield? Your doorstep.</p>
<p>Living in Shenzhen, I’ve witnessed this transformation firsthand. I ordered a portable hard disk at 2 pm while on a video call, and when the meeting ended at 2:35 pm, there was a courier at my door to make sure our project stays on track. Of course, we’re used to the speed for food delivery: we ordered McDonald’s at the office and our lunch arrived the moment we stepped back from a trip to the washroom.</p>
<p>These runner services aren’t new; we use it to <a href="https://www.chinadaily.com.cn/a/202106/12/WS60c40c51a31024ad0bac674d_2.html">get items from the pharmacy</a> sometimes. But traditionally, you paid a premium for such instant convenience. What makes this three-way battle revolutionary is how it’s driving costs down so dramatically that consumers can hardly justify not choosing the instant option.</p>
<h2>From noodles to neurotic consumers: the instant retail revolution</h2>
<p>What started as a simple food delivery service has morphed into something far more ambitious—instant retail. It’s like Amazon Prime, but if Amazon Prime had consumed several energy drinks and was determined to prove it could bring you literally anything before you could make yourself a cup of tea.</p>
<p>This isn’t just about getting your dumplings delivered anymore. We’re talking about a market where 73% of Gen Z consumers would rather pay premium prices for instant gratification than wait like their patient elders. These platforms have taken note and transformed into digital Swiss Army knives, ready to deliver everything from smartphones to strawberries, often with alarming efficiency.</p>
<h3>JD: the reformed perfectionist</h3>
<p>JD’s <a href="https://www.reuters.com/business/retail-consumer/chinas-jdcom-moves-into-food-delivery-starts-recruiting-restaurants-2025-02-11/">re-entry into food delivery</a> earlier this year with JD Takeaway was like watching a reformed workaholic dive back into the office party—with gusto and a slightly concerning level of enthusiasm. They’ve thrown <a href="https://fortune.com/asia/2025/04/25/jd-coms-delivery-clash-with-meituan-may-worsen-70-billion-rout/">billion-yuan subsidies</a> at the problem, perhaps confident after their successful <a href="https://www.163.com/dy/article/HV8SEPUU05118O92.html">10 billion yuan subsidy campaign</a>.</p>
<p>Their strategy is beautifully simple: flood the market with money, guarantee <a href="https://www.yicaiglobal.com/news/chinas-jdcom-meituan-to-offer-social-insurance-for-food-delivery-riders">social insurance</a> for couriers (a surprisingly radical move in the gig economy), and leverage their logistics network that resembles something between a Swiss watch and a quantum computer. Within months, they’re processing <a href="https://min.news/en/tech/30ee6637e0c90c0ba7ba20e4af4d60e1.html">over 10 million daily orders</a>—not bad for a comeback act.</p>
<p>Their <a href="https://baijiahao.baidu.com/s?id=1829346379502587454&amp;wfr=spider&amp;for=pc">1 store + N warehouses model</a> reads like a multiplication formula for instant gratification. While competitors focus on food, JD’s pushing into high-margin electronics territory, essentially saying, “Why wait three days for your new headphones when you can have them in thirty minutes?”</p>
<p>Their quality over speed ethos targets urbanites who want organic avocados delivered by full-time employees—not contractors.</p>
<h3>Meituan: the incumbent with a point to prove</h3>
<p>Meituan entered this war with the confidence of someone who’s already won—which, to be fair, they had. With 65% market share, they could have rested on their laurels like a cat in a sunbeam. Instead, they’ve deployed <a href="https://inf.news/en/economy/9e2aa803dd2ea93bade89116d80c89eb.html">30,000 lightning warehouses</a> (which sounds like something from a superhero movie but is actually just really, really fast storage facilities).</p>
<p>Their Meituan <a href="https://pandaily.com/p/meituan-to-spin-off-flash-buy-instant">Flash Buy service</a> processes 16 million daily orders in non-food categories. That’s roughly equivalent to delivering something to every person in the Netherlands every day. They’ve also mastered the art of using drones for delivery, operating 53 drone routes across cities—because apparently, the future involves tiny aircraft carrying your lunch.</p>
<p>The company’s response to competition? A RMB100 billion subsidy war chest. In the world of instant delivery, that’s the equivalent of bringing a financial bazooka to a price war.</p>
<h3>Alibaba: the ecosystem emperor</h3>
<p>Alibaba approached this battle like a chess grandmaster who’s suddenly decided to play three games simultaneously. Their stroke of genius was merging Taobao’s ecommerce ecosystem with <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ele.me">Ele.me</a>’s delivery network of 3 million restaurant partnerships—imagine if Amazon and DoorDash had a baby, and that baby grew up in a country where efficiency is considered a national sport.</p>
<p>Their <a href="https://www.benzinga.com/markets/25/05/45165898/alibaba-accelerates-taobao-instant-commerce-launch-heats-up-rivalry-with-jd-com-meituan">Taobao Instant Commerce</a> hit <a href="https://beijingtimes.com/business/2025/05/06/alibaba-joins-instant-commerce-race-with-10-million-daily-orders-milestone/">10 million daily orders</a> within days of launch. They’re offering free drinks and subsidies with the kind of enthusiasm typically reserved for religious conversions. Their 400,000 couriers are now armed with AI-driven demand forecasting, which presumably means the algorithm knows you want ice cream before you do.</p>
<h2>The technology arms race</h2>
<p>The tech war happening behind the scenes is more fascinating than a science fiction novel, and considerably more practical.</p>
<h3>AI: the digital oracle</h3>
<p>These companies aren’t just delivering food; they’re essentially running predictive algorithms that would make fortune tellers weep with envy. <a href="https://medium.com/syncedreview/meituan-drives-instant-food-delivery-with-ai-super-brain-be77074792fd">Meituan’s AI</a> analyse real-time data to make better predictions for  order dispatch, pricing, and logistics network design.</p>
<p>JD uses machine learning to manage over <a href="https://jdcorporateblog.com/jd-coms-jd-logistics-unveils-worlds-largest-intelligent-logistics-park-with-integrated-warehousing-and-sorting-capabilities/">1,500 automated warehouses</a>. JD’s <a href="https://jdcorporateblog.com/elevating-logistics-jd-logistics-u-s-warehouses-leverage-digital-twin-technology/">digital twins</a> simulate entire cities’ traffic flows, optimising routes down to the second.  <a href="https://suryansh-may.medium.com/how-alibaba-is-leveraging-ai-to-be-the-leading-chinas-e-commerce-giant-87b9e76f222b">Alibaba’s algorithms</a> have cut vehicle use by 10% and travel distances by 30%.</p>
<h3>Drones and other flying dreams</h3>
<p>Meituan’s drone delivery operations span from <a href="https://www.technologyreview.com/2023/05/23/1073500/drone-food-delivery-shenzhen-meituan/">Shenzhen</a> to <a href="https://kr-asia.com/meituans-drone-delivery-debuts-in-dubai-eyeing-a-future-in-last-mile-logistics">Dubai</a>, operating 53 routes that look like a particularly ambitious game of aerial Tetris. Meanwhile, JD and <a href="https://umatechnology.org/alibaba-tests-drone-delivery-service-in-china/">Alibaba</a> are racing to catch up with their own flying machines, investing in autonomous vehicles that promise to make the sight of packages flying through the air as common as pigeons in a park.</p>
<h3>The algorithm Olympics</h3>
<p>The efficiency metrics are genuinely impressive. Meituan boasts a <a href="https://www.scmp.com/tech/apps-social/article/3009126/chinas-meituan-dianping-pushes-its-short-delivery-service-more">30-minute average delivery</a> time, which is faster than most people can decide what to order. JD and Alibaba are frantically closing this gap with real-time traffic analysis and dynamic pricing—because nothing says modern commerce like smart discounts to entice you to order your late-night snacks.</p>
<p>These companies are pouring billions into AI research not just to shave seconds off delivery times but to understand consumer behaviour at a fundamental level. The goal isn’t just prediction but anticipation—knowing what you want before you do. Their algorithms analyse everything from weather patterns to time of day to seasonal trends, constantly learning from the millions of daily transactions flowing through their systems.</p>
<h2>Money talks (and yells, and occasionally screams)</h2>
<p>The financial commitment to this war is eye-watering. <a href="https://www.asiatechwire.com/JDcom-Takeaway-officially-announces-the-launch-of-10-billion-yuan-subsidy.html">JD</a> and <a href="https://www.sohu.com/a/891392983_122342248">Alibaba</a> have each pledged RMB 10 billion (roughly USD1.38 billion) in subsidies for 2025. They’re selling coffee for USD 0.80 and bubble tea for USD 0.50—prices that make economists furrow their brows at the seemingly unsustainable business model. It’s as if these tech giants have discovered the corporate equivalent of a perpetual motion machine: losing money on every transaction while somehow expecting to make it up in volume.</p>
<p>Classical economics would suggest this ends in tears, but classical economists never had to compete with companies willing to burn billions to dominate China’s instant gratification economy.</p>
<p>Alibaba, JD, and Meituan sit on RMB 400 billion, RMB 144 billion and RMB 110 billion cash respectively. They can afford to play this game longer than most people can afford to buy groceries. But analysts warn that this subsidy war could <a href="https://www.reuters.com/business/retail-consumer/chinese-e-commerce-giants-make-expensive-bets-fast-deliveries-2025-05-12/">evaporate USD 7 billion in market cap</a> if it doesn’t convert casual users into loyal customers.</p>
<h2>The future: everything, everywhere, all at once</h2>
<p><a href="https://www.theworldofchinese.com/2025/05/chinas-top-food-delivery-giants-battle/">This war</a> is fundamentally changing how people consume in a market that already pampers consumers. Living in Shenzhen means being accustomed to shopping on the phone and getting your purchases at the door the same or next day, depending on warehouse availability. This wave wants to make them arrive in 29 minutes.</p>
<p>The instant retail market is projected to hit <a href="https://www.ciw.news/p/instant-retail">RMB 3.6 trillion by 2030</a>, which means China is essentially teaching the world how to want things really, really fast.</p>
<p>The lines between ecommerce and delivery services are blurring faster than a cyclist on a rainy day. JD’s integration of food delivery with their ecommerce platform and Alibaba’s <a href="https://www.techinasia.com/news/taobao-joins-instant-retail-war-eleme-tieup">Taobao-Ele.me</a> merger suggest that the future of retail is about having no separation between wanting something and having it appear at your door.</p>
<p>Of course, this rapid-fire delivery culture raises questions about sustainability and worker welfare. Couriers face increasing pressure, with JD now requiring doorplate photos to verify deliveries—the digital equivalent of pics or it didn’t happen. The gig economy’s ethical concerns persist, even as algorithms grow more sophisticated at predicting human behaviour.</p>
<p>The implications of this delivery war extend far beyond China’s borders. European and American delivery services look positively glacial by comparison, often still bragging about same-day or next-day delivery while Chinese consumers tap their watches impatiently after 25 minutes. Companies like <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gorillas_%28company%29">Gorillas</a> and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Getir">Getir</a> have attempted to replicate this model in overseas markets with mixed success, but none have achieved the seamless integration of inventory, logistics, and predictive AI that powers China’s delivery ecosystem.</p>
<p>As Chinese platforms eye international expansion, particularly in Southeast Asia and the Middle East, we may see this model of hyper-efficient instant commerce become the global expectation rather than the exception.</p>
<h2>The verdict: speed is the new currency</h2>
<p>In this three-way battle, there’s no clear winner yet. Meituan has the infrastructure of a delivery deity, JD wields logistics like a surgical instrument, and Alibaba commands an ecosystem that spans digital commerce like a benevolent emperor.</p>
<p>But here’s the thing about technology wars—they rarely end with a single victor. Even the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Three_Kingdoms">Three Kingdoms</a> didn’t end well for the three Emperors, just ask <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sima_Yi">Sima Yi</a>. Instead, they tend to push everyone towards innovations that seemed impossible just years ago. Whether it’s drone delivery, AI-predicted cravings, or 30-minute everything, this competition is creating a world where our parents’ notion of instant seems quaint.</p>
<p>The ultimate winner might not be any single company, but rather the consumers who’ve stumbled into a future where instant gratification isn’t just possible—it’s the standard. And really, in a world where you can get bubble tea and a phone charger delivered faster than you can find your house keys, who’s complaining?</p>
<p>As I write this while taking my daily stroll with my daughter and dog in our community in Shenzhen, I’ve crossed path with no fewer than twelve couriers, each carrying someone’s impulse purchase or urgent need. This modern-day Three Kingdoms battle isn’t just reshaping retail—it’s rewriting our relationship with time itself.</p>
<p>After all, in a world where waiting means losing, perhaps the ultimate luxury isn’t gold or designer labels, but those precious minutes you no longer spend waiting for the things you want. The only certainty in this war is that by the time you finish reading this article, someone in China has already had three things delivered to their door. And one of them was probably bubble tea.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Aktiv Grotesk]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/aktiv-grotesk</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/aktiv-grotesk"/>
        <updated>2025-05-14T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Aktiv Grotesk is a contemporary grotesque sans-serif typeface that combines neutrality with just a hint of warmth, offering extensive language support and variable font capabilities]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<h2>Description</h2>
<p>Aktiv Grotesk is dubbed the <a href="https://web.archive.org/web/20160322073258/http://www.creativereview.co.uk/cr-blog/2010/july/the-helvetica-killer/">Helvetica Killer</a>—and that’s the highest praise you can give to any grotesque sans-serif. It is a contemporary typeface that represents a thoughtful evolution of the genre.</p>
<p>Bruno Maag designed it as his answer to <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Helvetica">Helvetica’s</a> dominance, striking a careful balance—keeping Helvetica’s neutrality but adding <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Univers">Univers’</a> warmth and approachability. The result? A typeface that doesn’t feel sterile or robotic. The sweet spot that is both authoritative and accessible.</p>
<p>One of Aktiv Grotesk’s most impressive features is its insane language support, covering ten global writing systems including Arabic, Cyrillic, Devanagari, and more. This makes it an excellent choice for international brands and multilingual projects.</p>
<p>The typeface also embraces modern technology with variable font capabilities, meaning you can fine-tune weight, width, and italic settings for optimal performance across different media.</p>
<p>The design features clean lines with subtle humanist touches that give it personality without sacrificing professionalism. Optical adjustments have been carefully made to enhance legibility across different sizes, with a slightly higher x-height than traditional grotesques, and open counters that improve readability in both print and digital applications. Or in simple terms—text actually readable instead of just looking “designed.”</p>
<h2>Best uses</h2>
<ul>
<li>Corporate branding and identity systems where neutrality and authority are essential</li>
<li>Editorial design for magazines and publications requiring high legibility</li>
<li>User interface design and digital products where clarity across multiple languages is crucial</li>
<li>Wayfinding and signage systems that need to work across diverse contexts</li>
<li>Web typography where variable font technology can optimize performance</li>
<li>Marketing materials that require a balance of professionalism and approachability</li>
</ul>
<h2>Thoughts</h2>
<p>I’ll start off with a confession that Aktiv Grotesk is my favourite grotesque. Whether it’s for UI elements or body text, it’s my go-to sans-serif typeface. So, the following is totally tinted with heavy bias.</p>
<p>Aktiv Grotesk stands out in the crowded field of grotesque sans-serifs by offering a truly functional alternative to Helvetica without feeling like a mere clone. The subtle warmth and character that Bruno and his team have infused into the design make it feel more human and approachable than many of its competitors, while still maintaining the neutrality that makes grotesques so versatile.</p>
<p>Helvetica is so neutral that it can come across cold. When <a href="https://web.archive.org/web/20160322073258/http://www.creativereview.co.uk/cr-blog/2010/july/the-helvetica-killer/">Creative Review</a> said hating Helvetica is pointless because it’s as “like air or vanilla ice cream”, Bruno’s reply was, “That’s the point, it is vanilla ice cream.”</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“In my whole career in typography, starting with my apprenticeship, I have never used Helvetica. Being a Swiss typographer, it’s always been Univers. Even in my apprenticeship we didn’t have Helvetica in the printshop. Then I went to Basel school of design and of course in Weingart’s workshop it was Univers, never Helvetica. Then I come to England and there’s all these designers using Helvetica! The Macintosh had just come out and Helvetica was on every single machine. Everyone was so fascinated with it … I never understood that.”</p>
</blockquote>
<p>I love Aktiv Grotesk because it is neutral without being generic. It is expressive without distracting from its purpose. The balance makes it a versatile typeface especially when creating visual identities.</p>
<p>When it comes to body text, readability is top priority. Character is a close second for me. Trends break out all the time for body text seen on websites: Inter, Work Sans, Proxima Nova, Open Sans, and Lato are some examples for the trends over the years.</p>
<p>Most of these became popular for good reasons - Inter was designed specifically for screens, Google Fonts made Open Sans and Lato accessible to everyone, and Work Sans was the “better” version of Source Sans Pro. But they’re everywhere now, which makes your site feel like… everyone else’s.</p>
<p>Aktiv Grotesk gets the job done without feeling generic. It has that crisp legibility you need for body text, but with enough personality that your content actually feels designed, not just typed up. The subtle warmth keeps it from feeling cold like Helvetica would, while still being neutral enough that it doesn’t fight with your message.</p>
<p>Plus, when everyone else is using the same five fonts, Aktiv Grotesk helps you stand out without being weird about it. It’s the perfect “quietly confident” choice—and the best part is it ages well. It doesn’t feel dated even after the trendy picks have faded.</p>
<h2>References</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://www.daltonmaag.com/font-library/aktiv-grotesk.html">Dalton Maag</a></li>
<li><a href="https://fonts.adobe.com/fonts/aktiv-grotesk">Adobe Fonts</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.typewolf.com/aktiv-grotesk">Typewolf</a></li>
<li><a href="https://v-fonts.com/fonts/aktiv-grotesk-vf">Variable Fonts: Aktiv Grotesk VF</a></li>
<li><a href="https://artifyassets.com/aktiv-grotesk-font-reviving-grotesque-aesthetics-with-modern-appeal/">ArtifyAssets</a></li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Typography" term="typography"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Decoding UTF-8 encoded file names]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/decoding-utf-8-encoded-file-names</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/decoding-utf-8-encoded-file-names"/>
        <updated>2025-05-10T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Why your downloaded files look like they've been mashed into gibberish, and how to make them behave like civilised digital citizens again.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Have you ever downloaded a file only to find its name resembles something your fur kid might type on your keyboard? You know the ones filled with percentage signs and alphanumeric characters like <code>The%20Great%20Gatsby.pdf</code> for English files names or <code>%E8%BF%99%E9%A5%BA%E5%AD%90%E5%A4%AA%E5%A5%BD%E5%90%83%E4%BA%86.png</code> for Chinese file names.</p>
<p>It’s almost as if your fur kid is trying to tell you where it hid the body.</p>
<h2>What is going on here?</h2>
<p>What you’re witnessing is URL encoding in action—a method where “unsafe” or reserved characters get replaced with a percentage sign (<code>%</code>) followed by two hexadecimal digits.</p>
<p>It’s the digital equivalent of someone translating your name into Morse code when writing it on a coffee cup. Technically correct, but as practical as the barista tapping on the coffee top to announce that your brew is ready.</p>
<p>URL encoding serves a legitimate purpose on the web—ensuring special characters don’t break URLs or confuse servers. But when these encoded names persist in your downloaded files, they’re about as welcome as sand in your swimming costume.</p>
<h2>How did this happen to your files?</h2>
<p>There are several culprits behind this encoding madness:</p>
<ol>
<li>
<p><strong>Server amnesia</strong>: The server forgot to specify the proper file name in the <code>Content-Disposition</code> header, leaving your browser to default to the URL’s encoded path. It’s like a restaurant forgetting to write your name on a takeaway order, so they just use your phone number instead.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Lazy code</strong>: The developer who wrote the download system simply forgot to decode the names before serving them up.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Backwards compatibility</strong>: Some older operating systems or file systems break into a cold sweat at the sight of Unicode characters, forcing the use of encoded names.</p>
</li>
</ol>
<h2>Decoding the code</h2>
<p>Fear not! You need not live with files that look like they’ve been through a cryptographic washing machine. Here are some ways to restore order to your digital domain:</p>
<h3>For the casual user</h3>
<p>The quickest fix is to use online decoders like <a href="https://www.urldecoder.io/">URL Decode Online</a>. Simply copy your encoded filename, paste it into the decoder, and voilà—legibility returns faster than you can say “percent twenty.”</p>
<h3>For the command line connoisseur</h3>
<p>If you’re comfortable with a bit of Python (or just want to feel like a hacker in a 90s movie), the <code>urllib.parse.unquote</code> function is your new best friend:</p>
<pre><code>import urllib.parse
encoded_name = "My%20Summer%20Holiday%20Photos%202024.zip"
decoded_name = urllib.parse.unquote(encoded_name)
print(decoded_name)  # Outputs: My Summer Holiday Photos 2024.zip
</code></pre>
<h3>For the efficiency enthusiast</h3>
<p>If you find yourself wrestling with encoded filenames more often than you’d care to admit, it’s time to level up with some proper tools:</p>
<h4>PopClip: Your Mac’s Text manipulation wizard</h4>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/popclip-url-decode.webp" alt="PopClip: URL Encode/Decode" /></p>
<p><a href="https://www.popclip.app/">PopClip</a> is that little menu that appears when you select text on your Mac—if you haven’t discovered it yet, you’re missing out on a productivity goldmine. It’s one of the Mac tools that I can’t live without. PopClip is like a contextual Swiss Army knife for text, with a wide selection of extensions for quick actions to speed up your workflow.</p>
<p>The <a href="https://www.popclip.app/extensions/#q=url">URL Encode extension</a> lets you encode and decode filenames with a selection and a click. You don’t need to do any coding or fiddling. You Just need to download the extension, run it to add it to PopClip, and enable the action.</p>
<p>The caveat here is that you need to buy PopClip. The good news is, you can download it for a free trial to see if you like it. Prefer a free option? The next solution is for you.</p>
<h4>Apple Shortcuts: automation for power users</h4>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-apple-shortcuts-bulk-url-decode-filenames.webp" alt="Apple Shortcuts: Bulk URL decode filenames" /></p>
<p>For those who deal with encoded filenames in bulk (you have my sympathies), I’ve created an Apple Shortcut that decodes filenames faster than you can say “why didn’t I think of this sooner?”:</p>
<pre><code>// Apple Shortcuts for Bulk URL decode filenames
// 1. Receive files from Quick Actions input
Receive Files from Quick Actions
// This ensures the shortcut can be run from the share sheet or Files app
// 2. Repeat with each file
Repeat with each item in "Selected Files"
    // 3. Get the current file's name
    Get Name of "Repeat Item"
    Set Variable "Original Name"
    
    // 4. URL decode the filename
    URL Decode "Original Name"
    Set Variable "Decoded Name"
    
// 5. Show completion notification (optional)
Show Notification "URL Decoding Complete" Subtitle "All filenames have been processed"
</code></pre>
<p>This little beauty runs as a Quick Action right from your Finder, turning a folder full of digital gibberish into properly named files with a click. I created this for my own specific use case. I know how exactly I will be using it, so I skipped steps that checks if the file name is encoded, and whether the output is properly decoded. You might want to modify it to make it more robust should your workflow require.</p>
<h2>The digital decluttering satisfaction</h2>
<p>As we increasingly live our lives online, these small digital quality-of-life improvements add up. After all, life’s too short to spend it trying to decipher filenames that look like they’ve been encrypted by an overzealous secret agent.</p>
<p>Spending a bit of time to craft an automation work flow goes a long way to saving you time in the long term.</p>
<p>Do you have any other file management pet peeves or solutions? I’d love to hear about them in the comments below. Or perhaps you’ve found other uses for URL decoding in your digital life? Share your wisdom, and let’s collectively make our digital spaces just a little bit tidier.</p>
<p>Until next time, happy decoding!​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Bricolage Grotesque]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/bricolage-grotesque</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/bricolage-grotesque"/>
        <updated>2025-05-07T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Bricolage Grotesque is a versatile variable font that combines playfulness and practicality, making it suitable for both display and text applications.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<h2>Description</h2>
<p>Bricolage Grotesque is an expressive variable font that blends iconic elements from French sources like Antique Olive and British sources like Stephenson Blake’s Grotesque series. It features three variable axes: weight, width, and optical size, allowing designers precise control over its appearance across different contexts.</p>
<p>“Bricolage” is <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bricolage">French</a> for improvising by combining readily available materials. The typeface’s name perfectly captures its nature as a thoughtful remix of historical references with contemporary sensibilities. The compressed weights lean toward the anxious and wonky tones of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grotesque_(Stephenson_Blake_typefaces)">Grotesque No. 9</a>, while the regular widths have more of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antique_Olive">Antique Olive’s</a> relaxed and confident attitude.</p>
<h2>Best uses</h2>
<ul>
<li>Editorial design for headlines and pull quotes</li>
<li>Contemporary branding and identity systems requiring personality</li>
<li>Display typography with a balance of character and legibility</li>
<li>User interfaces needing both distinctiveness and functionality</li>
<li>Websites and digital applications at various screen sizes</li>
<li>Print applications from small text to large format display</li>
</ul>
<h2>Thoughts</h2>
<p>Bricolage Grotesque strikes an impressive balance between personality and functionality. Its “restrained quirkiness”, to quote Triay, allows it to be expressive without being overly decorative, making it versatile for both display and text purposes.</p>
<p>The variable font technology provides excellent flexibility across different applications. I’ve found the optical size axis particularly valuable when using the font across different contexts—the font genuinely transforms itself to maintain readability whether used in body text or display settings.</p>
<p>While many contemporary fonts aim for neutrality, Bricolage Grotesque deliberately embraces expression. It provides what the designer calls “the foundation of a feeling” without overwhelming the content it presents. In projects where I want typography with presence but not domination, this font delivers perfectly.</p>
<p>What makes this font particularly special is the personal story behind it. Mathieu Triay is a French designer based in London and the typeface visually expresses his experience of cultural hybridity, reflecting what it feels like to move between countries and rebuild one’s identity.</p>
<h2>References</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://ateliertriay.github.io/bricolage/">Official page</a></li>
<li><a href="https://fonts.adobe.com/fonts/bricolage-grotesque">Adobe Fonts</a></li>
<li><a href="https://fonts.google.com/specimen/Bricolage+Grotesque">Google Fonts</a></li>
<li><a href="https://github.com/ateliertriay/bricolage">GitHub repository</a></li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Typography" term="typography"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Creating baby names with AI]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/creating-baby-names-with-ai</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/creating-baby-names-with-ai"/>
        <updated>2025-04-02T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Discover how I used AI to navigate Chinese naming traditions, balancing stroke counts, elements, and cultural significance to find the perfect name for our baby - with a prompt you can use too.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>If there’s one thing that keeps expectant parents up at night, it’s choosing the perfect name for their little one. After all, this linguistic gift will follow your child from playground to boardroom, setting the tone for introductions throughout their life.</p>
<p>In Chinese culture, a good name is believed to shape destiny. In the West, it’s often about honouring family or sounding pleasing. But across cultures, the weight of naming a child feels universal—perhaps because 80% of parents report feeling significant pressure to choose the “perfect” name. This pressure doubles when navigating the complexities of Chinese naming traditions, where each stroke of the brush carries centuries of cultural significance.</p>
<p>As someone who straddles both Chinese and Western cultures, I’ve always been fascinated by how names and often go on deep dives when naming characters in my writing. However, this is nothing like I’ve experienced—creating a name for my own child. My wife and I had been navigating the particularly complex world of Chinese naming since her second trimester. And like any modern problem solver with a penchant for technology, I wondered: could AI help streamline this deeply personal process?</p>
<h2>The art and science of Chinese names</h2>
<p>For the uninitiated, a Chinese name isn’t just a collection of pretty characters. It’s a carefully balanced equation taking into account the stroke count <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chinese_numerology">numerology</a>, characters’ elemental harmony, phonetic flow, and layers of cultural meaning that would make an onion jealous.</p>
<p>Traditional methods involve consulting fortune tellers, studying almanacs, and sometimes paying naming specialists who consider everything from birth charts to family histories. My parents’ generation would have never imagined using artificial intelligence to name their offspring—they were more likely to consult the year’s “Yellow Calendar” (<a href="https://www.huangli.com/huangli/">《黄历》</a> Huánglì) and our family’s genealogy records.</p>
<p>But here we are in 2025, and AI tools have become sophisticated enough to understand these cultural nuances and assist in creating meaningful names—though with human guidance, of course. Think of it as having a culturally knowledgeable assistant rather than outsourcing the entire emotional process.</p>
<p>I recognise that some traditionalists might raise eyebrows at using AI for something as sacred as naming. After all, isn’t this precisely the kind of deeply human, cultural practice that should remain untouched by technology?</p>
<p>I had similar reservations initially. However, I came to see AI not as replacing tradition but as a tool for exploring it more thoroughly. The combination of my cultural knowledge with AI’s analytical capabilities allowed us to honour traditions with greater depth than either approach alone could achieve.</p>
<h2>Our AI-assisted naming methodology</h2>
<p>Working with AI on baby naming is a bit like having a master chef help you prepare a family recipe. The chef brings technical expertise and an understanding of flavour combinations, but you still provide the family’s secret ingredients and make the final decisions about taste. Similarly, AI offered analytical precision while we supplied the cultural context and emotional resonance.</p>
<p>I developed a comprehensive approach combining traditional wisdom with AI assistance.</p>
<h3>1. Set constraints</h3>
<p>First, we put down details like the expected birth year, my wife’s and my names, our respective <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eight_Characters">bazi</a>—our time of births—for the AI to use as reference, along with other constraints to maintain cultural integrity while making sure it won’t be awkward internationally.</p>
<p>The baby’s expected zodiac would play a part in the naming because the zodiac carries its own element. I went into the naming process with a Dragon year baby in mind, since our due date was a few days into Chinese New Year and we expected the baby to arrive a week or two early.</p>
<ul>
<li>Zodiac
<ul>
<li>Baby’s expected birth in the Year of the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dragon_(zodiac)#Years_and_the_five_elements">Wood Dragon</a></li>
<li>Parents’ birth year to determine their <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sexagenary_cycle#Sexagenary_years">zodiac element</a></li>
</ul>
</li>
<li>Bazi
<ul>
<li>Parents’ <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eight_Characters">bazi</a> derived from the time of birth</li>
<li>Since we didn’t know the baby’s bazi yet, we checked against it later on</li>
</ul>
</li>
<li>Parents’ name
<ul>
<li>The stroke counts in the parents’ names</li>
<li>The <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wuxing_(Chinese_philosophy)">elemental profiles</a> of the parents’ names</li>
<li>The meaning of the parents’ name</li>
</ul>
</li>
<li>Family surname
<ul>
<li>Our baby would take my family name 萧 (Xiāo)</li>
</ul>
</li>
<li>Things to avoid
<ul>
<li>Check against historical figures with the same or same-sounding name</li>
<li>Verify that there are no taboos in regional expression in China and Southeast Asia</li>
<li>Ensure there are no potential negative connotations</li>
</ul>
</li>
</ul>
<p>With this information, the AI was able to narrow down:</p>
<ul>
<li>The ideal range of stroke counts, in our case a target of 25–35 total strokes</li>
<li>The ideal element of suggested characters
<ul>
<li>Prioritising Wood element to support the Wood Dragon year</li>
<li>Balancing Water to counter excessive Fire in parents’ names</li>
</ul>
</li>
<li>The preferred phonetics</li>
</ul>
<h3>2. Generate names</h3>
<p>I got the Claude to generate lists of names that fit the above constraints and are auspicious based on the input we gave. I went through over a hundred names. For each, the AI provided detailed analysis of:</p>
<ul>
<li>The total stroke count and rate how auspicious it was</li>
<li>Element of each character and evaluate the elemental balance</li>
<li>Visual balance between the characters</li>
<li>Explain the name’s meaning and how it fits with the meaning of the parents’ names</li>
<li>Checking the tonal progression so that the name flows well when spoken</li>
<li>Note if the name is more masculine, feminine or neutral, since we don’t know the baby’s gender in China until birth</li>
</ul>
<h3>3. Generate from shortlist</h3>
<p>With our initial shortlist of names, I had a list of names that worked, so I figured it was useful to feed the list back to the AI as reference to generate more names. It did so by reusing certain characters that we liked, or meanings that we thought were good as the starting point to come up with further ideas.</p>
<h3>Prompt used</h3>
<p>Here’s the prompt I used:</p>
<pre><code>Create and analyse Chinese baby names. Use the following information and templates to guide your suggestions:

## BASIC INFORMATION:## PERSONAL INFORMATION:
- Family surname: [your surname in Chinese characters and pinyin]
- Baby's expected birth year and zodiac: [e.g. 2024 Wood Dragon]
- Baby's gender (if known): [boy/girl/unknown]
- Father's name: [Chinese characters and pinyin]
- Father's birth year and zodiac: [e.g. 1990 Metal Horse]
- Mother's name: [Chinese characters and pinyin]
- Mother's birth year and zodiac: [e.g. 1993 Water Rooster]

## NAMING REQUIREMENTS:
1. Elemental Balance:
   - Support element for the birth year: [e.g. 2024]
   - Harmonize with parents' elements
   - Balance any excessive elements in family
   
2. Structural Requirements:
   - Ensure that the name has a total stroke count that falls within the range that is the most auspicious
   - Number of characters in given name: [usually 1-2]
   - Any specific characters to include/avoid: [if applicable]
   
3. Phonetic Considerations:
   - Preferred tone patterns: [if any]
   - Important sounds or syllables: [if any]
   - Ensure that the name is easy to pronounce internationally
   
4. Meaning Requirements:
   - Desired qualities or themes: [e.g. wisdom, strength, grace]
   - Cultural or literary references preferred: [if any]
   
5. Additional Considerations:
   - Family naming traditions to respect: [if any]
   - Cultural background specifics: [e.g. Malaysian Chinese Hakka family]
   - Any other important factors: [e.g. religious considerations]

## ANALYSIS TEMPLATE:
For each suggested name, please provide a comprehensive analysis using this structure:

1. Basic Information
   - Characters: [Name in Chinese]
   - Pinyin: [with tones marked]
   - Meaning: [individual character meanings + combined meaning]

2. Structural Analysis
   - Stroke Count:
     - Surname: [number] strokes
     - Middle character: [number] strokes
     - Last character: [number] strokes
     - Given name total: [number] strokes + auspiciousness rating
     - Full name total: [number] strokes + auspiciousness rating

3. Elemental Balance
   - Surname character: [element]
   - Middle character: [element] + any secondary influences
   - Last character: [element] + any secondary influences
   - Overall: How these elements interact with each other and birth year
   - Bazi flexibility assessment: How well it balances family elements

4. Phonetic Analysis
   - Tone progression: [tone numbers, e.g. 1-3-4]
   - Flow assessment: How well the sounds transition
   - Dialectal considerations: How it sounds in relevant dialects
   - Potential pronunciation issues: Any challenges for native/non-native speakers

5. Cultural Safety Check
   - Historical figure conflicts: Any notable historical namesakes
   - Modern figure conflicts: Any contemporary namesakes to be aware of
   - Regional meaning checks: Any problematic meanings in specific regions
   - Dialect meaning checks: Any issues when pronounced in other dialects
   - Homonym analysis: Any sound-alike words with negative connotations

6. Meaning Depth
   - Individual character significance: Deeper meaning of each character
   - Combined imagery: The visual or conceptual image created
   - Literary references: Connections to classical texts or poetry
   - Cultural connotations: Broader cultural associations
   - Gender appropriateness: How suitable for the intended gender

7. Name Flexibility
   - Formal/informal usage: How it works in different contexts
   - International considerations: How it translates globally
   - Nickname potential: Natural shortening options
   - Writing style variations: How it appears in different calligraphy styles

8. Overall Assessment
   - Strengths: [Key positive attributes]
   - Concerns: [Potential issues or drawbacks]
   - Recommendation Rating: [Scale 1-10]
</code></pre>
<h3>Example analysis</h3>
<p>To illustrate how this works in practice, here’s an actual analysis for one of our shortlisted names, 萧旭霖 (Xiāo Xùlín):</p>
<pre><code>*### Example Analysis: 萧旭霖 (Xiāo Xù Lín)

**1. Basic Information:**
- Characters: 萧旭霖
- Pinyin: Xiāo Xù Lín
- Meaning: "Rising sun abundance" or "Dawn's blessing"

**2. Structural Analysis:**
- Stroke Count:
  - Surname (萧): 12 strokes
  - Middle character (旭): 6 strokes
  - Last character (霖): 16 strokes
  - Given name total: 22 strokes - Moderately auspicious
  - Full name total: 34 strokes - Highly auspicious

**3. Elemental Balance:**
- Character 1 (萧): Metal
- Character 2 (旭): Fire (sunrise)
- Character 3 (霖): Water (strong Water element)
- Overall: Excellent dynamic balance with Metal (surname), Fire and Water (given name)
- Bazi flexibility: The Water in 霖 perfectly supports the Wood Dragon year, while balancing our family's Fire elements

**4. Phonetic Analysis:**
- Tone progression: 1-4-2
- Flow assessment: The flow from first tone to fourth to second creates a pleasing rhythm
- Dialectal considerations: Consistent pronunciation across Mandarin, Cantonese, and Hakka dialects
- Potential pronunciation issues: None identified; "Lin" works internationally and is easily pronounced across cultures

**5. Cultural Safety Check:**
- Historical figure conflicts: No significant namesakes in Chinese history
- Modern figure conflicts: No notable contemporary figures with this name
- Regional meaning checks: Positive associations across mainland China and Southeast Asian Chinese communities
- Dialect meaning checks: No negative homonyms in major Chinese dialects
- Homonym analysis: No concerning sound-alike words

**6. Meaning Depth:**
- Individual character significance: 
  - 旭 represents new beginnings, rising energy, and the morning sun
  - 霖 symbolizes timely blessing, nurturing rain, and continuous abundance
- Combined imagery: A sunrise bringing beneficial rain—balanced energy of growth and nurturing
- Literary references: 霖 appears in classical texts referring to timely rain that nourishes crops
- Cultural connotations: Suggests balanced dynamism—both energizing and nurturing
- Gender appropriateness: Suitable for a boy, combining strength with nurturing qualities

**7. Name Flexibility:**
- Formal/informal usage: Works well in both professional and personal contexts
- International considerations: Both characters translate well conceptually; "Lin" is easily pronounced globally
- Nickname potential: "Lin" forms a natural nickname
- Writing style variations: Both characters maintain integrity across different calligraphy styles

**8. Overall Assessment:**
- Strengths:
  - Perfect elemental balance for Wood Dragon year
  - Beautiful meaning combining energy with nurturing
  - Excellent visual balance between simple and complex characters
  - International adaptability
  - Strong cultural associations without being overly common
- Concerns:
  - Contrast in stroke count between middle and last character is significant
  - May require explanation of meaning to non-Chinese speakers

- Recommendation Rating: 9/10
</code></pre>
<p>While these systematic steps might make the process sound mechanical, the experience was anything but. Each AI-generated suggestion sparked conversations between my wife and me about our values, our cultural identities, and our hopes for our child. The technology may have provided the framework, but the journey was deeply personal and emotionally resonant.</p>
<h2>The human touch</h2>
<p>While AI proved remarkably helpful in analysing and generating options, the final decision remained deeply human. AI could tell us that 萧旭霖 (Xiāo Xùlín) had “perfect elemental balance for Wood Dragon year” and “beautiful meaning of supportive abundance,” but it couldn’t tell us which name <em>felt</em> right when spoken aloud.</p>
<p>Some insights from our process:</p>
<ol>
<li><strong>AI excels at systematic analysis</strong> – It can process thousands of character combinations against multiple criteria in seconds, something even the most knowledgeable human naming expert would find daunting.</li>
<li><strong>Cultural nuance requires human oversight</strong> – While AI understands rules and references, the subtleties of cultural significance still benefit from human intuition and experience.</li>
<li><strong>Emotional resonance remains human territory</strong> – The feeling when you say a name and think “that’s the one”—that magical moment belongs to humans alone.</li>
<li><strong>AI reduces bias and expands possibilities</strong> – It suggests combinations a human might not consider, freeing parents from being limited by personal preference or familiarity.</li>
</ol>
<h3>Final decision</h3>
<p>Since we were choosing the names before the baby was born, we didn’t have the baby’s bazi that required the time of birth to derive. Thus, we got the AI to do another round of checks against our shortlist when we had the baby’s bazi.</p>
<p>Based on the baby’s bazi, we could determine what elements are lacking and balance accordingly with the name. For example, if the time of birth already has Fire, we would avoid names with Fire and prefer names with Water.</p>
<p>I actually planned for this by getting the AI to come up with options that are more versatile in balancing, and variations that would preserve the sound and stroke counts while changing the element through switching radicals.</p>
<p>It’s illegal for healthcare professionals to reveal the baby’s gender during birth in China, so our shortlist included both masculine and feminine names.</p>
<h2>Beyond Chinese names</h2>
<p>The parallels between Eastern and Western naming considerations are striking once you look closely. Where Chinese parents might worry about stroke counts and elemental balance, Western parents often fret about name popularity rankings and family traditions.</p>
<p>Both approaches seek to provide children with names that carry positive associations and set them up for success—just through different cultural lenses. AI can help bridge these approaches by analysing names through multiple cultural frameworks simultaneously.</p>
<p>Even if you’re not naming a child in Chinese, the AI-assisted approach offers valuable lessons:</p>
<ul>
<li><strong>Comprehensive analysis:</strong> Consider multiple dimensions of a name beyond just how it sounds</li>
<li><strong>Cultural verification:</strong> Check for unintended meanings or associations across cultures</li>
<li><strong>Future adaptability:</strong> Think about how the name will work in different contexts throughout life</li>
<li><strong>Meaning layers:</strong> Look for depth and resonance that grows with your child</li>
</ul>
<p>For Western names, AI can help check popularity trends, cultural associations, nickname potential, and even how the name pairs with siblings’ names—all factors that contribute to finding that perfect match.</p>
<h2>Balancing tradition &amp; technology</h2>
<p>What fascinates me most about this process is how it represents the bridge between ancient traditions and cutting-edge technology. Chinese naming practices date back thousands of years, yet here we are using neural networks to carry those traditions forward.</p>
<p>It’s a reminder that technology works best not when it replaces human culture, but when it helps preserve and enhance it. The AI doesn’t choose the name—it simply helps parents navigate the complex considerations with greater confidence and insight.</p>
<p>In a way, this approach mirrors my own journey of straddling cultural worlds. Just as I find harmony between East and West, traditional and modern, the AI-assisted naming process finds balance between age-old wisdom and contemporary tools.</p>
<h2>Final thoughts</h2>
<p>Choosing a name remains one of the most personal decisions parents make. It’s a gift of identity, a first legacy given to a child before they’ve even taken their first breath. While AI can inform this process, the magic still happens in the hearts of those who will whisper that name with love for decades to come.</p>
<p>When we finally settled on Yifei, there was a moment of shared clarity between my wife and I. The name simply felt right in a way that’s difficult to articulate—a feeling AI could never replicate. When we shared it with our families, they expressed a liking for the name, aside from the concerns about the complex stroke count. The blend of old wisdom and new technology seemed to bridge generational gaps in an unexpected way.</p>
<p>If you’re expecting and considering how to approach naming, remember that AI can be a helpful guide on your journey—but the final choice belongs to your heart alone.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Turbocharging self-learning with AI]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/turbocharging-self-learning-with-ai</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/turbocharging-self-learning-with-ai"/>
        <updated>2025-03-28T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Explore the evolution of self-learning from dusty library books to AI coding companions. This journey through four eras—from physical manuals to websites, YouTube tutorials, and finally AI mentors—reveals how knowledge acquisition has transformed.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>There was a time, not so long ago, when figuring out why your JavaScript code produced that peculiar “undefined is not a function” error involved a mystical journey through the hallowed shelves of your local library.</p>
<p>Picture it: a harried web developer, eye-strain headache fresh behind the forehead, thumbing through a dog-eared copy of “JavaScript: The Definitive Guide, 1996 Edition” if they were lucky enough to avoid having to wait line for someone else to finish it. After finding a potential solution, they proceed to jot it down in their trusty little notebook as they prayed that the solution would work when they got back on the computer. It wasn’t efficient, but by God, it had character.</p>
<p>Fast forward to 2025, and our intrepid developer is now casually chatting with an AI about why that same error has evolved into a more concerning “Cannot read property ‘map’ of undefined.” The AI doesn’t judge their curious questions, it simply offers three possible solutions, complete with code snippets and a friendly reminder about that pesky asynchronous data fetch they keep forgetting to await.</p>
<h2>The Library Era: When knowledge smelled musty</h2>
<p>In the late '90s, when I was teaching myself web design with all the grace of a giraffe on roller skates, learning a new skill meant one thing: becoming intimately familiar with your local librarian, or in my case becoming one. I volunteered as a librarian at the school library and later on the public library near my school after school hours so I could get my hands on the latest acquisitions and to intercept popular books that were always on loan.</p>
<p>For web designers, it was the sacred <em>For Dummies</em> series and O’Reilley’s animal-themed programming books (because nothing says “JavaScript fundamentals” like a bewildered rhinoceros on the cover). And <em>Photoshop 5 Bible</em> (Photoshop 5 not CS5, they are published 12 years apart), for anyone who was desperate like me to add more animated GIFs to their Geocities shrine.</p>
<p>Trying to visualise solutions for programming and graphic design, and then attempting to recreate them when you got back on the cousin’s or neighbour’s family computer. Or attempting to make crude notes of what the images in the books depicted (imagine if you had a nifty pocketable device that could capture whatever you saw so you could refer back to the photos anytime), or attempting to photocopy more than the allowed number of pages for reference books, while the librarian was trying to help some wailing toddler find their parents.</p>
<p>These are art forms forever lost in the modern world.</p>
<h2>The Digital Enlightenment: Websites and forums</h2>
<p>As the new millennium dawned—and after we collectively survived the anticlimax of Y2K by staying up past midnight—the learning landscape shifted dramatically. Suddenly, knowledge wasn’t bound in leather and paper but floated freely in the digital ether, waiting to be plucked by anyone with a 56k modem and the patience of a saint.</p>
<p>For web designers, this era birthed legendary sites like <a href="https://alistapart.com">A List Apart</a>, <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Webmonkey">Webmonkey</a>, and <a href="https://css-tricks.com">CSS-Tricks</a>, where you’d spend hours trying to understand why your div was floating right off the page like a helium balloon cut loose at a child’s birthday party. Forums spawned digital communities where username “HTMLWizard99” might be a 12-year-old prodigy or a 30-year veteran developer—you’d never know until you tried their oddly specific advice to “add an empty <code>div</code> with <code>clear:both</code> and sacrifice a small goat to the Box Model gods.” It was a glorious, chaotic time.</p>
<p>I spent a big chunk of my free time trawling websites like Photoshop Cafe, Good-Tutorials, Abuzeedo, PSDTuts, and forums on <a href="https://www.deviantart.com/forum">DeviantArt</a>, CGTalk, and <a href="https://www.renderosity.com">Renderosity</a> to find the latest tips and tricks to create skeuomorphic designs.</p>
<p>You only had text and accompanying static images that tried to explain how you used certain tools, with the rare GIFs that was a luxury both in the bandwidth cost and time needed to wait for it to load. Don’t get the results? Scroll back to the top and start from the beginning. After a few failed tries, you leave a comment and waited until the author halfway around the globe woke up and saw your question. If you’re lucky, someone who stayed closer to your timezone replied that pointed you down the right direction.</p>
<p>After time, with the accumulation of knowledge, sites like StackOverflow, GitHub, and Reddit emerged as places to search for existing solutions. Someone had the same problem as the one staring at you, and different people have shared how to fix the problem. You could just copy and paste the solution instead of having to wait for replies.</p>
<h2>The YouTube University: Visual learning revolution</h2>
<p>Around 2010, a new phenomenon emerged: suddenly, everyone was learning not by reading, but by watching someone else do the thing first. YouTube became the world’s largest technical college, with a faculty of enthusiastic amateurs and grizzled professionals alike. Educational video content then spilled over to TikTok and Instagram Reels later in the decade.</p>
<p>For web developers, this was revolutionary. No longer did you have to interpret cryptic documentation like “implement a responsive flex container with appropriate breakpoints”—now you could watch the screencast while explaining exactly which CSS properties to use and why Internet Explorer would inevitably break it anyway.</p>
<p>Learning JavaScript frameworks became less like deciphering ancient hieroglyphics and more like cooking along with a slightly over-caffeinated chef who built a full e-commerce site in 20 minutes.</p>
<p>You still had to wait for replies to your comments, but you get to pick up certain habits and workflow while watching someone else work. I’ve lost count of the number of Photoshop and Figma shortcuts and hotkey I’ve picked up from YouTube videos. Similar to how I learnt strategy and tricks for Red Alert 2 while hovering my cousin or friend’s shoulder while they took out the Tesla Coil with Tanya.</p>
<p>But more often than not, the top upvoted comment is probably the question you were going to ask anway.</p>
<h2>The AI Companion: Learning through conversation</h2>
<p>Which brings us to our present moment of educational evolution. The AI boom has become a developer’s best friend, like having an infinitely patient mentor who never tells embarrassing stories about that time you forgot a semicolon deployed code that took down the entire website.</p>
<p>Today’s learning process has been condensed from “spend hours searching for an answer” to “ask the AI to write three possible solutions, modify your code, and get it to double check its work for errors.” It’s like having a senior developer, a technical writer, and a cautious project manager all rolled into one digital package.</p>
<p>For web developers specifically, AI has become the ultimate coding companion. It can check through your code for errors, suggest ways to improve and streamline the code, and even help you brainstorm future features to add to your roadmap. All without making a single joke about your choice in naming variables (looking at you, finalFinalActualLastVersion2).</p>
<h3>Beyond just finding your answers</h3>
<p>The AI advantages extend beyond just information retrieval:</p>
<ul>
<li><strong>Contextual understanding</strong>: Unlike a static documentation page, AI can follow a conversation about your specific problem, asking clarifying questions about that weird bug that only appears when a user is logged in, using Safari, during a full moon.</li>
<li><strong>Code analysis</strong>: Many AI systems can now analyze your spaghetti code that would make Italian chefs weep, identifying anti-patterns and potential performance issues that might look like perfectly reasonable solutions to your sleep-deprived brain.</li>
<li><strong>Customized learning paths</strong>: Rather than following a one-size-fits-all tutorial, AI can adapt its explanations based on your experience level, explaining what a variable is to beginners or jumping straight to advanced topics like monads and higher-order components for the masochistically inclined.</li>
<li><strong>Multilingual support</strong>: For international developers or those working in diverse teams, AI translates technical jargon instantly, making knowledge accessible regardless of whether you learned to code in English, Mandarin, or the ancient and mysterious language of PHP.</li>
</ul>
<p>To me, AI tools like <a href="https://www.cursor.com">Cursor</a> and <a href="https://codeium.com/windsurf">Windsurf</a> are more than just your co-workers and interns who help you grind out the hard work while you supervise and direct the overall project progression. They can be your business partner or coach by helping you walk through your thoughts, suggest ideas, question you to test your resolve and make you rethink your approach and direction.</p>
<h3>The Rise of “Vibe Coding”</h3>
<p>This AI revolution has even sparked entirely new approaches to programming itself. Recently, AI researcher <a href="https://twitter.com/karpathy/status/1886192184808149383">Andrej Karpathy</a> coined the term “<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vibe_coding">vibe coding</a>” to describe a workflow where developers essentially surrender to the AI’s suggestions, focusing on outcomes rather than scrutinizing every line of code.</p>
<p>It’s a fascinating shift in how we think about programming—one where intent matters more than implementation details. Instead of meticulously crafting each function, developers can focus on high-level design while the AI handles the mechanical aspects of code generation.</p>
<p>I’ve only touched the surface of this phenomenon here, but I’m exploring vibe coding’s implications, benefits, and potential pitfalls in <a href="/vibe-coding">a dedicated article on vibe coding</a>. Whether you see it as programming liberation or concerning shortcut, there’s no denying it represents yet another transformation in our relationship with technology and learning.</p>
<h2>Learning evolution: From book stacks to binary stacks</h2>
<p>The journey from library bookshelves to AI chatbots represents more than just a change in medium—it’s a fundamental shift in how we approach learning. We’ve moved from passive consumption of knowledge to interactive problem-solving, from generalized information to personalized guidance.</p>
<p>For the red-eyed heroes of the coding world, this transformation has been particularly profound. The developer who once had to memorize API documentation or lug around a 1,200-page “Definitive Guide” can now access the collective wisdom of the programming community through a device that fits in their pocket. It’s like having every experienced developer who’s ever lived standing beside you at the keyboard, whispering suggestions and gently steering you away from catastrophic Git pushes directly to main.</p>
<h3>Beyond answers: Understanding principles</h3>
<p>The real magic, though, isn’t just in having answers—it’s in the learning process itself. When you ask an AI why a particular solution works, it doesn’t roll its eyes and just tell you “because that’s how it’s done.” It explains the underlying principles, the cause-and-effect relationships, the computer science concepts that make modern web applications both marvels of human ingenuity and absolute nightmares to debug.</p>
<p>It’s like having your computer science professor, your senior developer mentor, and that one brilliant but socially awkward colleague all merged into one entity that never gets tired of your questions.</p>
<h3>The digital apprenticeship model</h3>
<p>In a way, we’ve come full circle. The apprenticeship model that built craftsmen for millennia—learning directly from a mentor through conversation, observation, and guided practice—has been reborn for the modern age. Only now, your patient mentor never retires, never has a bad day aside from the occasional hallucinations, and doesn’t make you refactor legacy code before imparting wisdom.</p>
<p>For today’s aspiring developers, designers, and self-taught enthusiasts of all stripes, the AI boom isn’t replacing the joy of learning—it’s supercharging it. Gone are the days of learning in isolation, piecing together fragmented knowledge from Stack Overflow answers that begin with “This question has already been asked…” Today’s learners are having conversations, solving real problems, and building understanding through interactive guidance.</p>
<h3>A new generation of autodidacts</h3>
<p>As I look back on my journey from library-dwelling novice to AI-augmented creator, I can’t help but feel a twinge of envy for those just starting their learning adventures. They’ll never know the unique frustration of spending three hours hunting down a missing closing tag, but they’ll experience something perhaps even more valuable: the freedom to focus on understanding rather than merely finding information.</p>
<p>The toolbox has changed, but the essence remains the same: human creativity, now with a digital mentor-intern that never sleeps, never forgets, and thankfully, never commits directly to the production branch without a code review.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Moving ComfyUI output folder]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/moving-comfyui-output-folder</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/moving-comfyui-output-folder"/>
        <updated>2025-03-25T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Learn how to move your ComfyUI output folder to any drive using Windows symlinks. Free up your system drive and manage where your AI-generated images are saved.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>If you’re drowning in a sea of AI-generated masterpieces—and the occasional bizarre abomination—you’ve likely noticed your hard drive gasping for breath. It’s a familiar story: what begins as casual experimentation with Stable Diffusion quickly escalates to digital hoarding of thousands of variations, iterations, and happy accidents. Before you know it, your system drive suddenly starts moving in bullet time and you wonder if you’re Neo.</p>
<p>Fear not, fellow image generation enthusiast. There’s a solution that doesn’t involve the endless shovelling of your output images to the empty secondary drive. Let’s explore how to redirect ComfyUI’s output folder to a more accommodating location.</p>
<h2>Why your system drive needs relief</h2>
<p>If you’re like me—constantly experimenting and generating hundreds of images per day—your poor hard drives might be starting to wheeze under the strain. This becomes even more critical if you are running your GUI of choice off the C: drive. Filling up the system drive with all these files impacts performance.</p>
<p>For my Stable Diffusion work, I’ve used various GUIs, with ComfyUI becoming my tool of choice for its powerful node-based workflow. The Desktop Application ComfyUI must be installed in the system drive, and the output folder sits there as well, even though it is smart enough to migrate any existing SD WebUI (A1111) or ComfyUI folders by pointing to them.</p>
<h2>Option 1: Command line arguments</h2>
<p>The most straightforward way to change ComfyUI’s output location—and the one documented in the official guides—is using command line arguments.</p>
<h3>For manual installation</h3>
<p>If you’re using the manual installation, this is as simple as adding the <code>output-directory</code> argument when you launch ComfyUI:</p>
<pre><code>python main.py --output-directory path\to\new-output
</code></pre>
<h3>For Desktop Application</h3>
<p>Things become slightly more complex with the Desktop Application since you launch by double-clicking on the application shortcut. The shortcut is running the launch command for you, so you’ll need to modify the <code>.bat</code> file to add command line arguments to the launch command:</p>
<ol>
<li>Locate the launch script at <code>C:\%APPDATA%\Local\Programs\@comfyorgcomfyui-electron\resources\ComfyUI\.ci\run_nvidia_gpu.bat</code></li>
<li>Change:<pre><code>.\python_embeded\python.exe -s ComfyUI\main.py --windows-standalone-build pause
</code></pre>
To:<pre><code>.\python_embeded\python.exe -s ComfyUI\main.py --windows-standalone-build --output-directory X:\path\to\new-output pause
</code></pre>
</li>
</ol>
<h3>Limitations of this approach</h3>
<p>The problem with modifying files is that you will have to make the modification again if the batch file is overridden in an update. For those who rarely update, this is a perfectly viable solution. For everyone else, there’s a more resilient approach…</p>
<h2>Option 2: Symlink solution (recommended)</h2>
<p>Rather than wrestling with command line arguments or editing batch files that might be overwritten, I’ve found that using symlinks offers the perfect balance of simplicity and reliability.</p>
<h3>What is a symlink?</h3>
<p>If you’re not familiar with symlink, it means symbolic link, a way to point the system to another location. Think of a symlink as a sophisticated digital signpost—it appears to be a folder, but it’s actually directing traffic elsewhere.</p>
<p>This means that you can have your output folder in another drive and place the symlink in ComfyUI’s default folder. Your ComfyUI still thinks it’s saving files to its preferred location, but the actual files are actually directed to a secondary drive. This allows you to free your system drive from the clutter of thousands of output images.</p>
<p>I also use symlinks to point other drives to my Stable Diffusion models folder. This makes the GUI applications think that all my models are in one folder, when they are in fact spread all over three different SSDs.</p>
<h3>Benefits of using symlinks</h3>
<p>Unlike modifying batch files or launch parameters (which can break during updates), this approach:</p>
<ul>
<li>Survives ComfyUI updates without needing reconfiguration</li>
<li>Works with any ComfyUI installation method (manual, Desktop App, or portable)</li>
<li>Requires no technical knowledge beyond using Command Prompt once</li>
<li>Eliminates the risk of you breaking ComfyUI by editing the wrong file or make an error in the modification</li>
<li>Can be easily changed later if needed</li>
</ul>
<p>The symlink essentially creates a digital illusion—ComfyUI believes it’s writing to its default location, but the operating system quietly redirects that data to your chosen destination. It’s like having your mail forwarded without having to tell everyone your new address.</p>
<h3>Setting up your symlink</h3>
<ol>
<li>
<p>First, locate your current ComfyUI output folder (typically something like <code>C:\ComfyUI\output</code> or if you’re using the Desktop Application, check <code>C:\Users\YourUsername\AppData\Local\Programs\@comfyorgcomfyui-electron\resources\ComfyUI\output</code>)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Create a new destination folder where you actually want your images stored (perhaps on that roomy external drive or secondary SSD)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Delete or rename your original output folder (backup any images you want to keep!).</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Open Command Prompt as Administrator (⚠️ this is important!)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Create the symlink with the magic words:</p>
<pre><code>mklink /D "C:\path\to\original\output" "X:\path\to\new\output"
</code></pre>
</li>
<li>
<p>That’s it! ComfyUI will continue saving to what it thinks is the same location, but your precious disk space will be preserved.</p>
</li>
</ol>
<p>If you’re curious about what’s happening behind the scenes, the <code>/D</code> flag tells Windows to create a directory symbolic link. After running the command, you should see a confirmation message like:</p>
<pre><code>symbolic link created for C:\path\to\original\output &lt;&lt;===&gt;&gt; X:\path\to\new\output
</code></pre>
<p>Here’s what the folder would look like in Windows Explorer—note the shortcut-like icon indicating it’s a symlink:</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/comfyui-symlink.webp" alt="ComfyUI symlink" /></p>
<h3>Testing your symlink</h3>
<p>You probably don’t need this reminder, but I sure needed it. Before generating hundreds of images, it’s worth running a quick test:</p>
<ol>
<li>Launch ComfyUI</li>
<li>Generate a simple image</li>
<li>Check both the original path and your new destination</li>
<li>Confirm the image appears in your new location rather than consuming space on the original drive</li>
</ol>
<h3>Troubleshooting common issues</h3>
<p>If you encounter problems with the symlink approach, here are some quick fixes:</p>
<ol>
<li><strong>“Access is denied” error</strong>: Make sure you’re running Command Prompt as Administrator</li>
<li><strong>“The system cannot find the path specified”</strong>: Double-check both paths for typos</li>
<li><strong>“Cannot create a file when that file already exists”</strong>: Ensure you’ve deleted or renamed the original output folder</li>
<li><strong>Images still saving to C: drive</strong>: Verify the symlink was created successfully by checking its properties</li>
</ol>
<h2>Conclusion</h2>
<p>Sometimes the simplest solutions are the most effective. By using symlinks, you’ve essentially given ComfyUI a secret portal to store files wherever works best for your system. Your C: drive—or whichever drive your system is on—can breathe easy, and you can continue creating without interruption or storage anxiety.</p>
<p>This approach has saved me countless gigabytes and the frustration of repeatedly reconfiguring ComfyUI after updates. While there’s a certain satisfaction in tweaking configuration files directly, I’ve come to appreciate solutions that require less maintenance over time.</p>
<p>After all, the less time spent managing where your AI images is saved, the more time you have to actually create it—and isn’t that the whole point?</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[How habits shape your life]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/how-habits-shape-your-life</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/how-habits-shape-your-life"/>
        <updated>2025-03-11T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Habits fundamentally shape who you are and who you'll become. Learn strategies for building better habits and breaking bad ones.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Your habits will determine the kind of person you are and will be. It is crucial for you to recognise both good and bad habits, and then work to maintain the good ones and drop the bad ones. Building good habits and breaking bad ones is perhaps the most powerful skill for personal transformation.</p>
<p>A Harvard Business Review study found that <strong>67% of professionals</strong> admit their daily habits are holding them back from success. But what if I told you the answer isn’t working harder—it’s working smarter?</p>
<h2>The silent architects of your life</h2>
<p>The truth about habits is both liberating and terrifying: they form whether you’re paying attention or not. Like water slowly carving channels through rock, your daily actions—conscious or otherwise—are gradually etching pathways into your brain that become increasingly difficult to redirect. Habits will form unconsciously from you repeating routines.</p>
<p>Habits rely on dopamine loops. Every time you check your phone, dopamine spikes reinforce the behaviour. Over time, this creates a craving, not a choice. Imagine scrolling through Instagram: it’s not just “habitual”—it’s your brain seeking the reward of social validation.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Habits can allow you to background process certain things so that your neocortex, your frontal lobe, stays available to solve brand new problems.</p>
<p><cite>Naval Ravikant</cite></p>
</blockquote>
<p>When you don’t deliberately cultivate good habits, nature abhors a vacuum—bad ones rush in to fill the space. It’s not that you <em>decide</em> to form bad habits; it’s that you never made a conscious decision at all. And therein lies the problem.</p>
<h2>The default settings</h2>
<p>Consider your relationship with exercise. If you don’t have a habit of exercising, you haven’t simply “not formed a habit”—you’ve actively established a habit of <em>not</em> exercising. Your body and mind have adapted to sedentary behaviour as the default state. The same applies to eating healthy, reading, or practising mindfulness.</p>
<p>This is why “I’ll start tomorrow” is perhaps the most dangerous phrase in the English language. Each day you delay is another brick cemented into the wall of your bad habit architecture.</p>
<p>The most insidious habits are the ones you don’t even recognise as habits. They’re so deeply embedded in your daily routine that they’ve become invisible—like the way you grip your toothbrush or scroll through your phone the moment you wake up. These unconscious patterns fly under the radar of your awareness while secretly piloting the plane.</p>
<h2>The child’s perspective</h2>
<p>Watch a child try something new—tying shoelaces, using cutlery, or writing their name. There’s a beautiful clumsiness to it, a deliberate focus that adults have long since abandoned. Each movement is considered, each action a conscious choice.</p>
<p>Children haven’t yet developed the autopilot function we take for granted. They’re actively laying down those neural pathways, brick by conscious brick. And in that conscious building lies a power we often forget we possess—the ability to choose our habits rather than letting them choose us.</p>
<p>As adults, we’ve backgrounded so many processes that we can navigate entire days barely engaging our conscious mind at all. That cognitive efficiency comes at a price, however. We lose the ability to notice—really notice—what we’re doing and why.</p>
<p>Next time you eat, slow down. Notice the taste, texture, and hunger cues—retraining your brain to savour, not shovel.</p>
<h2>The excuse factory</h2>
<blockquote>
<p>Basically whenever you throw any so-called good habit at somebody, they’ll have an excuse for themselves. Usually the most common is, I don’t have time. I don’t have time is just another way of saying, it’s not a priority. What you really have to do is say is it a priority or not. If something is your number one priority then you will get it.</p>
<p><cite>Naval Ravikant</cite></p>
</blockquote>
<p>We humans are magnificently creative when it comes to justifying our behaviour. Ask someone why they don’t read more, exercise regularly, or learn that language they’ve been talking about for years, and you’ll likely hear the time-honoured refrain: “I don’t have time.”</p>
<p>This excuse is about as watertight as a colander. What we really mean is: “This isn’t important enough to me to actually do anything about it.” After all, we somehow find time to doom-scroll through social media or binge-watch entire seasons of shows we’ll forget by next month.</p>
<p>It’s rather like claiming you can’t afford healthy food while clutching a designer coffee that costs more than an entire meal—our priorities reveal themselves in where we invest our most precious resource.</p>
<p>The uncomfortable truth is that our habits reveal our real priorities, not the ones we claim to have over dinner conversation or post about on Instagram. They show what we <em>actually</em> value, not what we <em>wish</em> we valued.</p>
<h2>Compound interest of habit formation</h2>
<p>Good habits, much like financial investments, yield compound returns. The daily push-up routine might seem insignificant in isolation, but after a year, you’ve not only transformed your upper body strength but also demonstrated to yourself that you can commit to positive change.</p>
<p>Similarly, bad habits extract compound interest in reverse. That “occasional” procrastination gradually normalises delay, making it increasingly difficult to start tasks promptly. The sporadic stress-eating slowly rewires your brain to seek comfort in food rather than addressing the underlying emotions.</p>
<p>Small choices, repeated daily, aren’t just drops in the bucket—they’re the bucket itself, gradually taking shape with each seemingly inconsequential decision.</p>
<p>James Clear, author of <em>Atomic Habits</em>, built his writing habit through micro-actions:</p>
<ul>
<li><strong>Daily Goal</strong>: Write 2 sentences.</li>
<li><strong>Result</strong>: After two years, he’d written a draft of his best-selling book.</li>
</ul>
<p>That “occasional” procrastination? It normalises delay, making it harder to start tasks. Sporadic stress-eating rewires your brain to seek comfort in food rather than addressing emotions.</p>
<h2>Breaking the mould to form better habits</h2>
<p>Recognising the power of habits is the first step toward harnessing it. Once you understand that your current behaviours—good and bad—are largely the result of established neural pathways, you can begin the process of redirection.</p>
<p>This doesn’t mean attempting a complete lifestyle overhaul overnight. The “all or nothing” approach is precisely why most New Year’s resolutions collapse faster than a house of cards in an earthquake. Instead, focus on one habit at a time, making tiny, sustainable changes.</p>
<p>Want to read more? Don’t commit to an hour a day—start with five minutes. Looking to exercise regularly? Begin with a single push-up or a short walk around the block. These microscopic changes might seem laughably small, but they serve a crucial purpose: they begin to lay new bricks in your mind.</p>
<h2>Cyberbrain advantage in habit formation</h2>
<p>We’ve explored how habits shape our biological brain—but what happens when we extend this concept to our digital cognition? As our lives become increasingly intertwined with technology, the principles of habit formation take on new dimensions.</p>
<p>As someone exploring the transformative potential of AI to build a cyberbrain, I’ve discovered that the same neurological principles that govern our physical habits apply to our digital practices. Consider how habits fit into this evolving paradigm.</p>
<p>While the second brain concept focuses on capturing and organising information outside your biological memory, the cyberbrain takes this further by incorporating AI as an active thinking partner. This hybrid cognitive system doesn’t just store your thoughts; it processes them, finds unexpected connections, challenges your assumptions, and extends your intellectual reach.</p>
<p>Implementing consistent habits around this system is crucial. The daily practice of note-taking, the regular ritual of reviewing content, the habit of prompting AI tools with the right questions—these behaviours don’t just populate your knowledge system. They gradually transform how you think, creating neural pathways both in your biological brain and in your extended digital mind.</p>
<p>When you habitually ask an AI to analyse patterns in your notes, you’re training both yourself and the system to think differently. When you routinely use AI to help generate multiple perspectives on a problem, you’re expanding your cognitive range. These habits create feedback loops of insight that neither you nor the AI could produce alone.</p>
<p>In this context, habits aren’t just behaviours; they’re the neural pathways of your extended, hybrid mind—shaping not just what you do but fundamentally enhancing how you process, understand, and create in the world.</p>
<p>This isn’t just theoretical for me. In my journey of building a cyberbrain, I’ve discovered that analog and digital habits need to work in harmony. For instance, the simple habit of capturing ideas in a note-taking app like Bear isn’t effective unless paired with the habit of regular review and connection-making.</p>
<p>This system doesn’t require superhuman discipline—just small, consistent habits that compound over time. My digital second brain now reminds me of connections I would never have made on my own, not because the technology is magical, but because the habits supporting it have become automatic.</p>
<h2>Habit design</h2>
<p>If you’re like me—someone who repeatedly set up elaborate habit systems only to abandon them faster than photos we take with our phones and forget in the photo library—consider this minimalist approach:</p>
<ol>
<li>
<p><strong>The Two-Minute Rule</strong>: Any new habit should take less than two minutes to do. Want to read more? Start with reading one page. Exercise more? Do one push-up. The habit of showing up is more important than the duration.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>The Obvious Cue</strong>: Place visual reminders where you’ll trip over them. My piano practice habit only stuck when I place my digital keyboard so that I need to move it to get to my work desk—making it physically impossible to start my day without acknowledging it.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>The Satisfying Conclusion</strong>: Create a small but immediate reward. After my daily writing session, I make a refreshing cup of coffee—not as a bribe, but as a ceremony that marks completion.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>The Identity Shift</strong>: The most powerful phrase isn’t “I want to” but “I am.” Not “I want to write” but “I am a writer.” This subtle shift makes decisions automatic—writers write, even when they don’t feel like it.</p>
</li>
</ol>
<p>The architecture of habits isn’t built with grand intentions but with small, consistent actions that gradually transform who you are when you’re not paying attention. The process of habit formation follows this same principle—start small, be consistent, and trust in the compound effect of daily practice.</p>
<h2>The deliberate life</h2>
<p>The greatest power we possess isn’t superhuman strength or the ability to fly—it’s consciousness itself, the capacity to notice what we’re doing and why. When applied to habit formation, this awareness becomes transformative.</p>
<p>By bringing consciousness to our habits—examining them in the light of day rather than letting them operate in the shadows—we reclaim authorship of our lives. We become architects rather than tenants, deliberately designing the systems that will shape our future selves.</p>
<p>Your habits are building your tomorrow, brick by brick, moment by moment. The only question is: are you holding the blueprint, or are you simply watching the construction from afar, hoping you’ll like what gets built?</p>
<p>The choice, as always, is yours. But remember that inaction is also a choice—a choice to let your life be designed by default rather than intention.</p>
<p>Perhaps the most important habit of all is pausing, just for a moment each day, to ask yourself a simple question: “Is this who I want to become?” Because while we’re busy making other plans, our habits are quietly, relentlessly turning us into them.</p>
<p>What habit will you start building today? Remember, it doesn’t need to be revolutionary—just consistent. Share your commitment in the comments, or better yet, set a calendar reminder to check back in 30 days and let me know how it’s going. Your future self is being shaped by today’s decisions—make them count.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Atom feed for Astro]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/atom-feed-for-astro</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/atom-feed-for-astro"/>
        <updated>2025-03-07T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A step-by-step guide to implementing Atom feeds in your Astro website using the Feed package.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>When I <a href="/moving-to-astro">moved to Astro</a>,  I’ve set up the <a href="/rss.xml">feed</a> using <a href="https://github.com/withastro/astro/tree/main/packages/astro-rss">Astro’s RSS plugin</a>, which generates an RSS 2.0 feed. But recently, I stumbled upon Nic Chan’s <a href="https://www.nicchan.me/blog/building-my-new-website-part-5/">article</a> where he described using the framework-agnostic <a href="https://www.npmjs.com/package/feed">Feed plugin</a> to generate Atom 1.0 instead.</p>
<p>I’ve always preferred Atom over RSS so I made the switch immediately.</p>
<h2>RSS vs Atom</h2>
<p>RSS has wider compatibility and simpler structure compared to Atom. But it’s 2024, and worrying about Atom support feels a bit like fretting over whether your new car has a USB media player.</p>
<p>Atom has several compelling advantages that make it worth considering:</p>
<ul>
<li>Better standardisation with clear, formal specifications</li>
<li>Superior support for rich content</li>
<li>Improved support for internationalisation</li>
<li>The smug satisfaction of using something slightly more sophisticated</li>
</ul>
<p>And the best part? The Feed package supports both RSS and Atom, working seamlessly with Astro right out of the box—like finding out your new electric car still has a spot for your thumb drive music library after all.</p>
<h2>Setting up Feed with Astro</h2>
<p>Adding the <code>jpmonette/feed</code> package to your Astro project is straightforward.</p>
<h3>1. Install <code>jpmonette/feed</code></h3>
<p>First, install the package using your package manager of choice:</p>
<p><strong>Using yarn:</strong> <code>yarn add feed</code><br />
<strong>Using pnpm:</strong> <code>pnpm add feed</code></p>
<h3>2. Create endpoint</h3>
<p>Create an API endpoint in Astro to generate your feed by creating a file at <code>src/pages/feed.xml.js</code>:</p>
<pre><code>// src/pages/feed.xml.js
import { Feed } from 'feed';
import { getCollection } from 'astro:content';

export async function GET(context) {
  const blog = await getCollection('blog');
  const siteUrl = 'https://yoursite.com';
  
  const feed = new Feed({
    title: 'Your Site Name',
    description: 'Your site description',
    id: siteUrl,
    link: siteUrl,
    language: 'en',
    favicon: `${siteUrl}/favicon.ico`,
    copyright: `All rights reserved ${new Date().getFullYear()}`,
    feedLinks: {
      rss: `${siteUrl}/rss.xml`,
    },
    author: {
      name: 'Your Name',
    },
  });
  
  blog.forEach((post) =&gt; {
    const url = `${siteUrl}/blog/${post.slug}`;
    
    feed.addItem({
      title: post.data.title,
      id: url,
      link: url,
      description: post.data.description,
      content: post.body, // Or process this with markdown if needed
      author: [
        {
          name: post.data.author || 'Your Name',
        },
      ],
      date: new Date(post.data.publishDate),
    });
  });
  
  return new Response(feed.rss2(), {
    headers: {
      'Content-Type': 'application/xml',
    },
  });
}
</code></pre>
<h3>3. Add link to <code>&lt;head&gt;</code></h3>
<p>Declare the feed by adding a link to it in your site’s <code>&lt;head&gt;</code> section:</p>
<pre><code>&lt;link rel="alternate" type="application/atom+xml" title="Your Site Atom Feed" href="/feed.xml"&gt;
</code></pre>
<h2>Parsing Markdown</h2>
<p>After following the steps above, I found my feed serving raw Markdown instead of proper HTML.</p>
<p>The <a href="https://docs.astro.build/en/recipes/rss/">Astro RSS documentation</a> recommends using <a href="https://www.npmjs.com/package/sanitize-html">SanitizeHTML</a> and <a href="https://github.com/markdown-it/markdown-it">MarkdownIt</a> to parse the content properly.</p>
<h3>1. Install the packages</h3>
<p>Install the necessary packages:</p>
<p><strong>Using yarn:</strong> <code>yarn add sanitize-html markdown-it</code><br />
<strong>Using pnpm:</strong> <code>pnpm add sanitize-html markdown-it</code></p>
<h3>2. Modify the endpoint</h3>
<p>Modify <code>src/pages/feed.xml.js</code> to parse the content:</p>
<pre><code>// src/pages/feed.xml.js
import { Feed } from 'feed';
import { getCollection } from 'astro:content';
import sanitizeHtml from 'sanitize-html';
import MarkdownIt from 'markdown-it';

export async function GET(context) {
  const siteUrl = 'https://yoursite.com';
  
  // Initialize markdown parser
  const md = new MarkdownIt({
    html: true,         // Enable HTML tags in source
    breaks: true,       // Convert '\n' in paragraphs into &lt;br&gt;
    linkify: true       // Autoconvert URL-like text to links
  });
  
  // Create feed instance
  const feed = new Feed({
    title: 'Your Site Name',
    description: 'Your site description',
    id: siteUrl,
    link: siteUrl,
    language: 'en',
    favicon: `${siteUrl}/favicon.ico`,
    copyright: `All rights reserved ${new Date().getFullYear()}`,
    feedLinks: {
      atom: `${siteUrl}/feed.xml`,
    },
    author: {
      name: 'Your Name',
    },
    updated: new Date(),
  });

  const blog = await getCollection('blog');

  // Add each post to the feed
  blog.forEach((post) =&gt; {
    const url = `${siteUrl}/blog/${post.slug}`;

    const publishDate = new Date(item.data.date || new Date());

    const itemIndex = allContent.indexOf(item);
    let updatedDate;
    if (item.data.modified) {
      updatedDate = new Date(item.data.modified);
    } else {
      // Clone the publish date and add a small offset (milliseconds) based on index
      updatedDate = new Date(publishDate.getTime() + itemIndex);
    }

    // Parse markdown to HTML
    const htmlContent = md.render(post.body);
    
    // Sanitize HTML to remove potentially unsafe tags
    const sanitizedContent = sanitizeHtml(htmlContent, {
      allowedTags: sanitizeHtml.defaults.allowedTags.concat(['img', 'h1', 'h2', 'h3']),
      allowedAttributes: {
        ...sanitizeHtml.defaults.allowedAttributes,
        img: ['src', 'alt', 'title'],
        a: ['href', 'name', 'target', 'rel']
      },
      // Transform relative URLs to absolute URLs
      transformTags: {
        'a': (tagName, attribs) =&gt; {
          if (attribs.href &amp;&amp; attribs.href.startsWith('/')) {
            return {
              tagName: 'a',
              attribs: {
                ...attribs,
                href: `${siteUrl}${attribs.href}`,
                target: '_blank',
                rel: 'noopener'
              }
            };
          }
          return { tagName, attribs };
        },
        'img': (tagName, attribs) =&gt; {
          if (attribs.src &amp;&amp; attribs.src.startsWith('/')) {
            return {
              tagName: 'img',
              attribs: {
                ...attribs,
                src: `${siteUrl}${attribs.src}`
              }
            };
          }
          return { tagName, attribs };
        }
      }
    });

    feed.addItem({
      title: post.data.title,
      id: url,
      link: url,
      description: post.data.description || '',
      content: sanitizedContent,
      author: [
        {
          name: post.data.author || 'Your Name',
        },
      ],
      date: publishDate,
      updated: updatedDate,
    });
  });

  return new Response(feed.atom1(), {
    headers: { 'Content-Type': 'application/atom+xml' }
  });
}
</code></pre>
<h2>Multiple feeds</h2>
<p>Can’t decide between RSS and Atom? Why not both? Creating endpoints for each format allows readers to subscribe using their preferred method. Here’s how to set it up:</p>
<p>Create two endpoint files and modify headers returned.</p>
<p>For RSS 2.0 at <code>/rss.xml</code>:</p>
<pre><code>// src/pages/rss.xml.js
return new Response(feed.rss2(), {
  headers: { 'Content-Type': 'application/xml' }
});
</code></pre>
<p>For Atom at <code>/atom.xml</code>:</p>
<pre><code>src/pages/atom.xml.js
return new Response(feed.atom1(), {
  headers: { 'Content-Type': 'application/atom+xml' }
});
</code></pre>
<h2>Wrapping up</h2>
<p>Setting up Atom feeds with Astro and the Feed package greatly improves how my content is delivered to subscribers. The standardised format ensures better compatibility with modern feed readers while maintaining all the rich content from my posts.</p>
<p>Whether you choose RSS, Atom, or both, making your content accessible through feeds gives readers more control over how they consume your work—something that aligns perfectly with the principles of <a href="/why-owning-your-data-and-website-matters-even-more-in-2024">owning your data</a>.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Typography and Library]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/typography-and-library</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/typography-and-library"/>
        <updated>2025-03-06T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Explore my new Typography and Library sections where I share typeface analysis and book insights.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I’ve added the <a href="/typography">Typography</a> and <a href="/library">Library</a> sections. These features have been simmering not the back burner for ages, and I’m thrilled to finally serve them up in the second phase of my site update. Typography is where I’ll share my typeface obsessions, while the Library houses my book notes and reflections.</p>
<p>But before we dive into the what, let me explain the why.</p>
<h2>Learning in public</h2>
<p>As a firm believer of <a href="https://blog.codinghorror.com/how-to-stop-sucking-and-be-awesome-instead/">learning in public</a>, one of the my primary motivations for <a href="/moving-to-astro">migrating this site to Astro</a> was to push myself to publish my notes as soon as possible. Instead of keeping my <a href="/personal-wiki-with-bear-app">drafts in Bear</a> until they are polished to near perfect, I’m embracing the liberating concept of <a href="/perfect-is-the-enemy-of-done">good enough</a>. The posts are ready to be put out there once I’ve nailed down the key ideas.</p>
<p>I’ve discovered that Astro—or any static site generator, really—helps with this mental shift by decoupling posts from chronological timestamps. Instead of content sorted by publication date assigned to them when I press “Publish”, they exist as individual files without the temporal pressure. Yes, they still have published and modified dates, but manually assigning these somehow breaks the spell of “pressing this button to freeze my thinking for eternity.” It’s entirely psychological, but this subtle change has unlocked a freedom that’s helping me share more openly.</p>
<p>My Bear app currently houses hundreds of draft posts—digital seedlings waiting for sunlight—with more sprouting daily as I encounter new ideas. I’m committed to transplanting them here, hoping they might either prove useful to you or nudge you down a path toward discovering even more fascinating things. In the mean time, the knowledge and experiences I gain are the fertilisers that would nurture these seedlings into fully-grown plants in my <a href="https://maggieappleton.com/garden-history">digital garden</a>.</p>
<h2>Typography</h2>
<p>Designers are obsessed with typefaces, and I’m absolutely no exception. I’m the person who snap photos of products in stores to identify fonts, inspects page sources to uncover website typefaces, and whips out the <a href="https://www.myfonts.com/pages/whatthefont">WhatTheFont app</a> to identify lettering in the wild.</p>
<p>My <a href="https://eagle.cool">Eagle app</a> houses a sprawling collection of typeface screenshots from websites and graphics—similar to how I used to make newspaper and magazine cuttings of design and typography that I like during my teens. It’s my personal typographic mood board, a visual library filled with ideas and inspirations that informs my design decisions and spark creative thoughts.</p>
<p>I’ll be sharing not just specimens that catch my eye, but the thoughts they provoke. What strikes me about this typeface and what scenarios do I foresee myself using it? All the nuances that fascinate me, and hopefully, they’ll intrigue you too.</p>
<h2>Library</h2>
<p>I’m a voracious reader, constantly hunting for book recommendations from notable thinkers, following trails of suggested readings in books I’m already enjoying, and noting titles mentioned in podcasts and videos.</p>
<p>This new section draws inspiration from <a href="https://maggieappleton.com/library">Maggie Appleton’s library</a>. But rather than simply listing books I’ve consumed—a digital bookshelf—I’m embracing true learning in public by sharing my notes and reflections, similar to <a href="https://aliabdaal.com/book-notes/">Ali Abdaal’s approach</a>.</p>
<p>When reading, I jot down thoughts that bubble up as my mind interacts with the ideas presented. My raw notes typically resemble a mental maze—I know the path I took, but visitors would likely get lost without a map. So for the Library section, I’m expanding these stream-of-consciousness scribbles into more digestible formats with structured sections inspired by Ali that might actually prove useful to fellow readers.</p>
<h1>Digital garden</h1>
<p>Both these new sections represent a shift from treating my site as a polished publication to viewing it as a digital garden—a space where ideas are planted, nurtured, and sometimes pruned. Some will flourish, others might wither, but all contribute to the ecosystem of thought.</p>
<p>So welcome to these new plots in my digital landscape. They may look a bit sparse at first, but gardens aren’t built in a day. I hope you’ll return occasionally to see what’s taken root and perhaps find something that inspires you to plant ideas of your own.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Built with Astro]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/built-with-astro</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/built-with-astro"/>
        <updated>2025-03-04T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Discover a handpicked selection of websites built with Astro, showcasing the framework's versatility.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>After <a href="/moving-to-astro">moving my site to Astro</a>, I’ve become something of an enthusiastic convert, like those people who discover a new interest in their forties and suddenly can’t stop talking about it. So it’s inevitable that I get a lot of curious enquiries about sites built with Astro.</p>
<p>Astro has a <a href="https://astro.build/showcase/">showcase of sites</a> that demonstrates the framework’s versatility. The wide spectrum of site types shows the amazing possibilities building with Astro. However, it is a pretty long list of over a thousand sites spanning 49 pages as of writing. I prefer to send examples I feel is more likely to resonate with the person asking.</p>
<p>Instead of frantically recalling example sites off the top of my head to share each time, I’m compiling this living document both as a reference for myself and a resource for people curious about Astro, and our <a href="https://rubycoded.com">web design clients</a>. Consider this my digital cabinet of curiosities—a collection of sites that showcase the infinite possibilities when you embrace Astro’s philosophy of shipping less Javascript.</p>
<h2>Personal sites</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://maggieappleton.com">Maggie Appleton</a> – her site was on NextJS before she moved to Astro with no visible change in the front end, but she <a href="https://maggieappleton.com/colophon">wrote briefly</a> about how the backend is less complex.</li>
<li><a href="https://www.kooslooijesteijn.net">Koos Looijesteijn</a> – I have no data to back this up so it is most likely just psychological, or due to prefetching, but his site feels faster after he <a href="https://www.kooslooijesteijn.net/blog/jekyll-or-astro-which-is-better-static-site-generator">moved from Jekyll to Astro</a>.</li>
<li><a href="https://www.nicchan.me/">Nic Chan</a> – lovely retro Windows look that is both nostalgic and nerdgasmic</li>
<li><a href="https://exerra.xyz">Exerra</a> – minimal yet full of character</li>
<li><a href="https://angelika.me">Angelika Cathor</a> – great example of minimalist branding</li>
<li><a href="https://dragon-vi.be/">dragon’s vibe</a> by sirlan – a throw back to Geocities aesthetics</li>
<li><a href="https://hideoo.dev/">HiDeoo</a></li>
<li><a href="https://hira.page/">Akira Hirata</a></li>
<li><a href="https://kuraunaito.com">Kuraunaito</a></li>
<li><a href="https://izzi.ink/">Izzi Ink Astronaut</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.emgoto.com">Emmma Goto</a> – lovely minimal site with a nice layout for her <a href="https://www.emgoto.com/hiking/">mountain hiking entries</a></li>
<li><a href="https://enscribe.dev">Enscribe</a> – Jason uses a custom version of his <a href="https://astro-erudite.vercel.app">Erudite theme</a></li>
</ul>
<h2>Portfolios</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://www.daniellelevitt.com/">Danielle Levitt</a></li>
<li><a href="https://harryjatkins.com">Harry Atkins</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.madebydusk.com">Rhys Jones</a></li>
<li><a href="https://arravind.com/">Arravind</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.alessioatzeni.com">Alessio Atzeni</a></li>
<li><a href="https://hyperlaunch.com/">Hyperlaunch</a></li>
<li><a href="https://cyborg.fish">Cyborg Fish</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.trapti.dev/">Trapti Rahangdale</a></li>
<li><a href="https://websmith.studio">Websmith</a></li>
<li><a href="https://tomoweb.dev/">Tomo</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.fedesign.space">Federico Bagato</a> – sleek use of bento-style design</li>
<li><a href="https://zander.wtf/">Zander Martineau</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.jhonboy.com/">Jhon Boy</a></li>
</ul>
<h2>Blogs</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://frontendmastery.com/">Frontend Mastery</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.lloydatkinson.net/">Lloyd Atkinson</a></li>
<li><a href="https://yufan.me/">Yufan</a></li>
<li><a href="https://thedailystoic.art">The Daily Stoic</a></li>
<li><a href="https://skyfall.dev/">Mahad Kalam</a></li>
<li><a href="https://appstoredesign.com/">Christine Burtseva</a></li>
<li><a href="https://goldayan.netlify.app/">Gold Ayan</a></li>
<li><a href="https://yayujs.com/">Yayu</a></li>
</ul>
<h2>Landing pages</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://react.gg">React.gg</a></li>
<li><a href="https://current.com">Current</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.novelcrafter.com">Novelcrafter</a></li>
<li><a href="https://draxsocial.com">Drax Social</a></li>
<li><a href="https://terms.so/">Terms</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.kikocard.com">Kiko Card</a></li>
<li><a href="https://grpc.md/">gRPC command</a></li>
</ul>
<h2>Corporate sites</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://theguardian.engineering">Engineering @The Guardian</a></li>
<li><a href="https://with.kodansha.co.jp">With Digital by Kodansha</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.unilever.com">Unilever</a></li>
<li><a href="https://dodonut.com">Dodonut</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.varda.com">Varda</a></li>
<li><a href="https://mont-fort.com/">Mont Fort</a> – stunning visuals</li>
<li><a href="https://www.futurefabric.co">Futurefabric</a></li>
<li><a href="https://frontribe.com">Frontribe</a> – futuristic vibes</li>
<li><a href="https://www.littlestack.com">Little Stack</a></li>
<li><a href="https://hellohumans.agency">Hello Humans</a> – delighting with details</li>
<li><a href="https://samaya.ai/">Samaya AI</a></li>
<li><a href="https://overlayed.dev">Overlayed</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.sweenystudio.com">Sweeney Studio</a></li>
<li><a href="https://cocometic.com/">CocoMetic</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.mariecurie.org.uk">Marie Curie</a></li>
<li><a href="https://legrostonneau-festival.fr">Le Gros Tonneau Festival</a></li>
<li><a href="https://design.visa.com/welcome/">Visa Product Design System</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.daltonmaag.com">Dalton Maag</a> – awesome <a href="https://fonts.adobe.com/foundries/dalton-maag">typeface studio</a> that created my favourite sans-serif <a href="/aktiv-grotesk">Aktiv Grotesk</a></li>
<li><a href="https://belkins.io">Belkins</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.ricola.com/">Ricola</a></li>
<li><a href="https://thedentistsguild.org">The Dentists’ Guild</a></li>
<li><a href="https://pricefinder.travelodge.co.uk">Travelodge</a></li>
</ul>
<h2>Technology sites</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://proton.me">Proton</a></li>
<li><a href="https://cloudflare.com">Cloudflare</a></li>
<li><a href="https://developers.cloudflare.com">Cloudflare’s Documentation</a> – great showcase of Astro <a href="https://starlight.astro.build">Starlight</a> documentation theme. Check out the <a href="https://blog.cloudflare.com/open-source-all-the-way-down-upgrading-our-developer-documentation/">migration process</a>.</li>
<li><a href="https://ai.cloudflare.com">Cloudflare AI</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.netlify.com">Netlify</a> – <a href="https://astro.build/blog/netlify-official-deployment-partner/">Astro’s official deployment partner</a></li>
<li><a href="https://docs.netlify.com">Netlify Documentation</a></li>
<li><a href="https://developers.netlify.com/">Netlify Developers</a></li>
<li><a href="https://cli.netlify.com">Netlify CLI command reference</a> – built with Astro <a href="https://starlight.astro.build">Starlight</a></li>
<li>Google’s <a href="https://firebase.studio">Firebase Studio</a></li>
<li>Google’s <a href="https://firebase.blog">Firebase blog</a></li>
<li>Google’s <a href="https://designcember.com/">Designcember</a></li>
<li>Google’s <a href="https://jules.google">Jules coding agent</a></li>
<li>Google’s <a href="https://geminicli.com">Gemini CLI</a></li>
<li>Google’s <a href="https://genkit.dev">Genkit</a></li>
<li>Microsoft’s <a href="https://fluent2.microsoft.design">Fluent 2 guide</a></li>
<li><a href="https://story.kakaopay.com">Kakao Pay blog</a></li>
<li><a href="https://tech.trivago.com/">Trivago Tech site</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.datocms.com">DatoCMS</a> – they wrote about why they <a href="https://www.datocms.com/blog/why-we-switched-to-astro">moved to Astro</a> and the benefits</li>
<li><a href="https://studiocms.dev">StudioCMS</a></li>
<li><a href="https://nordvpn.com">NordVPN</a></li>
<li><a href="https://openauth.js.org">OpenAuth</a></li>
<li><a href="https://openmoji.org">OpenMoji</a></li>
<li><a href="https://transactpay.com">TransactPay</a></li>
<li><a href="https://webcoreui.dev">Webcore</a></li>
<li><a href="https://ark-ui.com/">Ark UI</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.skeleton.dev">Skeleton</a></li>
<li><a href="https://ladybird.org">Ladybird</a> browser</li>
<li><a href="https://luals.github.io">Lua Language Server</a></li>
<li><a href="https://withpersona.com">Persona</a></li>
<li><a href="https://livestore.dev">LiveStore</a></li>
<li><a href="https://moonlight-mod.github.io">Moonlight</a> mod for Discord</li>
<li><a href="https://design.cash.app">Cash app</a></li>
<li><a href="https://orm.drizzle.team">Drizzle ORM</a></li>
</ul>
<h2>Brands</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://www.porsche.com/">Porsche</a></li>
<li><a href="https://lucidmotors.com">Lucid</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.ikea.com">IKEA</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.michelin.com">Michelin</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.scoutmotors.com">Scout Motor</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.jamieoliver.com">Jamie Oliver</a> – I’m in the Uncle Roger camp when it comes to cooking, but the site design is pretty palatable. I love how the recipe pages are laid out. <em>*Chef’s kiss*</em>.</li>
<li><a href="https://dilmahtea.me/en/">Dilmah Tea</a></li>
<li><a href="https://ledefile.renault.com/en/">Renault</a></li>
<li><a href="https://nixos.org">NixOS</a></li>
</ul>
<h2>Ecommerce sites</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://wearewild.com">Wild</a> – beautiful design</li>
<li><a href="https://www.ikea.com">IKEA</a> – listing it here again because it is also ecommerce</li>
<li><a href="https://running.supply">Running Supply</a></li>
<li><a href="https://genu.io">Genuio</a></li>
<li><a href="https://replicant.band">Replicant</a></li>
<li><a href="https://miniwalker.net/">Miniwalker</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.kleinanzeigen.de">Kleinanzeigen</a> – Germany’s largest classified site and <a href="https://d13z.dev/blog/07-why-kleinanzeigen-picked-astro-over-nextjs/">why they chose Astro</a></li>
</ul>
<h2>Community sites</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://wuxiasociety.com">WuxiaSociety</a> — A wuxia fan site</li>
<li><a href="https://itk.la/">ITK</a> – Los Angeles curated events calendar</li>
<li><a href="https://haitang.app">海棠诗社</a> – a Chinese poetry community</li>
<li><a href="https://naosi.org/">NAOSI</a> – Dalian University of Technology’s Internet and Open Source Society</li>
</ul>
<h2>Resource sites</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://kidney.wiki">Kidney.wiki</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.sakurapass.com/en/">SakuraPass</a></li>
<li><a href="https://styledictionary.com/">Style Dictionary</a></li>
<li><a href="https://kaplayjs.com/">KAPLAY</a> – open source library for HTML games that really emphasises the fun</li>
<li><a href="https://patchstack.com/academy/welcome/">Patchstack Academy</a></li>
<li><a href="https://d1tools.com/">第一在线工具</a> – free online tools</li>
<li><a href="https://getbootstrap.com">Bootstrap</a> – migrated to Astro in <a href="https://blog.getbootstrap.com/2025/05/05/bootstrap-5-3-6/">v5.3.6</a></li>
<li><a href="https://macthemes.garden">Mac Themes Garden</a></li>
<li><a href="https://openai.github.io/openai-agents-js/">Open AI Agents SDK</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.chinarecipe.org">China Recipe</a> – a Chinese recipe site</li>
<li><a href="https://pricefinder.travelodge.co.uk">Pricefinder Travelodge</a></li>
</ul>
<h2>Tools</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://deep-timeline.oberbrunner.com">Deep Time Navigator</a> – visualise world events through deep time, with log scaling</li>
<li><a href="https://passportphotowiz.com">Passport Photo Wiz</a> – a site that creates compliant passport photos</li>
<li><a href="https://maplibre.org">MapLibre</a> – open-source TypeScript library for publishing maps</li>
</ul>
<h2>Directories</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://riseofmachine.com/">Rise of Machine</a></li>
<li><a href="https://pokemon-siace.netlify.app/">Pokémon Database</a></li>
<li><a href="https://atlas.ourkolkata.in">Pujo Atlas</a></li>
<li><a href="https://figma.pluginsage.com">Figma Plugin Hub</a></li>
<li><a href="https://steambase.io">Steambase</a></li>
<li><a href="https://football-logos.cc">Football Logos</a></li>
</ul>
<h2>Fan sites</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://wuxiasociety.com">WuxiaSociety</a> – my personal project wuxia fan site</li>
<li><a href="https://mechabay.com">MechaBay</a> – my other pet project Gundam and mecha fan site</li>
<li><a href="https://centiskor.ch/">Centiskor</a> – A Pokémon fan site</li>
<li><a href="https://ff7.rocks">FF7 Rocks</a></li>
<li><a href="https://ffpixelguide.com">FF Pixel Guide</a></li>
</ul>
<h2>Celebrities</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://limpbizkit.com">Limp Bizkit</a></li>
</ul>
<h2>Suggest a site</h2>
<p>Know a site built with Astro that I should check out? Shoot me a message on any of the platforms listed <a href="/hey">here</a>.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Meditations]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/meditations</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/meditations"/>
        <updated>2025-03-01T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A timeless collection of personal reflections from the philosopher-emperor that offers practical wisdom on resilience, virtue, and inner peace. Its concise, powerful insights remain as relevant today as they were nearly two millennia ago.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<h2>The book in 3 sentences</h2>
<ol>
<li><em>Meditations</em> is the private journal of Roman Emperor Marcus Aurelius, offering practical Stoic wisdom on maintaining emotional equilibrium amid life’s challenges.</li>
<li>The core philosophy emphasises that while we cannot control external events, we have complete sovereignty over our responses to them.</li>
<li>Through concise reflections on impermanence, rational thinking, and social duty, his writing provides timeless guidance for living ethically and finding inner peace regardless of circumstances.</li>
</ol>
<h2>First impressions</h2>
<p>Reading <em>Meditations</em> feels like discovering a conversation across time—the private thoughts of one of history’s most powerful men struggling with the same fundamental questions we all face, nearly two millennia later.</p>
<p>What struck me immediately was the humility and self-awareness in Marcus’s voice. Despite being emperor of the known world, his reflections reveal someone constantly working to improve himself rather than someone who believes he has achieved perfect wisdom.</p>
<p>The format of brief, sometimes repetitive thoughts creates a meditative rhythm that invites contemplation rather than passive consumption.</p>
<h2>How I discovered it</h2>
<p>I first encountered <em>Meditations</em> during a period of significant personal challenge. While exploring the meaning of life, I repeatedly found references to Stoicism and quotes from Marcus Aurelius in particular. After coming across several of his quotes that I resonated so deeply with, I was curious to read his writings and sought out the book. It has since become a work I regularly revisit, re-reading it every two years or so.</p>
<h2>Who should read it</h2>
<p><em>Meditations</em> is ideal for:</p>
<ul>
<li>Those facing significant life transitions or challenges who seek practical wisdom on maintaining equilibrium</li>
<li>Anyone interested in developing greater emotional resilience and mental clarity</li>
<li>Readers drawn to philosophy that emphasises practical application over abstract theory</li>
<li>Those feeling overwhelmed by modern life’s constant distractions and external validation</li>
</ul>
<h2>How it changed me</h2>
<p>This book fundamentally shifted my perspective on adversity. The quote “the impediment to action advances action; what stands in the way becomes the way” helped me reframe obstacles as opportunities rather than merely challenges.</p>
<p>His emphasis on our power over our interpretations, not the events themselves, gave me practical tools for emotional regulation that I use daily. Perhaps most significantly, his thoughts on mortality have helped me prioritise what truly matters rather than being caught up in trivial concerns.</p>
<h2>Standout quotes</h2>
<blockquote>
<p>You have power over your mind—not outside events. Realise this, and you will find strength.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>This encapsulates the core Stoic principle that has most transformed my approach to difficulties. Rather than feeling victimised by circumstances, I now look first to my interpretations and responses.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>If you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself, but to your estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>This surprisingly practical reminder helps me regain control over any suffering. A simple change in perspective can lead to a release from pain and frustration.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>If any man despises me, that is his problem. My only concern is not doing or saying anything deserving of contempt.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>As long as we are doing what is right, whether anyone is affected by it is not our problem.</p>
<h2>Key insights</h2>
<h3>The discipline of perception</h3>
<p>Marcus repeatedly emphasises examining our perceptions and judgments before reacting. He teaches that events themselves are neutral; it is our interpretations that cause suffering. By questioning our reactions and looking at situations objectively, we gain freedom from emotional turbulence.</p>
<h3>The nature of impermanence</h3>
<p>Throughout <em>Meditations</em>, Marcus contemplates how everything eventually fades away—empires, fame, physical beauty, even mountains and stars. Rather than being depressing, this recognition liberates us to focus on what has enduring value: virtue, ethical action, and the present before us.</p>
<h3>The rational soul</h3>
<p>Marcus views humans as unique in our capacity for rational thought. He believes this rationality connects us to the divine ordering principle of the universe. By aligning our thoughts and actions with reason, we fulfil our nature and find peace, regardless of external circumstances.</p>
<h3>Social responsibility</h3>
<p>Despite potential justifications for isolation or self-interest, Marcus consistently returns to our duty toward others. He views humans as inherently social beings, “made for cooperation,” and emphasises that contributing to the common good is essential to living according to nature.</p>
<h2>Actionable takeaways</h2>
<ol>
<li>
<p><strong>Practice the pause</strong>: Before reacting to difficult situations, create a brief mental space to examine your initial judgments and choose your response deliberately.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Conduct a morning preparation</strong>: Adopt Marcus’s practice of mentally preparing for the day’s challenges each morning, anticipating difficulties and reminding yourself of your principles.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Implement the “view from above”</strong>: When caught up in seemingly important matters, zoom out mentally to gain cosmic perspective on their true significance.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Keep a journal</strong>: Follow Marcus’s example by recording your own reflections and reminders of principles you wish to embody.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Practice contemplating impermanence</strong>: Regularly reflect on the transient nature of possessions, status, and even relationships to maintain proper perspective on what truly matters.</p>
</li>
</ol>
<h2>Critical assessment</h2>
<p>The greatest strength of <em>Meditations</em> is its practical, accessible wisdom that speaks directly to universal human experiences. Its format of brief reflections makes it particularly suited to modern readers seeking wisdom in manageable portions.</p>
<p>However, the work has limitations. Its repetitive nature, while reinforcing key principles, can sometimes feel redundant. The text also reflects certain values of its time that modern readers may find challenging, including a sometimes rigid emphasis on duty that might seem to discount emotional needs. Additionally, Marcus’s position of extreme privilege as emperor raises questions about the universal applicability of some of his perspectives.</p>
<p>The various translations available also significantly impact the reading experience. More modern translations make the text far more accessible but may lose some of the original nuance. Personally, I’ve only read the translation by Gregory Hays, so I’ll have to pick up other versions for a comparison.</p>
<h2>Final thoughts</h2>
<p>Despite being written almost two millennia ago, <em>Meditations</em> offers wisdom that feels urgently relevant today. In an age of distraction, external validation, and constant change, Marcus’s focus on internal character, reasoned judgment, and social duty provides a valuable counterbalance.</p>
<p>This isn’t a book to read once and shelve, but rather a companion to return to throughout life. I make it a point to read it again every one to two years. Each reading reveals new insights as your own life experiences deepen your understanding of the principles.</p>
<p>Whether facing personal challenges, navigating complex relationships, or simply seeking greater tranquility amid life’s chaos, <em>Meditations</em> offers timeless guidance from a thoughtful mind that understood the fundamental struggles of being human.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Book" term="book"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Apparat]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/apparat</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/apparat"/>
        <updated>2025-03-01T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Apparat is a versatile geometric sans-serif with a balanced design that works well for corporate communications, editorial design, and UI applications.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<h2>Description</h2>
<p>Apparat is a contemporary geometric sans-serif typeface that combines modernist principles with subtle humanist touches. Its clean lines and balanced proportions make it highly legible, while details like slightly curved terminals add personality.</p>
<p>The font family features consistent stroke contrast and carefully optimized spacing, making it versatile for both display and text settings.</p>
<h2>Best uses</h2>
<ul>
<li>Corporate communications and branding</li>
<li>Editorial design and magazines</li>
<li>User interfaces and digital products</li>
<li>Wayfinding and signage systems</li>
<li>Marketing materials and presentations</li>
</ul>
<h2>Thoughts</h2>
<p>Apparat stands out for its excellent balance between geometric precision and subtle organic qualities. The font works particularly well in contemporary design contexts where clarity and personality are equally important.</p>
<p>Its range of weights provides good flexibility for establishing typographic hierarchy, while maintaining consistency across applications.</p>
<h2>References</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://www.lettersoup.de/apparat/">Lettersoup website</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.myfonts.com/collections/apparat-font-lettersoup">MyFonts page</a></li>
<li><a href="https://fonts.adobe.com/fonts/apparat">Adobe Fonts</a></li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Typography" term="typography"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Meaningful work]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/meaningful-work</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/meaningful-work"/>
        <updated>2025-01-26T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Identify and prioritize meaningful work using the 80/20 rule to maximizs your creative hours and make every day count in your creative journey.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Have you ever noticed how some work leaves you feeling like you’ve just finished a marathon, while other tasks energise you as if you’ve had the most refreshing night’s sleep? That’s not just coincidence—it’s your internal compass pointing towards what truly matters.</p>
<h2>The 80/20 rule of joy</h2>
<p>We’ve all heard of the Pareto Principle: 20% of our efforts generate 80% of our results. But let’s talk about something more personal—the joy-to-effort ratio. What if I told you that 20% of your activities generates 80% of your happiness and fulfilment?</p>
<p>For me, that sweet spot lies in creative work such as <a href="/photos">photography</a> and <a href="/blog">writing</a>. When I’m out on the streets with my camera, chasing the perfect interplay of light and shadow, or at my desk crafting words that capture fleeting thoughts, time seems to flow differently. Hours pass like minutes, and the energy I put in multiplies into something greater than itself, like a garden where every hour spent nurturing yields days of blooming beauty. In this state of flow, I’m so immersed in the rewarding work that the outside world fades away.</p>
<p>This state of flow, where you’re completely absorbed in meaningful work, is like meditation in motion. Your mind quiets, your focus sharpens, and you operate at your peak. I experience this when I’m <a href="/life-is-short-shoot-more">framing a street photograph</a> or when words flow effortlessly onto the page. It’s not just about losing track of time—it’s about finding yourself in the work, about being so perfectly aligned with your task that everything else falls away.</p>
<p>This kind of deeply satisfying work is like finding your favourite comfort food—once you discover it, you wonder how you lived without it for so long. That thing that makes your heart sing becomes an essential part of your life’s melody.</p>
<h2>The currency of time</h2>
<p>Think of your daily hours as money in your wallet. Every morning, you wake up with 24 fresh hours to spend. Unlike money, though, you can’t save these hours for tomorrow or earn them back once they’re gone. They’re spent, whether you choose how to spend them or not. Each hour passes, like coins slipping through your fingers, never to be recovered.</p>
<p>Yet many of us start our days mindlessly scrolling through feeds or responding to other people’s urgencies. These precious morning hours—when our minds are freshest and our creativity at its peak—are irreplaceable, like spending your last dollar on someone else’s coffee when you haven’t eaten all day.</p>
<p>As a <a href="/about">former pharmacist</a>, hospital work taught me that time is literally a matter of life and death. Every minute spent on non-essential tasks could be a minute too late for someone who needs urgent care. I’ve seen how split-second decisions and focused attention can make the difference between life and death. The same urgency, though in a different context, applies to our creative lives—every hour spent on meaningless work is an hour of potential creativity lost forever.</p>
<h2>Your daily creative wellspring</h2>
<p>Your creative energy is like a natural spring that replenishes overnight. Each morning, you wake up with a fresh pool of creativity. Unlike a spring, though, you can’t store this energy for later use—it either flows into meaningful work, or it seeps away into the ground of mundane tasks.</p>
<p>Research shows that most people have about 4-5 hours of deep, creative work in them per day. I’ve found this to be true in my transition from pharmacy to creative work. While I could work 12-hour shifts as a pharmacist, my truly creative hours are much more limited. That’s roughly 1,500 precious hours per year of peak creative potential. In a lifespan of 80 years, starting from age 20, that’s about 90,000 hours of potential creative time.</p>
<p>When I realised this finite nature of creative energy, it transformed how I approached my daily schedule. Every hour spent on mindless tasks is one less hour from this limited pool of creative potential.</p>
<h2>Practical steps to maximise meaningful work</h2>
<ol>
<li>
<p><strong>Track your energy patterns</strong><br />
Keep a <a href="/how-my-daily-journal-evolved-into-a-daily-log">simple log</a> of when you feel most energetic and which activities make the hours melt away. You might discover that your creative peak hits at dawn when the world is still quiet, or perhaps you come alive when the rest of the world goes to sleep.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Identify your value generators</strong><br />
Look at your work through the lens of both joy and impact. Which activities make you lose track of time while also creating something valuable? These are your essential tasks—the ones worth protecting with your life, because they are, quite literally, what you’re spending your life on.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Restructure your day</strong><br />
Once you know your high-value activities and energy patterns, rebuild your schedule around them. For me, that means no emails until I’ve done at least two hours of creative work in the morning. Think of it as eating your favourite dish first while it’s hot, rather than letting it go cold while you fill up on sides.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Create boundaries</strong><br />
Protect your creative time like you would protect your sleep. You wouldn’t let someone wake you up every 30 minutes throughout the night, so why let notifications and interruptions fragment your creative time?</p>
</li>
</ol>
<h2>The long game of life</h2>
<p>Here’s a sobering thought: if you’re 30 years old, you have about 18,250 days left to live, assuming you reach 80. That’s 18,250 mornings to create something meaningful. Each day spent on work that doesn’t matter is one less day you have to make your mark on the world.</p>
<figure>
  <blockquote>
    Memento mori—remember you must die. Not as a morbid thought, but as a clarifying force to help you focus on what truly matters.
  </blockquote>
  <figcaption>
    Jenxi Seow
  </figcaption>
</figure>
<p>As someone who made the leap from a stable career in healthcare to the uncertain waters of creative entrepreneurship, I can tell you that understanding what work truly matters isn’t just about career satisfaction—it’s about making your finite time count.</p>
<p>The goal isn’t to eliminate all routine tasks—they’re part of life, like breathing. Instead, it’s about ensuring they don’t steal the best parts of your day from the work that truly matters. After all, you wouldn’t spend your last day on Earth clearing your email inbox, would you?</p>
<p>What’s your 20%? What work makes you lose track of time while creating real value? Share your thoughts in the comments below—I’d love to hear about your journey towards finding meaningful work. Remember, every day you spend doing work that matters is a day well lived.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Perfect is the enemy of done]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/perfect-is-the-enemy-of-done</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/perfect-is-the-enemy-of-done"/>
        <updated>2025-01-15T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Perfectionism can be paralysing. Aiming for 80% completion might be key to actually finishing your projects and growing as a creator. Break free and start shipping.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Ever stared at an unfinished project, knowing you could make it just a bit better if you had more time? If you’re nodding along, welcome to the perfectionist’s club, where we try to overcome perfectionism in the most perfect way. We’re an odd bunch—masters of the almost-done, collectors of nearly-perfect drafts, and champions of the eternal work-in-progress.</p>
<p>The curse of being a perfectionist isn’t just about being meticulous—it’s about having a graveyard of brilliant ideas that never saw the light of day. Like that novel sitting in your drawer, that website redesign gathering digital dust, or that blog post that needs “just one more edit”. Sound familiar?</p>
<h2>The perfectionist’s paradox</h2>
<p>What do perfectionists have in common? They have very few perfect masterpieces to show. Paralysis by analysis is largely to be blamed for this. We spend too much time trying to perfect the work, because we have an ideal mental image of what we think the outcome should be, yet what we produce isn’t close to what we visualised.</p>
<p>Many of us wear perfectionism like a badge of honour, yet unfinished projects clutter our devices and desktops, and our notebooks are filled with ideas that never saw the light of day.</p>
<h2>Breaking free from perfectionism</h2>
<p>Good enough is always better than perfect, because with the former you put something out, but you have nothing to show for the latter. You might tell yourself that it’s there, it’s great, and it just needs the time for you to finally get about doing it.</p>
<p>The culprit? That pesky little voice in our head whispering “not good enough” every time we’re about to share something with the world. Here’s a little secret: people won’t know if it is good enough or not. Most people would only have a fleeting interest in your content, if they even noticed, and they don’t care whether you perfected it.</p>
<p>Those who care? It’s already good enough for them!</p>
<h2>The 80% rule</h2>
<p>Visualise your perfect work as 100%. Let yourself let go at 80%.</p>
<p>80% shipped today is better than 100% shipped six to twelve months later.</p>
<p>The beauty of the 80% rule is that it keeps you moving forward and boosts creative productivity. It’s like a creative conveyor belt—keep the work flowing, and something magical happens: you actually get better. Each good enough piece becomes a building block for the next one, and before you know it, your 80% today looks better than your 100% from six months ago.</p>
<h2>Making it work</h2>
<p>Strive to give your best. If your first attempt is above 80%, it is good to go. If it isn’t allow yourself a couple of rounds to polish it to 80%. Stop once you hit 80% and move on.</p>
<p>This allows us to complete more tasks. By putting out more writing, drawings, or any time of creative output, we are training ourselves. The more we practice, the closer we come to our illusion of perfection. What we don’t realise is that our level of perfection rises as our skills develop and we grow as creators.</p>
<h2>Perfection is constantly changing</h2>
<p>Perfection is a moving target and it constantly lies far away. Your standards rise as you grow, and your definition of perfect keeps going up. In rare cases, perfection comes within reach, but it will move again. If our ideal of perfection remains stagnant, then we need to take a step back and look for why our bar hasn’t increased as we grow and improve.</p>
<p>Done is better than perfect, shipping is better than sitting, and starting something new is better than endlessly polishing something old. Give yourself permission to be good enough, and watch how much more you accomplish.</p>
<p>Ready to overcome perfectionist tendencies? Start with your next project: aim for 80%, ship it, and move forward.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Moving to Astro]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/moving-to-astro</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/moving-to-astro"/>
        <updated>2024-12-04T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A journey of migrating my decades-old WordPress site to Astro while exploring AI-assisted web development with Cursor AI.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Moving a website to a new platform is like updating your smartphone—you don’t want to lose your data and settings, but you’re eager to access new capabilities that make life easier.</p>
<p>Migrating from a decades-old WordPress site isn’t just about transferring content—it’s about rethinking how everything works together, especially when moving from a CMS to a web framework like <a href="https://astro.build">Astro</a>. The goal was to keep all the features I’ve accumulated over the years that have shaped my digital home while adopting new workflows and capabilities.</p>
<p>My journey with Astro began as a simple experiment with <a href="https://getcursor.app">Cursor AI</a> in AI-assisted web development, but it evolved into something more significant: a thoughtful migration that refined and enhanced my digital home of over two decades.</p>
<h2>The AI Catalyst</h2>
<p><a href="https://www.cursor.com">Cursor</a> is a code editor by Anysphere that brings the power of AI to your web development and text-editing workflow. It’s probably the biggest thing in the developer industry this year.</p>
<p>The story of an <a href="https://x.com/rickyrobinett/status/1825581674870055189">8-year-old building her AI chatbot</a> with Cursor in 45 minutes finally pushed me to explore AI-assisted web development. I’d been tracking Cursor AI’s progress, intrigued by its potential to transform how we write code. As someone who has been <a href="/web-design">building websites</a> since the Geocities era, I’ve seen many tools promise revolution but Cursor delivers.</p>
<p>My experience with Cursor AI felt like having a knowledgeable coding partner. It caught errors quickly and offered suggestions I might have missed—much more helpful than digging through Stack Overflow posts. More importantly, it helped me understand why certain approaches worked better than others.</p>
<p>Cursor comes with the popular LLM models, including Claude’s 3.5 sonnet or ChatGPT-4o, GPT-4o mini. I use Claude most of the time and fall back to GPT-4o when doing simpler tasks.</p>
<p>I approached this with my usual autodidactic approach to learning. Rather than diving into tutorials or documentation, I learn best when working towards a concrete goal. In this case, it was switching one of my WordPress sites to a web framework.</p>
<p>My personal website is a rather sacred space, so the logical choices was to work on a local experiment with <a href="https://wuxiasociety.com">WuxiaSociety</a>. I was already building a new version of it with NuxtJS. This helped me get up to speed with <a href="https://tailwindcss.com">Tailwind CSS</a>.</p>
<p>But things quickly got out of control—in a good way. I was learning so much from Cursor AI that I felt comfortable enough to take on a more ambitious project.</p>
<h3>From curiosity to migration</h3>
<p>The transition wasn’t dramatic—it was methodical. My initial goal was modest: experiment with Cursor AI while learning a new framework. Having previously tested both <a href="https://nuxt.com">NuxtJS</a> and <a href="https://nextjs.org">NextJS</a>, I had leaned towards NuxtJS for its more HTML-centric approach over a JavaScript-centric one.</p>
<p>However, conversations with <a href="https://claude.ai">Claude AI</a> helped me question my assumptions and evaluate my actual needs. Yes, I chat with AI a lot. It’s more like brainstorming and thinking augmented by AI’s vast knowledge.</p>
<p>This reflection led me back to Astro. More on this later. Its approach to selective JavaScript—generating static content by default while allowing interactive elements where beneficial—aligned perfectly with my goals. I wasn’t looking to rebuild from scratch; I wanted to refine what worked while adding subtle enhancements that were challenging to implement in <a href="https://wordpress.org">WordPress</a> without extensive customisation.</p>
<h3>A tale of multiple sites</h3>
<p>Over the years, my website had evolved a main WordPress site into a distributed system of WordPress installations, each serving a specific purpose.</p>
<p>The <a href="/zh/blog">Chinese blog</a> helped me understand translation contexts for <a href="https://profiles.wordpress.org/jenxi/">my contributions</a> to <a href="https://make.wordpress.org/polyglots/">WordPress Polyglots.</a> The <a href="/photos">photo portfolio</a> lived separately due to specific theme requirements, and I didn’t want to bog down my main blog with photo gallery plugins.</p>
<p>The <a href="/journal">journal section</a> ran on <a href="https://github.com/Frumph/comicpress">ComicPress</a> that required a standalone WordPress installation due to how it displayed posts, though that changed later on but I ran it separately because moving it was a hassle, and why change something if it isn’t broken? Which ironically is something I ignored this time.</p>
<p>This fragmentation had made sense historically, but times change. With Astro, I saw an opportunity to consolidate these pieces while preserving their individual character. The migration would allow me to:</p>
<ul>
<li>Serve static pages instead of dynamic content</li>
<li>Implement smooth view transitions</li>
<li>Create a pure CSS photo gallery</li>
<li>Rebuild the chapter hierarchy for journal entries</li>
<li>Maintain a bilingual publishing workflow</li>
</ul>
<h2>The technical journey</h2>
<p>What started as an experiment yielded surprising results. Within five days, I had a functional design that captured the essence of my existing site while incorporating subtle improvements.</p>
<p>Cursor AI wasn’t just generating code—it was helping me understand why certain approaches worked better than others. One trick I learnt was to share more of my rationale, thought process, and desired outcome to help it better understand my intent and context.</p>
<h3>Framework decisions</h3>
<p>The decision to use Astro wasn’t immediate, even though I’ve been tracking it since it was released in 2022. Reading about <a href="https://www.kooslooijesteijn.net/blog/jekyll-or-astro-which-is-better-static-site-generator">Koos Looijesteijn</a> moving to Astro recently actually convinced me not to consider it, hence my experiment with NuxtJS.</p>
<p>My experience with NuxtJS had been positive, and I was growing comfortable with its patterns. However, through conversations with Claude AI, I began wondering whether I needed such a comprehensive framework for what was essentially a content-focused site.</p>
<p>I like how Claude questioned my stance and pushed me to rethink my considerations and shake my preconceived notion to dismiss Astro as a viable option.</p>
<p>Claude walked me through the process and showed me how Astro’s approach resonated with my needs. It functions as a static site generator, but allows selectively addition of JavaScript functionality. This meant I could maintain fast load times without sacrificing interactivity where it mattered, but still drop in JavaScript where needed.</p>
<p>In fact, Astro allows you to use any framework. This means you can migrate from NuxtJS, NextJS, or SvelteKit while sticking to Vue.js, React, or Svelte as the JavaScript framework.</p>
<p>The built-in <a href="/markdown">Markdown</a> support was particularly appealing, as it simplified the content migration process from WordPress.</p>
<h3>Migration and improvements</h3>
<p>Converting WordPress content to Markdown proved straightforward with AI assistance. Claude created a conversion script to process my <a href="https://wordpress.org/documentation/article/tools-export-screen/">WordPress XML export</a>. It generated each post as a Markdown file while preserving my post metadata as <a href="https://docs.github.com/en/contributing/writing-for-github-docs/using-yaml-frontmatter">YAML frontmatter</a>. So all I had to do was to drop the files into Astro’s <code>content</code> folder to display them with Astro.</p>
<p>More importantly, Cursor helped me develop a more logical tagging system for my content. I won’t bore you with the details of the process. In short, it involved finding common themes in my articles and then using terms that would perform better for SEO.</p>
<p>The process is easier than you think. Since I can get Cursor to scan my whole codebase, it basically could digest all the information in my articles to help me list down the topics I’ve written over the years. 🤯</p>
<p>The WordPress migration process goes beyond just moving the content. The photo gallery and the journal’s comic navigation were features that needed some work.</p>
<h4>Photo slider</h4>
<p>The photo gallery was an interesting challenge. I had to rely on using plugins when implementing image sliders on WordPress, but with Astro I could easily create a pure CSS solution that offered better performance and more control over the presentation.</p>
<p>Sure, I could have done the same with a WordPress plugin but that would require more work to implement, which is precisely why I haven’t done so all these years.</p>
<h4>Journal</h4>
<p>I was able to rebuild the journal section’s chapter hierarchy to sort and manage the journal entries. After support for ComicPress ended, I switched to using the default WordPress posts to serve the images. This meant managing them as posts and grouping them with categories and tags. While it works, it’s still a roundabout way to do so.</p>
<p>Not that it’s any different from ComicPress. Since the plugin was developed by non-developers with a specific need to display comics, and their hard work helped many comics springboard to success, the implementation always felt a little crude and it did not age well.</p>
<p>With Astro, the posts are just images and Markdown files in folder. Working with Astro also gave me some ideas for new features, though I’ve temporarily hidden some until I expand the content volume.</p>
<h3>Platform considerations</h3>
<p>The deployment process brought its own learning opportunities. Testing across <a href="https://pages.cloudflare.com">Cloudflare Pages</a>, <a href="https://vercel.com">Vercel</a>, and <a href="https://www.netlify.com">Netlify</a> revealed interesting differences in how these platforms handle static site generation. I’ve used <a href="https://pages.github.com">GitHub Pages</a> for <a href="https://bakingpixel.com">BakingPixel</a> for years and wanted to see what the competition can do, so I skipped it.</p>
<p>I ran into build issues on cloud with NuxtJS, and also when with Astro. Rather than banging my head trying to figure out the problem, I went with the pragmatic solution: build locally and upload the rendered files to Cloudflare Pages.</p>
<p>Vercel deployed the static files without any hiccups, but the dashboard was more confusing than Cloudflare’s. Netlify had problems serving even the static files. I didn’t see the need to debug the Netlify issue at this point. It’s worth noting that Netlify is Astro’s <a href="https://astro.build/blog/netlify-official-deployment-partner/">official deployment partner</a>, so I’m still keen to get it working there eventually.</p>
<h2>Lessons learned</h2>
<p>What struck me most about this migration wasn’t the speed of development—though completing the initial design in five days was remarkable for me. It was how AI enhanced my understanding of web development concepts.</p>
<p>Being able to question Cursor AI about its suggestions led to deeper insights into framework architecture and modern web development practices.</p>
<p>Having Cursor AI as a development partner meant I could explore alternatives and understand trade-offs in real-time, strengthening my grasp of modern web development practices.</p>
<p>I’ve learnt that it is crucial to question the AI—not to disagree or doubt it—but to understand why it is doing things in a certain way. This context helps a lot in grasping the direction or solution it decides to go with, and you can then make a better decision whether it is doing the right thing. Or if you need to guide it down a different path.</p>
<p>That’s my biggest takeaway: using AI to validate or challenge my assumptions and deepen my understanding. And this applies beyond just coding and web development.</p>
<h3>Looking forward</h3>
<p>The migration to Astro serves as a testament to how AI tools are transforming development workflows. It’s not about replacing human developers but augmenting our capabilities. AI helped me work faster while making more informed decisions about architecture and features.</p>
<p>Some key insights from this experience:</p>
<ul>
<li>AI tools are most effective when used for learning, not just code generation</li>
<li>The ability to question and understand AI suggestions is crucial</li>
<li>Small, incremental improvements can add up to significant enhancements</li>
<li>Sometimes the best features are the ones you decide not to implement</li>
</ul>
<p>As I continue to <a href="/colophon">refine and improve</a> the site, these lessons will guide future development decisions. The goal isn’t to chase every new technology or feature, but to thoughtfully enhance the user experience while maintaining the site’s core purpose: <a href="/why-blog">sharing ideas</a> and connecting with readers.</p>
<p>I’ve compiled a curated collection of <a href="/built-with-astro">sites built with Astro</a> in case you are interested to check out more examples of the possibilities with the framework.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Why owning your data and website matters even more in 2024]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/why-owning-your-data-and-website-matters-even-more-in-2024</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/why-owning-your-data-and-website-matters-even-more-in-2024"/>
        <updated>2024-11-20T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[In a world where the content we create lives within platform silos, it's more important than ever to own your own data and website.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>When I tell people I create websites, the response I often get is, “Who still uses websites nowadays?”</p>
<p>Social media is so prevalent today that businesses and solopreneurs would have a presence on Facebook, Instagram, TikTok, and other social media platforms. That’s where users are and where users would search for them. Having a website often becomes an afterthought.</p>
<h2>Home of your digital presence</h2>
<p>It might come as a surprise, but owning your data and having your own website is still as crucial as ever for entrepreneurs and small businesses in 2024. In fact, the importance of owning your digital presence has only grown in our increasingly online world.</p>
<p>I’ve been making websites since 1997, providing it as a service for over 15 years, and it has been a key part of the business we do at RubyCoded for the <a href="https://www.cloudways.com/en/resources/case-studies/rubycoded">past 10 years</a>. This blog has been around for 22 years. I cannot emphasise the importance of owning your data and website more.</p>
<p>In a world where social media platforms come and go faster than fashion trends, relying solely on them is like building your house on quicksand. And just having a website is not enough. You need to own the data, or at least make sure that your data is portable. Web hosts and content management systems evolve and newer, better ones appear all the time. You need to make sure it is easy to migrate your content to new hosts and software you use.</p>
<h2>The pitfalls of social media silos</h2>
<p>Remember MySpace? Once the coolest kid on the block, now it’s about as relevant as a VHS tape. Or Vine, the six-second sensation that withered away, leaving creators scrambling. And let’s not forget Google+, which despite being backed by the internet giant, ended up yet another casualty in <a href="https://killedbygoogle.com">Google’s graveyard</a>.</p>
<p>These platforms rose to dizzying heights, only to plummet faster than a lead balloon.</p>
<p>By pouring your efforts into growing your audience on a social media platform, you’re sinking yourself deep in its silo. Your content is often only discoverable within the platform, and you can only reach your followers there.</p>
<p>When you have all your eggs in one basket, you might lose access to your audience should the platform suddenly decide to tweak its algorithm, restrict your account, or if you lose access to your account.</p>
<p>I’ve seen so many cases where clients lost their following that they built up over years because the platform banned them without giving a reason or a chance to reactivate the account. Or where the clients lose their accounts to hackers or errant employees.</p>
<p>You can only restart building your audience from scratch.</p>
<h2>The power of data ownership</h2>
<p>In today’s world, it’s indisputable that data is king. When you build your entire business presence on social media, you’re essentially handing over the keys to your most valuable resource. These platforms aren’t in the charity business; they’re profiting from your data faster than you can say “targeted advertising.”</p>
<p>Not owning your data is like letting someone else write your autobiography. Sure, they might capture the main events, but they’ll miss all the nuances that make your story unique. Plus, there’s always the risk that one day they might just decide to lock that book and throw away the key. Poof! There goes your customer insights, your engagement history, and, potentially, your peace of mind.</p>
<p>In the past, when platforms closed down, they just turned off the lights and left you in the lurch. Most of them are more responsible now and provide a grace period for you to back up your data. However, the usefulness of the data backup is a big question mark.</p>
<h2>Your website: Your online home and data fortress</h2>
<p>Think of your website as your virtual home and data fortress. It’s the place where you present to the world whatever you want to. Your deepest thoughts, your casual musings, or simply a portfolio. How you choose to decorate and fortify your online home is up to you.</p>
<p>Or, if you prefer, think of it as your personal billboard in the digital Times Square. It’s always there, 24/7, shouting your message to the world. And unlike social media, where your post gets buried faster than yesterday’s news, your website stands tall and proud, waiting for visitors to stop by.</p>
<p>Benefits of owning your data and website:</p>
<ol>
<li><strong>Control over your brand presentation</strong>: No more fighting with restrictive layouts or character limits. Your website, your rules.</li>
<li><strong>Independence from platform limitations</strong>: Want to sell products, host videos, or create an interactive experience? The sky’s the limit.</li>
<li><strong>SEO benefits and discoverability</strong>: When someone Googles your business, do you want them to find your website or your competitor’s Facebook page?</li>
<li><strong>Direct relationships with your audience</strong>: Build an email list, create a community, or offer exclusive content. It’s like having a direct line to your customers’ hearts (and wallets).</li>
</ol>
<h2>The POSSE strategy</h2>
<p>Now, I’m not suggesting you abandon social media entirely. That would be like throwing out the baby with the bathwater. I’m a proponent of the IndieWeb concept of <a href="https://indieweb.org/POSSE">Publish on your Own Site, Syndicate Elsewhere (POSSE)</a>. This means that the content you post on your website is the one true source that you then repurpose and share on social media platforms and other sites.</p>
<p>Here’s how POSSE works in practice:</p>
<ol>
<li>Create and publish content on your own website first.</li>
<li>Share that content on various social media platforms, linking back to your original post.</li>
<li>Engage with your audience on social media, but always guide them back to your owned platform.</li>
</ol>
<p>When you post on your own site, you are not shackled when a particular third-party site is down and unavailable, such as when Twitter or Facebook suffered massive outages.</p>
<p>You link posts from third-party sites back to your website, so that people who discover your content through your social media posts can find your original content, and the place where they know they would be able to find you if the third-party platform is down.</p>
<p>There is a push to increase adoption of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ActivityPub">ActivityPub</a>. This allows you to publish content on your own site, but still be <a href="https://www.theverge.com/2023/10/23/23928550/posse-posting-activitypub-standard-twitter-tumblr-mastodon">connected to others</a> through the ActivityPub protocol that is used by the likes of <a href="https://mastodon.social/@jenxi/">Mastodon</a>, <a href="https://www.threads.net/@jayjenxi">Threads</a>, and <a href="https://bsky.app/profile/jenxi.bsky.social">BlueSky</a>.</p>
<p>You can also use <a href="https://webmention.io">Webmention</a> to send a notification to other sites using it to inform them that you wrote a post as a response to their content. Such purposeful and considered writing gives more depth and context than a mere comment under their post would.</p>
<h2>The importance of email in owning your audience</h2>
<p>While social media platforms can be fickle, email remains a constant in digital communication. By building an email list through your website, you’re creating a direct line of communication with your audience that you own and control.</p>
<p>Remember the <a href="https://blog.cloudflare.com/october-2021-facebook-outage/">Great Facebook Outage of 2021</a>? For six hours, businesses that relied solely on Facebook and Instagram for their online presence might as well have been shouting into the void. It was like showing up to open your store, only to find the entire shopping mall had vanished overnight.</p>
<p>Or how about the countless small businesses that built thriving communities on platforms like Tumblr or Twitter, only to see their engagement plummet when algorithm changes relegated their posts to the digital equivalent of Siberia?</p>
<p>These aren’t just cautionary tales; they’re digital horror stories that should keep any savvy entrepreneur up at night. By owning your data and website, and building an email list, you insulate yourself from these platform-specific risks.</p>
<h2>How to start owning your data and website</h2>
<p>So, what should you do in this wild digital west? Here are a few steps to start taking control of your data and online presence:</p>
<ol>
<li><strong>Choose the right website platform</strong>: Whether it’s WordPress, Squarespace, or something else, find a platform that gives you the flexibility and features you need.</li>
<li><strong>Implement data collection and management tools</strong>: Start gathering those precious customer insights directly. It’s like having your own crystal ball, but less mystical and more practical.</li>
<li><strong>Create a content strategy that prioritises your owned channels</strong>: Think of your website as the sun, with your social media profiles orbiting around it. Everything should lead back to your digital home base.</li>
<li><strong>Build and nurture an email list</strong>: This is your direct line to your audience, independent of any social media platform.</li>
</ol>
<p>If you have any questions on the right strategy for you, feel free to reach out. I’m more than happy to give suggestions.</p>
<h2>Embrace the power of owning your data and website</h2>
<p>In the end, relying solely on social media is like trying to build a house on rented land. Sure, it might work for a while, but you’re always at the mercy of the landlord. Owning your data and your website? That’s like having the deed to your own piece of digital real estate.</p>
<p>Don’t let your digital destiny be at the mercy of social media giants. Take control, own your data, and build your digital home today. After all, in the ever-changing landscape of the internet, the only constant should be your own piece of digital turf.</p>
<p>Remember, in the game of online presence, those who own their data and website don’t just participate – they write the rules. So, are you ready to be the master of your digital domain?</p>
<p>Take the first step today: Start planning your website, or if you already have one, begin the process of truly owning and controlling your data. Your future self will thank you for it.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[10+ Best Stable Diffusion checkpoints (SD 1.5)]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/10-best-stable-diffusion-checkpoints-sd-1-5</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/10-best-stable-diffusion-checkpoints-sd-1-5"/>
        <updated>2024-01-19T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Top Stable Diffusion 1.5 checkpoints guide: detailed reviews and recommendations for choosing the best models for your creative needs.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p><img src="../../assets/images/notion-top-checkpoints.webp" alt="Notion Top Checkpoints" /></p>
<p>Now that you know <a href="/what-is-stable-diffusion">what Stable Diffusion is</a>, <a href="/how-to-install-stable-diffusion-web-ui">how to install it</a>, and the <a href="/how-to-use-stable-diffusion-part-1">basic usage of Stable Diffusion</a>, you must be wondering what Stable checkpoints to use. I’ve compiled the top 10 best Stable Diffusion checkpoints for SD 1.5.</p>
<p>You’ve probably downloaded Stability AI’s official <a href="https://huggingface.co/runwayml/stable-diffusion-v1-5">Stable Diffusion 1.5 model (SD 1.5)</a> during the installation process. While it is a big improvement over the <a href="https://huggingface.co/CompVis/stable-diffusion-v-1-4-original">Stable Diffusion 1.4 model (SD 1.4)</a>, it is still a base model for general use with the main purpose of showcasing what Stable Diffusion 1.5 is capable of.</p>
<p>If you followed <a href="/how-to-install-stable-diffusion-web-ui">my installation guide</a>, you would have installed the DreamShaper v8 checkpoint. It’s the model I recommend to people who are new to Stable Diffusion.</p>
<p>To bring your Stable Diffusion to the next level, you need to get a custom checkpoint like DreamShaper. Before we dive into the top checkpoints, let’s have a brief look at what best Stable Diffusion checkpoints are.</p>
<h2>Top 10 Stable Diffusion checkpoints</h2>
<p>I have listed the top 10 best Stable Diffusion checkpoints based on their popularity, ranking them based on the total number of downloads they have on Civitai.</p>
<p>These checkpoints are ranked by popularity as of writing. Note that some of these checkpoints differ by very small number of downloads, so expect the rankings to fluctuate.</p>
<p>Regardless of their standings, these checkpoints are very established and popular amongst Stable Diffusion and are great to starting points for your Stable Diffusion journey.</p>
<h3>1. Realistic Vision</h3>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/realisticvision-v41.webp" alt="Realistic Vision v4.1 checkpoint" /></p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Type: Merge</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Usage: Photograph</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Download: <a href="https://civitai.com/models/4201">Civitai</a></p>
</li>
</ul>
<p>It is a close fight between Realistic Vision and ChilloutMix, but Realistic Vision edges out slightly probably because it can generate a wider range of face types. It is merged from a long list of realistic checkpoints to squeeze the most realism out of them.</p>
<p>While I don’t use Realistic Vision that much, I use the inpainting checkpoint all the time. It is great for fixing photorealistic images.</p>
<h3>2. ChilloutMix</h3>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/chilloutmix-ni.webp" alt="ChilloutMix Ni checkpoint" /></p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Type: Merge</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Usage: Photograph, digital painting</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Download: <a href="https://civitai.com/models/6424/">Civitai</a></p>
</li>
</ul>
<p>ChilloutMix is so good at creating realistic images that it stirred up a lot of controversy around the generation of images with a real person’s face. The issue snowballed to a point where the creator had to transfer ownership of the checkpoint to Civitai and go into hiding to avoid legal repercussions. I take this as proof of the checkpoint’s capability and popularity.</p>
<p>Besides being the most popular realistic checkpoint for Asian faces, ChilloutMix is also used by to train many LoRAs and checkpoints, even non-realistic ones.</p>
<p>ChilloutMix is released under the Dreamlike License due to the checkpoint it used in the merge that is rather restrictive. Model creators seem to have bypassed this by training models using generated images instead of just merging.</p>
<h3>3. DreamShaper</h3>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/dreamshaper-v8.webp" alt="DreamShaper v8 checkpoint" /></p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Type: Trained</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Usage: Photograph, digital painting, anime</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Download: <a href="https://civitai.com/models/4384/dreamshaper">Civitai</a>, <a href="https://huggingface.co/Lykon/DreamShaper">Hugging Face</a></p>
</li>
</ul>
<p>DreamShaper by Lyon is the checkpoint I recommend to all Stable Diffusion beginners. If you’ve followed my installation and getting started guides, you would already have DreamShaper installed.</p>
<p>It is a very flexible checkpoint and can generate a wide range of styles and realism levels.</p>
<h3>4. MajicMix Realistic</h3>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/majicmix-realistic-v7.webp" alt="MajicMix Realistic v7" /></p>
<ul>
<li>Type: Merge</li>
<li>Usage: Photograph, digital painting</li>
</ul>
<p>MajicMix Realistic has become the standard for photorealism in the later half of 2023. It is one of my most used checkpoints, though nowadays I tend to switch between one of the MajicMix Realistic derivatives out there for a more specific look.</p>
<p>How popular is it? MajicMix Realistic has a recognisable face, especially before v7. It’s so easy to spot the face and I see it a lot on Taobao. Yes, Taobao sellers are already using AI-generated images for product images in mid-2023.</p>
<h3>5. Uber Realistic Porn Merge (URPM)</h3>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/urpm-v13.webp" alt="URPM v13" /></p>
<ul>
<li>Type: Merge</li>
<li>Usage: Photograph, digital painting</li>
<li>Download: <a href="https://civitai.com/models/2661/uber-realistic-porn-merge-urpm">Civitai</a> (NSFW)</li>
</ul>
<p>You can tell from the name that URPM is created to generated realistic NSFW images. That explains its popularity. It is very good with anatomy, naturally, and hence is used in many checkpoint merges for realistic and non-realistic models. Realistic Vision contains URPM.</p>
<p>Realistic Vision delivers better skin and hair textures due to the other checkpoints in the merge. But if you want a high level of NSFW concepts in your output, you might want to consider URPM.</p>
<h3>6. epiCRealism</h3>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/epicrealism-naturalsin.webp" alt="epiCRealism Natural Sin" /></p>
<figcaption>
epiCRealism Natural Sin comparison
</figcaption>
</figure>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Type: Merge</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Usage: Type: Photograph</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Download: <a href="https://civitai.com/models/25694/">Civitai</a></p>
</li>
</ul>
<p>EpiCRealism by epinikion takes realistic output to the next level with the amazing skin and hair texture it generates. On top of realism, it can create images with a photographic look if you prompt for it. I love the cinematic lighting it’s capable of. This special look that epiCRealism delivers has led to many checkpoints being merged or trained with it.</p>
<p>Realistic Vision contains epiCRealism, but I feel that it lost some of the latter’s magic touch in the merge. When I want the photos to look like a photograph, epiCRealism is the first checkpoint I would use. Its derivatives are also useful if you want to go for a particular look.</p>
<h3>7. ReV Animated</h3>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/revAnimated-v122.webp" alt="ReV Animated v122" /></p>
<ul>
<li>Type: Merge</li>
<li>Usage: Digital painting</li>
<li>Download: <a href="https://civitai.com/models/7371/">Civitai</a></li>
</ul>
<p>If you’re looking to create artwork with intricate details, ReV Animated is the checkpoint. It is so good at generate complex details and delivers a stunning digital painting style with the 2.5D to semi-realistic look it produces.</p>
<p>Unfortunately, the creator is no longer maintaining the model. I used to start off almost all my pieces with a Rev Animated draft, but it’s age is showing and there are other checkpoints out there that handles hands and complex poses better.</p>
<h3>8. Perfect World</h3>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/perfectworld-v5.webp" alt="Perfect World v5" /></p>
<ul>
<li>Type: Merge</li>
<li>Usage: Render, digital painting</li>
<li>Download: <a href="https://civitai.com/models/8281/">Civitai</a></li>
</ul>
<p>Perfect World specialises in a semi-realistic look inspired by artwork from the game of the same name. It exaggerates body proportions, a goal that it proudly strives for. If that’s your thing, then this checkpoint is perfect for render-like and digital painting outputs.</p>
<h3>9. MeinaMix</h3>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/meinamix-v11.webp" alt="MeinaMix v11" /></p>
<ul>
<li>Type: Merge</li>
<li>Usage: Anime</li>
<li>Download: <a href="https://civitai.com/models/7240/">Civitai</a></li>
</ul>
<p>MeinaMix is hands down my favourite anime checkpoint for the typical anime look. It strikes a good balance between the character and background.</p>
<h3>10. Beautiful Realistic Asians</h3>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beautifulrealistic-v7.webp" alt="Beautiful Realistic Asians v7" /></p>
<ul>
<li>Type: Merge</li>
<li>Usage: Photograph</li>
<li>Download: <a href="https://civitai.com/models/25494/">Civitai</a></li>
</ul>
<p>Beautiful Realistic Asians (BRA) by pleasebankai is capable of generating very realistic photographs of Asian subjects. However, I find that it takes good prompt engineering to coax the best out of it, and this kind of explains why it is less popular than ChilloutMix. When used right, BRA generates better realism than ChilloutMix.</p>
<p>The photographs BRA generates have a cinematic aesthetic to them like epiCRealism but specialising in Asian features. Why the need for Asian-specific checkpoints? Well, most of the general checkpoints give Asian faces that lean towards the Western stereotypes or preferences. These Asian-specific checkpoints delivers output that with Asian aesthetics.</p>
<p>Many realistic checkpoints use BRA in their merge partly because of its quality, and partly to avoid the licensing issue with ChilloutMix.</p>
<h3>11. CyberRealistic (Bonus)</h3>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/cyberrealistic-v41.webp" alt="CyberRealistic v41" /></p>
<ul>
<li>Type: Merge</li>
<li>Usage: Photograph</li>
<li>Download: <a href="https://civitai.com/models/15003/">Civitai</a>, <a href="https://huggingface.co/cyberdelia/CyberRealistic/tree/main">Hugging Face</a></li>
</ul>
<p>To me, CyberRealistic sits between Realistic Vision and epiCRealism. I feel that it delivers output closer to what Realistic Vision is trying to achieve while retaining a more photographic aesthetic. It also works very well with textual inversions and LoRAs, though I’ll need to do some tests to determine if it is more versatile than the other two checkpoints.</p>
<p>Realistic Vision contains CyberRealistic. I suggest trying all three to see which you prefer, or just switch between them. All three are great for photorealistic output, especially if you want to avoid Asian faces.</p>
<h3>12. Counterfeit (Bonus)</h3>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/counterfeit-v30.webp" alt="Counterfeit v30" /></p>
<ul>
<li>Type: Merge</li>
<li>Usage: Anime</li>
<li>Download: <a href="https://civitai.com/models/4468/">Civitai</a>, Hugging Face (<a href="https://huggingface.co/gsdf/Counterfeit-V2.0">v2.0</a>, <a href="https://huggingface.co/gsdf/Counterfeit-V2.5">v2.5</a>, <a href="https://huggingface.co/gsdf/Counterfeit-V3.0">v3.0</a>)</li>
</ul>
<p>I had to add this as another bonus to the Top 10 because the majority of anime checkpoints out there can be traced back to Counterfeit. They either use Counterfeit or a derivative in their merges, or are trained with Counterfeit-generated data sets.</p>
<p>Before Counterfeit and Abyss Orange Mix came about, anime checkpoints were mostly trained on the controversial Anything V3. Anything V3 is suspected to be the leaked NovelAI checkpoint, and hence has a lot of question marks hanging over it regarding copyright infringement.</p>
<h2>Round-up</h2>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/notion-top-checkpoints.webp" alt="Top 10 best Stable Diffusion checkpoints of SD 1.5" /></p>
<figcaption>
Top 10 best Stable Diffusion checkpoints of SD 1.5
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>These top ten or twelve best Stable Diffusion checkpoints are ranked based on their total number of downloads on Civitai at the time of publishing this article. This might not be a truly accurate reflection of their popularity, because some of them have multiple versions and downloads of all the versions add up to the total downloads.</p>
<p>A checkpoint with ten versions can have someone downloading all eight out of ten versions, whereas another with one version gets only one download. Still, it is a good list to get you started if you are new to Stable Diffusion, and you’re looking for checkpoints to play with.</p>
<p>Having more versions means more effort has been put in to keep improving the checkpoints. If you’re interested to rank the checkpoints based on the actual number of downloads, check out my Ultimate Stable Diffusion Checkpoint Database for a comprehensive breakdown by version.</p>
<h2>Free Notion resource</h2>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/notion-top-10-stable-diffusion-free-notion-template-web.webp" alt="Best Stable Diffusion checkpoints Notion resource" /></p>
<figcaption>
Best Stable Diffusion checkpoints Notion resource
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>I’m giving away my personal top 10 Stable Diffusion photorealistic checkpoint list for free when you <a href="#subscribe">join my newsletter</a>. While it is less comprehensive than the paid Ultimate Database, this free list is a good way starting point if you are new to the world of Stable Diffusion.</p>
<p>I’ve split the list so that you can view the top 10 trained checkpoints, top 10 merged checkpoints, or the overall top 10 checkpoints.</p>
<p>What about anime or painterly checkpoints? You can find them in the Ultimate Database. There’s just an overwhelming number of anime checkpoints out there. Besides, they differ a lot by art style and that is subject to personal taste, so it doesn’t make sense for to rank them.</p>
<p>You get the full-sized comparison grids to study the effect of different variables and parameters on the checkpoints output. I create these for my own research and write down my notes in the Ultimate Database, and I’m sharing it with you.</p>
<p>Feel free to reach out if you have checkpoints to suggest or if you want me to do a more in-depth review.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[How to use Stable Diffusion (Part 1)]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/how-to-use-stable-diffusion-part-1</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/how-to-use-stable-diffusion-part-1"/>
        <updated>2024-01-19T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Start your Stable Diffusion journey: comprehensive beginner's guide to basic image generation with Automatic1111's Web UI interface.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p><img src="../../assets/images/chun-li-1-by-jenxi-banner.webp" alt="Chun-Li" /></p>
<p>To get started with <a href="/what-is-stable-diffusion">Stable Diffusion</a>, you’ll first need to use a user interface to let you operate it without having to key in commands into the terminal. In this guide, you’ll learn how to use Stable Diffusion using the <a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui">Stable Diffusion Web UI by Automatic1111</a>. This is the easier tool available out there and I feel is perfect for beginners to get started.</p>
<p>Once you have understood the process of creating images using the Web UI, you can then explore other tools like <a href="https://github.com/comfyanonymous/ComfyUI">ComfyUI</a> that are designed for power users.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/comfyui-workflow.webp" alt="ComfyUI workflow" /></p>
<figcaption>
ComfyUI workflow
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>This article will guide you through the process to generating your first image in Stable Diffusion. I started with the goal of helping you understand the basics in a single post, but I realised that there are a lot to digest if I do a deep dive and try to cover each parameter.</p>
<p>I’ve streamlined this guide so you understand enough to create your first AI generated image. Once you have a grasp of the process of how to use Stable Diffusion, I suggest reading the individual articles for the different steps and concepts to get a better grasp of what each step does, why I suggest doing it in a certain way, and explore how you can experiment on your own.</p>
<h2>Install Stable Diffusion Web UI</h2>
<p>If you haven’t already, install Stable Diffusion Web UI.</p>
<p>I have written up a guide on <a href="/how-to-install-stable-diffusion-web-ui">how to install Stable Diffusion Web UI</a>. I try to keep my installation guide updated, but things move fast in the Stable Diffusion world, so don’t be surprised things don’t work.</p>
<h2>Download a Stable Diffusion checkpoint</h2>
<p>When you first launch Stable Diffusion, the first option in the top left is the Stable Diffusion checkpoint option. This dropdown option lets you select the checkpoint you want to use to generate your image.</p>
<p>Check out my lists of the top Stable Diffusion checkpoints to browse the popular checkpoints. <a href="#subscribe">Sign up for my newsletter</a> to get the free Top 10 Realistic Checkpoints Database.</p>
<p>The 🔄 icon beside the dropdown lets you refresh the list if you moved a new checkpoint into the checkpoints folder. Click on the icon to update the list without having to restart the Web UI.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/dreamshaper-8-ti.webp" alt="X/Y plot to compare DreamShaper v8 output for different VAE and Clip Skip values." /></p>
<figcaption>
X/Y plot to compare DreamShaper v8 output for different VAE and Clip Skip values.
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>If you have already installed Stable Diffusion Web UI using my <a href="/how-to-install-stable-diffusion-web-ui">guide</a>, you would already have the DreamShaper checkpoint. You can skip to the next step.</p>
<p>For beginners, I recommend using DreamShaper, a good general purpose checkpoint.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Download Dreamshaper v8 from <a href="https://civitai.com/models/4384/dreamshaper">Civitai</a> or <a href="https://huggingface.co/Lykon/DreamShaper/tree/main">Hugging Face</a>.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Move the checkpoint file into the checkpoints folder <code>\models\Stable-diffusion\</code>.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<p>Click on the 🔄 icon to update your list of checkpoints and select DreamShaper v8.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/stable-diffusion-web-ui-checkpoint.webp" alt="Stable Diffusion Web UI checkpoint" /></p>
<figcaption>
Stable Diffusion Web UI checkpoint
</figcaption>
</figure>
<h2>Generate image with txt2img</h2>
<p>There are several tabs in your Web UI screen. My tabs might differ from yours since you are most likely on a default installation. My Web UI is very customised, so it will be different from what you see.</p>
<p>The txt2img tab is where you start your image generation if you want to create an image from a prompt.</p>
<h3>Prompt structure</h3>
<p>I won’t go into the details of prompt engineering in this article, so I’ll just touch briefly on the way I write prompts.</p>
<p>There are several ways of writing prompts for Stable Diffusion. You can go with natural language and describe the scene you want to see. This method is commonly used in Midjourney and DALL-E3. You then let the AI interpret your description to create the image.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/stable-diffusion-web-ui-prompt.webp" alt="Stable Diffusion Web UI prompt" /></p>
<figcaption>
Stable Diffusion Web UI prompt
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>I personally prefer to use Danbooru tags in my prompts because that gives me more control over to the elements I want to appear. For example, you can use <code>1girl</code> or <code>1boy</code> to specify that there is just a girl or a boy in the image. If you use them both together, you will get a girl <em>and</em> a boy. If you go with <code>2girls</code> or <code>2boys</code>, you will get two girls or two boys. Use both and you get four people in the image.</p>
<p>Of course, you can also do a mix of the natural language and booru tags in your prompt. Stable Diffusion will have no problems interpreting it.</p>
<p>The <a href="https://danbooru.donmai.us/wiki_pages/howto:tag">rule of thumb</a> for prompting with Danbooru tags is to tag what you see, not what you know. For example, don’t tag footwear if you won’t see the feet in the image.</p>
<p>However, I have a general structure for creating my prompts:</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Quality – These are tags that help to determine the quality and style, such as photorealistic, painting, anime, or illustrations etc. For example, <code>masterpiece, best quality, photorealistic</code>.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Composition – These are tags that describe the camera angle and lighting, such as a close-up or wide shot. You can refer to the list of camera angles and lighting types, For example, <code>cowboy shot, cinematic lighting</code>.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Subject – These are the tags that describe the subject. For example, <code>1girl, long hair, blue eyes</code>.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Supplementary – These are tags that add on to the subject, such as the outfit or pose. For example, <code>red dress, standing, looking at viewer</code>.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Background – These are the tags that describe the background in the image, For example, <code>Chinese village</code>.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Miscellaneous – Any other tags that I want to add on would be added at this part. I prefer to place my camera lens tags here if I use them. For example, <code>depth of field, canon 85mm f1.2</code>.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<p>Based on the examples above, the final prompt would be:<br />
<code>masterpiece, best quality, photorealistic, cowboy shot, cinematic lighting, 1girl, long hair, blue eyes, red dress, standing, looking at viewer, Chinese village, depth of field, canon 85mm f1.2</code></p>
<p>This is just a general approach to creating a prompt. Some checkpoints have a recommended way to prompting and would give better results if you follow that.</p>
<h3>Prompt length</h3>
<p>Stable Diffusion interprets prompts at 75 tokens per chunk. Once it goes beyond that, it will split the process into two parts. The prompt fields will show 0/75 when empty. Once you go past 75 tokens, it will show a total of 150 instead, to indicate the token count left before you use up the second part.</p>
<div>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/stable-diffusion-web-ui-prompt-75-tokens.webp" alt="47 out of 75 tokens in 1 chunk" /></p>
<figcaption>
47 out of 75 tokens in 1 chunk
</figcaption>
</figure>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/stable-diffusion-web-ui-prompt-150-tokens.webp" alt="96 out of 150 tokens in 2 chunks" /></p>
<figcaption>
96 out of 150 tokens in 2 chunks
</figcaption>
</figure>
</div>
<h3>Token weightage</h3>
<p>The tags in your prompts are weighted based on how far in front they are in your prompts. Tags with stronger weights are given more priority. If your output is not giving you the results you want, you might need to move your tags around to tweak their weightage.</p>
<h4>Repeating tags</h4>
<p>If you look at other people’s prompts, something I highly recommend you to do to study how others build their prompts, you might see them repeating the same tags, or similar ones. For example, <code>1girl, solo</code>. Both tags have the same effect but repeating the similar concepts helps to give emphasis and tells the AI that this concept is important.</p>
<p>Some people repeat the same tags, for example, having <code>blue eyes</code> repeated again near the end of the earlier prompt that we had.</p>
<p><code>masterpiece, best quality, photorealistic, cowboy shot, cinematic lighting, 1girl, long hair, blue eyes, red dress, standing, looking at viewer, Chinese village, blue eyes, depth of field, canon 85mm f1.2</code></p>
<h4>Moving tokens</h4>
<p>You can move your prompt elements around in Stable Diffusion Web UI using the keyboard shortcut <kbd>⌥ </kbd>  or <kbd>Alt</kbd> + <kbd>←</kbd> or <kbd>→</kbd> arrow keys to move them forward or backwards.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="https://share.cleanshot.com/92SJhXl3" alt="Moving tokens in Stable Diffusion Web UI" /></p>
<figcaption>
Moving tokens in Stable Diffusion Web UI
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>Note that this moves comma-separated elements. Meaning that tags within two sets of commas (one at the start or end of the prompt) will be moved about.</p>
<h4>Adjusting weights</h4>
<p>You can also increase your tags weight by adding brackets and the weight using the syntax <code>(tag:weight)</code>. This allows you to adjust the weight of the prompt without having to move the tags around. Weightage can apply to not just tags, but also other prompt elements such as LoRAs and embedding.</p>
<p>You can add the weight of the token in Stable Diffusion Web UI using the keyboard shortcut <kbd>⌘ Cmd</kbd> or <kbd>Ctrl</kbd> + <kbd>↑</kbd> or <kbd>↓</kbd> arrow keys to adjust the weight.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="https://share.cleanshot.com/3tLrmKLR" alt="Adjusting token weights in Stable Diffusion Web UI" /></p>
<figcaption>
Adjusting token weights in Stable Diffusion Web UI
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>By default, the tags have a weight of 1 at the position in the prompt. You can increase (above 1.0) or decrease (below 1.0) the weightage to adjust its strength in your prompt. You can actually give negative values to the tags, though at this point you might want to just place the token in the negative prompt.</p>
<h3>Negative prompt</h3>
<p>Those of you who have tried other AI image generators like Midjourney, Mage Space or Leonardo AI would be familiar with negative prompts. A negative prompt is basically what you want the AI to avoid in the image. Common negative tags are <code>worst quality, low quality, deformed hands, bad anatomy</code>.</p>
<p>You can also place embeddings and LoRAs in the negative prompt to reverse their effect. Bear in mind that this would only work if they support negative weights.</p>
<p>For example, placing a LoRA that adds detail in the negative prompt will actually remove details instead of adding details.</p>
<h3>Negative embeddings</h3>
<p>Instead of trying to add too many negative prompts there are negative embeddings that makes it easier to insert common negative tags. I won’t go into details of negative embeddings in this article since it is another topic on its own.</p>
<p>The DeepNegative is an example when you use the <code>NG_DeepNegative_V1_75T</code> embedding that includes 75 tokens, it actually applies 75 tokens to your negative prompt. Notice that the negative prompt field will show 75/75 tokens used when you input just <code>NG_DeepNegative_V1_75T</code> in the negative prompt.</p>
<p>Other kinds of negative embeddings are textual inversions or LoRAs trained with concepts you don’t want to, such as bad drawings or anatomy. Applying these in the negative prompt will make the AI avoid these concepts.</p>
<p>A fun, but potentially scary/scarring, experiment to try is to place a negative embedding in the positive prompt.</p>
<h2>Next steps</h2>
<p>Now that we have our prompt ready, we move on to generating the image.</p>
<p><a href="#subscribe">Don’t forget to sign up for my newsletter</a> to get the free Top 10 Realistic Checkpoints Database. You can also browse my lists of <a href="/10-best-stable-diffusion-checkpoints-sd-1-5">top Stable Diffusion checkpoints</a> on the blog.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Evangelion's Asuka Langley Soryu AI art]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/asuka-langley-soryu-ai-art</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/asuka-langley-soryu-ai-art"/>
        <updated>2024-01-18T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Neon Genesis Evangelion's Asuka reimagined through AI: photorealistic portraits blending anime character essence with life-like details.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p><img src="../../assets/images/asuka-langley-soryu-1-by-jenxi-banner.webp" alt="Asuka Langley Soryu" /></p>
<p>Ever since I got into anime in the late 90s, both Rei Ayanami and Asuka Langley Soryu have been two of the most prominent heroines. This was due to the sheer popularity of Neon Genesis Evangelion and their character designs. Their posters and figurines filled the otaku shops that I frequented.</p>
<p>So it’s inevitable that I would work on Rei and Asuka pieces once I started creating realistic artwork of my favourite anime characters.</p>
<h2>Creation</h2>
<p>Anime checkpoints are able to get her interface headset right, but they start turning into hair bands or accessories with realistic checkpoints.</p>
<p>Asuka is a US citizen of Japanese and German descent. Most depictions show her with more Caucasian features. I decided to try to play around with her facial features while trying to retain her red hair and blue eyes. However, the hair and eye colours were weird in some of the styles so I tweaked them to go with a more cosplay-like approach rather than a character recreation.</p>
<h2>Tools used</h2>
<ul>
<li>
<p><a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui">Stable Diffusion Web UI</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Adobe Photoshop (Beta)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Huion Kamvas Pro 16</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h2>Downloads</h2>
<p>The HD versions of these images available for download on Afdian. See the links below each image.</p>
<p>The 4K versions will be available to members on Patreon and DeviantArt. <a href="#subscribe">Subscribe to my newsletter</a> to be notified when these and new content become available.</p>
<h3>Asuka Langley Soryu hello there</h3>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/asuka-langley-soryu-1-by-jenxi-free-mark.webp" alt="Asuka greets her new pilot" /></p>
<figcaption>
Asuka greets her new pilot.
</figcaption>
</figure>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://ko-fi.com/i/IF1F3QOLH3">Ko-fi</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://www.patreon.com/posts/92016172">Patreon</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it using Alipay or WeChat Pay on <a href="https://afdian.net/item/ad746e1c780411eeabf55254001e7c00">Afdian 爱发电</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Collect it on <a href="https://www.deviantart.com/jenxi/art/Asuka-Langley-Soryu-hello-there-991522089">DeviantArt</a>.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Asuka Langley Soryu dash</h3>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/asuka-langley-soryu-2-by-jenxi-art.webp" alt="Asuka running through the battle field to get to her mecha" /></p>
<figcaption>
Asuka running through the battle field to get to her mecha.
</figcaption>
</figure>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://ko-fi.com/i/IB0B5THL9A">Ko-fi</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://www.patreon.com/posts/96731794">Patreon</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it using Alipay or WeChat Pay on <a href="https://afdian.net/item/8553b03eb60a11ee837d52540025c377">Afdian 爱发电</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Collect it on <a href="https://www.deviantart.com/jenxi/art/Asuka-Langley-Soryu-hello-there-991522089">DeviantArt</a></p>
</li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Street Fighter's Chun-Li AI art]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/chun-li-ai-art</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/chun-li-ai-art"/>
        <updated>2024-01-08T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[AI-generated photorealistic portraits capturing the iconic strength and beauty of Street Fighter's Chun-Li.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p><img src="../../assets/images/chun-li-1-by-jenxi-banner.webp" alt="Chun-Li" /></p>
<p>Chun-Li is one of the first female fighters in gaming history, and has become one of the most iconic game characters. It was a pretty easy decision to pick up Chun-Li as my third fighting game character art after <a href="/mai-shiranui-ai-art">Mai Shiranui</a> and <a href="/sakura-kasugano-ai-art">Sakura Kasugano</a>.</p>
<h2>Creation</h2>
<p>The challenge with Chun-Li is getting her hair bunds and spiked bracelets right. The spikes were so troublesome that I went with cloth bracelets for the first piece instead. I like how that turned out in the image.</p>
<p>Chun-Li is known for her large, muscular thighs, and that was what I depicted. However, the most feedback I’ve received so far is about how the thighs are too big to be realistic. That’s the character design, and the fun of portraying a character in photorealistic style. You get to have fun and be creative instead of just trying to make it look real.</p>
<h2>Tools used</h2>
<ul>
<li>
<p><a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui">Stable Diffusion Web UI</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Adobe Photoshop (Beta)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Huion Kamvas Pro 16</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h2>Downloads</h2>
<p>The HD versions of these images available for download on Afdian. See the links below each image.</p>
<p>The 4K versions will be available to members on Patreon and DeviantArt. <a href="#subscribe">Subscribe to my newsletter</a> to be notified when these and new content become available.</p>
<h3>Chun-Li challenges you</h3>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/chun-li-1-by-jenxi-free-mark.webp" alt="Are you up for a fight against Chun-Li?" /></p>
<figcaption>
Are you up for a fight against Chun-Li?
</figcaption>
</figure>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://ko-fi.com/i/IV7V1T3X87">Ko-fi</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://www.patreon.com/posts/96089949">Patreon</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it using Alipay or WeChat Pay on <a href="https://afdian.net/item/1580089a9c0411eeb29852540025c377">Afdian 爱发电</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Collect it on <a href="https://www.deviantart.com/jenxi/art/Chun-Li-challenges-you-1009219424">DeviantArt</a></p>
</li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[What is a Stable Diffusion checkpoint]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/what-is-a-stable-diffusion-checkpoint</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/what-is-a-stable-diffusion-checkpoint"/>
        <updated>2023-11-25T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Demystify Stable Diffusion checkpoints: comprehensive guide to understanding types, uses, and selection for your creative needs.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>You might have heard of checkpoints in the context of machine learning, especially in generative AI image creation. What is a <a href="/what-is-stable-diffusion">Stable Diffusion</a> checkpoint? Is it a model or is it something different?</p>
<h2>What are checkpoints</h2>
<p>Checkpoints and models are fundamental concepts in machine learning that are related but distinct. It can get a bit confusing when the terms are commonly used interchangeably.</p>
<p>A model is a complex algorithm trained to make predictions based on input data. The process of model training is where the model learns patterns and information from a given training dataset.</p>
<p>A checkpoint is a snapshot during the training that captures the state of a model at a specific stage in the training process. In other words, checkpoints are a type of AI models. There are other types of Stable Diffusion models like LoRAs, LoCONs, LoHAs, LECOs and so on, but we will only be looking at checkpoints today.</p>
<p>Think of checkpoints as save points in a video game, allowing you to capture the state of your model at specific intervals during training. When you use a checkpoint, you are able to generate images using the concepts and knowledge it has learnt up to the checkpoint.</p>
<h2>Types of checkpoints</h2>
<p>If you know me well enough, you’re most likely aware of how fussy I am about organising things. I group my Stable Diffusion checkpoints based on the output they are able to produce. There are several ways to group checkpoints, including trained knowledge, image output, and realism.</p>
<p>I don’t group my checkpoints based on trained knowledge, but it is useful to know how they are trained to understand what they are capable of. If you are way of using checkpoints trained on copyrighted material, knowing how they are created would be key.</p>
<p>You can also group checkpoints by the level of realism they can achieve. The realism here generally refers to the proportions I find this a good starting point to identify the best checkpoint to use. Of course, some checkpoints are capable of multiple levels of realism.</p>
<p>However, I don’t group my checkpoints by realism. I prefer to sort my checkpoints based on their image output capability. There are checkpoints that can achieve different types of output, but I<br />
find that the better checkpoints are generally specialised for a particular type of usage instead of being able to produce different looks.</p>
<p>Note that other than the categorisation by type, the other groupings can be subjective and are just a general way to group the checkpoints to make it easier to organise them. You’ll find that there many Stable Diffusion checkpoints fall under a few categories in actual usage.</p>
<p>All these different categorisation can be a little confusing that’s why I created my Stable Diffusion checkpoint databases to help me track what the checkpoints are capable of.</p>
<h2>Checkpoint types – trained knowledge</h2>
<p>One way of grouping Stable Diffusion checkpoints is based on how they are trained.</p>
<h3>Trained checkpoints</h3>
<p>Models like the <a href="https://huggingface.co/CompVis/stable-diffusion-v-1-4-original">SD 1.4</a> or <a href="https://huggingface.co/runwayml/stable-diffusion-v1-5">SD 1.5</a> models are models trained by <a href="https://stability.ai">Stability AI</a> on a large dataset. Model creators can create similar base models by training a new model with their own dataset. These are referred to as trained checkpoints.</p>
<p>You can also fine-tune a model by using a base model as a starting point to train your dataset. This base model can be the SD 1.4 or SD 1.5 checkpoints, or another checkpoint. Fine-turning is done to adapt an existing model for a specific task or dataset, such as a particular art style, person or character.</p>
<p>Both base models and fine-tuned models are referred to as trained checkpoints.</p>
<h3>Merged checkpoints</h3>
<p>Checkpoints can also be combined to blend the trained knowledge together, either to improve the quality or to mix different art styles together. These are called merged checkpoints, often denoted with a “Mix” in the checkpoint’s name.</p>
<h2>Checkpoint types – image output</h2>
<p>The main way I group my Stable Diffusion checkpoints is by the type of output they are able to generate.</p>
<p>So, let’s look at the types of photos you can generate. These are some of the broad looks people create:</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Photorealistic – hyperrealistic images that resemble photographs</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Digital painting – concept or fantasy art images that mimics realism with artistic expression</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Render – 3D-rendered image style</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Anime – anime style with exaggerated proportions</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Illustration – distinct brush strokes, including line art and sketches</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Photorealistic checkpoints</h3>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Photorealism">Photorealism</a> is an art style that tries to mimic realism in paintings. Photorealistic checkpoints are capable of generating hyperrealistic images that look like photographs. Do not confuse the photorealistic style with the amount of realism it generates.</p>
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<h3>Digital painting checkpoints</h3>
<p>Digital painting checkpoints generate images with realistic look, but the texture is less realistic than photorealistic checkpoints. They balance detail with artistic interpretation, allowing for greater stylistic flexibility, such as visible brush strokes or a more painterly quality, depending on the training data and model design.</p>
<p>The images they create are reminiscent of digital and traditional artwork. I use these checkpoints if I want a concept art or digital art look.</p>
<h3>Render checkpoints</h3>
<p>Render checkpoints are often trained with 3D-rendered images and mimic rendering styles, such as Disney’s Pixar style. These checkpoints produce images with render-like qualities. The images created have realistic lighting, but often with texture and details of 3D models.</p>
<p>A popular look is the 3D Niji style from Midjourney. You can find Stable Diffusion trained on 3D Niji images.</p>
<h3>Anime checkpoints</h3>
<p>Anime checkpoints generate images with the distinctive anime style, including exaggerated proportions, expressions, and hair colours and styles. I generally group checkpoints for manga and anime fan art here, unless the lines are so loose that they fall under illustration checkpoints instead.</p>
<p>The use of generative AI to create anime-style images is immensely popular and a major driving force in the development of AI image generation. Thus, you’ll find many anime checkpoints covering different anime styles.</p>
<p>I prefer to group comic checkpoints here as well, unless they have such a high level of realism that warrants their grouping under digital painting checkpoints.</p>
<h3>Illustration checkpoints</h3>
<p>Illustration checkpoints produce images with distinctive brush strokes. These could range from wet to dry media, including oil painting, water colour, line art, and sketches. The checkpoints are trained to mimic the brush strokes of the particular medium.</p>
<h3>General purpose checkpoints</h3>
<p>Some checkpoints are trained to be able to produce different image styles. These are referred to as general purpose checkpoints. They are the Swiss Army knives checkpoints that lets you create a variety of styles without having to swap checkpoints.</p>
<h2>Checkpoint types – realism</h2>
<p>When I look at realism, I consider both the human proportions and how three-dimensional the images look. This is more subjective than the image output because you can often alter the level of realism through prompting.</p>
<p>Nevertheless, I prefer to also group the realism to help me track what the checkpoints can achieve with these categories:</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Realistic – realistic proportions</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Semi-realistic – 3D look with almost realistic proportions</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>2.8D – between 2.5D and 3D look</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>2.5D – non-flat shading</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>2D – flat-shading</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Realistic checkpoints</h3>
<p>Realistic checkpoints generate people with life-like proportions and details. These includes both photorealistic and digital painting checkpoints that both aim to replicate the look for real-world or high-fidelity art.</p>
<h3>Semi-realistic checkpoints</h3>
<p>Semi-realistic checkpoints create characters with a three-dimensional look but the proportions are not quite life-like. These are often anime or comic style look with some level of fantastical proportions, or render checkpoints.</p>
<h3>2.8D checkpoints</h3>
<p>2.8D checkpoints straddle between 2.5D and 3D look, with more realism than 2.5D but not quite 3D level of realism. 2.8D is not an actual technical style, and I did not use this category initially. However, th number of checkpoints targeting this specific look has led to me adding it as a distinct category on its on.</p>
<p>These checkpoints are often anime or digital painting checkpoints with a very stylised look.</p>
<h3>2.5D checkpoints</h3>
<p>2.5D checkpoints are have more realistic shading to give the subjects more depth and definition compared to the 2D look. Like 2.8D checkpoints, these are commonly anime or digital painting checkpoints with a stylised look.</p>
<h3>2D checkpoints</h3>
<p>2D checkpoints have flat shading look of traditional anime style. Most anime checkpoints can produce the 2D look. However, this art style extends beyond just anime, including any sort of two-dimensional artistic styles.</p>
<h2>Other types of categories</h2>
<p>I focus <a href="/art">mainly on portraits</a>, hence I only look at these few features in the checkpoints when groping them. There are other checkpoints that specialises in generating environments, icons, logos, or backgrounds.</p>
<p>Since I rarely generate these kind of images, I won’t talk much about them for now.</p>
<h2>Choosing Stable Diffusion checkpoints</h2>
<p>There are hundreds of Stable Diffusion checkpoints out there to choose from. You can find checkpoints on sites like <a href="https://civitai.com">Civitai</a>, <a href="https://huggingface.co">Hugging Face</a>, and <a href="https://www.liblib.ai">LibLib AI</a>, to name a few resources.</p>
<p>How do you know which one is the best one? It depends on the type of images you are looking to generate and your preferred workflow.</p>
<p><a href="#subscribe">Stay tuned</a> for guides on choosing checkpoints and my review of my favourite checkpoints.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[How to boost Stable Diffusion Web UI speed]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/how-to-improve-the-performance-of-stable-diffusion-web-ui</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/how-to-improve-the-performance-of-stable-diffusion-web-ui"/>
        <updated>2023-11-18T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Boost Stable Diffusion performance: optimization techniques for faster image generation and better resource utilization.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>When you are generating images in large sizes and batches, knowing how to improve the performance of Stable Diffusion Web UI mean a significant reduction in generation time required.</p>
<p>The minimum requirement for Stable Diffusion Web UI is 2GB VRAM, but generation will be slow and you will run out of memory once you try to create images larger than 512 x 512. Fortunately, there are several ways to optimise Stable Diffusion Web UI to speed up the image generation process.</p>
<p>From my experience, the best setup to use <a href="/what-is-stable-diffusion">Stable Diffusion</a> is a Windows machine with Nvidia GPU that meets the recommendation of 6GB VRAM.</p>
<p>Bear in mind that many variables affect the optimisation options, so it is best to test the different combinations to find what gives you the best performance. Test with different settings using the same checkpoint to generate 512 x 512 images with 20 steps using the Euler sampling method. Compare how fast it takes Web UI to generate an image.</p>
<h2>Cross-attention optimisation</h2>
<p>One of the critical operation Stable Diffusion uses is cross-attention calculation. It involves the interaction between two sets of data or vectors: the query and the key. Cross-attention can consume significant amount of memory and time.</p>
<p>Imagine you have a box of building blocks, and you want to build a tall tower. Some blocks are important for making it tall and stable, while others are not so important. You have a pair of special glasses that make the important blocks glow when you look at them through the glasses.</p>
<p>Cross-attention is like using the special glasses to allow the model to focus on the different parts of the input data on what’s important to generate the image.</p>
<h3>Setting cross-attention optimisation</h3>
<p>Due to the impact of cross-attention calculation, optimising its is the key to speeding up Stable Diffusion. You can set the cross-attention optimisation method in the Stable Diffusion Web UI.</p>
<ol>
<li>
<p>Launch Stable Diffusion Web UI.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Go to the Settings tab and select the Optimization in the sidebar.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Choose your preferred cross-attention optimisation from the dropdown menu. The default is set to Automatic.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Click Apply Settings to save the settings.</p>
</li>
</ol>
<h3>Doggettx</h3>
<p>This is a historical improvement to cross-attention operations that offers a decent performance boost, but has been surpassed by newer options. Doggettx submitted the improvements to the original implementation in Stable Diffusion.</p>
<h3>xFormers</h3>
<p>The Meta AI team developed the xFormers, pronounced transformers. It is a transformer library that increased the attention operation’s speed while reducing memory usage through memory-efficient attention and Flash Attention techniques.</p>
<p>Transformers are a type of neural network architecture that uses self-attention to determine the importance of different parts of the input data. xFormers integrates with PyTorch and CUDA libraries. CUDA is limited to Nvidia hardware, and hence xFormers is only available if you are using an Nvidia GPU.</p>
<p>Memory-efficient attention uses an algorithm that uses less steps and memory to compute the attention operation, making it more efficient for large models and inputs.</p>
<p>Flash Attention uses tiling to compute attention one small piece at a time, reducing memory usage and speeding up calculations.</p>
<h3>Scaled-Dot-Product (sdp) Attention</h3>
<p>SDP attention is an alternative implementation of memory-efficient attention and Flash Attention native to PyTorch that is available in PyTorch 2 and newer. Depending on your hardware setup, you might get better performance with SDP attention than xFormers. Note that it uses more VRAM than xFormers, so your hardware might run into issues with it.</p>
<p>SDP attention gives non-deterministic output, meaning that the results are reproducible. This is a problem if you want to be able to reproduce the same image when you use the same parameters.</p>
<p>If you are using Stable Diffusion to create art or images for general use, you generally won’t need deterministic output in your workflow. It is only crucial in research.</p>
<h3>SDP Attention without Memory-Efficient Attention (SDP-no-mem)</h3>
<p>SDP-no-mem is an implementation of SDP attention without the memory-efficient attention technique. This makes it produce deterministic output, and hence allows you to reproduce the results with the same parameters.</p>
<p>The drawback of using SDP-no-mem is sacrificing the memory-efficient optimisations in exchange for deterministic output.</p>
<h3>Sub-Quadratic (sub-quad) Attention</h3>
<p>Sub-quad attention is another implementation of memory-efficient attention. It significantly reduces the required memory, but this comes at a cost of speed.</p>
<p>This is useful if you’re unable to run xFormers or SDP. Sub-quad attention allows you to generate larger image sizes if you are on macOS.</p>
<h3>Split-Attention v1</h3>
<p>Split-attention v1 is an older implementation of memory-efficient attention that has been surpassed by the other techniques like xFormers or SDP that use memory-efficient attention.</p>
<p>You should be using xFormers or SDP where possible. Split-attention v1 uses less VRAM, so it might be a useful option if your hardware has limited memory. However, it is more limiting on the maximum image size it can generate.</p>
<h3>Invoke AI</h3>
<p>The Invoke AI is an alternative GUI. Its cross-attention optimisation is useful for macOS machines without Nvidia GPUs.</p>
<h2>Token merging</h2>
<p>Token merging (ToMe) is a new technique that accelerates Stable Diffusion by reducing the number of tokens that need processing. It does this by identifying and combining redundant tokens. Merging tokens changes the prompt processed, and hence changes the image output. This could be an issue if you are trying to reproduce the same image with the same parameters.</p>
<p>I personally find it a better habit to practice good prompt engineering and optimise your prompt length. Be mindful when creating prompts and avoid using redundant prompts.</p>
<p>You’ll find that many prompts out there are very badly structured. Instead of just copying prompts, take the time to remove redundancies. If you have a sample image to refer to, remove the tokens that don’t appear in the output that you want to generate.</p>
<p>With less tokens to process, the generation is naturally faster. However, it doesn’t seem to deliver that much improvements compared to cross-attention optimisations. I would avoid using this unless you are getting very long generation times with your setup.</p>
<h3>Setting token merging</h3>
<ol>
<li>
<p>Launch Stable Diffusion Web UI.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Go to the Settings tab and select the Optimization in the sidebar.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Choose your preferred token merging ratio by dragging the slider or keying in the ratio value.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Click Apply Settings to save the settings.</p>
</li>
</ol>
<h2>Negative guidance minimum sigma</h2>
<p>Negative guidance minimum sigma is an optimisation that adjusts the sigma, a parameter that represents randomness in the generation process. By increasing the minimum sigma value, you are increasing the chances of the generation process skipping the negative prompt for some steps when the image is almost ready.</p>
<p>Increasing the sigma value reduces the generation time, though I find the performance boost on par with token merging. Negative guidance minimum sigma alters the image output, but to a lesser extent than token merging. If you had to choose between the two, I would suggest going with negative guidance minimum sigma.</p>
<p>Again, I would avoid using this unless you are getting very slow performance with your setup.</p>
<h3>Setting negative guidance minimum sigma</h3>
<ol>
<li>
<p>Launch Stable Diffusion Web UI.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Go to the Settings tab and select the Optimization in the sidebar.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Choose your preferred negative guidance minimum sigma by dragging the slider or keying in the sigma value.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Click Apply Settings to save the settings.</p>
</li>
</ol>
<h2>Command line arguments</h2>
<p>Since Stable Diffusion Web UI is a command-line application, you can provide command-line arguments to configure it when launching Web UI. Some of these arguments can be used in combination to improve the performance of Stable Diffusion Web UI.</p>
<p>If you launch Web UI from the terminal, you can add the arguments to the command. If you launch Web UI by double-clicking on the <code>webui-user.bat</code> or <code>run.bat</code> files, you can edit the <code>webui-user.bat</code> (Windows) or <code>webui-user.sh</code> (Mac or Linux) in a text editor and add the variables.</p>
<p>In <code>webui-user.bat</code>, add the arguments to the line <code>set COMMANDLINE_ARGS=</code>.<br />
In <code>webui-user.sh</code>, add the arguments to the line <code>export COMMANDLINE_ARGS=</code>.</p>
<p>For example, <code>set COMMANDLINE_ARGS=--skip-torch-cuda-test --no-half-vae —api --opt-sdp-attention</code></p>
<p>There is a <a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui/wiki/Command-Line-Arguments-and-Settings">full list of command line arguments</a> you can use with Stable Diffusion Web UI on GitHub.</p>
<h3>Optimisation method arguments</h3>
<p>These are the arguments that enable the optimisations mentioned in this article:</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p><code>--opt-sdp-attention</code> – Enables SDP attention optimisation</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><code>--opt-sdp-no-mem-attention</code> – Enables SDP-no-mem</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><code>--xformers</code> – Enables xFormers</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><code>--force-enable-xformers</code> – Enables xFormers regardless of whether the program thinks you can run it</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><code>--opt-split-attention</code> – Enables cross-attention layer optimisation; enabled by default for torch.cuda for both Nvidia and AMD cards</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><code>--disable-opt-split-attention</code> – Disables the cross-attention optimisation</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><code>--opt-sub-quad-attention</code> – Enables sub-quad attention optimisation</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><code>--opt-split-attention-v1</code> – Enables split attention v1</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Performance options arguments</h3>
<p>You can also add other arguments to improve the performance of Stable Diffusion Web UI:</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p><code>--medvram</code> – Splits the Stable Diffusion into three parts and only loads one in VRAM at all times, keeping the others in CPU RAM. It slows down generation speed but allows you to generate the image with a lower VRAM ceiling.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><code>--medvram-sdxl</code> – Enables <code>--medvram</code> only for SDXL models</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><code>--lowvram</code> – An even more thorough optimisation that splits the third part, the unet, into many modules, and keeping only one module is kept in VRAM. Very, very slow generation.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><code>--lowram</code> – Load Stable Diffusion checkpoint weights to VRAM instead of RAM for machines that have limited RAM</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><code>--upcast-sampling</code> – Improves generation speed for machines that need to run with <code>--no-half</code>. Better performance and VRAM usage than <code>--no-half</code>.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h2>See also</h2>
<ul>
<li>
<p><a href="/what-is-stable-diffusion">What is Stable Diffusion</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p><a href="/how-to-install-stable-diffusion-web-ui">How to install Stable Diffusion Web UI</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p><a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui/wiki/Troubleshooting">Troubleshooting Stable Diffusion Web UI</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>How to use Stable Diffusion Web UI</p>
</li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[How to install Stable Diffusion Web UI]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/how-to-install-stable-diffusion-web-ui</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/how-to-install-stable-diffusion-web-ui"/>
        <updated>2023-11-04T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Complete guide to installing Stable Diffusion Web UI: simple steps for Windows, Mac, and Linux with troubleshooting tips.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Some of you mentioned that the official guide is a bit too technical, so I have written a simplified guide on how to install Stable Diffusion Web UI.</p>
<p>I will try to keep my installation guide updated, but things move fast in the Stable Diffusion world, so don’t be surprised things don’t work.</p>
<p>Check the official GitHub installation guide for the latest information. The official guide is a bit more technical, so my guide makes it a bit easier for beginners to understand.</p>
<p>The process is a bit different depending on the device you’re installing Stable Diffusion on. The official guide covers installing on <a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui/wiki/Install-and-Run-on-NVidia-GPUs">Nvidia GPUs</a>, <a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui/wiki/Install-and-Run-on-AMD-GPUs">AMD GPUs</a>, <a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui/wiki/Installation-on-Apple-Silicon">Apple Silicon</a>, and <a href="https://github.com/openvinotoolkit/stable-diffusion-webui/wiki/Installation-on-Intel-Silicon">Intel Silicon</a>.</p>
<p>I’ve only installed Stable Diffusion Web UI on Windows 10 with Nvidia GPU and macOS on M1 Max, so I’ll only be sharing the guides for these two setups.</p>
<h2>Downloading DreamShaper</h2>
<p>Before we start, I recommend that you download your first Stable Diffusion checkpoint. You can learn more about what Stable Diffusion checkpoints are and the top checkpoints available out there in my other articles.</p>
<ul>
<li>Download DreamShaper v8 from <a href="https://civitai.com/models/4384/dreamshaper">Civitai</a> or <a href="https://huggingface.co/Lykon/DreamShaper/tree/main">Hugging Face</a>. You don’t need to do anything with it now.</li>
</ul>
<p>Why download DreamShaper? It is a good starting checkpoint for beginners compared to the default Stable Diffusion 1.5 model. Downloading the model now also makes it easier for you to track the download.</p>
<p>If the installer doesn’t detect an existing model, it will automatically download the large 4 GB file. If you are on a slow connection, you might think that the process is stuck.</p>
<h2>Installing on Windows with Nvidia GPU</h2>
<p>There are two ways to install Stable Diffusion Web UI on Windows. The easy way is to use the installer package. The second method pulls the source from GitHub and requires you to have some technical knowledge to operate git.</p>
<p>The difference between the method is that it’s easier to get started with the installer, whereas using git allows you to switch between different commits. This is useful when you encounter bugs with a certain version or an extension.</p>
<h3>Using the Web UI Windows installer</h3>
<ol>
<li>
<p>Download <code>sd.webui.zip</code> from <a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui/releases/tag/v1.0.0-pre">this GitHub release page</a>.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Extract the zip file at where you want to install Web UI. Bear in mind that the models and extensions you install will take up space, so I would recommend choosing a drive that has most space available.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Double click to run <code>update.bat</code>. This will update Web UI to the latest version. Wait until the update completes, then close the window.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>If you have <a href="#downloading-dreamshaper">downloaded DreamShaper</a>, move it into the <code>sd.webui\webui\models\Stable-diffusion\</code> folder.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Double click <code>run.bat</code> to launch Web UI. It will download all the required files during first launch. There are many files so it might take a while depending on your Internet connection speed.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>When everything has been downloaded and installed successfully, you will see the message “<code>Running on local URL: https://127.0.0.1:7860</code>”.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Copy and paste the URL <code>https://127.0.0.1:7860</code> in your preferred browser, or click on <a href="https://127.0.0.1:7860">this link</a> to go to the Web UI.</p>
</li>
</ol>
<h3>Manual Web UI Windows installation</h3>
<ol>
<li>
<p>Download and install <a href="https://www.python.org/ftp/python/3.10.6/python-3.10.6-amd64.exe">Python 3.10.6</a>. Select the “Add to PATH” option when installing. Skip this step if you already have Python 3.10 installed.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Download and install <a href="https://github.com/git-for-windows/git/releases/download/v2.39.2.windows.1/Git-2.39.2-64-bit.exe">git</a>. Skip this step if you already have git installed.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Launch Command Prompt. Navigate to the folder or drive you want to install the Web UI, and then run <code>git clone https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui</code>.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>If you have <a href="#downloading-dreamshaper">downloaded DreamShaper</a>, move it into the <code>stable-diffusion-webui\webui\models\Stable-diffusion\</code> folder.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Double click <code>webui-user.bat</code> to launch Web UI. It will download a large amount of the dependencies during first launch, so it might take a while depending on your Internet connection speed.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>When everything has been downloaded and installed successfully, you will see the message “<code>Running on local URL: https://127.0.0.1:7860</code>”.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Copy and paste the URL <code>https://127.0.0.1:7860</code> in your preferred browser, or click on <a href="https://127.0.0.1:7860">this link</a> to go to the Web UI.</p>
</li>
</ol>
<h2>Installing on macOS with Apple Silicon</h2>
<p>The installation process for macOS is similar to the manual installation for Windows. The only difference is that you need to install Homebrew, if you’ve never installed it before.</p>
<ol>
<li>
<p>If you haven’t installed Homebrew, follow the installation instructions at <a href="https://brew.sh/">https://brew.sh</a>. You can either install Homebrew using the script or use the <code>.pkg</code> installer. Keep the terminal window open after Homebrew finishes installing.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Follow the instructions under “Next steps” to add Homebrew to your PATH.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Open a new terminal window and run <code>brew install cmake protobuf rust python@3.10 git wget</code>. This will install the main dependencies and might take some time depending on your internet connection speed.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Clone the Web UI’s GitHub repository by running <code>git clone https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui</code></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>If you have <a href="#downloading-dreamshaper">downloaded DreamShaper</a>, move it into the <code>stable-diffusion-webui/models/Stable-diffusion/</code> folder.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Run <code>cd stable-diffusion-webui</code> and then <code>./webui.sh</code> to launch the Web UI. A Python virtual environment will be created and activated using venv. It will automatically download and install any missing dependencies. Once again, it might take a while depending on your internet connection speed.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>When everything has been downloaded and installed successfully, you will see the message “<code>Running on local URL: https://127.0.0.1:7860</code>”.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Copy and paste the URL <code>https://127.0.0.1:7860</code> in your preferred browser, or click on <a href="https://127.0.0.1:7860">this link</a> to go to the Web UI.</p>
</li>
</ol>
<h2>Updating Stable Diffusion Web UI</h2>
<p>As all things in the world of Stable Diffusion, things move fast and break fast with the Stable Diffusion Web UI. While I recommend staying up-to-date with your software, I don’t suggest doing so with the Web UI.</p>
<p>Updating the Web UI might break compatibility with a certain extension that is critical to your image generation workflow. If things are working well enough, don’t update immediately. Give it some time for bugs and issues to be reported.</p>
<p>I’ve learnt the hard way, but I also install via git so it is easy for me to switch back to an earlier commit that works.</p>
<h3>Updating on Windows with Nvidia GPU</h3>
<h4>If you installed using the Web UI Windows installer</h4>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Double click the <code>update.bat</code> to update web UI and wait for the process to finish before closing the window.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Once this is done, double click <code>run.bat</code> to launch Web UI.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>If you installed manually</h4>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Launch Command Prompt and navigate to the <code>stable-diffusion-webui</code> folder.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Run <code>git pull</code> and wait for it to pull the latest files from GitHub.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Once the process is complete, double click <code>webui-user.bat</code> to launch Web UI or run <code>.\webui-user.bat</code> in the command prompt.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Updating on macOS with Apple Silicon</h3>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Open Terminal, run <code>cd stable-diffusion-webui</code> and then <code>git pull</code> and wait for it to update to the latest files.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>When the process is done, run <code>./webui.sh</code> to launch Web UI.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h2>See also</h2>
<ul>
<li>
<p><a href="/what-is-stable-diffusion">What is Stable Diffusion</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p><a href="/how-to-improve-the-performance-of-stable-diffusion-web-ui">How to optimise Stable Diffusion Web UI</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p><a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui/wiki/Troubleshooting">Troubleshooting Stable Diffusion Web UI</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>How to use Stable Diffusion Web UI</p>
</li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Street Fighter's Sakura Kasugano AI art]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/sakura-kasugano-ai-art</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/sakura-kasugano-ai-art"/>
        <updated>2023-10-10T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Street Fighter's Sakura reimagined through AI: photorealistic portraits capturing her iconic style with modern realism.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p><img src="../../assets/images/sakura-kasugano-1-by-jenxi-banner.webp" alt="Sakura Kasugano" /></p>
<p>I started working on Sakura Kasugano AI art as a tribute to my favourite <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Street_Fighter"><em>Street Fighter</em></a> character. When the *<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Street_Fighter_II">Street Fighter II</a>_ was released and became the rage back in the 90s, I was partial to Ryu and Ken but I also enjoyed using other characters because their unique moves made them interesting to play.</p>
<p>Then, Sakura burst onto the scene when <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Street_Fighter_Alpha_2"><em>Street Fighter Alpha 2</em></a> was released, and boy was I smitten. She’s been stealing hearts ever since and is one of the undisputed fan favourites alongside Cammy and Chun-Li. In fact, she was voted the third most popular character in Capcom’s 2002 <a href="https://web.archive.org/web/20051219091936/https://www2.geestore.com/sf15th2/sf15rank/ninkichara.html">15th Street Fighter anniversary poll</a>, after Chun-Li and Cammy.</p>
<p>I had just gotten into my serafuku phase, so the outfit was on point. Her character backstory also appealed to Ryu fans. She is a fan of Ryu and travelled to find her idol so that she could ask him to train her as a fighter. That iconic white headband was <a href="https://screenrant.com/street-fighter-video-game-ryu-facts-trivia/#trading-headbands">given to her</a> by Ryu, and she later <a href="https://web.archive.org/web/20181125030807/https://game.capcom.com/cfn/sfv/column/132442">switched a red headband</a> after he started wearing the red one Ken gave to him.</p>
<p>Now, what sets Sakura apart from the other characters is that she’s entirely self-taught. She picked up moves from watching Ryu in action and even developed her own unique style. The character story resonates with Ryu fans. Her moves are also similar to Ryu and Ken’s so that adds to her appeal.</p>
<h2>Background</h2>
<p>Due to their immense popularity, Marvel and DC character art was flooding the AI art scene. I didn’t want to work on yet another Supergirl or Wonder Woman. Being an otaku, the natural source for me to find inspiration was from anime and video games. I had created a commissioned art of Lucy Kushinada from <em>Cyberpunk 2077:Edgerunners</em>, so I skipped this obvious choice.</p>
<p>As much as I love the Gundam series, the characters are relatively more niche. I mean, how can any of the characters top Rei Ayanami or Asuka Langley Soryu? But I believe they also lose out to Motoko Kusanagi in global appeal. Despite all the controversies, people outside the otaku scene would still remember Scarlett Johansson’s portrayal of Motoko in the live action movie, or perhaps even because of the backlash.</p>
<p>I love the Final Fantasy franchise as much as Gundam. But everyone was doing Tifa Lockhart and Aerith Gainsborough, so I avoided them for a while. If you follow my <a href="https://www.instagram.com/jenxi.art/">Instagram</a>, or other platforms where I post <a href="/art">my art</a>, you’d have seen that I’ve succumbed and worked on Tifa and Aerith, and the aforementioned Motoko.</p>
<p>Studio Ghibli characters are popular worldwide. I jumped on my favourite Miyazaki character, Princess Mononoke, or, as I prefer to call her, Mononoke-hime.</p>
<p>Then, I looked at fighting games and <em>Street Fighter</em> and <em>King of Fighter</em> were at the top of my list. I wrote previously about how my creation process for <a href="/mai-shiranui-ai-art">Mai Shiranui</a> from the King of Fighters.</p>
<h2>Creation</h2>
<p>The challenging part of creating Sakura art is the gloves. Hands are notoriously difficult to produce accurately with AI. Hands wearing gloves? The AI starts getting extremely creative in how it generates the hands.</p>
<p>That said, these were done when I was just started learning <a href="/what-is-stable-diffusion">Stable Diffusion</a>. I’ve since picked up new techniques and tricks to optimise my workflow, allowing me to create better hands with less effort. Though, fingernails still remain hit-or-miss. Luckily, we just need fists with Sakura, right?</p>
<h2>Tools used</h2>
<ul>
<li>
<p><a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui">Stable Diffusion Web UI</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Adobe Photoshop (Beta)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Huion Kamvas Pro 16</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h2>Downloads</h2>
<p>The HD versions of these images available for download on Afdian. See the links below each image.</p>
<p>The 4K versions will be available to members on Patreon and Pixiv. <a href="#subscribe">Subscribe to my newsletter</a> to be notified when these and new content become available.</p>
<h3>Sakura Kasugano sakura season</h3>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/sakura-kasugano-1-by-jenxi-free.webp" alt="Sakura Kasugano sakura season AI art by Jenxi" /></p>
<figcaption>
Sakura Kasugano walking along a street filled with sakura trees.
</figcaption>
</figure>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://ko-fi.com/i/IO4O8MW5D7">Ko-fi</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://www.patreon.com/posts/85581800">Patreon</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it using Alipay or WeChat Pay on <a href="https://afdian.net/item/03d429fc1a8e11ee8deb5254001e7c00">Afdian 爱发电</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Collect it on <a href="https://www.deviantart.com/jenxi/art/Sakura-Saugano-sakura-season-970290317">DeviantArt</a> and <a href="https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/109628813">Pixiv</a></p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Sakura Kasugano twist</h3>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/sakura-kasugano-2-by-jenxi-free.webp" alt="Sakura Kasugano twist AI art by Jenxi" /></p>
<figcaption>
Sakura Kasugano turning to Shoryuken… or would it be a Tatsumaki?
</figcaption>
</figure>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://ko-fi.com/i/IO5O2N48O3">Ko-fi</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://www.patreon.com/posts/85938381">Patreon</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it using Alipay or WeChat Pay on <a href="https://afdian.net/item/533b7a1e271c11eea5aa52540025c377">Afdian 爱发电</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Collect it on <a href="https://www.deviantart.com/jenxi/art/Sakura-Kasugano-twist-971433992">DeviantArt</a> and <a href="https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/109838021">Pixiv</a></p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Sakura Kasugano headband</h3>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/sakura-kasugano-3-by-jenxi-free.webp" alt="Sakura Kasugano headband AI art by Jenxi" /></p>
<figcaption>
Sakura Kasugano getting ready to kick your butt.
</figcaption>
</figure>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://ko-fi.com/i/IZ8Z7N77CP">Ko-fi</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://www.patreon.com/posts/86076579">Patreon</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it using Alipay or WeChat Pay on <a href="https://afdian.net/item/6b401624271c11eeb41d5254001e7c00">Afdian 爱发电</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Collect it on <a href="https://www.deviantart.com/jenxi/art/Sakura-Kasugano-headband-971866079">DeviantArt</a> and <a href="https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/109902756">Pixiv</a></p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Sakura Kasugano stance</h3>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/sakura-kasugano-4-by-jenxi-free.webp" alt="Sakura Kasugano stance AI art by Jenxi" /></p>
<figcaption>
Sakura Kasugano dropping into fighting stance.
</figcaption>
</figure>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://ko-fi.com/i/IE1E6NEH2U">Ko-fi</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://www.patreon.com/posts/86391543">Patreon</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it using Alipay or WeChat Pay on <a href="https://afdian.net/item/7d1da0f0271c11ee8ff75254001e7c00">Afdian 爱发电</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Collect it on <a href="https://www.deviantart.com/jenxi/art/Sakura-Saugano-sakura-season-970290317">DeviantArt</a> and <a href="https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/109628813">Pixiv</a></p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Sakura Kasugano park</h3>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/sakura-kasugano-5-by-jenxi-free.webp" alt="Sakura Kasugano park AI art by Jenxi" /></p>
<figcaption>
Sakura Kasugano training in the park.
</figcaption>
</figure>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://ko-fi.com/i/IU7U5OQYDD">Ko-fi</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://www.patreon.com/posts/88473954">Patreon</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Get it using Alipay or WeChat Pay on <a href="https://afdian.net/item/2d781644471911ee858552540025c377">Afdian 爱发电</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Collect it on <a href="https://www.deviantart.com/jenxi/art/Sakura-Saugano-sakura-season-970290317">DeviantArt</a></p>
</li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[What is Stable Diffusion]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/what-is-stable-diffusion</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/what-is-stable-diffusion"/>
        <updated>2023-09-25T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Understanding Stable Diffusion: clear explanation of the AI image generation tool, its capabilities, and impact on creative work.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>When I first started posting my AI art, many people reached out to me asking how I made the art pieces because they were different from those circulating the internet. After I posted about <a href="/how-i-got-started-in-generative-ai-art">my AI art journey</a>, the questions became “What is Stable Diffusion” and, for those who have tried Stable Diffusion, “How do you get such results?”</p>
<p>Compared to images you see on social media and on the web, the key difference is due to my insistence on generating realistic images with a lot of details that are not easy to achieve with just prompting alone.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/cyber-nvxia-1-by-jenxi-banner.webp" alt="Cyber wuxia Yan by Jenxi Seow" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p><a href="https://www.deviantart.com/jenxi/art/Cyber-wuxia-Yan-distracted-970925547">Cyber wuxia Yan</a> by Jenxi</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>This is partly due to my personal goal of trying to see how close generative AI can get to realism, and also because I wanted to see how AI would impact my business since visual content generation is a big part of it.</p>
<p>I’m aware of this obsession with realism, and the need to drop this fixation to spend more time on improving my composition, but I digress.</p>
<p>Keep your feedback coming as your voice is invaluable in shaping the content I put out. My goal is to share what I’ve learnt so you can skip past the hundreds of hours I poured into research and trial-and-error. If you find this content helpful in any way, consider <a href="https://ko-fi.com/jenxi">buying me a coffee on Ko-fi</a> or <a href="https://www.patreon.com/jenxi">join my Patreon</a> to get my art in glorious high resolution.</p>
<p>Let’s dive into the captivating world of Stable Diffusion, where imagination and algorithms join forces to create art like never before.</p>
<h2>Unraveling the Mystery: What is Stable Diffusion?</h2>
<p>Stable Diffusion, in simple terms, is a remarkable technique that uses the power of artificial intelligence to create stunning and mesmerizing images. It simulates the process of colors or patterns spreading and blending harmoniously, resulting in visually captivating transformations.</p>
<p>What’s in a name? Well, it can aptly describe what something is but confuse beginners. We learnt about diffusion in chemistry class, so how is it related to artificial intelligence and machine learning? And why is it stable? What happens if it’s unstable? (You don’t want to know what Unstable Diffusion is. Yes, it’s a thing and it’s NSFW.)</p>
<p>The term “Stable” in the name comes from the startup <a href="https://stability.ai/">Stability AI</a> that developed Stable Diffusion model. “Diffusion” refers to it being a latent diffusion model.</p>
<p>Before I start, I’d like to make it clear that I’m not a machine learning expert. What I share here is my understanding of Stable Diffusion. While I do my best to provide accurate information and explanations, I’m also well aware that I might be completely wrong. Please feel free to correct me where I’m wrong. This is what learning in public is all about.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/water-mage-1-by-jenxi-banner.webp" alt="Water mage by Jenxi Seow" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p><a href="https://www.deviantart.com/jenxi/art/Water-Mage-demure-976631438">Water mage</a> by Jenxi</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<h2>The Mechanics of Stable Diffusion</h2>
<p>So, let’s get down to demystifying Stable Diffusion. You probably remember diffusion from chemistry class. If you don’t or aren’t familiar with it, I’ll try to explain it with an analogy.</p>
<h3>Core Concept: Diffusion</h3>
<p>Imagine you’re in a room filled with coloured smoke. At first, the colours might be clustered, forming pockets of intensity. Diffusion occurs when these clusters gradually spread and blend until the entire room is a harmonious mix of hues.</p>
<p>Stable Diffusion operates on a similar principle, but with data and features instead of colours. It’s like a digital artist’s brushstroke, smoothly transitioning and merging details to create a seamless and realistic image. This process ensures that every element in the artwork harmonises, resulting in a refined and captivating visual.</p>
<p>In machine learning, diffusion models learn the latent structure of a dataset by modelling how data points diffuse through the latent space, where items that resemble each other are positioned close to each other.</p>
<p>In computer vision, the neural network is trained to denoise blurred images with Gaussian noise by learning to reverse the diffusion process.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/stable-diffusion-denoising-process.webp" alt="What is Stable Diffusion? Stable Diffusion denoising process" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p>Stable Diffusion denoising process. Source: <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stable_Diffusion#/media/File:X-Y_plot_of_algorithmically-generated_AI_art_of_European-style_castle_in_Japan_demonstrating_DDIM_diffusion_steps.png">Wikipedia</a></p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<h3>The Foundation: Generative Adversarial Networks (GANs)</h3>
<p>To understand Stable Diffusion, you need to get acquainted with Generative Adversarial Networks, or GANs for short.</p>
<p>Imagine there are two forces in the neural network – a generator and a discriminator. The generator’s job is to conjure up images with the aim of creating something that resembles reality. The discriminator then decides if the generated image is real or a computer-generated imitation.</p>
<p>This is where things get interesting. The generator learns from the discriminator’s feedback and is constantly improving its ability to create increasingly convincing images. Likewise, the discriminator is also getting better at determining whether the images are real. It is a never-ending dance to keep pushing towards increasingly higher performance to produce images that are very close to reality.</p>
<p>This is what makes GANs so powerful in AI image generation.</p>
<h3>The Algorithmic Dance: GANs in Stable Diffusion</h3>
<p>How does all this tie into Stable Diffusion? Imagine a Taichi master directing these two forces to achieve perfect balance and harmony. Stable Diffusion operates on the principle of probability by leveraging the inherent uncertainty and randomness in the generation process. It fine-tunes the interplay between the generator and discriminator in a GAN, enhancing its ability to generate images that are highly detailed and and realistic.</p>
<p>Through meticulous adjustments to the training process, we are able to train the algorithm to generate results with increasingly higher quality and more refined outputs.</p>
<h2>The Potential of Stable Diffusion</h2>
<p>Stable Diffusion is a transformative technique that represents a significant leap forward in generative art that has taken the world by storm.</p>
<h3>Elevating Artistic Expression with AI</h3>
<p>This technique opens up a world of possibilities for artists, photographers, and creatives. Stable Diffusion acts as a catalyst, enhancing the artist’s ability to express themselves through the synergy of human creativity and artificial intelligence.</p>
<p>It’s a tool that empowers us to explore uncharted territories, unlocking styles and concepts that were once beyond imagination. With Stable Diffusion, artists transcend the limitations of conventional art creation, venturing into a realm where imagination knows no bounds.</p>
<h3>Beyond Basics: Exploring Concepts</h3>
<p>What does that mean? You’ve probably seen some AI generated images and know that AI can generate images of a person or an object. It is able to imitate an artist’s style, painting medium, painting style. It can also reproduce photographs based to the focal length, lighting, or a specific type of look or a photographer’s style. It can even understand composition and placement of subjects. But there’s more to generative AI.</p>
<p>We can go beyond just a look or style. You can train concepts such as a pose or pattern. It is able to learn what different clothing look like. You can even train textures or materials. A stormtrooper from Star Wars wearing armour made of blue and white porcelain. Or a mage conjuring water or magic.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/porcelain-stormtrooper-1-by-jenxi-free.webp" alt="Porcelain stormtrooper by Jenxi Seow blends blue and white designs on the ceramic armour" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p>Porcelain stormtrooper by Jenxi blends blue and white designs on the ceramic armour</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>You can even create what we call world morphs. These are concepts that influence and transform everything that appears in the world, hence the name. From cyberpunk to steampunk that we are familiar with, all the way to fantasy worlds where candy, bones or mushrooms dominate the world.</p>
<p>Whatever concept you can come up with, you can attempt to train with Stable Diffusion. And this is just scratching the surface. You can merge concepts to create images generated based on concepts that are out of this world. The limit is your imagination.</p>
<p>Stable Diffusion is an open invitation to artists to break free from the confines of established styles and concepts. It’s a gateway to uncharted territories, where the exploration of diverse artistic expressions becomes not just possible, but exhilarating. Whether it’s blending genres, experimenting with new techniques, or venturing into unexplored thematic realms, Stable Diffusion empowers artists to bring their imaginations to life.</p>
<h3>Bridging the Gap: The Human-AI Collaboration</h3>
<p>If you’re an artist who is still adamant on boycotting generative AI for ethical reasons, I urge you to give it a try. You can maintain your stance while experimenting in private for research purposes. Stable Diffusion heralds a new era in artistic methodologies and I believe every artist should try to understand what a powerful tool it can be.</p>
<p>It redefines how artists approach their craft, introducing innovative techniques that fuse human intuition with the capabilities of generative AI. The result is a dynamic interplay that pushes the boundaries of what’s achievable, paving the way for novel creative processes and groundbreaking artistic endeavours, not dissimilar to how Photoshop and digital painting and photography has transformed the art world.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/cyber-self-portrait-by-jenxi-web.webp" alt="AI self portrait of Jenxi" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p>AI self portrait of Jenxi</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>Stable Diffusion is not just a tool. It’s a creative partner that harmonises the human touch with the precision of AI. The results are collaborative works that transcend individual capabilities. The artist and the algorithm engage in a symbiotic dance, each contributing their strengths to craft art that is a testament to the potential of human-AI collaboration. Together, they bridge the gap between traditional artistic methods and the cutting-edge world of AI-generated art.</p>
<p>Tradition meets innovation as Stable Diffusion blurs the lines between conventional and digital art forms. It challenges preconceived notions about the boundaries of artistic expression, proving that the digital realm is a canvas as versatile and expressive as any traditional medium. This paradigm shift invites artists and audiences alike to embrace the limitless possibilities offered by technology in the pursuit of creative excellence.</p>
<p>AI-generated art is at this intersection that innovation flourishes, birthing a new breed of art that resonates with the digital age.</p>
<h3>Comparing Stable Diffusion with Midjourney, &amp; DALL-E</h3>
<p>Stable Diffusion, Midjourney, and DALL-E represent the vanguard of AI art generation, each with its distinctive approach and its own set of strengths and limitations. I’ve listed down the key pros and cons that a beginner should consider.</p>
<h4>DALL-E</h4>
<p>Pros:</p>
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<p><strong>Easy to use.</strong> DALL-E has a simple interface with minimal learning curve, making it easy for beginners to learn.</p>
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<p><strong>Hosted resources.</strong> It’s an online service so you leverage on OpenAI’s servers to do the processing.</p>
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</ul>
<p>Cons:</p>
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<p><strong>Limited creative options.</strong> DALL-E’s simplicity means you rely on text prompting to generate images.</p>
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<p><strong>Pay to use.</strong> You need to buy credits to generate images. Each prompt generates four images and uses one credit. It costs USD 15 for 115 credits, that’s around USD 0.13 per prompt or USD 0.0325 per image. It used to give out free monthly credits but that option is gone.</p>
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</ul>
<h4>Midjourney</h4>
<p>Pros:</p>
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<p><strong>Amazing output.</strong> Midjourney is probably the most well-known among the three, or even all computer vision tools, for the highly artistic images it can generate with simple prompts.</p>
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<p><strong>Many resources available.</strong> There are many Midjourney prompts out there for you to refer and use to generate images.</p>
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</ul>
<p>Cons:</p>
<ul>
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<p><strong>Pay to use.</strong> While DALL-E uses a credit system, Midjourney charges a <a href="https://mid-journey.ai/pricing/">monthly subscription</a> that limits the number of generation or the duration of the generation. For example, the basic plan is limited to 200 generations per month, while the standard and pro plans get unlimited relaxed generations and 15 hours and 30 hours of fast generations respectively.</p>
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<p><strong>Account required.</strong> You need to register for a Discord account to join Midjourney’s server to use it. Not a hassle if you already have an account. There are many Discord servers for AI communities, so it’s a good idea to get an account to access them.</p>
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<p><strong>Not as easy as DALL-E.</strong> There is a slight learning curve in learning the commands for the Discord bot to generate images.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Stable Diffusion</h4>
<p>Pros:</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p><strong>Most powerful out of the three.</strong> With Stable Diffusion, you get better control over the output and there are tools to train custom models. Midjourney generates output that is arguably better, depending on your tastes, but this point becomes moot once you discover that you can train Stable Diffusion models to imitate the Midjourney style.</p>
</li>
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<p><strong>You can run it locally.</strong> This let you customise how you run it and if you have a decent GPU, you can get generate outputs faster and at higher resolutions compared to the other two.</p>
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<p><strong>Free!</strong> It’s free to use and open source.</p>
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<p><strong>Large amount of resources.</strong> There is a large amount of custom models trained by others, ready for you to use. I current have over 2,000 models.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<p>Cons:</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p><strong>Most difficult out of the three.</strong> Stable Diffusion has a steeper learning curve since there are more options and tools available.</p>
</li>
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<p><strong>Work needed to get it running.</strong> The installation process might be a hurdle, especially if you’re not used to working with Python. There are one-click installers, but things move so fast in the world of Stable Diffusion, so expect breakage and problems.</p>
</li>
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<p><strong>Hardware requirements.</strong> You need a decent setup, including at least 6 to 8 GB of VRAM and enough storage space. How much space do you need? Models range from several MBs to 10 GBs. My 2,000 plus models take up almost 2 TBs of space.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h2>Using Stable Diffusion: Tools and Resources</h2>
<p>There are several ways to use Stable Diffusion. You can use image generation sites that run on Stable Diffusion, run Stable Diffusion on a cloud service, or install it locally.</p>
<h3>Image generation sites</h3>
<p>Use an online service if you prefer not to go through the hassle of setting up a local installation of Stable Diffusion, or if your machine is unable to run Stable Diffusion. The more popular ones are <a href="https://rundiffusion.com">RunDiffusion</a>, <a href="https://www.mage.space">Mage Space</a> and <a href="https://pixai.art">PixAI</a>. I started out using <a href="https://creator.nightcafe.studio">NightCafe</a>. And there’s also <a href="https://beta.dreamstudio.ai/generate">Dream Studio</a> from Stability AI themselves.</p>
<p>Like Midjourney and DALL-E, these sites have to pay for the site development, hosting, and maintenance costs on top of the GPU processing cost to generate images for you. So they all require you either pay a subscription or buy credits.</p>
<p>These sites ensure that the models and different extensions work well so you can focus on your AI art generation without worrying about the technicalities.</p>
<h3>Run an online instance</h3>
<p>If you don’t want or are unable to run Stable Diffusion locally, there’s another option available for you. You can run Stable Diffusion online by using <a href="https://colab.research.google.com">Google Colaboratory</a>, or Colab for short. Google Colab allows you to run Python code on Google’s server using your Google Drive to store the models and images generated.</p>
<p>People were using Google Colab to run Stable Diffusion for free but Google has since changed their policies to require a Colab Pro subscription of USD 9.99 per month to run Stable Diffusion on Colab.</p>
<p>You can easily get started using the <a href="https://colab.research.google.com/github/TheLastBen/fast-stable-diffusion/blob/main/fast_stable_diffusion_AUTOMATIC1111.ipynb">Fast Stable Diffusion Colab notebook</a> shared by TheLastBen. The instructions are in the notebook and you can get your Stable Diffusion up and running pretty quickly.</p>
<p>Alternatives include <a href="https://huggingface.co/spaces?sort=trending&amp;search=stable+diffusion">Hugging Face spaces</a> and <a href="https://blog.runpod.io/using-the-stablediffusion-template-to-create-a-runpod-instance/">Runpod</a>.</p>
<p>When you use an online instance, you pay based on your GPU usage. The advantage of this over image generation sites is greater control over the Stable Diffusion instance. You can run Stable Diffusion wherever you are since it is a cloud instance.</p>
<h3>Local installation</h3>
<p>You can install Stable Diffusion locally on your computer. You need a GPU with at least 6 GB of VRAM to run Stable Diffusion 1.5 and 2.1, and at least 8 GB of VRAM to run Stable Diffusion XL.</p>
<p>Stable Diffusion is <a href="https://github.com/Stability-AI/stablediffusion">available on GitHub</a>. However, you will need to run it using a graphical user interface if you don’t want to operate it via a command prompt.</p>
<p>The most popular GUI is <a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui">Stable Diffusion Web UI</a> by AUTOMATIC1111. It is often referred to as the Automatic1111 Web UI or A1111. This is what I use for my AI image generation. It is very well-supported and I’ve witnessed it growing by leaps and bounds from version 1.4 to the current 1.6.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/stable-diffusion-web-ui.webp" alt="Stable Diffusion Web UI" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p>Stable Diffusion Web UI</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>There is a popular fork by vladmandic called <a href="https://github.com/vladmandic/automatic">SD.Next</a> that started out adding improvements to the Automatic1111 WebUI but has since diverged so much that it is considered a standalone GUI for Stable Diffusion. It is sometimes referred to as Vlad’s Automatic.</p>
<p>Some, especially power users, swear by <a href="https://github.com/comfyanonymous/ComfyUI">ComfyUI</a>. It is another GUI that takes a modular approach to operating Stable Diffusion, allowing you to create advanced pipelines for your workflows. The complex nature of ComfyUI means that it has a steeper learning curve compared to A1111, but once you get the hang of it, it becomes a very powerful tool.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/comfyui.webp" alt="ComfyUI" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p>ComfyUI</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<h3>Training tool</h3>
<p>You can train models with Automatic1111 Web UI. For better control over the training setup and parameters, there’s <a href="https://github.com/kohya-ss/sd-scripts">Kohya’s Stable Diffusion training scripts</a>. Like the A1111, you need a GUI to make operating it easier. The GUI for Kohya’s scripts is <a href="https://github.com/bmaltais/kohya_ss">Kohya’s GUI</a> by bmaltais, more commonly referred to as kohya_ss.</p>
<h3>Resources</h3>
<p>The two largest repositories for Stable Diffusion models are <a href="https://civitai.com">Civitai</a> and <a href="https://huggingface.co/models">Hugging Face</a>.</p>
<p>Besides hosting models, Civitai also showcases user generated output from the models and has a discussion and review system to help the community gauge the quality of the models.</p>
<p>Hugging Face is the GitHub of machine learning. You find more than just Stable Diffusion models on the site. There are also other resources for computer vision, natural language processing, audio, and others.</p>
<p>Civitai is dedicated to Stable Diffusion and has a better features for the community. Due to Civitai’s popularity driving its rapid growth, the site was very unstable, though it has since improved vastly. So many creators upload their files on Hugging Face as a backup.</p>
<h2>Start your Stable Diffusion journey</h2>
<p>Stable Diffusion is a powerful tool. It is the most powerful of out the options available as I mentioned above. Of course, there are prolific AI artists who combine Midjourney and Stable Diffusion to produce amazing artwork. However, I would suggest focusing on mastering one tool first if you’re just getting started in AI art.</p>
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<p><img src="../../assets/images/mononoke-hime-2-by-jenxi-banner.webp" alt="Mononoke Hime by Jenxi Seow" /></p>
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<p><a href="https://www.deviantart.com/jenxi/art/Mononoke-Hime-wary-976445969">Mononoke Hime</a> by Jenxi</p>
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</figure>
<p>I hope this overview gives a good introduction to Stable Diffusion and demystifies AI image generation. Share this article the next time someone asks, “What is Stable Diffusion?”</p>
<p>I’ll be sharing guides on how I use Stable Diffusion to generate art and answer some of the common questions I get to help you get started in computer vision. <a href="https://www.patreon.com/jenxi">Pateron members</a> get a peek at the behind-the-scenes of how certain pieces are made.</p>
<p>Ready to stay updated with the latest developments in Stable Diffusion, AI image generation, and explore exciting computer vision techniques? <a href="#subscribe">Subscribe to my newsletter</a> where I share my journey and learnings.</p>
<p>Remember, with Stable Diffusion, the canvas becomes your playground, and the possibilities are limitless!</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[How I got started in generative AI art]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/how-i-got-started-in-generative-ai-art</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/how-i-got-started-in-generative-ai-art"/>
        <updated>2023-09-15T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Journey into AI art creation: from first experiments to developing a unique workflow with various AI tools and techniques.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>If you follow my <a href="https://instagram.com/jenxi.art">Instagram</a> and <a href="https://facebook.com/jenxi/">Facebook</a> accounts, you’d have seen my generative AI art pieces.</p>
<p>Many people have been asking about how I create my AI art, so I decide to share about my journey in AI art, and what I learnt along the way.</p>
<h2>How it all started, and stopped</h2>
<p>My dad is an oil painter, and I grew up exposed to art at a young age. I started drawing at two and I’ve always had an interest in creating art. I generated my <a href="/dragons">first computational graphics artwork</a> using Apophysis and <a href="https://www.ultrafractal.com">Ultra Fractal</a> back in 2004, before the current crop of generative AI tools came into existence.</p>
<p>I first dabbled in generative AI art in June 2022 when I tried out <a href="https://novelai.net/">NovelAI</a>. As someone who dabbles in creative writing and <a href="https://play.adventdestiny.com">text role playing</a>, I was intrigued by a text-generation platform that allowed AI-assisted storytelling. However, I thought it was just a novelty and was turned off by the subscription cost and lost interest in it.</p>
<p>Despite that, NovelAI was still on my radar and when it launched the text-to-image generation feature in October 2022, I gave it a try. To have a better idea of the development of AI image generation, I also experimented with OpenAI’s <a href="https://labs.openai.com/">DALL-E 2</a> that had just gotten rid of its waitlist, the <a href="https://www.midjourney.com/">Midjourney beta</a> that had just launched, and <a href="https://nightcafe.studio">NightCafe</a> that ran <a href="https://stability.ai">Stability AI</a>’s Stable Diffusion.</p>
<p>Back then, I had no idea what prompt engineering was and the images I generated were so horrible that I didn’t save a copy of them. I wish I did so I could show them here. If you saw those outputs, you would understand why I concluded that AI image generation was not ready for the mainstream.</p>
<h2>ChatGPT, Midjourney, Stable Diffusion</h2>
<p>Then, OpenAI launched ChatGPT at the end of November 2022, and it blew up in December and took the world by storm in January.</p>
<h3>ChatGPT</h3>
<p>Being a tech geek working on content creation, it was inevitable that I jumped on the ChatGPT bandwagon early on. I won’t go into much details on ChatGPT since it’s a separate topic. In short, besides using ChatGPT to help generate content, I was using it to brainstorm ideas, structure strategies and plans, and even wrote a couple of WordPress plugins.</p>
<p>All these were done through giving the right instructions through <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prompt_engineering">prompt engineering</a>, the art of structuring instructions to get the generative AI model to perform tasks as intended. It was frustrating initially, having to fight ChatGPT to get the desired outcome, but very rewarding once you get the hang of it.</p>
<p>It was like having an AI assistant you could rely on, when it didn’t hallucinate.</p>
<h3>Midjourney</h3>
<p>While ChatGPT was the most talked-about thing in December 2022, becoming the fastest-growing consumer software in history by gaining over 100 million users within a month, another software was also taking the creative industry by storm – Midjourney.</p>
<p>Visual artists and content creators were creating artwork with Midjourney. Images flooded all my social media feeds. People were gushing over what Midjourney is able to generate. On the other end of the spectrum, people were also protesting as loudly about the ethical issues, which I’ll briefly touch on in a bit.</p>
<p>I gave Midjourney another go, tapping on my prompt engineering abilities. This gave results that were a lot better than what I generated half a year ago.</p>
<h3>Stable Diffusion</h3>
<p>This rekindled my interest in generative AI art. I went around trying the different cloud platforms before I decided to give running a Stable Diffusion instance a go. First, I tried the Stable Diffusion macOS apps <a href="https://drawthings.ai">Draw Things</a> and <a href="https://diffusionbee.com">DiffusionBee</a>, but I found them lacking in a lot of ways, especially after I studied what was possible with Stable Diffusion.</p>
<p>I managed to install <a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui">Stable Diffusion Web UI</a> on my M1 Max Macbook, and that started me down my generative AI art journey as I discovered tricks to constantly improve my image generation output. However, it <a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui/discussions/5461">isn’t optimised for the Mac</a> and produced very slow generation. I get generation speeds of around 20 seconds per iteration for a simple 512x512 image using the Euler sampler. Compare this to around 5 iterations per second on my PC.</p>
<p>There’s the <a href="https://machinelearning.apple.com/research/stable-diffusion-coreml-apple-silicon">Stable Diffusion optimisation for Core ML</a> on macOS to leverage on the Apple Neural Engine, but it doesn’t perform as well as a PC with a decent Nvidia GPU. It also required converting the Stable Diffusion models from PyTorch to Core ML. That is quite a pain especially when I have over a thousand models.</p>
<p>To speed up my generation workflow, I built a cheap PC to run Stable Diffusion Web UI. There are many of these on Taobao targeting the AIGC (AI Generative Content) market. AIGC is huge in China and continues to grow rapidly. I run the Web UI on my local network so I can work on it from a browser on my Macbook.</p>
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<p><img src="../../assets/images/cyber-angel-comparison.webp" alt="Learning generative AI art" /></p>
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<p>First and second pass compared.</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>There are many techniques that I learnt to help me improve my generative AI art. With my prior knowledge in photography, Photoshop image manipulation, art direction, and Python, I was able to grasp the nuances of Stable Diffusion quickly and find ways to hack my workflows.</p>
<p>I plan to share as I grow and develop a Learn In Public series. If you’re interested to follow my journey, <a href="#subscribe">sign up for my newsletter</a>!</p>
<p>Many people have also asked about workshops and lessons. I hear you and watch this space to be the first to know if that happens.</p>
<h2>AI Controversies</h2>
<p>There are many concerns over generative AI images. The two major ones I come across most often are training of AI models without artists’ consent, and the potential for abuse and misuse.</p>
<p>I held off from diving into creating generative AI art because I wanted to learn more about the ethical issues. As always, I have <a href="/about">strong opinions, weakly held</a>. My views are constantly changing as I gain more knowledge to make a better judgement.</p>
<h3>Abuse and misuse</h3>
<p>The latter is the lowering of the bar to abuse by bad actors. This includes creation of graphic and sensitive content, and spreading misinformation through fake images.</p>
<p>This is not something new that generative AI introduced. Photo manipulation has been around since the early 19th century, and deepfakes have been around for a few years. Yet, little has been done to deal with such deception and hoax.</p>
<p>Generative AI makes it a lot easier to produce a convincing fake image. And you can batch produce images at scale. Something needs to be done to make viewers know that the image is AI-generated and not real. While I don’t think there is any way to stop criminals from creating harmful content, there should be at least some form of safeguard.</p>
<h3>Plagiarism</h3>
<p>The other major source of outrage from those who oppose AI image generation is the unauthorised use of artists’ work to train the AI models. As an artist myself, I stand against any attempt to infringe upon the copyright of a creator.</p>
<p>However, once I understood how the diffusion models work, I realised that the choice to plagiarise artwork lies in the hands of the person creating the image, not the AI model.</p>
<p>Can you choose to take an exact copy of a photo that another photographer took? You can, but it makes you look bad. Can you imitate your favourite photographer’s style in the process of finding your own style? You can, and many amateur photographers do that while we attempt to discover our own style. Likewise for painting.</p>
<p>Just because these occur doesn’t mean that we should have an outright ban or boycott of AI image generation. People take images with their smartphones. And then there are those who engage in illegal photography such as up-skirt and other nonconsensual images. Should they be allowed to take such photos? No. Do these warrant a ban on smartphone cameras? No, because it won’t solve the problem and a ban would deprive people of the ability to take legit photos.</p>
<h2>Model training</h2>
<p>If your concern is infringement of copyright, I’m sure you won’t create an image that replicates another artist’s style even if the model allows it. You can take this one step further by choosing to use models that are trained ethically, meaning they use a training set sourced from images that consent to being used for training AI or from images in the public domain.</p>
<h3>Ethically-trained models</h3>
<p>A good model creator documents how they trained their models. This includes how they source their training data or the models used to create merged models. By keeping this transparent, it allows others who iterate on these models to train or fine-tune new models to make an informed decision.</p>
<p>Of course, there will be those who choose to train their models using unethical or even illegal training data sources. I think that these will remain as prevalent as the piracy of software, films, and books.</p>
<h3>Train your own style</h3>
<p>Instead of viewing AI as a threat, I believe it is important to learn how to use it properly to empower yourself.</p>
<p>While the debate over the ethical issues of generative AI art continues, some artists have already jumped on the technical advantages of generative AI and started training models based on their own photography or art style. By doing so, they are then able to generate images with their signature style using AI and experiment with concepts.</p>
<h2>My generative AI art</h2>
<p>To see more of my AI art, check out the <a href="/art">overview page</a> and follow me on the various platforms.</p>
<p>Check out the <a href="/mai-shiranui-ai-art">Mai Shiranui series</a>.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Mai Shiranui AI art]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/mai-shiranui-ai-art</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/mai-shiranui-ai-art"/>
        <updated>2023-07-01T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Explore realistic AI interpretations of Mai Shiranui: photorealistic portraits blending gaming character essence with life-like details.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I created a series of Mai Shiranui AI art (不知火 舞) from <em><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fatal_Fury">Fatal Fury</a></em> and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_King_of_Fighters"><em>King of</em> _Fighter_s</a>. Besides her SNK fame, she is also hugely popular in China after Tencent’s MOBA game <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Honor_of_Kings"><em>Honor of Kings</em></a> (王者荣耀) licensed Mai as a bonus character.</p>
<h2>Background</h2>
<p>After I create the series on Sakura Kusagano from street fighters, I found myself choosing between another Street Fighter Chun Li or Mai Shiranui as the next photorealistic challenge. I went with Mai without hesitation.</p>
<p>There are a lot of great anime, illustration, and CG artwork of Mai, both official and fan-made, created over the past few decades. She is also a very popular cosplay character, though I have yet to come across a cosplay that matches how I visualise her. So she is the perfect subject for me to try and create a photorealistic live action art piece.</p>
<p>Mai is my favourite character in SNK games and it’s a tough choice between her and Sakura in SNK vs Capcom. More importantly, she is my favourite mage in <em>Honor of Kings</em>, even though I play better with other mages like Angela, Wang Zhaojun, Zhuge Liang, and Zhou Yu. Despite her low survivability and high difficulty, she is deadly when you time the attacks right.</p>
<h2>Creation</h2>
<p>Her notoriously exaggerated figure makes her a tough character to cosplay. It was also a challenge to make her look real while still sticking to how she is portrayed in the games.</p>
<p>If you have worked on AI art, you will know how difficult hands are. The folding fan and hand took hours to do the pose I want. I finally got the pose I wanted through a combination of Photoshop Beta’s Generative Fill and ControlNet depth map.</p>
<p>There are those who generate AI art through prompt engineering. This often means that it is all down to <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gacha_game">gacha</a>, aka spray and pray. They go with a rough concept and cherry pick the output that is close to what they have in mind.</p>
<p>I use a different workflow in Stable Diffusion where I have an image in mind and I work towards that using the different tools. This is also why I’m unable to just tell you what models I used and give you the prompt. I used several different checkpoints, <a href="https://github.com/microsoft/LoRA">LoRAs</a> and <a href="https://github.com/KohakuBlueleaf/Lycoris">LyCORIS</a>.</p>
<h2>Tools used</h2>
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<p><a href="https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui">Stable Diffusion Web UI</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Adobe Photoshop (Beta)</p>
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<li>
<p>Huion Kamvas Pro 16</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h2>Downloads</h2>
<p>Since I started posting the first piece on Xiaohongshu(<a href="https://www.xiaohongshu.com/explore/64930b3f000000001303e320">1</a>, <a href="https://www.xiaohongshu.com/explore/649ef117000000000800ea70">2</a>) and Instagram (<a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/CtwaHnNJgjX/">1</a>, <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/CuHpR8bN-pI/">2</a>), I’ve been flooded with requests for the artwork and custom work. The HD versions of these images available for download on Afdian. See the links below each image.</p>
<p>The 4K versions will be available to members on Ko-Fi and Patreon and Pixiv Fanbox. <a href="#subscribe">Subscribe to my newsletter</a> to be notified when these and new content become available.</p>
<p><em>Update: Pixiv Fanbox has <a href="https://www.pixiv.net/info.php?id=9640">banned AI generated content</a>, so I’ve removed the links.</em></p>
<h3>Mai Shiranui sakura garden</h3>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/mai-shiranui-1-by-jenxi-refined-free.webp" alt="Mai Shiranui sakura garden by Jenxi" /></p>
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<p>Get it on <a href="https://ko-fi.com/i/IE1E4MU1VA">Ko-fi</a></p>
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<p>Get it on <a href="https://www.patreon.com/posts/85478452">Patreon</a></p>
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<li>
<p>Get it using Alipay or WeChat Pay on <a href="https://afdian.net/item/87c622e017c011ee8a3852540025c377">Afdian 爱发电</a></p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Collect it on <a href="https://www.deviantart.com/jenxi/art/Mai-Shiranui-sakura-garden-969952504">DeviantArt</a> and <s>Pixiv</s></p>
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</ul>
<h3>Mai Shiranui zen garden</h3>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/mai-shiranui-2-by-jenxi-web.webp" alt="Mai Shiranui zen garden by Jenxi" /></p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Get it on <a href="https://ko-fi.com/i/IC0C7MV70E">Ko-fi</a></p>
</li>
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<p>Get it on <a href="https://www.patreon.com/posts/mai-shiranui-zen-85536993">Patreon</a></p>
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<h3>Mai Shiranui poolside</h3>
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<h3>Mai Shiranui street shopping</h3>
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<h3>Mai Shiranui fire dance</h3>
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<h3>Mai Shiranui welcome home</h3>
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<h3>Mai Shiranui Arashiyama</h3>
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<h3>Mai Shiranui dojo dance</h3>
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<h3>Mai Shiranui shopping date</h3>
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<h3>Mai Shiranui temple duel</h3>
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<h3>Mai Shiranui garden duel</h3>
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<h3>Mai Shiranui street</h3>
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<h3>Mai Shiranui good morning</h3>
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<h3>Mai Shiranui landing</h3>
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<h3>Mai Shiranui ponders</h3>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Rekindling your natural self-confidence]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/rekindling-your-natural-self-confidence</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/rekindling-your-natural-self-confidence"/>
        <updated>2023-03-10T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Rediscover your natural confidence: practical strategies for overcoming modern confidence drains and rebuilding self-esteem.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>When you lack self-esteem, it is often not because you have no confidence in yourself. Rather, it is due to sources that drain your confidence.</p>
<p>We are born with natural self-confidence. Just take a look at toddlers. They do what they want and say what they think. They are very comfortable with expressing themselves.</p>
<h2>Where does confidence come from?</h2>
<p>Before we look at how we lose our self-confidence, let’s look at where it comes from.</p>
<p>To quote <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IOGkznjRKUI">Chris Do</a>, “We only talk about self-confidence. Not other-confidence.”</p>
<p>Confidence comes from ourselves. It is not given to us by others. It exists within us but ends up being eroded or drained by external factors or our own doing.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20170129-street-015.webp" alt="Rekindling your natural self-confidence" /></p>
<h2>How do we lose our self-confidence?</h2>
<p>We start to lose our natural self-confidence when we go through education. We were told what to do and what not to do. Schools force children to conform to rules. Society needs people who obey orders and abide by laws.</p>
<p>Humility is a virtue. Don’t be arrogant. Don’t be cocky. That erodes your self-confidence.</p>
<p><a href="/how-to-be-bold">Being bold</a> is different from being arrogant. It is important to have courage, but don’t let your pride swell up.</p>
<p>Nowadays, there are two major toxic ways that warps how we look at ourselves and drains our self-esteem.</p>
<h2>Social media</h2>
<p>The biggest culprit in the modern society is social media. Social media feeds on your need to grow your self-esteem. You look and compare yourself with the lives of others. You see the number of likes and followers they have.</p>
<p>Social media quantifies success through the number of likes, followers or views. If you post something and it doesn’t garner as many likes, it means the post isn’t as good. Or you aren’t as interesting or fun as a person.</p>
<p>What social media doesn’t show is the amount of hard work it took to attain the success. Someone shared the same post as you but they get several times more likes than you. In some cases, it is because the platform showed their posts first. It has nothing to do with you, but you end up taking it personally.</p>
<p>Why would the platform show their posts first? Perhaps they engage others on social media more often. Perhaps they engage others offline regularly, and thus they get more online interactions. All these aren’t quantified.</p>
<p>Reduce the consumption of content that drains your self-esteem. Remind yourself that you are competing with the platform’s algorithm, not with your friends.</p>
<p>Not convinced that social media has an impact on your self-confidence? Delete your social media from your phones and stop using them for a month completely. Gauge how your self-esteem changes during that period of time.</p>
<h2>Negative people</h2>
<p>Social media drains your self-esteem. There are also offline ways of draining your self-confidence. Negative people can sap your energies and self-confidence. They can have a profound impact on how you view yourself.</p>
<p>They can make you feel small, unimportant, and unworthy. They do this by being critical, judgemental, and pessimistic. Their negativity would often rub off on you and make you depressed. You start to internalise their gloomy outlook and beliefs, and you start to doubt yourself and your abilities.</p>
<p>Learn to identify such individuals and cut them out of your life. Life is too short to have to deal with people who don’t add any value to your life. You owe them nothing.</p>
<p>Haters appear when you are successful in ways that rubs their self-esteem wrongly. It doesn’t mean that they are low on self-esteem. Rather, they just dislike the way you do things and you are so good at it that they feel threatened by you.</p>
<p>Use your haters as an indication of <a href="/secret-of-success">your success</a>.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/miyajima-jenxi.webp" alt="Self-portrait in Hater snapback" /></p>
<h2>Regain your natural self-confidence</h2>
<p>As I mentioned at the start of the article, your self-confidence take a hit as you grow up. Some of us lose it completely. It is a trait we are born with but often lose due to various sources, such as education, society, and social media.</p>
<p>Find your inner toddler and rediscover your natural self-confidence. By understanding and managing what that drain our self-esteem, you can cultivate a lifestyle that helps you to regain your confidence.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Adopting the Notion paradigm]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/adopting-notion-paradigm</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/adopting-notion-paradigm"/>
        <updated>2023-03-05T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Master Notion's unique paradigm: transform your digital workspace by understanding and leveraging its block-based approach.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>If you are switching to Notion from a traditional note-taking app, you might find Notion a little disorienting, like I did. Don’t let that discourage you from giving Notion a proper try. Once you grasp the concept and begin adopting the Notion paradigm, you might find that it could be very useful.</p>
<h2>Block-first approach</h2>
<p>Notion adopts a block-first approach. Every item of information in Notion is a block, be it text, images, databases, or embedded media such as websites, tweets, and videos. This makes it intuitive and flexible to rearrange information. You just need to drag the blocks around. You can’t do this in an app with a text-based approach.</p>
<p>Since each block is a standalone piece of information, you link to an individual block. This allows you to link to a specific piece of information, or even embed it in another note where it will be synced across all notes.</p>
<p>You also see this block-first approach in Logseq, though that is a totally different paradigm on its own. Logseq is powerful and I have seen many rave reviews from power users who would benefit from its features. But Notion is more than enough for the average user.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/notion-building-blocks.webp" alt="Notion users powerful building blocks" /></p>
<h2>Databases instead of tables</h2>
<p>Most note-taking apps offer simple tables to organise information in a visual way. The Notion paradigm, however, takes a database approach. Instead of just a simple table, Notion’s database lets you store, organise, and retrieve information in a structured manner.</p>
<p>Each entry is referred to as a record. You can assign properties to your records that you can then use to search and sort your data. This allows you to present the data through different database views to make it easier to view, manage and organise the data.</p>
<h3>Database views</h3>
<p>Notion has six types of views you can choose from. Each of them presents your information in a different way optimised for specific purposes.</p>
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<p><strong>Table view</strong> – Displays the database as a table, similar to an Excel sheet, where each record is a row and each property a column.</p>
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<p><strong>List view</strong> – Displays the database as a list, with each record as a list item. This is useful for a to-do list, though I prefer to view my to-dos in table view</p>
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<p><strong>Board view</strong> – Displays the database as a board with cards, where each record is a card. You can turn this into a <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kanban">kanban</a> to track progress by grouping via a progress status property.</p>
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<p><strong>Gallery view</strong> – Displays the database as a gallery of images, where each record is represented by its cover image or an image in its body. This is useful to present a portfolio.</p>
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<p><strong>Calendar view</strong> – Displays the database as a calendar, where each record is an event in the calendar. This is useful for scheduling or tracking tasks. You can easily move the records across the calendar to change their date property.</p>
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<li>
<p><strong>Timeline view</strong> – Displays the database as as a Gantt chart, where each record as a task. This is useful for tracking progress and deadlines.</p>
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</ul>
<p>You can then sort and filter the database by specific properties. This empowers you to create views that provides you zoom into a particular view that lets you understand the status of things or make decisions quickly.</p>
<p>For example, I have a content management database with different views for different parts of the process. I use the board view to track progress of the content creation based on the status property. It lets me see how many drafts are pending editing or waiting for assets.</p>
<p>I use the calendar view to track the publish schedule. By filtering for only scheduled posts, I can see how many post are ready and when they will be published.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/notion-database.webp" alt="Notion database" /></p>
<h3>Databases are not spreadsheets</h3>
<p>It is important not to confuse databases as spreadsheets. This is another Notion paradigm to adapt to. If you’re used to working with Excel or Google Sheets, you might expect to be able to easily calculate down columns when in table view.</p>
<p>Database formulas only work within each record, or across the row in the table view. This means that your formulas can only include properties within a record. They cannot calculate for the same property across different records.</p>
<p>This could potentially change in the future, but understanding this might help you to rethink how you want to structure your information and databases.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/notion-adaptability.webp" alt="Notion adaptability" /></p>
<h2>Embracing the Notion paradigm</h2>
<p>Notion is more than just a note-taking app. It’s a powerful tool that can transform the way you work and organise your life. However, many users struggle to fit Notion into their workflows and end up abandoning the app. I shared about my experience and I discovered that the key to unlocking Notion’s benefits is to understand Notion’s approach.</p>
<p>Trying to fit your workflow in it creates more friction and disruption. Instead, find ways to shape it to fit your workflow. Adopting the Notion paradigm means not just understanding the app’s unique features and capabilities, but also certain ways they chose to implement features and functions.</p>
<h2>Sign up for Notion and Notion AI</h2>
<p>If you haven’t tried Notion, give it a spin and it might just transform your life. Even more so now that Notion AI is placing an AI assistant right within Notion itself. I’m happy to help if you have any trouble getting started. Contact me <a href="/hey">here</a> or on <a href="https://twitter.com/jenxi">Twitter</a>.</p>
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<p><a href="https://themattchung.com">Matt</a> and I created many workflows that help us improve our work processes. We are so passionate about Notion that we are both Notion Certified experts, each with the <a href="https://www.credly.com/badges/9ff9cecf-0537-489b-8a26-b952ffc7fa8a">Essentials</a> and <a href="https://www.credly.com/badges/b785d2d3-6012-4588-8ded-e19ad23885ad">Settings &amp; Sharing</a> badges.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
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    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Add Notion to your workflow to boost productivity]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/how-to-fit-notion-in-your-workflow-to-boost-productivity</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/how-to-fit-notion-in-your-workflow-to-boost-productivity"/>
        <updated>2023-02-26T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Maximize Notion's potential: practical approaches to integrate the tool seamlessly into your workflow for enhanced productivity.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>While I use <a href="/personal-wiki-with-bear-app">Bear</a> as my main note-taking app and second brain vault, Notion has become an integral part of my workflow. I tried Notion when it first came out, but I found it underwhelming. The app’s popularity made me give it several tries over the next couple of years, it didn’t stick until half a year ago.</p>
<p>It was only when I discovered how to shape Notion to fit my workflow and not create a workflow to follow that Notion finally stuck in my daily routine.</p>
<p>The key to unlocking the benefits of Notion is to understand how to fit Notion in your workflow to boost productivity.</p>
<p>Once I figured out how to fit into my workflow, the app became a key part of my daily life and work. As an active member of the Notion community, I see some users new to note-taking apps or moving to Notion struggling to fit Notion into their workflows. They are going through the same phase as I did.</p>
<h2>Unimpressed by Notion</h2>
<p>When Notion 2.0 was released in 2018 on <a href="https://www.producthunt.com/posts/notion-2-0">ProductHunt</a>, I got it immediately as I happened to be looking for a new note-taking app again. The app felt sluggish compared to the competition that I’ve tried. So I moved on to try other apps.</p>
<p>I was using Ulysses as my full time writing app then. I also kept a personal wiki on <a href="https://tiddlywiki.com">TiddlyWiki</a> and was dabbling with Scrivener, iAWriter, Marked, Simplenote, <a href="/why-i-switched-from-ulysses-to-bear">Bear</a>, and other writing apps. I have yet to find a good solution that works, hence the constant hunt for a better solution.</p>
<p>There were some who embraced Notion despite its flaws and grew with the app. I was well aware of Notion’s popularity and rave reviews. These made me keep Notion on my radar and I tried using it every few months for the next few years. Yet, I would be impressed by the features every time but somehow end up being reminded of why I decided not to adopt it.</p>
<h2>Shifting my approach to Notion</h2>
<p>Then, I decided to give Notion another go in August 2022 after seeing my business partners Giovanni and <a href="https://themattchung.com">Matt</a> adopting Notion in their workflows.</p>
<p>Once again, using Notion reminded me of why I ended up ditching it each time I’ve tried it. However, the difference this time is that I <a href="/adopting-notion-paradigm">adopted Notion’s paradigm</a> and added it to my workflow. Instead of trying to shift to Notion, I shifted my approach to Notion.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/notion-templates.webp" alt="How to fit Notion in your workflow to boost productivity" /></p>
<p>Notion is not just a note-taking app. It is more than that. With the right setup, you can create a whole system for your life and workflow. Since it has features that makes it more powerful than a note-taking app, you might find that certain features or ways things are done are not as ideal as a note-taking app.</p>
<p><a href="/personal-wiki-with-bear-app">I write my notes in Bear</a> using Markdown. This Markdown-based text-first approach is perfect for how I build my second brain with my personal knowledge management (PKM) system. I’m happy with Bear and exciting for the upcoming Bear 2 launch. I’ve been testing the Bear 2 Beta and I love it. More about that in other post.</p>
<p>Trying to get myself to switch from Bear is a tall ask, and not a practical undertaking. Remember, we want to use these tools to help us, not to create more work and disruption.</p>
<p>Instead of trying to change my processes to work in Notion, I found ways to use Notion to empower my workflows. Rather than moving everything into Notion, I identified specific use cases where Notion’s features would boost my productivity and provide myself and my team with better organisation.</p>
<h2>How Notion transformed my work processes</h2>
<p>I use Notion for collaborative work. My PKM and writing still remain in Bear. I have a few shared work spaces to manage content calendars and project task trackers with team members.</p>
<p>My team uses Basecamp for project and task management, and Google Sheets for our content management. Basecamp is a great team management software, but there are some use cases where a simpler workflow is more than enough, and that is where Notion has been very useful.</p>
<h3>Content management</h3>
<p>Using Google Sheets for content management is a rather crude way of presenting the data in a table and calendar view via a spreadsheet. Once I started fiddling with Notion’s database, I knew that it was a perfect for our content management workflow. Check out my article on Notion to learn more about Notion’s databases.</p>
<p>There are several aspects to my content management workflow that is applied for both my personal and team content creation process. There are the research, creation, scheduling, and review phases.</p>
<p>In the research phase, I use a simple Notion database to put down content ideas and references. This is separate from the main database where I create, schedule, and track each content.</p>
<p>When I start crafting the content, I move to the main content database. Notion AI is extremely helpful in suggesting ideas and points to cover. I also use it to suggest edits of the drafts to help me identify areas that needs strengthening.</p>
<p>I use several database views for the content database. I have a board view of the content database to track progress, a calendar view to track publish schedule, and a table view for metrics analysis.</p>
<h3>Task management</h3>
<p>For task management, I use our custom project template to record what we discussed in our meetings and the decisions made in each meeting for future reference. Action points become to-do tasks that we can then set reminder notifications.</p>
<p>Task tracking uses either the board view for kanban progress overview, or timeline view for Gantt chart view when I also want to understand how far we are from the deadlines.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/project-timeline-demo.webp" alt="Octask Project Manger timeline view" /></p>
<h3>Habit tracking</h3>
<p>I also created my personal habit tracker. I track my habits with a physical habit tracker book, but having my tracker on my phone makes it easier for me to key in my entries. There are many habit tracking apps out there but none of them provide a clear overview the way my habit tracker book does. I was able to recreate the style in Notion.</p>
<p>Instead of trying to adapt to a habit tracking style or workflow, I managed to fit Notion into my existing workflow. Using Notion also allows me to easily split my habits into different views to give me a better look at my personal, work, and content creation routines.</p>
<h3>Sleep tracking</h3>
<p>My sleep tracker is part of my habit tracker. It uses a simple formula to calculate the numbers of hours I sleep based on my sleeping and waking times.</p>
<p>The Apple Watch tracks sleep, but manually keying in the times have made me more conscious of the times I go to bed and wake up. When you get to see your daily sleeping and waking times, it allows you to see the trend and take action to adjust where necessary.</p>
<p>My goal for the year is to join the 5AM Club. I have to start by sleep earlier and wake up earlier.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/notion-ai.webp" alt="Introducing Notion AI" /></p>
<h3>Notion AI</h3>
<p>I got my access to the <a href="https://www.notion.so/product/ai">Notion AI</a> alpha testing recently. While the results it delivers so far pales in comparison to ChatGPT, there are some advantages of being able to tap on AI within Notion itself. I can get Notion AI to work on a particular block of text. It can also polish existing writing.</p>
<p>By having the article in Notion, the AI is able to consider everything on the page when it generates new content or rewrites existing content.</p>
<p>If you’re lazy to create your own database, you can also tell Notion AI with what you need and have Notion AI create the database for you. Though this seems to be a hit and miss depending on how well you structure your prompt.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/notion-ai-actions.webp" alt="Use Notion AI to boost your productivity" /></p>
<h2>Sign up for Notion and Notion AI</h2>
<p>If you haven’t tried Notion, give it a spin and it might just transform your life. Even more so now that Notion AI is placing an AI assistant right within Notion itself. I’ll be glad to help if you have trouble getting into Notion. Don’t hesitate to reach out <a href="/hey">here</a> or on <a href="https://twitter.com/jenxi">Twitter</a>.</p>
<p>Sign up for Notion via <a href="https://affiliate.notion.so/jenxi">my referral link</a> to support me in creating more content.</p>
<h2>Sharing my Notion templates &amp; expertise to help others</h2>
<p>I love tinkering. Working on Notion layouts brings me back to my days of creating layouts for Geocities and Blogspot. This seems to be the trend where a lot of the aesthetic layouts remind me of Blogger and MySpace designs.</p>
<p>However, Notion customisation goes deeper than just the looks. <a href="https://themattchung.com">Matt</a> and I created many workflows that help us improve our work processes. We are so passionate about Notion that we are both Notion Certified experts, each with the <a href="https://www.credly.com/badges/9ff9cecf-0537-489b-8a26-b952ffc7fa8a">Essentials</a> and <a href="https://www.credly.com/badges/b785d2d3-6012-4588-8ded-e19ad23885ad">Settings &amp; Sharing</a> badges.</p>
<p>When we showed our workflows to some friends, they were eager to try our approach. This prompted us to share workflows to help others, as well as create workflows for specific use cases. We are also doing Notion consulting to help you create custom workflows to enhance your personal and team work.</p>
<p>If you’re interested in learning more, please get in touch <a href="/hey">here</a> or on <a href="https://twitter.com/jenxi">Twitter</a> to discuss how we can help you create the perfect workflow for your needs.</p>
<p>Check out some of <a href="https://shop.octask.com">our templates</a>:</p>
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<p><a href="https://shop.octask.com/l/creatorkit?layout=profile">Creator Kit</a></p>
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<p><a href="https://shop.octask.com/l/meeting?layout=profile">Meeting Minutes</a></p>
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</ul>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Finding your ikigai]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/finding-your-ikigai</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/finding-your-ikigai"/>
        <updated>2023-01-16T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Discover your ikigai: practical guide to finding your life's purpose using the Japanese framework for meaning and fulfillment.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>The concept of ikigai has become popular recently. You might have come across people talking about looking for their ikigai or the reviews of the book <em>Ikigai: The Japanese Secret to a Long and Happy Life</em> by Hector Garcia and Francesc Miralles.</p>
<p>What is ikigai? Ikigai (生き甲斐) is a Japanese philosophy of <a href="/meaning-of-life">the purpose of being</a>.</p>
<p>Do you find yourself feeling fulfilled and happy with the work that you do? You probably have found your ikigai. Conversely, if you feel empty or frustrated with your career, it might mean you have yet to find your ikigai.</p>
<p>Ikigai is not restricted to just work and career. It could also be a hobby or passion project. However, you might not enjoy as much fulfilment if you have to work to make a living in order to pursue such passions. I will explain more later in the article.</p>
<h2>Definition of ikgai</h2>
<p>“Iki” (生き) means life. “Kai” (甲斐) means worth. Ikigai is what makes your life worth living. It is a lifestyle intrinsic to the Japanese that they live it with instinct and without much chest-beating.</p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ikigai">Wikipedia</a> refers it to a person’s sense of purpose or reason for living. Neurocsientist Ken Mogi referred to it in his book <em>Awakening Your Ikigai</em> as a reason to get up in the morning or waking up to joy.</p>
<p>When you have found your ikigai, you wake up every day feeling energised to do the work because the work you do is aligned with your purpose of being. You live for the work you do and doing it gives you happiness and a sense of fulfilment.</p>
<p>Note that happiness does not refer to fleeting pleasure, but more of a satisfaction of having overcome a challenge.</p>
<h2>Where did ikigai come from?</h2>
<p>Ikigai dates back to the Heian period between 794 to 1185. This ancient Japanese philosophy plays a major role in Okinawan culture. The southern Japanese island of Okinawa has the highest proportion of centenarians.</p>
<p>There have been suggestions linking ikigai to Okinawan’s longevity given that they have less desire to retire and continue working on their ikigai for as long as they remain healthy.</p>
<p>Of course, other factors such as the community and diet contribute to this unusual longevity. Dan Buettner wrote in <em>Blue Zones: Lessons on Living Longer from the People Who’ve Lived the Longest</em> about how the the same concept exists among people living long lives in places such as Sardinia and Nicoya Peninsula.</p>
<h2>Generation feeling unfulfilled</h2>
<p>Nowadays, we see a lot of people feeling depressed and losing motivation to drive them onwards. This trend stands out in China where the youths are <a href="https://radii.co/article/let-it-rot">“lying flat” and “letting it rot”</a> as they become ambivalent about their lives and adopt a laid back attitude towards their careers.</p>
<p>I believe the situation is due to them pursuing degrees that would land them jobs upon graduation. And after graduation, they secure jobs that lets them get by but leave them feel unfulfilled.</p>
<p>This is not just isolated to Chinese youths, but Generation Z all over the world. They live in a time where they have to struggle relatively less than their parents. Without having to worry about putting food on the table or finding money to pay the bills, they lack the drive to push them to work hard.</p>
<p>Of course, I’m speaking in general terms. There are outliers who still need to struggle and those who have found their ikigai. Both of these groups possess the motivation to keep them going.</p>
<h2>Why is ikigai important?</h2>
<p>Your ikigai makes you wake up every day ready for the challenge for the day, and empowers you overcome the challenges and keep going. The theory among researchers is that ikigai can potentially make you live longer with a purpose and direction that would make it a life well lived.</p>
<p>Your ikigai is what drives you. It gives purpose to what you do, and that brings about motivation and satisfaction. It also steels you with the persistence and resolve to power through the downs and overcome obstacles you’ll inevitably face.</p>
<p>Have you noticed that some work you do feel boring and meaningless? And there are those that you meet with eagerness and dive into while others are unable to see the meaning in them?</p>
<p>When you work on your ikigai, you are in the zone or in the flow. Psychologist Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi says that when we are in the flow, we produce our best work to do something difficult but worthwhile.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/ikigai-diagram-with-title.webp" alt="Ikigai diagram" /></p>
<h2>How to find your ikigai?</h2>
<p>Your ikigai is something that encompasses is:</p>
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<p>What you love,</p>
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<p>What you are good at,</p>
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<p>What people would pay you for,</p>
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<p>Or what the world needs.</p>
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</ul>
<p>Your ikigai is the sweet spot that sits in the overlap of these four qualities.</p>
<p>When it is missing one quality, you will find that what you’re doing seems to fall short in some way.</p>
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<p>When it is not what you love to do, you will be comfortable but feel empty.</p>
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<p>When it is not what you are good at, you will be excited but feel uncertain.</p>
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<p>When it it not what people would pay for, you will be delighted but feel poor.</p>
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<p>When it is not what the world needs, you will be satisfied but feel useless.</p>
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</ul>
<p>When you’re missing more than two quality, you end up with:</p>
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<p>A passion that you love and are good at, but people don’t need and won’t pay for.</p>
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<p>A mission that you love and is what the world needs, but you are not good at and won’t get paid for.</p>
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<p>A vocation that is in demand and people would pay for, but is neither what you love nor what you’re good at.</p>
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<p>A profession that is what you’re good at and what people would pay for, but you don’t love and might not necessarily be what the world needs.</p>
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</ul>
<h2>Guide to finding your ikigai</h2>
<p>The process to find your ikigai is takes some time. Don’t expect to suddenly know what your ikigai is. You need to reflect upon and observe yourself to discover what you find true meaning in.</p>
<p>Be easy on yourself and give yourself time to discover what are the options that could be your ikigai.</p>
<p>We start with an outside-in approach to find ideas that are our potential ikigai. Then we flip things around and use an inside-out approach to understand how feasible each idea is.</p>
<h3>Outside-In</h3>
<p>To find your ikigai, you list down at least five things for each of these qualities:</p>
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<li>
<p>What you love.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>What you are good at.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>What people would pay for.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>What the world needs.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Idea brainstorming</h3>
<p>Once you’re done with the lists, you start to find overlaps. Using the overlaps, you think of ideas that could be your ikigai. For example, you love drawing comics in a topic that people would want to read and be willing pay for. This could be one idea.</p>
<p>Come up with as many ideas as you can. You don’t need to do this all in one sitting. It is important to think and take the time to brainstorm.</p>
<h3>Inside-Out</h3>
<p>Once you have the ideas, you score them for each of the following questions out of a scale of 10:</p>
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<p>How much do you love it?</p>
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<p>How good are you at it?</p>
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<p>What is the relative the income potential compared to the other ideas?</p>
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<p>Is it in demand?</p>
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</ul>
<p>Add up the scores for each idea and we will look at how to identify your ikigai.</p>
<h3>Identifying your ikigai</h3>
<p>Your potential ikigai can be ideas with high total scores. However, it might not necessarily have the highest score. It can also be ideas with a good balance across four columns. This means that it has a good spread across the four values instead of being skewed.</p>
<p>The process might seem a bit complicated. Don’t worry if you feel overwhelmed. It is normal. Allow your mind to digest the questions and think them over.</p>
<h2>Ikigai Notion template</h2>
<p>Some people work well with pen and paper. Others prefer using software such as note-taking apps. Being the geeks we are, <a href="https://themattchung.com">Matt</a> and I created a <a href="https://octask.gumroad.com/l/ikigai">free ikigai template</a> for <a href="https://www.notion.so">Notion</a>. It is easy to fill up and walks you through the process to identify your ikigai.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/ikigai-gumroad-cover.webp" alt="Ikigai Notion template" /></p>
<h2>Conclusion</h2>
<p>Finding your ikigai doesn’t mean you will be able to dive into it right away. The key is focus on the details and take small actions that would bring you closer to your ikigai.</p>
<p>Take note of the scores you gave. You might want to ask yourself how you can make small changes that would boost your score for a particular question for an idea you prefer. For example, taking classes to become better at something. Or refining the idea so that the output has more demand or income potential.</p>
<p>You will know when you’re ready to embrace it and pursue your purpose of being. Remember that you are not stuck to what you chose. You will have a better sense of what the work entails and your scores for the idea might change so much that it no longer makes sense as an ikigai option.</p>
<p>At least you tried and confirmed that it is not for you. Try something else. Bear in mind that even if ikigai is your purpose of being, there might be some aspects or certain tasks that you won’t enjoy. You would have to either accept them or find ways to outsource them so you can focus on what you love.</p>
<p>If you have any questions on how to use the template or just want some guidance or discussion on the process of finding your ikigai, don’t hesitate to reach out.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[How my daily journal evolved into a daily log]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/how-my-daily-journal-evolved-into-a-daily-log</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/how-my-daily-journal-evolved-into-a-daily-log"/>
        <updated>2023-01-11T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Transform your journaling from traditional diary to an efficient digital system for capturing daily insights.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I have a habit of making daily journal entries. I was sharing a thread on <a href="https://twitter.com/jenxi/status/1611596740280610816">Twitter</a> about my journalling journey and how I keep a daily log now. The more I wrote, I knew I had to expand the thread into an article.</p>
<h2>Diary to journal</h2>
<p>Journalling stems from my teenage years of writing a diary. I wrote to practice writing and to pen my thoughts.</p>
<p>When I started junior college, I outgrew my diary. It was only in 2011 that I started to write a journal again. This was borne not from a desire to keep a journal, but from my obsession with <a href="/writing-longhand">fountain pens</a> and notebooks.</p>
<p>One of the items on my bucket list was to pick up cursive writing. So I started practicing daily. After practicing the individual letters for a few weeks, it was time to put them together and write actual words. What better to do so than to write a journal?</p>
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<p><img src="../../assets/images/tearable-notes.webp" alt="Tearable notes" /></p>
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<p>Tearable notes</p>
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</figure>
<p>It became a way for me to reflect upon my days. <a href="/writing-longhand">Writing longhand</a> is a mindful process where I sit with my thoughts and pen them down. My thoughts could not run faster than my hand. At the same time, the words just keep flowing as my thoughts pour out.</p>
<p>When I leapt into entrepreneurship, I had less time for journalling. I no longer had an hour to sit down with my thoughts and my notebook. And even when I did, my thoughts were on the business.</p>
<h2>Day One</h2>
<p>I maintained a journal in the <a href="https://dayoneapp.com">Day One app</a> where I would reflect upon the day and note down significant events, thoughts, the mood I was in, and whether I felt energised or drained.</p>
<p>However, Day One evolved into something more like a personal feed. It was my personal Facebook and Instagram feed with myself as the only audience. Instead of sharing snippets of my life in public, I post them in Day One for myself to look back upon weeks or months later.</p>
<h2>Bullet journal</h2>
<p>You might be familiar with the bullet journal method created by Ryder Carroll. After reading his book <em>The Bullet Journal Method</em>, I gave it a try but adapted it to suit my system.</p>
<p>It helped me shift my journalling mindset from writing in prose to jotting down bullet points. By capturing my key thoughts in bullet points, I am able to record the thoughts when they appear in my head.</p>
<p>It might seem like a trivial act, but I have lost count of the number of times fleeting thoughts escape me before I can commit them to memory. I don’t trust my memory anymore. I prefer to write things down in my personal vault in <a href="/personal-wiki-with-bear-app">Bear Notes</a> that acts as a second brain that never forgets. Unless I fail to backup my notes.</p>
<p>I find that by putting down a few words in bullet points, I somehow unlock the floodgates and words start pouring into paragraphs. Of course, there are times when the words fail to flow, but at least the key ideas and points have been recorded for me to come back and expand upon later on.</p>
<h2>Daily log</h2>
<p>Since I can capture my thoughts so easily, I started recording them throughout the day. I don’t try to catch every thought and idea that appear in my mind. I write down what matters.</p>
<p>Besides my thoughts, I also note down content that I consume. When I come across content that I resonate with, or want to research more on, I would write down the key information that caught my eye, and link to the website, podcast or video for future reference.</p>
<p>This helps me to find information that I might want to retrieve later on. Before I started doing this, I would often be talking to someone about something I saw and want to share the source with them. Only to realise that I can’t remember the name or title and end up not being able to find the information. Now I just need to search Bear Notes and I can easily retrieve the information.</p>
<p>By noting down what I want to research instead of dropping what I’m doing to search for something, I ensure that I remember what I want to look up while not allowing distraction to interrupt whatever task I have on hand.</p>
<h2>Linked notes</h2>
<p>I watched Andy Matuschak’s video on how he takes notes and noticed how he would turn his bullet points into standalone notes when they become too long to be just a point.</p>
<p>Since then, I’ve been doing the same as well. When my bullet points grow to a certain size that they don’t make sense to be just bullet points, I would create a new note for them. For example, writing this blog post spurred me to delve more into fountain pens. Instead of retaining what I wrote about fountain pens in this article, I broke it off into its own note where it turned into an article on its own.</p>
<p>This works for thoughts that I take down too. Rather than have a long series of bullet points about a certain sub-topic, I put them into a new note where the sub-topic becomes a topic of its own. I just link to the new note from the original note.</p>
<p>By doing so, each note become a topic of its own that other notes can link to. This is invaluable to both my daily logging and personal knowledge manager systems.</p>
<h2>Snapshot of my day</h2>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/daily-log.webp" alt="My daily log in Bear" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p>My daily log in Bear</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>My daily logging functions as a snapshot of each day. It tracks my thoughts and helps me to maintain a clear perspective of my direction and how it might have changed subconsciously.</p>
<p>By reviewing my daily logs or journal entries, I am able to understand if I have maintained the course I set out to achieve, or if I have deviated so much that course correction is due.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Moved to jenxi.com]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/moved-to-jenxi-com</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/moved-to-jenxi-com"/>
        <updated>2022-12-30T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Journey of moving my 20-year-old blog: technical insights and reflections on domain migration for better brand consistency.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>As we wind down at the end of the year, I moved my blog to <a href="http://jenxi.com">jenxi.com</a> at the close of the 20th anniversary of this blog. My <a href="/zh">Chinese blog</a> has also moved to the new domain, while my <a href="/journal">visual journal</a> remains on the old domain. I’m undecided whether to move it to the new domain</p>
<h2>Getting <a href="http://iamjenxi.com">iamjenxi.com</a></h2>
<p>I got my first personal domain <a href="http://iamjenxi.com">iamjenxi.com</a> back in 2002.</p>
<p>When blogging became popular at the start of the 2000s and I dived into it as it became popular among my friends. Coming from building sites on <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yahoo!_GeoCities">GeoCities</a> and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angelfire">AngelFire</a>, it was easy for me to get the hang of it.</p>
<p>I started off on <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blogger_(service)">Blogspot</a> like most of my friends before I dabbled with <a href="https://wordpress.com">WordPress.com</a> and <a href="https://select.frameshoot.com">Tumblr</a>. After that, I started to self-host my blog, first with <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Movable_Type">Movable Type</a> before adopting WordPress. Movable Type is by Six Apart, who also runs <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Typepad">TypePad</a>, <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vox_(blogging_platform)">Vox</a>, and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/LiveJournal">LiveJournal</a>. WordPress celebrated its <a href="https://wptavern.com/wordpress-turns-19">nineteenth birthday</a> earlier this year.</p>
<p>When I self-hosted my blog, I needed a domain. I wanted to get <a href="http://jenxi.com">jenxi.com</a> but it wasn’t available, so I went with <a href="http://iamjenxi.com">iamjenxi.com</a>. Then in 2012, I discovered <a href="http://jenxi.com">jenxi.com</a> was available. I jumped on it immediately and it has been with me for 10 years.</p>
<h2>Keeping <a href="http://iamjenxi.com">iamjenxi.com</a></h2>
<p>Even though <a href="http://jenxi.com">jenxi.com</a> is the better domain since it is shorter, <a href="http://iamjenxi.com">iamjenxi.com</a> is relatively easy to remember as well. I stuck to using <a href="http://iamjenxi.com">iamjenxi.com</a> for my blog and <a href="http://jenxi.com">jenxi.com</a> for my photography portfolio.</p>
<p>I didn’t want to shift my blog because the older domain has been with me for a decade.</p>
<p>Looking back, it would have been the smarter thing to do to move all my digital assets to <a href="http://jenxi.com">jenxi.com</a> as soon as I got the domain. It is the logical thing to do to consolidate my online presence from a personal branding perspective.</p>
<h2>Making the move</h2>
<p>2022 marked the 20th anniversary of my blog and when the idea of moving the site appeared in my mind once again, it felt that the time was ripe to make the move.</p>
<p>Moving domains can be a tricky and disastrous in terms of SEO if not handled well. It was not as daunting as expected. I referred to <a href="https://kinsta.com/blog/wordpress-change-domain/">Kinsta’s article</a> for this process.</p>
<p>My sites are hosted on Linode servers via Cloudways. Sign up via my Linode link for a 60-day $100 credit. (Offer expired.) Sign up via my <a href="https://vrlps.co/s5793qD/cp">Cloudways</a> link for $25 free hosting credit. I’ll get some credit to my account if you sign up via my links.</p>
<p>I love Linode servers but I’m not a fan of managing them. Cloudways provides a great server managing service while allowing me to use my preferred server host without having to go for Linode’s more expensive managed option.</p>
<p>Kinsta’s article worked great for Cloudways, and it should be easy to follow on other services that work similarly.</p>
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<p>Clone the Cloudways application. I decided to keep the old domain on the old application.</p>
</li>
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<p>Add the new domain to the new application and Cloudways automatically applies a search and replace for the domain.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>I used the <a href="https://wordpress.org/plugins/better-search-replace/">Better Search Replace</a> plugin to check if there were any hardcoded links with old domains left in the database. You really shouldn’t be using hardcoded links. There were none because Cloudways did a great job with the search and replace.</p>
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<p>Added 301 redirects to the old domain to the .htaccess file of the old application. Cloudways uses NGINX but still lets you use Apache configurations.</p>
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<p>Let the search engines know that my domain has changed. It is very straightforward via Google Search Console. However, Bing Webmaster Tools seems to be missing the Site Move tool. I’ve submitted a ticket to support.</p>
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<p>Submit the new sitemap to Google and Bing.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>I repeated the steps for the <a href="/zh">Chinese blog</a>.</p>
</li>
</ol>
<h2>Conclusion</h2>
<p>There were small hiccups with things like the Bing Site Move. However, that is a problem with Bing Webmaster Tools itself so that can’t be helped.</p>
<p>You can read more about the journey this sie has taken, as well as my thought-process in almost every step over at the <a href="/colophon">Colophon</a>.</p>
<p>It was a very simple process and I look forward to seeing you here more often next year.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Forever by Takashi Sorimachi]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/forever-by-takashi-sorimachi</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/forever-by-takashi-sorimachi"/>
        <updated>2022-11-15T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Experience Beach Boys' theme song 'Forever' through this English translation capturing its emotional depth and cultural nuances.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>This is my translation for the song “Forever” by Takashi Sorimachi. It is the theme song from the Japanese drama <em>Beach Boys</em>. The song features <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Richie_Sambora">Richie Sambora</a> from Bon Jovi on guitar.</p>
<p>The <em><a href="https://mydramalist.com/1558-beach-boys">Beach Boys</a></em> has had a profound impact on my adult life. I wrote previously about how the TV series <a href="/how-japanese-drama-beach-boys-changed-my-life-completely">changed my life completely</a> and shaped who I am today. I also shared <a href="/inspiring-quotes-from-japanese-drama-beach-boys">meaningful and inspiring quotes</a> from the Japanese drama.</p>
<p>While searching for the lyrics and translation, I was surprised to find mostly direct English translations that fail to grasp some of the intricacies. So I decided to work on it to practice my Japanese.</p>
<p>Here are the English and Romanji versions of the lyrics by me, with the original Japanese lyrics from Musicxmatch.</p>
<h2>English translation</h2>
<p>The wind is shaking　The waves are singing<br />
I’m walking as well today<br />
Grabbing the sand　Checking its heat<br />
I’m feeling the season</p>
<p>Ah, forever your love　(Forever your friend)<br />
That smile from that day is still here<br />
Quietly etched in time<br />
Forever your heart<br />
No matter when (Forever your friend)<br />
You supported me without saying anything<br />
Sharing the joy together with you</p>
<p>Moving ahead constantly<br />
Time can’t be stopped (No, you can′t stop time)<br />
No matter what we encounter in the future<br />
I’ll never forget everything in the present　(Forever your friend)</p>
<p>We talked about our own dreams<br />
I love your eyes the most<br />
I realise deep in my heart<br />
I was secretly worried about the future</p>
<p>Ah, forever your love　(Forever your friend)<br />
The words I said flashed in my mind<br />
No matter what happens<br />
My love for you will be unchanged<br />
Oh, even if I was alone (Forever your friend)<br />
I will find a way to overcome the obstacle<br />
To be reunited with you</p>
<p>Moving ahead continuously<br />
I swear on the stars (Together we’ll be there till the end)<br />
No matter what happens to us in the future<br />
I will be here　(Forever friend)</p>
<p>Moving ahead constantly<br />
Time can’t be stopped (No, you can′t stop time)<br />
No matter what we encounter in the future<br />
I’ll never forget everything in the present　(Forever your friend)</p>
<h2>Original lyrics in Romanji</h2>
<p>Kaze ga youreteru　Nami ga utatteru<br />
Ore wa kyou mo aruiteru<br />
Suna o tsukande　Sono atsusa tashikamete<br />
Kono kisetsu wo kanjiteru</p>
<p>Ah, forever your love　(Forever your friend)<br />
Ano hi no mama no egao ga koko ni<br />
Shizuka ni toki wo kizamu<br />
Forever your heart<br />
Itsu no hi mo (Forever your friend)<br />
Nani mo iwazu ni sasaete kureta<br />
Omae to futari yorukobi kanjiteru</p>
<p>Kawarazu ni nagarete yuku<br />
Toki wa tomerarenai (No, you can′t stop time)<br />
Korekara no michi de nani ga attemo<br />
Ima wo wasurenai sa　(Forever your friend)</p>
<p>Sorezore no yume Katari atta hibi<br />
Omae no me ga suki datta<br />
Kokoro no oku ni Kakusenai mirai e no<br />
Fuan ore wa kizuiteta</p>
<p>Ah, forever your love　(Forever your friend)<br />
Ano ga attemo kawaranai sa to<br />
Ano toki itta kotoba ga kasurete<br />
Oh, hitori demo　(Forever your friend)<br />
Norikoerareru michi wo sagashite<br />
Omae to futari mata koko de aitai</p>
<p>Taemanaku tsuzuite yuku<br />
Hoshizora ni chikau yo　(Together we’ll be there till the end)<br />
Sorezore no michi de nani ga attemo<br />
Ore wa koko ni iru sa　(Forever friend)</p>
<p>Kawarazu ni nagarete yuku<br />
Toki wa tomerarenai (You can’t stop time baby)<br />
Korekara no michi de nani ga attemo<br />
Ima wo wasurenai sa　(I′ll be there, I′ll be there, I’ll be there)<br />
Oh wasurenai sa</p>
<h2>Original lyrics in Japanese</h2>
<p>風が揺れてる　波が歌ってる<br />
俺は今日も歩いてる<br />
砂は掴んで　その熱さ確めて<br />
この季節を感じてる</p>
<p>Ah, forever your love　(Forever your friend)<br />
あの日のままの笑顔がここに<br />
静かに時を刻む<br />
Forever your heart<br />
いつの日も　(Forever your friend)<br />
何も言わずに支えてくれた<br />
お前と二人喜び感じてる</p>
<p>変わらずに流れてゆく<br />
時は止められない　(No, you can′t stop time)<br />
これからの道で何があっても<br />
今を忘れないさ 　(Forever your friend)</p>
<p>それぞれの夢　語り合った日々<br />
お前の目が好きだった<br />
心の奥に　隠せない未来への<br />
不安俺は気づいてた</p>
<p>Ah, forever your love　(Forever your friend)<br />
何があっても変わらないさと<br />
あのとき言った言葉がかすれて<br />
Oh　一人でも　(Forever your friend)<br />
乗り越えられる道を探して<br />
お前と二人またここで会いたい</p>
<p>絶え間なく続いてゆく<br />
星空に誓うよ　(Together we’ll be there till the end)<br />
それぞれの道で何があっても<br />
俺はここにいるさ　(Forever friend)</p>
<p>変わらずに流れてゆく<br />
時は止められない (You can’t stop time baby)<br />
これからの道で何があっても<br />
今を忘れないさ　(I′ll be there, I′ll be there, I’ll be there)<br />
Oh 忘れないさ</p>
<p><strong>Credits:</strong><br />
Japanese lyrics: <a href="https://www.musixmatch.com/lyrics/%E5%8F%8D%E7%94%BA%E9%9A%86%E5%8F%B2/Forever/translation/japanese">Musixmatch</a></p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Inspiring quotes from Japanese drama Beach Boys]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/inspiring-quotes-from-japanese-drama-beach-boys</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/inspiring-quotes-from-japanese-drama-beach-boys"/>
        <updated>2022-11-12T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Beach Boys wisdom: timeless life lessons and inspiring quotes that challenge perspectives on success, purpose, and authenticity.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>There are many inspiring quotes from Japanese drama <em>Beach Boys</em>. Rewatching the series every few years still results in me uncovering new meaning in the lines.</p>
<p>I’ve <a href="/how-japanese-drama-beach-boys-changed-my-life-completely">shared how</a> the series changed my life. In this post, we’ll look at some of the moments that I found memorable and meaningful.</p>
<p><strong>Disclaimer:</strong> While I try to avoid spoilers for those of you who haven’t seen the drama, I can’t guarantee not revealing any details that might spoil the show. Actually, don’t even read this if you haven’t seen the TV series!</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-1.webp" alt="Inspiring quotes from Japanese drama Beach Boys" /></p>
<h2>Adulting is hard</h2>
<p>Hiromi on childhood vacations:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Wasn’t summer vacation fun when you were little? Why was it so much fun? It’s not that I hated school or that it was hard for me. But summer vacation would get me so excited and happy. It’s not that I did anything special either. Why don’t adults feel that way?</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Life becomes dull and depressing when we grow up. The term used nowadays is adulting. Adulting is hard.</p>
<p>This is a reminder not to loose our innocence and approach things in life with excitement and joy. Life is too short to focus on the negative or feel sad or sorry for oneself.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-2.webp" alt="Life is a smile" /></p>
<h2>Life is a smile</h2>
<p>Hiromi on smiling:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>And you’d better learn how to smile more. Life is a smile. Get it?</p>
</blockquote>
<p>A smile is more than just a facial expression. It is a state of mind. It is an emotion. Feel the smile and convey the feelings within you.</p>
<p>To me, the phrase “Life is a smile” is a poignant one. Smile when you’re happy. You know it will come to an end, so enjoy it while it lasts. Smile when you’re down. You know that it, too, will come to an end, so don’t worry about it and accept that it will get better soon.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-3a.webp" alt="Why did you start this minshuku" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-3b.webp" alt="I didn't think too hard" /></p>
<h2>Simple is best</h2>
<p>Kaito asks Masaru, “Why did you start this Mishuku?”</p>
<p>Masaru’s reply:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Because I thought it’ll be fun. I didn’t think too hard I just thought I wanted to do it, so I decided I would. Simple is best.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>The Japanglish actually makes the quote more memorable.</p>
<p>Don’t overthink things. Think it through, but don’t think too hard. Sometimes we just need to follow our hearts. Thinking too much leads to paralysis by analysis.</p>
<p>It is only through taking action that we understand if what we are doing is the right thing. So take the first step and do it. Whatever the outcome, you will have learnt something that you wouldn’t have if you just sat there thinking instead of doing.</p>
<p>Over the years, I’ve learnt to just do it. Of course, it is not that easy. We tend to take the safer route and err on the side of caution. Stay in our comfort zone and not push ourselves.</p>
<p>However, taking action is a lot more valuable and brings results that are feedback that tell us whether we need to improve, or if we’re on the right track.</p>
<p>Simple is (the) best.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-6.webp" alt="I want to try being stupid" /></p>
<h2>Go with the flow</h2>
<p>Hiromi giving Kaito advice on how to chop firewood, and sharing his philosophy on life:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>If you put too much power into it, you’ll mess up. It’s like life.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Sometimes we try to hard or push too hard to get things done in a certain way. If we try to force things, we might end up making things more difficult for ourselves.</p>
<p>Just like how chopping firewood is all about going with the motion of the falling axe and letting gravity do the job. Our hands are there just to hold the axe firmly and guide the swing. If you use too much power, you might end up swinging wildly and not chopping at the spot you were aiming for.</p>
<p>Likewise, we should go with the flow in life. I’ll point out that going with the flow doesn’t mean avoiding obstacles. It is more of finding ways to deal with or get past the problems or obstacles. Don’t use excessive force to solve a problem. As Bruce Lee said, be like water, my friend.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-5.webp" alt="I've never swum in the ocean" /></p>
<h2>Swimming in the ocean</h2>
<p>Hiromi, an Olympic swimmer, on swimming in the ocean:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>It must be tough to live just doing what you love. I’ve never swum in the ocean. To be honest, I’m a little scared of it. Because there’re no lanes or a finishing line. That’s why I couldn’t swim in the ocean.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>People often envy others who do what they love. I pursue doing what I love, and do my best to create an environment where my team gets to do likewise.</p>
<p>Yet, it is far from the rosy picture that people would imagine. Just like there are no lanes or finishing lines in the ocean, there are no boundaries when you do what you love. We often end up blurring the lines between work and life.</p>
<p>When what you do is what you love, it takes discipline to create boundaries to separate work from our personal lives.</p>
<p>Hiromi loves the ocean but dares not swim in it. How many of us have things we love to do, but we are afraid of turning it into our work. Doing so might just make what we love become a chore and lose its appeal. Though, I would argue that it could be a sign that you didn’t really love it that much if that were the case.</p>
<p>Ever since my post on the <a href="/meaning-of-life">meaning of life</a>, I have been actively seeking purpose in my fleeting time in this world. Recently, I started reading about <em>ikigai</em>. It is a Japanese concept that means something that gives a sense of purpose for living.</p>
<p><em>National Geographic</em> reporter <a href="https://www.ted.com/talks/dan_buettner_how_to_live_to_be_100">Dan Buettner suggests</a> that <em>ikigai</em> is a possible factor contributing to the longevity of people in Okinawa, Japan. Okinawans do what they love for as long as they are healthy, choosing not to retire. To them, they don’t work. They are devoted to their purpose in life, and thus enjoy fulfilment in life.</p>
<p>Find your <em>ikigai</em> and you would be able to swim in the ocean that you love. Your ocean.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-4.webp" alt="If you put too much power into it, you’ll mess up" /></p>
<h2>Be stupid</h2>
<p>Kaito on being stupid:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>For the first time in my life, I want to try being stupid. It might make me feel good.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>You’ll need a bit of backstory here to understand the context. Kaito is a white-collar employee in a large multinational trading company. He graduated from an elite university and basically grew up as a high-flyer chasing success in the big city.</p>
<p>He realises that he has been living a life that is laid out for and expected of him, based his education background and career path. While on vacation, Kaito meets Hiromi, a guy living a carefree life doing whatever he wants, and starts to doubt if he truly enjoys the life he has.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life.”</p>
<p>Steve Jobs</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Instead of following a stable career path before him, he contemplates pursuing what he loves. To others, Kaito is giving up on a life that others would snap up in a heartbeat. In other words, he is being stupid.</p>
<p>I can totally relate. I watched the series when I was considering leaving my job as a pharmacist. It struck home how I felt not pursuing my passion.</p>
<p>I also watched the drama again after I started pursuing entrepreneurship for a few of years. It still rubbed at me. I still meet people who are unable to understand why I chose to give up a stable, comfortable career. It is hard to explain if they haven’t found their purpose in life.</p>
<p>Sometimes, being stupid might be the right thing to do, especially if you’re following your heart.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-7a.webp" alt="Did I make the wrong decision?" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-7b.webp" alt="Do you want me to say you did?" /></p>
<h2>Have faith in your decisions</h2>
<p>Kaito knows what he wants, yet he harbours doubts over the choice he made. He calls his girlfriend Sakura and asks, “Did I make the wrong decision?”</p>
<p>Sakura is merciless with her response:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Do you want me to say you did? It was wrong. No matter who you ask, they’d say the same. But you wanted to do it, right?</p>
</blockquote>
<p>It doesn’t matter if what you did was right or wrong. We are talking about whether it is the right decision here, not doing illegal or immoral things.</p>
<p>But if you made a decision, then you have to bear the consequences. The key is to not stop yourself from doing what you want because you fear failure. Be clear about the consequences, and whether you can accept the worst case scenario. If you can, then go ahead.</p>
<p>At least you tried and failed. Learn from the failure so you fail better next time. Don’t question whether you made the wrong decision. It doesn’t help. However, you can analyse your decision-making process. I do this though a decision-making journal.</p>
<p>I can go in a deep dive about the decision-making journal. I’ll try to be brief. When I make a decision, I note down how I feel, the situation and the problem, and factors that I considered. These include variables, complications, and alternatives that I don’t choose.</p>
<p>In a nutshell, writing these down help me to understand what led me to making the decision, the thought process behind the choice, and any possible emotional or mental factors that influenced the decision. This allows me to review my decisions, learn from them, and make better decisions next time.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-8.webp" alt="They think it, but they can't do it" /></p>
<h2>Do what you want, while you still can</h2>
<p>Kaito’s boss talks to Kaito about the latter choosing to do what he loves:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Everyone… thinks about doing what you’re doing. They think it, but they can’t do it. There’re all kinds of reasons. The future. Family. Most people can’t do it. When you get older, you think maybe you can. But by then, I’m sure you won’t be able to do much.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>This quote was rather significant when I was considering leaving my job as a pharmacist. We often fall into the trap of thinking that we would be able to do what we truly want someday. We keep waiting for that someday, until we can no longer do what we want.</p>
<p>It is a reminder that we are all growing old. I hate to use clichés but time waits for no one. Do what you want while you can, before age and obligations stop you from being able to.</p>
<p>This is also a reminder that I am lucky to have been able to take my leap of faith with my close friends and family supporting my decision to take a less conventional path in life.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-9.webp" alt="I followed a path that had been laid out for me" /></p>
<h2>No effort is wasted</h2>
<p>Kaito on his the path he took in life:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>In my case, I followed a path that had been laid out for me. My whole life. But I don’t regret that at all. I don’t think it was a waste of time. Because I don’t think any effort in life is wasted.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Growing up, I followed a path laid out for me too. This resonated with me when I watched it after graduating from university.</p>
<p>I have met people who think that they wasted their time doing things that didn’t work out or wasn’t what they truly wanted. I used to think that way too, until I started to connect the dots looking backwards. That was when I realised that every thing in life happens for a reason.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“You can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards.”</p>
<p>Steve Jobs</p>
</blockquote>
<p>There are times when I question what might have been if I had gone down another path, but I often end up being reminded that whatever I did contributed to who and where I am today</p>
<p>We got to where we are because of the path we took in life. We are who we are because of what we did and experienced in life so far. So no effort in life is wasted.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-10.webp" alt="He's found a life he loves" /></p>
<h2>Find what you love</h2>
<p>Kaito on Masaru:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>The boss is so cool is because he’s found a life he loves and he’s stuck to it.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Find what you love and pursue it wholeheartedly. People will see the joy and sense of fulfilment you have. It is infectious and inspiring. I’ve been told that I look so much happier after I took my leap of faith to pursue what I love.</p>
<p>Sure, there are struggles. But ups and downs are a part of the process. When you do what you love, there’s that extra skip to your footsteps and a glow of happiness that is noticeable to the people around you.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-11.webp" alt="Staying in a comfort zone could ruin a person" /></p>
<h2>Realise when you are in a comfort zone</h2>
<p>Keiko tells to her daughter Makoto about why she thinks Makoto’s grandfather Masaru is not truly happy:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Because I don’t want to become like Grandpa. I felt like I wouldn’t be able to do anything if I stayed here. I felt like this place could ruin a person.</p>
<p>The way he’s lived his life… I really like it. I never said it was bad. But I don’t think he wanted to become the owner of a minshuku inn. I’m not saying that’s bad either. He may be happy with it. But I really don’t think he wanted to run a minshuku inn.</p>
<p>There must’ve been another reason he chose this place. I think staying in a place like this will make you not care anymore.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Keiko understood that the minshuku (bed and breakfast) inn was a place that could lull people into a kind of comfort that stops them from pursuing what they really want.</p>
<p>It is important to know when you’re in a comfort zone. I would often reflect and ask myself if I’m stagnating. You might be in a comfortable situation, but is it truly what you want? What’s stopping you from going for what you truly want? Life is too short to not chase your dreams.</p>
<p>The difference between fulfilment and comfort is a fine line, but we need to be aware of whether we are truly happy or just comfortable.</p>
<p>Of course, not everyone is after true fulfilment in life. Some people prefer to just find a comfort zone and stay in there. That is totally fine if it is what you want. It’s your prerogative. My point is to make sure that you know the difference and make the decision with that knowledge in mind. You owe it to yourself to not waste your time.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-12.webp" alt="This is my ocean" /></p>
<h2>Find your ocean</h2>
<p>Masaru tells Hiromi and Kaito to find what they truly love:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>This is my ocean. Your oceans are somewhere else.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Sometimes, we find ourselves following other people’s dreams. It is fine to do that for a while to help us find our own direction and purpose. However, it is important to realise that you are swimming in someone else’s ocean.</p>
<p>You won’t find true happiness unless you find your own ocean.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-13.webp" alt="This place is really comfortable" /></p>
<h2>Sometimes, you never really belonged</h2>
<p>Hiromi on how he feels after being Masaru tells them to leave:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>To be honest, I’d been waiting for him to say that to us. This place is really comfortable and I really do think it’d be the best if I could stay here forever. This is the first place I honestly felt like staying at forever. I’ve never felt like this.</p>
<p>Then, being told it’s almost time to leave… It’s a lonely feeling.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Sometimes you won’t know you’re in a comfort zone. You’re lucky if someone comes along in life to point that out to you. Be thankful for that. And if you see someone else stuck in their comfort zone, let them know too.</p>
<p>It might feel lonely, but there will be people out there who would help you to push yourself. If there isn’t get in touch with me. Let’s push each other to become better.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-14b.webp" alt="What's wrong with that?" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-14c.webp" alt="I was about to become an old man that could only talk about how good he used to be." /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-14a.webp" alt="But before I knew it, I'd forgotten about what I love" /></p>
<h2>Only you get to decide what is right</h2>
<p>Masaru admits that he lost his way, saying, “I wanted to surf. That’s why I came here to live. But before I knew it, I’d forgotten about the surfing, and became just a guy running a minshuku inn.”</p>
<p>“What’s wrong with that? You’re still really cool, boss,” Hiromi replies.</p>
<p>Masaru disagrees:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>I’m the only one that decides whether it is all right or not. I was about to become an old man that could only talk about how good he used to be.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Don’t lose sight of your dreams and goal. We might lose our way, but we will get on the path once more if we know what it is we really want.</p>
<p>People might admire you for what you do, even if it is not what you love.</p>
<p>That said, it’s your life, and only you get to decide what makes you truly happy. Find your <em>ikigai</em>.</p>
<p>Seize the opportunity to do what you want to. In most cases, it is never too late to do what you want. Push yourself to do it so you won’t just talk bout how good you were or what you could have been.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-15.webp" alt="You can forget about something that precious to you" /></p>
<h2>Embrace the journey</h2>
<p>Kaito tells Hiromi what he learns after taking his leap of faith:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>I realised that there were folks in this world that lived like you. It made me really mad and bitter. I felt like you knew something about life that I didn’t. So… I wanted to experience it, too.</p>
<p>To be honest, I was really scared. Because everything would go back to zero. But I can say this now. No matter what happens, I’ll never get scared. I have the confidence now to start from zero anytime now.</p>
<p>A hero is supposed to die or walk away into the sunset to be cool. It’s one or the other. Happily ever after? Stories with a hero don’t end like that.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>We fear failure because it means going back to square one. But once you learn to embrace failure, you’ll realise that there is no square one. Even if you go back to zero, you have gained the experience and wisdom from your failure. You are some where above square one.</p>
<p>It is a constant upward spiral. The more you fail and learn, the wiser and smarter you become.</p>
<p>Don’t strive for happily ever after. That’s just chasing the destination. Embrace the journey and savour the experience.</p>
<p>You either fail like the hero that dies, or succeed and walk away cooly in the sunset to star in the next movie, ie the next phase in life or the next project. It is either we make or break. And it is totally fine regardless of whether we make it or flop. Failure is an inevitable process to success. And success is not final. Success is not happily ever after.</p>
<p>We move on to the next thing after we succeed. If we fail, we keep trying until we succeed.</p>
<h2>Forever <em>Beach Boys</em></h2>
<p>Frankly, I didn’t expect the article to be so long. There are certain topics that I touched on really briefly. I kept them succinct to focus on the <em>Beach Boys</em> quotes. They are topics that I’ll definitely revisit in future posts, so stay tuned.</p>
<p>I don’t think there are any other films or dramas that have such a profound impact on me. I doubt I would be able to write another 3,000-word essay on what I learnt from another movie or TV series. Then again, I won’t completely rule that out.</p>
<p>Are there any films or dramas that were especially memorable for you? Let me know. I would love to check them out if I haven’t.</p>
<p>Check out <a href="/forever-by-takashi-sorimachi">my translation of <em>Beach Boys</em> theme song Forever</a> by Takashi Sorimachi.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[How Japanese drama Beach Boys changed my life completely]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/how-japanese-drama-beach-boys-changed-my-life-completely</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/how-japanese-drama-beach-boys-changed-my-life-completely"/>
        <updated>2022-10-24T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[From igniting creative passions to shaping career choices and life philosophy. Beach Boys transformed my life.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>To say that the Japanese drama <em>Beach Boys</em> transformed my life is an understatement.</p>
<p>The series aired in Japan in 1997 and I recall first watching it on a Singapore TV channel in 1998 with Chinese subtitles. It was the first Japanese drama I had ever watched and it left a deep impression on me.</p>
<h2>T-shirt and cargo pants</h2>
<p>T-shirt and cargo pants were the fashion trend back in those days. Watching these idols sporting T-shirts and cargo pants in such a cool manner made me follow suit. However, I was unable to keep my hair long due to school rules.</p>
<p>It was almost a decade later before I started wearing anything other than T-shirt and cargo pants. That was when I entered the emo punk phase.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-trio-hero.webp" alt="Japanese drama Beach Boys" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p>Takeshi Sorimachi, Ryoko Hirosue, and Yutaka Takenouchi</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<h2>Japan culture</h2>
<p>The drama is my gateway drug to Japanese culture. I became fascinated with the people, the place, and the language. This fascination grew and I started to watch anime, read manga, and listen to Japanese music.</p>
<p>I started to pick up Japanese on my own to be able to better understand the pop culture I consume.</p>
<p>Looking back, it was the rise of Japanese culture in Southeast Asia during that period of time that influenced my teenage years, and that of my peers. J-pop and J-rock were aired on TV channels. J-dramas were the rage along with anime. Even the game consoles and the games we played from SEGA, Nintendo, Konami and Square Enix hailed from Japan.</p>
<p>I consume a lot of Japanese media to this day, but I will always remember <em>Beach Boys</em> as the one that opened the doors to the world of Japanese culture. And Japan still remains my favourite travel destination.</p>
<h2>Be a beach boy</h2>
<p>Growing up in a city, I was going through a phase of yearning for country life. <em>Beach Boys</em> showed me what life could be in the seaside.</p>
<p>I love the beach. Put me at a beach with a cold beer and a good book, and it’s my paradise. Relaxing to the soothing rhythmic crash of the waves. Soaking in the warmth of the sun through skin lathered with sunscreen. Feeling the caress of the sea breeze heavy with the scent of brine.</p>
<p>Back when I was a pharmacist, I found myself on a beach every month, and at times every fortnight!</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-beach-hammock.webp" alt="Boracay hammock on the beach" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p>Boracay hammock on the beach</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<h2>Web and graphic design</h2>
<p>My <a href="https://cheeseflow.com">current business</a> revolves around design and new media industries. This is a culmination of my interest in web and graphic design that begun after I watched <em>Beach Boys</em>.</p>
<p>You might wonder, what does a J-drama have to do with web and graphic design? Well, back in 1998, there was a trend called fan shrine sites or fan sites. It was still the early days of the internet when people were on <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dial-up_Internet_access">56k dialup modems</a>.</p>
<p>My classmates and I were obsessed with Japanese pop culture, so we were gobbling up content about J-dramas and actors, J-pop and J-rock stars, and anime.</p>
<p>We were also having basic HTML lessons in school on how to build a website. My classmate Lianchiu and I discovered Geocities, and eventually Angelfire, and started creating fan shrines for <em>Gundam Wing</em> and <em>Beach Boys</em> respectively.</p>
<p>It came to a point where the basic HTML I learnt in school was insufficient to create the look I wanted. So I borrowed books on HTML and CSS to teach myself more advanced web design.</p>
<p>We didn’t have a computer at home back then, so my access to computer and the internet outside of school was mostly from Internet cafes. Other kids went to the Internet cafes to play <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Command_&amp;_Conquer:_Red_Alert">Red Alert</a>, <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Might_and_Magic_VI:_The_Mandate_of_Heaven">Might &amp; Magic VI</a>, <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Worms_2">Worms 2</a>, or whatever the latest game was available back then. However, I was fiddling with <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Windows_Notepad">Notepad</a> to key in my web design code.</p>
<p>The Internet cafe charged by the hour back then and I had an hour a week, so I had to try and visualise the design in my head as I wrote down the HTML and CSS code on paper. I would then type it into the computer and discover how the code turned out while I was at the Internet cafe.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-minshuku-hero.webp" alt="Beach Boys minshuku" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p>Beach Boys minshuku</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<h2>Photoshop</h2>
<p>I was using images and GIFs I found online for my websites. However, as my web design skills and taste improved, it gradually became apparent that what I found was unable to suit my needs.</p>
<p>My designs required custom graphics and this pushed me to pick up graphic design. When I looked for HTML, CSS, and JS books in the library, I noticed books on Photoshop in the same section.</p>
<p>I started to fiddle with Photoshop and started to teach myself graphic design.</p>
<h2>Photography</h2>
<p>Creating these sites also got me into blogging. I worked several sites before starting this one in 2002. The blogging journey is a long story deserving of its own post another time.</p>
<p>Blogging led to me reading blogs by <a href="https://dannychoo.com/en">Danny Choo</a>, <a href="https://cheeserland.com">Cheesie</a>, <a href="https://www.kennysia.com">Kenny Sia</a>, and other well-known bloggers in the early 2000s. These people have and still inspire me even to this day.</p>
<p>As I wrote, there came a point where photos were becoming more important to tell a story. And this eventually led me to purchasing my first camera in 2009.</p>
<p>I got the camera mainly to document travel and my gunpla hobby, but it has since blossomed into a passion for <a href="/photos">street photography</a> and a business that provides video and photography services.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-001.webp" alt="Self portrait of photographer wearing Fujifilm X100 t-shirt from Uniqlo" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p>Self portrait 2012</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<h2>Freelance designer</h2>
<p>When I was in university, I was looking for ways to make some pocket money. I started offering web design services as a freelancer.</p>
<p>I enjoyed web and graphic design. I had also started blogging. Writing for the web was an art form on its own. It was something I wanted to pursue in college. However, my parents were adamant that I pursue a healthcare profession. They reasoned that I could always take up another diploma or degree in the new media design field.</p>
<h2>Career change</h2>
<p>I practiced as a pharmacist for seven years. It was only five years after working as a pharmacist that I thought of allowing myself to do design work.</p>
<p>My plan was to work for two years to give it a try, since I spent four years to study the degree and another year to get my pharmacist license. But the job was too comfortable and I ended up in the industry for seven years.</p>
<p>I was having a quarter-life crisis in 2014 because I was turning 30. I quit my job to pursue <a href="https://rubycoded.com">design work full time</a>. And this eventually brought me to Shenzhen <a href="/about">where I’m based now</a>.</p>
<h2>Connecting the dots</h2>
<p>Who would have known that watching a J-drama would lead me down such a path in life?</p>
<p>We can only connect the dots when looking backwards.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>You can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future.</p>
<p>Steve Jobs</p>
</blockquote>
<p>The power of such scripted scenarios and the writing also attracts me and inspires me to do do likewise when I write stories or video scripts.</p>
<p>I strive to distil what I’ve learnt and share it with people with hopes that they might find some positive impact in their lives, no matter how minuscule it is.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/beach-boys-main-cast-hero.webp" alt="Beach Boys main cast" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p>Beach Boys main cast</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<h2>Lessons in life</h2>
<p><em>Beach Boys</em> also taught me a lot about life over the years. Each time I rewatched it at different stages in my life, I gained new insight.</p>
<p>I’ll be sharing the lessons in life I learnt from Japanese drama <em>Beach Boys</em> in the next post.</p>
<p>Have you watched <em>Beach Boys</em> before? If you did, what are do you remember from it? Has any TV shows impacted your life as much?</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[In loving memory of Chewy]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/in-loving-memory-of-chewy</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/in-loving-memory-of-chewy"/>
        <updated>2022-10-22T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Best place to attract eyeballs is in Orchard Road.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/chewy-funeral-hero.webp" alt="Forever Chewy" /></p>
<figcaption>
Chewy, 19 July 2011 -- 4 October 2022.
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>It has been rather depressing the past few weeks. I’ve been reminded time and again to cherish each day with my loved ones.</p>
<p>My aunt passed away last month and less than two weeks later, our beloved golden retriever passed away on 4 October.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/baby-chewy.webp" alt="Baby Chewy" /></p>
<figcaption>
Baby Chewy
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>Chewy, named after the hairy Wookiee he resembled, was 11 years and two months old. The last time I saw him was in February 2020 when I was last in Malaysia before the pandemic hit. I didn’t think that would be the last time I saw him.</p>
<p>Who knew back then that I won’t be able to travel back home for over two years, probably even three given the current situation. The question that kept appearing in my mind in the past few days has been, why didn’t I spend more time with him? Why didn’t the moments we had.</p>
<p>The casual thought back then was, see you again next time, boy.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/playful-chewy.webp" alt="Playful Chewy" /></p>
<figcaption>
Playful Chewy
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>I have friends who lost their loved ones to the pandemic and weren’t able to say the final goodbye in person due to lockdown measures. But this still hit home hard.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/naughty-chewy.webp" alt="Naughty Chewy" /></p>
<figcaption>
Naughty Chewy
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>Chewy had been having problems with his hips, either a hereditary condition or one that was caused by playing excessive football with us when he was younger. It seemed rather mild when I last saw him.</p>
<p>The condition deteriorated and he could hardly stand up the past few months. There was mention of euthanasia to ease his suffering. If it came down to that, I was hoping to be able to return home and see him one last time.</p>
<p>I guess Chewy has more pressing matters to deal with in doggy heaven. His sudden passing caught us off guard. My brother had even planned for a visit to see him.</p>
<p>Chewy showered my family with love, and will be missed dearly by all of us. It felt like it was just yesterday when we first welcomed the tiny ball of joy into our home back in 2011.</p>
<p>A reminder that time waits for no one.</p>
<figure>
  <blockquote>
    Be happy in the moment, that’s enough. Each moment is all we need, not more.
  </blockquote>
  <figcaption>
    Mother Teresa
  </figcaption>
</figure>
<p>As I write this, my poodle Xiaobao is leaning against my lap snoring in his usual post-dinner nap. He’s the anchor in my life. My sidekick. A constant in my life for the past five years.</p>
<p>He is with me all day for most of the days. The only times he has to stay home is when I go to places or occasions where dogs aren’t allowed. I cannot imagine life without him.</p>
<p>Yet it is inevitable and the only thing I can do is to cherish each day like it were the last.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/chewy-duckie.webp" alt="Chewy with his duckie" /></p>
<figcaption>
Chewy with his duckie
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>Chewy will forever be that playful but obedient boy. The protector who watches over us, and will continue to do so from wherever he is with his brother, our beloved Husky.</p>
<p>In loving memory.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[8 unproductive habits]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/8-unproductive-habits</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/8-unproductive-habits"/>
        <updated>2022-09-20T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Break free from unproductive habits: 8 patterns that limit your potential for personal and professional growth.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I wrote about habits that <a href="/10-habits-to-constantly-improve-yourself">help us improve</a>. It is also important to be aware of unproductive habits we have.</p>
<p>These often disguise themselves as our personality and character, but they are actually bad habits that we acquired over time.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“First we make our habits, then our habits make us.”</p>
<p>Charles C. Nobel</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Since they are bad habits, they can be eliminated. You just need to do the opposite regularly so they become good habits.</p>
<h2>1. Over-thinking</h2>
<p>Stop worrying. Start doing. Worrying won’t make the problems go away. Taking action brings you closer to completing tasks.</p>
<p>Don’t mentally paralyse yourself by over-thinking. Don’t think “what if”, adopt the mantra “what will be, will be.” <a href="/being-positive">Be positive</a>.</p>
<p>This is not to say you should take action without thinking. You need to make the necessary analyses and considerations, but don’t over do it.</p>
<h2>2. Not keeping a record</h2>
<p>There are people who think they have good memory, and those who are acutely aware of how fleeting the human mind is.</p>
<p>I found myself in many occasions where I had a wonderful epiphany or idea and told myself I will write it down later, or that I will remember it because it is so awesome. And I end up not remembering what I thought of a minute later.</p>
<p>Nowadays, I <a href="/personal-wiki-with-bear-app">put down thoughts in my Bear app</a> to track where my mind wanders. I find having a record of a meeting, even a casual dinner with a friend, is a great way to help me remember the time spent better.</p>
<p>Keeping a journal is a great way to keep track of your days and what you have been thinking about each day. So when you look back, you can see how you have progressed or grown.</p>
<h2>3. Be your worst enemy</h2>
<p>We often give ourselves less credit than we deserve. Our inner voice tells us that we are not good enough.</p>
<p>Learn to love yourself. You are better than you think, and you will be in a much better place if you allow yourself to be proud of how far you have come.</p>
<h2>4. Stop learning</h2>
<p>Many of us stop learning when we finish school. Or just learn when we have training at work.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Learning isn’t a way of reaching one’s potential but rather a way of developing it.”</p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/K._Anders_Ericsson">Karl Anders Ericsson</a></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Learning is a lifelong process. You are never too old to learn something new. And there is always something out there that you can learn.</p>
<p>Look at the world with an inquisitive mind and you might just pick up something that changes your life.</p>
<h2>5. Being stubborn</h2>
<p>All of us are stubborn in one way or another, over a spectrum of stubbornness. There are times when we should be stubborn and stick to what we believe.</p>
<p>When it comes to getting things done, you create more problems by refusing to work with or listen to others.</p>
<p>Be aware that we all are stubborn. Recognise it and make sure you reign in your stubbornness.</p>
<h2>6. Checking and consuming</h2>
<p>Our smartphones are such horrible black holes. They give you instant access to and endless list of things to check – messages, emails, your favourite social media, your next favourite social media, news, sports results and various other time sinks.</p>
<p>Notifications remind us to check our phones, and we end up being sucked into all the different apps. You are consuming content created by others instead of creating content or working on your to-do list.</p>
<h2>7. Escaping problems</h2>
<p>We all have tasks that comfort us and allows us to escape from the issues we might have. Some people dive into cooking. Others find things to learn. They are all ways we distract ourselves and keep us from having to face our problems.</p>
<p>Not dealing with problems doesn’t make them go away. They might just simmer into bigger problems. Deal with them so you can enjoy doing the things that you love without a nagging worry.</p>
<h2>8. Not having rules</h2>
<p>Rules are important to define a boundary. Having a constraint doesn’t inhibit creativity. In fact, constrains encourage us to find creative ways to do things.</p>
<p>Having no rules just makes us wander around aimlessly and we end up wasting time.</p>
<p>Create a set of rules for yourself. These become principles you live by and eventually define who you are.</p>
<h2>Eliminating unproductive habits</h2>
<p>Now that you know what unproductive habits to look out for, you can identify them and work towards eliminating them.</p>
<p>Habits form when we do things in a certain way regularly or all the time. They are good habits when they are beneficial to us, and bad habits when they affect us in a negative way.</p>
<p>You might find it hard to get rid of a bad habit. It is not as hard as you think. You just need to do the opposite of how you usually go about a bad habit. In most cases, it will let you turn the bad habit into a good one.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Mindful wander]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/mindful-wander</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/mindful-wander"/>
        <updated>2022-08-01T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Mindful wander means understanding the world in a different place compared to where you live.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Travel to broaden your view. It is more than just going to places of interests to see famous places, or perhaps do something that a place is renowned for just to check-in and get a selfie. Mindful wander means understanding the world in a different place compared to where you live.</p>
<p>Learn to understand why traditions, cultures, and food are different at each place. How did the way of life and the local thinking shape each of these? Take note of architecture and interior design as well. These are also shaped by the culture and history. By immersing yourself in a local culture and being more mindful of how people think, you slowly start to see things from their perspective.</p>
<p>It is important to understand how people think in each place. Only when you start to grasp how they think, especially how differently they think, then are you qualified to draw comparisons with how you live and think. If you don’t stand in their shoes and simply judge others living in a different place, you are only forcing your own views based on your own culture and living conditions.</p>
<p>Very often, I come across comments from people who have no idea of the local culture they criticise. They merely impose their own culture and views on the situation or way of life. Just because something is different from the way it is done back home doesn’t mean that it is something that should be condemned.</p>
<p>Before you start judging others, it makes more sense to understand the local way of life. Even better, live for a short period of time at the place so you can truly immerse yourself in the culture and society.</p>
<p>Understanding how people think and why they behave in certain ways can give you insights on how to improve your life and think of new ways to resolve problems back home. And then create <a href="/mindful-memory">mindful memories</a> of your time in a place you might only go once in a lifetime.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[How to be bold]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/how-to-be-bold</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/how-to-be-bold"/>
        <updated>2022-07-12T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Fortune favours the brave. Or at the very least, being bold lets you seize the initiative and swing things in your favour.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Fortune favours the brave. Or at the very least, <a href="/being-bold">being bold</a> lets you seize the initiative and swing things in your favour. Whatever it is, I know from experience that being a little bolder often results in something good.</p>
<p>Hannah Fry[^1] explains in <em>The Mathematics of Love</em> about the Gale-Shapley matching algorithm that proves: “If you put yourself out there, start at the top of the list, and work your way down, you’ll always end up with the best possible person who’ll have you. If you sit around and wait for people to talk to you, you’ll end up with the least bad person who approaches you. Regardless of the type of relationship you’re after, it pays to take the initiative.”</p>
<p>[^1]: Via <a href="https://fs.blog/math-life-beautiful/">Farnam Street</a>.</p>
<h2>Why we are shy</h2>
<p>Our instincts protect us by making us afraid of things that endanger us. And as social animals, we fear being thrust into a situation that exposes us to people we are unfamiliar with in our social circle.</p>
<p>Fear of being made fun of. Fear of social engagement, especially with strangers. Fear of the unknown. We are not sure how others will react to us. Will they make fun of us or thing that we are weird?</p>
<p>As an introvert, I’m inclined not to interact with others.Despite being an introvert, I enjoy engaging others in conversations, even if it leaves me drained. I value discourse, both with people who share what I know, and others who challenge me to rethink my views.</p>
<p>Another reason to put myself out there is that as an entrepreneur, I need to be meeting new people to increase the chances of having opportunities for work or expanding my network. I find myself uncomfortable with making that first interaction that I know would open up myself to strike up a conversation.</p>
<p>I just need to push myself to step out of my comfort zone.</p>
<h2>How to overcome shyness</h2>
<p>When I walk my dog, I talk to other dog owners. Others are people who love dogs and want to greet the dog.</p>
<p>As an expat in China, I would approach foreigners I meet just to introduce myself as a fellow expat. I would also offer to add them to group chats for the expat community in our neighbourhood and district.</p>
<p>Attend events. It is easy to find events for your hobbies or interests in the modern era. Make the effort to go to these events so you meet like-minded people. When you have a common interest, you have more to share and talk about.</p>
<p>Be helpful. When you see someone who looks like they need help, offer assistance before they even ask for it. The most common example is if you see someone who looks like they are looking for directions. Offer to point them the right way before they even approach you.</p>
<p>I met my business partner because I engaged in conversation with people I encounter. You’ll be surprised what being bold can introduce to your life!</p>
<h2>What to talk about</h2>
<p>It doesn’t matter that much what you talk about. When you talk about people, they tend to be more willing to open up, especially when you ask open-ended questions.</p>
<p>When they see that you’re interested in what they have to say, it gets them to talk more about the topic.</p>
<p>Give honest compliments. It makes helps to warm them up to you and people are keen to talk about themselves. For example, I don’t hold back from telling them when I think they look good. I often think that doing so makes my day more than it makes theirs.</p>
<p>The weather is a good start when it is something bad, such as really scorching, sunny days or heavy rain. But you might want to avoid it if it might sound too much like you have nothing else to talk about.</p>
<p>Look for points of similarities so you can find topics to talk about.</p>
<h2>Be bold</h2>
<p>If you haven’t tried what I mentioned, I urge you to give it a go. You’ll be surprise how it might change your life. What’s the worse that could happen? Someone might ignore your approach and walk off? If they do, then they aren’t worth your time anyway.</p>
<p>Do you have any other ways to engage people? Have you had any life-changing experiences or bad ones from trying to talk to strangers? I’d love to hear about it.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Secret of success]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/secret-of-success</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/secret-of-success"/>
        <updated>2022-06-13T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Discover the real secret of success: how forming habits of doing what others avoid can lead to exceptional achievement.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>The secret of success is to form the habit of doing things that others dislike doing. This is what separates people who are successful from those who are not.</p>
<p>So what is it that people don’t like to do? They are generally things that most of us naturally dislike. Most people prefer things that bring pleasure and want to obtain results from doing what we like to do. We grab the low-hanging fruits.</p>
<p>Why do we tend do what we dislike doing? We do so because we have things we want to accomplish. In other words, we prefer to enjoy the results rather than the process.</p>
<h2>Purpose</h2>
<p>Successful people have a strong sense of purpose that drives them to do what they dislike.</p>
<p>When you encounter a plateau or slump in your work, or find yourself losing your way, reminding yourself of your purpose often pulls back on track.</p>
<p>This purpose needs to push you to <a href="/new-habits">form habits</a> that you dislike, and to help you through the hardship in the journey to achieving what you set out to do. It must be practical, not visionary, so you can act on it.</p>
<p>For example, I set five-minute habits. My daily goal is to clock in five minutes of each of these habits. Doing the task gets me in the mood and hooked for more. These five-minute sessions often end up stretching for an hour or more.</p>
<p>On days that I find it hard to get going, the bare minimum of five minutes helps me to push through the dip. Doing the hard work during the times you want to give up is what pays off. If you go to the gym, you know that the gains start when you begin enduring the reps and try to best your personal record.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>If you want to be successful, you must respect one rule: never lie to yourself.</p>
<p>Paulo Coelho</p>
</blockquote>
<p>It is only through <a href="/10-habits-to-constantly-improve-yourself">taking actions</a> that you reach your goal, not just by dreaming it up. I know it sounds silly to state something that is so simple and straightforward, but you’ll be surprised at how often people keep themselves away from success.</p>
<h2>Next step</h2>
<p>Now that you know what the secret of success is, take a look at your daily habits and review what changes you should take to reach the goal you aim for.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[How to read non-fiction]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/how-to-read-non-fiction</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/how-to-read-non-fiction"/>
        <updated>2022-05-30T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Transform how you read non-fiction: practical strategies for deeper understanding, better retention, and lasting knowledge.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I wrote before about <a href="/how-to-read">how I read</a> in general. I have developed a way of reading non-fiction over the years. I wished I discovered how to read non-fiction earlier. I’ve read articles by others that helped shape my reading process and want to put it down for others who might benefit.</p>
<p>I grew up an avid reader. I gobbled up fiction, from <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enid_Blyton">Enid Blyton</a> and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roald_Dahl">Roald Dahl</a> to <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Hardy_Boys">Hardy Boys</a> as a child, to fantasy and sci-fi classics as a youth. These fictitious worlds were so fascinating and inspired me to write my own and fantasise about the imaginary.</p>
<p>However, non-fiction books were my bane. I found them boring and dry. It was hard to get through them, until I had a change in mindset. Now I read three to five non-fiction books for every fiction novel I finish.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Fools learn from experience. I prefer to learn from the experience of others.”</p>
<p>Otto von Bismarck</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Non-fiction books are often the accumulation of experience from others who have gone down similar paths or wondered about the same topics and ideas. Reading non-fiction helped me to learn from the experience of others to help me to keep learning.</p>
<h2>Taking notes</h2>
<p>The key to reading well is to be engaged while you read. Reading inevitably stirs thoughts and emotions. These are usually fleeting so pen them down while you are aware of them to help you understand more about what you read and also about yourself.</p>
<p>If you read with any decent reading app on your desktop or phone, it would come with highlighting and note taking functions. If you’re reading a physical book, mark and write on the book if it’s your own and grab a pen and notebook to expand upon the notes you take.</p>
<p>To get the full value out of your reading process, it is important that you practice active reading. Think while you read. Try to connect what you’ve read to your past experiences and current problems you might face.</p>
<p>By linking what concepts that the author writes about with your personal experiences, you understand them better and even gain insight on how to view the problems in a different light and potentially resolve them.</p>
<h2>Reading it again</h2>
<p>After you finish reading it, give the book a rating and let it marinate for at least a week, ideally longer.</p>
<p>Pick the book up again. If you think the book is good but not great, read through your notes. If it was better than good, read the whole book again or at least go through all the parts that you thought were outstanding.</p>
<p>As you read through the second time, be it the whole book or parts of it, make notes again. After that, check if your initial rating of the book still stands.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Any kind of important book should immediately be read twice, partly because one grasps the matter in its entirety the second time, and only really understands the beginning when the end is known; and partly because in reading it the second time one’s temper and mood are different, so that one gets another impression; it may be that one sees the matter in another light.</p>
<p>Arthur Schopenhauer</p>
</blockquote>
<p>I wrote previously about having <a href="/personal-wiki-with-bear-app">my personal wiki</a>. It is a personal database where I file away my notes on books I’ve read and films I’ve watched. My database is a trove of my thoughts I wrote down when I read, or after I watch a movie or drama series. Good content is worth going back to.</p>
<p>By reviewing your notes while you read the book the second time and after you finish the second reading, you can examine how you have grown during the two readings.</p>
<p>This is either due to the insights you gleaned from the book, or it could be an accumulation of knowledge from the book and other books or content you might have consumed between the two readings.</p>
<p>Another factor is your emotional and psychological state while reading the books. These generate different thoughts and ideas when you read, and in turn lead to notes that are different between the two readings.</p>
<p>I have found that the longer the duration is between the two readings, the greater the differences. This is why I often let the books marinate for months before I pick up the same book again.</p>
<h2>Skip the boring parts/books</h2>
<p>How many of you are stuck somewhere on a book because it’s hard to make progress? Try skipping forward to a point where it catches your interest to speed up your consumption of the book.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Be quick to start a book, but quicker to put a bad one down.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>I used to think that I should read everything that the author wrote and try to understand it. If I failed to appreciate a certain part of it, I would think I was missing out on something and was not good enough compared to someone else who gets the book.</p>
<p>It’s not about reading the book from cover to cover. It is perfectly fine to jump around to find the chapter or chunk that gives you the most value. Of course, reading it in the way the author intended it to be helps you understand better, but if you already grasp the idea, then honing in on the most valuable or interesting portion works too.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“If you find yourself wanting to speed up the reading process on a particular book, you may want to ask yourself, ‘Is this book any good?’ Life is too short to read books you don’t enjoy reading.”</p>
<p>Ryan Holiday</p>
</blockquote>
<p>If jumping around doesn’t help then put it down and move on. The book might not be for you. Or if it is a highly recommended book, perhaps it’s not the right time for you to be reading this book.</p>
<p>Have read a book and you thought it is not as great as the reviews or what your peers say about it, and wonder if you were not smart enough to appreciate the book like they did?</p>
<p>We are not in the same race. Every individual is in a different path in life, and even if we are in a similar growth path, we might be at different stages of growth. Don’t compare with others. If a book doesn’t resonate with you, then it is not the right book or not the right time to read this book.</p>
<p>Don’t give up on a book just because you can’t get through it in the first read. There is value in a book, especially if many people praise it. Keep it the gist of what it says in mind, so when you encounter what it talks about, you’ll think of it and come back to it again. It just might be the right time to read the book.</p>
<h2>Dive into your next book</h2>
<p>Changing my mindset towards reading has helped me reap a lot more rewards than before. As I said before, I wished I discovered how to read non-fiction earlier.</p>
<p>Everyone has their own way of reading, so my process might not work for you, but I hope that sharing it gives you insight to improve on yours.</p>
<p>I would love to read about how you read. I’m sure I would gain useful insights from it.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Personal wiki with Bear app]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/personal-wiki-with-bear-app</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/personal-wiki-with-bear-app"/>
        <updated>2022-05-23T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Build your personal wiki in Bear: create an efficient knowledge management system with interconnected notes and quick retrieval.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>The term that’s trending nowadays is actually <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Personal_knowledge_management">personal knowledge management (PKM)</a>. It is a process of putting down knowledge, classified and stored in a way that is easy to retrieve and refer to. A personal wiki is just one of the ways to create a PKM system (PKMS).</p>
<p>I’ve tried doing this back in 2005. I started with Microsoft OneNote, but found it lacking the key feature of interlinks. The ability to link notes together is a very important part of creating a PKM. I explain further in a bit. The need for interlinks led to me trying out wiki software such as MoinMoin, DokuWiki, and TiddlyWiki.</p>
<p>TiddlyWIki became my preferred personal wiki that I used alongside my notes app. It was very portable during an age when we still used thumb drives. It was a single file that I saved in the thumb drive I carried between work and home, and later on, one that live in my cloud drive for access wherever I was.</p>
<h2>Personal wiki app</h2>
<p>Meanwhile, my note taking moved from OneNotes to Evernote, before I started to use Apple’s built-in Notes.app.</p>
<p>While my notes still live in Notes.app, my current home for my personal wiki is Bear, my <a href="/why-i-switched-from-ulysses-to-bear">preferred writing app</a>.</p>
<p>There are many reasons I love Bear, but its ability to link between notes using double brackets: <code>[[Note name]]</code> makes it my choice for creating a personal wiki. The use of double square brackets is the common syntax to create wiki links. Being able to use a familiar markup for this makes the process frictionless.</p>
<p>Better still, Bear would suggest existing notes after you type <code>[[</code> and start to type the note title. This is key to creating inter-linked notes quickly. I am able to know if there are existing notes with the name you type. By connecting your notes together, it becomes a powerful knowledge network that you can organise to help you learn and create content.</p>
<p>Bear comes with <a href="https://bear.app/faq/mac-keyboard-shortcuts/">many useful shortcuts on Mac</a>, but my favourite is the timestamp shortcut. There are several of them, but I use these two the most – ⇧⌘7 to gives the date and time, and ⇧⌘8 to give just the date. I use the former note down the time I wrote each note. It is very useful for meeting notes and change logs.</p>
<h2>Notes tagging</h2>
<p>Bear also lets you group notes via tags and subtags. This makes sorting very easy an intuitive. You just need to add a hashtag in your note and it gets tagged and sorted.</p>
<p>I prefer using tags over folders. This is a topic for another day, but I’ll briefly explain this. Using folders is an old habit and concept from back in the days where files resided in folders to help us keep things organised.</p>
<p>However, with the power of modern software, we don’t need to know where the files, or in this case notes, are. We just need to be able to easily retrieve them either via search or from a tag they are grouped under.</p>
<p>I even use tags for a rating system. I tag movies and books with 4⭐️ and 5⭐️ tags to rate them. I don’t rate anything below four stars as I don’t write about them and don’t think I will. Who knows, they might gain a star or two in the future when I come back to them at the right time in my life.</p>
<h2>Notes taking</h2>
<p>I take notes when I read, watch videos, and during meetings. I don’t trust myself to recall things. It is better to take notes to track my thoughts.</p>
<p>You might think that you will remember thoughts and ideas that pop up in your head. You might, but what if you don’t? Better to write that thought down before it slips away.</p>
<p>For those of you who have a good memory, note taking is a good backup to your brain, and the note are not just a way to record what you think. They actually help you to organise your thoughts.</p>
<p>I found this <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGcs4tyey18">note taking livestream</a> by <a href="https://andymatuschak.org">Andy Matuschak</a> pretty insightful. He uses Bear app in the video but the process could probably be replicated in other note taking apps.</p>
<p>My previous workflow was to put down thoughts in bullet points within a single note, but Andy’s process inspired me to split longer bullet points into a separate note and link from the original note to the new note.</p>
<p>This helps to compartmentalise ideas and concepts, and I see splitting ideas into new notes as a form of seeding ideas. It is also how topics I write about branch off from an article and take life as a standalone article, or multiple articles.</p>
<p>Besides <a href="/how-to-read">taking notes while I read</a>, my notes can be grouped into three main types – meeting notes, change logs, and database notes.</p>
<h3>Meeting notes</h3>
<p>When I have a meeting, I take notes during and after the meeting. By meetings, I refer to any kind of meetings, not just a meeting for a group discussion.</p>
<p>Yes, I take notes when I meet up with friends. I picked up this habit after reading about how <a href="https://www.huffpost.com/entry/meeting-jack-dorsey_b_4116826">Jack Dorsey makes notes</a> of his conversations with people he meet.</p>
<p>While I try to avoid picking up the phone when I’m out with friends, I would jot down notes in the Bear iOS app to remind me of what we talked about and things I want to look up after the meeting.</p>
<p>When possible, I would take the time to review the meeting and note down some details I want to remember.</p>
<p>These notes help me to remember more details of what we discuss and research on some of the things we talk about. I also put down action points where necessary.</p>
<p>When I meet up with this person again, I would review the notes before we meet. This helps to make the meetings more meaningful and enriching experiences. We follow up on the previous meetings and engage on a deeper level in each meeting.</p>
<h3>Change logs</h3>
<p>I have several pet website projects that I tweak occasionally. There have been times I found myself looking at the same problems and not remembering why I made a certain decision about the design or feature. I end up researching on the same problem, and eventually come up with another decision that could be the same or different, depending on the circumstances.</p>
<p>Once I noticed this, I started to create a change log for each project and article. In the change log notes, I would timestamp each entry and put down in bullet points my thoughts, the decisions made and my reasonings for each. This helps me to look back at my previous thought process.</p>
<p>So, when I look at a problem, I can check if I’ve already thought of that before and how I came to the decision. I can then review the decision and work on an alternative instead of going down the same path over and over again.</p>
<h3>Database</h3>
<p>I have a database section where I put down my thoughts on content I consume, in particular, art, books, films, and music. I record the thoughts and emotions they evoke in me.</p>
<p>I also tag them with ratings, as mentioned earlier. Instead of a vague recollection of what I thought about each type of content, I have a record that I can refer to.</p>
<p>This is also very useful when I consume these content again. We are constantly growing, and our emotional and psychological state is always different each time we watch a book or listen to a film.</p>
<p>By recording these thoughts, I am able to understand how I have grown.</p>
<h2>Avoiding mistakes</h2>
<p>Taking notes help you to track the decisions that you make. Decision-making is a topic that deserve separate articles, and is not something I’ll discuss today. The point here is, making notes of your decision-making process helps you to remember why you made the decision. Case in point, why I keep change logs, as I mentioned earlier.</p>
<p>You are then able to look back at the decision in the future when the decision succeeds or fail. With the notes you made, you are then able to understand what worked and what didn’t. This in turn helps you to avoid making the same mistakes.</p>
<h2>Second brain</h2>
<p>To me, a PKM is a way to turn your thoughts into a searchable database that is very much <a href="https://www.buildingasecondbrain.com">a second brain</a>.</p>
<p>In the past, I would have to search for a certain thing. It could be a person, an idea, a movie, a song, or an article, and so on. I noticed that this happens because my brain attaches an idea or or a thought to it instead of what it is exactly. My brain only recognises it once I see it.</p>
<p>This means I would have to search online and try to pinpoint the thing I want to share or refer to. Having a PKM has improved that. When I notice something that makes do this dance, I would note it down in Bear with the concept attached to it, and I can search in my PKM to quickly locate it.</p>
<p>It is this access to your personalised information database that makes PKM so powerful. Your thoughts exist in a permanent medium that allows you to store and retrieve information at a higher level through a deliberate process rather than a physiological one.</p>
<h2>PKM is a habit</h2>
<p>The first step to having a good PKMS is to get in the habit of taking notes. Build your note taking process by looking at established systems such as the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zettelkasten">Zettelkasten</a> method. The best form of PKM is one that works for you. Refer to the process others use, but create one that suits you.</p>
<p>The app you choose for your PKMS should easily fit your process, not the other way round. It should empower you to fully utilise your PKMS.</p>
<p>Write about your PKMS if you already have one or share your journey to building one.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[On fear]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/on-fear</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/on-fear"/>
        <updated>2022-04-28T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Face fear with stoic wisdom: transform anxiety into growth through mindful anticipation and acceptance.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Fear is our instinctive reaction to protect us from harm. This happens when we are already aware of the dangers.</p>
<p>Sometimes, we don’t know the dangers but our subconscious picks it up. This is when you get a gut feeling that something isn’t right. This intuition comes from thousands of years of evolution and our life experiences.</p>
<p>So, instead of living in fear, trusting your gut might serve you better. When we are afraid, we become anxious. Living in constant vigilance is what gives many people anxiety, whether they are aware of it or not.</p>
<p>Trust your instincts. Your body will intuitively tell you when it perceives a danger. Recognise the gut feeling and act on it. This is a lot more useful than being fearful.</p>
<h2>Anxiety vs fear</h2>
<p>When we are gripped with anxiety, it is very hard for our intuition to surface. We are trying to hear the signal from our gut. Drowning it out with fear means we are more likely to miss the signal.</p>
<p>However, don’t mistake fear as anxiety. Our anxiety stems from our body’s reaction to fear. When we are anxious, we are actually subconsciously suppressing our fears.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Today I escaped from anxiety.<br />
Or no, I discarded it, because it was within me, in my own perceptions – not outside.</p>
<p>Marcus Aurelius</p>
</blockquote>
<h2>Dealing with fear</h2>
<p>So how do we deal with our fear? Stoicism tells us that good things will happen to us, as well bad things. Life is a cycle of ups and downs. When you’re on the up, don’t get carried away because the next down is just around the corner. And when you’re down, don’t be too upset because things will get better eventually.</p>
<p>When we adopt a Stoic approach in life, we accept the uncertainty in life. You ask yourself what is the worst that could happen if you do something, and decide if you can accept this outcome. You already anticipate the worst case scenario.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>The man who has anticipated the coming of troubles takes away their power when they arrive.</p>
<p>Seneca</p>
</blockquote>
<p>When things go wrong, we already anticipated it and are mentally prepared for it. Most of the time, they don’t turn out as bad as we think they would.</p>
<p>Once we know what we face, our fears diminish or even vanish. That is when our fears have no power over us.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Liberty of time]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/liberty-of-time</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/liberty-of-time"/>
        <updated>2022-04-15T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Treat time as your most valuable currency: strategies for mindful time management and intentional living in the present moment.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Time is a unique currency.</p>
<p>You can never get a refund of the time you spent. You can never spend more time than you have. You can never be in debt because you can’t spend time from the future.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>We shall never have more time. We have, and have always had, all the time there is.</p>
<p>Arnold Bennett</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Many people want more time. Just look at the popularity of time management and productivity techniques. We are finding ways to do things faster so we can have more time to do more things.</p>
<p>However, the way to get more is rather counter-intuitive. We need to try to be less productive to get more time. By allowing ourselves the time to relax, we are able to get more done when we start to pick things up again.</p>
<p>Relaxing is also a way to let your subconscious work. You probably have experienced getting fresh ideas or an epiphany when you are not doing anything or engaged in a relaxing activity.</p>
<h2>Your time is yours to spend</h2>
<p>You can choose to reinvent yourself whenever you want. Telling yourself that you’re too old, too young, too poor or have too many commitments are merely giving yourself an excuse to not try.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>You can turn over a new leaf every hour if you choose.</p>
<p>Arnold Bennett</p>
</blockquote>
<p>The beauty of our life being divided into days is that each start is a brand new start. You can choose to be bogged down by the past, or you can choose to start anew.</p>
<h2>Invest your time on what you desire</h2>
<p>Don’t worry about failure. There is no shame in trying and failing. Only disappointment and regret in not giving it a go.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed.</p>
<p>Theodore Roosevelt</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Spend an hour or two each day on yourself. Invest time in learning and improving yourself. Use that time for reading or an online course. Replace the instant gratification of social media or Netflix with something that will makes you grow.</p>
<p>Block out all diversions during this time. More importantly, clock in regularly and you will see your efforts snowballing.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Useful writing]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/useful-writing</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/useful-writing"/>
        <updated>2022-03-22T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Write with purpose: create content that empowers readers to form their own insights while delivering genuine value.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Many of us were taught to be persuasive when we write. Those of you who went through the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A-Level">GCE ‘A’ Levels</a> like I did might recall how we had to put choose the points to support our argument and come to a convincing conclusion.</p>
<p>This is partly why I have over a hundred drafts sitting in my Bear app. <a href="/how-to-read">When I read</a>, I write down my thoughts and these notes generally end up as an article. I also jot down points in my Bear notes when I watch videos or even when I talk to people. However, the perfectionist in me wants to edit the drafts and structure them in a way that would make what I’ve been taught is a good piece of writing.</p>
<h2>Useful vs convincing</h2>
<p>It helps to be able to lay down the points we want to make to put our point across. However, I’m starting to believe that it is more important to let readers take away something useful. You spend the time to read what I wrote. The very least I could do is to tell you something that you might already know but didn’t articulate it.</p>
<p>This belief stems from me reading articles by good writers. They don’t try to convince me of something. They put their facts and opinions down and leave it to me to make my own conclusions.</p>
<p>They share interesting ideas and articles that they come across. They share their though process and outcome. In other words, they let us take a peek in their minds. You’ll be surprised how much you can learn through this.</p>
<p>This is like watching people using an app or cooking on YouTube, provided they try to explain their though process. You pick up the small habits and tricks that they use, why they do that, and adopt or adapt it for yourself.</p>
<h2>Empowering vs being right</h2>
<p>They help me to connect ideas that I never considered were related. They inspire me to come up new thoughts and ideas. Sometimes they talk about things I already know, but the way they put it across or the analogies they use light a bulb in my head. Or they let me look at things in a new perspective that sparks more ideas.</p>
<p>Perhaps they mention a person or a topic that introduces me to new ideas, sometimes even unrelated to the topic on hand. Instead of trying to to convince me of their argument, they might actually swing me to their side when I make the connection or realisation on my own.</p>
<p>You might say, you prefer someone to tell you what you should think. I’ve already <a href="/having-an-opinion">said my piece</a> on that.</p>
<h2>Write it down</h2>
<p>When that happens, I should then put this down in writing so others might perhaps benefit in some ways. My points are already in my Bear app but I end up holding myself back from sharing immediately because I want to polish things.</p>
<p>I’m trying to share my drafts as soon as I finish writing them, even if they are not structured in a coherent manner. The point is to put my writing out there and iterate on it over time. It is not printed on paper or set in stone.</p>
<p>How often do you encounter useful writing? Do you share good things you read with others? Not a repost or retweet on social media. Actual sharing where you put down your thoughts along with it. Your two cents is worth more than you think.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Mindful memory]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/mindful-memory</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/mindful-memory"/>
        <updated>2022-03-19T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Create lasting memories through mindfulness: strengthen your ability to capture and retain life's meaningful moments.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Our memory is being eroded in the modern society. We have smart devices that help us to remember things from phone numbers, addresses, and birth dates to any small notes we care to enter in our preferred note-taking app. Our brain has less work to do nowadays.</p>
<p>An important part of our memory is to build an information storage with details. By remembering certain details, our brains are able to connect the dots and help us to memorise a bigger picture. Yet with the fast pace in the modern world where content creator fight to capture our attention in seconds, our attention span is a lot shorter than it has ever been.</p>
<h2>Slow down</h2>
<p>It is important to be mindful. Slow down and pay attention to the things around us. Be aware of the things that are happening to us too. I highly recommend Thich Nhat Hanh’s “How to” series of books. They touch on how to be mindful when doing simple things like eating, sitting, and walking. These are tasks that we do without thinking.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“People usually consider walking on water or in thin air a miracle. But I think the real miracle is not to walk either on water or in thin air, but to walk on earth. Every day we are engaged in a miracle which we don’t even recognize: a blue sky, white clouds, green leaves, the black, curious eyes of a child—our own two eyes. All is a miracle.”</p>
<p><strong>Thich Nhat Hanh</strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>When you slow down and pay attention during these mundane tasks instead of distracting yourself with music, podcasts, or even staring at your phone, you become aware of a lot of details that you previously missed or took for granted.</p>
<p>I enjoy people watching when I’m out. This habit to seek out details is partly because details help a lot in my creative process when it comes to writing and creating content.</p>
<p>The only way to create realistic human interactions and characters is through observing people and how they engage with others.</p>
<h2>Clear your mind</h2>
<p>We miss the details if we are distracted by the phone or laptop. You don’t have to be actively scrolling your feed or checking emails. Your mind might linger on a reply someone sent, or a news headline you saw earlier.</p>
<p>You need to clear your mind before you can truly be receptive to the small things that happen around you. I found meditating a great way for me to empty my head.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Breathing in, I calm body and mind. Breathing out, I smile. Dwelling in the present moment I know this is the only moment.”</p>
<p>Thich Nhat Hanh</p>
</blockquote>
<p>It just takes a minute to do so. Close your eyes and focus on your breath. Take deep breaths. Your lungs expanding as you inhale, and how your muscles squeeze the air out as you exhale. Do this for a minute, or about 10 breaths. This makes you aware of yourself and of your body as it does something as simple as breathing. You become mindful of your surroundings.</p>
<p>This awareness helps you to improve your short-term memory. A mindful state makes you more receptive to imprinting new memories.</p>
<p>There are many studies and <a href="https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/high-octane-brain/201906/mindfulness-and-memory">discussions</a> on the link between mindfulness and memory. I would love to hear from you if you practice mindfulness.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[How to read]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/how-to-read</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/how-to-read"/>
        <updated>2022-03-16T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Master active reading: practical techniques for better comprehension, retention, and knowledge application in your daily reading practice.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>We read daily. If you’re here, you can read. What I’m going to talk about is reading to gain knowledge. Consuming information doesn’t mean you are learning. You need to process the content you’ve read and reflect on it.</p>
<p>Many people read without internalising what they have read. Before you start reading, you need to have a goal in mind. A goal can be any purpose. Even reading just to pass time and allow your mind to explore new topics is a very reasonable goal.</p>
<p>Know your purpose. If you read without a purpose, then you won’t get true value out of your reading. When you have a purpose in the reading process, you try to apply the book on a project you have or in your life. You are able to get a deeper understanding of what the book is trying to tell you. You are able to gain insights that will help you with your problems or to improve yourself.</p>
<h2>How I read</h2>
<p>The way I read works well for me. It might not work for everyone but do give it a try and tweak it to find your own way of reading.</p>
<ol>
<li>Take notes while reading.</li>
<li>Write down a summary of each chapter or article.</li>
<li>Let it marinate.</li>
<li>Write down your thoughts after reading the book again.</li>
</ol>
<h3>1. Take notes</h3>
<p>I highlight points that jump at me when I read. I read on Books Mac and iOS. It is easy to highlight and add notes. I write down notes as I read. This could be questions I ask when reading a particular point, or a thought that comes to mind.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/books-atomic-habits-with-notes.webp" alt="Books - Atomic Habits with notes" /></p>
<h3>2. Write a summary</h3>
<p>I keep my <a href="/why-i-switched-from-ulysses-to-bear">Bear app</a> open when I read on my Mac. I create notes on the topics discussed in the books by expressing what I’ve read in my own words. I find that this helps me to better understand what I’ve read. More importantly, it lets me see what I don’t quite understand.</p>
<p>This post came to life in Bear.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/bear-how-to-read.webp" alt="Bear – How to read" /></p>
<p>I generally avoid reading non-fiction books on mobile because I find it less intuitive to write as I read, even though Bear has an awesome iOS app.</p>
<h3>3. Let it marinate</h3>
<p>After you finish the book, leave it for a week or two. This lets you clear your mind of your impression the book.</p>
<p>Pick it up again and go through the notes. Take note of the best parts in the first page. You will notice that you react differently to the same parts that you have highlighted before. It is inevitable since you are in a different emotional and psychological state. Take notes of the new thoughts.</p>
<p>You also have finished the book so you have understood the other arguments the author has made that might have changed how you perceive the highlighted sentences. Use this chance to filter out things that are not as amazing as they first seem to be.</p>
<h3>4. Write your thoughts</h3>
<p>Let the book marinate again for another week. Then go through your notes again. If you think of anything else that supplements your notes, add them in. You can come back to the notes the next time you come across a similar topic or if you pick up the book again.</p>
<h2>Selective reading</h2>
<p>Life is too short to read books that are boring. I’ve come to realise that there is a certain element of fate involved when reading a book. It is almost like dating when you read a book. If you find a book too boring, even if it is very highly rated and widely recommended, it is a sign that you should put the book down.</p>
<p>Some books enter your life at the wrong time. Set it aside. Somewhere down the road, you might be piqued to pick it up again. Don’t let your previous experience with it deter you from doing so. For all you know, it might just happen to be the right time for you to read the book.</p>
<p>I speak from personal experience where certain books have bored me when I first picked them up. When I read them after a couple of years, they resonate with me because I happen to be reading them at the right time.</p>
<p>Don’t give up on a book. Some books I’ve tried to reading more than once because they are highly recommended, but I just never got going. Yet, when I finally could, I’m glad I waited for the right time</p>
<p>This goes with certain movies and TV series that left me less than impressed the first time I watched them. Watching them again years later allowed me to appreciate them better after accumulating more life experiences.</p>
<p>If reading books that were boring gave you greater insight when you tried to reread them, imagine the benefits you can glean from books that you’ve already enjoyed and learnt a lot from. Rereading books can further help you to learn more or reinforce what you’ve learnt.</p>
<h2>Active reading</h2>
<p>I read for two purposes: entertainment and knowledge.</p>
<p>The bulk of the books I read for knowledge are non-fiction books. When I read for knowledge, it is a mindful process. Active reading means to think and be engaged while reading the book.</p>
<p>It means to think and reflect while you read. Through this, you connect the dots between your existing knowledge with new things that you learn while reading the book.</p>
<p>Pose questions to what the author wrote. These become things that you would try to answer to help you gain knowledge. Practice critical thinking while you read. Consider how the things you read can be applied to your life, both new opportunities and past experiences.</p>
<p>Most fiction books are for entertainment. Those I read faster with less thought. Sometimes I read fiction for knowledge when looking for quotes and writing style of authors I admire.</p>
<p>You can practice active reading with fiction books as well, through studying the plots, characters and themes. This was exactly what I had to do in secondary school in literature class for <em>Animal Farm</em>, <em>Lord of the Flies</em> and <em>Romeo and Juliet</em>.</p>
<p>Bridging my literature lessons with fiction that I read helped me a lot as an aspiring writer. I was able to see the bigger picture and better appreciate the novels.</p>
<p>This applies to movies and TV series as well. Part of my business involves video production. My work in screenplay and directing videos makes me appreciate films and dramas more, from the screenwriting to the photography and lighting, to the acting, sound effect, and so on.</p>
<h2>Mind maps</h2>
<p>Another technique I’ve been exploring is an alternative way of taking notes. Start by putting down in a mind map what you know about the topic. Then ask you read, you add to the mind map. This is a very visual experience as you get to see the knowledge growing as you read.</p>
<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/xmind.webp" alt="XMind in action" /></p>
<figcaption>
<p>Study on Sinitic languages</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>This is something I’m still experimenting so I don’t have much to share right now. I use Xmind for my mind maps so it helps that I can easily switch from the mind map view into the bullet point view that I’m more familiar with.</p>
<h2>Be consistent</h2>
<p>When I mention that I read, people are often surprised that I have the time to read. I’m known as a workaholic and I guess it is rather hard to imagine how I can squeeze in the time to read.</p>
<p>The trick is to be consistent. Small steps add up to make a great leap. I make it a habit to read one chapter of a book a day while I’m having my coffee to kick off the day. It’s just one chapter but it adds up.</p>
<p>My old routine was to read the morning’s news or check social media. However, news is so filled with negativity, and what’s in the news hardly contribute to my growth as a person. So I prefer to only consume tech news that have some benefit in my work, and I do this later in the day.</p>
<p>Our minds are the freshest when we wake up. This is the best time to read and gain knowledge. Reading news doesn’t help me grow and often end up depressing or wasting time. The only exception is, however, football scores. That’s the only piece of news I would gobble up first thing I wake up if I missed the match the night before.</p>
<p>When you read a chapter a day, the consistency helps you move towards completing the book. On most days I finish the chapter and go about my day. Some days, I have more time and I indulge in more than one chapter.</p>
<p>Then there are the chapters in books that are so hard to put down. With these, I often go through several chapters before I have to force myself to stop.</p>
<p>What ever the case, the minimum is one chapter. This is a rather low bar but it keeps you going. It’s similar to starting a daily exercise routine with 25 push ups a day, and then slowly get to a 100 push ups daily to keep yourself fit.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Illusion of transparency]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/illusion-of-transparency</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/illusion-of-transparency"/>
        <updated>2022-03-08T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Bridge the gap between internal experience and external perception: improve communication through better self-awareness.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>There is a gap between what we experience and what others think we are experiencing. This is the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Illusion_of_transparency">illusion of transparency</a>. When we assume that others understand what we are feeling or thinking, we overestimate how we convey our emotions and thoughts.</p>
<p>We feel that we are the centre of attention in our own experiences. In reality, most people are too absorbed in their own experiences to pick up the signs that you are painfully aware of exhibiting.</p>
<p>Were you awfully nervous when you gave that speech? No one noticed because they were daydreaming, busy trying to process the information you’re conveying, or simply wondering if anyone noticed that they are having a bad hair day. In short, people are too caught up in their own little bubbles to be aware of the subtle cues.</p>
<p>Once you understand the illusion of transparency, you can start to take steps to help you overcome this.</p>
<p>Assume that others don’t know what you are thinking or feeling. If you want them to understand what you are feeling or thinking, tell them.</p>
<p>Vice versa, ask someone how they feel if you want to understand what they are experiencing. Their answer might confirm your suspicions. Or they might just prove the illusion of transparency to you.</p>
<p>Don’t be annoyed or upset when others don’t catch on to your cues. If you want them to know how you feel, tell them directly. This is the basis of clear communication. It’s through communicating that we avoid arguments and misunderstandings.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Much unhappiness has come into the world because of bewilderment and things left unsaid.”</p>
<p>Fyodor Dostoevsky</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Understanding the illusion of transparency is very liberating. Almost no one cares about things that you are overly conscious of. Free yourself from the invisible shackles cast by your own mind.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[On silence]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/on-silence</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/on-silence"/>
        <updated>2022-03-03T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Explore the power of silence: understanding when to speak up, when to listen, and how silence shapes our social dynamics.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>People often don’t say what they think. Instead, they weigh up the situation and adjust their views accordingly.</p>
<p>Our willingness to express an opinion is a direct result of how popular or unpopular we perceive it to be. We will avoid expressing an opinion that we think is unpopular. We will make a point of showing that we think the same as others if we think it is popular.</p>
<p>We may also be willing to express an unpopular and uncontroversial opinion rather than an unpopular and controversial one.</p>
<p>Humans are social animals. We are instinctively aware of whether voicing an opinion might affect our social standing. We don’t want to risk social exclusion or even ostracism. Remaining part of a group is important for survival and we need to appear to belong in the group and share the popular view.</p>
<h2>Implications</h2>
<p>This means we often paint an inaccurate picture of ourselves, and what we see is often not an accurate picture of others around us.</p>
<p>A sudden change in what opinion is popular will drive the shift in what people will say, although not what they actually think.</p>
<p>Because people don’t voice their true opinions, a minority of highly vocal individuals can end up influencing what is popular, and thus influence what others will say in public discourse.</p>
<p>This becomes a vicious spiral where the deviant but vocal views keeps getting feedback to become even more vocal and more influential.</p>
<p>This shows that it is important to be authentic. To speak your mind. And we should also listen with an open-mind to encourage proper discourse that gives us a clearer picture and more accurate results.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Having an opinion]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/having-an-opinion</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/having-an-opinion"/>
        <updated>2022-02-22T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Form meaningful opinions through critical thinking: balancing research, openness to disagreement, and willingness to evolve your perspective.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>We all have opinions on almost everything. To have a valid opinion, we should first do due diligence to understand both sides of the argument. How many of us actually do the work before we have an opinion on something?</p>
<p>How much work is it? Well, you need to do the research and understand both sides of the arguments. You start to form your views and then you need to dive deeper into the arguments that oppose your views to have a better insight. In some cases, there are more one perspective that disagree with your views. So multiply the work you need to do accordingly.</p>
<p>And in the process, your views falter and change as you gain insight, providing you with knowledge and wisdom you didn’t have when you first established your views.</p>
<h2>Avoid bias, court disagreement</h2>
<p>How often do you find yourself seeking information that backs up your views? How often do you seek views that run counter to your views? Is the former more frequent than the latter? If your answer is yes, you are biased.</p>
<p>We are all biased to a certain degree. The key is to be mindful of when we might be and address the prejudice. Actively looking for information that disagrees with your views is a great way to avoid bias.</p>
<h2>Have an open mind</h2>
<p>When you seek views that oppose yours, do you argue your point? Or do you accept the information from this perspective with an open mind?</p>
<p>Many people think that they are open-minded, yet they have a set of preconceived judgement on some things. This an inevitable process. As we grow up, we form opinions and stick to them more often than not.</p>
<p>Some of these are ideas and concepts that we are so used to that we don’t even pause to question. In some cases, times have changed and the opinion we had has weaker arguments for it now, then when we first made the opinion.</p>
<p>The first step to having an open mind is not to think that you are an open-minded person, but to admit that you might not be as open-minded as you thought you were.</p>
<h2>Admit you’re wrong</h2>
<blockquote>
<p>“It is easier to keep adding exceptions and justifications to a belief than to admit that a challenger has a better explanation.”</p>
<p><em>Zeynep Tufekci</em></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Being able to kill off your earlier views is a very important step of forming an opinion. You supported a particular stance before and now you oppose it. This means you have the knowledge and understanding of those views. More importantly, you can understand where they fall short.</p>
<p>When you discuss this topic with someone else, you are then able to point out these and better articulate your argument for the your opinion, especially when those who hold your previous opinion.</p>
<p>But do so with an open mind, still. For all you know, they might come up with an argument that would make you question your views once more.</p>
<p>Remember, we are not out there to be right. It is about understanding each other.</p>
<h2>Justify your opinion</h2>
<p>I don’t mean come up with reasons to justify why you take a particular stance. I mean doing the work necessary before you are justified to make an opinion.</p>
<p>To have an opinion, you need to start by being impartial and judge the arguments from all sides.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[The fallacy of efficiency]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/fallacy-of-efficiency</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/fallacy-of-efficiency"/>
        <updated>2022-02-20T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Challenge the efficiency obsession: discover why embracing strategic slack time leads to better productivity and sustainable performance.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>In a world where we are driven to pursue efficiency and productivity, we often end up failing to appreciate the need to cut ourselves some slack.</p>
<p>How many of you would fill your calendar and pack your daily schedule? Seize the day! Get the most out of each day by making full use of each waking hour. Or at times even eat into the sleeping hours.</p>
<p>When we have such a tight schedule, we leave ourselves prone to being disrupted. What if an emergency cropped up? Or if a meeting or travel time extended beyond what you allocated?</p>
<p>More importantly, we don’t give ourselves the allowance to slow down. Our pursuit of efficiency leaves little room for us to be mindful. We need some lull time for our brain to contemplate on certain things or to come up with ideas. Sure, we clear the task on hand by being efficient. But we don’t have the luxury to step back and think ahead to avoid unseen problems.</p>
<h2>Less efficient, better performance</h2>
<p>By being less efficient, we give ourselves more time to perform better. Avoiding a problem is actually better than having to queue more tasks needed to deal with said problem.</p>
<p>Having more gaps in our schedule also allows us to be ready to tackle emergencies and sudden challenges. We can dive right in to resolve problems when they occur since we have been idle and had a break. We deal with the problem immediately instead of adding countermeasures to our to-do list.</p>
<p>We can only handle three key tasks daily. If we only have two scheduled, we would be able to deal with a third when it suddenly drops on our lap. No stress from disrupting our tight schedules and task lists. No delays. No need to push back other tasks to deal with this emergency.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Website redesign for 2022]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/website-redesign-for-2022</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/website-redesign-for-2022"/>
        <updated>2022-01-18T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A 20th anniversary redesign exploring minimalism, typography choices, and the evolution of a personal website's design philosophy.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>2022 marks the 20th anniversary of this site. I redesigned the site to celebrate the milestone. I foresee more changes coming once full site editing makes it into Wordpress core in a couple of weeks.</p>
<h2>Changes in the past year</h2>
<p>I made many small tweaks to the site as It evolved into the current state. It continued the minimal look I adopted in the late 2010s with increased emphasis on typography.</p>
<p>Let’s look at the changes made over the past year or so.</p>
<h3>Dark mode</h3>
<p>The biggest change in 2020 was the implementation of <a href="/dark-mode">dark mode</a>. It uses a CSS media query to check if the browser prefers dark mode, and display the dark mode styles if it is.</p>
<p>I made more refinements to the feature as dark mode became more widely adopted over the past year.</p>
<h3>Type addict</h3>
<p>A shameless typography geek, I have been lazy to implement custom fonts on my websites out of sheer laziness. Despite the ease of doing so since Google Fonts started serving beautiful fonts, it is still a workaround with the themes I use to build my sites.</p>
<p>This have changed with modern themes that have Google Font support built into them and the alternative of using <code>@font-face</code> to reference Google Fonts.</p>
<p>I hopped on the retro type bandwagon and went with a serif-serif font pairing of <a href="https://fonts.google.com/specimen/Playfair+Display">Playfair Display</a> and <a href="https://fonts.google.com/specimen/Crimson+Pro">Crimson Pro</a> for that timeless classic look. The strong look of Playfair Display was perfect for headings and Crimson Pro has always been one of my favourite serif fonts for web use, since Minion Pro isn’t available for free.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-blog-post-dark-mode.webp" alt="2020 design of jenxi.com" /></p>
<h2>Redesign to welcome 2022</h2>
<p>The redesign sees the site coming a full circle, adopting styles that I used almost a decade ago. The stylistic choices are refined after honing my aesthetic taste over that period of time.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-blog-home-dark-mode.webp" alt="2020 design of jenxi.com" /></p>
<h3>Return to minimalism</h3>
<p>When I revamped the home page in 2020, I decided to implement trends popular then. I added floating boxes that were meant to give the illusion of depth, and slapped box shadows on them.</p>
<p>Back then, it was yet another return to an old style. I used shadows a lot back in the early 2000s, but that was for a skeuomorphic look that was trendy then.</p>
<p>I decided to get rid of the fancy fluff and returned to the minimalist look. No more shadows or layers. Everything is flat.</p>
<p>Yet, there is still some complexity within the minimalism. This is achieved through thin lines, both faded and in the red accent. This brings me to the next point.</p>
<h3>Muted look</h3>
<p>Where the old design shouted with the red accent colour to bring attention to Call-to-Action (CTA) buttons and links, this new look minimises the appearance of red.</p>
<p>The red only appears under links and when you hover on link items. Unlike the red link underline style of the old design, this new link is again minimal. Where the old style tries to look like highlights or marker underlines, this new approach is more refined and elegant.</p>
<h3>Return of sans serif</h3>
<p>We come to yet another full circle. The post kicked off talking about type, and it’s fitting that it ends talking about the new typography of this site.</p>
<p>Where the serif fonts went well with previous the fancy look, I decided to bring back a sans serif font for the headings. Not just any sans serif, though. It is my favourite sans serif font, Avenir Next. Unfortunately, it isn’t available as a web font. Avenir Next Pro is a close alternative but it’s paid. So that’s not an option.</p>
<p>If you’re lucky and your device supports Avenir Next, you get to enjoy the site with this beautiful font. Apple devices come with Avenir Next. I’m unsure what other devices have it installed by default.</p>
<p>Don’t worry if your device doesn’t support Avenir Next. There are several fallback sans serif fonts that still look good.</p>
<p>I choose <a href="https://fonts.google.com/specimen/PT+Serif">PT Serif</a> as the body font. Crimson Pro looks more classic compared to the more modern-looking PT Serif. This makes the latter pair better with the sans serif heading.</p>
<h2>Under the hood</h2>
<p>Besides the visual changes above, I made structural changes to the site layout. I had to use a CSS hack to make the text stay within the container and have images break out of the container.</p>
<p>This is no longer the case. The content uses a single container that keeps the text with the contained width while allowing elements like images and blockquotes the option of extending outside the container.</p>
<p>I’ve stopped using widgets in favour of blocks. While some of my other sites and client sites still rely on widgets, this site is now fully block-based. It helps that the minimalist design means I don’t have to worry about displaying content in widgets.</p>
<p>More structural changes will come once full site editing is available in Wordpress 5.9.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Vulnerability]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/vulnerability</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/vulnerability"/>
        <updated>2021-05-05T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Exploring vulnerability as a strength that enables authentic connections and personal growth rather than a weakness to be hidden.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Being vulnerable is to be exposed to the possibility of being attacked physically or emotionally.</p>
<p>We are wired biologically to <a href="/taking-social-risks">avoid vulnerability</a>. Yet, humans are also social creatures that thrive on having people around us that we love. Loving takes trust and that means making ourselves vulnerable, to let people into our lives and be authentic. We do this in hope that the rewards would be worth the risks of vulnerability.</p>
<p>Many of us don’t realise that vulnerability is inevitable. No matter how we build emotional walls and psychological barriers, we still leave a door to let people in. The fact is, we are even more vulnerable without the social connections.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“In the beginning, people think vulnerability will make you weak, but it does the opposite. It shows you’re strong enough to care.”</p>
<p><em><strong>Victoria Pratt</strong></em></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Stop trying to appear as though you aren’t vulnerable. No one is, and it is frustrating when you pretend to be. It shows that you are not trusting and it makes it hard for others to trust you, to be vulnerable with you.</p>
<h2>Be vulnerable</h2>
<p>Admitting your vulnerabilities can be very liberating. Admit that you don’t know something, or that you made a mistake, or simply apologising. You are being honest with yourself. Be vulnerable. You are… you. You show others that you are vulnerable and you create a safe environment where they can, too, drop their barriers and open up.</p>
<p>Some people might make fun of you when you let yourself be vulnerable. Take heart that they do so out of fear of their own vulnerability. More often than not, you’ll find the people around opening up as well.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability… To be alive is to be vulnerable.”</p>
<p><strong><em>Madeleine L’Engle</em></strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>By being vulnerable, you are honest with yourself. <a href="/authenticity">Authenticity</a> lets you better connect with who you are so you can identify where you need to improve. No one is perfect but not everyone is improving either. Those who are constantly becoming better will take steps closer towards perfection.</p>
<p>The more you are in touch with your vulnerability, the more you increase your resilience. Resilience lets you face and accept change. That’s a critical skill since change is the only constant in life.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Compartmentalising]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/compartmentalising</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/compartmentalising"/>
        <updated>2021-04-03T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[How compartmentalizing digital routines and workflows can improve focus and productivity while reducing distractions.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I have a habit of compartmentalising my routines. This helps me to minimise distractions and focus better.</p>
<h2>Browsing</h2>
<p>Safari is my primary browser. I have different windows running for different mindset I’m in. There is a window for marketing work, a window for designs and coding, a window for consuming content, and a window for content creation.</p>
<p>By putting what I do in different windows, I get into that mindset when I’m in that particular window.</p>
<h2>Notes</h2>
<p>As I get older, I find myself having to write down things more or I would forget them. I believe it is partly due to the information overload that we get nowadays, coupled with a less-used memory capacity.</p>
<p>Gone are the days when we had to memorise phone numbers and addresses. If you need any information, it’s all probably in your phone. Or you could just do an <a href="https://duckduckgo.com">internet search</a>.</p>
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<figure>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/apple-notes.webp" alt="Apple Notes" /></p>
</figure>
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<p><img src="../../assets/images/bear-mac-screenshot.webp" alt="Bear Mac screenshot" /></p>
</figure>
</div>
<p>I make quick notes in Apple Notes . It is the inbox for most information. These then get expanded upon and moved to <a href="https://basecamp.com">Basecamp</a> or <a href="https://bear.app">Bear</a>, depending on whether they are work or personal notes. When I read, I write down my thoughts. In this case, the notes go directly into Bear.</p>
<p>For meetings, I prefer not to touch my phone to avoid distractions and, more importantly, show respect to the people in the meeting. I would take notes in my pocket notebook with my trusty <a href="https://www.lamy.com/en-us/p/lamy-al-star-fountain-pen/52925298868558">Lamy AL-Star</a></p>
<h2>RSS feeds</h2>
<p>I used to read both on my phone and laptop. However, I started the habit of taking notes when I read as part of my mindfulness exercise when reading. I think as I read, so I write down my thoughts as they pop up in my head. These often end up as blog drafts or outlines.</p>
<p>It is very hard to take notes while reading RSS feeds on the phone, so I stopped reading my feeds on the phone. My RSS reader of choice is <a href="https://reederapp.com">Reeder</a>.</p>
<h2>Books</h2>
<p>When I read books, I highlight text and write notes. I’ll share more about why I do that in another article. But this happens more when I read non-fiction books. So I keep my non-fiction reading on the MacBook and read fiction books when I’m on the phone.</p>
<p>I still highlight text on the phone, but I don’t take notes.</p>
<h2>Emails</h2>
<p>I only check my emails on the laptop. The Mail app on my phone is only for emergencies in case I need to reply or check an urgent message. Other than that, my emails are checked once or twice daily when I’m on the MacBook.</p>
<p>Despite being a firm believer of communicating via emails instead of having meetings, I also limit the time I spend going through emails each day because it can suddenly be a slippery slope down a rabbit hole that eats up a huge chunk of time.</p>
<h2>Conclusion</h2>
<p>These are some of the ways I help myself to stick to my habits. They minimise distractions and help me to focus. More importantly, they creating a mental state that puts me in the mood for each routine.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Mac iCloud Drive]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/mac-icloud-drive</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/mac-icloud-drive"/>
        <updated>2021-02-15T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Experience and insights on transitioning to iCloud Drive for file management and cloud backup on macOS.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I have been using iCloud Drive for a while, then macOS Catalina revamped the Mac file system but moving most of the files into iCloud Drive.</p>
<p>My old 15" MacBook Pro upgraded to Catalina and gave me a taste of what it is like. When I got the new 16" MacBook Pro, I decided to do a clean install and move my files in. I had half of the work done for me. After I set up iCloud Drive on the new MacBook, the iCloud files on the old MacBook was synced on the new MacBook via iCloud Drive. It is pretty amazing how the files are synced so quickly over iCloud Drive.</p>
<h2>File sharing</h2>
<p>Sharing files and folders has been a problem. Dropbox was a good solution, but it felt slower and it was a clunky third party add-on. I had to stop using it because it doesn’t work in China, even with VPN.</p>
<p>So I started using Google Drive and OneDrive for file sharing to varying degrees of success and (dis)satisfaction. File sharing is important for my work because my teams needs to sync documents that different people work on. These could be huge Photoshop or XD documents, where speed would affect how fast we can pass the documents to the next person.</p>
<p>One workaround is to use Figma for collaborative graphic design, but the interface is still not as responsive compared to a native Mac app such as Sketch or XD.</p>
<p>Google Drive only works with VPN, and some times doesn’t work even with VPN. OneDrive syncs pretty well and doesn’t need VPN. However, it is a third party app like Dropbox and there were still occasional issues with the app and sync.</p>
<p>We waited for the highly-anticipated iCloud Drive file sharing ever since it was announced. And it has been a delight. File sync is fast and it works regardless of my internet environment.</p>
<h2>Cloud backup</h2>
<p>Roughly 95% of my files are all on iCloud Drive. On Catalina, everything is on iCloud Drive, aside from the applications folder and system files, which are on a separate partition. This means all that your files are synced on iCloud unless you place them in a folder outside iCloud Drive.</p>
<p>An interesting feature for users with smaller disk space is iCloud’s unloading feature. It will move less used files and folders to iCloud, off your local storage to free up space. When you need the files, it will download them. This helps you to maximise the free space while clearing out less used items, bringing them back only when you need them.</p>
<p>I haven’t had much experience with that since my files are mostly on local storage, but the few times I had to download files that were synced from the old MacBook Pro, the files downloaded fast enough that I have no complaints.</p>
<h2>Cloud is the future</h2>
<p>As you can tell, my experience thus far has been incredible. It is beyond my expectations and I’m a very happy user. This has helped me reduce my reliance on backing up to an external hard drive. Instead of constantly worrying about backing up my data, it just works.</p>
<p>Of course, I’ve had <a href="https://www.backblaze.com">BackBlaze</a> for many years. BackBlaze is a subscription backup service and it has saved me several times over the years. It is worth every penny spent. However, it doesn’t back up system files, which I believe iCloud does.</p>
<p>Even with BackBlaze, I would still have to do regular TimeMachine back ups to an external drive. And I would also use <a href="https://bombich.com">Carbon Copy Cloner</a> to clone my Mac hard drive and also my TimeMachine drive, just to be safe.</p>
<p>Cloud backups has allowed me to do less frequent backups. While I do worry that iCloud Drive might fail me at some point, I can at least know that it will back me up most of the time, pun intended.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Economy class]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/economy-class</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/economy-class"/>
        <updated>2021-02-11T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Translation and analysis of KAFE.HU's viral hit about pursuing dreams while staying grounded in reality.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>This is about a song by <a href="http://KAFE.HU">KAFE.HU</a>,《经济舱》. He performed it in the tenth episode of <em>Rap of China 2020</em>.</p>
<p>The song went viral a couple of months ago with its catchy tune and lyrics that many listeners resonated with.</p>
<h2>English translation</h2>
<p>Top verse partner with Li Ronghao<br />
Thank you to all of you, who voted for our team<br />
But for this live song, I have no existing lyrics that fits<br />
So I was preparing my soul, to stay up and write all night<br />
When I turned on my computer, the competition I went through<br />
Become yet another draft</p>
<p>As I sat in the economy-class, and flew to this place<br />
From the hotel window, I watched the moon and think of home<br />
My age, you could say I’m young but not that young<br />
When it comes to new things, I can’t take my eyes of them<br />
Thinking of how I can become the champion</p>
<p>Let the cheers no longer remain, illusions in the deep of night<br />
I treat rhyming, like playing the piano<br />
While my melancholy, perhaps needs a Band-Aid<br />
To protect some wounds, to protect some secrets<br />
Let them ferment then uncover, and I’ll write a song for you</p>
<p>I sat beside the window at seat 46A<br />
I met a fan, and he looked slightly astonished<br />
Are you kidding<br />
A rapper sitting in economy-class, doesn’t it hurt your pride<br />
I said this is, the road leading to success<br />
Ended our conversation, silent thousands of metres in the sky<br />
The silence reminded me of, my own mother<br />
To think that was our, final phone call, Mum</p>
<p>Every time I mourn that you in the heavens<br />
At the moment the moonlight shines through the clouds into the window<br />
I hope my hopes won’t be dashed by a speck of dust<br />
That person’s hope floats lightly in economy-class<br />
I hope expressions in the front and back rows won’t be somber<br />
I hope the distance between you and I are not obstructed<br />
Have your trajectory gone off course<br />
Are your hopes still rooted in reality</p>
<p>Ladies and gentlemen<br />
Key.L Liu Cong</p>
<p>Busy phone lines, are everywhere this starry night<br />
Sing along gently with me, even if you’re sitting in economy-class<br />
Busy phone lines, no signal above the clouds<br />
Don’t be nervous when in love, life is not an arena</p>
<p>A steady heart fears stopping in mediocrity the most<br />
Like a piece of ice, forgetting what it’s like to be water<br />
Homie, you are so desperate, of course you need confidence<br />
A hawk, can’t remain attached to the horizon<br />
This cabin seat can’t see, that people outside the window get what they ask for<br />
Before a seed sprouts it fights with the soil, until it is neighbours with the sky<br />
Incredible tenacity, comes from experience<br />
Don’t doubt, the unchanging nights<br />
Those footprints overcome hardships, helping me defeat pride and laziness<br />
When I’m disheartened by the pressure, and forced to the threshold<br />
I understand the meaning of the word champion</p>
<p>Yeah let’s begin<br />
Like-minded people, don’t stop thinking about them<br />
Debride the wounds, and face the bitter cold once more<br />
I sit in economy-class, but my heart is in the horizon<br />
Sing along gently with me, sitting in economy-class</p>
<p>Busy phone lines, are everywhere this starry night<br />
Seeing the mountains beyond mountains, despite sitting in economy-class<br />
Come on<br />
Busy phone lines, no signal above the clouds<br />
To become best of the best, even if he sits in economy-class<br />
He said<br />
Busy phone lines, are everywhere this starry night<br />
Sing along gently with me, even if you’re sitting in economy-class<br />
Everybody<br />
Busy phone lines, no signal above the clouds<br />
Don’t be nervous when in love, life is not an arena</p>
<p>Like-minded people, don’t stop thinking about them<br />
Debride the wounds, and face the bitter cold once more<br />
I sit in economy-class, but my heart is in the horizon<br />
Sing along gently with me, sitting in economy-class</p>
<p>Like-minded people, don’t stop thinking about them<br />
Debride the wounds, and face the bitter cold once more<br />
I sit in economy-class, but my heart is in the horizon<br />
Sing along gently with me, sitting in economy-class</p>
<p>The broadcast announced our arrival, leaving an echo<br />
During the trip, I didn’t close my eyes to catch any sleep<br />
In the night, like a signal light in the sea<br />
The stewardess said see you again, mister, very courteous<br />
My headphones ran out of battery, without music I’m brought back to reality<br />
Certain emotions I can’t forget, as ai jump onto the noisy stage from economy-class</p>
<h2>Original lyrics in Chinese</h2>
<p>上端verse合作给李荣浩<br />
感谢所有人 投给我们的票<br />
但这首歌的现场 我没词可以套<br />
所以灵魂继续熬 准备写一个通宵<br />
当我打开了电脑 经历的比赛<br />
又成为草稿</p>
<p>坐上经济舱 来到这个地方<br />
隔着酒店的窗 望着月亮思故乡<br />
我的年龄 说新不算新<br />
对于新事物 总目不转睛<br />
心里面想怎么拿冠军</p>
<p>让喝彩不在成为 深夜的幻听<br />
我把押韵 比喻成钢琴<br />
而我的忧郁 是否需要张邦迪<br />
保护一些伤 保护一些秘密<br />
等他发酵揭开后 我写歌送给你<br />
46A我靠窗边坐下</p>
<p>遇见了歌迷 他略显得惊讶<br />
开玩笑吗 Rapper坐在经济舱<br />
面子伤不伤 我说这是<br />
通往成功的方向 结束谈话<br />
沉默在万米高空上 耳机隔音<br />
仿佛身旁空荡荡 安静让我容易想起<br />
自己的妈妈 没想到那是我们<br />
最后一通电话妈妈</p>
<p>每次当我想悼念你在天上<br />
透过窗月光洒下云层的刹那<br />
希望不会因为一粒灰尘而泡汤<br />
那人的希望轻轻飘在经济舱<br />
希望前后排的表情别哭丧<br />
希望我和你之间的距离没阻挡<br />
你的轨迹有没有偏航<br />
你所希望的是否发生在实际上</p>
<p>Ladies and gentlemen<br />
Key.L刘聪</p>
<p>拨不通的电话 遍布星辰的晚上<br />
跟我轻轻唱 就算你在经济舱<br />
拨不通的电话 信号丢失云层上<br />
爱就别紧张 生活不是竞技场</p>
<p>平常心最怕平常中停歇<br />
像块冰 忘了 be water 的经验<br />
Homie 说你这么拼 当然需要信心</p>
<p>鹰 不可以留恋地平线<br />
这仓位毕竟看不见 窗外的人有求必应<br />
种子发芽前和泥土比拼 直到足以和天空比邻<br />
不可思议的韧性来自经历 你别不信<br />
一律千篇的夜 那些足印涉过艰险<br />
帮我灭却骄傲惰性 当被压抑沮丧逼到临界<br />
了解 champion 的翻译是冠军 Yeah let’s begin<br />
心心相印的人 别停止想念<br />
伤口清清创 并着疯再次凛冽<br />
身在经济舱 可我心在天边<br />
和我轻轻唱在经济舱</p>
<p>拨不通的电话 遍布星辰的晚上<br />
看到山外山 虽然我在经济舱<br />
Come on<br />
拨不通的电话 信号丢失云层上<br />
要做人上人 虽然他在经济舱<br />
他说<br />
拨不通的电话 遍布星辰的晚上<br />
跟我轻轻唱 就算你在经济舱<br />
Everybody<br />
拨不通的电话 信号丢失云层上<br />
爱就别紧张 生活不是竞技场<br />
心心相印的人 别停止想念<br />
伤口清清创 并着风再次凛冽<br />
身在经济舱 可我心在天边<br />
和我轻轻唱 在经济舱<br />
心心相印的人 别停止想念<br />
伤口清清创 并着风再次凛冽<br />
身在经济舱 可我心在天边<br />
和我轻轻唱 在经济舱</p>
<p>广播通知到达 留下回声<br />
旅途中 没有闭眼睛睡一觉<br />
黑夜中 像在海上的信号灯<br />
空姐说再见先生 很有礼貌<br />
耳机用光了电池 没有音乐我又回到了现实<br />
某种情绪再忘不掉 从经济舱跳上舞台的喧闹</p>
<h2>Video</h2>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Online shopping in China]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/online-shopping-in-china</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/online-shopping-in-china"/>
        <updated>2020-06-15T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[My experience navigating China's digital marketplace: insights into the unique features and experiences of online shopping in the world's largest e-commerce market.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Shopping online in China is a unique experience due to the massive logistics network and the immense amount of vendors available.</p>
<p>I often get asked about how ecommerce works in China. This article serves as a place to point people to when they are curious about the topic. Instead of me retelling the same answers and often missing points here and there, this serves as a place to collect and pen down my thoughts and experiences.</p>
<h2>Main players</h2>
<p>The two biggest platforms are <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jd.com">JD.com</a>, also known internationally as JoyBuy, and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taobao">Taobao</a>. They are in the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tencent">Tencent</a> and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alibaba_Group">Alibaba</a> ecosystems respectively. The competition between the two ecosystems is an interesting topic that deserves its own article.</p>
<p>As an Alibaba service, Taobao naturally only accepts payments from AliPay. JD is a member of the Tencent ecosystem and thus only takes payments from Tencent’s WeChat Pay. Of course, each platform also accepts payment by linking bank cards, and JD has its JD Quick Pass service that allows payment via ApplePay.</p>
<p>Other smaller platforms include:</p>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vipshop">Vipshop aka VIP.com</a> - the third largest after JD and Taobao.</li>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dangdang">Dangdang</a> - the second largest B2C (business-to-consumer) after JD.</li>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pinduoduo">Pinduoduo</a> - a platform that initially focused on group buys before changing to a marketplace model.</li>
</ul>
<h2>Taobao/Tmall</h2>
<p>Taobao is the first major ecommerce platform. It operates with a marketplace model where vendors can register and sell their products in their stores. Taobao was less regulated in the early days and it gained a bad reputation due to scams and counterfeit products.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/taobao-logo.webp" alt="Taobao logo" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/tmall-logo.webp" alt="Tmall logo" /></p>
<p>To increase consumer trust in the platform, Alibaba rolled out <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/tmall">Tmall</a>, a platform for brand owners or authorised distributors. The approval process is stricter compared to Taobao and vendors had to pay a RMB 150,000 deposit on top of an annual fee of RMB 60,000 to sell on the platform. Tmall products and stores are searchable within Taobao, and users can choose to view only Tmall vendors in their searches if they prefer to buy only from verified and reliable vendors.</p>
<p>Items sold by vendors within the same province as you usually ship within 2 days. Vendors from other provinces will ship within 7 days.</p>
<h3>Customer service</h3>
<p>You can find almost anything on Taobao. We purchased supplies, equipment, and decoration for our cafe on Taobao.</p>
<p>Since Taobao is a C2C (sidenote: Consumer-to-consumer ) platform, you can often negotiate with the seller. This is something that blew my mind. When I purchased online via eBay or Amazon, I bought what the vendors sold. Taobao has a live chat feature and most vendors reply almost immediately.</p>
<p>You can request for customised products, bargain for a better price or request for free shipping if you are purchasing in bulk. Customer service can also give suggestions or recommendations based on your preferences and requirements.</p>
<h3>Returns</h3>
<p>Returning items bought on Taobao used to be more troublesome. However, due to the hassle-free service JD provides, Taobao has become more competitive.</p>
<p>Most products come with a 7-day return policy, unless they are perishable or products that can’t be returned. Most vendors provide 7-day no questions asked return policy. This means you don’t need to provide a reason for returning or wait for the vendor to approve the return. The platform will automatically process the return if it is within the return window period.</p>
<p>One thing to look out for is the shipping fee insurance. Not all vendors provide shipping fee insurance. This means you will have to bear the cost of the return shipping. For products with shipping fee insurance, you still need to pay the cost of the return shipping but the platform will refund you the shipping fee once the vendor receives the returned item.</p>
<p>In the past, you would have to bring the parcel to a distribution spot in the neighbourhood to drop off the returned item. It is actually not that big of a hassle because this is usually within 200 metres from where you live.</p>
<p>Nowadays, the delivery person will come to your doorstep to pick up the item. Just select your preferred collection date and time when you process the return in the app. Alternatively, you can choose to leave the parcel in the nearest collection locker, which is available in every apartment block lobby nowadays, and the delivery person will collect it when they come to drop off parcels in the lockers.</p>
<h2><a href="http://JD.com">JD.com</a></h2>
<p>JD differentiated itself from Taobao through a B2C model. Brands supply their products to JD and the platform manages the logistics including warehousing and fulfilment.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jd-logo.webp" alt="JD logo" /></p>
<p>JD is known for its speedy delivery. Since products are sold by JD rather than third-party vendors, they undergo strict a curation process to ensure that the products are genuine and of good quality.</p>
<p>I purchase my groceries, toiletries and other household items from JD because of JD’s partnership with Walmart. If I run out of rice, cooking oil or dog food, I know I can place an order immediately and receive the items on the same day or in the next morning.</p>
<h3>Same or next day delivery</h3>
<p>If you purchase before 10 am, it is usually a same-day delivery unless your item is out of stocks in the nearest warehouse. For purchases made after 10 am and before 11pm, the orders will be delivered the next morning.</p>
<p>The app will let you know the estimated delivery time before you place an order. Instead of shipping all your products together, items from the same dispatch location will be shipped together. This means that if you order 3 items and 1 of them is out of stocks, the other 2 items will be shipped first and the third item dispatched from the next nearest warehouse.</p>
<p>Such delivery speeds means JD is the go-to platform if you need your orders to be delivered quick.</p>
<h3>JD warranty</h3>
<p>I purchase electronics through JD because of the awesome warranty and return policy. JD trumps Taobao in terms of its return service and warranty. For many electronic products, JD offer additional warranty extensions. This means that JD will cover for repairs beyond the manufacturers warranty period.</p>
<p>JD offers a 7-day return with no questions asked policy. This means you can try an item and return it if you don’t like it. Of course, you have to make sure that the item is not damaged and retain the original packaging. The item is picked up by the JD delivery person. Each neighbourhood is serviced by a few JD delivery staff. They personalise their service to, uh, deliver the best customer experience.</p>
<h3>JD service</h3>
<p>My JD delivery guy knows the time of the day I’m at home so he will try to delivery heavy and bulky items during those times so he can bring them right to my doorstep. If I’m not around, the building security would not allow him to come upstairs. He would have to leave them in the lobby and I would have to carry the items up myself. If he’s unsure of the time, he would call to check before making the delivery.</p>
<p>Such outstanding service is a company-wide standard. I’ve had a different delivery person for each neighbourhood I’ve lived in and for different office locations, and the service standard is always the same. This is why I prefer to purchase from JD even if an item is cheaper on Taobao.</p>
<p>Taobao still uses third-party shipping services, so the service standard varies and certain shipping services refuse to bear the cost of the return shipping. For example, we tried to return a display bought off Taobao on the day we received it. However, the shipping service refused to accept the returned item because they could not cover the cost of the insurance. They asked us to ship via another shipping service and bear the additional cost of the shipping insurance.</p>
<p>Until Taobao has its own fulfilment service, I doubt they will be able to catch up with JD in terms of customer experience and satisfaction.</p>
<h3>Vendor marketplace</h3>
<p>JD has a third-party marketplace where verified vendors sell their products on the platform. I rarely purchase from these sellers. The exception is when they provide imported products that JD does not offer. The drawback of purchasing from third-party vendors is the that they use their own shipping service that is slower than JD’s. Even if they are fulfilled by JD, it is still not as fast as products fulfilled from JD’s warehouse.</p>
<h3>JD Plus membership</h3>
<p>Taobao has a membership program, but I don’t buy enough from Taobao to warrant subscribing. I purchase almost all my household supplies from JD, so it’s a no-brainer to sign up for JD’s Plus membership.</p>
<p>For an annual fee of RMB 99, I get 5% off my purchases, enjoy members-only discounts and shipping no minimum order amount for free shipping. JD requires a minimum order of RMB 99 for free shipping. I save at least RMB 99 per month with JD Plus.</p>
<h2>Other platforms</h2>
<p>I’m very pampered by JD, and Taobao vendors generally provide good services. So I haven’t found the need to purchase using other platforms. I won’t comment on the platforms since I don’t use them. If I do venture to try them, I’ll definitely write about my experience.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[The Reason I Thought I’d Die by Mika Nakashima]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/the-reason-i-thought-i-d-die-by-mika-nakashima</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/the-reason-i-thought-i-d-die-by-mika-nakashima"/>
        <updated>2020-05-28T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Mika Nakashima's profound exploration of life and death in English '僕が死のうと思ったのは' (Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa).]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>《僕が死のうと思ったのは》(romanji: Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa) is a song by Nakashima Mika. The title in English is “Once I Thought of Ending It for Good The Reason I Thought I’d Die”.</p>
<p>I’ve been a Mika fan since she sang “Find the Way”, the third ending theme for <em>Mobile Suit Gundam SEED</em>. Her performance in the live action movie <em><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nana_(2005_film)">Nana</a></em> as the titular character, and the film’s theme song “Glamorous Sky” sealed her status as one of my favourite female Japanese singers alongside Ayumi Hamasaki.</p>
<h2>Background</h2>
<p>This was the closing song of her 2015 concert. She was diagnosed with <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Patulous_Eustachian_tube">patulous Eustachian tubes</a> in both ears in 2010. In this live performance, you can see her trying to keep the beat with her feet because of her condition. And it was a heartfelt rendition that speaks of her emotions and how they resonated with the lyrics.</p>

<p>Below is a longer version without subtitles. It has segment before the singing where she gave a background of the song.</p>

<p>“Honestly, I was actually very surprised when I first received this song. However, after listening to the song, I was in tears when it ended. I felt my steeled heart softening instantly. This is a song that represents my deepest feelings. Everyone of you present definitely had a time where you were lost and depressed. Asking, ‘Why things never turn out as expected?’”</p>
<p>“Today, I’ll express everyone’s deepest feelings through this song. So, please listen to this song till the end.”</p>
<figure>
  <blockquote>
    Today looks like yesterday, if we want change tomorrow, we should change today.
  </blockquote>
  <figcaption>
    Nakashima Mika
  </figcaption>
</figure>
<h2>English translation</h2>
<p>Title: <s><em>Once I Thought of Ending It for Good</em></s> <em>The Reason I Thought I’d Die</em></p>
<p>I thought I’d die because black-tailed gulls chirped on a pier<br />
Disappearing as they drifted over the waves, flying away and picking my past as they went<br />
I thought I’d die because apricot blossoms bloomed on my birthday<br />
Can I become the soil with dead bugs if I nap under the sunlight filtering through foliage?[^1]</p>
<p>[^1]: “Komorebi” is a Japanese word that is <a href="https://www.tokyoweekender.com/art_and_culture/japanese-culture/japanese-words-we-cant-translate-komorebi/">hard to translate</a>.</p>
<p>Mint candy, lighthouse at a fishing port, rusty arch bridge, abandoned bicycle<br />
Before a stove at a wooden station house, my heart can’t set out anywhere<br />
Today looks like yesterday, if we wanna change tomorrow we should change today<br />
I know, I know… but…</p>
<p>I thought I’d die because my heart went blank<br />
I cry over being unsatisfied is surely because I want to be satisfied</p>
<p>I thought I’d die because my shoelaces got undone<br />
I’m not good at making ties, the same goes with human relationships<br />
I thought I’d die because the boy was gazing at me<br />
I’m kneeling on the bed to apologise to myself that day</p>
<p>Dim-light of a computer, sounds of life coming from upstairs<br />
Chimes of an intercom, the boy covering his ears in a birdcage<br />
Don Quixote fighting with an invisible enemy in a six-mat room<br />
Goal must be ugly anyway</p>
<p>I thought I’d die because I was called a cold person<br />
I cry over being loved because I need to get to know the warmth of others</p>
<p>I thought I’d die because of your gentle laugh<br />
I only consider dying because I am too serious to live on</p>
<p>I thought I’d die because I hadn’t met you yet<br />
I fell in love with this world a little more where people like you were born<br />
I will place a bit of my hope in this world where people like you live</p>
<h2>Original lyrics in Romanji</h2>
<p>Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa umineko ga sanbashi de naitakara<br />
Nami no manima ni ukande kieru kako mo tuibande tonde ike<br />
Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa tanjoubi ni anzu no hana ga saitakara<br />
Sono komorebi de utatane shitara mushi no shigai to tsuchi ni nareru ka na</p>
<p>Hakkaame gyokou no toudai sabita āchi-kyou suteta jitensha<br />
Mokuzou no eki no sutoobu no mae de dokoni mo tabidatenai kokoro<br />
Kyou wa marude kinou mitaida ashita o kaerunara kyou o kaenakya<br />
Wakatteru wakatteru keredo</p>
<p>Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa kokoro ga karappo ni nattakara<br />
Mitasarenai to naite iru no wa kitto mitasaretai to negaukara</p>
<p>Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa kutsuhimo ga hodoketa kara<br />
Musubi naosu no wa nigatena nda yo hito to no tsunagari mo mata shikari<br />
Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa shounen ga boku o mitsumete itakara<br />
Beddo no ue de dogeza shi teru yo ano hi no boku ni gomen’nasai to</p>
<p>Pasokon no usu akari joukai no heya no seikatsu-on<br />
Intāfon no chaimu no oto mimiwofusagu torikago no shounen<br />
Mienaiteki to tatakatteru rokujouhitoma no donkihoute<br />
Gouru wa douse hidoi mono sa</p>
<p>Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa tsumetai hito to iwa retakara<br />
Aisaretai to naite iru no wa hito no nukumori o shitte shimattakara</p>
<p>Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa anata ga kirei ni waraukara<br />
Shinu koto bakari kangaete shimau no wa kitto ikiru koto ni majime sugirukara</p>
<p>Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa mada anata ni deattenakattakara<br />
Anata no youna hito ga umareta sekai o sukoshi suki ni natta yo</p>
<p>Anata no youna hito ga iki teru sekai ni sukoshi kitai suru yo</p>
<h2>Original lyrics in Japanese</h2>
<p>僕が死のうと思ったのは　ウミネコが桟橋で鳴いたから<br />
波の随意に浮かんで消える　過去も啄ばんで飛んでいけ<br />
僕が死のうと思ったのは　誕生日に杏の花が咲いたから<br />
その木漏れ日でうたた寝したら　虫の死骸と土になれるかな</p>
<p>薄荷飴　漁港の灯台　錆びたアーチ橋　捨てた自転車<br />
木造の駅のストーブの前で　どこにも旅立てない心<br />
今日はまるで昨日みたいだ　明日を変えるなら今日を変えなきゃ<br />
分かってる　分かってる　けれど</p>
<p>僕が死のうと思ったのは　心が空っぽになったから<br />
満たされないと泣いているのは　きっと満たされたいと願うから</p>
<p>僕が死のうと思ったのは　靴紐が解けたから<br />
結びなおすのは苦手なんだよ　人との繋がりもまた然り<br />
僕が死のうと思ったのは　少年が僕を見つめていたから<br />
ベッドの上で土下座してるよ　あの日の僕にごめんなさいと</p>
<p>パソコンの薄明かり　上階の部屋の生活音<br />
インターフォンのチャイムの音　耳を塞ぐ鳥かごの少年<br />
見えない敵と戦ってる　六畳一間のドンキホーテ<br />
ゴールはどうせ醜いものさ</p>
<p>僕が死のうと思ったのは　冷たい人と言われたから<br />
愛されたいと泣いているのは　人の温もりを知ってしまったから</p>
<p>僕が死のうと思ったのは　あなたが綺麗に笑うから<br />
死ぬことばかり考えてしまうのは　きっと生きる事に真面目すぎるから</p>
<p>僕が死のうと思ったのは　まだあなたに出会ってなかったから<br />
あなたのような人が生まれた　世界を少し好きになったよ</p>
<p>あなたのような人が生きてる　世界に少し期待するよ</p>
<h2>Credits</h2>
<p>English translation modified from:</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p><a href="https://web.archive.org/web/20210520054036/https://lyrics.kumonoito.net/eng/bokuga.html">Kumonito.net</a> (Site is dead, linked to archived page)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><a href="https://genius.com/Mika-nakashima-the-reason-why-i-thought-id-die-lyrics">Genius</a></p>
</li>
</ul>
<p>Romanji lyrics: Beautiful Song Lyrics blog (Site is dead)</p>
<p>Kanji lyrics: <a href="https://mojim.com/twy102241x52x1.htm">Mojim.com</a></p>
<h2>Changelog</h2>
<p>12 July 2023 – Modified the English title and lyrics based on my interpretation of the Japanese meanings.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Don’t Be Afraid]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/dont-be-afraid</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/dont-be-afraid"/>
        <updated>2020-05-21T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Discover courage through Summer's '不要怕': an English translation exploring themes of bravery and resilience.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>This is a translation of the song by Summer aka Momoko,《不要怕》. She is of Yi ethnic and sings this song in one of the Yi languages, I’m not sure which. Let me know if you know which language it is.</p>
<p>Even without understanding the language, you can feel the sense of inspiration in this time filled with fear.</p>
<p>Sitting beneath the Moon<br />
I thought about some things<br />
My hometown will be safe and sound<br />
The wish in my heart will come true, right?<br />
Everything will gradually improve, right?</p>
<p>The wind rises<br />
The rain pours<br />
Buckwheat leaves have fallen<br />
Tree leaves have fallen<br />
Spring has gone and autumn is here<br />
My emotions are in turmoil<br />
Time marches on<br />
Fortunes come and go</p>
<p>Don’t be afraid, Don’t be afraid<br />
Don’t be afraid, Don’t be afraid<br />
Don’t be afraid, Don’t be afraid<br />
Don’t be afraid<br />
Whether it’s the bitter cold<br />
Or sweltering heat</p>
<p>The wind rises<br />
The rain pours<br />
Buckwheat leaves have fallen<br />
Tree leaves have fallen<br />
Spring has gone and autumn is here<br />
My emotions are in turmoil<br />
Time marches on<br />
Fortunes come and go</p>
<p>Don’t be afraid, Don’t be afraid<br />
Don’t be afraid, Don’t be afraid<br />
Don’t be afraid, Don’t be afraid<br />
Don’t be afraid<br />
Whether it’s the bitter cold<br />
Or sweltering heat</p>
<p>The wind rises<br />
The rain pours<br />
Buckwheat leaves have fallen<br />
Tree leaves have fallen<br />
Spring has gone and autumn is here<br />
My emotions are in turmoil<br />
Time marches on<br />
Fortunes come and go</p>
<p>Don’t be afraid, Don’t be afraid<br />
Don’t be afraid, Don’t be afraid<br />
Don’t be afraid, Don’t be afraid<br />
Don’t be afraid<br />
Whether it’s the bitter cold<br />
Or sweltering heat<br />
Don’t be afraid</p>
<figure>

<figcaption>
<p>Momoko performing on Singer 2020 in traditional Yi outfit</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<h2>Original lyrics in Chinese</h2>
<p>坐在月亮下面<br />
想了一些事情<br />
故乡定会平安无事<br />
心里的愿望定会实现吧<br />
一切都会慢慢好的吧</p>
<p>风起了<br />
雨下了<br />
荞叶落了<br />
树叶黄了<br />
春去秋来<br />
心绪起伏<br />
时光流转<br />
岁月沧桑</p>
<p>不要怕 不要怕<br />
不要怕 不要怕<br />
不要怕 不要怕<br />
不要怕<br />
无论严寒<br />
或酷暑</p>
<p>风起了<br />
雨下了<br />
荞叶落了<br />
树叶黄了<br />
春去秋来<br />
心绪起伏<br />
时光流转<br />
岁月沧桑</p>
<p>不要怕 不要怕<br />
不要怕 不要怕<br />
不要怕 不要怕<br />
不要怕<br />
无论严寒<br />
或酷暑<br />
不要怕 不要怕<br />
不要怕 不要怕<br />
不要怕 不要怕<br />
不要怕<br />
无论伤痛<br />
或苦难<br />
不要怕<br />
不要怕<br />
不要怕 不要怕<br />
不要怕 不要怕<br />
不要怕<br />
无论严寒<br />
或酷暑</p>
<p>不要怕</p>
<h2>Original lyrics in Yi script</h2>
<p>The original lyrics in <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yi_script#Modern_Yi">Modern Yi script</a>. I don’t know the script so I’m unable to modify it based on Momoko’s rearrangement.</p>
<p>ꃅꆳꁏꇁ<br />
ꂷꉐꐛꇁ<br />
ꈾꏾꊰꇁ<br />
ꌩꏾꏂꇁꃲ。<br />
ꑋꈌꁏꇁ<br />
ꃅꋆꃹꇁ<br />
ꉌꃀꁏꇁꃲꀑ<br />
ꋍꈓꋍꃢꀒ，ꋍꏅꋍꆪꀒ。<br />
ꀋꏦꇊ，<br />
ꀋꏦꇉ<br />
ꀋꏦꇊꀋꏦꀋꏦꇊꀋꏦꀋꏦꇊꀑ<br />
ꈺꑌꀋꐒꀒ，ꊷꑌꀋꐒꀒꀑ<br />
ꀋꏦꇊ，<br />
ꀋꏦꇊ，<br />
ꀋꏦꇊꀋꏦꀋꏦꇊꀋꏦꀋꏦꇊꀑ<br />
ꆄꑌꄡꐒꂸ，ꎬꑌꄡꐒꀒ。</p>
<h2>Original lyrics in phonetic Yi</h2>
<p>mu hly pur la<br />
ma hxa jjip la<br />
mge qi ci la<br />
syr qy syr la vex<br />
nyix ke pur la, mu chur pur la<br />
hxie mop pur la vex<br />
cyp kur cyp vit ox<br />
syp shyr cyp hlep op</p>
<p>ap jie lop, ap jiep lop<br />
ap jie lop, ap jiep lop<br />
ap jie lop, ap jiep lop<br />
ap jie lop ap jie<br />
ap jie lop ap jie<br />
ap jie lop ap jie</p>
<p>mu hly pur la<br />
ma hxa jjip la<br />
mge qi ci la<br />
syr qy syr la vex<br />
nyix ke pur la, mu chur pur la<br />
hxie mop pur la vex<br />
cyp kur cyp vit ox<br />
syp shyr cyp hlep op</p>
<p>ap jie lop, ap jiep lop<br />
ap jie lop, ap jiep lop<br />
ap jie lop, ap jiep lop<br />
ap jie lop ap jie<br />
ap jie lop ap jie<br />
ap jie lop ap jie</p>
<p>mox nyi ap qyp o<br />
cax nyi ap qyp o<br />
hnax nyi tat qyp o<br />
hnax nyi tat qyp o<br />
hnax nyi tat qyp o<br />
shax nyi tat qyp o<br />
shax nyi tat qyp o</p>
<p>ap jie lop, ap jiep lop<br />
ap jie lop, ap jiep lop<br />
ap jie lop, ap jiep lop<br />
ap jie lop ap jie<br />
ap jie lop ap jie<br />
ap jie lop ap jie</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[I Really Want to Love This World]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/i-really-want-to-love-this-world</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/i-really-want-to-love-this-world"/>
        <updated>2020-05-15T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Experience Hua Chenyu's '好想爱这个世界啊' through an English translation that captures its message of hope and love for life.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>This is a translation of Hua Chenyu’s’《好想爱这个世界啊》, a song written for people with depression.</p>
<h2>English Translation</h2>
<p>Curled up in the sofa, feeling groggy, hair unkempt<br />
Yet I yearn to be as carefree as a movie’s protagonist<br />
Below the eaves, a row of crows nestle close together<br />
I don’t know how to release the feelings I hold back</p>
<p>Whether I’m here or there<br />
Like the frightened chirping of insects<br />
Yet I understand I need to put in some effort now<br />
Whether I’m here or there<br />
I can’t make up for the past<br />
Whenever I recall</p>
<p>Thought of leaving, to exist this way<br />
Because of the whispers, attitudes, and wounds<br />
I didn’t want to leave when you said you’re here for me<br />
Suddenly I start to inexplicably… look forward</p>
<p>As the sun sets, I flip through my phone contacts and have no one to call<br />
This is what I deserve for being used to loneliness<br />
On this single-plank bridge, whoever pushes others off will be the winner<br />
I resist silently, when can I overcome it?</p>
<p>Whether I’m here or there<br />
Like the frightened chirping of insects<br />
Yet I understand I need to put in some effort now<br />
Whether I’m here or there<br />
I can’t make up for the past<br />
Whenever I recall</p>
<p>Thought of leaving, to exist this way<br />
Because of the whispers, attitudes, and wounds<br />
I didn’t want to leave, perhaps having experienced being loved<br />
I’ll start to look forward to the future<br />
These scars, just leave them in my memories<br />
Let go, so I can get better things<br />
Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid</p>
<p>Thought of leaving, when clouds cover the sunshine<br />
I never thought you would go all out to clear the skies for me…<br />
Thought of leaving, yet I’ve persevered till now<br />
I’ve weathered the whispers, attitudes, and wounds<br />
I didn’t want to leave, when start smiling<br />
The world is suddenly filled with colours</p>
<p>Curled up in the sofa, feeling groggy, hair unkempt<br />
As the sun sets, I answer the phone, and it was you</p>
<p>-End-</p>
<h2>Original Chinese Lyrics</h2>
<p>抱着沙发 睡眼昏花 凌乱头发<br />
却渴望像电影主角一样潇洒<br />
屋檐角下 排着乌鸦 密密麻麻<br />
被压抑的情绪不知如何表达</p>
<p>无论我 在这里 在那里<br />
仿佛失魂的虫鸣<br />
却明白此刻应该做些努力<br />
无论我 在这里 在那里<br />
不能弥补的过去<br />
每当想起</p>
<p>想过离开 以这种方式存在<br />
是因为 那些旁白 那些姿态 那些伤害<br />
不想离开 当你说还有你在<br />
忽然我开始莫名 期待</p>
<p>夕阳西下 翻着电话 无人拨打<br />
是习惯孤独的我该得到的吧<br />
独木桥呀 把谁推下 才算赢家<br />
我无声的反抗 何时能战胜它</p>
<p>无论我 在这里 在那里<br />
仿佛失魂的虫鸣<br />
却明白此刻应该做些努力<br />
无论我 在这里 在那里<br />
不能弥补的过去<br />
每当想起</p>
<p>想过离开 以这种方式存在<br />
是因为 那些旁白 那些姿态 那些伤害<br />
不想离开 也许尝试过被爱<br />
会开始仰望未来<br />
伤疤 就丢给回忆吧<br />
放下 才得到更好啊<br />
别怕 别怕</p>
<p>想过离开 当阳光败给阴霾<br />
没想到你会拼命为我拨开<br />
曾想过离开 却又坚持到现在<br />
熬过了 那些旁白 那些姿态 那些伤害<br />
不想离开 当你的笑容绽开<br />
这世界突然填满 色彩</p>
<p>抱着沙发 睡眼昏花 凌乱头发<br />
夕阳西下 接通电话 是你呀</p>
<h2>Video</h2>
<p>Here are the video recommendations for this song.</p>
<figure>

<figcaption>
<p>Live version sang on 2020’s singing competition “Singer”.</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p><s>Another live version from Huahua’s 2019 concert</s></p>
<p><s>Fan animation of with the studio version of the song</s></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Life is short, shoot more]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/life-is-short-shoot-more</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/life-is-short-shoot-more"/>
        <updated>2020-05-13T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Advocating for meaningful photography that captures genuine moments and connections rather than technically perfect but emotionally empty images.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Why waste time taking photos of things that aren’t meaningful?</p>
<p>I see photographers who take photos of insects, birds or others things. It is their prerogative what they chose to photograph. They make use of shallow depth of field to isolate the subjects. These photos might be meaningful to them. Perhaps it replicated a photo they have seen before. Or it freezes a memory in their lives.</p>
<p>However, I consider these photos lacking meaning to me, hence I rarely take such photos. I take photos of people because that’s what matters, especially people who matter.</p>
<h2>Take more photos</h2>
<p>When you see a good scene, take more photos. Having a family event? Out on a date? Or just chilling at home with the dog? Any time is a good time to take more photos to capture the moment.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20181125-Family-021.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20181125-Family-019.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20181125-Family-025.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20181125-Family-023.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<h2>Edit old photos</h2>
<p>It pays to revisit old photos. Photos that you edited out previously might actually be good photos that you overlooked, or discarded due to your thoughts, emotions and bias at that moment.</p>
<p>When you edited the photos, you might not have appreciated it then, but your growth as a photographer teaches you how to better appreciate photos and lets you see your old photos in a new light.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20181124-Family-017.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20181124-Family-025.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<h2>Avoid distractions</h2>
<p>Don’t read gear news, rumours or reviews. Focus on making the most out of your current gear. Spend your time creating photos.</p>
<h2>Avoid analysing too much</h2>
<p>Paralysis by analysis is all too common. You spend so much time studying photography that you have little or no time to shoot. Go forth and shoot. It is only through taking photos that you can actually gain experience that will help you grow as a photographer.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20181126-Family-003.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<h2>Go out of your comfort zone</h2>
<p>Shoot outside your comfort zone. If you stay within your comfort zone you will only get the same types of photos that you got previously. Push yourself to do something challenging or difficult. What is challenging or difficult? Easy. What makes you feel uncomfortable. Discomfort is your mind’s way of telling you that it is doing something that it isn’t used to.</p>
<p>Remember, life is short. Just do it.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20181127-Family-014.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Hanyu pinyin input on macOS]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/hanyu-pinyin-input-on-macos</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/hanyu-pinyin-input-on-macos"/>
        <updated>2020-05-06T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Master Hanyu pinyin input on Mac: quick shortcuts and efficient methods for typing Chinese characters with tone marks.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I discovered a quick way to key in Hànyǔ pīnyīn tones on a Mac. If you are in the same situation and you’re on macOS, there is an easy way to add the tone marks.</p>
<h2>Emoji &amp; Symbols panel</h2>
<p>Hanyu pinyin uses <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diacritic">diacritic</a> to mark the four tones of Mandarin. I used to do this by using <strong>control + command + space (⌃⌘⎵)</strong> to trigger the Emoji &amp; Symbols input. Then, I would type in <strong>a</strong>, <strong>e</strong>, <strong>i</strong>, <strong>o</strong>, <strong>u</strong> or <strong>v</strong> (for <strong>ü</strong>) in the search bar and then manually select my input.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/emoji-symbols-input.webp" alt="Emoji &amp; Symbols input" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/emoji-symbols-search.webp" alt="Emoji &amp; Symbols search" /></p>
<h2>Third party input</h2>
<p>It was getting a little tiresome and I figured I would use create an abbreviation in <a href="https://store.ergonis.com/products/typinator">Typinator</a> to automatically expand with the tones. Now, I considered using the the macOS native text replacement function. That works just as well. However, given that there are four tones for each of the six letters, I would have to create 24 entries and I would prefer to group them all under a set in Typinator.</p>
<p>The other advantage Typinator has over native text replacement is the ability to use AppleScript and other advanced features such as automatic custom input, variables and custom control functions. Check it out if you’re interested to upgrade your typing.</p>
<p>About a third of the way through creating the Typinator entries, I found myself questioning whether this was something that should have been built into macOS. In other words, I was lazy. So I did a quick DuckDuckGo search and found that macOS is able to do this in a simpler, faster way.</p>
<h2>Built-in macOS input</h2>
<p>Those of you who input text beyond English on macOS probably already know this. Open <strong>System Preferences &gt; Keyboard &gt; Input sources</strong>. Click on the <strong>+</strong> to add a new input source. Under <strong>English</strong>, add <strong>ABC - Extended</strong>. Remove the default <strong>ABC</strong> since you now have a more powerful input source.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/input-sources.webp" alt="Input sources" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/input-sources-add.webp" alt="Input sources add" /></p>
<p>The extended input source lets you add a diacritic to a letter in two easy steps.</p>
<ol>
<li>Press <strong>option</strong> and the corresponding diacritic key. The diacritic appears.</li>
<li>You can press space to just use the diacritic as is, or you can type your desired letter <strong>a</strong>, <strong>e</strong>, <strong>i</strong>, <strong>o</strong>, <strong>u</strong> or <strong>v</strong> (for <strong>ü</strong>).</li>
</ol>
<p>This is the only part that requires some effort: memorising the diacritic key.</p>
<h3>First tone (¯)</h3>
<p>First tone high-level flat tone is represented by a macron (¯).</p>
<p>Press <strong>option + A (⌥ A)</strong> followed by the desired letter.</p>
<p>For example, <strong>option + A (⌥ A)</strong> followed by <strong>a</strong> gives ā.</p>
<h3>Second tone (´)</h3>
<p>Second high-rising tone is represented by an acute accent (´).</p>
<p>Press <strong>option + E (⌥ E)</strong> followed by the desired letter.</p>
<p>For example, <strong>option + E (⌥ E)</strong> followed by <strong>e</strong> gives é.</p>
<h3>Third tone (ˇ)</h3>
<p>Third falling-rising tone is represented by a caron (ˇ).</p>
<p>Press <strong>option + V (⌥ V)</strong> followed by the desired letter.</p>
<p>For example, <strong>option + V (⌥ V)</strong> followed by <strong>v</strong> gives ǚ.</p>
<h3>Fourth tone (`)</h3>
<p>Fourth falling tone is represented by a grave accent (`).</p>
<p>Press <strong>option +` (⌥ `)</strong> followed by the desired letter.</p>
<p>For example, <strong>option + ` (⌥ `)</strong> followed by <strong>o</strong> gives ò.</p>
<h3>Umlaut u (ü)</h3>
<p>You can also input the letter u with an <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diaeresis_(diacritic)#Umlaut">umlaut</a> (<strong>ü</strong>) using <strong>option + u (⌥ U)</strong> followed by <strong>u</strong>.</p>
<h3>Uppercase</h3>
<p>If you wish to input the pinyin in uppercase, simply hold down <strong>shift</strong> when you key in the letter.</p>
<p>For example, <strong>option + A (⌥ A)</strong> followed by <strong>shift + a</strong> gives Ā.</p>
<p>If you have any more tips that I missed out, <a href="/hey">let me know</a> and I’ll update this page.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Fear]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/fear</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/fear"/>
        <updated>2020-03-16T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Face your fears mindfully: practical strategies for understanding, accepting, and overcoming daily anxieties.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>We encounter fear on a daily basis. Most common modern fears are social fears such as being afraid of being mocked, embarrassing yourself, or challenging others. Other types of fear we experience are fears things like cockroaches, blood, heights and such.</p>
<h2>It’s not that bad</h2>
<p>The worst case scenario is usually not as bad as we imagined. Fear is what kept our ancestors alive thousands of years ago when they gathered food while facing the dangers of predators.</p>
<p>We inherit the fear that has less relevance in the modern day. Fear is a way of protecting ourselves from harm. It is integral to self-preservation. We need to face our fears, understand what’s causing them and why we feel this way. Then master our fears.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.</p>
<p><em>Litany Against Fear</em> by Frank Herbert in <em>Dune</em></p>
</blockquote>
<p>It is only through facing our fears that we become human, detached from our animal instincts. It is not easy because acting out of fear or reacting to your fears is our natural instinct. It becomes even harder the older we get because we are so used to it.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-044.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
<h2>Quick mindfulness</h2>
<p>However, it is not as difficult as it appears. You can snap yourself out of an instinctive reaction through mindfulness. One quick way is to put yourself in a one-minute exercise. Close your eyes. Breathe in deeply through your nose. Then breathe out through your mouth.</p>
<p>As you continue to do so for the next minute, focus on how your lung expands as you breathe in, and how your muscles move. Feel the movement of the air through your nose, and out of your mouth.</p>
<p>Avoid thinking about anything else during this minute.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20170126-street-033.webp" alt="Hunan, 2017" /></p>
<h2>Count your silver linings</h2>
<p>Even then, the worst case scenario might be a blessing in disguise. Our fears are based on what we know of in our current circumstances. However, change is the only constant. What we were scared of might be unfounded when it actually comes to pass. Our limited knowledge does not prepare us to fully grasp the situation.</p>
<p>No matter how dark the skies may be, every cloud still has its silver lining. The worst can happen but there will always be positives to take away from it. Hang on to the positive and use it to drive yourself to grow and become better.</p>
<p>What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. You might have truly and completely failed. But you learn from each failure. You’ll be more experienced when you make the next attempt.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Remembering that you are going to die, is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking that you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.</p>
<p><strong><em>Steve Jobs</em></strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Fear of failure only stops you from trying, and to never take that step you would not know what would have been if you succeed.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20190429-street-045.webp" alt="Chengdu, 2019" /></p>
<h2>Don’t be paralysed</h2>
<p>The most common effect that fear has is to paralyse us from taking action. Inaction will only make it worse. Recognise our fear and take steps to make sure we don’t get hurt too badly.</p>
<p>Then take that leap of faith.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Dark mode]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/dark-mode</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/dark-mode"/>
        <updated>2020-03-06T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Master dark mode implementation: create seamless user experiences across devices while maintaining design integrity.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>This site is now dark mode ready! If you have dark mode or night mode enabled on your desktop or mobile browser, you’ll be able to see the effect on this site.</p>
<p>Dark mode was added to iOS and recently to macOS 10.14 as well. This allows users to choose a dark theme, either as the default, or allow the operating system to automatically switch to light mode in the day and dark mode at night.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-blog-home-dark-mode.webp" alt="Dark mode on Jenxi's blog" /></p>
<h2>Why use dark mode?</h2>
<p>Why would you want to use dark mode? The main reason is that it is aesthetically pleasing. It is a personal preference and some people prefer a user interface with light foreground on dark backgrounds.</p>
<p>For those of you who work in a dark room, using dark mode means less light colours on the screen and this reduces the strain on your eyes. Dark mode reduces the glare from the screen by switching the user interface to one that uses light text dark colours.</p>
<h2>Dark mode for websites</h2>
<p>With desktop and mobile operating systems supporting dark modes, an increasing number of people will be on dark mode. This also means there is a greater chance that people will land on your site with their computer running on dark mode.</p>
<p>Websites that don’t support dark mode will stand out, especially those with greater white or light backgrounds. When the user interface is darker, a website with black text and white background sticks out like a sore thumb. A website that noticeably changes with dark mode preference shows that the site designers value a holistic and considerate web browsing experience for their visitors.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-blog-post-dark-mode.webp" alt="Dark mode on Jenxi's blog post" /></p>
<h2>How to apply dark mode?</h2>
<p>It is very easy to implement dark mode on your website using CSS. You can use a media query to check if the browser prefers dark mode. While this isn’t supported everywhere yet, it’s a good start and it should gain wider adoption as dark mode becomes more widely used by web designers.</p>
<p>Add this to your media query section of your CSS file:</p>
<pre><code>@media (prefers-color-scheme: dark) {
  body {
		background-color: #232222;
		color: #fff; 
  }
  
	a, a:hover { color: #fff; 
  }
  
}
</code></pre>
<p>What goes into this media query? Basically you just need to change background to a dark colour and text to a light colour. Add a tinge to the colours depending on your site’s colour palette.</p>
<p>Other elements you need to tweak include buttons, input fields and icons.</p>
<h2>More than a colour palette inversion</h2>
<p>Implementing dark mode doesn’t mean just inverting the colours or changing to light text on dark backgrounds. The whole premise of the dark mode is to reduce the glare and adjust the displayed content so they are not too bright for the user.</p>
<p>I dimmed the image in dark mode so the site will not suddenly feel brighter due to images. The images will still revert to full brightness when you mouse over them so you can hover your cursor to look at the images.</p>
<p>It took me about 40 minutes to implement dark mode on this site, <a href="/journal">my Journal</a> and <a href="/zh">my Chinese blog</a>. Let me know if I missed out certain elements! And I highly recommend you try it out on your site!</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[You Have to Believe This Isn’t the Last Day]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/you-have-to-believe-this-isnt-the-last-day</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/you-have-to-believe-this-isnt-the-last-day"/>
        <updated>2020-03-02T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Experience Hua Chenyu's pandemic-inspired song through an English translation that carries messages of hope and perseverance.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>The song made me, and many watching at home during the pandemic, tear. Bittersweet from the pain of separation from loved ones, permanent for some. But a collective hope for a better tomorrow.</p>
<h2>English Translation</h2>
<p>Sunset is so beautiful<br />
Light from the setting sun shines on the white wall<br />
At this moment tears unexpectedly fall<br />
My smile freezes on my face as memories scatter</p>
<p>Yesterday doesn’t matter anymore<br />
The future is distant and a lot is left unsaid<br />
I know you are struggling<br />
But you have to learn to reconcile with yourself</p>
<p>Because you have to believe<br />
Stop your doubting<br />
You might have some regrets<br />
But you experience the ups and downs<br />
And yield a pleasant surprise in the crack on the wall</p>
<p>Wishes and clocks nestle against each other<br />
A gentle breeze embraces me and I feel the warmth</p>
<p>Yesterday doesn’t matter anymore<br />
The future is distant and a lot is left unsaid<br />
I know you are struggling<br />
But you have to learn to reconcile with yourself</p>
<p>Because you have to believe<br />
Stop your doubting<br />
You might have some regrets<br />
But you experience the ups and downs<br />
And yield a pleasant surprise in the crack on the wall</p>
<p>Oh because you have to believe<br />
For the sake of a better reunion<br />
You are given distance and time apart<br />
That day is worth waiting for<br />
That day will be as bountiful as a sea of stars</p>
<p>Soliloquies:</p>
<p>People from all walks of life: Good morning! Good day!</p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yuan_Hong_(actor)">Yuan Hong</a>: Boss! One <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hot_dry_noodles">hot dry noodle</a> please!<br />
<em>Hot dry noodle is a famous dish from Wuhan, Yuan Hong’s hometown.</em></p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zhang_Xinyi">Zhang Xinyi</a>: Girl, we’re short of one for mahjong! Hurry over!</p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/He_Jiong">He Jiong</a>: The noodle place downstairs is open! Go, go, go. Let’s grab some noodles.</p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Huang_Bo">Huang Bo</a>: Let’s go to the Qianhaiyan’er seaside for another dip tomorrow!<br />
<em>It’s a famous seaside in Qingdao, where Huang Bo is from.</em></p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shen_Teng">Shen Teng</a>: Where are you, bro? Where have you been? We’re all waiting for you. Three glasses on you for being late!</p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zhao_wei">Zhao Wei</a>: The willow trees long Mirror Lake are starting to turn green. I want to go with you to bask in the sunshine at Mirror lake and admire the willow trees.<br />
<em>Mirror Lake is in Wuhu, Zhao Wei’s hometown.</em></p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zhang_Yishan">Zhang Yishan</a>: Get well soon, brother.</p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tiger_Hu">Tiger Hu Yanbin</a>: You stay well.</p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Song_Dandan">Song Dandan</a>: Son, Mum baked a lamb zucchini pie and some millet gruel. We’ll eat when you get back.</p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yang_Zi_(actress)">Yang Zi</a>: I miss you so much.</p>
<p>-End-</p>
<h2>Original Chinese Lyrics</h2>
<p>黄昏的天空 很美<br />
斜阳下的光亮 映在白墙<br />
竟然就这样 流泪<br />
微笑僵在脸上 回忆散落</p>
<p>已不重要 昨天<br />
未来还很远 太多话梅兑现<br />
我知道你很纠结<br />
但总要学着自我和解</p>
<p>Because you have to believe<br />
不要再怀疑<br />
或许 留下遗憾<br />
也算经历了潮起潮落<br />
惊喜会在裂缝中结果</p>
<p>心愿和时钟 依偎<br />
微风拥抱着我 感受温柔</p>
<p>已不重要 昨天<br />
未来还很远 太多话梅兑现<br />
我知道你很纠结<br />
但总要学着自我和解</p>
<p>Because you have to believe<br />
不要再怀疑<br />
或许 留下遗憾<br />
也算经历了潮起潮落<br />
惊喜会在裂缝中结果</p>
<p>Oh because you have to believe<br />
只为了更好遇见<br />
才赠矛了距离和时间<br />
那一天 值得期待<br />
那一天 满载星海</p>
<p>独白：</p>
<p>各行各业人士：早安 早上好</p>
<p>袁弘：老板 搞碗热干面呢</p>
<p>张歆艺：姑娘 三缺一 打麻将咯 搞快点儿</p>
<p>何炅：楼底下粉店开门哒 走走走 嗦粉去</p>
<p>黄渤：明天再去前海沿儿洗海澡</p>
<p>沈腾：到哪了 铁子 上哪儿去了 都等你呢 来晚了自罚三杯啊</p>
<p>赵薇：镜湖边的柳树都发芽了 我想跟你一起去镜湖晒太阳 看柳树</p>
<p>张一山：大爷 你快好起来</p>
<p>胡彦斌：你要好好的</p>
<p>宋丹丹：儿子 妈给你烙了羊肉西葫芦馅饼还有小米粥 等你回来吃啊</p>
<p>杨紫：我好想你</p>
<h2>Video</h2>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Standing work desk]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/standing-work-desk</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/standing-work-desk"/>
        <updated>2020-03-02T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Transform your workspace with a standing desk: benefits, habits, and tips for a healthier work routine.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I have a habit of standing while I work so I use a standing work desk.</p>
<p>This habit started from my days as a retail pharmacist. When I was practicing as a pharmacist, I spent a good portion of my working hours standing at the pharmacy counter. We have a tall stool for the pharmacist, but it was usually uncomfortable. Moreover, I disliked having to perch myself on it, only to step off to serve a customer. Sometimes we get a bit too comfortable sitting there too.</p>
<p>I prefer to be on my feet and ready to step out to talk to customers. I didn’t want to be sitting all day at work. Besides, standing helps to burn off some of those calories. Thus, I developed the habit of standing during working hours.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-standing-desk-5.webp" alt="Standing desk" /></p>
<p>I got a standing desk for RMB 169. The desk area is perfect for my 16" and 15" MacBook Pros with space for me to write on a notebook and plug in some external drives. The downside of this desk is that I can’t work with both laptops on the desk. It is tempting to get a larger desk but I can live with swapping the laptops around in exchange for a smaller footprint.</p>
<p>Caught Xiaobao red-pawed snooping on the MacBook Pro I left on the floor. One moment he was munching on kibble, the next he was punching on the keyboard. Alright, I kid. He knows better than to touch my stuff. I also count myself lucky that he’s such an angel and doesn’t touch any wires or cables.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-standing-desk-7.webp" alt="Xiaobao snooping on my MacBook" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-standing-desk-6.webp" alt="Standing desk" /></p>
<p>When I sit too much, I get lower back pains. Standing has a lot of benefits. I’m on my feet and I shuffle around when I’m in the flow, or when some upbeat music comes on. Motion helps to keep my mind jogging. I thrive when I work standing.</p>
<p>My standing desks are at the optimal height for me so my arms are at a comfortable angle to work on my laptop. If the desk is too low or too high, my wrist would start to hurt. Think of the carpal tunnel risk!</p>
<p>Since I work barefooted at home, I have an anti-fatigue standing mat to support my foot arches. I was skeptical when I saw this RMB 90 mat on Taobao, but it is given how pampered we are with making the returns here in China, I didn’t really think twice to order it. You can return most products bought off Taobao with no questions asked, and the seller or Taobao itself will bear the cost of return shipping.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-standing-desk-4.webp" alt="Standing desk" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-standing-desk-3.webp" alt="Standing desk" /></p>
<p>The quality of the mat is superb and well worth the money spent. I’m comfortable standing at my desk. It has also become Xiaobao’s preferred place to laze around while I work. It’s also one of the few spots in the house where he would gladly land his diva bum on during winter.</p>
<p>The mat is surprisingly thick. It is soft enough to be comfortable to stand on, yet firm enough to provide ample support. The tapered sides help make it look deceivingly thin. The mat is heavier than I expected. Its material is very sturdy and once you put it on the ground it is hard to move it without lifting it up, so you don’t have to worry about it shifting.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-standing-desk-2.webp" alt="Poodle on standing desk" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-standing-desk-1.webp" alt="Poodle ontanding desk" /></p>
<p>I’ll leave you with a couple of photos to show how Xiaobao has claimed the mat as his.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Being positive]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/being-positive</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/being-positive"/>
        <updated>2020-02-23T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Cultivate authentic positivity: balance optimism with realism to build resilience and maintain a constructive mindset.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I’m often told that I have a very positive outlook in life.</p>
<h2>The dark side</h2>
<p>That initially jarred against my self-impression. Negativity made up a big part of my life growing up. I was the angsty kid that felt that the world was out to get me. I was unlucky. Life treated me unfairly.</p>
<p>I believe my negativity pushed several good friends out of my life. Why would anyone want to stick with someone who is always sighing and draining their energies?</p>
<p>There was no sudden change that turned the way I look at life. No epiphany. No life-changing events. I was numbed. Bad things kept happening and I became so desensitised that I just took them as they came.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20150810-family-135-final.webp" alt="Singapore, 2015" /></p>
<h2>Change your perspective</h2>
<p>Instead of looking at the negative side of things, I started to appreciate the silver linings. No matter how bad things were, I could always see the blessings when I looked back. Instead of only noticing them when I looked back, I tried to look for them in the present.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Everything in life happens for a reason.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Little did I know I started down the path of stoicism. I have come to expect the worst scenario in everything and when they do happen, I’m already prepared for them. Some people think I simply don’t care, hence I’m not affected by the negatives. The fact is, I care but I don’t let the bad things hold me back.</p>
<p>Everything in life happens for a reason. There is no point dwelling on them. Make the best of the hand that life deals you. Knowing what you want in life helps you to shrug off the hard tackles of life, and let you continue going forth towards your goals.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-027.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-010.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-047.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-035.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
<h2>What’s the worst that could happen?</h2>
<p>Ultimately, you need to ask yourself what’s the worst that could happen? If you are prepared for the worst, whatever happens won’t faze you. When things don’t turn out as bad as you expected, you see it as a positive. Very often, the real enemy is our own expectations rather than the outcome.</p>
<p>The more you persevere, the luckier you get.</p>
<p>Keep trying. Keep failing. Fail faster. Fail better.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20150912-street-001.webp" alt="Keep trying" /></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Newborn's dream]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/newborns-dream</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/newborns-dream"/>
        <updated>2020-02-20T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Experience GALA's '追梦赤子心' (Chasing Dreams with a Child's Heart) through an English translation capturing its inspiring spirit.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>This is a translation of the song by <a href="https://translate.google.com/translate?sl=auto&amp;tl=en&amp;u=https%3A%2F%2Fbaike.baidu.com%2Fitem%2Fgala%E4%B9%90%E9%98%9F%2F4387510">GALA</a> , 《追梦赤子心》. It reminds me not to forget my original aspirations when I started chasing my dreams.</p>
<h2>English Translation</h2>
<p>Where is the world that’s filled with fresh flowers<br />
If it exists, I’ll definitely go there<br />
I want to stand on the highest peak there<br />
Even if I have to overcome a steep cliff</p>
<p>Live on and love wholeheartedly, even if I need to make the ultimate sacrifice<br />
I don’t seek to please anyone, what matters is I don’t let myself down<br />
As for my dreams, I never gave up<br />
Even if life is miserable</p>
<p>Maybe I’m not talented, but I have the naivety of my dream<br />
I will prove it all my life<br />
Maybe I’m clumsy, but I’m willing to search endlessly<br />
Give all my youth so I won’t regret</p>
<p>Run forth! In the face of icy stares and ridicule<br />
How can I grasp the vastness of life without undergoing hardships<br />
Fate won’t make me kneel and beg for mercy<br />
Even if flesh blood is splattered in my bosom</p>
<p>Keep running! With the pride of a newborn<br />
How can I witness the glamour of life if I don’t preserve till the end<br />
Instead of enduring a miserable life, let’s burn to my heart’s content<br />
You’ll sprout again some day</p>
<p>The fascinating and splendid future is always calling for me<br />
Even if I only have suffering for company, I still must bravely march on<br />
I want to set sail in the deepest blue ocean<br />
Without a care whether I can turn back</p>
<p>Only cowards are disheartened after failure<br />
So long as I still have a breath left, II’ll clench my fists tight<br />
Before daybreak, we need to become more courageous<br />
And wait for the most dazzling moment of sunrise<br />
Run forth! In the face of icy stares and ridicule<br />
How can you grasp the vastness of life without undergoing hardships<br />
Fate won’t make me kneel and beg for mercy<br />
Even if flesh blood is splattered in my bosom</p>
<p>Keep running! With the pride of a newborn<br />
How can I witness the glamour of life if I don’t preserve till the end<br />
Instead of enduring a miserable life, let’s burn to my heart’s content<br />
For the beauty in my heart, never compromising till the end of my days</p>
<p>-End-</p>
<h2>Original Chinese lyrics</h2>
<p>充满鲜花的世界到底在哪里<br />
如果它真的存在那么我一定会去<br />
我想在那里最高的山峰矗立<br />
不在乎它是不是悬崖峭壁</p>
<p>用力活着用力爱哪怕肝脑涂地<br />
不求任何人满意只要对得起自己<br />
关于理想我从来没选择放弃<br />
即使在灰头土脸的日子里</p>
<p>也许我没有天分 但我有梦的天真<br />
我将会去证明用我的一生<br />
也许我手比较笨 但我愿不停探寻<br />
付出所有的青春不留遗憾</p>
<p>向前跑 迎着冷眼和嘲笑<br />
生命的广阔不历经磨难怎能感到<br />
命运它无法让我们跪地求饶<br />
就算鲜血洒满了怀抱</p>
<p>继续跑 带着赤子的骄傲<br />
生命的闪耀不坚持到底怎能看到<br />
与其苟延残喘不如纵情燃烧吧<br />
有一天会再发芽</p>
<p>未来迷人绚烂总在向我召唤<br />
哪怕只有痛苦作伴也要勇往直前<br />
我想在那里最蓝的大海扬帆<br />
绝不管自己能不能回还</p>
<p>失败后郁郁寡欢 那是懦夫的表现<br />
只要一息尚存请握紧双拳<br />
在天色破晓之前 我们要更加勇敢<br />
待日出时最耀眼的瞬间</p>
<p>向前跑 迎着冷眼和嘲笑<br />
生命的广阔不历经磨难怎能感到<br />
命运它无法让我们跪地求饶<br />
就算鲜血洒满了怀抱</p>
<p>继续跑 带着赤子的骄傲<br />
生命的闪耀不坚持到底怎能看到<br />
与其苟延残喘不如纵情燃烧<br />
为了心中的美好 不妥协直到变老</p>
<h2>Video</h2>
<p>I’ll leave you with a few video.</p>
<p>First is my favourite version by Xu Geyang who did a cover in Sing! China.</p>

<p>The second is the original by GALA.</p>

<p>The third is a special edition by the Super Boy 2013 contestants in a surprise reunion, hence the disbelief on Hua Chenyu’s face. The song was the theme song for the 2013 edition of Super Boy.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[How I blog]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/how-i-blog</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/how-i-blog"/>
        <updated>2020-02-14T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Master your blogging workflow: from capturing ideas to publishing polished content with efficient tools and processes.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>People ask how I blog. As someone who enjoys studying workflows, this is a topic I’m glad to share. I love reading about how others work to glean insights and steal ideas.</p>
<p>I learn a lot watching others work, be it editing photos, drawing, creating graphics, doing video editing. I gain useful insights through their habits and preferences when they work on apps I use or plan to use. Screen-casting is such a great invention. Now I get to replay the clips to catch what they did.</p>
<h2>Bear</h2>
<p>I start my blog ideas in <a href="https://bear.app">Bear</a>. Ulysses was my preferred app until they moved to a subscription model. That made me hunt of an alternative to Ulysses and it was hard to find something as polished as Ulysses.</p>
<p>I’ve heard many rave reviews for Bear but I never gave it a go since I was happy with Ulysses. For some reasons, Bear was not on the list of apps I thought I’d try as potential replacements for Ulysses. Then <a href="https://themattchung.com">Matt</a> brought it up and I gave it a spin and I was sold. I’ll get back on topic now, but if you’re interested to read more, check out why I switched to Bear.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/bear-mac-featured.webp" alt="Bear Mac featured" /></p>
<p>I write in <a href="/markdown">Markdown</a> and it makes it easy to write without having to worry about formatting. I type my formatting when writing in Markdown. Ulysses and Bear shows the formatting even though I type in Markdown. I love the visual feedback.</p>
<p>When in Bear, the post comes out in a thought stream. I write what I think. This helps me to get my message and ideas out without being interrupted by having to thinking of the phrasing, grammar or formatting.</p>
<h2>MarsEdit</h2>
<p>I used to write edit blog drafts in MarsEdit. I’m a big fan of the app because of how it helps me to focus on blogging. It is a great app and I really appreciate the efforts of <a href="https://red-sweater.com/about/DanielJalkut.html">Daniel Jalkut</a> in creating one of the best Mac apps for blogging.</p>
<p>However, with the advent of Gutenberg in Wordpress, it makes more sense to edit directly in Wordpress to enjoy the benefits of blocks in the Wordpress editor.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/lake-biwa-fishing.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<h2>Wordpress</h2>
<p>I copy my draft from Bear to Wordpress where the formatting is automatically applied based on the Markdown input. Usually the article is more or less ready for publishing.</p>
<p>Sometimes I will go back to Bear to flesh out the article. Otherwise, I add images to the article. Then I check the SEO, add the category and tags, and set up the social media sharing settings.</p>
<h2>Regular entries</h2>
<p>Rather than worry about perfecting each piece, I have started to let go and publish my posts when they are good enough. The effort taken to get something 90% done is less than the effort required to go from 90% to 95%. Very often, good enough is more than enough.</p>
<p>Blog entries should be updated. Continue making iterations to refine and distil the concepts and thoughts. The key is to publish the post to open up discourse that help to stir ideas and spark inspirations.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/iamjenxi-2020.webp" alt="iamjenxi.com 2020" /></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Shortness of time]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/shortness-of-time</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/shortness-of-time"/>
        <updated>2020-02-13T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Transform your relationship with time: practical insights on valuing and managing your most precious, non-renewable resource.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>We all know that time is limited, yet we are guilty of wasting it.</p>
<h2>Value of time</h2>
<p>When we see someone throwing away money, we think that person is crazy. Yet people waste something even more valuable daily: time. You can earn back money that is wasted. Once you waste time, there’s not turning the clock back.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>My favourite things in life don’t cost any money. It’s really clear that the most precious resource we all have is time.</p>
<p><strong><em>Steve Jobs</em></strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Yet why do people waste time? It’s because they haven’t truly grasped the value of how limited time is in their lives. Life is short as it is. How much shorter does it get if you waste an hour or two each day?</p>
<h2>Tracking time</h2>
<p>Time is relative. When you are enjoying yourself, time passes quickly. When you’re not, it moves at an agonisingly slow pace. It is inevitable that we lose track of time and waste several hours or a whole day before we realise it.</p>
<p>One way to help yourself keep track of time is to segment your day and block out the time each task should take. Set an alarm for the expected end time. If the alarm sounds before you finish the task, re-evaluate and set a new end time. This helps you to track how much time you are spending on the tasks, and how much more you need to invest on it.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>How did it get so late so soon? Its night before its afternoon. December is here before its June. My goodness how the time has flown. How did it get so late so soon?</p>
<p><strong>Dr Seuss</strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Personally, I use the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pomodoro_Technique">Pomodoro Technique</a> to keep track of my time. It is a very simple time management method where you divide your time into 25 minute segments. Set a timer for 25 minutes. This could be done with your phone, watch or even a dedicated Pomodoro app. When the timer rings, take a five-minute break. At every fourth break, take a 30-minute break.</p>
<p>So for three 25-minute intervals, you get to rest for 5 minutes, and at the fourth you get a 30-minute break. Use the break to rest your eyes by not looking at a screen. Stand up and walk around.</p>
<p>This helps me to keep track of how much time I spend on each task. Once you force yourself to be aware of the time you use, you start learning to avoid wasting the time you have.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20181125-family-021.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20181127-family-047.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20181128-family-036.webp" alt="Miyajima, 2018" /></p>
<h2>Buying time</h2>
<p>If time is more valuable than money, doesn’t it make sense then to buy time? How do you buy time? Simple. Pay money so that you get to use your time on what you want to.</p>
<p>Many people invest their time to earn money. It is just how society works. Go to a job from nine to five, five or six days a week and get paid for the time you spend on the job.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Until you value yourself, you won’t value your time. Until you value your time, you will not do anything with it.</p>
<p>M Scott Peck</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Would it make sense if someone told you to earn money by spending $100 to get $50 in return? This is just an example and it doesn’t even go anywhere near in quantifying the true value of time in our lives.</p>
<p>So how do we buy time? Learn to place a value on your time. If one hour of your time is worth $100, then paying someone $80 to complete some tedious work so you can spend that hour on something more worthwhile and meaning would make more sense.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Time is life, Therefore, waste your time and waste of your life, or master your time and master your life.</p>
<p>Alan Lakein</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Many successful people know how to value their time and spend their time wisely. Everyone has 24 hours in a day. How we spend them and get the most out of them is up to us.</p>
<p>If an hour of your time is worth $100 and you get, say $120 in return when you spend the time on something, then it is worth your while.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20181124-family-070.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<h2>Regret</h2>
<p>Many of us wish for more time. It is a very familiar thought. All of you would have had this thought before: if only I had an hour more each day. We want more time each day, yet we don’t value time. We would have more time if we used it wisely and didn’t waste it.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Lost time is never found again.</p>
<p>Benjamin Franklin</p>
</blockquote>
<p>You would have that one hour you want if you didn’t spend an hour on social media daily. Instead of reading articles that feed on your emotions to make you share them to help them gain more advertising revenue.</p>
<p>Spend time on things that matter. Do what you won’t regret doing now.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Time you enjoy wasting, was not wasted.</p>
<p>John Lennon</p>
</blockquote>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20170122-street-049.webp" alt="Hunan, 2017" /></p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Why I switched from Ulysses to Bear]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/why-i-switched-from-ulysses-to-bear</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/why-i-switched-from-ulysses-to-bear"/>
        <updated>2020-02-12T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A detailed exploration of switching writing apps, comparing features and explaining why Bear better suits a markdown-focused workflow.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Bear replaced Ulysses as my writing app. It is with a heavy heart that I moved on from Ulysses. At the same time, I’m delighted to have found true love in Bear.</p>
<h2>Writing app</h2>
<p>Before I started writing in <a href="/markdown">Markdown</a>, I used to draft my writing in Microsoft OneNote, and later in Evernote. I was an avid user and proponent of Evernote. However, due to the stagnation of the app and <a href="https://www.theverge.com/2016/12/16/13979778/evernote-privacy-policy-opt-out">privacy concerns</a>, I have moved away from it. I store my notes in Notes app on iOS and macOS. Notes also takes limited Markdown input.</p>
<p>OneNote and Evernote are WYSIWYG editors. My preference for Markdown meant I was writing plain text documents saved as .markdown. I used <a href="https://www.sublimetext.com">Sublime Text</a> for that, mainly because it supports cross platform compatibility on the Mac and PC. I’ve since switched to <a href="https://www.barebones.com/products/bbedit/index.html">BBEdit</a> now that I work in a Mac-only environment.</p>
<p>Both Sublime Text and BBEdit highlight Markdown syntax. However, I’m a sucker for writing apps and I tried apps such as Scrivener, iAWriter, Marked, Simplenotes and others I can’t recall.</p>
<p>Ultimately, I settled on Ulysses.</p>
<h2>Growing with Ulysses</h2>
<p>I started using <a href="https://ulysses.app">Ulysses</a> since Ulysses III was released in 2013. The Soulmen team did a fantastic job rethinking their app. The update form Ulysses II to Ulysses III brought a minimalist UI and writing-focused UX. I often spend hours in the distraction-free fullscreen mode.</p>
<p>Ulysses displays rich formatting even though I type in Markdown. I love this feature and I expected in any decent Markdown writing app.</p>
<p>Another feature I used a lot was the Daedalus iOS app, which was the IOS companion app for the Ulysses Mac app. I was writing a lot on my phone then and it was awesome to be able to start writing on iOS and continue on my Mac with the draft automatically synced.</p>
<p>The Daedalus app was later discontinued and replaced by the Ulysses iOS app. I have started compartmentalising my device habits by then, so I was writing less on iOS and did not switch to the Ulysses iOS app.</p>
<h2>Content creation</h2>
<p>I compartmentalise what I do based on the device I’m on. My phone is for quick content consumption on top of communications. I browse social media when I’m on my phone. Occasionally, I read books on my phone. I only consume content on the phone. That’s the conscious and subconscious behaviour when I’m using my phone. I don’t create content on the phone aside.</p>
<p>I keep my content creation to my MacBook Pro. When I’m on my laptop, I’m in the creation mindset. Of course, there are several content consumption outlets on the Mac. I read my RSS feeds, check my emails and read my ebooks on the Mac. These tasks require me to do some kind of content creation. When I read books and articles from my RSS feeds, I make notes and write down ideas for articles in my writing app. Checking emails means replying emails, that’s also a content creation task.</p>
<p>Anyway, I digress. Ulysses has become a treasure trove of ideas and thoughts. Some of these grow into articles and projects. Others remain in hibernation, waiting for the right time to germinate or they might just stay in cold storage until the end of time.</p>
<h2>Ulysses going subscription</h2>
<p>Unfortunately, the trend in the past few years has been a shift to subscription apps. Instead of a one-time payment to purchase an app and enjoy updates for the version, you pay a monthly or annual subscription.</p>
<p>I understand that app developers need the help of a subscription model to sustain their business. However, I’m more than willing to pay more for a one-time purchase. It’s not as though I would just sit on the app and not upgrade when new versions come out. For good apps and especially for apps that I literally live in, I buy new versions when they come out just to show support for the developers.</p>
<p>The argument against this stance is that subscriptions often amount to the same as one-time purchases. That’s true if the developers are able to churn out new versions on a regular basis. Some app developers show appreciation for existing users by releasing standalone versions along with subscription versions. However, if I was forced to move to a subscription model with no other options, I would choose to find an alternative.</p>
<p>Things and 1Password have adopted subscription models too, but they give users the option of one-time purchases. We don’t know how long these apps will continue to do so, but while they do I applaud them for doing so.</p>
<p>Ulysses had a one-time purchase option, but stopped providing it, forcing users down the subscription path. With a heavy heart, I decided to consign myself to moving away from an app that I love a lot, and has grown and inspired me over the years.</p>
<h2>Ulysses alternatives</h2>
<p>Ulysses had be so awesome that I didn’t feel the need to test any new writing apps that came out. Instead of testing apps, I was spending my time on writing. So I entered the hunt for a Ulysses alternative with a fresh eye. I have to say, Ulysses has pampered me so much that it was hard to find something as polished as Ulysses.</p>
<h3>Scrivener</h3>
<p>I tried Scrivener again, and confirmed my suspicions that it was too heavy for the writing I do. Scrivener is a great app, even if I felt it didn’t iterate fast enough compared to Ulysses. To be fair, it has caught up quite a bit in recent years. Unlike the minimalist take Ulysses applies on writing, Scrivener is a very comprehensive app, making it great for writers who need to work with scenes and acts that they need to move around, and with characters and locations.</p>
<p>My past experiences with it have shown that it is an overkill for me. It still is. When I work on screenplay and scriptwriting, my preference is still FinalDraft. Scrivener has a lot of bells and whistles, but for my working and writing style, it’s too much and often overwhelming.</p>
<h3>iA Writer</h3>
<p>For some reason, I never got into iA Writer. It’s a good app but I didn’t like how it organised files.</p>
<h3>Simplenote</h3>
<p><a href="https://themattchung.com">Matt</a> moved from iA Writer to Simplenote and had raved to me a lot about it. Being developed by Automattic was a plus. I gave it a spin but didn’t take to it. It is good for notes but I have Notes.app for that. It also doesn’t display Markdown formatting with the markup in the editor, something I prefer.</p>
<h2>Writing app requirements</h2>
<p>Here are some features that I look for when I was choosing the writing app to move to:</p>
<ul>
<li>Markdown input</li>
<li>Keyboard shortcuts apply Markdown</li>
<li>Displays Markdown in rich format <em>and</em> shows Markdown syntax</li>
<li>Inline image display</li>
<li>Distraction-free full screen mode</li>
<li>Good typography and user interface design</li>
<li>Good file organisation</li>
<li>Saves file in plain text</li>
<li>Easy import from other formats</li>
<li>Easy export to other formats</li>
<li>No subscription fees</li>
</ul>
<h2>Bear</h2>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/bear-mac-icon.webp" alt="Bear Mac icon" /></p>
<p>Bear was no stranger to me. I’ve heard many rave reviews for <a href="https://bear.app/">Bear</a> but I never gave it a go since I was happy with Ulysses. For some reasons, Bear was not on the list of apps I thought I’d try as potential replacements for Ulysses.</p>
<p>I was chatting with Matt about the pros and cons of the different apps I tried and he mentioned Bear. The writing app offerings in the market I tried till then have been disappointing and was starting to convince myself to buy into the Ulysses subscription model. I downloaded Bear to give it a spin without expecting much.</p>
<p>To say Bear blew me away is an understatement. The app ticked ever single one of my requirements and more. It displays Markdown format along with the syntax. Bear has inline support for images, something that Ulysses didn’t have. It also has Cross-Note Links that lets you link notes together for quick reference.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/bear-mac-screenshot.webp" alt="Bear Mac screenshot" /></p>
<h3>Bear hashtags</h3>
<p>It introduced me to a hashtag system of sorting my files. Instead of creating folders and moving files around, you can create folders simply through adding a hashtag to a note. The hashtag becomes the folder. If the hashtag exists, your note gets grouped under it. If the hashtag is new, it automatically creates a folder and puts your note there. How crazy is that? No more manually moving notes and articles around or having to create or sort folders.</p>
<p>Want to be more organised? You can add sub hashtags. Instead of just blog, I could do blog/draft and blog/published. Notes from both subfolders show up when I browse blog.</p>
<p>You can also add multiple tags to each note and they will appear in all the tagged folders. This is what modern file systems should be! We have been so tied down by the analogy of files and folders brought over from traditional filing systems that we haven’t leveraged the power of digital file systems.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/bear-mac-featured.webp" alt="Bear Mac featured" /></p>
<h2>Bear love</h2>
<p>I was sold. I was prepared to buy the app. Bear had one last insane surprise. All the features I wanted are available on the free version of Bear. That blew my mind.</p>
<p>They have me firmly in the Bear camp. Sure, there are Pro features I don’t need that are available with subscriptions at $1.49 monthly or $14.99 annually. It is a bummer that they are on a subscription model, but they give away all those awesome features on the free version. This makes the subscription fee a very reasonable price to pay to support such a fantastic developer team.</p>
<p>If you are looking for a writing app or a note app, <a href="https://bear.app/">check out Bear</a>. <strong>It’s free!</strong> You might fall in love with it like I have.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Tough]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/tough</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/tough"/>
        <updated>2020-02-11T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[English translation of Mayday's anthem about resilience and staying true to one's convictions despite life's challenges.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>This is a translation of the song by <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mayday_(Taiwanese_band)">Mayday</a> , 《顽固》. A song that has been my anthem for the past few years.</p>
<h2>English translation</h2>
<p>I’m present in, what you in the past<br />
Fantasised about, the future<br />
Where burning enthusiasm and impulsiveness<br />
Has long cooled off now<br />
Your stubborn expression<br />
Has vanished from your reflection in the mirror<br />
Leaving only traces left behind by the passage of time</p>
<p>The belief in every heart<br />
The fortune of every person<br />
The self in every story<br />
Repeatedly asking yourself<br />
All these years of compromising<br />
Does it make you sigh?<br />
Is there anything that you can never give up?</p>
<p>Time after time, you swallow your tears<br />
Time after time, you piece back your broken self<br />
Day after day, do you still believe<br />
The stubborn you who lives deep your heart</p>
<p>You pursue, you breathe<br />
Your arrogant wilfulness<br />
Cried with a bloodied nose and swollen face<br />
Then forget it as though nothing happened<br />
Even if you could foresee<br />
The pitfalls along this road<br />
I believe you would still make mistakes to your heart’s content</p>
<p>Where you have been are your footprints<br />
Where you can’t reach are your longings<br />
You learnt to rein in your rebellious streak<br />
You learn to hide your emotions<br />
Remove your mask<br />
I want to say, thank you<br />
Thank you for keeping me company all the way</p>
<p>Time after time, you swallow your tears<br />
Time after time, you piece back your broken self<br />
Day after day, do you still believe<br />
The stubborn you who lives deep your heart</p>
<p>Time after time, you swallow your tears<br />
Time after time, you piece back your broken self<br />
Day after day, do you still believe<br />
The stubborn you</p>
<p>Who believed back then, those things<br />
That today become a beautiful sight<br />
Whenever I hesitate, I never forget<br />
The stubborn me who lives deep in my heart</p>
<p>-End-</p>
<p>I translated 顽固 as “stubborn” instead of “tough”. I believe the official translation of the song title is <em>Tough</em> because Mayday’s earlier song 倔强 was already officially translated as <em>Stubborn</em>. Both song titles mean the same thing, but 顽固 <em>Tough</em> is more of a self-reflection, whereas 倔强 <em>Stubborn</em> is self-affirmation.</p>
<p>This song is a little tricky to translate because of Ashin’s many wordplays and antithesis.</p>
<p>Enjoy the song and music video. Unfortunately, I can’t find my favourite Life Live version from their concert movie. But there’s a live version with a cameo by Tony Leung Ka-fai.</p>
<p>Music video:</p>

<p>Live video:</p>

<h2>Original lyrics in Chinese</h2>
<p>我身在 当时你<br />
幻想的 未来里<br />
这个狂热和冲动<br />
早已冷却的如今<br />
你顽固 的神情<br />
消失在 镜子里<br />
只留下 时光消逝的痕迹</p>
<p>每颗心 的相信<br />
每个人 的际遇<br />
每个故事的自己<br />
反覆地问着自己<br />
这些年 让步的<br />
你是否 会叹息<br />
有什么 是你永远不放弃</p>
<p>一次一次你<br />
吞下了泪滴<br />
一次一次<br />
拼回破碎自己<br />
一天一天你<br />
是否还相信<br />
活在你心深处<br />
那顽固自己</p>
<p>你追逐 你呼吸<br />
你嚣张 的任性<br />
鼻青脸肿的哭过<br />
若无其事的忘记<br />
如果你 能预知<br />
这条路 的陷阱<br />
我想你 依然错得很过瘾</p>
<p>走过的 叫足迹<br />
走不到 叫憧憬<br />
学会收拾起叛逆<br />
学会隐藏了表情<br />
卸下了 这面具<br />
我想说 谢谢你<br />
谢谢你 一路陪我到这里</p>
<p>一次一次你<br />
吞下了泪滴<br />
一次一次<br />
拼回破碎自己<br />
一天一天你<br />
是否还相信<br />
活在你心深处<br />
那顽固的自己</p>
<p>一次一次你<br />
吞下了泪滴<br />
一次一次<br />
拼回破碎自己<br />
一天一天你<br />
是否还相信<br />
活在你心深处<br />
那顽固的</p>
<p>你当时相信<br />
的那些事情<br />
会在如今<br />
变成美丽风景<br />
每当我迟疑<br />
从不曾忘记<br />
活在我心深处<br />
那顽固的自己</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Why blog?]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/why-blog</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/why-blog"/>
        <updated>2020-02-10T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Exploring the value of blogging as a tool for thought development, self-reflection, and authentic online expression.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>When I blog, I write down my stream of thoughts. The more I write, the more I think.</p>
<h2>Think as I blog</h2>
<p>Blogging helps me actively ponder over the topic I’m writing about. I make opinions and elaborate on them. And I contradict myself when my opinions change.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Strong opinions, loosely held.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>It is important to be able to argue your stance when you have an opinion. Have strong opinions. When you are able to express in detail what your opinions are, you actually help yourself to solidify your views and also reflect on it. It lets you think about why your opinion is correct, but it also helps to expose weaknesses in your arguments.</p>
<p>Have strong opinion but hold them loosely. Don’t argue an opinion that you know is wrong or don’t believe in anymore. It is completely okay to switch sides. It is a sign of you thinking out your views and being reasonable enough to admit you are mistaken or accept the opposing stance.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20150912-street-001.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2015" /></p>
<h2>Think as I review</h2>
<p>When you look back on your writing a few months later, a year later, or years later, you will learn from how you have grown and changed as a person from when you wrote the article to when you read it again.</p>
<p>I guess blogging is an extension of my journalling habit. I have kept a handwritten journal since secondary school, not all the while but on and off, and more diligently in recent years.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/hozenji-moat-featured.webp" alt="Osaka, 2018" /><br />
<img src="../../assets/images/hozenji-castle.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /><br />
<img src="../../assets/images/lake-biwa.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<p>Reading back on my old entries feels like I’m looking at a stranger’s journal. My thoughts and opinions often differ from my perspectives and emotions when I wrote the entries. It is a fascinating look at how I have changed and grown.</p>
<p>If you haven’t tried writing a journal, I highly recommend it. You don’t even need to accumulate years or months of writing to gain insight. Write and read your entries from a few weeks back and you’ll already notice change.</p>
<h2>Blogging as a journal</h2>
<p>I put my thoughts on my blog because I want to <a href="/authenticity">be authentic</a>. Don’t worry about what others think. Their opinions are out of your control, but if your writing spurs them to think and voice their feedback, then you have already accomplished something.</p>
<p>My daily reads include blogs of the sharp minds I admire in the industry and beyond. I don’t agree with them all the time, but I can learn something from what they share. More often than not, their thoughts and opinions spur me to ponder, and those thoughts end up in my journal. Instead of keeping these to myself, I throw them out in the public by blogging about them.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/osaka-castle-wedding-2.webp" alt="Osaka, 2018" /><br />
<img src="../../assets/images/hiroshima.webp" alt="Hiroshima, 2018" /><br />
<img src="../../assets/images/osaka-castle-1.webp" alt="Osaka, 2018" /></p>
<h2>Owning your content</h2>
<p>Another important reason to blog is to regain ownership of our content. Instead of generating content that we post on social media to help Facebook and Twitter to gain data and advertising revenue, post on your blog.</p>
<p>Your content is yours when you post it on a self-hosted blog. It is not hard to get a blog running. If you need help, get in touch and I can guide you on setting one up. Or even better, engage <a href="https://rubycoded.com">RubyCoded</a> to build one for you.</p>
<p>A self-hosted website stands the test of time. My blog has outlived Friendster, LiveJournal, Path and other platforms have seen unfortunate demise, taking precious user-generated content with them. Sure, my blog has gone through several iterations and hosting services since 2003, but I own my content and I have the sole discretion over whether they should remain published in cyberspace.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/miyajima-torii-gate.webp" alt="Miyajima, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/otsu.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/otsu-garden.webp" alt="Kyoto, 2018" /></p>
<h2>First steps</h2>
<p>Starting a blog can be daunting because your content is public and readable by anyone with an internet connection. But if you often repost stuff or share your thoughts on Facebook, then how different is that?</p>
<p>You could start by sharing your Facebook and Twitter posts on your blog. Write the longer thoughts in your journal. Let them marinate and then post your journal entries on the blog when you are comfortable. One step at a time.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Dust in the Fireworks]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/dust-in-the-fireworks</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/dust-in-the-fireworks"/>
        <updated>2020-01-16T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[English translation of Hua Chenyu's contemplative song about finding meaning amidst life's grand spectacle.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>This is a translation of the song by <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hua_Chenyu">Hua Chenyu</a>, 《烟火里的尘埃》.</p>
<p>The fireworks represent the restless and disorder world. Each of us are a mere speck of dust. No one notices our carefree existence. However, we still pursue the illusion of freedom.</p>
<p>When the noise of the world subsides, it’s the silent dust that sings. Be true to ourselves. Live the fabulous life we each own.</p>
<h2>English Translation</h2>
<p>Watching the dust dance as it falls<br />
No one notices it exists<br />
How carefree<br />
Yet the world prefer liveliness<br />
No room for my boredom<br />
I shouldn’t stare blankly all by myself</p>
<p>Only me, watching the silent desert<br />
Waiting for the flower to blossom<br />
Only me, observing the joy of others<br />
And sigh with sorrow<br />
Let me listen to the serious principles<br />
Unwilling to understand<br />
What should be and what shouldn’t</p>
<p>A withered child lives within my heart<br />
If the world can’t understand, I’ll confess to my shadows<br />
Am I the only one who still questions<br />
Why tomorrow is more exciting?<br />
Can’t find the remains of innocence within the fireworks</p>
<p>Only me, watching the silent desert<br />
Waiting for the flower to blossom<br />
Only me, observing the joy of others<br />
And sigh with sorrow<br />
Let me listen to the serious principles<br />
Unwilling to understand<br />
Only me, just me, so strange<br />
Still sighing deeply</p>
<p>Gusts of wind blows, why don’t they return<br />
Once the wind is gone it doesn’t come back, isn’t that tragic?<br />
To become numb so quickly, should that be so?<br />
Can it slow down?</p>
<p>Laugh heartily, cry without holding back<br />
Why should our expressions be determined by this world?<br />
I am who I am, I’m just being myself<br />
Just dust scattering in the fireworks</p>
<p>Gusts of wind blows<br />
Once the wind is gone it doesn’t come back<br />
Can it slow down?</p>
<p>-End-</p>
<h2>Original Chinese lyrics</h2>
<p>看着飞舞的尘埃 掉下来<br />
没人发现它存在<br />
多自由自在<br />
可世界都爱热热闹闹<br />
容不下 我百无聊赖<br />
不应该 一个人 发呆</p>
<p>只有我 守着安静的沙漠<br />
等待着花开<br />
只有我 看着别人的快乐<br />
竟然会感慨<br />
就让我 听着天大的道理<br />
不愿意明白<br />
有什么 是应该 不应该</p>
<p>我的心里住着一个 苍老的小孩<br />
如果世界听不明白 对影子表白<br />
是不是只有我 还在问<br />
为什么 明天更精彩<br />
烟火里 找不到 童真的残骸</p>
<p>只有我 守着安静的沙漠<br />
等待着花开<br />
只有我 看着别人的快乐<br />
竟然会感慨<br />
就让我 听着天大的道理<br />
不愿意明白<br />
只有我 就是我 好奇怪<br />
还在感慨</p>
<p>风阵阵吹过来 为何不回来<br />
风一去不回来 悲不悲哀<br />
麻木得那么快 应不应该<br />
能不能慢下来</p>
<p>笑得开怀 哭得坦率<br />
为何表情 要让这世界安排<br />
我就是我 我只是我<br />
只是一场烟火散落的尘埃</p>
<p>风阵阵吹过来<br />
风一去不回来<br />
能不能慢下来</p>
<h2>Video</h2>

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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Moving to Shenzhen]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/moving-to-shenzhen</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/moving-to-shenzhen"/>
        <updated>2020-01-14T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A personal journey from pharmacy to entrepreneurship in Shenzhen, embracing change and finding new opportunities.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I took a crazy leap of faith and moved to Shenzhen, China.</p>
<h2>Leaving my profession</h2>
<p>Back in 2015, I left my comfortable and stable job as a pharmacist to pursue my web design business full time. <a href="https://themattchung.com">Matt</a> and I established our web design agency <a href="https://rubycoded.com/">RubyCoded</a> in 2014 and the business was enough to make sure we won’t go hungry.</p>
<p>Since then, some friends have remarked at how brave it was to make such a career switch. It looks like an easy decision but it actually took me two years of hesitation before I plucked up the courage to do so.</p>
<p>Being self-employed was filled with uncertainties. Will I have enough to feed myself? Would this business take off? How long can I sustain this? All sorts of doubts filled my mind before I made the leap, but since doing so, I came to realise that the fears were unfounded. That was what some of my friends who have taken the leap kept telling me.</p>
<figure>
  <blockquote>
    Just do it. What’s the worst that could happen?
  </blockquote>
  <figcaption>
    Cheeming Boey
  </figcaption>
</figure>
<p>Instead of being afraid and anxious, I was kicking myself for not having taken that leap of faith earlier. It felt like I was afraid of a creepy shadow, only to realise that the I was the one casting the shadow.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-040.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
<h2>Going to Shenzhen</h2>
<p>Web design work took me to Shenzhen for a photoshoot for a client. That was my first trip to China, and I was drawn to the city. My initial impression of Shenzhen was that it seems like the perfect blend of Malaysia and Singapore.</p>
<p>Doors open when you take chances. Take your chances when doors open. One thing led to another. Matt and I found ourselves given the opportunity to start a cafe in Shenzhen. We jumped on it and grew the Flight 151 from four staff to team of 30.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Doors open when you take chances. Take your chances when doors open.”</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Running our own cafe was a steep learning curve for both of us but we learnt a lot within a short period of time. The cafe did well but due to certain circumstances, we decided to move on from Flight 151.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20160114-sunway-annual-dinner-022.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2016" /><br />
<img src="../../assets/images/20170408-lions-042.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2017" /><br />
<img src="../../assets/images/20170109-street-001.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2017" /></p>
<p>I joined a startup working on consumer electronics after I left the cafe. It was a completely new industry for me. Another steep learning curve, but I soaked it all up like a sponge. I love tech and the electronics industry. That’s why I write on <a href="https://bakingpixel.com">BakingPixel</a>. Yet it was a completely different thing looking from inside out rather than outside in.</p>
<h2>Product development</h2>
<p>I immersed myself in all aspects of the supply chain, including industrial design, product development, supply chain management, product compliance, developing new clients, relationship management, marketing, and logistics.</p>
<p>This is just a very general overview of the various aspects of getting a product from concept to the hands of a consumer. I had no prior experience in most of this work so I had to learn fast.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20170109-street-002.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2017" /></p>
<p>I was lucky to be part of a team that has many experts who I can learn from. An award winning product designer, who has several prestigious Red Dot and Red Star awards to his name, led our industrial design team. A veteran engineer headed the manufacturing team, bringing ingenious solutions through his expertise as an inventor.</p>
<p>We also have a team of software developers. I got to develop an app, working on the initial concept, UI and UX, and then overseeing the app development and testing stages.</p>
<p>My training as a pharmacist and years of working experience in the retail and service sector helped me immensely as well.</p>
<h2>Brand strategy</h2>
<p>As I worked on more projects, I realised my true passion lies in building brands and product lines. Rather than pouring all my time and energies into developing a couple of products, I now work on the product development in a consultancy role. This allows me to give input on several concurrent projects while concentrating on creating brand strategies.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Life puts us on paths that sometimes double back to previous roads.”</p>
</blockquote>
<p>I’m now working full time on RubyCoded. Instead of providing only web design services, we now help clients build brands that consumers love.</p>
<p>We provide branding and marketing services with an emphasis on innovative new products. We create new brands or refresh existing ones. We also manage the online presence of the brands.</p>
<p>RubyCoded distributes products for brands we manage. We also provide sourcing services for many other products. <a href="/hey">Get in touch</a> if you are interested to find out more.</p>
<h2>Shenzhen beyond 2020</h2>
<p>I have many stories about Shenzhen to share, and many awesome places to recommend. With Shenzhen bring named as the second of <a href="https://web.archive.org/web/20201109010302/https://shanghai.ist/2018/10/23/shenzhen-comes-in-2nd-in-lonely-planets-top-10-cities-to-visit-in-2019/">Lonely Planet’s top 10 cities</a> to visit in 2019, I foresee an influx of tourists in the year ahead.</p>
<p>If you are interested in visiting this beautiful city, stay tuned for more articles about this city that I’ve now come to call home.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/coastal-city.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2014" /></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Taking social risks]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/taking-social-risks</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/taking-social-risks"/>
        <updated>2020-01-12T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Embracing social risks and overcoming social aversion through stoic principles and gradual exposure to interactions.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Many of us are social averse by nature. This is partly due to our culture and the way we are brought up, especially in the Asian society.</p>
<p>When we take social risks by chatting with random strangers or making small talks with people we encounter in our daily lives, we open doors. I speak with experience when I say that taking social risks open doors.</p>
<h2>Opening up</h2>
<p>I practiced as a retail pharmacist for six years and it was a platform for me to engage strangers. It was my duty to greet customers when they enter the store and approach them to offer assistance.</p>
<p>Being shy by nature, I initially kept these contact minimal. I do my duty and help the customers get what they want or need. I would often hold my tongue because it just didn’t feel right to me to step out of my comfort zone. I didn’t want to be rude or be made to feel stupid by saying the wrong thing. I didn’t want to be socially awkward. The introvert in me knew that I was uncomfortable with being chatty, especially with strangers.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-027.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-010.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-047.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
<p>However, there were instances where I found myself slipping into a more unguarded mood and opened up my interaction. These helped me to engage with my customers on a more personal level and established a rapport that lasted years during my professional practice. Several of my regular customers became friends.</p>
<p>This effect is more profound in another example I would like to bring up. I used to frequent online text-based roleplaying games. I was very relaxed and more open behind my online persona and I made quite a few friends. And those friendships have lasted for over a decade and they count among my close circle.</p>
<h2>What’s the worst that could happen?</h2>
<p>Why do people avoid social risks? They don’t want to make a fool of themselves. They worry about what others think of them. They are afraid of being judged. They are insecure.</p>
<p>How to overcome your aversion for social risks? Start by taking small steps. Talk to strangers. What harm is there in that? They don’t know you. Chances are you won’t meet them again. What’s the worst that could happen? Maybe they would be amused by you. I doubt anyone would outright laugh at you unless you were making a joke, if so then you succeeded!</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20150822-wedding-001.webp" alt="Singapore, 2015" /></p>
<p>Living alone in a foreign country constantly makes me push myself to engage strangers. I had to build my social circle here from scratch. I constantly reach out to new people through interest groups, go out to events to meet people, or just hang out at cafes and chat with the regulars there.</p>
<p>I’m an introvert but my experience in retail work helped me become more comfortable with interacting with strangers. That said, being in a foreign land with nothing to lose was liberating. I was constantly taking social risks, and I was reciprocated with genuine interactions and authentic relationships.</p>
<h2>Take a social risk today</h2>
<p>If you avoid social risks intentionally, or perhaps you realise you do it subconsciously, why not try to take a risk today? After all, what’s the worst that could happen?</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Chinese provincial abbreviations]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/chinese-provincial-abbreviations</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/chinese-provincial-abbreviations"/>
        <updated>2019-04-21T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Understanding single-character Chinese provincial abbreviations and their historical significance in modern China.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>In English, we refer to origin of certain things by turning city, region or even country names into adjectives. Some examples are Sicilian cuisines, Broadway theatre, and Texan accent.</p>
<p>This is done differently in China due to the language. Chinese provincial abbreviations use single-characters instead.</p>
<p>For example, the abbreviations are used to describe the cuisine, such as 湘 Xiang dishes (Hunan cuisine), 川 Chuan dishes (Sichuan cuisine), or 粤 Yue dishes (Cantonese cuisine). They can be also for opera, such as 京 Jing opera (Peking opera) or 豫 Yu opera (Henan opera).</p>
<p>These abbreviations appear in <a href="/china-vehicle-registration-plates">vehicle license plates</a>, and they are often used in restaurant names and menus.</p>
<p>There are also the standardised provincial codes established by the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guobiao">National Standards (GB/T 2660-2007)</a> and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ISO_3166-2:CN">ISO 3166-2:CN</a>. These use Roman letters.</p>
<h2>Municipalities</h2>
<h3>Beijing (BJ) – 京 (Jīng)</h3>
<p>The abbreviation of Beijing is 京 (jīng), as a shortening of its name and also emphasise that it is the capital.</p>
<p>Beijing literally means north (北 bĕi) capital (京 jīng). The character 京 (jīng) means capital. It acquired the name during the Ming dynasty to distinguish it from the previous capital, Nanjing, which literally means south (南 nán) capital (京 jīng).</p>
<h3>Chongqing (CQ) – 渝 (Yú)</h3>
<p>Chongqing is abbreviated as 渝 (yú). It was the Yu Prefecture (渝州) during the Sui Dynasty. Although the city was renamed during Northern Song, the old town in the city centre is called Yuzhong (渝中). The name Yu identified strongly with the city and is used as a nickname and official abbreviation for the city.</p>
<h3>Shanghai (SH) – 沪 (Hù)</h3>
<p>Shanghai’s abbreviation is 沪 (hù), a contraction of 沪渎 (hù dú), which literally means “harpoon ditch”. During the Jin Dynasty, the hù was a harpoon used by fishermen living in the Shanghai area, where the mouth of the Suzhou Creek flowed into the ocean. Thus, the area became known as Hudu, and hù became a common nickname and eventually the official abbreviation for Shanghai.</p>
<h3>Tianjin (TJ) – 津 (Jīn)</h3>
<p>Tianjin is abbreviated as 津 (jīn), a shortening of its name. Tianjin literally means heaven (天 tīan) ford (津 jīn).</p>
<p>There are several stories attributed to the origin of the city’s name. The most common is that Emperor Yongle of the Ming Dynasty bestowed the name after he crossed Tianjin’s Gu River to overthrow his nephew Emperor Jianwen in the south.</p>
<h2>Provinces</h2>
<h3>Anhui (AH) – 皖 (Wǎn)</h3>
<p>The Anhui Province was established during the Reign of Emperor Kangxi of the Qing Dynasty. Prior to that, the region was known as the Wan (皖) area because it was the State of Wan during the Spring and Autumn Period.</p>
<p>The mountain and river in the small kingdom of Wan were known as Mount Wan and Wan River respectively. Thus, the name Wan has been associated with the region historically. The significance of this heritage led to the province having the official abbreviation of 皖 (wǎn).</p>
<h3>Fujian (FJ) – 闽 (Mǐn)</h3>
<p>Fujian’s official abbreviation is 闽 (mǐn). The term refers to the Min-speaking people, the group of people living in the Fujian region historically. It also refers to the main river in the province, the Min River.</p>
<p>The State of Yue was a kingdom from the Spring and Autumn Period in Zhejiang. The State of Chu annexed the kingdom in 306 BC and the surviving royal family fled to Fujian where it continued to reign as the Minyue Kingdom. It lost its status as a kingdom under the Qin Dynasty, but regained its status as a tributary kingdom under the Han Dynasty. The Minyue Kingdom was eventually conquered by the Han Dynasty as it expanded south.</p>
<p>After the fall of the Tang Dynasty, General Wang set up the Min Kingdom during the period of the Five Dynasties and Ten Kingdoms. The Southern Tang absorbed the Min Kingdom after the latter succumbed to internal strife after the death of its founding monarch. Despite the fall of the Kingdom, the Min heritage persisted through the cultural and language.</p>
<h3>Gansu (GS) – 甘 (Gān)</h3>
<p>The Gansu province has the official abbreviation 甘 (gān), a contraction of its name. The term Gan refers to the Zhangye city that was formerly known as Ganzhou (甘州 gān zhōu), also known as Campichu in Marco Polo’s <em>Travels</em>.</p>
<h3>Guangdong (GD) – 粤 (Yuè)</h3>
<p>Guangdong is officially abbreviated as 粤 (yuè) due to the Yue-speaking people in the province. The people in the region spoke Yue Chinese, often referred to as Cantonese. The term Canton is etymologically derived from Cantão, the Portuguese transliteration of the term Guangdong.</p>
<h3>Guizhou (GZ) – 贵 (Guì)</h3>
<p>Guizhou’s official abbreviation is 贵 (guì), a contraction of its name.</p>
<h3>Hainan (HI) – 琼 (Qióng)</h3>
<p>The Hainan province has the official abbreviation 琼 (qióng) due to its former names Qiongya (琼崖 qióng yá) and Qiongzhou (琼州 qióng zhōu).</p>
<h3>Hebei (HE) – 冀 (Jì)</h3>
<p>Hebei is abbreviated as 冀 (jì) as a nod to the Ji Province (冀州 jì zhōu) of the Han Dynasty.</p>
<h3>Heilongjiang (HL) – 黑 (Hēi)</h3>
<p>Heilongjiang is officially abbreviated as 黑 (hēi), a shortening of its name. The province is named after the river Amur, known as Heilongjiang in Chinese, which literally means Black Dragon River.</p>
<h3>Henan (HA) – 豫 (Yù)</h3>
<p>The Henan province is abbreviated as 豫 (yù). Yu the Great (大禹 dà yŭ), the founding ruler of the Xia Dynasty, divided ancient China into Nine Provinces. Yu Province (豫州 yù zhōu) was the area where Henan is.</p>
<h3>Hubei (HB) – 鄂 (È)</h3>
<p>Hubei’s official abbreviation is 鄂 (è) due to its heritage from the Western Zhou Dynasty. The eastern part of Hubei was known as the State of E during the Western Zhou Dynasty.</p>
<p>Another popular abbreviation for the province is 楚 (chǔ), named after the State of Chu that existed in the region during the Eastern Zhou Dynasty.</p>
<h3>Hunan (HN) – 湘 (Xiāng)</h3>
<p>The Hunan province uses the abbreviation 湘 (xiāng), after the Xiang River that runs through the province from south to north.</p>
<h3>Jiangsu (JS) – 苏 (Sū)</h3>
<p>Jiangsu is abbreviated as 苏 (sū), a contraction of its name. Jiangsu is named after the two cities, Jiangning (now known as Nanjing) and Suzhou.</p>
<h3>Jiangxi (JX) – 赣 (Gàn)</h3>
<p>The Jiangxi province has the official abbreviation 赣 (gàn), named after the Gan River that runs across the province from south to north, into the Yangtze River. Jiangxi is also known as the Ganpo Dadi (贛鄱大地), which literally means the Great Land of the Gan River and the Poyang Lake.</p>
<h3>Jilin (JL) – 吉 (Jí)</h3>
<p>Jilin is officially abbreviated as 吉 (jí), a shortening of its name, which literally means auspicious (吉 jí) forest (林 lÍn). Jilin is actually shortened from the Manchu phrase jilin wula (吉林乌拉), which means along the river.</p>
<h3>Liaoning (LN) – 辽 (Liáo)</h3>
<p>Liaoning province has the abbreviation 辽 (liáo), a contraction of its name, and also a nod to the Liao River that flows through the region.</p>
<h3>Qinghai (QH) – 青 (Qīng)</h3>
<p>The official abbreviation for Qinghai is 青 (qīng), a contraction of its name. The province is named after the Qinghai Lake, the largest lake in China.</p>
<h3>Shaanxi (SN) – 陕 (Shǎn)</h3>
<p>The Shaanxi province’s abbreviation is 陕 (shǎn), a shortening of its name. Shaanxi literally means West of the Shan pass.</p>
<h3>Shandong (SD) – 鲁 (Lǔ)</h3>
<p>Shandong is abbreviated as 鲁 (lǔ), after its nickname 齐鲁 (qílǔ). During the Spring and Autumn period, the States of Qi and Lu existed in the region. Although the State of Qi was a major power during its time, the State of Lu became renowned for being the home of Confuscius and Mozi. Thus, the State of Lu bears immense cultural influence and the term Lu holds great heritage significance for the province.</p>
<h3>Shanxi (SX) – 晋 (Jìn)</h3>
<p>Shanxi’s official abbreviation is 晋 (jìn), named after the State of Jin that existed in the province during the Spring and Autumn period.</p>
<h3>Sichuan (SC) – 川 (Chuān)</h3>
<p>Sichuan province uses the abbreviation 川 (chuān), a contraction of its name. Sichuan is the contraction of the term Sì Chuānlù (四川路) referring to division of the Northern Song Dynasty’s administrative circuit in the area into four. Chuan refers to plains.</p>
<p>Sichuan also has the nickname 巴蜀 (bāshŭ), in reference to the States of Ba and Shu that occupied the Sichuan Basin during the Spring and Autumn period. The term Shu continued to be a significant heritage for the region, with later states in the area using the same name, such as Shu during the Three Kingdoms period, and Former Shu and Later Shu during the Ten Kingdoms period. The term Shu is still often used to refer to Sichuan.</p>
<h3>Yunnan (YN) – 云 (Yún)</h3>
<p>Yunnan’s official abbreviation is 云 (yún), a contraction of its name. Yunnan literally means South of the Yunling Mountains.</p>
<p>The province is also abbreviated as 滇 (diān), after Lake Dian in the region. The area in central Yunnan was referred to as Dian during the Spring and Autumn period, after General Zhuang Qiao of Chu established the Dian Kingdom.</p>
<h3>Zhejiang (ZJ) – 浙 (Zhè)</h3>
<p>The Zhejiang province is abbreviated as 浙 (zhè), a contraction of its name. The province is named after the Zhe River, later renamed as Qiantang River, that flows through the region.</p>
<h2>Autonomous regions</h2>
<h3>Guangxi (GX) – 桂 (Guì)</h3>
<p>Guangxi Zhuang Autonomous Region’s official abbreviation is 桂 (guì), named after the city of Guilin, which was the provincial capital during the Ming and Qing dynasties, before Nanning was made capital.</p>
<h3>Inner Mongolia (NM) – 蒙 (Měng)</h3>
<p>The official abbreviation for Inner Mongolia Autonomous Region is 蒙 (měng), a contraction of its Chinese name 内蒙古 (nèi měnggǔ).</p>
<h3>Ningxia (NX) – 宁 (Níng)</h3>
<p>Ningxia Hui Autonomous Region has the official abbreviation 宁 (níng), a contraction of its name. Ningxia</p>
<h3>Xizang (XZ) – 藏 (Zàng)</h3>
<p>Xizang Tibetan Autonomous Region’s official abbreviation is 藏 (zàng), a contraction of its name.</p>
<h3>Xinjiang (XJ) – 新 (Xīn)</h3>
<p>The Xinjiang Uygur Autonomous Region uses the abbreviation 新 (xīn), a contraction of its name.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[China vehicle registration plates]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/china-vehicle-registration-plates</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/china-vehicle-registration-plates"/>
        <updated>2019-04-21T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Comprehensive guide to understanding China's vehicle registration plate system, including provincial codes and special classifications.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I get asked pretty often about the car vehicle registration plates in China, so I figured I’ll write the information down in an article as a quick guide I can point people to.</p>
<p>Once you understand how to look at China vehicle registration plates, you can identify where the vehicles are from and the vehicle types.</p>
<h2>First character</h2>
<h3>Municipality, province, or autonomous region</h3>
<p>The first character in the licence plate is the Chinese provincial abbreviation of the municipality, province or autonomous region where the vehicle is registered.</p>
<p>While some of the provincial abbreviations are direct abbreviations of the provincial names, others are characters that bear significance for the region they represent.</p>
<h3>Municipalities</h3>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Beijing – 京</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Chongqing – 渝</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Shanghai – 沪</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Tianjin – 津</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Provinces</h3>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Anhui – 皖</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Fujian – 闽</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Gansu – 甘</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Guangdong – 粤</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Guizhou – 贵</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Hainan – 琼</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Hebei – 冀</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Heilongjiang – 黑</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Henan – 豫</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Hubei – 鄂</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Hunan – 湘</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Jiangsu – 苏</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Jiangxi – 赣</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Jilin – 吉</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Liaoning – 辽</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Qinghai – 青</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Shaanxi – 陕</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Shandong – 鲁</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Shanxi – 晋</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Sichuan – 川</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Yunnan – 云</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Zhejiang – 浙</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Autonomous regions</h3>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Guangxi – 桂</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Inner Mongolia – 蒙</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Ningxia – 宁</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Xizang Tibetan Autonomous Region – 藏</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Xinjiang – 新</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h2>Second character</h2>
<h3>District, county or city.</h3>
<p>The second character in the licence plate is a Latin character that indicates the city of registration. For provinces and autonomous regions, The letter A is assigned to the capital.</p>
<p>For example, vehicle plates in Guangzhou start with 粤A while those in Shenzhen start with 粤B. Both Guangzhou and Shenzhen are in the Guangdong province, so they have 粤 as the first character. Guangzhou is the capital city of Guandong and is assigned the letter A, while Shenzhen is assigned the letter B.</p>
<p>See the full lists at the <a href="#cities">end of the article</a>.</p>
<h2>China vehicle registration plates</h2>
<p>There are five characters after the city character in China vehicle registration plates.</p>
<p>These were previously numbers only. However, as the number of cars grew beyond 99,999, it became necessary to add Latin characters to increase the number of possible combinations.</p>
<p>Only 24 letters of the alphabet can be used. The letters “O” and “I” are omitted to avoid confusion with the numbers 0 and 1.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/motor-vehicle-plate-schematic-diagram-in-p-r-china.webp" alt="China vehicle registration plates" /></p>
<h2>New Energy vehicles</h2>
<p>New Energy vehicles licence plates were introduced on 21 November 2016 and were issued since 1 December 2016 in Shanghai, Nanjing, Wuxi, Jinan, and Shenzhen. These later became adopted country-wide in 2018. These registration plates are green, making them easy to spot.</p>
<p>Before the introduction of these licence plates, New Energy vehicles used the conventional registration plates. The New Energy vehicles licence plates were created to encourage the adoption of New Energy vehicles. The benefits of getting the New Energy vehicles licence plates are a shorter waiting list and no registration fees required. These are attractive perks in large cities like Shenzhen where motorist have to ballot for the registration plates and pay a hefty sum for the licence plates.</p>
<p>The New Energy vehicles licence plate added another character to the registration plate. A “D” indicates an electric vehicle, while an “F” indicates other types of New Energy vehicles. The position of this character depends on the size of the vehicle. For Small New Energy vehicles, it comes after the city character. For Large New Energy vehicles, it is the last character of the licence plate.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/chinese-small-new-energy-vehicle-license-plate.webp" alt="Small New Energy vehicles licence plates" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/chinese-large-new-energy-vehicle-license-plate.webp" alt="Large New Energy vehicles licence plates" /></p>
<h2>List of districts, counties and cities</h2>
<h3>Municipalities</h3>
<h4>Beijing</h4>
<p>The Municipality of Beijing is abbreviated as 京 (jīng), meaning capital.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>京A (yellow plates) – Buses, trucks, learner’s cars</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>京A (blue plates), 京C, 京E, 京F, 京H, 京J, 京K, 京L, 京M, 京P, 京Q – Urban area</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>京B – Taxis</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>京G – Suburbs</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>京N, 京P, 京Y – Suburbs and urban area</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>京A (black plates), 京LB, 京LC – Foreigner or foreign company-owned vehicle</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>京O·A – Ministry of Public Security</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>京V – Central Guard Bureau of Beijing Garrison Military License</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Chongqing</h4>
<p>The Municipality of Chongqing uses the abbreviation 渝 (yú) that comes from its name of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Y%C3%BA_Prefecture">Yu Prefecture</a> (渝州) during the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sui_dynasty">Sui Dynasty</a> (581 AD). District prefixes were abolished after 18 May 2017.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>渝A – Urban area</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>渝B – Urban area</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>渝C – Yongchuan District, Jiangjin, Hechuan, Tongnan County, Tongliang County, Bishan County, Dazu County, Qijiang County, Rongchang County</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>渝D – Urban area</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>渝F – Wanzhou District, Liangping County, Chengkou County, Wushan County, Wuxi County, Zhong County, Kaizhou District, Fengjie County, Yunyang County</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>渝G – Fuling District, Nanchuan, Dianjiang County, Fengdu County, Wulong County</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>渝H – Qianjiang District, Shizhu Tujia Autonomous County, Xiushan Tujia and Miao Autonomous County, Youyang Tujia and Miao Autonomous County, Pengshui Miao and Tujia Autonomous County</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Shanghai</h4>
<p>The Municipality of Shanghai is abbreviated as 沪 (hù), a contraction of 沪渎 (Hùdù), the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jin_Dynasty_(265%E2%80%93420)">Jin</a> name for the mouth of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suzhou_Creek">Suzhou Creek</a> in the north of the city. The hu was a type of harpoon created by fishermen who lived there. Hudu literally means harpoon ditch.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>沪A, 沪B, 沪D, 沪E, 沪F, 沪G, 沪H, 沪J, 沪K, 沪L, 沪M, 沪N – Urban area and suburbs.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>沪C – Suburbs, not allowed to enter the urban area (not allowed to travel within the Outer Ring).</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>沪R – Chongming Island, Changxing Island, Hengsha Island, not allowed to leave the places above.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<p>For the third character of the license plates (with 4 digits following):</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Z – New energy vehicles (except licenses begin with 沪A and 沪C).</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>M, N, U to X – Taxis.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Y – Vehicles for rent, owned by car renting operators.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Tianjin</h4>
<p>The Municipality of Tianjin uses the abbreviation 津 (jīn) from its name, which means the Emperor’s Ford.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>津A, 津B, 津C, 津F, 津G, 津H, 津I, 津J, 津K, 津L, 津M, 津N, 津P, 津Q, 津R – General issues</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>津E – Taxis</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Provinces</h3>
<h4>Anhui</h4>
<p>The Anhui Province is abbreviated as 皖 (wǎn) that comes from the State of Wan from the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spring_and_Autumn_period">Spring and Autumn period</a> (770 BCE).</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>皖A- Hefei</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖B – Wuhu</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖C – Bengbu</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖D – Huainan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖E – Ma’anshan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖F – Huaibei</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖G – Tongling</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖H – Anqing</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖J – Huangshan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖K – Fuyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖L – Suzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖M – Chuzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖N – Lu’an</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖P – Xuancheng</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖Q – former Chaohu (prefecture-level)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖R – Chizhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>皖S – Bozhou</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Fujian</h3>
<p>The Fujian Province uses the abbreviation 闽 (mǐn), after the kingdom of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Minyue">Minyue</a> (306 BC).</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>闽A – Fuzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>闽B – Putian</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>闽C – Quanzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>闽D – Xiamen</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>闽E – Zhangzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>闽F – Longyan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>闽G – Sanming</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>闽H – Nanping</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>闽J – Ningde</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>闽K – Provincial-level agencies, Pingtan Island</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>闽O – Police vehicles</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Gansu</h3>
<p>The Gansu Province is abbreviated as 甘 (Gān) from its name, that was in turn derived from the combination of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ganzhou_District">Gānzhou</a> and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suzhou_District">Sùzhou</a>, the old name of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jiuquan">Jiuquan</a> not to be confused of Sūzhou.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>甘A – Lanzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>甘B – Jiayuguan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>甘C – Jinchang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>甘D – Baiyin</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>甘E – Tianshui</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>甘F – Jiuquan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>甘G – Zhangye</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>甘H – Wuwei</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>甘J – Dingxi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>甘K – Longnan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>甘L – Pingliang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>甘M – Qingyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>甘N – Linxia Hui Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>甘P – Gannan Tibetan Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Guangdong</h3>
<p>The Guangdong Province uses the abbreviation 粤 (Yuè) from the ancient name Nanyue (nányuè) that means Yue in the South. It was the name for the region south of the Yangtze River during the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spring_and_Autumn_period">Spring and Autumn period</a> (770 BCE).</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>粤A – Guangzhou (粤AQ – Panyu)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤B – Shenzhen</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤C – Zhuhai</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤D – Shantou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤E – Foshan (粤EV – Gaoming, 粤ET – Sanshui)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤F – Shaoguan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤G – Zhanjiang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤H – Zhaoqing (粤HL – Sihui)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤J – Jiangmen</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤K – Maoming</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤L – Huizhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤M – Meizhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤N – Shanwei</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤O – Guangdong Provincial Public Security Department</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤P – Heyuan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤Q – Yangjiang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤R – Qingyuan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤S – Dongguan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤T – Zhongshan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤U – Chaozhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤V – Jieyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤W – Yunfu</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤X – Shunde (District of Foshan, discontinued issuing from February 2018)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤Y – Nanhai (District of Foshan, discontinued issuing from February 2018)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>粤Z – Hong Kong and Macau vehicles frequently travelling to the mainland. The registration number has 4 alphanumerics, suffixed with either 港 (for Hong Kong) or 澳 (for Macau).</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Guizhou</h4>
<p>The Guizhou Province is abbreviated as 贵 (Guì) from its name.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>贵A – Guiyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>贵B – Liupanshui</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>贵C – Zunyi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>贵D – Tongren</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>贵E – Qianxinan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>贵F – Bijie</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>贵G – Anshun</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>贵H – Qiandonnan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>贵J – Qiannan</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Hainan</h4>
<p>The Hainan Province uses the abbreviation 琼 (Qíong), after its former names of Qiongya (琼崖) and Qiongzhou (琼州).</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>琼A – Haikou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>琼B – Sanya</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>琼C – Qionghai, Wenchang, Wanning, Ding’an, Tunchang, Chengmai，Lingao</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>琼D – Wuzhishan, Dongfang, Baisha, Changjiang, Ledong, Lingshui, Baoting, Qiongzhong</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>琼E – Yangpu Economic Development Zone</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>琼F – Danzhou</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Hebei</h4>
<p>The Hebei Province is abbreviated as 冀 (Jì), from its old name <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jizhou_(ancient_China)">Jizhou</a> (冀州).</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>冀A – Shijiazhuang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>冀AT – Shijiazhuang taxis</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>冀B – Tangshan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>冀BT – Tangshan taxis</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>冀C – Qinhuangdao</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>冀D – Handan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>冀E – Xingtai</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>冀F – Baoding</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>冀G – Zhangjiakou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>冀H – Chengde</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>冀J – Cangzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>冀R – Langfang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>冀T – Hengshui</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Heilongjiang</h4>
<p>The Heilongjiang Province uses the abbreviation 黑 (Hēi) from its name.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>黑A – Harbin</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑B – Qiqihar</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑C – Mudanjiang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑D – Jiamusi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑E – Daqing</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑F – Yichun</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑G – Jixi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑H – Hegang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑J – Shuangyashan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑K – Qitaihe</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑L – Area of the Sungari River (now considered part of Harbin)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑M – Suihua</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑N – Heihe</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑P – Daxing’anling Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>黑R – Farming system</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Henan</h4>
<p>The Henan Province is abbreviated as 豫 (Yù) from its old name Yuzhou (豫州).</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>豫A – Zhengzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫B – Kaifeng</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫C – Luoyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫D – Pingdingshan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫E – Anyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫F – Hebi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫G – Xinxiang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫H – Jiaozuo</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫J – Puyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫K – Xuchang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫L – Luohe</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫M – Sanmenxia</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫N – Shangqiu</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫P – Zhoukou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫Q – Zhumadian</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫R – Nanyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫S – Xinyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>豫U – Jiyuan</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Hubei</h4>
<p>The Hubei Province uses the abbreviation 鄂 (È) from the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/E_(state)">State of E</a> of the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Western_Zhou_dynasty">Western Zhou Dynasty</a>.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>鄂A – Wuhan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂B – Huangshi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂C – Shiyan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂D – Jingzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂E – Yichang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂F – Xiangyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂G – Ezhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂H – Jingmen</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂J – Huanggang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂K – Xiaogan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂L – Xianning</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂M – Xiantao</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂N – Qianjiang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂P – Shennongjia</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂Q – Enshi Tujia and Miao Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂R – Tianmen</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鄂S – Suizhou</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Hunan</h4>
<p>The Hunan Province is abbreviated as 湘 (Xiāng) after the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Xiang_River">Xiang River</a> that runs through it.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>湘A – Changsha</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>湘B – Zhuzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>湘C – Xiangtan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>湘D – Hengyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>湘E – Shaoyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>湘F – Yueyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>湘G – Zhangjiajie</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>湘H – Yiyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>湘J – Changde</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>湘K – Loudi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>湘L – Chenzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>湘M – Yongzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>湘N – Huaihua</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>湘U – Xiangxi Tujia and Miao Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Jiangsu</h4>
<p>The Jiangsu Province uses the abbreviation 苏 (Sū) from its name.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>苏A – Nanjing</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>苏B – Wuxi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>苏C – Xuzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>苏D – Changzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>苏E – Suzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>苏F – Nantong</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>苏G – Lianyungang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>苏H – Huai’an</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>苏J – Yancheng</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>苏K – Yangzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>苏L – Zhenjiang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>苏M – Taizhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>苏N – Suqian</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>苏U – Suzhou extra (approved in October 2018)</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Jiangxi</h4>
<p>The Jiangxi Province is abbreviated as 赣 (Gàn) from the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gan_River">Gan River</a> that runs through it into the Yangtze River.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>赣A – Nanchang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>赣B – Ganzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>赣C – Yichun</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>赣D – Ji’an</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>赣E – Shangrao</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>赣F – Fuzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>赣G – Jiujiang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>赣H – Jingdezhen</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>赣J – Pingxiang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>赣K – Xinyu</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>赣L – Yingtan</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Jilin</h4>
<p>The Jilin Province uses the abbreviation 吉 (Jí) from its name, derived a Manchu phrase “Jilin wula” that means along the river.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>吉A – Changchun</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>吉B – Jilin City</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>吉C – Siping</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>吉D – Liaoyuan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>吉E – Tonghua</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>吉F – Baishan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>吉G – Baicheng</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>吉H – Yanbian Korean Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>吉J – Songyuan</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Liaoning</h4>
<p>The Liaoning Province is abbreviated as 辽 (Liáo) from its name that refers to the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Liao_River">Liao River</a>.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>辽A – Shenyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽B – Dalian</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽C – Anshan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽D – Fushun</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽E – Benxi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽F – Dandong</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽G – Jinzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽H – Yingkou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽J – Fuxin</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽K – Liaoyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽L – Panjin</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽M – Tieling</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽N – Chaoyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽O – Police Vehicles</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>辽P – Huludao</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Qinghai</h4>
<p>The Qinghai Province uses the abbreviation 青 (Qīng) from its name it got from <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qinghai_Lake">Qinghai Lake</a>.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>青A – Xining</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>青B – Haidong</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>青C – Haibei Tibetan Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>青D – Huangnan Tibetan Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>青E – Hainan Tibetan Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>青F – Golog Tibetan Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>青G – Gyêgu Tibetan Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>青H – Haixi Mongol and Tibetan Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Shaanxi</h4>
<p>The Shaanxi Province is abbreviated as 秦 (Qín) from the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qin_dynasty">Qin Dynasty</a> (221 BC).</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>陕A – Xi’an</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>陕AT – Taxis in Xi’an</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>陕AU – Taxis in Xi’an</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>陕AV – Provincial-level agencies</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>陕B – Tongchuan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>陕C – Baoji</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>陕D – Xianyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>陕E – Weinan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>陕F – Hanzhong</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>陕G – Ankang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>陕H – Shangluo</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>陕J – Yan’an</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>陕K – Yulin</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>陕V – Yangling Gaoxin Agricultural Zone</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Shandong</h4>
<p>The Shandong Province uses the abbreviation 鲁 (Lǚ), after the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lu_(state)">State of Lu</a> from the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spring_and_Autumn_period">Spring and Autumn Period</a> (770 BC).</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>鲁A – Jinan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁B – Qingdao</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁C – Zibo</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁D – Zaozhuang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁E – Dongying</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁F – Yantai</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁G – Weifang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁H – Jining</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁J – Tai’an</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁K – Weihai</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁L – Rizhao</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁M – Binzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁N – Dezhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁O – Police vehicles (phased out in 2019)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁P – Liaocheng</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁Q – Linyi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁R – Heze</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁S – Laiwu</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁U – Qingdao Extra (for taxis, tour buses, etc.)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁V – Weifang Extra</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁W – Provincial-level agencies (phased out in 2019)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>鲁Y – Yantai Extra</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Shanxi</h4>
<p>The Shanxi Province is abbreviated as 晋 (Jīn) after the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jin_(Chinese_state)">State of Jin</a> from the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spring_and_Autumn_period">Spring and Autumn Period</a> (770 BC), not to be confused with the Jin Dynasty.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>晋A – Taiyuan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>晋B – Datong</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>晋C – Yangquan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>晋D – Changzhi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>晋E – Jincheng</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>晋F – Shuozhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>晋H – Xinzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>晋J – Lüliang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>晋K – Jinzhong</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>晋L – Linfen</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>晋M – Yuncheng</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Sichuan</h4>
<p>The Sichuan Province uses the abbreviation 川 (Chuān) from its name that is a contraction of the phrases Sì Chuānlù (四川路, Four Plain Circuits) and Chuānxiá Sìlù (川峽四路, Four Circuits of Chuanxia) from the division of the imperial administrative circuit into four during the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Song_dynasty">Song Dynasty</a>.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>川A – Chengdu</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川B – Mianyang (former Chongqing, sub-provincial city)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川C – Zigong</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川D – Panzhihua</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川E – Luzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川F – Deyang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川G – Chengdu extra (former Mianyang)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川H – Guangyuan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川J – Suining</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川K – Neijiang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川L – Leshan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川M – Ziyang (former Wanxian, now merged into Chongqing)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川N – former Fuling (now merged into Chongqing)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川O – issued by Vehicle Management Office of Sichuan Provincial Public Security Department</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川P – former Qianjiang Prefecture (now merged into Chongqing)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川Q – Yibin</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川R – Nanchong</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川S – Dazhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川T – Ya’an</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川U – Ngawa Tibetan and Qiang Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川V – Garzê Tibetan Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川W – Liangshan Yi Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川X – Guang’an</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川Y – Bazhong</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>川Z – Meishan</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Yunnan</h4>
<p>The Yunnan Province is abbreviated as 云 (Yún) from its name.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>云A – Kunming</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云B – former Dongchuan (prefecture-level, now merged into Kunming)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云C – Zhaotong</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云D – Qujing</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云E – Chuxiong Yi Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云F – Yuxi<br />
– A “T” is further appended to taxis, for example <strong>云FT1234</strong>.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云G – Honghe Hani and Yi Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云H – Wenshan Zhuang and Miao Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云J – Pu’er</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云K – Xishuangbanna Dai Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云L – Dali Bai Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云M – Baoshan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云N – Dehong Dai and Jingpo Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云P – Lijiang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云Q – Nujiang Lisu Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云R – Diqing Tibetan Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>云S – Lincang</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Zhejiang</h4>
<p>The Zhejiang Province uses the abbreviation 浙 (Zhè) from its name that comes from the Zhe River, the old name of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zhe_River">Qiantang River</a>.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>浙A – Hangzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>浙B – Ningbo</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>浙C – Wenzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>浙D – Shaoxing</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>浙E – Huzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>浙F – Jiaxing</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>浙G – Jinhua</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>浙H – Quzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>浙J – Taizhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>浙K – Lishui</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>浙L – Zhoushan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>浙O – Black license plates belonging to cars registered to foreign enterprises</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h3>Autonomous regions</h3>
<h4>Guangxi</h4>
<p>The Guangxi Zhuang Autonomous Region is abbreviated as 桂 (Guì) from the city of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guilin">Guilin</a>.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>桂A – Nanning</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂B – Liuzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂C – Guilin</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂D – Wuzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂E – Beihai</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂F – Chongzuo</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂G – Laibin</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂H – Guilin</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂J – Hezhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂K – Yulin</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂L – Baise</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂M – Hechi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂N – Qinzhou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂P – Fangchenggang</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>桂R – Guigang</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Inner Mongolia</h4>
<p>The Inner Mongolia Autonomous Region uses the abbreviation 蒙 (Méng) from its name.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>蒙A – Hohhot</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>蒙B – Baotou</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>蒙C – Wuhai</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>蒙D – Chifeng</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>蒙E – Hulunbuir</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>蒙F – Hinggan League</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>蒙G – Tongliao</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>蒙H – Xilin Gol League</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>蒙J – Ulaan Chab</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>蒙K – Ordos</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>蒙L – Bayan Nur</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>蒙M – Alxa League</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Ningxia</h4>
<p>The Ningxia Hui Autonomous Region is abbreviated as 宁 (Níng) from its name.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>宁A – Yinchuan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>宁B – Shizuishan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>宁C – Wuzhong</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>宁D – Guyuan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>宁E – Zhongwei</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Xinjiang</h4>
<p>The Xinjiang Uygur Autonomous Region uses the abbreviation 新 (Xīn) from its name, derived from Xīyù Xīnjiāng (西域新疆, literally Western Regions’ New Frontier).</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>新A – Ürümqi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新B – Changji Hui Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新C – Shihezi</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新D – Kuitun</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新E – Börtala Mongol Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新F – Ili Kazakh Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新G – Qoqek</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新H – Altay</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新J – Karamay</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新K – Turpan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新L – Hami</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新M – Bayin’gholin Mongol Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新N – Aksu Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新P – Kizilsu Kirghiz Autonomous Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新Q – Kashgar</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新R – Hotan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>新S – Kunyu</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h4>Xizang</h4>
<p>The Xizang Autonomous Region, also known as the Tibet Autonomous Region, is abbreviated as 藏 (Zàng) from its name <strong>Poi</strong> <strong>Ranggyong</strong> <strong>Jong</strong> (བོད་རང་སྐྱོང་ལྗོངས།) in Tibetan.</p>
<ul>
<li>
<p>藏A – Lhasa</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>藏B – Qamdo</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>藏C – Shannan</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>藏D – Xigazê</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>藏E – Naqu</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>藏F – Ngari Prefecture</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>藏G – Nyingchi</p>
</li>
</ul>
<p>See <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vehicle_registration_plates_of_China">Wikipedia</a> for more information on China vehicle registration plates.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[10 habits to constantly improve yourself]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/10-habits-to-constantly-improve-yourself</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/10-habits-to-constantly-improve-yourself"/>
        <updated>2019-03-04T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[10 fundamental habits for continuous self-improvement, focusing on monthly habit building and mindset shifts for lasting change.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Become a better person by applying these 10 habits to your life.</p>
<p>The key to making this work is to focus on each habit for a month. Spend one month repeating each routine daily until it becomes a habit. Then move on to picking up the next habit.</p>
<p>Remind yourself to do each habit every day, when you wake up, before each meal, and before you go to bed.</p>
<h2>1. Cultivate good habits</h2>
<p>Identify bad habits and replace them with good habits.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Routine, in an intelligent man, is a sign of ambition.”</p>
<p>W.H. Auden</p>
</blockquote>
<p>You have the power to change your life by changing the way you think, changing your attitude, changing the actions you take, and most importantly, forming habits that are beneficial to you.</p>
<p>Spend the first month making it a habit to cultivate good habits.</p>
<h2>2. Be positive</h2>
<p>Be patient. Always think and react positively.</p>
<p>All the bad will become good. The good can also turn bad. If you are enjoying the good, remain humble because the good won’t last. But know that the good will come again.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Choose the positive. You have choice, you are master of your attitude, choose the positive, the constructive. Optimism is a faith that leads to success.”</p>
<p>Bruce Lee</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Face the good and bad with positivity and love.</p>
<h2>3. Peservere</h2>
<p>If you persist, you will succeed.</p>
<p>Never stop trying. Never stop doing. Never stop fighting. Keep charging forward. Accept that failure is part of the process. Learning to fail better is progress.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Defeat is not declared when you fall down, it is declared when you can’t get up.”</p>
<p>Manoj Arora</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Where others will give up, keep doing. You will succeed where others fail.</p>
<h2>4. Have faith in your personality</h2>
<p>We have different ways of thinking, different ways of saying the same thing, different styles of approaching the problem.</p>
<p>Don’t worry that everyone is doing the same thing as you. Let your personality shine. You don’t need to make a big fuss to get the attention. Know that people see you for who you are. Be authentic.</p>
<p>What you do will appeal to different people. Your life experience and knowledge is different from others. These will shape your personality and style. Your personality will resonate with some people, but not all. Don’t try to please everyone.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Be authentic.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Be who you are and the people who resonate with what you do will buy what you do.</p>
<h2>5. Live each day as if it were your last</h2>
<p>Cherish the moment. Live in the now.</p>
<p>Forget yesterday. Don’t worry about tomorrow.</p>
<p>What matters is what you do right here, right now. Give your best shot in whatever you are doing at this very moment. You won’t have the chance to repeat it again in the same circumstances.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>"Whatever you do, give it your best shot.”</p>
<p>Mrs Chiang, my primary school teacher</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Do your best in whatever you do so you won’t have regrets. Do what you really want to do so you won’t have regrets.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20170122-street-049.webp" alt="Hunan, 2017" /></p>
<h2>6. Master your emotions</h2>
<p>Stay level-headed. Don’t rush. Don’t be arrogant.</p>
<p>Don’t let your emotions control your actions. Master your emotions and take action rationally.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“If you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself, but to your estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment.”</p>
<p>Marcus Aurelius</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Accept that the emotions that you feel. Allow yourself to immerse in that feeling. Then move on without clinging onto the emotion, be it positive or negative.</p>
<p>Detach your actions from your emotions.</p>
<h2>7. Laugh at the world</h2>
<p>Everything will pass, be it good or bad.</p>
<p>Enjoy the good. Accept the bad. Stay happy no matter what happens. The good will go away, so enjoy it while you can. Face the bad, it will pass with time.</p>
<p>The most important thing is to stay happy through it all. Know that good and bad is a cycle. Don’t let yourself be affected by what you can’t control.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one.”</p>
<p>Bruce Lee</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Just as there can’t be light without darkness, we need the bad to learn to truly appreciate the good. Laugh at the bad. Laugh at the good.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20161231-street-002.webp" alt="Beijing, 2016" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-026.webp" alt="Beijing, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20170408-lions-042.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2017" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20160114-sunway-annual-dinner-022.webp" alt="Sunway annual dinner, 2016" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20170109-street-001.webp" alt="Beijing, 2017" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-028.webp" alt="Beijing, 2018" /></p>
<h2>8. Make yourself more valuable</h2>
<p>Increase your value every day. Measure your worth against yourself. Become better than you were in the previous day.</p>
<p>Push yourself to reach your goals. Aim for the star, so even if you fail, you hit the moon. Keep getting better. Even if you succeed, you can still be better.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“I think that’s the single best piece of advice: constantly think about how you could be doing things better and questioning yourself.”</p>
<p>Elon Musk</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Don’t compete with others. Compete with yourself. Strive to become better than you were yesterday.</p>
<h2>9. Take action now</h2>
<p>All is worthless without action. Banish procrastination. Do what must be done. Act now. Fail now. It is better than not taking action at all.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“A man who dares to waste an hour of time has not discovered the value of his life.”</p>
<p>Charles Darwin</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Action overcomes fear and doubt. It moves you forward. Failure teaches you to grow better and stronger. Acting and failing is still progress because you know what doesn’t work and you learn from it. Just do it.</p>
<p>Don’t spend too much time thinking. Act now.</p>
<h2>10. Seek guidance</h2>
<p>When you improve, you will realise you know less that you thought you did. It is inevitable that you will need to seek advice from someone more knowledgeable.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“The more you know, the more you know you don’t know.”</p>
<p>Aristotle</p>
</blockquote>
<p>When you know you are not good enough, find someone who has the knowledge and is willing to share. Never stop improving. Find someone better and seek guidance from them.</p>
<p>Likewise, dispense advice to those who seek knowledge from you.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-040.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Photography Habits]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/photography-habits</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/photography-habits"/>
        <updated>2019-02-24T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Essential photography habits that improve your craft - from always being ready to shoot to developing a consistent editing workflow.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Photography is a never ending journey of learning and growth. I picked up and dropped many habits along the way.</p>
<p>Once in a while, I get asked about how I shoot, so I’m sharing some of the habits that I find essential and have stuck with me since adopting them. By the way, it is better to ask people how to shoot instead of what camera they’re using. It means you are interested in the art of photography rather than the gear.</p>
<h2>Always be ready to shoot</h2>
<p>My camera is always on standby mode, held in my hand. On the rare instances it isn’t, it is usually hanging off my wrist loop. This means that I’m always ready to shoot once I tap softly on the shutter release to wake the camera.</p>
<p>I started photography using neck straps. I still use them on my DSLRs and SLRs, but that’s simply because the weight of those cameras mean I might injure my wrist if I were to hang them off my wrist. However, when I’m using those cameras, the neck straps are wrapped around my wrist.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>The best camera is the one that you have with you.</p>
<p>—Chase Jarvis</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Hanging the camera around my neck makes me lazy. I will become comfortable with it hanging there and end up doing other things, so when the time comes my hands are occupied instead of being ready to snap a photo.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/leica-good-day.webp" alt="Leica M8 at Good Day Hostel" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/lomo-lca.webp" alt="Lomo LC-A at Flight 151 Bar &amp; Cafe" /></p>
<p>I can’t hang my Leica on the wrist strap for too long without my wrist starting to feel sore. The strap digging into my wrist is a great reminder that I have rested enough and should hold the camera in my hand.</p>
<p>The only time when the camera is in my bag is when I need to protect it from the weather, or when I’m commuting and decided to take a break from shooting.</p>
<p>Of course, this means my camera is always with me. There are two things I always bring out when I head out, my camera and my phone.</p>
<h2>Shoot first, shoot more</h2>
<p>I used to take one picture of each moment I capture, believing that is how the photography masters snap their iconic photos. I learnt later on that they actually shoot a series of each moment and pick the best.</p>
<p>This has resulted in me leaving my Leica in continuous drive mode. I shoot a burst of several photos. Where possible, I move and angle to get the best framing with each shot.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-027.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-028.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-025.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20180809-street-026.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2018" /></p>
<p>Beware of thinking you should spray and pray. I’ve seen photographers shooting in continuous drive mode and hold down the shutter release until they fill the buffer. This won’t improve the quality of your shots. You just end up with a lot more photos to edit, and most likely ditch.</p>
<p>It is about developing the gut feeling of getting good shots, the instinct to anticipate the decisive moment.</p>
<h2>Revisit good spots</h2>
<p>Some places are just a treasure mine for good photos. In street photography, these are usually places with great backgrounds, beautiful light, and a steady traffic of people.</p>
<p>When you discover such a spot, remember it and come back regularly. Return to this special place at different times of the day to see how the light looks at each time. This way, you’ll know when is the best time to visit the spot.</p>
<h2>Edit later</h2>
<p>While some argue that you should select your photos as soon as you can to avoid procrastination, I prefer to wait before editing my photos.</p>
<p>The earliest I look at my photos is two weeks from taking them, though the average length I let my photos sit is about at least a month and a half. Let your photos marinate so you detach yourself from them emotionally.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Let your photos marinate.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Looking at photos too soon stirs up feeling you had when you took the photo. This often clouds your judgement and make you pick photos out of sentimentality.</p>
<h2>Simplify processing</h2>
<p>Many photographers spend more time processing photos than shooting them. If your photos are good, you just need minimal processing to get the final look you want.</p>
<p>My processing workflow is as simple as it gets. I apply my standard presets, I have one for colour and one for monochrome, and then tweak exposure and crop where necessary. In the rare occasions I would dodge and burn but I try to avoid those.</p>
<p>The simple process frees up my time to shoot and edit. Edit as in selecting the photos. This removes the pressure and headache that comes with doing a lot of post-processing.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20170109-street-002.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2017" /></p>
<p>Instead of processing your photos, invest the time in editing your photos.</p>
<p>Editing isn’t processing. Editing means selecting the good photos. This is far more important than deciding how much you should tweak contrast, tone or saturation.</p>
<p>I prefer to spend my time editing and sequencing my photos. Post-processing is just a minor step that I prefer to get out of the way as painlessly as possible.</p>
<h2>What are your habits?</h2>
<p>So there you go, these are my photography habits.</p>
<p>I would love to read about your photography habits. I enjoy looking at how others organise their workflow because I often discover new ways to improve mine.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[The most powerful motivations]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/the-most-powerful-motivations</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/the-most-powerful-motivations"/>
        <updated>2018-12-16T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Understanding how love and mortality awareness can be powerful motivators to overcome procrastination and live more intentionally.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>We often procrastinate because of a lack of motivation. If we are motivated, we will be more disciplined. We won’t let small distractions keep us away from the important tasks.</p>
<p>Like everyone, I battle with procrastination every day. I have discovered the most powerful ways to keep myself motivated. Love and death.</p>
<h2>Your days are limited</h2>
<p>Remind yourself daily that your time is limited. Meditate on it. I have been studying and practising Stoicism for a while. Stoics mediate on death. The constantly reminder that our days are numbered is liberating. We let go of the unimportant and focus on the things that truly matter.</p>
<p>Knowing that your time is limited is one of the greatest motivation. Instead of procrastinating, you cherish every moment you have and make the most of it. You might keep thinking you can always do something tomorrow, what if tomorrow never comes?</p>
<p>If you had a month to live, how would your priorities change? Constantly remind yourself of your impermanence keeps you driven to accomplish your dreams and goals.</p>
<p>We all die. It’s not a morbid thought. It is something we all need to learn to accept. Once you have accepted that, you will find yourself liberated from the unnecessary. Do you need all that material possessions? Things that you will leave behind once you die? What do you want to do or experience so that you will leave this world with no regrets?</p>
<h2>Meaningful use of time</h2>
<p>Knowing that your days are limited gives you a clear perspective of what you want to do with your time. Instead of indulging on games or other forms of entertainment, I spend more time on my passions and work towards realising my dreams. That doesn’t mean I give up on those indulgence completely. I just manage my time better so I can reach my goals with minimal distractions.</p>
<p>This motivation does not only affect what you do. It also affects with your being.</p>
<p>Rather than be negative and unhappy over unimportant things, you accept that emotions are fleeting. Relationships are far more important than your feelings. Let the negative emotions pass through you. Acknowledge it. Accept it. And let it pass.</p>
<p>Take a step back in that argument and look at the bigger picture. Sure, you stated your opinion and someone disagreed. You don’t need to get overly upset and hurt a relationship with family or friend. What if you won’t get to apologise or take back your words tomorrow?</p>
<h2>Your loved ones</h2>
<p>The other powerful motivation is love. Love makes the world go round. When you care for someone deeply, your motivation is immense.</p>
<p>Most people work for their family. They work hard and pursue a career so they can provide the best for their parents, siblings, spouse and children. Constantly remind yourself that you are doing this because you love them. You are not doing it for them. You are doing it for yourself, because you love them.</p>
<p>When you feel like procrastinating, remind yourself of what you want to provide for your loved ones. It will help you push aside that distraction.</p>
<p>Some people have strong bonds with their friends or colleagues. You have a long friendship what makes you want to become better for them. You want to make them proud. Your colleagues are key members in your team chasing a common goal and dream. Motivate each other to push the team towards the goal.</p>
<p>You might have others that you care deeply about. The beneficiary of your volunteer work. Your students. Your fans. Your audience.</p>
<p>Take time to meditate on love. Remind yourself of the people you want to work hard for. They deserve your motivation. Your heart is a powerful motivation to push through the inertia of procrastination.</p>
<h2>Your motivations</h2>
<p>What are your most powerful motivations? Do you have other motivations that can make you make the impossible possible?</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Shooting with a 24 mm lens]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/shooting-with-a-24-mm-lens</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/shooting-with-a-24-mm-lens"/>
        <updated>2018-07-15T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Learning to master the 24mm lens for getting close to subjects, managing composition, and creating immersive images that put viewers in the action.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I shoot street photography with a 24 mm lens. One of the first things Charlie Kirk suggested I do to improve my street photos was to pick up a 24 mm lens. I was very hesitant because it meant I had to get very close to my subjects, something I wasn’t comfortable with.</p>
<h2>Shooting with other focal lengths</h2>
<p>I started off shooting street photography with my DSLR equipment. I had a Nikon D700 with a 50 mm and a 70-200 mm lens. These were used for street portraits of strangers, a project inspired by <a href="https://www.dannyst.com/">Danny Santos</a>. However, they blurred out the background to isolate the subject. While the photos look good with the bokeh making the subjects pop out, the isolation also meant that the subjects felt disconnected from their surroundings.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20150615-street-034.webp" alt="Boracay, 2015" /></p>
<p>While useful in portraiture photography where I wanted to isolate the subjects, telephoto and large aperture do not give the desired results in street photography.</p>
<p>I begun experimenting with wider lenses to try to incorporate more of the scene. I had a Nikon AF-D 35 mm lens and my Fujifilm X100 also had an effective focal length of 35 mm. I also had a Ricoh GR Digital III. Its 28 mm focal length was perfect for getting more of the scene in the frame, but I had to get much closer to my subjects.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20150615-street-034.webp" alt="Boracay, 2015" /></p>
<p>My current setup is a Voigtlander 21 mm Color-Skopar f/4 SC lens on my Leica M8. This gives it an effective focal length of 24 mm. Such a wide angle does take some getting used to. But once you start getting good photos out of it, you’ll learn to appreciate how liberating this lens is.</p>
<h2>Zone focusing</h2>
<p>It can be hit and miss shooting street photography with a manual focus camera. However, using the 24 mm lens meant that I could easily shoot using zone focusing.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20170212-street-004.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2017" /></p>
<p>By shooting between f/8 and f/16, I could focus to the hyperfocal distance point to have the subject and background in focus. It doesn’t take long to get used to the distances. For my lens, the closest it can focus is 50 centimetres. That is roughly an arm length away. So I know how close I can get without my subjects going out of focus.</p>
<h2>Flashes of brilliance</h2>
<p>The Leica M8 as an old CCD sensor that is awful in low light wide open. At f/8 or f/16 in the day, it might still not be bright enough. So I have a flash permanently in my hot shoe. I was using my DSLR speedlight but at the recommendation of my buddy <a href="https://www.danielho.me">Daniel Ho</a>, I’m now sporting a compact and lighter Viltrox Speedlite JY610II. Packs a punch. Small enough not to affect the balance like the larger flash lights would.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20150810-badminton-035.webp" alt="Singapore, 2015" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20150730-street-010.webp" alt="Singapore, 2015" /></p>
<p>Using flash is a whole new topic that I won’t cover today. It is a whole school of lessons on its own. I’ll just point out what using flash can create three-dimensional effects through the use of shadows, or even flatten parts of the scene into two dimensions with blown out or absolute dark areas.</p>
<h2>Going closer</h2>
<p>Most of the street photographers I admired shot with wide angle lenses that allowed them to capture more of the scene and forced them to go close to the subjects.</p>
<p>It wasn’t easy getting used to the 24 mm lens. I realised I have to be in the thick of the action to get photos with my subjects filling the frame. But that is exactly why photos shot as this focal length smells of the street or the scene you’re at.</p>
<p>It immerses the viewer in the action because it was taken in the action.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20170212-street-002.webp" alt="Singapore, 2015" /></p>
<h2>Noticing clutter</h2>
<p>Aside from getting out of my comfort zone and move closer to the people I want to shoot, I had be very conscious of what the frame includes. It is very easy for the lens to pick up distracting clutter in the scene.</p>
<p>Once you start to get the hang of using the focal length, you’ll notice that it is not hard to get rid of clutter. You just need to angle it right.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20161231-street-002.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2016" /></p>
<h2>Angle it right</h2>
<p>Put on a wide angle lens and give it a try. While maintaining the same height, twist your camera up and down to see how that affects your shots of the same subject. Next, try moving your hands up and down while doing that. Finally, bend and straighten your hands while you move your hands. Isn’t that amazing?</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20150810-family-135-final.webp" alt="Singapore, 2015" /></p>
<p>Put on a wide angle lens and give it a try. While maintaining the same height, twist your camera up and down to see how that affects your shots of the same subject. Next, try moving your hands up and down while doing that. Finally, bend and straighten your hands while you move your hands. Isn’t that amazing?</p>
<p>Now keep that lens on your camera and shoot it for a week or a month.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Social media]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/social-media</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/social-media"/>
        <updated>2018-07-01T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[We expose ourselves to jealousy and envy many times daily on social media.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>In this age of social media, we expose ourselves to jealousy and envy many times daily. We look at our social media feeds such as Facebook, Instagram and Twitter, and inevitably compare ourselves with others.</p>
<h2>Time sink</h2>
<p>Spending time going through my Facebook stream was a major time sink. Before I know it, a few hours have passed and I’m still at item number one on my task list. It was the biggest time waster on my phone, followed by Reeder, Instagram and iBooks.</p>
<p>There are several other such rabbit holes. Apps such as Quora, Pinterest, Tumblr, and wiki sites. However, as I didn’t have those apps on my phone, they could only suck me in if I browse to them on the Mac. Douyin, also known as Tik Tok outside China, is a culprit of late but it is quarantined in my second phone so I don’t have access to this distraction on my main phone.</p>
<p>My work with interior design, product design and packaging design requires research and inspiration collection on Pinterest regularly, albeit under very strict time limitations to avoid being tempted down the rabbit hole. I restrict myself to no more than three level deeps when following related links. This trick doesn’t work as well on Wikipedia for some reason.</p>
<p>Deleting Facebook from my phone was a liberation. I had both the Facebook and Facebook Paper apps on my iPhone back in 2014. I deleted both apps later that year, and since then my only access to Facebook on the phone was through the web version on Safari.</p>
<p>The decision to delete Facebook confused many of my friends. They are addicted to Facebook and can’t understand why I would delete the app and use the web version that often did not work properly on mobile.</p>
<p>The issues with Facebook web version on mobile helped keep me away from Facebook on my phone.</p>
<h2>Envy</h2>
<p>Aside from wasting my finite hours, the Facebook Newsfeed fuels jealousy. Social media fools us into seeing only the good in the lives of others without knowing the hardships they have to endure, or the hard work they put in to be where they are today.</p>
<p>While we are jealous of others, they in turn envy us for what we have. It is human nature not to be satisfied with what we have. Thousands of years ago, our ancestors had to be greedy in order to survive.</p>
<p>We become accustomed with what we have and use that to gauge what we don’t have. This is known as the hedonic treadmill.</p>
<h2>Appreciation</h2>
<p>It is easy to lose sight of what we have achieved when we are so accustomed to what we have. Think back of how you felt before you reached your current status.</p>
<p>When you lust for something new, think back of what it was before you acquired what you had. It could be a new camera or a new car. Would you have been jealous of yourself for what you have now? Why the change in attitudes?</p>
<p>Realise that you have become so used to what you have that the grass starts to look greener on the other side. Accept that. Embrace your envy. Recognise your greed. Then take a step back and start to appreciate what you have.</p>
<p>You can rationalise your purchase but make sure you have substantial reasons to compel you to do so, not simply because you lust after something new. If you were merely clouded by blind jealousy, this perspective can remind you that you don’t actually need to make the upgrade. You just want it out of envy of others who have.</p>
<h2>Redirection</h2>
<p>We can control what we are dissatisfied with in life by restricting what we envy. Instead of spending time going through my Facebook Newsfeed, I use the time to read good books and look at good photos.</p>
<p>Instead of being jealous of the possessions or achievements of others, I redirect my time towards the thinking of great minds and the photography of the master.</p>
<p>My jealousy becomes fuel to push myself other to become a better photographer, and to learn from the books I read. Through controlling where to channel my envy, I can use it to positively impact my output and growth.</p>
<p>Rather than look at how many likes or comments others get on their posts or photos, I look at how they achieve that. If their works are indeed better than mine, then I try to find the lesson in it and learn from them. If I’m sure that I can do better, then I should go ahead and do it! Write the better article or take the better photos. Being jealous of it does nothing other than waste my time and energy.</p>
<p>Instead of being dissatisfied with them, I redirect the feeling towards myself. I can’t change others, but I can change myself. By being dissatisfied with myself, I push myself to become better.</p>
<h2>Reducing consumption</h2>
<p>With the Facebook app on the phone, distraction was just a tap away. By removing such easy access, I’m able to avoid consuming content. I limit the time I spend on Pinterest and Tumblr using the Pomodoro technique. I make sure I spend more time producing content than consuming it.</p>
<p>And when I do consume content, I go for the best and filter out the noise. Mark Zuckerberg might have founded Facebook but he has a whole team to run his Facebook page for him. He is too smart to waste time on Facebook.</p>
<p>When I notice that I’m spending too much time looking at what others have done, I stop myself. Disconnect from the internet, not literally but you can do so if you are easily tempted to go online. I take out my journal and start writing. If the light is good, I pick up my camera and head out.</p>
<h2>Consume wisely</h2>
<p>If I’m commuting and can only choose between staring at my phone or sleeping, I’ll choose to consume the more beneficial content. I don’t have Facebook on my phone, so I’ll either be on Reeder, iBooks, Tweetbot or Instagram. In that order.</p>
<p>I go through Reeder quickly, finishing the shorter articles and save the longer ones to Pocket for reading later. Then I move on to iBooks. Notice that I don’t check Twitter first. My goal is to read at least a chapter a day. I know that the longer I procrastinate, the more I’ll let it drag.</p>
<p>Once I start reading, I’ll be hooked. I go through a chapter and if I have time and piqued to read further, I consume a few more chapters. I make it a point to finish a chapter at the very least before moving to Tweetbot.</p>
<p>Rather than going through my Twitter feed endlessly, I quickly go through my photography and tech lists. This helps me focus on the handles that interest me more. After that, I move on to my Instagram feed.</p>
<h2>Can you do it?</h2>
<p>Are you aware of how addicted you are to Facebook or social media in general? Try cutting yourself off for a day or two and see how you cope with it.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Getting Things Done]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/getting-things-done</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/getting-things-done"/>
        <updated>2018-02-01T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Everyone has their own ways of getting things done.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Everyone has their own ways of getting things done. You most probably have come across the term Getting Thing Done (GTD) before. Many people use this time management method to increase their productivity.</p>
<h2>GTD setup</h2>
<p>There is no perfect GTD setup, only one that suits you the most, and even then you will keep finding new ways to improve your setup. I often share my GTD methods with my friends but this is the first time I’m putting it down in writing.</p>
<p>It is very useful reading GTD setup and workflows used by others and their rationale behind doing so. It is how you get ideas and inspirations to constantly improve your own implementations.</p>
<h3>Pocket notebooks</h3>
<p>I carry a leather-bound stack of notebooks. These notebooks were made in a limited run by me and <a href="https://chungliwen.com">Matt</a> to address the lack of a suitable notebook with paper that writes well with our Lamy fountain pens.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/xiaobenzi-2.webp" alt="Little Notebook aka Xiaobenzi" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/xiaobenzi-1.webp" alt="Little Notebook aka Xiaobenzi" /></p>
<p>Instead of a single notebook, I have several notebooks with a leather cover that I bought off Taobao. It is a smaller version of the popular Midori notebook. I have different notebooks for different goals and projects, and a main notebook that I use to list my daily task list. These notebooks are then held together by rubber bands to form a thick stack of notebooks that fits perfectly within the leather cover.</p>
<p>The modular setup allows me to easily swap out notebooks that are full, or when certain projects are cancelled or have moved down the priority ladder and don’t justify being carried around daily.</p>
<h3>Things</h3>
<p>My previous preferred GTD app was Clear on both iOS and macOS. I have since switched to Things as my GTD app. The main push factor was how I can add notes and checklist to individual tasks. This allows me to add increased granularity to every task.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/things-today.webp" alt="Things today" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/things-today-checklist.webp" alt="Things today checklist png" /></p>
<p>Clear is still on my iPhone and Mac, but it functions more as a general list app to track lists of items and tasks without the schedule and time sensitivity elements.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/clear-tasklist.webp" alt="Clear tasklist" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/clear-reading-list.webp" alt="Clear reading list png" /></p>
<p>I use Things on macOS only. While there is an iOS version, I’m not considering purchasing it as as part of my minimalist app approach. I have stopped spending on apps unless they are critical to my workflow. Now that I spend the bulk of my time on my Mac due to the nature of my work, the importance of an iOS app has diminished.</p>
<h2>GTD workflow</h2>
<p>My mind is still more active when I write with pen and paper. I list down daily tasks in my notebook. This helps me to map out the tasks I need to cover. It’s fascinating how often I think of a second task while I’m still writing the first.</p>
<p>Next, I key in the tasks into Things. All tasks go into the system via inbox. I would then sort each task based on their schedules. There’s the choice of Today, This Evening, schedule a date, or simply file them to be completed Someday. However, I stay away from the last category. It is better to schedule a task to be completed, if there is no intention to do so, simply delegate it for someone else to finish it. Don’t let them linger and hold back your momentum.</p>
<p>The Most Important Tasks (MITs) for each day goes under the Today section. The recommendation is up to three MITs to ensure maximum productivity. I try to keep it to one or two tasks if possible. These are the key tasks I need to accomplish for the day. All other minor tasks must give priority to the MITs.</p>
<p>Depending on the nature of the tasks, I assign deadlines, tags and break down the task into smaller action plans. The checklist for each action allows me to track the steps needed to complete the task. This gives me a plain view of where I am and the roadmap ahead.</p>
<p>What’s your GTD implementation like?</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Habits in 2016]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/habits-in-2016</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/habits-in-2016"/>
        <updated>2017-01-27T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Reflecting on my journey of habit formation in 2016.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>About this time two years ago, I posted about <a href="/new-habits">setting new habits</a>. It is a good time to review the past year in terms of gaining these habits.</p>
<p>In hindsight, I should have written a report card last year, but I’ve had a hectic 2016 so I’ll give myself a pass on that. I’ll touch briefly on 2015 and focus more on 2016, before I look forward to the habits to gain in 2017.</p>
<h2>Exercise</h2>
<p>I was well into getting fit in 2015. I gained weight. I lost fats and built up muscle mass. I continued my exercise habit into the first two months of 2016. However, work pushed most things off my plates, including blogging, writing, and photography. Regular exercise was the first habit to be dropped.</p>
<p>It was only when work eased up at the end of 2016 that I was able to start devoting more time to getting fit. I have been taking long walks to clear my mind and take more photos. This is a conscious effort to start increasing my steps count per day.</p>
<p>The next step to work towards in 2017 is to regain my routine of doing pushups and pull ups.</p>
<h2>Daily journals</h2>
<p>Another casualty of me being swamped with work was writing. I managed to continue my daily handwritten journal till March 2016, after which only wrote entries sparsely until October when I started to have time for daily entries again.</p>
<p>Aside from writing, I have also started drawing as a form of <a href="/blog-journal">journal</a>. Inspired by <a href="https://iamboey.com">Boey Cheeming</a>, I draw an entry a day. The doodles are short snippets of the highlights or interesting things I encountered that day. Some days, I draw about my past experiences as a pharmacist.</p>
<p>It will be an ask to maintain writing the handwritten and hand-drawn journals, while posting regularly on the blog, but these are habits I will work hard to gain because they hold great meaning to me.</p>
<h2>Reading</h2>
<p>One surprising habit that stuck with me was reading. While I was exhausted from work to produce creative output, reading was a salve. On the days I could still stay awake once I was in bed, I consumed a chapter. I completed <a href="/reading-recap-2016">several good books in 2016</a>.</p>
<p>With more time on hand now, I read a chapter a day.</p>
<h2>Forming habits</h2>
<p>The best way to push yourself to gain a habit is through making yourself accountable.</p>
<p>I promised myself to finish the notebook I’m using for my 2017 journal entries, the Rhodia softcover notebook. Part of 2015 and 2016 were written in the Moleskine. The Rhodia is so much better than the Moleskine and I want to get a new one for 2018. So, I better be consistent and finish the current one in 2017.</p>
<p>My daily doodles are posted publicly on my blog so I have to be accountable to my friends who read the entries diligently.</p>
<p>I have several books I’m looking forward to on my reading list, and I also plan to post about my reading at the end of the year. These reasons motivate me to maintain my reading habit.</p>
<p>As for exercising, I have no one else to be accountable to except for myself. My health is the most important asset. I need to stay fit to be able to reach my goals. And of course, I need to continue to avoid looking my age.</p>
<h2>Looking forward</h2>
<p>Another habit I have formed is writing while I read. There are certain articles that resonate with me or that I disagree strongly with. As a result, I’m spurred to share my views and comments as I read.</p>
<p>This has been very useful in helping me finish blog entries, since what I write are often pieces that I want to share. This has made me more optimistic in posting blog entries more regularly.</p>
<p>I look forward to reviewing my progress at the start of the next year. What habits would you like to pick up in the year ahead? Write them down and share them. Make yourself commit to gaining the habit. Let’s push each other to meet our goals.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Journal]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/blog-journal</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/blog-journal"/>
        <updated>2017-01-23T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[I have started writing an online journal on this blog, inspired by Cheeming Boey.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I have started writing <a href="/journal">an online journal</a> on this blog. Journal entries are shorter than my blog articles, and are more about the bits and pieces of my life. And instead of pure writing, I decided to add doodles to the entries.</p>
<p>There is the option of writing, but visual storytelling is something compelling, especially for someone like me who is passionate about photography. As the cliche goes, a pictures says a thousand words. The project is part of my learning to say more with less, and to express even more with no words.</p>
<p>I have always wanted to express myself through drawing. It has been years since I’ve come across the works of <a href="https://iamboey.com">Cheeming Boey</a>. I still remember wanting to do something similar to record my life when I was first introduced to his work by Matt.</p>
<p>Boey is a big inspiration for me. He taught me the importance of following my heart in what I want to do. And do it fast because time waits for now one. In fact, do it right now. Recently, Boey marked his tenth anniversary of his blog. To think he has been drawing an entry a day for the past ten years.</p>
<p>It is important to keep working and taking small steps. The body of work we produce will slowly accumulate as long as we put in the hard work to create it. And before we know it, we’ll have a decade of work to show for like Boey.</p>
<p><img src="/./../assets/images/journal/journal-20170110.webp" alt="Smaller D" /></p>
<p>I documented some of my encounters with customers during my time as a pharmacist. I have always wanted to depict those scenarios in a comic and the journal is the perfect place for them. This led to the <em>When I was a Pharmacist</em> series.</p>
<p>Doodling brought back memories of when I drew during classes. I even drew some stick figure comics inspired by <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yaiba"><em>Yaiba</em></a> back then. Perhaps I should revisit some of those ideas.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Being bold]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/being-bold</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/being-bold"/>
        <updated>2017-01-15T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Fortune favours the brave. Or at the very least, being bold lets you seize the initiative and swing things in your favour.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Very often I hear people telling me that they have a dream but it is impossible to achieve. They have a dream job, a dream trip, a dream lifestyle. But these are labelled dreams because they are just that, dream that can never become realities.</p>
<p>Why such thoughts? They buy into mediocrity. They think that achieving their dreams is something impossible. Their lofty dreams remain dreams only because they fail to be bold and take action.</p>
<p>Having courage is the first step towards making your dreams come true.</p>
<h2>Find meaning</h2>
<p>What are your goals in life? Do you have a big vision that you wish to achieve?</p>
<p>If you find yourself dissatisfied with life, what is it that can truly satisfy you? Ask yourself this question and ponder deeply about it. Be honest with yourself. Your heart most likely already know what you truly wish for, hence the nagging feeling of dissatisfaction.</p>
<p>By chasing your goals, you live the <a href="/meaning-of-life">meaning of your life</a>. You push yourself to pour your heart and soul into each waking moment.</p>
<p>When you pursue your goals, you hunger for success. Success in this case doesn’t refer to being successful financially or career-wise. It means succeeding in achieving your goals in life. Stay hungry and make yourself push hard to reach each milestone towards your goals.</p>
<h2>Embrace failures</h2>
<p>It is good to fail early. Fail early. Fail often. This helps you to refine your goals. You might have a grand vision but it is usually only a rough concept, even if you can be very detailed with how you frame your goal.</p>
<p>Through multiple failures, you start to have a better understanding of what you truly want to achieve. Your vision become more defined and your goal takes steps towards being closer to reality. You learn what doesn’t work, but you also learn what could possibly work.</p>
<p>Learn from each mistakes and setbacks. Use each failure as a lesson to progress. We are taught that failure is a step backwards. Why not look at it as a step forward? Failure is still progress, just not in the way we expected or intended.</p>
<p>By being comfortable with failure, we also learn to avoid being paralysed by perfectionism. We are experienced with handling failures. We don’t need to make each iteration perfect. When we have something that is good enough, we put it out and see whether it survives. Even if it succeeds, there are ways that it failed. It is through those failures that we learn to refine our output and improve upon our next iteration.</p>
<h2>Stay motivated</h2>
<p>There will come a point where you find only opposition. Nobody around you believes in you or your dream. You need to stay motivated in order to survive the fear, self-doubt and criticism.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Stay hungry. Stay foolish.”—Steve Jobs</p>
</blockquote>
<p>No one can see your vision as clearly as yourself. You might not be able to convince anyone else, but you need to retain the motivation to achieve your goals. Take the criticism as feedback on how to improve. Fuel your courage with fear. Quash your self-doubt with the knowledge that you survived previous failures.</p>
<p>Motivate yourself by aiming for the star. Even if you fail, you’ll still land on the moon.</p>
<h2>Recognise flow</h2>
<p>When you are in the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flow_(psychology)">state of flow</a>, you are immersed in your work churning out the maximum creative output. You are at your optimal state to produce creative work.</p>
<p>To be in a state of flow, you need to surround yourself with the ideal environment to stimulate you. Identify what physical and mental state you need to be in to be able to produce work with seeming effortless ease.</p>
<p>For me, a clear mind, good music and a cup of coffee is a start. With no worries or stray thoughts to distract me, I put on my headphones to spur my mind with my music that inspire me. The headphones are usually enough to shut myself off from the outside world, though there are times I need to work behind closed doors to completely immerse myself in my work.</p>
<p>The fragrance of a cup of hot coffee is just my Pavlov’s bell. The aroma of good coffee tells my body that I’m ready to hunker down and be creative.</p>
<p>How do you now you are in a state of flow? It is hard to describe but you’ll know the feeling once you get there.</p>
<p>There are times when I find it hard to take photos. I press the shutter but I don’t feel a connection to my photos. But once I get into the flow, I keep moving around to take shots. I can even instinctively know a shot is poor without even reviewing the photo. I just know, and I compensate but moving an inch lower or higher, or make a slight change in angle.</p>
<p>When I write, I know I’m in the flow when ideas keep coming and words keep flowing, pun not intended, out of my pen. One thought leads to the next. Ideas link themselves to each other, and I can effortlessly string them together to write a long piece such as this.</p>
<h2>Be bold</h2>
<p>You need to have the courage to stick to your grand vision and lofty goals. Be bold and go forth to create what you want.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Hope is wishing something would happen. Faith is believing something will happen. Courage is making something happen.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Don’t be afraid of losing that stable job just because you are afraid of being unable to afford the luxuries that you’re so used to. Be bold and recognise that what you fear are mere illusions. You have <a href="/illusion-something-lose">nothing to lose</a>. There will be ways to somehow make things work even if you fail.</p>
<p>When you are bold, you take control of your destiny. Dare to chase your dream. Take the leap of faith.</p>
<p>Only you know what you truly want for yourself. You can’t expect others help you accomplish your life goals. They don’t know what you want to achieve and they have their own dreams to chase.</p>
<p>If you sit around and wait, nothing well happen. That doesn’t mean you are <a href="/learned-helplessness">helpless to make it happen</a>. You are most probably just waiting for the right time to do it. The truth is, there isn’t a perfect time. You must dare to jump into the unknown. Things will slowly fall in place only after you have taken the leap of faith.</p>
<p>It is only when you have already set forth to achieve your goals that people might start to join your cause. Or they might not and you need to grind your way on a lonely journey. Whatever happens, think back on the points mentioned in this article and keep working hard.</p>
<p>Find meaning. Embrace failures. Stay motivated. Recognise flow. Be bold.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Declutter]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/declutter</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/declutter"/>
        <updated>2017-01-12T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[It is very easy to keep clutter out of your life. You just need to have greater awareness and put in a little effort.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>It is very easy to keep clutter out of your life. You just need to have greater awareness and put in a little effort. My training as a pharmacist taught me the trick to decluttering.</p>
<h2>Lab experiments</h2>
<p>Our pharmacy laboratory work requires us to complete an experiment within a set amount of time. This included the time it takes to clean up the workbench as well. Many experiments are time-limited, meaning they need to run their courses through a fixed period of time. This means that no matter how fast you finish the experiment, the time left for cleaning up is limited.</p>
<p>So how do we minimise the time needed to clean up at the end of the experiment? We clean through the course of the experiment. When we finish one step, we clean up. Some steps required us to wait. Use that time to clean up.</p>
<p>This training has left a lasting impression on me. When I cook, I work with the same mentality. I clean up during and in between each cooking step. By the time I’m done cooking, I only have a few items to clean up.</p>
<h2>Clean as you go</h2>
<p>How does this apply to decluttering?</p>
<ol>
<li>When you are cooking, keep the kitchen top and sink relatively clean. Wash and put away things that you don’t need, so that you have less things to worry about when you clean up at the end.</li>
<li>When you are done cooking, clean up instead of waiting until you finish eating. If you have been diligently putting things away while cooking, you don’t have much to clear up.</li>
<li>When you have finished eating, wash the dishes. Don’t procrastinate and let the dishes pile up.</li>
<li>When you take a break from working at your desk, put away things that you don’t need. By doing so, you leave yourself with less things to clear when you finish working. Less clutter on your work desk also helps you to focus better.</li>
</ol>
<p>The trick is to put away unnecessary items as soon as you don’t need them. If you wait, they will pile up. Why not spend the free moments you have putting them away?</p>
<p>I do my accounts daily. I need to track my work and personal accounts, and I used to do it at the end of the month. That made me dread the end of each month because of the amount of work I had to wade through. I have since switched to tracking my accounts on a daily basis. It is now a habit and I don’t have to wreck my brains at the end of the month.</p>
<p>Declutter is not hard once you repeat it until it becomes a habit. You’ll put away things almost with barely a thought.</p>
<p>Not sure if your life needs decluttering? Take a look at your desk, kitchen top or sink and you’ll know the answer.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Illusion of having something to lose]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/illusion-something-lose</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/illusion-something-lose"/>
        <updated>2017-01-11T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[When we die, we leave everything behind."]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>When we die, we leave everything behind. We won’t have anything that we can take with us, only regrets. We regret not doing more than we attempted. We don’t lose anything because whatever we have are mere transient possessions that we don’t truly own. You can’t lose what you never truly have.</p>
<h2>Legacy</h2>
<p>What we leave behind is more important than what we possess in our lives. Make full use of every waking moment to leave a legacy. Do things that have a lasting positive effect on the people around us. Create things that can help others in one way or another. A platform to provide service. A work of art to inspire others.</p>
<p>It doesn’t even have to be something grand. It could be something ordinary but meaningful to your loved ones. Smile more or show kindness where ever you can. Be the source of happiness to the friends around you. Or you could be the grouch but staunchly loyal friend. Be who you truly are, because that’s why your loved ones stick around.</p>
<p>What truly matters depends on what you define as <a href="/meaning-of-life">the meaning of life</a>. It is something that validates our being. It is why we are alive and hence we need to pursue it while we live.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20170122-street-050.webp" alt="Hunan, 2017" /></p>
<h2>Illusion</h2>
<p>Often, we get so caught up with the misconception that we will lose what we have, especially if we hang on too loosely or take a risk. We are afraid of hurting our reputation and image. We take pains to keep it the way we want others to perceive us and in doing so paralyse ourselves from taking action.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Remembering that you are going to die, is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking that you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.”</p>
<p><strong><em>Steve Jobs</em></strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Big things require bold moves.</p>
<p>If we are so caught up with what we have, we can’t reach for what we don’t have. Grasping a ball in both hands to ensure we don’t drop it makes it hard for us to catch another ball. Holding it in one hand and risk dropping it means we might have a chance of catching another ball.</p>
<p>Sure, we might drop one and miss the other, and end up with nothing. Or we might drop one and catch the other. Or in the ideal world, end up with both balls in our hands.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20150615-street-034.webp" alt="Boracay, 2015" /></p>
<h2>Courage</h2>
<p>Dare to risk. Of course, don’t risk rashly. Make informed decisions and take calculated risks. Push myself out of my comfort zone and reach for the stars. Don’t remain in comfort just so you won’t lose what you have.</p>
<p>Fortune favours the bold. The braver we are, the less regrets we’ll have.</p>
<p>Even if you give your best, you might need to fail 100 times to succeed once. Look at it on the flip side. Keep doing your best and accept that you will fail 100 times before you get what you want. If success comes earlier, you’ll be pleasantly surprised.</p>
<p>It’s just like taking photos. You won’t get good photos each time you take a shot. But you need to keep making the shots to end up with a decent photo. Of course, this doesn’t mean you spray and pray. Give your best in each attempt you make.</p>
<blockquote>
<p><strong><em>“It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed.”</em></strong></p>
<p><strong><em>Theodore Roosevelt</em></strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Ask yourself, would you rather experience failure than regret not trying? Think of what is the worst that can happen? Are you able to stomach that outcome?</p>
<p>You want to quit your day job to chase your dream but you are afraid of leaving the comfort of a stable income. But what is the worst that can happen? Fail and end up using up your savings? Money comes and goes. You can always make that money back.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20170109-street-002.webp" alt="Shenzhen, 2017" /></p>
<h2>Time</h2>
<p>I believe the only thing we have to lose is time. Focus on what is important. Your attention and presence are manifestations of your time. What you choose to spend your time to pay attention to. With whom and where you choose to be present to pass time.</p>
<p>Time that only goes forward. You can’t turn back time.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”</p>
<p><strong><em>Steve Jobs</em></strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Each second you spend afraid to make the next move is one second that will never come back.</p>
<p>The hours available to us each day is finite. The time we have every day is limited. Invest your most valuable asset in what truly matters to you.</p>
<h2>Awaken</h2>
<p>It doesn’t matter if you find yourself trapped in the misconception that you have something to lose. Realisation is the first step out of the illusion. Acknowledge that you have nothing to lose. Chase your dreams. Pursue your goals.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Reading recap 2016]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/reading-recap-2016</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/reading-recap-2016"/>
        <updated>2016-12-16T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Weaned myself off social media, gave me more time for reading. Here are some of the books that I have really enjoyed and would recommend.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Having weaned myself off social media, chiefly Facebook, I have found myself spending more time reading. Here are some of the books that I have really enjoyed and would recommend.</p>
<h2><em>On Writing</em> by Stephen King</h2>
<p>If you are an aspiring writer, this is one of the books you definitely should pick up.</p>
<p>The main takeaway for me is a new habit of writing behind closed doors, pouring my thoughts and ideas into my first draft with no worry about presentation. I was always too concerned about how imperfect the first draft is but Stephen King has opened my eyes through this book.</p>
<p>I’m admittedly not into Stephen King’s works, mainly because he doesn’t write in a genre I read. Having read this book, I’m curious to explore some of his famous books. If you have a favourite in mind to recommend, please let me know.</p>
<h2><em>How to Walk</em> by Thich Nhat Hanh</h2>
<p>I picked up this book after [Erick Kim] recommended it on his blog. We are so caught up with moving from one place to another, especially when we live in a fast-paced city. The book is a good reminder to slow down and feel, nay, <em>live</em> each step we take.</p>
<p>How has it benefitted me? I slow down when I take my photography walks, even the long walks without a camera. I’m more aware of the present, of my being. And through that awareness, I am more in touch with my surroundings and become more observant. This has certainly helped in my street photography.</p>
<p><em>How to Sit</em> is another book by Thich Nhat Hanh that is on my reading list. Like <em>How to Walk</em>, it is also a very short book and I look forward to diving into it.</p>
<h2><em>Dune</em> by Frank Herbert</h2>
<p>I was introduced to the world of science fiction by my classmate when I was fourteen, well, science fiction beyond the world of Star Wars. I grew up with Star Wars and refused to read any other science fiction back then. My classmate insisted that I gave <em>Dune</em> a try and I’m glad I did.</p>
<p>I played Dune, Dune II and Dune 2000 prior to reading the book. It was only when I started coming across familiar names that I realised the book was what inspired the games.</p>
<p>My interested in writing started after reading the Belgariad series by David Eddings. So I read the Dune series before I started looking at books from a writer’s perspective. Reading <em>Dune</em> again this time around, I was more aware of the nuances of Frank Herbert’s literary flair.</p>
<p>Brandon Sanderson mentioned in one of his lectures about Frank Herbert’s use of the omniscience narrator, something that I was studying in particular when reading the novel this time.</p>
<h2><em>1Q84</em> by Murakami Haruki</h2>
<p>I really enjoyed the ride through the book. I found myself so quickly rooting for Aomame despite the slow pace at the start of the novel. Once the story started to pick up speed, I couldn’t put the book down.</p>
<p>My only disappointment is that I could only read the translated English version. I won’t be able to read Japanese any time soon, so I hope that the translators were able to retain the nuances of the original text. I engage in [translation work] and it is very hard to convey the same meaning, especially when [translating for different cultures] as well.</p>
<h2>Current read: <em>The Courage to Create</em> by Rollo May</h2>
<p>I’ve just started this book, but it seems to be one that all creatives would resonate with. If you are a creative with the constant fear of not being good enough or worry that your works are not perfect, join me in reading this book.</p>
<h2>Follow up</h2>
<p>Depending on the speed I continue crunching through books, I might be posting such brief reviews more regularly. I’ve come to realise that when I reflect upon my readings, I actually discover more about what I subconsciously learnt while reading the book.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Mail app]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/mail-app</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/mail-app"/>
        <updated>2016-01-06T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Dropbox announced the shutdown of Mailbox, so now I need to find a new mail app.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I posted my review of the <a href="/mailbox-app">Mailbox app</a> back in March 2013 and highly recommended it. With the recent <a href="https://archive.ph/plmKI">announcement of Dropbox shutting it down</a>, I have been getting quite a number of people asking me what app they should switch to.</p>
<p>A day after I posted the review, <a href="https://techcrunch.com/2013/03/15/dropbox-buys-mailbox-all-13-employees-joining-and-app-will-remain-separate/">Dropbox acquired Mailbox</a>. I was wary of such acquisitions because history has shown us that big companies often end up killing apps and services they buy. We only need to look as far as the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sparrow_%28email_client%29">Sparrow app</a>, the highly popular email client that was acquired by Google, and subsequently ceased development.</p>
<p>So, I was not surprised when Dropbox announced that Mailbox would be closed next February. I was glad I had switched from Mailbox a while back, so I would not have to scramble to find a replacement. Several people asked me what mail app to use, since I so highly recommended Mailbox and they enjoyed it as much as I did.</p>
<p>It was only then that I realised I have not updated about my change to Apple’s Mail app.</p>
<h2>Alternative apps</h2>
<p>Sparrow had been my primary mail app, and when Google killed the app, I had to hunt for alternatives on my phone and Mac. I ended up with Mailbox for iOS and <a href="https://airmailapp.com">Airmail</a> for OS X. The use of gestures in Mailbox greatly boosted my productivity and helped me achieve <a href="https://www.43folders.com/2007/07/25/merlins-inbox-zero-talk">Inbox Zero</a> daily. I was checking my inbox on the go and Airmail was a mere auxiliary for when I needed to work with emails on my Mac.</p>
<p>Although I enjoyed Airmail and was a beta-tester for a long time, I still found the app lacking. I just couldn’t get into a workflow that fit my style. When OS X Yosemite was released, I decided to give the OS X Mail app a try. Surprisingly, the app ticked all the boxes and made itself my default email client.</p>
<p>Pleased with my experience on OS X, I started using the iOS 7 Mail app to see if it was as good. The app exceeded my expectations. It helped that Apple added support for gestures, something that I really loved when I used Mailbox.</p>
<p>I was in a period of purging unnecessary apps from my phone. The switch to a minimalist approach stemmed from the desire to purge distractions and reduce the need for me to over think. If I had more than one apps that had the same function, I chose one and deleted the rest.</p>
<p>You might wonder who would want multiple apps that did the same thing? Well, I had over 200 photography apps that took a photo, edited a photo or did both. If you’re curious, I now use the iOS Camera app to shoot and VSCO to process.</p>
<p>That’s minimalism. And a topic for another day.</p>
<p>Anyway, the point is that I chose to use only the Mail app and decided to stop using Mailbox. Why use a third-party app when the default one works just as well? It followed the same simple theory as how I decided to shoot with the iOS Camera app instead of a third party app.</p>
<h2>Mail app</h2>
<p>The Mail app has improved tremendously on both iOS and OS X. Since the queries I get are from iOS users, I’ll not address the features of OS X Mail app.</p>
<h3>Gestures and 3D Touch</h3>
<p>The main noticeable change is the use of gestures. Swipe to flag, archive or trash, and to mark as read or unread. These are all customisable under the Mail settings. On the iPhone 6S and 6S Plus, you can do even more with 3D Touch. You can Peek to get a preview of the email, and drag up for a list of actions such as reply, forward, flag or mark as junk. You can even turn on notifications for individual email threads.</p>
<p>I really like being able to Peek, which is to press lightly, to get a preview. If I want to view the full email, I press further in Pop and I go into the full email view. It is not an exaggeration to say that 3D Touch will revolutionise how we interact with the touchscreen. You have to use it to appreciate it.</p>
<p>And, yes, I have switched to the 6S.</p>
<h3>Spotlight and Siri</h3>
<p>When you swipe right from the iOS Home Screen, you go into the Spotlight Search page. It has been enhanced in iOS 9, allowing you to search your email, files and contacts. It even shows Siri Suggestions with your most recently used contacts and apps.</p>
<p>Being able to search through my email with a swipe from the Home Screen is simply awesome. To top it off, you can even search with voice dictation. You don’t even need to use Spotlight if you prefer to dictate. Just tell Siri to “Search my emails for…”</p>
<p>If you have “Hey Siri” turned on, you don’t even need to hold the home button. Just say, “Hey Siri, search my emails for…” and the results get pulled up. As a security measure, this doesn’t work if your phone is locked.</p>
<p>You can even stop halfway through drafting your email and tell Siri to remind you to finish it at a later time. Siri will create a reminder, and an alert if you specified a date and time.</p>
<h3>Markup</h3>
<p>Markup was introduced in Mail app on OS X Yosemite. It allows you to annotate and edit email attachments. The feature made its way to the iOS Mail app in iOS 9. Tap and hold the attachment, then select Markup to enter the editor.</p>
<p>You can sketch, zoom, add text or sign the document. When you draw in sketch mode, if you draw a standard shape, you can choose to replace it with a shape instead of using your sketch.</p>
<h3>Multitasking</h3>
<p>While you are writing an email, you might need to check another email message for some information. Most people save the draft and then poke through their inbox. But you can skip that an just minimise your draft.</p>
<p>When in the draft mode creating or replying an email, you are actually in a layer above the inbox view. Drag to pull down the draft layer and it becomes minimised. You can browse your inbox as normal. When you’re done, tap on the minimised draft and it will pop back up.</p>
<p>Those of you who need to sign digital documents often would appreciate the usefulness of being able to add your signature to a document without having to leave the Mail app.</p>
<h3>Calendar integration</h3>
<p>If you use the iOS Calendar app, you can pump events into it from the Mail app. Mail automatically detects time and date information in your emails and underlines them. Tap on the underlined text and to add the event to your Calendar.</p>
<h3>Handoff</h3>
<p>I work with my phone and Mac interchangeably. Handoff allows me to draft an email on either my phone or Mac, and continue on my other device. Of course, you can save your current draft, wait for it to sync to the other device, and then continue. But why go through that hassle when you can just Handoff?</p>
<p>That’s right. I often switch between my phone and Mac while working on a task, so Handoff has a big impact on my productivity and workflow.</p>
<h2>Other options</h2>
<p>I couldn’t recommend the Mail app more, for both iOS and OS X. It probably stems from the simplicity of using default apps instead of having to search for third party ones. It is delightful to work with tight ecosystem that allows me to transit seamlessly between my mobile and desktop.</p>
<p>That said, there are a couple of other options if you prefer not to use the Mail app, or if you want to try out several choices before deciding which to stick with.</p>
<p><strong>Gmail:</strong> Great for those of you who are still using Gmail. Google has brought some of Sparrow’s features over to their own email client. I have read positive reviews and heard good things about the Gmail app, though I’m not sure how well it handles third party mail services.</p>
<p><strong>Outlook:</strong> I have heard rave reviews for Microsoft’s attempt to embrace rival platforms and push its services to them. My partner <a href="https://themattchung.com">Matt</a> loves the Outlook app. It handles Gmail, iCloud and Fastmail well. And surprisingly, Gmail on Outlook works fine in China. That’s a big plus if you need to work from behind the Great Firewall.</p>
<p>I hope this brief review helps those who are looking for a new email app. <a href="/hey">Get in touch</a> or <a href="https://twitter.com/jenxi">tweet me @jenxi</a> to share your experience with email clients.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Overprotective]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/overprotective</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/overprotective"/>
        <updated>2015-08-28T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[I am a firm believer of using products as they are designed. After seeing someone wearing an Apple Watch with a screen protector and a bulky protective casing, I realised it's time I wrote about how overprotective we are with our devices.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I am a firm believer of using products as they are designed. After seeing someone wearing an Apple Watch with a screen protector and a bulky protective casing, I realised it’s time I wrote about how overprotective we are with our devices.</p>
<p>I used to pamper my devices. I started with carrying cases for mobile phones and laptops. My iPhones and iPads wore screen protectors and cases. When I got my first MacBook Air, I stuck protective films the palm rests and the trackpad, and used a keyboard protector.</p>
<h2>Pointless protection</h2>
<p>Such overprotective mentality stems from the belief that protecting our devices from accidents would lengthen their lifespans. With an extra layer of protection, we would less likely damage our devices. However, I think having this sense of security can make us more careless. I found myself being a bit more rough with my devices since they had cases and screen protectors. If the case broke or if the screen protector was scratched, swap in a new one.</p>
<p>My mindset started to change when I had responsiveness issues with my MacBook Air’s trackpad. I removed the protective film and the trackpad worked fine. In fact, I was delighted by how smooth the trackpad felt. I knew I was sacrificing some responsiveness with a layer of film between my fingertips and the trackpad surface, but I didn’t expect such a noticeable difference. I was instantly converted, though not fully converted.</p>
<p>I removed the palm guards as well. Aluminium feels vastly more comfortable to rest my hands on compared to the matte protective films. The palm guards actually accumulated more sweat than the naked aluminium. I was worried that the palm rests would weather over time, since aluminium oxidises. However, the aluminium MacBook casings use an aluminium alloy that seems pretty resistant to oxidation based on my experience so far.</p>
<p>I was making sacrifices based on my fear of something that did not end up happening. I felt silly.</p>
<p>Next, I ditched the keyboard protector. Touch-typing felt better and faster without being impeded by the rubbery layer of silicone over the keys. The keyboard protector collected oil and dirt that get imprinted on the screen when you closed the laptop. This is because the keyboard protector is thicker than the gap between the keys and the screen. Sure, you can clean the keyboard protector and the screen, but why create a problem out of nothing? Even after several years of daily usage, the naked keyboard has yet to become dirty.</p>
<p>The keyboard protector is only useful to have in case of liquid spillage, and even then it depends on the volume of liquid in question. That can be easily avoided by keeping liquids far away from the MacBook. If you really have to, make sure the laptop is elevated so that it is higher than your tumblers, glasses or mugs, and you should be able to survive most spillages, unless you somehow pour liquid onto the keyboard while holding your cup. Or perhaps, when you choke on your cola while surfing YouTube.</p>
<h2>Functional form factor</h2>
<p>Cases add bulk to smartphones or tablets. Mobile devices are designed in a specific way to give you the best balance and fit when you hold them. Product designers are trying their best to make the devices thinner, and you go after the thinner device, only to thwart that by slapping on a bulky case.</p>
<p>I have tried protective films on the iPhone 3GS and the iPhone 4. While these don’t add bulk, they alter the texture of the phone’s surface. Some even make the device more slippery and thus more prone to accidentally being dropped. Those that are textured to provide better grip would reduce the sleek feel of the device.</p>
<p>Is there a need to protect the device? I believe manufacturers would ensure that their devices withstand everyday knocks and the occasional drops. We should have faith in the product quality and use the devices as they are designed to be used. The products are designed to look and feel good when you hold them.</p>
<h2>Screen sturdiness</h2>
<p>But I persisted with screen protectors on my iPhone 4 and iPad 3. Surely, I needed to make sure my screens don’t get scratched. That was what I thought, until I dropped my iPhone 4… for the last time. By then, I was using the phone without a case. I have dropped my iPhone 4 countless times before, often while I was standing, and it survived each time with minor scuffs on the casing.</p>
<p>However, that drop struck the corner of the phone, cracking the screen. I was unlucky. Or lucky, depending on how you look at it. The touch sensor was undamaged, so I only had to replace the screen.</p>
<p>When I got my phone back, I was surprised at how clear the screen was. Then, I realised that was because it didn’t have a screen protector on. All these while, I was lowering my user experience by sticking a film of plastic on the screen. The screen protector did not stop the screen from cracking, but it should be useful for preventing scratches. I decided to not to reapply a screen protector and observe how many scratches it would get. Aside from a few minor hairline scratches that are not visible unless you look for them, the screen has held up well.</p>
<p>That started me down the path of taking a <a href="/wabi-sabi">wabi-sabi</a> approach in my usage of devices. When I got the Retina MacBook Pro, I used it straight out of the box without any protective accessories. I have been using my iPhone 5S case-less and without a screen protector since day one. It suffered a few drops, with scuffs on the edges of its body to show as battle scars. Its screen only has a few tiny scratches that can’t be seen while using the phone. Surprising? Not after having used the naked iPhone 4.</p>
<p>When I got the <a href="/apple-watch">Apple Watch</a>, I knew I would only use it without any accessories. There are bulky straps and cases that provide additional battery life, which is not needed unless you are poking at the watch all day along, and that’s really now how you use a watch. I have seen people wearing the watch with ugly cases that defeats the purpose of buying such an exquisitely designed watch. I have said enough about screen protectors so I won’t repeat myself again for the watch.</p>
<h2>Habits help</h2>
<p>“What if I’m extremely careless?”</p>
<p>That’s the most common retort I encounter in response to the case for going case-less. We are human, and inevitably would fumble occasionally. However, is it worth sacrificing so much user experience just to ward against that one time of carelessness? Some people are more careless than others. Or are they?</p>
<p>Carelessness is defined as a lapse in attention or judgment, leading to a mistake. I believe such lapses can be avoided if you pay more attention and take a mindful approach to the way you do things. The topic of mindfulness deserves an entry of its own, at least. In brief, a part of being mindful is to be aware of your actions.</p>
<p>Through awareness of your actions, repeat it until it is a routine that eventually forms a habit. Make a conscious effort to put the device down instead of dropping it onto the table. Always make sure you hold your device in a firm grip. Avoid trying to balance it and risk dropping it. If you need to do something else, put the device down and finish the task.</p>
<p>The first habit I picked up when I started using my iPhone case-less was how I compartmentalise my pockets. The phone goes into one pocket, keys and coins into the other. You avoid scratching the phone this way. You’ll be surprised by the number of people who put their keys and phone in the same pocket, and complain about their phones being scratched.</p>
<p>I’m not an expert in how to avoid damaging your devices. I might even have dropped my phone more often than you. It is a constant learning process and being aware of what you are doing or not doing is a big step towards adopting a better habit. Of course, it is easier to just stick on a screen protector or slip on a protective casing.</p>
<p>But before you do so, pause and think about what you are sacrificing.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Apple Watch]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/apple-watch</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/apple-watch"/>
        <updated>2015-08-17T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[I received an Apple Watch for my birthday. I keep getting asked about what I think of it, so I figured I should share my thoughts here.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I received an Apple Watch for my birthday. I keep getting asked about what I think of it, so I figured I should share my thoughts here.</p>
<p>This is not a review. There are several expert reviews that are extremely thorough and very informative. I suggest you check them out if you are looking for an actual review of the Apple Watch. My picks: <a href="https://www.theverge.com/a/apple-watch-review">Nilay Patel on The Verge</a> and <a href="https://techcrunch.com/2015/04/29/apple-watch-review/">Darrell Etherington on TechCrunch</a>.</p>
<p>I got a 42 mm space grey Apple Watch Sport with black sport band. My initial worry that the 42 mm would be too big was unfounded. It is just right for my small wrist. I went for the space grey watch to avoid the silver cases.</p>
<h2>First impressions</h2>
<p>The unboxing experience was exquisite, as you would expect from an Apple product. Despite my initial high expectations, Apple still managed to delight me with several small but well thought details.</p>
<p>There was an envelope that had the same shape as the watch case. The envelope contained the instruction manual, also shaped like the watch case, and a small strap. Yes, each watch comes with a pair of straps, large and small, for different wrist sizes.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/apple-watch.webp" alt="Apple Watch" /></p>
<p>The large strap was adequate, but the end of the strap would protrude more on my small wrist, even though the clasp is designed to snugly hide the end of the strap. It wouldn’t be particularly bothersome, but I swapped in the small strap and decided to reconsider after testing it for a while. More than two weeks later, I haven’t seen the need to change back to the large strap.</p>
<p>When you pick up the Apple Watch, the first thing that you’ll notice is the quality of the design. I have to admit that I’m not a watch person and know next to nothing about timepieces. But from a consumer and designer perspective, the watch certainly impressed me when I first held it in my hands. I have looked at other smartwatches in the market and nothing comes close in terms of the finish.</p>
<p>I went through all the watch faces and decided to settle for the modular face. Why buy a smartwatch and use a traditional watch face?</p>
<h2>Two weeks in</h2>
<p>Here are some observations after two weeks of using the watch.</p>
<p><strong>Watch face:</strong> I’m still using the modular watch face. I really don’t see a need for a more traditional watch face. I prefer the information spread that the modular face provides.</p>
<p><strong>Battery life:</strong> Battery life information can be relegated to a glance instead of occupying a space on the watch face. It’s not turned on for any watch face by default. I put it in to help me gauge the average battery life. When I remove the watch to charge it just before I sleep, the battery is usually around 40-45%. On days of heavier usage, I ended up with 35-40% battery. I believe that concerns about the watch’s battery life are unfounded. You’ll only run out of battery if you forget to charge it, or if you are fiddling with the watch all day.</p>
<p>The watch charges very quickly. It took less than an hour to go from 35% to 100%. So even if you really forgot to charge the watch before you sleep, you can still get it fully charged in the morning.</p>
<p><strong>Water resistance:</strong> I leave it on when I wash the dishes, and even when I washed my shoes. I would have removed my old watch before doing such tasks.</p>
<p><strong>Performance</strong> There were reports of the watch being sluggish. However, it has been very responsive so far. Perhaps those issues have been rectified.</p>
<p><strong>Fitness rings:</strong> From what I’ve read so far, most people who has the Apple Watch are being pushed to be active just to complete the rings. It has become so natural for me to stand up and stretch every hour. If I become too engrossed with my work, the watch would tap my wrist to remind me to stand.</p>
<p><strong>Notifications:</strong> Decoupling notifications from the phone has greatly reduced distractions. I simply raise my wrist when a notification comes in. If it’s nothing urgent, I go back to what I was doing. Had I pulled out my phone to check the notification, I would have fiddled around checking other apps.</p>
<p>Notifications are kind of redundant when I’m working on my MacBook Pro. I considered disabling notifications on the Mac, but those come in and disappear so they are pretty unobtrusive. It would be an improvement if notifications that come in on the Mac while I’m working on it would not be pushed to the watch.</p>
<p><strong>Siri:</strong> The watch is making me use Siri more. Nothing feels better than knowing that I can set reminders just by raising my hand and saying, “Hey Siri.” Now, if I can rename Siri to Zordon…</p>
<p><strong>Taking calls:</strong> My initial reaction to being able to take calls on the Apple Watch was, what’s the point? Then, I found myself changing clothes when a call came in. Instead of stopping what I was doing to look for the phone to take the call, I was able to tap on the watch and continue getting dressed. It might not seem much but it’s this kind of small details that remove friction in our lives.</p>
<p><strong>Football:</strong> The <a href="https://apps.apple.com/us/app/forza-football-live-scores/id500138120">Forza</a> app is vital for a football fanatic like me. Okay, maybe not vital, since you can easily ask Siri to tell you the football scores. Forza’s Apple Watch app shows live score updates. On my wrist. I’m still trying to wrap my mind around that.</p>
<p><strong>Remote:</strong> Controlling iTunes from the watch. Enough said.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/edc-2015.webp" alt="Daily essentials" /></p>
<h2>Conclusions</h2>
<p>The Apple Watch is definitely not essential, but it certainly enhances the whole experience of using the iPhone. Not everyone will appreciate it. I’m a tech geek who lives off my iPhone and MacBook Pro, and to a lesser extent, my iPad. Thus, the addition of the Apple Watch to this ecosystem brought welcomed benefits.</p>
<p>Of course, I expected there to be shortcomings since this is the first generation. Still, I was impressed by how it exceeded my expectations. Some improvements I would like to see are greater integration with the Mac.</p>
<p>Right now, I can only control iTunes on the Mac. There are a few apps that extend their Mac services, but there is a lot more progress to be made. WatchOS 2 and Mac OS X El Capitan should push things along in the right direction.</p>
<p>I will report back with more observations on the utility and impact of the Apple Watch.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Web design]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/web-design</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/web-design"/>
        <updated>2015-08-10T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[I have been doing web design for a long time, but it was only when a friend asked me for the exact duration that I realised just how long it's been.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I have been doing web design for a long time. It was something I took to naturally ever since I had internet access, but it was only when a friend asked me for the exact duration I have been designing websites that I realised just how long it’s been.</p>
<p>My first website was a fan site dedicated to the Japanese drama the <em>Beach Boys</em>, hosted on <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yahoo!_GeoCities">Geocities</a>. I love the drama series and I think it had a big influence on my preference for lazing on the beach.The second was a Gundam shrine hosted by <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angelfire">Angelfire</a>.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/mechabay.webp" alt="MechaBay" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/wuxiasociety.webp" alt="WuxiaSociety" /></p>
<p>Two of fan sites that I run, <a href="https://mechabay.com">MechaBay</a> and <a href="https://wuxiasociety.com">WuxiaSociety</a>.</p>
<p>These sites were memorable because they were the first two that I built, and also due to the way I coded them. They were conceptualised on paper. Sure, you might think it is perfectly normal for web designers to sketch out their ideas on paper. What I did was actually writing out the code by hand on paper.</p>
<p>Back in 1998, I did not have a computer at home, not to mention an internet connection. I got limited time to work on a computer either when I was at my uncle’s place or when I convinced my parents to pay for a couple of hours at the internet cafe. Since I had to work with time constraints, there was no time to spare for looking up references or even thinking about the code.</p>
<p>I loaned many introductory books on HTML from the library. However, the better books were often snapped up as soon as they are available for loan, so I made copies of a few references that I used regularly. Back then, I had no idea then that reproducing a whole book would be a breach of copyright.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/danielhome.webp" alt="Daniel Ho Photography aka OneClickWonders" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/danielho-fashion.webp" alt="Daniel Ho Photography aka OneClickWonders" /></p>
<p>Beautiful photography by <a href="https://danielho.com">Daniel Ho</a> deserves web design that looks good.</p>
<p>With my design concept in mind, I would write down the lines of code and experimented with a few variations. So when I had the opportunity to use the computer, I could quickly typed out the codes in Notepad and tested the HTML files locally. Even after Microsoft Frontpage and Adobe Dreamweaver were released, making web design a visual affair, I still stuck to building sites by code. The applications were still useful as a means for me to instantly see how my code affects the design.</p>
<p>Along the way, I picked up CSS and Javascript as websites became more complex and interactive. When I entered university in 2004, I started taking paid web design jobs to earn money on the side. I was also building websites for fun. These personal projects helped me learn new skills, hone my techniques, and taught me how to be a better at running a website. All of these shaped me as a web designer/developer, and equipped me with the knowledge necessary to advice my clients on the design and administration of their websites.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/iamjenxi-sherie-1.webp" alt="Sherie #1" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/iamjenxi-sherie-2.webp" alt="Sherie #2" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/iamjenxi-sherie-4.webp" alt="Sherie #3" /></p>
<p>Photo layouts on my blog.</p>
<p>After years of working as a freelancer, my good friend Matt and I decided to pool our abilities and take on bigger projects in 2014. Several friends asked how it was possible for us to get into the web design business with no experience. That was the first time I actually counted the number of years that I have been doing web design. A decade working freelance is far from having no experience. Matt has a similar wealth of experience as well. We complement each other with our expertise in different aspects of the web design business.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Let’s make the internet look better.</p>
<p><strong>RubyCoded</strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>What we set out to do is not just build websites. We want to create beautiful web designs because the internet deserves to look good across all devices. It is sad that despite years of advancements in web browsers and web programming languages, many websites look horrendous. The website is a virtual representation of a brand, a person or an organisation. Time and money should be put in to make it look decent.</p>
<p>Websites nowadays need to look good not just on desktop, but also on mobile. As web browsing continues to shift towards mobile platforms, it is increasingly important for websites to look good on mobile devices.</p>
<p>We build websites with responsive designs. This means they adapt to desktop, tablet and mobile screen sizes fluidly, while maintaining the same design style and structure.</p>
<p>If you are keen to collaborate with us on a project or wish to have give you website a facelift, <a href="https://rubycoded.com/hey">drop us a message</a>.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Wabi-sabi]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/wabi-sabi</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/wabi-sabi"/>
        <updated>2015-02-27T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Wabi-sabi is a Japanese philosophy on the acceptance of imperfection, impermanence and incompleteness.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Wabi-sabi (侘寂) is a <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wabi-sabi">Japanese philosophy</a> on the acceptance of imperfection, impermanence and incompleteness. This philosophy applies to our world view, which is our perception of the world, and aesthetic, which our appreciation of beauty.</p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wabi-sabi">Wikipedia</a> explains the meaning of the two words that make up wabi-sabi:</p>
<p>Wabi now connotes rustic simplicity, freshness or quietness, and can be applied to both natural and human-made objects, or understated elegance. It can also refer to quirks and anomalies arising from the process of construction, which add uniqueness and elegance to the object. Sabi is beauty or serenity that comes with age, when the life of the object and its impermanence are evidenced in its patina and wear, or in any visible repairs.</p>
<p>Through such acceptance of transience and <a href="/impermanence">impermanence</a>, we acknowledge that beauty will inevitably deteriorate over time, and we learn to appreciate the beauty in the imperfect. This detachment from the material world brings about inner peace. A sense of zen.</p>
<p>Wabi-sabi emphasises the reverence of <a href="/authenticity">authenticity</a> above all. Rather than masking blemishes and hiding signs of ageing, we should embrace them and celebrate the marks left behind by the passage of time.</p>
<h2>Wabi-sabi in life</h2>
<p>Experiencing life with a strong sense of wabi-sabi makes life more meaningful. We are more attuned to the beauty of the imperfect. Rather than having negative thoughts about the bad things that happen, we are able to look on the bright side and focus on the positives instead.</p>
<p>Wabi-sabi also helps us see past the things that does not matter, such as wealth and luxury, and shows us that there is more to life than material gain. We only live once so make the most out of this lifetime. Use our time for things that are more meaningful. Rather than sell our time and lives in exchange for money that we spend trying to be happy, we can escape the rat race more easily by not being pressured to bring in enough income to sustain a lavish lifestyle.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“In other words, wabi-sabi tells us to stop our preoccupation with success—wealth, status, power, and luxury—and enjoy the unencumbered life.”</p>
<p><strong>Leonard Koren</strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Some things in life are free and yet bring happiness that money cannot buy. It is these priceless things that truly matter.</p>
<p>Appreciate impermanence and you will learn to place more value in what you have. I have written about <a href="/impermanence">impermanence</a>, so I will not delve too much into it. When you realise how change is the constant and how things do not last, you will truly cherish the moments you have and the people around you.</p>
<p>A common misconception is attributing messiness and untidiness to wabi-sabi. Some use it as an excuse to be sloppy. Something that has gone through wear and tear can still be neat and tidy. Despite its outward appearance, it does not lose its elegance. So leaving your desk or room in a mess is <em>not</em> an example of wabi-sabi. Embracing the natural ageing and decay of items on your desk or in your room is.</p>
<h2>Material attachment</h2>
<p>Material attachment is abundant in the modern world. You just need to take a look at what a person carries on them. For most people, taking a look at their phone or tablet shows you how they are bound by their possessions. Most people wrap their phones with cases that bulk up the device, and plaster on screen protectors that degrade the image quality of the display.</p>
<p>They hinder the whole experience of using the device that it was designed for to protect the perfection of their phone. No scratches. No dents. They make painstaking effort to satisfy the inner lust for the perfect beauty and retain as much resale value as possible. And what drives them to chase after the latest versions of the device? The belief that their current device is less perfect that the newly released one. The best device becomes the second best overnight.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Wabi-sabi is exactly about the delicate balance between the pleasure we get from things and the pleasure we get from freedom of things.”</p>
<p><strong>Leonard Koren</strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Wabi-sabi teaches us to appreciate the true beauty of our possessions. For example, we buy a bag for its functionality, style and durability. If it is well-designed and well-made, it will stay in use. Buy a good bag and use it for a decade. The same goes for cars, furniture and such. Advertising and marketing have us chasing the newest products and convinced us that we have to upgrade to the latest releases.</p>
<h2>Wabi-sabi in photography</h2>
<p>Being an avid photographer, it is inevitable for me to consider how philosophies can be applied in the field of photography. Wabi-sabi can be applied to how we appreciate a photo, and how we choose and handle our gear.</p>
<h3>Technique</h3>
<p>Wabi-sabi extends to photography by teaching us to embrace the beauty of a photo instead of harping on the details. Some photographers dream of the perfect image that has perfect focus and superb image quality. They pixel peep to check if the lens is sharp enough. They discard photos that are blurred by motion or are slightly off focus, preferring tack sharp images.</p>
<p>These are factors that do not take much away from the whole image. By being so hung up on the small technical details, you miss the forest for the tree. In fact, imperfections might even add to the overall mood and emotion of the photo and accentuate the image. By focussing excessively on the science of photography, you forget that it is also an art.</p>
<h3>Gear</h3>
<p>The philosophy can be applied to photography gear as well. Some photographers chase after the latest camera models and gobble up the marketing pitch for new features readily. Rather than insist on buying the equipment brand new, go for used ones. Appreciate the beauty of pre-owned gear. Look past cosmetic blemishes and understand that they are still worthy of you as long as they are functioning fine.</p>
<p>The best camera is the one that is with you that you are constantly using. There is no point in buying a camera and pampering it, keeping it in storage to avoid damaging it. A well-used camera is a well-loved camera. To me, nothing makes your camera more valuable than the weathering that makes it unique and its history of taking photos that are meaningful to you.</p>
<h2>Wabi-sabi in you</h2>
<p>It is hard to express fully the concept of wabi-sabi, because it is such an abstract and complex philosophy. It is through exploring the ideologies that you slowly discover and grasp what it means. And when you do, you will find an immense sense of zen within yourself.</p>
<p>Here are some steps you can take to get started:</p>
<ul>
<li><strong>Declutter.</strong> Keep only what you need. Discard the rest.</li>
<li><strong>Buy selectively</strong>. Avoid buying what you want. Buy only what you need.</li>
<li><strong>Re-purpose.</strong> Reuse what you have to serve another purpose.</li>
<li><strong>Embrace imperfection.</strong> Don’t get upset when you damage your belongings.</li>
<li><strong>Show appreciation.</strong> Recognise what is fleeting in life and cherish it.</li>
</ul>
<p>I hope these can help you get started in the right direction and help you find your way to wabi-sabi. <a href="/hey">Let me know</a> if you have any suggestions to add to the list.</p>
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    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[New habits]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/new-habits</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/new-habits"/>
        <updated>2015-01-14T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[The beginning of a new year is a popular time for New Year resolutions. However, I prefer to pick up new habits instead.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>The beginning of a new year is a popular time for New Year resolutions. However, I prefer to pick up new habits instead of making resolutions for the year. This was inspired by <a href="https://zenhabits.net/the-definitive-guide-to-sticking-to-your-new-years-resolutions/">Leo Babauta’s post on Zen Habits</a> and I have since embraced this philosophy.</p>
<p>I picked up a few habits in 2014 and that made me realise how new habits benefit me more than making resolutions or setting goals. New Year resolutions often fade away after an enthusiastic start. I find that it has a lot to do with how we define our resolutions. These goals are what we want to accomplish by the time we review the past year. They are vague statements that focus on the end result instead of the steps needed for us to reach the goals.</p>
<p>In contrast, setting new habits means looking at the process instead of the end point. These habits may or may not lead to certain goals, depending on whether they are aligned to with your goals. The right combination of habits might even work synergistically to help you reach your goal faster.</p>
<h2>Getting fit</h2>
<p>I picked up the habit of doing push ups daily in 2014. I downloaded the <a href="https://itunes.apple.com/us/app/id571934210">100 pushups app</a> out of curiosity after <a href="https://shoottokyo.com">Dave</a> blogged about it. The app allows you to set reminders to do the workouts, and it has a training program that ramps up the reps and sets as you get more sessions under the belt. I also adopted a new habit of eating only one serving of carbohydrates in a day and replaced the other serving with vegetables and proteins. These two habits propelled me towards my goal of getting fit faster than expected.</p>
<p>I would probably have lost my drive to get fit if I had only set a goal of getting fit. I would have focussed on the end point without thinking of how to get to the destination, and end up being overwhelmed when I set out to achieve my resolution. This shift in mindset helped me accomplish a lot more. By focussing on the process, reaching the goal was a reward itself. The goal was secondary, but something good to have.</p>
<h2>Getting the right mindset</h2>
<p>Moreover, developing new habits means that you stick to them for the long term. Compared to having a resolution that you complete in a year, your habits stick with you for as long as you maintain them, which could very well be years or even a lifetime. You might argue that you can set the same resolution for the next year. Both might seem the same on the surface but they are very different mentally.</p>
<p>Your mind sees the resolutions as something to be completed within a year. Even if you set the same resolution in the next year, you subconsciously compartmentalise it within the frame of a year. However, working on your habits daily or weekly puts you in a different mindset. You know tasks to be repeated and you are prepared to keep working on them for the long run.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going.”</p>
</blockquote>
<p>For example, if you want to do 52 photo shoots in the year, you mind sees it as having to complete 52 shoots at a rate of about one shoot a week. Compare that with wanting to do a photo shoot once a week. Your mind is framed to view it as completing a shoot every week with no end point considered. You might toil away to reach 52 shoots but that’s a big number. And you might hit 52 and then taper off, or even start to drop out of the race even earlier.</p>
<p>If you want to shoot once a week, you know that you will continue doing it for as long as you can. By making such repetition, you will gradually become more settled in the routine. When the habit sticks, it would not matter if you reach 52 or 104 shoots. To you, it is just another shoot in a week.</p>
<h2>Getting started</h2>
<p>So how do you form habits? You start by identifying the task you need to complete. It is perfectly fine to start small. The key is to repeat the task consistently so that it becomes part of your daily or weekly routine. And when you diligently go through your routines, they eventually become habits that are almost a second nature to you.</p>
<p>If you have already made your New Year resolutions, that’s great. Look at the list that you have made and think of how you can accomplish them through picking up new habits. Remember, it helps a lot if your habits work together to achieve your goal.</p>
<p>I find that it helps immensely if you are able to incorporate the new habit into your existing routine. I do my workout first thing when I get home from work. Reaching home was the trigger for me to do my habit and I eventually stopped relying on the pushup app to remind me of my workouts. I take out my journal at around midnight daily and keep it only after I have completed my entry for the day. The entries are dated so I would immediately notice if I missed a day.</p>
<h2>Getting into the groove</h2>
<p>When you become comfortable with the routine, you can start to increase the frequency or increase the workload. This would greatly impact the effect of your efforts.</p>
<p>I picked up the habit of writing by hand daily in 2014. I started of writing a sentence daily, and then it became a paragraph daily. Within a few weeks, I was writing a page every day and filled up my notebook within a couple of months. My words started flowing better and my cursive handwriting improved vastly. Such changes would probably not have come about if I merely set the resolution to learn cursive handwriting.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Good habits, once established are just as hard to break as are bad habits.”</p>
<p><strong>Robert Puller</strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>It might sound too good to be true. I did not quite believe it initially but when I started settling into my routines, I found that it was easier than I expected. However, it was not all smooth sailing. There were some changes that were too drastic for me to sustain, and I had to make them less ambitious. I have learnt that the key is to make gradual changes and change one habit at a time. It is hard to sustain simultaneous changes in several habits. Pick up another habit only when you have settled into previous one.</p>
<p>Sometimes things crop up that throw you out of the routine. Such disruptions might even be inevitable. But it is crucial that you don’t allow the interruption to put you off from the new habit. The key is to get your rhythm back as soon as possible. Accept that setbacks are expected and focus instead on getting back on track.</p>
<h2>Getting support</h2>
<p>I find it an immense help to have people around me who help to push me to keep up with the new routines. Surround yourself with friends who are not afraid to criticise you and would crack the whip if you start to lose your discipline. Declare your intentions to them. By making yourself accountable for the change you intend to execute, you put yourself in a position where you are obliged to answer for what you set out to do.</p>
<p>Update them regularly on your progress. It brings immense satisfaction when you reach your milestones or progress beyond your expectations. But if you falter, your support group is there to remind you why you embarked on this journey and to encourage you.</p>
<p>If you can find friends who are keen to adopt similar habits, it might make it easier for you to stick to the habit. It is like having a partner to run a marathon with. You encourage each other and push each other to stay in the race. You share your successes and empathise with each other when you falter.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“You can do anything as long as you have the passion, the drive, the focus, and the support.”</p>
<p><strong>Sabrina Bryan</strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>My buddy Thy is also maintaining a workout routine and adopting a healthy diet. Whenever we dropped out of our workout routines, we would remind each other to get back into the groove. We share our meal plans, and confess our cravings and sinful cheat days. It is an understatement to say that having Thy picking up the same habit helped me to stick to the routine.</p>
<p>It is even better if you are able to make yourself announce the new habit publicly. Make yourself accountable so that you will have more incentive to stick to the routine when you feel like giving up.</p>
<p>Pick up a new habit this year instead of working towards a resolution. You might end up with life-long habits that might prove life-changing.</p>
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            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
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        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
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        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Singapore Airshow 2014 static displays]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/singapore-airshow-2014-static-displays</id>
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        <updated>2015-01-11T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[We walked around the static display section of the Singapore Airshow 2014 under the scorching sun.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>We walked around the static display section of the Singapore Airshow 2014 under the scorching sun. <a href="/baby-singapore-airshow-2014">We stayed indoors</a> for as long as we could, but there was only that much to see in the indoor section. We inevitably had to venture out into the static display section, since those were the attractions of the show aside from the air displays.</p>
<p>There were long queues for people who want a chance to sit in the cockpits of the various aircrafts. There were two queues to get into the planes. You had to queue to get a token for the plane you wish to board, and then queue again when you are at the displays. This was apparently to prevent</p>
<p>We chose to skip the queues. It was more worth my time strolling around and snapping photos instead of standing in line for so long just to get the brief moment in the cockpit. Besides, we had enough of queuing for the day. We went there by taxi and there was a long queue of taxis and cars waiting to get in. Then, there was a queue for the security check at the entrance. After the show, we had to queue for the shuttle bus to bring us to the nearest MRT station.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-017.webp" alt="Singapore Airshow #17" /></p>
<p>If you are new to this site you might be wondering why I am posting this series so long after the event. I have a habit of letting my photos sit for a while after I have taken them. By allowing the photos to marinate, I lose my emotional attachment to them and end up being able to edit more objectively. I did not believe this initially. I decided to experiment by selecting my favourite photos right after a shoot and then doing so again after a few weeks. To my surprise, my selections from both sittings turn out pretty differently.</p>
<p>In fact, going back to look at the series that I edited right after the photo shoots, I noticed that the way I process the same photos was different too. If you haven’t tried this before, I urge you to give it a try. The easiest way to notice this is to go back and edit an old series. You would probably edit it differently compared to the previous edit.</p>
<p>My dad is always editing his paintings. Sometimes he does a complete overhaul. I didn’t understand why he did that, but now I have grasped the reason. To me, it is a sign that you have refined your tastes and made progress towards your definitive style.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-023.webp" alt="Singapore Airshow #23" /></p>
<p>The Spirit of Kamehameha refers to the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/House_of_Kamehameha">Kamehameha Dynasty</a> of Hawaii, though the first thought that popped in my head was <a href="https://dragonball.wikia.com/wiki/Kamehameha">Dragon Ball</a>. Any otaku would probably think along that line. Imua means forward in Hawaiian.</p>
<p>The <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boeing_C-17_Globemaster_III">Boeing C-17 Globemaster III</a> was already packing up and getting ready to leave. I managed to get some shots before the aircraft was towed away.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-024.webp" alt="Singapore Airshow #24" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-108.webp" alt="02152014 Singapore Airshow 108" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-025.webp" alt="Singapore Airshow #25" /></p>
<p>It was sapping to queue under the relentless sun and we could see people hiding in the shades of the wings or the tails of the aircrafts.</p>
<p>Look at that queue.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-031.webp" alt="Singapore Airshow #31" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-030.webp" alt="Singapore Airshow #30" /></p>
<p>We got hungry as by lunch time. The food catering at the event was atrocious to say the least. There were two stalls selling food but one was sold out. The Italian stall was working at its limits, with a long snaking queue waiting to order and a huddle of customers waiting to collect their order. We had to queue for half an hour before we got to place our order, and it was another half an hour wait for our pizzas to be ready.</p>
<p>The food was overpriced and tasted average. We didn’t have any alternatives and we had our stomachs to appease. If you plan to go for future airshows, bring your own food and spare yourself the ordeal. Look at that happy family enjoying their delicious home cooked meal while the rest of us waited for an hour for our disappointing food. They actually brought a whole pot of curry and had the rice packed in tupperwares. Ingenious.</p>
<p>It was a frustrating wait to place the order and a man made it worse. When we almost reached the counter, a young man tried to jump the queue by cutting in front of the Japanese guy before us. I think the Japanese man was too polite to call him out. My brother and I spoke up for him and told the man to queue up. The man had the cheek to say, “Oh, I already in the queue, I just let people go first because I waiting for my friend.”</p>
<p>Now, if he sheepishly apologised and joined the queue, we would have let it rest. But, no, he took us for fools. We pointed out that we have been in the queue for a good half an hour and we were pretty sure he had not been giving way as he claimed. He did not know how to respond to that and just stood around. And then he tried to cut in behind us instead.</p>
<p>He seemed to think that the guy behind us would be oblivious to what happened and buy his story. But we were having none of it. We made it clear that he was jumping the queue and I whipped out my phone to start snapping photos of him. Now that I was taking photos coupled with the many pairs of eyes in the queue staring at him, he became uncomfortable. Then, he conveniently got a call from his friends, who were at the end of the queue. His situation suddenly became that of him mistaking where his friends were in the queue. “How come you all are there? I thought you all at the front already.”</p>
<p>With that he beat a hasty retreat.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-027.webp" alt="Singapore Airshow #27" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-107.webp" alt="02152014 Singapore Airshow 107" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-113.webp" alt="02152014 Singapore Airshow 113" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-117.webp" alt="02152014 Singapore Airshow 117" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-120.webp" alt="02152014 Singapore Airshow 120" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-121.webp" alt="02152014 Singapore Airshow 121" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-106.webp" alt="02152014 Singapore Airshow 106" /></p>
<p>This series was shot on the Leica M8 with the Voigtlander 21 mm Color-Skopar f/4.0 P lens and the Nikon D700 with the AF Fisheye 16 mm f/2.8D lens. Can you differentiate between those shot on Voigtlander and the fisheye? The wide angle and fisheye distortions look similar, but the latter is more pronounced. The giveaway is probably the obvious vignetting on the M8.</p>
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            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
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    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Learned helplessness]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/learned-helplessness</id>
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        <updated>2015-01-06T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Shane Parrish of Farnam Street wrote about learned helplessness and it made me reflect on the topic.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Shane Parrish of Farnam Street wrote about <a href="https://www.farnamstreetblog.com/2014/12/learned-helplessness/">learned helplessness</a> and, as most of his articles would, it made me reflect on the topic.</p>
<p>If you are unfamiliar with learned helplessness, it is a behaviour in which an organism experienced negative stimuli, and becomes so numb to it that they will not avoid it subsequently even if they have the option to.</p>
<h2>The experiments</h2>
<p>Martin Seligman and Steve Maier conducted the most well-known study on this behaviour. I quote the summarised version from Farnam. Check <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Learned_helplessness#Seligman_and_Maier">Wikipedia</a> for a detailed account of their experiments.</p>
<p>Seligman and Maier divided the dogs into three groups. The dogs in the first group were placed in a harness and administered an electric shock but were also given a lever they could press to make the shock stop. The dogs in the second group were placed in an identical harness and were given the same lever, and the same shock, with one catch: the lever didn’t work, rendering the dog powerless to do anything about the electric shock. The third group of dogs were simply placed in the harness and not given any shocks.</p>
<p>Afterwards, each dog was placed in a large box with a low divider across the center. One side of the box produced an electric shock; the other did not. Then something interesting happened. The dogs that either had been able to stop the shock or had not been shocked at all in the earlier part of the experiment quickly learned to step over the divider to the side without shocks. But the dogs that had been powerless in the last part of the experiment did not. These dogs didn’t adapt or adjust. They did nothing to try to avoid getting shocked. Why? They didn’t know they had any choice other than to take the shocks. They had learned helplessness.</p>
<h2>How it manifests</h2>
<p>A very common example is how a student becomes discouraged to work hard after repeated failures, such as a mathematically challenged child. They will start to think what is the point of studying hard if they will end up doing badly anyway?</p>
<p>People decide not to vote because their previous votes did not amount to significant changes or improvements. They have come to accept that their vote would not make a difference and surrender to their sense of helplessness. A person might fail at asking someone they like out on a date a few times. Eventually they give up and think that they are unlikeable.</p>
<p>Sometimes the seeds are planted in our childhood. We fare badly in our tests and exams compared to our classmates, and our parents tell us that our classmates are smarter and we are stupid. Such self doubt grow with time as we encounter more failures in similar circumstances. In time, we surrender and think of ourselves as being less intelligent.</p>
<p>I have encountered people who would regard graduates highly because they did not manage to gain entrance to university for one reason or another. They perceive graduates as an upper class by virtue of having a higher qualification, and think of themselves as being at a lower level. They were unable to progress academically and surrender to the education system, and become resigned to taking on jobs that their qualifications, or rather the lack of, allow them to.</p>
<p>Compare these to people who are not restrained by their qualifications. People like Steve Jobs, Bill Gates and Mark Zuckerberg dropped out of school but built their tech empires because they had a vision.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“That’s my life. It’s my fate. Nothing I can do about it.”</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Some attribute the sense of helplessness to fate. They are fated not to be able to do what they want to pursue. While some situations are completely out of our hands, most of the time the limiting factor is a lack of willpower on our part. It all boils down to how badly do you want something and what are you willing to sacrifice for your goal.</p>
<p>Learned helplessness can also play a more subtle role in our social interaction. Inter-religion or inter-racial relationships and marriages are frowned upon because of perceived taboo. People exhibit learned helplessness when they love someone but force themselves to end the relationship because of religious reasons. They find themselves helpless victims of circumstances and allow themselves to be constrained by perceived barriers.</p>
<p>We forget that we have a choice. We are so used to thinking that we have no alternatives available to us that we blindly work within the imaginary boundaries that we perceive. Just like the dogs in the experiment, we forget that we can choose not to do something if we dislike it.</p>
<h2>How to deal with it</h2>
<p>Fear plays a big part in learned helplessness. Fear of being different. Fear of the forbidden. Our fears become a cage that traps us. Yet, if we open our eyes and look, we would see that the door of the cage is open, waiting for us to walk out.</p>
<p>The first step out of the cage that learned helplessness put us in, is to open our eyes. Be aware of learned helplessness and reflect upon our response to it. Awareness lets you recognise the cage and helps you find the open door.</p>
<p>Work to overcome learned helplessness. You forgot that you had a choice. Remembering that you get to choose helps break you out of the cage. Weight the options and then make the best choice.</p>
<p>In the face of adversity, we need to be strong and not give up because we lose hope. Be stubborn and persist, and you might just find success.</p>
<p>That said, we need to know when to be flexible too. Kenny Rogers summed it up:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“You’ve got to know when to hold 'em, know when to fold 'em, Know when to walk away, know when to run.”</p>
<p><strong>Kenny Rogers</strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Take some time to reflect upon yourself. Have you had situations where you displayed learned helplessness? I know I have. Are there any current aspects of your life that is due to learned helplessness? Spot these and find a way to get yourself out of the cage.</p>
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            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
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        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Baby at the Singapore Airshow 2014]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/baby-singapore-airshow-2014</id>
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        <updated>2015-01-03T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Last February, I went to the Singapore Airshow with my siblings. The star of the day was my baby niece. She probably had no idea what the fuss was about the Airshow, but judging from the photos, she had a great time.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Last February, I went to the Singapore Airshow with my girlfriend and my siblings. The star of the day was my baby niece. She probably had no idea what the fuss was about the Airshow, but judging from the photos, she had a great time.</p>
<p>Due to the scorching heat outdoors, we decided to check out the indoor exhibits first and enjoy the air conditioning. When we had a break, I took the opportunity to snap some candid photos. My niece started posing, then then started directing the shoot, telling us how to pose. It was hilarious.</p>
<p>When clouds started to provide some semblance of shade, we ventured outdoors. I brought my fisheye lens since it was the widest lens I had, albeit with extreme distortions. My past experience at the airshow told me that I had to go as wide and as long as possible when packing my lenses. We got some fun shots from the fisheye.</p>
<p>My brother’s family was wearing an adorable matching panda top that made it really easy to tell that they were together. I would love to know what goes through my niece’s mind when at the sight of all those gigantic aircrafts. This drone was probably the only static display that she could reach the nose while standing on the ground.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-110.webp" alt="Singapore Airshow #110" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-019.webp" alt="Singapore Airshow #19" /></p>
<p>Don’t worry, the missile head was already bent before we got there. My niece didn’t break anything, although we had to be quick enough to keep her from grabbing anything that was in reach.</p>
<p>At one point, she suddenly looked for my sister and pulled her aside to jump on the spot. Totally random but she sure enjoyed that thoroughly if her squeals were anything to go by.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-013.webp" alt="Singapore Airshow #13" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-105.webp" alt="Singapore Airshow #105" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-097.webp" alt="Singapore Airshow #97" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20140215-singapore-airshow-098.webp" alt="Singapore Airshow #98" /></p>
<p>The highlight of the day was the air displays. They had two shows per day, each featuring aerobatic display teams from various countries. The teams participating in 2014 were the Republic of Singapore Air Force’s <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/RSAF_Black_Knights">Black Knights</a>, Indonesian Air Force’s <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jupiter_Aerobatic_Team">Jupiter Aerobatic Team</a>, and the Republic of Korea Air Force’s <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_Eagles_aerobatic_team">Black Eagles</a>.</p>
<p>I think my niece was a bit intimidated by the roar of the planes during the first few passes, hence her trying to bury her head in my brother’s shoulder. However, she quickly became accustomed to it and even got a great vantage point from my brother’s shoulders.</p>
<p>Look out for the next post on the Airshow as I feature more photos of the exhibits and the air displays.</p>
<p>The photo collage and a few photos were shot on the Leica M8 with the Voigtlander 21 mm Color-Skopar f/4.0 P lens. The rest of them were taken on the Nikon D700 with the AF-S 70-200 mm f/2.8 VR II lenses.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Artisan Coffee]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/artisan-coffee</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/artisan-coffee"/>
        <updated>2014-12-19T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[I did a photo shoot for Artisan Coffee in Malaysia.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I did a photo shoot for <a href="https://artisancoffee.my">Artisan Coffee</a> back in August. Artisan Coffee is a very popular coffee chain up north. Famous for its coffee, the company has grown from its Artisan HQ outlet in Petaling Jaya and expanded with its Artisan Coffee Bar in Bangsar Village II. The photos in this series were taken in their PJ branch.</p>
<p>Artisan HQ is an ideal place to chill out. If I want to sit in a café for a chat with friends or simply unwind in solitude, Artisan HQ would be one of my top choices. Other joints I would consider are LOKL, <a href="/tous-les-jours-wolo">Tous Les Jours</a>, <a href="/acme-bar-coffee">Acme Bar &amp; Coffee</a> and Three Little Birds.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-001.webp" alt="Artisan Coffee #1" /></p>
<p>The café has a very laid back ambiance that seems to slow down time, even when the place is filled with the customers chattering away. Maybe it has something to do with the high ceiling and the large windows. For some reason I feel at peace and seemingly lost in my own world with my companions when I’m there.</p>
<p>There are two floors at Artisan HQ but the upper section is usually closed in the day. You can order some food if you are hungry, but the star of this place is the coffee. If you are craving for some sweets, there are some cakes from <a href="https://feliciously.com">Feliciously</a> that would definitely satiate your sweet tooth.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-002.webp" alt="Artisan Coffee #2" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-007.webp" alt="Artisan Coffee #7" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-005.webp" alt="Artisan Coffee #5" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-006.webp" alt="Artisan Coffee #6" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-010.webp" alt="Artisan coffee #010" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-011.webp" alt="Artisan coffee #011" /></p>
<p>You can watch the baristas work their magic at the bar area and chat with them to learn more about coffee brewing. The bar reminds me of my pharmacy lab work days, though I don’t recall my pharmaceutical preparations emitting such fragrant aromas. Except maybe when we were making cocoa butter suppositories.</p>
<p>The bar was ideal for taking photos. Good diffuse light spilled from the large windows, illuminating the bar area with ample ambient lighting. The barista Ahmed was my model of the day. He looked totally badass with his majestic beard and piercing eyes.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-009.webp" alt="Artisan Coffee #9" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-012.webp" alt="Artisan coffee #012" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-015.webp" alt="Artisan coffee #015" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-016.webp" alt="Artisan coffee #016" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-019.webp" alt="Artisan coffee #019" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-020.webp" alt="Artisan coffee #020" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-018.webp" alt="Artisan coffee #018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-023.webp" alt="Artisan coffee #023" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-022.webp" alt="Artisan coffee #022" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-024.webp" alt="Artisan coffee #024" /></p>
<p>Several of these photos have the honour of being featured on Artisan Coffee’s <a href="https://artisancoffee.my">website</a>.</p>
<p>It was a fun shoot and it also further piqued my interest in coffee brewing. Not exactly the best state of mind to be wandering around Artisan HQ where they have a corner selling brewing apparatus and coffee beans.</p>
<p>I am glad I managed to squeeze in the shoot despite my whirlwind schedule during my short trip in Kuala Lumpur. Big thanks to <a href="https://themattchung.com">Matt</a> for coordinating and making this possible.</p>
<p>For the gear heads, this series was mostly shot on my Nikon D700 with the 50 mm f/1.4 G lens. Some of the wider photos were taken with the Leica M8 mounted with the Voigtlander 21 mm Color-Skopar f/4.0 P lens.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-025.webp" alt="Artisan coffee #025" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/artisan-coffee-2014-026.webp" alt="Artisan coffee #026" /></p>
<p>Ahmed sharing some tips with us in the first shot. Many thanks to Ahmed for being such a sport. We basically got him to be our impromptu model and he was more than happy to help. He was also dishing out advice on how to improve on coffee brewing.</p>
<p>We finished off the shoot with a posed shot of Ahmed. Don’t let the intense look fool you. He is a friendly guy with a passion for coffee. Say hi to him if you drop by and chat him up if you are keen to learn more.</p>
<p>If you are in Petaling Jaya and want some good coffee, check out Artisan HQ at Jalan 13/2, Seksyen 13, 46200 Petaling Jaya, Selangor.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Shenzhen 2014]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/shenzhen-2014</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/shenzhen-2014"/>
        <updated>2014-12-12T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[I had the privilege of being flown to Shenzhen for a photo assignment. What an eye opener! I definitely want to explore China more.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Earlier this year, I had the privilege of being flown to Shenzhen for a photo assignment. It was my first trip ever to mainland China. The trip was an eye opener and I would definitely want to explore China more.</p>
<p>Time was limited during the five-day trip so I could barely stop and snap away. I encountered many intriguing sights and I really want to go back there to wander and shoot. It didn’t help that it rained every day that we were there, so I was restricted to shooting indoors.</p>
<p>The first thing that caught my eye when I stepped off the plane was the unique interior design of the Shenzhen Bao’an International Airport. The honeycomb lattice of the ceiling makes it a very interesting subject to shoot with an ultra-wide angle lens. Shooting at ultra-wide focal length allows you to capture the scene at dramatic angles but it also means having a hard time controlling wide angle distortions.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-2014-001.webp" alt="Shenzhen Bao'an International Airport #1" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-2014-002.webp" alt="Shenzhen Bao'an International Airport #2" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-2014-003.webp" alt="Shenzhen Bao'an Airport #3" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-2014-004.webp" alt="Shenzhen Bao'an Airport entrance" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-airport-2014-002.webp" alt="Our guide, Hailing" /></p>
<p>We were there on assignment for the hotel and one of the hotel staff, Hailing, was tasked with showing us around the airport. We peppered her with questions about the hotel and airport and I think she did well to answer our queries despite her limited experience, being a relatively new employee.</p>
<p>This series was shot on the Nikon D700 with the Nikkor AF-S 50 mm f/1.4G and the Nikkor 16-35 mm f/4G ED VR lenses.</p>
<p>I went to China armed with just a 50 mm and a 16-35 mm wide angle zoom lens, because I was expecting to shoot the hotel interiors. When I arrived, I discovered that I had to do some food photography. I was glad I brought my tripod along for the trip. Whenever I brought my tripod on my travels, I usually ended up not using it. I almost decided against bringing it for this trip. However, I brought it along just in case, since this was a paid assignment.</p>
<p>Since it rained every day we were there, we had good diffuse lighting spilling into the window from the overcast skies.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-food-2014-001.webp" alt="Spring rolls" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-food-2014-002.webp" alt="Fish" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-food-2014-003.webp" alt="Curry" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-food-2014-004.webp" alt="Curry fish" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-food-2014-005.webp" alt="Fried rice" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-food-2014-006.webp" alt="Pasta" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-food-2014-007.webp" alt="Dumplings" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-food-2014-008.webp" alt="Fried fish" /></p>
<p>These were shot working with ambient light and a single speed light through an umbrella. With 50 mm bring the longest focal length I had with me, It was a struggle to get the shots I wanted. I would have preferred telephoto lens for food photography, such as a 105 mm micro lens, which would have the benefit of being able to shoot at 1:1 ratio. Nevertheless, I manage to make do with what I had and delivered some reasonable shots.</p>
<p>It was a stressful experience working with a team of chefs waiting to do up their dishes for the shoot. They were painstakingly making sure the dishes were presentable. These dishes were to be served after their photos were taken, so there was the added pressure of working fast so that the food did not go cold or soggy.</p>
<p>My stomach was complaining when I edited the photos. Actually, looking at them now is starting to make me hungry. I better move along.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-michelle-2014-002.webp" alt="Michelle" /></p>
<p>In the midst of my work, I managed to sneak a few portrait shots.</p>
<p>I shot some black and white photos of Michelle, a hotel staff, with the nice diffuse light from the window.</p>
<p>It rained so hard that our flights were delayed. I hope when I go back to shoot there the sun would be shining brightly.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/shenzhen-michelle-2014-001.webp" alt="Watching the rain fall" /></p>
<p>This assignment is one of the events I experienced this year that proved to me the importance of stepping out of my comfort zone to take up challenges. Another example would be the photoshoot with <a href="/krystal-choo">Krystal</a>. Several other non-photography incidents opened up doors as well. To say this was a life-changing year would be an understatement.</p>
<p>I will be sharing more so check back soon. <a href="#subscribe">Subscribe</a> to this site to be notified whenever new articles are posted. I wish to share more about this assignment, but that would have to wait for another time.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Reducing distractions]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/reducing-distractions</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/reducing-distractions"/>
        <updated>2014-12-09T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[I have been very conscious about reducing distractions in the past seven months or so.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I have been very conscious about reducing distractions in the past seven months or so. This is a follow up to my previous entry on <a href="/opportunity-costs">opportunity costs</a>. With so many things clamouring for our attention nowadays, it is important that you focus on things that matter, especially if you have many areas of interest like me.</p>
<p>When you start thinking about opportunity costs, not just in terms of money spent but also how you spend your time and energy, you will realise the limits of the resources available to you. You might have a whole list of things you want to do in a day, but you find that you can only finish a handful. This is often because you either do not have enough time to do so, or you are physically or mentally drained.</p>
<h2>Creating task lists</h2>
<p>The first step to gaining focus is to know what you need to do. Keep a list of things you want to do in the time you have in a day. It is a simple concept most of us are familiar with, but many people do not practice it even if they know that it helps.</p>
<p>I used task lists diligently to organise my studying schedules, but I stopped relying on lists when I started working. I gave myself many reasons for not keeping a list, yet I know deep down that they are nothing more than excuses. I decided to force myself to work with a daily task list to see how it would help me. Within the first few days, I already noticed how significant it was in boosting my productivity tremendously.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“To enjoy life, you don’t need fancy nonsense, but you do need to control your time and realize that most things just aren’t as serious as you make them out to be.”</p>
<p>Tim Ferriss</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Daily task lists give better clarity of my progress. I get an overview of my tasks over several days. For example, I have a task that I want to complete within a week. From my daily lists, I can see whether I managed to stick within the allocated time. This is very helpful when I repeat the task in the future as I would be able to better estimate the time required to clear the task.</p>
<p>The daily lists also enable me to keep track of whether I kept up with repeated tasks such as writing a journal entry. It is easy to spot the day you missed doing a repeated task when you do a review of the past week.</p>
<p>Aside from daily lists, I create lists to map out the tasks needed to complete a project. These project lists help to track progress in the projects and function as an achievement ladder for self-encouragement.</p>
<h3>List-making apps</h3>
<p>I use a combination of task lists apps and handwritten lists to stay organised. I use a pocket-sized notebook to draw up my handwritten lists. This allows me to check my tasks without pulling out my phone, which eliminates the likelihood of being distracted by messages or other notifications. And in the rare instances when I run out of battery on my devices, I can still refer to the lists.</p>
<p>My favourite list-making apps are <a href="https://realmacsoftware.com/clear">Clear</a> and Wunderlist. Clear is the critically-acclaimed, award-wining iOS app. I love the minimalist design and intuitive user interface that makes creating and complete tasks such a joy.</p>
<p>Although Clear comes with a Mac app, Wunderlist is my preferred cross-platform to-do list service simply because I have been using it for years. One of the advantages of Wunderlist back then was the ability to access my least via its web service. However, I find myself not needing a web service nowadays, preferring to just use the iOS list.</p>
<p>I will use both Clear and Wunderlist side by side for a few more months before choosing which service to keep. My goal is to work with just one app to simplify my workflow. <a href="https://themattchung.com">Matt</a> has recently adopted <a href="https://chungliwen.com/things-app/">Things</a> into his workflow. I gave it a spin but it didn’t stick and has been dropped.</p>
<p>Matt and I prefer <a href="https://asana.com">Asana</a> for team task lists and project management. Asana does not have a native Mac app, so we use <a href="https://fluidapp.com">Fluid</a> to run Asana’s web app as a desktop app. <a href="https://slack.com">Slack</a> is our primary mode of communication and it comes with a Asana integration to help us track tasks from within Slack.</p>
<h2>Levels of communications</h2>
<p>People often arrange face-to-face meetings or talk on the phone simply out of habit. Most of such correspondence can be achieved through text messages or email, and you get to track the course of the conversation. The only practical way to recall what was said during the call is based on what you remember, and our memory is not exactly the most reliable.</p>
<p>You might suggest recording the calls. Come back to me after you have sat down and scrubbed through an audio track to find the part of the conversation you want.</p>
<p>You have probably experienced such time-wasting disruptions. You get a call to inform you that an email has been sent to you. If you send someone an email, you would expect them to reply when they see the email or when it is convenient. Or someone has a discussion with you over the phone and then asks you to send an email of what you just discussed. If you wanted an email in the first place, why not just say so in the first place instead of spending the time talking about something that would need to be sent via email anyway.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Focus on being productive instead of busy.”</p>
<p>Tim Ferriss</p>
</blockquote>
<p>I work with a set of rules to handle incoming communications. I cascade correspondence from emails to text messages to calls, in order of increasing urgency. Face-to-face appointments are reserved for times when I need to be next to the person to hammer out certain details, or for issues that might be impractical to resolve via other forms of communication.</p>
<p>For least urgent discussions, try to direct them to emails. Topics that require faster responses get escalated to text messages. And pressing issues are solved through phone calls. If someone emails about an urgent matter and does not get a reply, their response would be to text or call. Likewise, if an urgent text is not answered, the sender would logically call.</p>
<p>Now that your incoming communications are channelled to different media, the next step to take is to minimise the time spent checking your inboxes or answer calls.</p>
<p>Minimising such interruptions is important for me because I often find myself distracted after responding to an email, a text message, or answering a call. The topic that was discussed often stay in my thoughts or make me think about something else. There have been several occasions where I ended up being completely distracted from what I was supposed to do.</p>
<h3>Check emails once a day</h3>
<p>Many of us spend hours checking our emails. I actually tracked the time I spent on checking emails and discovered that I was using up two to three hours per day. It did not help that my Gmail inbox was constantly open and I diligently checked emails almost as soon as they came in. Once I realised how much time I wasted with emails, I started to restrict the time spent on emails. Now, I use less than hour a day to go through my email. I accomplished this by checking my emails only once a day.</p>
<p>I was a little apprehensive about opening my email only once daily. My main concern was missing important emails. After a one week trial, I discovered that my fears were unfounded. While a few I did end up missing a few emails, it was due to overzealous filtering by Gmail.</p>
<p>I use Gmail filters to automatically sieve unimportant emails out of my inbox and label them based on the type of content, so only the important emails will show up in my inbox and all other emails skip the inbox. This is one key workflow that helps me to achieve inbox zero every day.</p>
<p>Of course, there are exceptions to the once daily rule when I’m expecting emails. In those instances, I would have notifications turned on to inform me when new emails arrive in my inbox.</p>
<h3>Allocate time for text messages</h3>
<p>Likewise, I have trained myself to avoid constantly checking my phone for unread text messages, unless I am engaged in an ongoing conversation. This is something that I found harder than to do than I thought it would be. I believe this is because we have become so accustomed to instant gratification that we feel compelled to reply a message as soon as possible. By being aware of your subconscious desire to jump on an incoming message, you are halfway to quitting your messaging addiction.</p>
<p>The next time a text message comes in, ask yourself must you reply immediately, or should you be focussed on a more pressing task on hand. After the initial phase of active filtering, I eventually became so used to not jumping on text messages that I actually end up not replying some friends for the whole day, and in some cases even a few days. I did not even realise that until some of them pointed out that I had ignored them. So if you are one of them and are reading this, know that you are not the only one and no, I’m not avoiding you.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Being overwhelmed is often as unproductive as doing nothing, and is far more unpleasant. Being selective—doing less—is the path of the productive.”</p>
<p>Tim Ferriss</p>
</blockquote>
<p>You might ask why do this? Instant messaging has revolutionised the way we communicate. Even back when it was all done on a desktop, it allowed us to be able to converse faster and more casually than through an email. Yet we also do not have to be constantly present as we would have to in a voice call. There was SMS messaging but the cost attached to each message we sent out acted as a limiting factor to the number of messages we sent. With text messaging via internet services, we are able to send messages without worrying about the cost and it is done via devices that we carry everywhere in our pockets.</p>
<p>Through the transition, we have become slaves to our mobile devices. Text messaging started to feel more like actual conversations except it is in text. Many of today’s messaging apps you even get to send voice or video clips, so you can see and hear what the other person experiences. I still remember the days when we had to tell our friends that we need to go offline because someone else needs to use the computer, or we were going out. Nowadays we tell our friends that we will be reply in a bit because we are eating, or that we are typing slow or with typos because we are eating and have to type with one hand.</p>
<p>By taking a step back and altering your perspective of text messaging, you can reduce the time spent checking your phone for new messages. Instead of being constantly present, think of messaging as a way for others to leave a message and do likewise. Get to the point and provide them with ample information so they can reply you with the answers you were looking for.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Doing less is not being lazy. Don’t give in to a culture that values personal sacrifice over personal productivity.”</p>
<p>Tim Ferriss</p>
</blockquote>
<p>I have come across situations where I would get people messaging me, “Hey, I have something to tell you.” And then they wait for me to reply along the lines of, “Sure, go ahead.” So if I only check my phone every few hours, they would have wasted a lot of time because they had to wait for two replies from me.</p>
<p>If they had simply dived into what they wanted to tell me, they would only have to wait for my first reply. This might come across as obnoxious to some people. But this is how I manage my time and minimise distractions. Of course, there are times when I have no tasks on hand, so I would allow myself to indulge in instant messaging and use text messaging to engage in a flowing conversation.</p>
<h3>Screening calls</h3>
<p>Phone calls are the most distracting among the three methods of communications mentioned here. You have to stop whatever you are doing to answer the call, and you have to be engaged in the conversation. This is unlike with text messaging and emails, where you can choose to reply at a convenient time. However, you can choose not to answer the call.</p>
<p>Just to be clear, this is not about checking who is calling and then choosing to ignore the person. When I’m busy all phone calls would be silenced. The only exceptions are my girlfriend and my family. These contacts are assigned to a group with special ring tones and vibration so that I would know immediately that it is a call I want to answer. This VIP group is allowed to ring the phone even when my phone is in Do Not Disturb mode.</p>
<p>I have certain time slots in the day when I allow myself to take calls. These are usually times when I know I would not be busy, such as during meal breaks or while commuting. So if someone needs to arrange for a call, I would assign them to these time slots and I would make sure I would be able to give the call my full attention.</p>
<p>Of course, this is not an absolute rule. There are situations where I expect calls or when I know a call is about an urgent matter. Those calls are picked up immediately. What if the call is urgent but I didn’t answer it? Well, if it is really urgent, the caller would try calling again.</p>
<h3>Limit appointment slots</h3>
<p>I avoid having too many appointment slots. By allocating certain days or times of the day for appointments, you are able to minimise distraction. I can work knowing that I can stay in the intense work mode through the day. And on days that I have appointments, I give myself a break from the tasks or assign less taxing ones instead.</p>
<p>Meeting someone face-to-face requires you to be physically present. To me, it is the most taxing form of communicating and I would prefer to minimise that as much as possible. This should not eat into the time slots set aside for socialising with friends.</p>
<h2>Read it later</h2>
<p>I used to find myself losing time to random articles that pop up along the way. Be it from my Facebook news feed, sent from a friend, links from an email, or even something you decided to search about. Once you start reading, it is easy to go down the rabbit hole and click through to an endless string of articles. Before you know it, you would have spent hours reading. The same could apply to watching videos too.</p>
<p>This is where Pocket has become such a vital part of my daily workflow. Former aptly named Read It Later, the premise behind Pocket is to simply pocket whatever you come across. Instead of reading the links or watching the videos you come across immediately, Pocket them for a later time that is allocated for consuming content.</p>
<p>Sharing to Pocket on iOS and OS X is easily accomplished through the system sharing function. Many apps have built-in support for Pocket. For example, I have customised <a href="https://reederapp.com">Reeder</a> to save to Pocket with a gesture on iOS and a shortcut on OS X. This helps me to blaze through my unread feeds in Reeder within an hour.</p>
<p>If you haven’t tried Pocket, give it a spin and it might revolutionise the way you consume content. <a href="https://getpocket.com/blog/2014/05/1-billion-saves-to-pocket/">Pocket has recorded one billion saves</a> so sure it is doing something right.</p>
<h2>Conclusion</h2>
<p>These are some ways that help me minimise my distractions. They might not work for everyone but they have done wonders to free up my time and allow me to focus on things that matter.</p>
<p>Do you work similarly? Or do you have even better ideas to take things to another level? Let me know in the comments or <a href="/hey">contact me</a>! I would love to learn and refine my workflows.</p>
<p>I started all these habits by asking myself two questions. Do I need to deal with this now? If the answer is no, then what is the best way to hold it off till I can get back to it?</p>
<p>Now that we are at the end of the article, let me ask you if there was something else that you should have been doing but ended up being distracted by this article. ;)</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Krystal Choo]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/krystal-choo</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/krystal-choo"/>
        <updated>2014-12-05T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[I had a photo shoot with Krystal Choo back in September and one of the photos was published in the _Business Times_.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I had a photo shoot with Krystal Choo back in September and one of the photos was published in the <em>Business Times</em>. It was arranged at the very last minute and it was not easy finding a common free slot in our schedules. With no time to plan, we met, shot and hoped we got some good images to work with.</p>
<p><a href="https://twitter.com/metakrystal">Krystal</a> is the CEO and founder of Wander, a travel app for singles. She is a passionate tech entrepreneur with a single-minded drive to fulfil her dreams. Her dedication to her dream is a constant source of inspiration for me, and I believe she has inspired many others as a two-time TEDx Speaker.</p>
<p>Wander has been nominated for the Most Promising Startup in the Vulcan Post Readers’ Choice awards 2014. Please help to show your support by <a href="https://awards.vulcanpost.com/#most-promising-startup-2015">voting for Wander</a>.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>You do it because you <strong>have</strong> to, not because you want to. I could not imagine myself doing anything else.</p>
<p>-<strong>Krystal Choo</strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Her words made me question what I would do to accomplish my dreams. If they mean that much to you, then why aren’t you doing more to reach for your dreams? If they do not compel you to make sacrifices to attain your goals, are the dreams really that important or are they merely meaningless day dreaming to fool yourself?</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/krystal-2-web.webp" alt="Krystal 2" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/krystal-7-web.webp" alt="Krystal 7" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/krystal-6-web.webp" alt="Krystal 6" /></p>
<p>When your dream is a strong calling, you will be more than willing to make sacrifices to chase your dream. Let go of silly indulgences. Simplify your life and focus your energies through minimalism, so that you can channel your resources to achieve your goals. Saying no to material wants and feed your spiritual needs.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>All men dream: but not equally. Those who dream in the dark recesses of the night awake in the day to find all was vanity. But the dreamers of day are dangerous men, for they may act their dreams with open eyes, and make it possible.—<strong>T E Lawrence</strong></p>
</blockquote>
<p>It is always rewarding to speak with like-minded individuals. They stir thoughts deep within you and make you reflect upon yourself. It is as though they see deeper within you than what most other do. Krystal is one of the several people I have met who spurred me into a self-discovery phase and change my perspective of life.</p>
<p>Thus, it delights me to see the progress that she is making with Wander.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/krystal-8-web.webp" alt="Krystal 8" /></p>
<p>Despite the frenzy to get the photos out in time for print, things turned out better than expected. It was a case of the stars aligning to make things happen for us. That sounds melodramatic but it describes the immense relief I felt pretty well. We emerged from this battle with my first photo published in a newspaper.</p>
<p>Congratulations to Krystal for getting her photo featured on the front page of the <em>Business Times</em>!</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/business-times-krystal.webp" alt="Business times Krystal Choo" /></p>
<p>Last year, I had the privilege of my shots featured in the Pharmacy Week marketing campaign. Aside from being used in posters and information leaflets, those images were placed in the advertising panels on the MRT. It was surreal knowing that photos that I took was traversing Singapore on trains taken by thousands of people in a day. Fast forward to this year and I’ve had my shot circulated in a newspaper. Does that count as progress?</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/just-ask-your-pharmacist-final.webp" alt="Pharmacy Week train panel" /></p>
<p>I am really thankful to the friends who appreciate my work and have the faith in me to give me a shot at such opportunities.</p>
<p>Check back again for more posts about my photo shoots in 2014. Or if you prefer the content to be delivered to you, <a href="#subscribe/">subscribe to my blog</a>.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Opportunity costs]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/opportunity-costs</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/opportunity-costs"/>
        <updated>2014-12-03T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Eric Kim wrote about the opportunity costs in street photography. Having gone down the path of a minimalist philosophy to simplify my life, it was the kind of read I would enjoy.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Eric Kim wrote about the <a href="https://erickimphotography.com/blog/2014/10/06/opportunity-costs-street-photography/">opportunity costs in street photography</a>. Having gone down the path of a minimalist philosophy to simplify my life, it was the kind of read I would enjoy. Moreover, it was written by a photographer in the context of street photography, so it was no surprise that the article resonated strongly with me.</p>
<p>What is opportunity costs? <a href="http://Dictionary.com">Dictionary.com</a> defines it as: <em>the money or other benefits lost when pursuing a particular course of action instead of a mutually exclusive alternative.</em> In other words, opportunity costs is in general what you lose when you choose to do something. This is usually applied in economics to describe monetary losses but it can also be used to describe other situations.</p>
<h2>Opportunity costs in photography</h2>
<p>As a long time reader of Eric’s blog, I have seen his transformation into a photographer who is really passionate about <a href="https://erickimphotography.com/blog/2014/02/04/free-open-source-online-street-photography-course-all-the-worlds-a-stage-introduction-to-street-photography/">giving back to the street photography community</a>. He has simplified his gear and transitioned from DSLR to a digital rangefinder and finally a film rangefinder. He seems to have cured himself of his gear acquisition syndrome and found a set of gear that has become an extension of his body. They are mere tools that help him create his art, but ones that he has become attuned with.</p>
<p>The opportunity costs in photography would be the money spent on gear that might not necessary improve your craft. For beginners, I always recommend sticking with the kit lens and mastering it. Once you have enough photos, you will be able to slowly see the pattern in the types of shots you prefer and the focal length that you use more often. When you feel that you are ready, spend on a lens that would improve your photos based on what you shoot more of.</p>
<p>Find the gear that suits your style instead of getting caught up with lusting for the newest and best camera and lenses available. What you spend on gear can be better invested in photography books and travelling. By photography books, I refer to books that showcases the works of master photographers in the genres you shoot. Scrutinise their works and reflect upon how they worked to get the shot, and you will learn a lot more than you can from a photography book that merely teaches you the basics or the theories.</p>
<p>Of course, I assume you have a solid foundation on the principles of photography. I highly recommend reading free online articles to pick up the fundamentals. Save your money for the book of photos by your favourite photographer. If you prefer to shoot with your phone camera, that is even better since you save on the costs of the camera and lenses as well.</p>
<h2>Opportunity costs in life</h2>
<p>We can look in opportunity costs in non-monetary losses as well. One very common factor that many of us find ourselves short of is time. We are constantly bombarded by the media, social media and the internet. There are many tasks screaming out for our attention, such as checking your email, reading articles, watching videos online, playing games, browsing social media, watching television and movies, and attending social engagements. Yet our time is limited. We only have twenty-four hours per day and about a third of that is spent sleeping.</p>
<p>Before you look into opportunity costs in life, you have to decide what is your <a href="/meaning-of-life">meaning of life</a>. From what perspective do you view and judge the world around you? It is easier to make a proper analysis once you have a yardstick to measure against. So why do we need to consider opportunity costs? For every decision we make, there are trade-offs. For example, you can choose to work longer hours to earn a greater income, but your opportunity cost would be having less time to spend with your loved ones and on your hobbies.</p>
<p>If you choose to pursue a stable job, you get a steady income but you have less time for your activities that you truly enjoy. On the flip side, you can choose your passion as your work, with the downside being a getting paid less. In both scenarios, you have to make certain sacrifices. So the key is knowing what matters more to you. That is why you should know what is important to you in life.</p>
<h3>Consuming content</h3>
<p>It is important to cut out the noise and avoid the distractions. Time spent surfing the internet consuming content that contributes nothing to your personal development means that you have less time for consuming useful content or even creating content. While it is perfectly fine to indulge in entertainment once in a while, it is important to know your priorities and be able to get back to being productive when you should.</p>
<p>My girlfriend and I used to watch movies regularly. Due to our conflicting work schedules, we only have limited time to go dating. This made us appreciate that rather than spend two to three hours in the cinema, there are more engaging ways to spend our time together. Yes, there are good movies that would still make us catch a show occasionally, but we no longer chase after every blockbuster that is released. Likewise, we have also eliminated time spent watching television. Our video entertainment comes in the form of YouTube clips. These are usually shorter than a TV drama and are mostly standalone storylines, which means we won’t end up chasing a series like we would a drama.</p>
<p>When I tracked the time spent on content consumption, I was shocked by the amount of time it took up. That made me look into cutting whatever that doesn’t contribute to my personal growth. If there was only one way I could consume content, it would be reading. Reading triggers your imagination and spurs your mind to think and reflect, especially when you consume good quality writing.</p>
<p>Rather than lose myself in the articles while I check my RSS feeds, I pump articles that I want to read to Pocket for reading during allocated time slots. I prefer to read during my daily commute and while winding down after a day’s work. This shortened the time spent checking through my RSS feeds and provides me with a constant source of good reads during my reading hours.</p>
<h3>Social media</h3>
<p>I have deleted Facebook from my phone. Thus, I’m unable to check my news feed or react to notifications instantly. I allow myself to check Facebook only when I have finished my daily tasks. Since I’m able to easily create and share posts on Facebook through system actions in iOS and OS X, I can create content while avoiding being sucked into browsing my news feed.</p>
<p>Twitter has become a medium to share content more than a source of content. I used to browse Twitter with a completionist mindset. That meant that I wanted to read every single tweet that was in my news feed. Nowadays, I only sign into Twitter to tweet.</p>
<h3>Emails and messages</h3>
<p>I only allow myself to check my email once a day, unless I’m expecting an email response, and I limit myself to an hour spent on emails. This freed up a lot of time because I used to spend hours in my email and check every email as they came in. I use email filters to sieve out the unimportant emails so that only the important ones arrive in my inbox.</p>
<p>Text messages do not need to be replied immediately. They are a way for others to reach you but unlike phone calls, they do not need you to respond to them instantly. I was able to focus a lot more once I managed to train myself to check my messages only at the start and end of the day.</p>
<h3>Simplifying workflows</h3>
<p>My iPhone used to be full of apps. At one point, I had hundreds of photography apps. Now, I use only VSCO Cam for post processing and Instagram for sharing. By distilling my workflow, I’m able to focus on the creating of the image instead of being distracted by having to think about which app to use. Moreover, freeing the space means having more storage capacity to capture more photos and videos.</p>
<p>Minimise the choices that you need to make so that you can channel your energy to decisions and tasks that matter. Automate your workflow to eliminate repetitive tasks. I use IFTTT to trigger cross-platform actions. OS X comes with Automator. And even my photo editing workflow uses actions to batch process my images. For email, there are filters to sort your email and keep your inbox uncluttered. If you are on iOS, Launch Centre Pro lets you access your favourite actions easily.</p>
<h2>Conclusion</h2>
<p>Our resources are limited. Time, energy, and focus. Recognise what is important to you and what holds you back. Avoid things that hold you back from the benefits that you want. Make your resources available to tasks that would put you a step closer to your dreams and goals.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Full-width theme design]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/full-width-theme-design</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/full-width-theme-design"/>
        <updated>2014-11-15T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Making the leap to using full-width images for a better user experience.."]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>If you have been following my blog in recent weeks, you would have noticed the transition to a full-width theme design. I have been holding off making the switch because of the amount of work needed to implement it.</p>
<p>I previously went with large images for greater visual impact without going for a full blown edge to edge look. Full-width images would mean that photos in the portrait orientation would take up too much vertical space. However, once I figured out how to fit two portrait images side by, and thus effectively restricting the height, it was only a matter of time before I made the leap to using full-width images.</p>
<h2>Diptych dilemma</h2>
<p>The option of arranging portrait photos in a diptych had always been available. I was simply unwilling to go through the hassle of manually processing the images with Photoshop. Even the automation provided by Photoshop Actions did not tempt me down that road. Yes, I’m lazy. But I had another reason for not baking the diptych as a single image. By presenting two portrait photos side by side in a single image, it would be an awful experience viewing the photos on mobile. The current method of arranging the images by CSS allows me to provide a fallback via media queries for smaller screen sizes. On smaller screens, the diptych becomes a single column of images. Yes, readers can pinch to zoom on their mobile devices but if they had to do that, it means that the responsive design is bad.</p>
<p>Another obstacle to a full-width design is the need to manually wrap my text with HTML tags to make the design look right. Now that I blog in MarsEdit, the app highlights syntax, making it a lot easier to work with HTML and Markdown in my entries.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/full-width-design-2014.webp" alt="Full width design" /></p>
<p>I have also switched to a font I really love: <a href="https://www.fonts.com/font/linotype/avenir-next">Avenir Next</a>. Apple devices come with Avenir Next so you will be able to enjoy the beauty of this exquisite font. If you are rocking a Retina device, you would get to enjoy the slickness of this well-designed font. Unfortunately for those on non-Apple devices, unless you have the font installed, your browser will fall back onto the Google Font Muli, which is close enough but it’s no Avenir Next.</p>
<p>For those of you who are wondering, the previous main font was <a href="https://www.google.com/fonts/specimen/Lato">Lato</a> from Google Font. Although the thin Lato font looks great on Retina screens, it renders poorly on screens with less pixel density. Avenir Next is more balanced, giving you the best of both worlds on Retina and non-Retina screens.</p>
<p>Good typography was something I kept firmly in mind when going into the design, since I want to post more <a href="/authenticity">text-only entries</a>. The old design used justified text. I admit having a preference for full justification because my OCD makes me want to see the text aligned in a clean line along the margin. However, I have since relaxed on that stance because fully justified text can cause gaps called rivers of white, more so on a blog that is viewed on a variety of screen sizes across desktop and mobile devices. Full justification has its place in print, where you can craft your text to fit into the column. You can switch words to minimise or eliminate gaps. But for a responsive web design, I believe that having the text flushed left is the ideal way to go. It took me a while to get used to the ragged right on the blog but I’m starting to appreciate its usefulness.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/text-only-design-2014.webp" alt="Text only" /></p>
<p>Full-width designs are in fashion now for a good reason. It gives a lot of visual impact, especially when you are viewing the site on a large screen on desktop or laptop. It is a very immersive experience and it is something I wish for readers to enjoy, especially photographs are an important elements of my blog entries. I have managed to get the design to work well for both text only and image rich posts.</p>
<h2>Change is the constant</h2>
<p>I like the way it is set up so I can easily switch between full-width images or making the images snap to the column. The images on this post are styled with the latter. This flexibility will help me better present my entries visually. Once size fits all doesn’t work all the time. Sometimes we are forced to fall back to a single solution, especially when dealing with clients with limited technical abilities to handle custom functions. On my personal blog, I get to go crazy and try all sorts of bells and whistles.</p>
<p>It is very likely that you will see more changes a few months later, or even in mere weeks. I believe it is very common with web designers’ personal websites. Our blogs often become our test beds to experiment with. The changes reflect a shift in our design tastes and are a sign that we are picking up new tricks.</p>
<p>I hope you enjoy this latest tweak.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Acme Bar & Coffee]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/acme-bar-coffee</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/acme-bar-coffee"/>
        <updated>2014-11-07T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Acme Bar & Coffee is a cafe within walking distance from KLCC. Another great place to hang out in the heart of Kuala Lumpur.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Acme Bar &amp; Coffee is a cafe within walking distance from KLCC. We were delighted to have found another great place to hang out in the heart of Kuala Lumpur. Check out our previous visits to <a href="/tous-les-jours-wolo">Tous Les Jours</a> in Bukit Bintang.</p>
<p>The cafe is located in the ground floor of The Troika, a luxury condominium just beside KLCC. We took a much longer route going along the main road Jalan Ampang, and found out from the staff that we could have actually taken a much shorter route walking along Jalan Persiaran KLCC, which was what we did when we headed back. The staff were very friendly and helpful, and perhaps a little surprised that two tourists found their way to the cafe.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-027.webp" alt="Silhouettes" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-025.webp" alt="Bar" /></p>
<p>My girlfriend was probably mad at me for dragging her for such a long walk in the unforgiving heat, but that dissipated after we settled ourselves in the cafe. Acme Bar &amp;a Coffee has a very different ambiance compared to Tous Les Jours. While the latter was bright and cheerful, the former was dark and calming. Both were equally cosy and it would be hard to choose between the two.</p>
<p>If I had to choose where to hang out, I would probably pick Acme Bar &amp; Coffee simply because it is less crowded. While Tous Les Jours is right smack in the middle of Bukit Bintang where many tourists would pass through and notice the prominent café, Acme Bar &amp; Coffee is more out of the way and caters to the locals. The serenity of Acme Bar &amp; Coffee was a fresh change from the constant bustle and hum of conversations in Tous Les Jours.</p>
<p>Then again, we have only been to Acme Bar &amp; Coffee only once, compared to the several times we have been to Tous Les Jours, and it was on a weekday afternoon, so it is hard to gauge how crowded it can get. Given that it has two levels with a lot of seats available, it could probably get packed in the evenings and weekends. The upper level was closed but the staff allowed us to go up and have a look. Alfresco seating is available but we chose to hide indoors to avoid the heat and humidity.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-038.webp" alt="Long table" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-050.webp" alt="Flowers on the table" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-048.webp" alt="Wine cabinet" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-036.webp" alt="Upper floor" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-053.webp" alt="Cosy upper floor" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-039.webp" alt="Windows" /></p>
<p>The second level had a very distinct vintage feel to it. Ideal for photo or video shoots. So, I inevitably had an impromptu shoot with my girlfriend as the model. She was clearly smitten with the place and we ended up spending quite some time there until the sun started setting. Check back soon for my next entry or subscribe to <a href="/rss.xml">my RSS feed</a>.</p>
<p>These were shot on my Leica M8 with the Cosina Voigtländer Color-Skopar 21 mm f/4 P and the Nikon D40 with the 18-55 mm kit lens.</p>
<p>For those of you who are wondering, check out their website and here’s their address: Unit G1, The Troika,19 Persiaran KLCC, Kuala Lumpur.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-041.webp" alt="Windows" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-066.webp" alt="Selfie" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-030.webp" alt="Selfie" /></p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Tous Les Jours in Wolo]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/tous-les-jours-wolo</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/tous-les-jours-wolo"/>
        <updated>2014-10-31T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Tous Les Jours in Wolo is a South Korean bakery is located within Hotel Wolo Bukit Bintang. It sits prominently in the corner of the boutique hotel.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Tous Les Jours in Wolo is one of our favourite places to hang out in Bukit Bintang, Kuala Lumpur. The South Korean bakery is located within Hotel Wolo Bukit Bintang. It sits prominently in the corner of the boutique hotel.</p>
<p>The tall glass windows lets in diffused light and the vintage interiors were done up with extra attention to the little details. That made TLJ ideal for taking photos. So I naturally started taking photos as soon as I entered. Several tourists were drawn in by the pretty decorations like us and were snapping away as well. Don’t you just want to ride that green bicycle to TLJ every morning and fill the basket with delicious bread and pastries?</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day1-015.webp" alt="Indoors display" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-014.webp" alt="Pillar signage" /></p>
<p>The cafe occupies two floors in the building. The seats on the first floor were beside the bakery section, while the upper floor had shelves filled with cookbooks and decorative cooking utensils. There a table with a row of high seats on the mid-level landing of the staircase. These seats face the main road, making them a good vantage point of people watching. There is another row of similar seats on the second floor facing the same road.</p>
<p>There were USB ports under these tables for customers to charge their devices. In the other parts of the cafe, each table along the walls had at least one power point as well. So if you enjoy camping in cafes with your laptop or mobile, TLJ will keep you juiced. The WIFI was sluggish so be warned if you plan to leech the internet there.</p>
<p>If you prefer to bask in the heat of KL instead of enjoying the air conditioning indoors, there’s the choice of alfresco seats.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day1-021.webp" alt="Level two" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day1-022.webp" alt="People watching" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-001.webp" alt="Pastries" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-003.webp" alt="Bakery" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day2-011.webp" alt="Hipster photographer" /></p>
<p>That’s me posing shamelessly with my Leica and my Cotê&amp;Ciel Isar Rucksack. I absolutely love the backpack. It swallows up whatever I put in it. I have made a few short trips with just this bag alone. I can easily stuff my clothes, camera and laptop and still have some space to spare. For trips where I had to bring more gear, I would partner it with my <a href="https://www.billingham.co.uk/catalog/product/view/id/67/category/4/">Billingham Hadley Small</a> shoulder bag. For everyday use, I simply put my small Billingham insert in the Isar Rucksack to protect my camera.</p>
<p>On top of such great utility, Cotê&amp;Ciel has designed a backpack with such a distinct look that I keep getting compliments from friends and even strangers. It certainly looks a lot better to me than a Herschel backpack that seems to be popular with hipsters nowadays.</p>
<p>The ambiance in the cafe is so cosy that we stayed there for hours for three out of the five days we were there. Food is reasonably priced and tastes good. It can get crowded during lunch time due to the offices nearby, so either get there early or avoid lunch time. We adore this place and will certainly be back, TLJ.</p>
<p>These were shot on my Leica M8 with the Cosina Voigtländer Color-Skopar 21 mm f/4 P and the Nikon D40 with the 18-55 mm kit lens.</p>
<p>For those of you who are wondering, check out their website and their address is: 126, 126A-C, Jalan Bukit Bintang, Kuala Lumpur.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Pavilion monochrome]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/pavilion-monochrome</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/pavilion-monochrome"/>
        <updated>2014-10-10T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Monochrome shots with the Cosina Voigtländer Color-Skopar 21 mm f/4 P lens on a Leica M8.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>This series was shot earlier this year shortly after I got the Cosina Voigtländer Color-Skopar 21 mm f/4 P lens. A trip to KL was the perfect opportunity to try out the lens. Due to shipping issues, I received the UV-IR Cut filter late. So the shots from this trip were also taken without the IR filter.</p>
<p>The IR issues meant that I would have to shoot in black and white when I was outdoors.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day1-018.webp" alt="Espirit" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day1-014.webp" alt="Pavilion levels" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day1-008.webp" alt="Shooting Leica" /></p>
<p>The area around Pavilion Mall is an interesting place to shoot. There is a good mix of tourists and locals coming and going. I saw a guy sitting at a cafe near the entrance of the mall sniping away with his telephoto lens. Creepy.</p>
<p>His subjects were mainly people posing for photographs in front of the Pavilion fountain.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day1-041.webp" alt="Starhill" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day1-047.webp" alt="Avenue" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day1-026.webp" alt="Bird's eye view" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/kl-day1-004.webp" alt="Entrance" /></p>
<p>The 21 mm lens on the crop sensor of the M8 gave a field of view of 28 mm. That meant that I had to use the edges of the viewfinder as the frame lines. The alternative would be to get an external viewfinder, but I want to avoid having to focus in the viewfinder and then frame with the external finder.</p>
<p>It was a challenge shooting that way but I learnt a lot about the lens and got to know my camera better. Once you get the hang of it, you can guess the framing fairly accurately.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Peranakan food in Malacca]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/peranakan-food-malacca</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/peranakan-food-malacca"/>
        <updated>2014-10-03T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[There are a lot of good food in Malacca. If you are going on the food trail there, be sure to have Peranakan cuisine on your list.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>There are a lot of good food in Malacca. If you are going on the food trail there, be sure to have Peranakan cuisine on your list.</p>
<p>Malacca is a great place for authentic Peranakan food. The Peranakan Chinese are descendants of 15 to 17th century Chinese immigrants to the British Malaya. Some popular dishes are nyonya laksa, kari kapitan and otak-otak. This isn’t a food blog so I won’t go into too much details about dishes that I won’t be showing here. But my stomach is telling me to make a trip to Malacca just to take photos of those dishes and blog about them. Tempting.</p>
<p>After <a href="/a-famosa">sight-seeing at A Famosa</a>, it was time for lunch.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-062.webp" alt="Restoran Peranakan" /></p>
<p>We had lunch in the Peranakan Restaurant. it is located in an authentic Peranakan house, providing the full experience to enjoying their delicious Peranakan dishes. Antiques decorate the interiors. There is a traditional wedding sedan, and antique wooden chairs and bed. Even the taps had ornamental decorations on them.</p>
<p>I really enjoyed the food and would recommend it. If you are interested, it is at <a href="https://www.google.com/maps/place/Peranakan+Restaurant/@2.1964535,102.2456081,18z/data=!4m5!1m2!2m1!1s107,+Jalan+Tun+Tan+Cheng+Lock!3m1!1s0x0:0xbe322d897781cfd1">107, Jalan Tun Tan Cheng Lock</a>.</p>
<p>It is almost as if we took a step into the past with the following black and white photos.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-054.webp" alt="Peranakan restaurant I" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-057.webp" alt="Peranakan restaurant II" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-055.webp" alt="Peranakan restaurant III" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-053.webp" alt="Smiles" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-060.webp" alt="Waiting" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-056.webp" alt="Family lunch" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-059.webp" alt="Digital generation" /></p>
<p>Seeing the kids fiddling with their electronic devices bring us back to the present. They are practically glued to their handhelds.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-063.webp" alt="Cheng Hoon Teng I" /></p>
<p>Jalan Tukang Emas is known as the Harmony Street because the Cheng Hoon Teng temple, the Kampung Kling Mosque and Sri Poyatha Moorthi are located close to each other along the road.</p>
<p>We paid a visit to Cheng Hoon Teng. The Cheng Hoon Teng temple is the oldest functioning temple in Malaysia. Interestingly, it practices Taoism, Confucianism and Buddhism. Another facet of the harmony in the local community.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-064.webp" alt="Cheng Hoon Teng II" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-067.webp" alt="Chicken rice balls" /></p>
<p>Malacca is also famed for its Hainanese chicken rice balls, where the rice is shaped into balls. However, most locals consider them more of a gimmick catering to tourists because the food doesn’t taste as good as they used to. That said, there are several restaurants that specialise in chicken rice balls and many of them are packed and the famous ones often have long snaking queues of customers outside the restaurants.</p>
<p>After a heavy lunch in the Peranakan restaurant, there was no room for more food anyway, so we skipped the chicken rice balls. I’ll leave you with a photo of one of the chicken rice ball restaurant that we passed by while walking along Jonker Walk.</p>
<p>This concludes our brief trip to Malacca. We’ll be back again soon for the food.</p>
<p>For the gear geeks: this series was shot with the Fujifilm X100.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[A Famosa]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/a-famosa</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/a-famosa"/>
        <updated>2014-09-26T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Visiting the oldest surviving European architectural remains in South-East Asia.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>After the walk around the Dutch Square, we went to A Famosa. It is the oldest surviving European architectural remains in South-East Asia.</p>
<p>A Famosa, which means the famous in Portuguese, was located at St Paul’s Hill. At the summit, you get a good view of the city of Malacca. Due to land reclamation, the Straits of Malacca is now further south but you can still see it from the top of the hill.</p>
<p>It was a hot, sunny morning and although the harsh sunlight made it hard to shoot people, the skies were deep blue, making it ideal for shooting scenery.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-026.webp" alt="Straits of Malacca" /></p>
<p>Built by the Portuguese, the fortress was taken over by the Dutch who then gave it to the British. A Famosa was being demolished by the British until the intervention of Sir Stamford Raffles.</p>
<p>Only the small gate house, the <em>Porta de Santiago</em>, was spared from destruction. It has since become the iconic landmark in Malacca and a popular tourist attraction.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-008.webp" alt="Porta de Santiago" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-007.webp" alt="Cannon" /></p>
<p>You can find St Paul’s Church at the summit of the hill. The church, originally Catholic and later reconsecrated for Dutch Reformed, is no longer in use and functions as a museum.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-011.webp" alt="View from St Paul's Hill" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-012.webp" alt="Belfry tower" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/malacca-day2-019.webp" alt="Sleep like a boss" /></p>
<p>A local artist ply this trade there, selling sketches of local landmarks. Meanwhile, his cat sleeps like a boss, drawing the amused attention of tourists who are unfortunately more interested in the feline than in the artworks of the owner. And, in case you were wondering, the cat was alive. We weren’t sure so we observed for a while and noticed it was breathing.</p>
<p>With our stomachs starting to protest, we proceeded to a famous Peranakan restaurant for lunch.</p>
<p>For the gear geeks: this series was shot on the Fujifilm X100 and Ricoh GRD III.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Impermanence]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/impermanence</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/impermanence"/>
        <updated>2014-09-23T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Impermanence is the way of life. Nothing lasts forever. Have no delusions about that.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Impermanence is the way of life. Nothing lasts forever. Have no delusions about that.</p>
<p>It might sound cliché to you but more often that not we tend to take things for granted. Even though we know that life is fleeting, we don’t think and act on it as much as we should. We are busier than ever, or like to think that we are. And we end up forgetting that life is transient. There is always tomorrow. There is always later. Or so our minds would like us to think.</p>
<p>Embrace impermanence. When you do, you will learn to show greater appreciation for the people and things around you. You will be happier. Rather than let the small things bother you, you focus on the people and things that matter.</p>
<p>Don’t wait until you experience a great loss before you realise the impermanence of life. Such a loss would inevitably bring pain, regret and suffering. Accept that nothing lasts forever and take steps to ensure that you should have little or no regrets.</p>
<p>Leo Babauta of Zen Habits <a href="https://zenhabits.net/blossom/">wrote an article</a> that struck a chord in me. And it couldn’t have come at a better time when I read that. I had just received news that a mentor had passed away. It was merely a few days before that I wanted to reach out and get in touch. However, tasks on hand made me push that thought out of my mind.</p>
<p>Life is unpredictable, so the only way to get around that is to assume the worst every day.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“If you live each day as it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.”—Steve Jobs</p>
</blockquote>
<p>With that mentality, we will let bygones be bygones. Let go of the trivial. Cherish the time you have and make each moment the most enjoyable. You are out and something happened that made you unhappy. Rather than let that dampen your spirits, let it go and focus on having a good time.</p>
<p>Have you ever said something that you regretted but never got around to apologising for it? Tell that person. Have a poor relationship with a friend, colleague or family member that you wished was better? Be the one that reaches out and reconcile. If you are rejected, at least you know you tried. Go compliment that friend that you have always wanted to but for some reason held back. Express your gratitude for someone who had an impact on your life. Maybe they it is just something they need right now.</p>
<p>Put your devices away and engage the friend or loved one beside you. Appreciate being able to spend some time with your family or friends and enjoy the moment. Cherish the occasion.</p>
<p>Impermanence also applies to yourself.</p>
<p>I brought this up in my post about <a href="/meaning-of-life">the meaning of life</a>. Would you be happy with what you have done or have been doing if tomorrow never comes? Are you living a life that society or your family expects of you? Or are you doing what you really want to?</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life.”—Steve Jobs</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Embrace impermanence and live life for yourself. Chase your dreams. Live your dreams.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Writing longhand]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/writing-longhand</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/writing-longhand"/>
        <updated>2014-09-06T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[I have started making a conscious effort to write longhand daily. Thoughts flow with my ink.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I have started making a conscious effort to write longhand daily. Thoughts flow with my ink. I think before I write the next word. I have no doubt that I write better when I write by hand. You actually see words come to live with flourishes of your pen. That makes me feel a sense of connection to my words that a glowing computer screen is unable to evoke in me.</p>
<p>To encourage myself to commit to writing by hand, I purchased my first fountain pen, <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Lamy-Al-Star-Special-Edition-Fountain/dp/B00CPJ3Q4Q">a black Lamy AL-Star</a>. It is a beautiful beginner’s fountain pen. I was tempted to go for a flashier colour but ended up with the limited edition black. <a href="https://themattchung.com">Matt</a> recommended the Lamy Safari but I found the plastic Safari to be slightly lighter than the aluminium AL-Star. Okay, maybe I was already lusting a fountain pen ever since Matt poisoned me by letting me fiddle with his collection of fountain pens. Just a tiny bit.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“I write description in longhand because that’s hardest for me and you’re closer to the paper when you work by hand, but I use the typewriter for dialogue because people speak like a typewriter works.”—Ernest Hemingway</p>
</blockquote>
<p>I also started writing in cursive. My handwriting hardly won me any praise during my school days and I believe it has deteriorated since then. I hardly write on paper nowadays. So when I decided to start writing by hand, I also challenged myself to pick up cursive writing. My past experiences with cursive writing were the odd cursive lessons in school. Those felt more like an afterthought rather than proper penmanship classes. I printed out worksheets to practice with and diligently inked out the letters. I figured that all I need was to write repeatedly and I will get the hang of it. And I was right. Having grasped the basics, I moved on to studying how others write and learnt to appreciate the style and character in the variations of cursive handwritings.</p>
<p>Writing with a fountain pen is an interesting experience. The ink just flows. When you write with a ballpoint pen, you need to exert some pressure for the ball to roll and let ink flow. Rollerballs might require you to press less firmly but some friction is still needed. I find myself writing more expressively when using a fountain pen. I had to consciously avoid applying downward pressure. I made a conscious effort to write from the shoulder, but it soon felt so natural.</p>
<p>My daily hour of writing longhand has also spurred me to reflect on the day. Away from the distraction of the internet, I tend to write, pause, and think. And then continue writing with a clearer mind. When I write on my laptop, it is tempting to launch the browser and do some research. It is so much easier to Google instead of think.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Writing on the page stays on the page, with its scribbles and rewrites and long arrows suggesting a sentence or paragraph be moved, and can be looked over and reconsidered. Writing on the screen is far more ephemeral—a sentence deleted can’t be reconsidered. Also, you know, the internet.”—<a href="https://www.jonmcgregor.com/">Jon McGregor</a> via <a href="https://www.theguardian.com/books/2011/nov/03/creative-writing-better-pen-longhand">The Guardian</a></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Sometimes the key to writing well is to just keep writing. Ignore the grammatical or spelling mistakes and concentrate on putting my thoughts into words. There is a time for correction and it is not during writing. Writing longhand means going on to the next words and the next sentence. Typing on my laptop would make it easier and a lot more tempting to go back and correct my mistakes, or even rearrange sentences and add on to the previous paragraphs.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Matthew & Felicia's pre-wedding shoot]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/matthew-felicia-pre-wedding-shoot</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/matthew-felicia-pre-wedding-shoot"/>
        <updated>2014-09-01T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A pre-wedding shoot with my friends.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>My friend business partner <a href="https://themattchung.com">Matt</a> and his wife <a href="https://feliciously.com">Felicia</a> were in town for their pre-wedding shoot and the photographer was none other than my buddy <a href="https://danielho.me">Daniel Ho</a>, so there was no way I would miss joining the session. The photoshoot started in the morning but I was only able to join them the afternoon. After a quick bite, we were off to the Singapore Botanic Gardens.</p>
<p>Daniel is a great friend and a constant source of inspiration. It has always been fun to watch him work and there is always something new to learn from him. Matt and I co-founded <a href="https://rubycoded.com">RubyCoded</a> and <a href="https://bakingpixel.com">BakingPixel</a>. That itself speaks volumes of our friendship. Both of them are my very close friends so it was a great pleasure just being there. Moreover, Daniel and Matt are cousins and the session felt more like a family affair. The mood was casual and made more enjoyable in good company.</p>
<p>While Dan was busy working, I snapped some behind-the-scenes shots. These were shot with my trusty Nikon D700 and my Nikkor 50 mm f/1.4G lens. Check out <a href="https://danielho.me/wedding/">Dan’s website</a> to see some photos from this shoot.</p>
<p>I have made some tweaks to the site design, as part of my endless iteration and improvement of this site. Enjoy the photos in the new layout. I’m really pleased with how it looks. Note that you have to be on a fairly wide screen, at least an iPad in landscape mode, to be able to see the layout. Small screens will collapse the images into a single column.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130821-Matt-Fel-034.webp" alt="Serious work" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130821-Matt-Fel-028.webp" alt="20130821-Matt-Fel-028" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130821-Matt-Fel-014.webp" alt="20130821-Matt-Fel-014" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130821-Matt-Fel-024.webp" alt="Kiss" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130821-Matt-Fel-012.webp" alt="20130821-Matt-Fel-012" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130821-Matt-Fel-018.webp" alt="20130821-Matt-Fel-018" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130821-Matt-Fel-032.webp" alt="Modelling is hard work!" /></p>
<p>This set has been marinating in my hard disk for quite some time. I firmly believe in leaving photos aside after a shoot and go back to them after a while, so that I become emotionally detached from the photos and edit more objectively. It has been more than a year since the shoot. Matt and Fel have since been officially married, so expect photos of their wedding in a future entry.</p>
<p>I chose to go with a monochrome look to give the photos a timeless look. This last photo is my favourite from this series. Given that I was mainly taking snapshots to document the session, I’m happy with how the shot turned out.</p>
<p>Congratulations once again to Matt and Felicia. Here’s wishing you a blissful marriage!</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130821-Matt-Fel-030.webp" alt="20130821-Matt-Fel-030" /></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Meaning of life]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/meaning-of-life</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/meaning-of-life"/>
        <updated>2014-08-18T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[What is the point of living? You probably have asked this question before. I have turned this question in my mind for years and several years ago, I found my meaning of life.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>What is the point of living? You probably have asked this question before. I have turned this question in my mind for years and several years ago, I found my meaning of life.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“The two most important days in your life are the day you are born and the day you find out why.”</p>
<p>Mark Twain</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Recently, I started writing a journal by hand to pen my thoughts. My previous journals were kept during my teenage years and since then I have moved on to digital note taking methods. I use <a href="https://dayoneapp.com/">Day One</a> for quick, short entries on the phone. Day One for Mac allows me to accomplish that on my MacBook via the menu bar quick entry. However, I find writing longhand makes my thoughts flow with the ink and I end up reflecting and thinking more as I write my entries in my journal.</p>
<p><a href="https://zenhabits.net/">Zen Habits</a> is a blog I have been following since 2007 and I find myself constantly inspired by his writings, and I strongly encourage you to read his articles if you share the passion to improve yourself and your lives. A few days ago, Leo Babauta of Zen Habits wrote about <a href="https://zenhabits.net/waste-not/">not wasting your life</a>. The point that Leo put across in the article was something I had just written down in my journal a week ago. That reminded me of what I said <a href="/authenticity">about authenticity</a>. I should share some of my thoughts here because it might resonate, inspire or spark a different train of thoughts in readers.</p>
<h2>Illusion of life</h2>
<p>A combination of watching <em>Fight Club</em> and writing my journal led to me reflecting upon life. A quote from the movie reminded me of my meaning of life, and that spurred me to write an entry about it. You are probably familiar with the famous quote from the movie.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don’t need. We’re the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War’s a spiritual war… our Great Depression is our lives. We’ve all been raised on television to believe that one day we’d all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won’t.”</p>
<p>Tyler Durden</p>
</blockquote>
<p>We are caught in the rat race. We toil away at work to sustain our lives. Unless you are born with a silver spoon, you will experience the need to work and earn a living. This usually happens after we graduate and become a working adult, though some might be thrust into employment by circumstances while they are still studying. Most of us will be saddled with debt even before graduation, and we end up spending the years upon graduating paying off the tuition fee loans.</p>
<p>All this while, we were told that as long as we study hard and get a good job, we will succeed in life. That kept us going on until we realise one day that it was all a myth. Yes, a better education <em>might</em> give you an edge, but in a society flooded with degree holders, it might amount to nothing.</p>
<h2>Illusion of happiness</h2>
<p>Advertising has sold us the illusion of a successful life where we live happily ever after. They portray the lives of successful or happy people and then sell us a product. And we subconsciously link the product to being successful or happiness. We buy the products to feel successful or happy. Or the marketing campaign would push a product that we don’t want and make us feel like we actually need them. So we end up spending on things we don’t need, and work harder to pay for our purchases or sustain the “successful” lifestyle. We fall deeper into the rat race and become even more burdened and unhappy.</p>
<p>What is material possession? Whatever you own in your life, you leave behind when you die. What is your legacy then? Assets that are divided among your family? Is that going to be the meaning of your life? Perhaps you were an employee of a company of thousands. Does your contribution amount to anything significant?</p>
<p>Make no mistake, I’m not discrediting contribution that anyone makes, however small it might be. I’m a firm believer that the sum of all parts is greater than the whole. If you believe that you will be able to rest in peace with whatever contribution you made, then you have lived a fruitful life.</p>
<p>By significance, I refer to what you make of it yourself. After all, it is your life.</p>
<p>So how do you determine whether what you do is significant? Steve Jobs shared a quote that I have been using to constantly reflect upon myself:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: ‘If you live each day as if it was your last, some day you’ll most certainly be right.’ It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: ‘If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?’ And whenever the answer has been ‘no’ for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.”</p>
<p>Steve Jobs</p>
</blockquote>
<p>I will not, and cannot, be the judge of what life means to you. It is up to you to look in the mirror and determine that for yourself. My role here is just to make you ask that question.</p>
<h2>Meaning of life</h2>
<p>I have found what I believe is the meaning of life.</p>
<p>We live in this life to leave behind a meaningful legacy. What matters is to have a legacy that we would be proud of. If an accumulation of wealth and material possessions is what you wish to leave behind, it’s your choice. But if you know that you have a month left live, would you spend it working to build up assets that you can leave behind? Some people do, because they want their children and loved ones to live a better life. It is commendable but it raises the question of whether having more equates a better life.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life.”</p>
<p>Steve Jobs</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Be certain that the legacy you will leave behind is what you wish for yourself, and not something that is imposed upon you by society or by people around you.</p>
<h2>Meaning of my life</h2>
<p>For me, life is about creating something that will last through the ages. Write articles or stories. Take photos. Make a video. Publish a book. Draw. Build a brand. Create a product. The ideal is to strive to create something unique and special so others cannot easily replicate it without looking like they stole your work. But at the very least, life is meaningful if I leave behind something I created that people would associate with me. An imprint or echo of myself that will remain years after I’m gone. This explains my passion in photography, design and writing.</p>
<p>I take it a step further. Rather than just tangible, I want to create intangibles. Create memories with my friends and loved ones. Good memories they will remember me by. It is harder to quantify the intangible but I have a way to test myself. I ask myself if I were to leave the world today, would I be able to live with, or rather die with, the kind of relationships I have with people around me? Was there someone you want to mend your relationship with? Do it now. Or something you wished to get in touch with? Or a compliment or something you’ve kept deep in your heart that you want someone to know? Don’t live thinking there’s always tomorrow.</p>
<p>Embrace impermanence. Nothing is permanent. So treat everything as though it would disappear in the next moment.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“This is your life and it’s ending one minute at a time.”</p>
<p>Tyler Durden</p>
</blockquote>
<p><strong>TL;DR.</strong> Meaning of life is 42.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Acquiring good taste]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/acquiring-good-taste</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/acquiring-good-taste"/>
        <updated>2014-08-05T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[The latest blog post by Shawn Blanc reminded me of what it takes to be good at what you do. The movie Jiro Dreams of Sushi highlights the importances of having good taste.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>The latest blog post by <a href="https://shawnblanc.net/2014/08/good-taste/">Shawn Blanc</a> reminded me of what it takes to be good at what you do. The movie <em>Jiro Dreams of Sushi</em> highlights the importances of having good taste.</p>
<p>If you haven’t seen the movie, you should, especially if you appreciate being dedicated and good at what you do. The documentary talks about the philosophy of sushi master Jiro Ono and his Michelin three-star sushi restaurant, Sukiyabashi Jiro. His words resonate strongly with me. And the documentary has opened my eyes to what it means to be dedicated in one’s craft.</p>
<p>Shawn quoted one of my favourite advice from Jiro:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“In order to make delicious food, you must eat delicious food. The quality of ingredients is important, but one must develop a palate capable of discerning good and bad. Without good taste, you can’t make good food. If your sense of taste is lower than that of the customers how will you impress them?”</p>
<p>Jiro Ono</p>
</blockquote>
<h3>Photography</h3>
<p>This applies in my main passion, photography. To be able to develop a taste of what good photography is, you need to immerse yourself in good photos. Study the works of the masters. Look at both good and bad photos. When you look at enough bad photos, you learn what makes them bad and avoid the same pitfalls.</p>
<p>I get asked how I developed my taste in photography. The answer is simple: I go through hundreds of photos daily. <a href="https://select.frameshoot.com/">My curation of photos</a> that I like is constantly improving. That said, I believe I’m only at the start photography education. But I’m doing enough to be able to discern the good and bad. “Without good taste, you can’t make good food.” Likewise, you need to develop good taste in photography to be able to make good photos.</p>
<p>The appalling works of certain self-proclaimed photographers is evidence of a lack of good taste. But they are able to make a living because there are people out there who share the same bad taste and are willing to pay good money for those photos. I have learnt that we can’t argue with supply and demand. We can only continue to <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikAb-NYkseI">make good art</a>.</p>
<h3>Writing</h3>
<p>This topic also reminds me of this advice from Stephen King that I recently came across:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>Read, read, read. You have to read widely, constantly refining (and redefining) your own work as you do so. If you don’t have time to read, you don’t have the time (or the tools) to write.</p>
<p>Stephen King</p>
</blockquote>
<p>The same mantra applies: Read more to be able to write better.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“I always advise children who ask me for tips on being a writer to read as much as they possibly can. Jane Austen gave a young friend the same advice, so I’m in good company there.”</p>
<p>J K Rowling</p>
</blockquote>
<p>I used to be an avid reader. I was going through a novel every two to three days and churning out thousands of words daily. Reading inspired me to write. And writing made me want to read more. When you start to write, you realise you lack knowledge regarding certain specific fields or you stumble into a writer’s block. By reading, you learn more so you can write believable stories. And sometimes the best remedy to a writer’s block is to simply throw yourself into a world that another writer built. I would often throw my characters into those worlds and play with how they would fit in.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>If you like fantasy and you want to be the next Tolkien, don’t read big Tolkienesque fantasies—Tolkien didn’t read big Tolkienesque fantasies, he read books on Finnish philology. Go and read outside of your comfort zone, go and learn stuff.</p>
<p>Neil Gaiman</p>
</blockquote>
<p>When my reading time dwindled with increasing academic and social commitments, my writing dried up as well. For the past year, I have been slowly easing myself back into reading, mostly non-fiction books. When I started to write regularly, could not fight the urge to dive back into fiction and read voraciously.</p>
<h3>Drawing</h3>
<p>It seems almost inevitable that I would develop a love for drawing. My father is an artist who specialises in oil painting. His artistic inclination has certainly rubbed off on me. It also helped that he created a conducive environment for me to explore my creativity when I was a kid. I started drawing at a tender age of two. A lot of my sketches from then are well preserved.</p>
<p>I subscribe to the <a href="https://www.creativebloq.com/imaginefx">ImagineFX magazine</a> for my monthly dose of inspiration from the best fantasy and sci-fi artists. Yes, you guessed it. This is how I improve my taste in this genre of digital art.</p>
<p>What is your passion? Take a step back and think of how you can improve yourself in your area of interest with Jiro’s philosophy.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Authenticity]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/authenticity</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/authenticity"/>
        <updated>2014-07-23T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Authenticity, along with my recent muse on consistency and minimalism, has spurred me to post more and edit less.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I have been thinking a lot about being authentic on this blog. Authenticity, along with my recent muse on consistency and minimalism, has spurred me to post more and edit less.</p>
<p>Ever since Brian Gardner <a href="https://briangardner.com/about/">discussed authenticity</a>, I have been reflecting upon the direction of my blog. Why the lack of authenticity? Vulnerability. Fear. These are the common factors that drive people to have an online persona that is different from who they are.</p>
<h3>Image crafting</h3>
<p>Image crafting on social media is all too common. You share what they want people to see. Such selective sharing distorts others’ perception of them. They are unable to accept who they are or love themselves. Blame it on pride and in securities. They build a carefully constructed image of themselves to project to their online social circle.</p>
<p>Self-portraits are a good example of image crafting. By now, most internet-savvy users would be aware of how deceiving such photos are. Choose the right angle and the best framing to make themselves look completely different. Make up. Touch up. Some camera apps even have magic one-touch filters that cleans up the photos.</p>
<p>However, who are the image crafters really lying to? If the synthetic profile is the complete opposite of their real selves, the constructed image shatters when you meet them personally and start to get to know them. What would you think of them when you realise that it is a sham? Would you want to develop a friendship with a person if you can’t be sure if they are sincere? Therein lies the importances of authenticity. When you present your genuine self online, it helps you to connect with others.</p>
<p>What is the point of looking flawless and seemingly lead a lifestyle that makes others envious? Family and friends will, consciously or subconsciously, compare themselves with your life. This leads to a barrier that makes it harder to connect with them.</p>
<h3>Being authentic</h3>
<p>My thoughts on authenticity led me to consider ditching Facebook. I have greatly reduced what I share on Facebook, choosing to engage others on a more personal level through messaging or face-to-face discussion.</p>
<p>This blog is the ideal platform to continue sharing my thoughts. My tech commentaries have been moved to <a href="https://bakingpixel.com">BakingPixel</a>, a site I started with my friend <a href="https://chungliwen.com">Matt</a> to share our views on tech news. Posting on BakingPixel has stirred me to share my thoughts and views here. Rather than restrict the blog to photography related posts only or trying to craft entries that tie my thoughts with my photos, I will be posting more text-only entries that focusses on the flow of my thoughts.</p>
<p>Freeing myself of being shackled by the desire to include photos with my entries should make it easier to post more consistently. Consistency is a goal that I strive for this year. Several tasks have become routines in my daily life and this has led to me making progress in several areas. Among them, writing longhand has made a great impact on me. It made me realise how the pen unleashes my thoughts and words flow with the ink. I will talk more about writing longhand in another entry. My daily writing has triggered the urge in me to blog and it seemed almost inevitable that I would end up with text-only entries.</p>
<h3>Authenticity in photography</h3>
<p>It is common for photographers to be very selective when it comes to the photos they share. However, there are some photographers who I admire that make me appreciate their genuineness by posting their photos freely. Instead of worrying about the quality of the photos, they post their photos regularly. And from there, I’m able to glean some of their thoughts and emotions.</p>
<p>Photographers are good image crafters, pun intended. It is no secret that photographers try to present our best works. It is understandable that only the very best photos should be considered in a photographer’s portfolio. Many of the great photographers are able to capture the decisive moment because they snap multiple shots. The money shot is filed into the portfolio and the misses are discarded. Take a look at the contact sheets of the famous photographers and you’ll notice a sequence of the same scene. Of course, that doesn’t meant you hold the shutter release and pray for a good shot. Experience hones your anticipation. And through anticipation you know the right moment to use burst modes.</p>
<p>Is it wrong for photographers to be selective of our work? The answer is no. Photographers are artists first and foremost and it is only natural for us to strive for the best shots. However, when it comes to a more personal platform like a blog, I feel that being authentic plays a big part in helping you to connect with your readers. It doesn’t hurt to let yourself be vulnerable and share photos that illustrate your thoughts.</p>
<p>What are your views on being authentic as a photographer?</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Badminton baby]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/badminton-baby</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/badminton-baby"/>
        <updated>2014-07-05T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A few months ago, we had some down time and brought my niece out for her first badminton session. I took my Nikon D90 out of hibernation for a spin.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>A few months ago, we had some down time and brought my niece out for her first badminton session. I took my Nikon D90 out of hibernation for a spin.</p>
<p>Most of it was video footage but the handful of photos we got pretty much sums up how my niece took to the game. It was one of those days where you bring a body, pop on a prime lens, in this case it was a nifty fifty, and head out to enjoy.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/ruiying-badminton-001.webp" alt="Ruiying plays badminton" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/ruiying-badminton-002.webp" alt="Ruiying plays badminton" /></p>
<p>It is good to learn the importance of staying hydrated as such a young age. You have learnt well, little Padawan.</p>
<p>She seemed confused at first but after a while of settling down, she was in charge. She was telling us where to stand and started passing and taking items from us.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/ruiying-badminton-003.webp" alt="Ruiying plays badminton" /></p>
<p>Having wielded two badminton racquets at one point, I was sure she was going to grab another racquet. She went for the case of shuttlecocks instead.</p>
<p>My niece has grown quite a bit since then. She has picked up quite a vocabulary and has been chatty lately. It would be interesting to have another badminton session with her.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Chinese New Year 2014]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/chinese-new-year-2014</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/chinese-new-year-2014"/>
        <updated>2014-03-21T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Chinese New Year in Malaysia involves a lot of travelling if your extended family is scattered across the different states.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>It was the second Chinese New Year since the passing of my grandmother. I am still getting used to not having her around. She was the anchor of the family and it was an annual custom for my relatives to congregate at my uncle’s home where she stayed. I am glad that we continued the tradition this year by making the trip to Batu Pahat.</p>
<p>Another change that made its presence felt was my baby niece. She has become the focal point that my family revolves around, being the first grandchild in the family. This meant that we could no longer fit the whole family into a car. So we drove two cars up north.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/chinese-new-year-2014-004.webp" alt="Refuelling" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/chinese-new-year-2014-005.webp" alt="Refuelling" /></p>
<p>Chinese New Year in Malaysia involves a lot of travelling if your extended family is scattered across the different states. I guess I am lucky because I only need to drive to Batu Pahat and Alor Gajah. Batu Pahat is still within the state of Johor and Alor Gajah is in Malacca, which is beside Johor. So I have it easy compared to others who have to drive across several states to visit their relatives.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/chinese-new-year-2014-023.webp" alt="Refuelling" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/chinese-new-year-2014-022.webp" alt="Junction" /></p>
<p>Still, driving long distance is mind-sapping. We started our journey from Johor Bahru and travelled to Batu Pahat. The drive took twice the usual time due to heavy traffic. To worsen things, a car crash brought traffic on the highway to a standstill. After lunch and some catching up with my paternal relatives, we had to rush to Alor Gajah to visit my maternal relatives. By the time we reached Malacca, my brother and I were drained from our driving duties and took a nap to recharge.</p>
<p>We had to leave for home early in the evening so that we did not have to drive for long after the sun sets. The exhaustion from having to concentrate while driving was noticeable. I found it hard to focus and get in the zone to take photos. My mind just wanted to relax.</p>
<p>Instead of making such a hurried and tiring trip, I think I would rather stay a night in a hotel so I get to spend more time with my relatives and also to take photos.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/chinese-new-year-2014-002.webp" alt="Baby selfie" /></p>
<p>My niece loves to take selfies.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/chinese-new-year-2014-001.webp" alt="Aunt and niece" /></p>
<p>The lines were due to the high ISO of 1,250. I usually keep to a maximum of ISO 640. But that is with the faster lens speed of the Voigtlander 35 mm f/1.4 SC. I was using my recently acquired Voigtlander 21 mm f/4 Color-Skopar so I had to bump the ISO up to compensate for it.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/chinese-new-year-2014-003.webp" alt="Cheeky girl" /></p>
<p>This is another shot at ISO 1,250. It is a lot cleaner as the scene is brighter with less shadows.</p>
<p>I rushed home from Singapore after work. The longest part of the journey was the 45 minute wait for the express bus. Otherwise, there was very little traffic. There was once I took six hours just to get home due to the massive crowd. In recent years, people tend to travel back to Malaysia a few days earlier to avoid the congestion. So it has been relatively less crowded.</p>
<p>I really miss using my Fujifilm X100. We took the same shot last year and I used the live view to line up the shot. With the Leica M8, I have to guess. I only had that few moments to nail it before the baby lost interest in staring at the mirror.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Markdown: The writer's Swiss Army Knife]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/markdown</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/markdown"/>
        <updated>2014-02-19T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Markdown is not just a better way of writing. It's a better way of thinking.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Markdown has changed the way I type. I have been reading about Markdown for a few years before I gave it ago. Realising how powerful it is, I decided to make an effort integrate it in my workflow and it has certainly levelled up my writing process.</p>
<h2>Hassle of formatting</h2>
<p>I have never been a fan of WYSIWYG editors, as much as I’ve tried to work with them. When I type in rich text editors, I find myself distracted by the need to format text. That meant taking my hand off the keyboard to select the text and apply the style. I noticed that when my hands leave the keyboard, it breaks my chain of thoughts. When I rest my hand on the keyboard after formatting, I often find myself having to pause and recall where my thoughts left off.</p>
<p>To avoid lifting my hands off the keyboard, I started using the arrow keys to select the text and apply styles using short keys. It worked for short snippets of texts but when I need to select larger chunks of text, I’m back to the same problem I faced before. This made me try out writing in plain text so I don’t even get to think about formatting.</p>
<p>My first experience with pure plain text for the purpose of writing was when I created and edited content for wikis. Most wikis use a form of wiki text as the input syntax. Different wiki platforms usually have their own syntax but the general idea is the same. By writing in wiki text, your mind is freed from formatting and you can concentrate on the content.</p>
<p>When I finally tried out Markdown, I realised that it was very similar to wiki text. I immediately fell in love with writing in Markdown.</p>
<h2>What is Markdown?</h2>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Markdown">Markdown</a> is a formatting syntax created by <a href="https://daringfireball.net/projects/markdown/">John Gruber</a> with contributions from the late <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aaron_Swartz">Aaron Swartz</a>. It was created to make plain text easy to read. It can also be easily converted to HTML. Take a look at the Wikipedia entry to learn more about the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Markdown">history of Markdown</a>.</p>
<p>You might even be using Markdown without realising it. Formatting text in Discord? That’s Markdown. Slack? Markdown. GitHub? You bet. Notion, Apple Notes, Obsidian, and pretty much every <a href="/why-i-switched-from-ulysses-to-bear">note-taking app worth its salt</a> uses Markdown. You can even find it in WhatsApp.</p>
<p>Below are a few examples useful for writing articles. <a href="https://www.markdownguide.org">Check out the guide</a> for all the available Markdown options.</p>
<h3>Styling</h3>
<p>Markdown: <code>I can make text **bold** or *italic*.</code></p>
<p>Output: I can make text <strong>bold</strong> or <em>italic</em>.</p>
<p>Markdown: <code>It is easy to [link to url](/) and [link to relative paths](/about).</code></p>
<p>Output: It is easy to <a href="/">link to url</a> and <a href="/about">link to relative paths</a>.</p>
<h3>Images</h3>
<p>It is easy to add images to your text.</p>
<p>Markdown: <code>![Markdown](markdown-cover.webp)</code></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/markdown-cover.webp" alt="Joy" /></p>
<h2>Markdown implementation</h2>
<p>Markdown has gained increasing widespread use.</p>
<ul>
<li>Note-taking apps: <a href="https://bear.app">Bear</a>, Apple Notes, <a href="https://help.obsidian.md/Editing+and+formatting/Basic+formatting+syntax">Obsidian</a>, <a href="https://www.markdownguide.org/tools/logseq/">Logseq</a>, and <a href="https://www.notion.so">Notion</a> lead the pack</li>
<li>Writing platforms: <a href="https://ghost.org/help/using-markdown/">Ghost</a>, <a href="https://en.blog.wordpress.com/2013/11/19/markdown/">WordPress</a>, and <a href="https://support.substack.com/hc/en-us/articles/360037463132-Do-you-support-Markdown">Substack</a> all support Markdown</li>
<li>Documentation: <a href="https://www.gitbook.com">GitBook</a>, <a href="https://readthedocs.org">ReadTheDocs</a>, and most technical docs use Markdown</li>
<li>AI tools: Even AI tools like <a href="https://claude.ai">Claude</a> and <a href="https://chat.openai.com">ChatGPT</a> understand and generate Markdown</li>
</ul>
<p>Bear is designed as a Markdown note app. Obsidian and Logseq both store your notes as Markdown files.</p>
<h2>Why Markdown?</h2>
<ul>
<li>
<p>Future-proof: The single most compelling reason for me to highly recommend Markdown is that it is future-proof. Your writing is readable in any Markdown-compatible platform. Any half-decent note-taking app would support Markdown, so your notes would retain their formatting when you switch apps.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Ready to publish: Given how widely Markdown is used now, you can easily publish your writing without having to reformat it for different platforms.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>Focus: Your mind is freed from formatting. Let it flow with your writing and concentrate on the content.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<h2>Try it out</h2>
<p>Don’t just take my word for it – dip your toes in with these modern Markdown playgrounds:</p>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://stackedit.io">StackEdit</a> - Write and see the results instantly</li>
<li><a href="https://dillinger.io">Dillinger</a> - Clean, modern interface</li>
<li><a href="https://hedgedoc.org">HedgeDoc</a> - Collaborative Markdown editing</li>
</ul>
<p>I heard about Markdown for more than a year before I ended up giving it a go. When I did, I was kicking myself for not trying it earlier.</p>
<p>Markdown is not just a better way of writing. It’s a better way of thinking</p>
<p>Give it a spin. It might just revolutionise the way you write.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Shooting Gardens by the Bay]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/shooting-gardens-by-the-bay</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/shooting-gardens-by-the-bay"/>
        <updated>2013-03-26T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Shooting Gardens by the Bay, the new attraction in town.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>When Gardens by the Bay opened in Singapore last year, I went down to have a look at the new attraction in town. It was also a little outing with my brother and his family.</p>
<p>The exterior of the conservatories and the artificial big trees are ideal subjects for photographers. These were designed to be striking landmarks and they will spawn thousands of similar looking photographs as more people visit.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-001.webp" alt="Tourists in the Ang Mo Kio MRT station in Singapore" /></p>
<p>Tourists on the platform of Ang Mo Kio MRT station is an uncommon sight.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-002.webp" alt="Escalators in ION Orchard" /></p>
<p>Four-storey high escalators in ION Orchard.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-003.webp" alt="Tourists buying milk tea in Singapore" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-005.webp" alt="Self portrait of photographer Jenxi" /></p>
<p>The underpass that links the Bayfront MRT station to the Gardens by the Bay has full length mirrors on both walls. I could not resist stopping for a self-portrait.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-007.webp" alt="People taking photos of their reflections in the mirror" /></p>
<p>Neither could this group of tourists.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-008.webp" alt="People taking photos of their reflections in the mirror" /></p>
<p>Nor this group of friends.</p>
<p>Almost everyone that walked through the underpass stopped to take a photo of their reflection.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-010.webp" alt="Underground passage in Singapore" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-011.webp" alt="Photographer getting ready to shoot" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-019.webp" alt="Photographer shooting using a monopod" /></p>
<p>Tilt-screens have made photography a lot easier on the elderly. Instead of having to bring their eyes to the viewfinder and bend down to shoot, they simply use the tilt-screen and live view to frame the picture.</p>
<p>There were many photographers at the Gardens. It had just opened and any decent photographer would be unable to resist the temptation to shoot there. Most of them seemed to be waiting for the blue hour for landscape shots.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-012.webp" alt="A bridge and its reflection in the water" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-014.webp" alt="Two young photographers" /></p>
<p>Some came unprepared and had to resort to makeshift tripods.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-015.webp" alt="Sign saying " /></p>
<p>Maybe it is just me but the drawing does not look like it means “do not release the turtle”. It looks more like “do not karate chop the turtle”.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-016.webp" alt="Photographer walking on a bridge" /></p>
<p>A photographer in full gear.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-017.webp" alt="Girl taking photos with her iPhone" /></p>
<p>Some people, like the lovely lady above, prefer to simply shoot with their smartphones.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-018.webp" alt="Silhouette of Gardens by the Bay" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-020.webp" alt="A couple with their children." /></p>
<p>I cannot comprehend why parents would want to treat their children like pets.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-024.webp" alt="Out of focus photo of a super tree in Gardens by the Bay" /></p>
<p>I decided to do a bokeh shot for the fun of it.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120716-street-025.webp" alt="View from the OCBC walkway in the Gardens by the Bay" /></p>
<p>And that is my first trip to the Gardens by the Bay. I went there a few months later and visited the conservatories.</p>
<p>If you are keen on macro photography, it is worthwhile to pay for the entrance fee and spend a day in the conservatories. The flowers make good macro subjects.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Mailbox app]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/mailbox-app</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/mailbox-app"/>
        <updated>2013-03-14T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A new way to manage your emails.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>The Mailbox app has generated a lot of hype among users and potential users. New users are added to a growing waiting list as the developers try to keep up with the demand for the app.</p>
<p>This might give you a perspective of how popular this new email app is: there were 670,000 people in front of me when I joined the waiting list and after I gained access, there were still 700,000 people on the list.</p>
<p>Those of you who follow technology news would probably have heard of the Mailbox app. The reviews that I have come across ranged from positive to outright hailing it as a <a href="https://www.forbes.com/sites/anthonykosner/2013/02/17/mailbox-app-revolutionizes-gmail-productivity-will-google-or-apple-buy-it/">revolutionary app</a>.</p>
<p>When I first heard of the app, I downloaded it immediately. I am always eager to find new ways to increase my productivity. Apps such as <a href="https://www.evernote.com">Evernote</a> and <a href="https://getpocket.com/">Pocket</a> have made immense impact on my content consumption and creative processes. However, checking email was an area where I found myself spending too much time on.</p>
<p>One of my daily tasks is to achieve <a href="https://www.43folders.com/2007/07/25/merlins-inbox-zero-talk">Inbox Zero</a>. For the uninitiated, that means reducing the number of unread emails in your inbox to zero. Mailbox is an app that wants you to get to Inbox Zero. I had to try it.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/mailbox-first-zero.webp" alt="Mailbox first zero" /></p>
<p>I was an early adopter of Gmail, registering my first account back in 2004. Since then, it has become an integral part of my life. I get a reasonable amount of email every day, of which probably a quarter require my attention. I have managed to filter out the noise and concentrate on the important emails using Gmail add-ons from the Google Lab such as <a href="https://support.google.com/mail/answer/186531?hl=en">Priority Inbox</a> and <a href="https://gmailblog.blogspot.sg/2011/03/new-in-gmail-labs-smart-labels.html">Smart Labels</a>. On top of that, I have my own filters to label the various emails to help me block out even more noise as well as to identify emails that I can choose to leave aside for the time being.</p>
<p>Despite all these measures, I still had to go through 50 emails daily. Smart Labels reduced my inbox from around 200 emails a day to 50. That is an achievement but even then, checking emails still took up more time than I liked.</p>
<p>This is where Mailbox came into the picture.</p>
<h2>Mailbox</h2>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/mailbox-welcome.webp" alt="Mailbox welcome" /></p>
<p>Mailbox does not introduce something radical to the way you go through your emails. Rather, it creates a workflow that helps you to focus on the important things. This is why some people dislike Mailbox. People who are already very used to their own workflow in managing their emails or had complex filtering systems in place tend to be less willing to conform to the workflow touted by Mailbox.</p>
<p>You have to be willing to follow Mailbox’s workflow or at least incorporate it into your workflow to enjoy the benefits of the app.</p>
<p>It is a very simple concept. When messages come into your email account, you can choose to list it, set it aside, archive it or delete it. There are no new functions in this workflow. It takes existing features of Gmail and make it into a very powerful workflow.</p>
<p>Most importantly, Mailbox makes the four options very simple to execute. You need multiple steps to complete the same action in Gmail. With Mailbox, it is as easy as a swipe of your finger.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/mailbox-workflow.webp" alt="Mailbox workflow" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/mailbox-swipe-right.webp" alt="Mailbox swipe right" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/mailbox-long-swipe-right.webp" alt="Mailbox long swipe right" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/mailbox-swipe-left.webp" alt="Mailbox swipe left" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/mailbox-long-swipe-left.webp" alt="Mailbox long swipe left" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/mailbox-lists.webp" alt="Mailbox lists" /></p>
<p>The left swipes are not exactly single steps since you need to choose the time for the reminder and the list that you want to add to. But it is a lot more intuitive than other mail apps that I have used.</p>
<p>I find myself breezing through my inbox as I archive emails that I have read, delete the ones that I have no need for, and setting emails aside for another time. I am able to easily achieve Inbox Zero within a few minutes of going through my emails when I wake up.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/mailbox-snooze.webp" alt="Mailbox snooze" /></p>
<p>Choose when you want to be reminded about this email.</p>
<h2>Inbox Zero</h2>
<p>Mailbox wants you to achieve Inbox Zero. And when you do, it rewards you with a featured image pulled from Instagram. Users get a beautiful photo for their efforts and the photographer gets exposure.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/mailbox-daily-zero.webp" alt="Mailbox daily zero" /></p>
<p>Of course, the onus is still on you to take time to sit down and go through your reading list, and to take action when the reminder alert pops up. The app has done its part and the rest is up to you.</p>
<p>If you work with email daily and have not downloaded Mailbox, I highly recommend you to do so. Be flexible and experiment with a new workflow. It might just save you from the endless email clutter.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Flash mob in Orchard]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/flash-mob-in-orchard</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/flash-mob-in-orchard"/>
        <updated>2013-03-02T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Flash mobs are not uncommon in big cities. They are even less so at the busiest parts of these cities. However, I did not expect to encounter one when I took a brief walk along Orchard Road.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Flash mobs are not uncommon in big cities. They are even less so at the busiest parts of these cities. However, I did not expect to encounter one when I took a brief walk along Orchard Road.</p>
<p>The theme of the day appeared on its own. Hats. I did not expect to snap so many photos of people wearing interesting hats.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-001.webp" alt="Self-portrait of photographer Jenxi" /></p>
<p>Self-portrait to get myself started. I walk past this mirror every day. It is part of the playground below my home.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-003.webp" alt="Woman with a large cap and man with a small cap" /></p>
<p>This large-beaked hat kicked off the series of hat shots.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-004.webp" alt="Two men wearing caps" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-005.webp" alt="Three persons walking along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>There is a hat in this shot but it was the seen and unseen stare behind the shades that caught my attention.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-006.webp" alt="A couple wearing matching hats" /></p>
<p>Not only do they match their hats, they even match the way they place their shades!</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-008.webp" alt="A cameraman wearing a cap" /></p>
<p>Wearing a cap is useful if you need to mount a GoPro camera on your head. This camera man was taking videos of skaters doing stunts. They ended being a nuisance to the public walking along the busy street.</p>
<p>Then I got distracted.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-009.webp" alt="Amateur video crew" /></p>
<p>When three cameras are set up like this and point at the same direction, you know something is going to happen.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-010.webp" alt="A group of Indian dancers in a flash mob along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-011.webp" alt="A group of Indian dancers in a flash mob along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-012.webp" alt="A group of Indian dancers in a flash mob along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-013.webp" alt="A group of Indian dancers in a flash mob along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-014.webp" alt="A group of Indian dancers in a flash mob along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-015.webp" alt="A group of Indian dancers in a flash mob along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-016.webp" alt="A group of Indian dancers in a flash mob along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-017.webp" alt="A group of Indian dancers in a flash mob along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120722-street-018.webp" alt="A group of Indian dancers in a flash mob along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>I was wary of getting into the frame of the video cameras so this was the closest I could go. Many people whipped out their smartphones and cameras to take photos or videos of the mob, as you can see in the background of the shots.</p>
<p>Then, it was over as abruptly as it started.</p>
<p>My time for shooting was up and I had to go to another appointment.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Minimalistic theme]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/minimalistic-theme</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/minimalistic-theme"/>
        <updated>2013-02-23T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[I have switched to a minimalistic theme for this blog. This change has been planned for a while and the switch was finally completed last week.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I have switched to a minimalistic theme for this blog. This change has been planned for a while and the switch was finally completed last week.</p>
<p>This post was supposed to appear when the new look went live. However, there were a few issues with the new theme that kept me busy and I took a trip to Bangkok thereafter. There are still some cosmetic issues that I need to look into so please bear with them for the time being.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/iamjenxi-traction.webp" alt="jenxi.com using Traction Pro by ThemeFoundry" /></p>
<p>Traction Pro from 2008 to 2013</p>
<p>It was an important move because it was not just a switch to a different design, but also moving towards using the <a href="https://www.studiopress.com/features">Genesis Framework</a>. While I am no stranger to using a framework for WordPress, I am still relatively new to using the Genesis Framework. My experience so far with it has been excellent. I am in the process of moving my websites to Genesis and my future projects would most probably be built on it as well.</p>
<p>I will not go into the details about using a framework or explaining the advantages of using Genesis. You can find a lot of information on the internet and many of these writers are a lot more qualified than me to talk about these topics.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/iamjenxi-minimum.webp" alt="jenxi.com using the Minimum theme from StudioPress" /></p>
<p>The choice of the minimalist design is to place emphasis on the content. An important feature of this theme is its responsive design. This means the site is optimised for viewing on all resolutions. It is an important step going forward because readers are increasingly accessing websites on their mobile devices.</p>
<p>I post about photography on this blog and images are vital to the content. Hence, I wanted a design that optimised the photos for the screen resolution. The downside of this was that I would have to go through my older posts and update the small photos with higher resolution versions. I had anticipated this issue and I have been posting my images in larger sizes since last year.</p>
<p>If you encounter any issues with the new look, <a href="/hey">please let me know</a>. Your feedback is very important to me because there are so many browsers and operating systems that I have not tested this on.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Teaching improves your photography]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/teaching-improves-your-photography</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/teaching-improves-your-photography"/>
        <updated>2013-02-06T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Teaching improves your photography because you actually learn in the process.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Teaching others improves your photography because you actually learn in the process. When you teach, you discover how well you know a particular subject and, more importantly, the areas where your knowledge is lacking.</p>
<p>Some people are selfish and refuse to share their knowledge. They are reluctant to teach others because they are afraid that their students will improve as a result and eventually surpass them. This is a wrong mentality.</p>
<p>By being open and share your knowledge with others, you will end up learning more. They might ask questions that never occurred to you. You will gain a deeper understanding of the subject or even discover something new that might bring your photography to the next level.</p>
<p>Hence, I have a lot of respect for photographers who are very willing to share and teach others.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-023.webp" alt="Woman in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>There are some photographers who refuse to even show their EXIF data. And there are those who will readily provide you with the information and even give an insight on how they took the shot.</p>
<p>Through the EXIF data, we can only tell what camera settings were used to take the particular shot. It is useful to beginners because it teaches them about exposure and how to change the settings to obtain their desired effect.</p>
<p>In my opinion, if others can recreate your shots by simply looking at your EXIF data, then your photo is not special enough.</p>
<p>Teaching is a passionate topic for me. All the more so when it is teaching about photography. I can write a lengthy piece about it but I shall stop here.</p>
<p>I have been teaching friends about the basics of photography and guiding them as they start out in the hobby. It has been a very fulfilling experience and I would be glad to continue with it in 2013.</p>
<p>If you are keen to learn, I am very willing to teach. <a href="/hey">Contact me</a> and we can arrange for a session.</p>
<p>This photos are from a session I had with a couple of my friends. It covered the basics of photography as well as guidance on how to approach strangers to take their photos.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-001.webp" alt="Portrait of a stranger" /></p>
<p>This girl was a student from La Salle School of Arts. She was doing a school project where she had to take photographs of a stranger. After explaining that I was doing a similar project, she gladly let me take a shot.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-006.webp" alt="A man setting up decorations along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>This hairstyle seems to be getting more popular recently.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-007.webp" alt="Two woman walking in Orchard Road under an umbrella" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-011.webp" alt="Two photographers checking their images on their camera screens" /></p>
<p>My students for the day were <a href="https://emptywhiteroom.wordpress.com">Valerie</a> and Joyce. Joyce spent 2014 <a href="https://letsgoloco.tumblr.com">travelling around the world</a>.</p>
<p>They were caught chimping. We set a rule against chimping after that. Still they were tempted to look at their screen at times. Nevertheless, they tried their best not to and I believe it helped in their photography.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-012.webp" alt="Tourists waiting for their ice cream" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-013.webp" alt="Photographer's self-portrait" /></p>
<p>One of the many camera T-shirts I bought in Bangkok.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-014.webp" alt="Dog drinking a cup of milk" /></p>
<p>We came across a mother and daughter with their pet dog at McDonald’s in Scape.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-018.webp" alt="Two photographers taking photos of a dog found in McDonald''s at Scape in Orchard" /></p>
<p>The girls’ busy snapping were punctuated by exclamations regarding the dog’s cuteness.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-015.webp" alt="A woman carrying her pet dog" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-028.webp" alt="Two teenage girls in Orchard Road Singapore" /></p>
<p>Another portrait of strangers. This is more akin to street fashion style.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-021.webp" alt="Elderly man wearing sunglasses and sitting in a wheel chair" /></p>
<p>This elderly man was very happy to be surrounded by photographers eager to take a photo of him. I think we made his day.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-025.webp" alt="Tourist with a statue in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-024.webp" alt="Two photographers shooting cones in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>We spotted some cones. It seems like the cone invasion in Japan has spread to Singapore.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-036.webp" alt="09092012-street-036" /></p>
<p>A guy was displaying his collection of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lee_Kuan_Yew">Lee Kuan Yew</a> figures in front of the Mandarin Gallery. He seems like a big fan of the founding father of Singapore.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120909-street-005.webp" alt="A boy's sneakers and skateboard" /></p>
<p>A little boy with good taste.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[First photo walk of 2013]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/first-photo-walk-of-2013</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/first-photo-walk-of-2013"/>
        <updated>2013-01-23T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[I took my first photo walk in 2013 on the first weekend of the year to kick off 2013 with a bang.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I took my first photo walk in 2013 on the first weekend of the year to kick off 2013 with a bang. This is the first time I am shooting on the street since my last walk in late September.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-001.webp" alt="Looking into a Christmas installation with multiple mirrors" /></p>
<p>For the past few months, I have been busy with portrait shoots. I enjoy working with models and makeup artists to create photos. However, my schedule and that of the models only allowed us to shoot on Sundays. My other day off for my current roster is on Mondays . I avoid shooting on the streets on Monday due to less crowds walking about in town. I’ve tried shooting on Mondays in the past and I could hardly find people to shoot along Orchard Road.</p>
<p>That said, I am looking into shooting at other locations that tourists would go to. I hope to find interesting subjects at those places. My Sundays have been fully booked for the rest of the month. So I need to find time to allow me to continue shooting street photography regularly.</p>
<p>At Charlie Kirk‘s encouragement, I‘ll be shooting with a wider focal length. I‘ll be using the Ricoh GRD III and the Fujifilm X100 as they have the effective focal length of 28mm and 35mm respectively. I might shoot with the AF-D 35mm f/2 on the D700 when I get the lens back from my brother but I would prefer to shoot at that focal length on the Leica M8. That would mean getting a wider lens and most probably a viewfinder for accurate framing.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-003.webp" alt="Family of four wearing stripes" /></p>
<p>Not a great shot but I want to highlight the purple fringing. I get it quite a lot when I shoot on the Voigtlander 35mm Nokton f/1.4  Classic SC. The only way around this is seems to be avoiding sudden transitions from light to dark in the shot or converting the shot to black and white. I can’t seem to correct the chromatic aberration in Lightroom. Leave a comment if you know a solution to this other than using a better lens.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-007.webp" alt="Teenager along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-006.webp" alt="A teenager along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>Left: This is the first stranger I shot in 2013. Very interesting appearance but she was quite shy.</p>
<p>Right: The second stranger in the year. She’s a friend of the previous girl. I was able to chat with her a bit more and position her to get the catch-lights in her eyes and use the stairs in the background as leading lines.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-013.webp" alt="Tourists in front of ION Orchard" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-014.webp" alt="Video crew at work along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>Left: I wonder what error 99 is.</p>
<p>Right: I came across a two man crew filming along Orchard Road.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-015.webp" alt="Video crew at work along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>It‘s quite a challenge to shoot in Orchard Road on a Sunday. While there is the busy background on the street, having so many people walking around meant that they would inadvertently walk into the frame.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-018.webp" alt="Video crew at work along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>The actresses were pretty interesting. I could tell from their looks that they were sisters but they looked like they could even bee triplets. Each had their other half, the three guys in the background. I wonder if these guys were really their partners or merely fellow actors.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-016.webp" alt="A man in bright clothing taking photos with his smartphone camera" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-017.webp" alt="A man with cameras dangling from his bag" /></p>
<p>Left: Smart phone photography with style.</p>
<p>Right: This guy was shooting with a digital compact camera. He also had a Sprocket Rocket and a Fisheye Baby.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-020.webp" alt="Two girls wearing matching clothing" /></p>
<p>These two girls were wearing identical clothing except for their belts and shoes. I wonder if they wore that out of a close friendship or if that was their uniform.</p>
<p>Focusing on a particular theme or subject can help you to spot interesting things to photograph. However, in this shot, I noticed their identical clothing and ended up missing the lady in blue in the background. She was walking so fast that by the time I saw her, she had walked past me.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-022.webp" alt="Two woman along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>It‘s not the first time that I have seen these peculiar shades.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-025.webp" alt="Photographer along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>I was joined by my new friend Aaron.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-026.webp" alt="Photographer along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>My friend <a href="https://emptywhiteroom.wordpress.com/">Valerie</a>, who introduced Aaron to me. She likes to take photos of children and they really enjoy being photographed by this friendly stranger.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-032.webp" alt="Photographer taking photos of a child" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-028.webp" alt="Tourists resting along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>It was a pity that I was not able to shoot along Orchard Road during the Christmas holidays. It is a very good time to shoot street photography but I had other work scheduled for the whole of December.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20130106-street-031.webp" alt="Tourists sitting along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>I ended up taking a lot less photos than I would have preferred but I had a feeling that this would happen. Having not shot on the streets for a few months, I find that it takes me a while to get into the rhythm and even then it is a far cry from how I shot back in September.</p>
<p>There are a few other projects that I need to work on in the next couple of months so that would mean having to juggle street photography along with these projects. Chinese New Year is just around the corner and that would take up at least half of February. It does give me the opportunity to capture candid shots of my big extended family. So regardless of the genre, I will keep shooting. That is the only way to get better.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[2012 in review]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/2012-in-review</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/2012-in-review"/>
        <updated>2013-01-05T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[2012 has been a pretty good year for me in terms of my photography. I wish I could say the same about my writing.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>2012 has been a pretty good year for me in terms of my photography. I wish I could say the same about my writing.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120604-street-004.webp" alt="Mother and her two daughters in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>This post is a little late. I was not able to complete it in time for the end of the year. December was a busy month with several model shoots, my first video production and a wedding celebration.</p>
<p>I had a Christmas party at home with my house-mates but the festive cheer was not extended till New Year’s Day. My grandmother passed away and I rushed back to Johor Bahru for the wake and funeral.</p>
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<h2>Photo walks</h2>
<p>My previous photo-a-day projects were unsuccessful and I was becoming disillusioned with my ability to produce good shots.</p>
<p>Then, I started to do <a href="/weekends-orchard">photo walks weekly</a>. I tried to shoot every Sunday and on the occasions that I was unable to do so, I shot on a Monday instead. I preferred weekends because of the a larger crowd and a myriad of events going on in town. I have encountered <a href="/publicity-stunts">publicity stunts</a>, a <a href="/adopt-a-pet-instead-of-buying-one">pet adoption drive</a>, and even a <a href="/runway-in-orchard-road">fashion runway</a>.</p>
<p>I did most of the photo walks along Orchard Road. There were days when I decided to take a longer route and started the walk <a href="/little-india-to-orchard-road-a-photo-walk">from Little India</a> instead. I realised that it is rather quiet there on weekends and I hope to experience shooting there on a bustling weekday morning.</p>
<p>It was a slow start to the project. There was the initial barrier due to my shyness to approach strangers, my self-consciousness of drawing attention for shooting on the street, and the lack of confidence. I was able to slowly come out of my shell and interact with my subjects and walk up to strangers to ask to take a picture of them.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-street-004.webp" alt="street performer in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>If you have not tried shooting on the street or approaching strangers, I strongly encourage you to give it a go. It is an understatement to say that it changed my approach to photography. The confidence gained does wonders to my shooting.</p>
<p>Shooting consistently also improve the number of keepers I got per shot. Of course, there were <a href="/unproductive-days">unproductive days</a>. It is important to know how to shake up things up once in a while to keep yourself inspired. Some methods that worked for me was switching to a <a href="/shorter-focal-length-street-photography">different focal length</a>, using a <a href="/street-photography-with-fujifilm-x100">different camera</a>, and looking out for a theme such as <a href="/street-fashion-in-orchard">street fashion</a> or even be more specific and single out a particular accessory.</p>
<h2>Photos</h2>
<p>I launched <a href="/photos">my portfolio site</a> back in May. Although the site is up and running, the portfolio is still a work in progress. As my photographic taste evolves, I remove photos that I previously put up  on the site. It is still a long way from being a showcase that I can be proud of.</p>
<h2>Leica M8</h2>
<p>I bought a <a href="/my-first-leica">Leica M8</a>. It has always been my dream to own a Leica. If you are an avid photographer, you should know of this legendary brand of camera. The M8 has become the <a href="/orchard-road-street-photography-with-the-leica-m8">first camera I pick up</a> for street photography.</p>
<h2>Writing</h2>
<p>My 2012 NaNoWriMo attempt was once again a failure. It was not a futile effort though. I was able to generate a lot of ideas when I was psyched up by the challenge.</p>
<p>I completed the translation of the first chapter of <a href="https://wuxiasociety.com/demi-gods-and-semi-devils-chapter-1">Demi-Gods and Semi-Devils</a>. It has been on my to-do list for a long time. I plan to work on more chapters of  the series and attempt other wuxia novels as part of my personal project to provide a better translation of the genre for English-speaking readers.</p>
<h2>Baby Ruiying</h2>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-family-025.webp" alt="05132012-Baby-025" /></p>
<p>Moving on to more personal matters, I <a href="/baby-ruiying">became an uncle</a> this year. <a href="/rui-yings-first-month">My baby niece</a> has been an interesting photography subject.</p>
<h2>2013</h2>
<p>It has been a fulfilling year. However, other than the downs mentioned above, I lament the lack of time spent with my friends. We have been busy with work, our personal lives and photographic pursuits. I look forward to a 2013 where we have more time to get together.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Unproductive days]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/unproductive-days</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/unproductive-days"/>
        <updated>2012-12-15T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[There are some days when you just feel disconnected from photography.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>There some days when you just feel disconnected from photography. I have found a few tricks to reset myself to get into the groove. But there are times when I know that it will be an unproductive day.</p>
<p>Sometimes, I would take a coffee break and pass time people watching, or if the location of the café is not ideal, I would browse through photos of other photographers for inspiration. And sometimes I would move to a different place to shoot.</p>
<p>Still, there would always be a chance that nothing would work and the photos turn out bad. I would decide to call it a day knowing that at least I got out and tried to shoot.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-013.webp" alt="Man walking across Ray Ban advertisement" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-014.webp" alt="07152012-street-002" /></p>
<p>There was a Singapore Youth Festival performance held in the atrium in front of Ngee Ann City. This lion head had either completed its performance or was waiting for its turn.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-015.webp" alt="Young girls in traditional Korean costumes" /></p>
<p>Korean traditional dance? Their costumes were the most colourful and striking. The only other costume that came close was the pink tutu.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-016.webp" alt="Tourists in Orchard Road looking upwards" /></p>
<p>These tourists were either lost in a moment in time as they looked up in awe at the towering skyscrapers, or they had simply lost their way.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-017.webp" alt="New Volkswagen Beetle" /></p>
<p>This was an interesting roadshow. The emcee was hiding somewhere and pretending to be the car. He was talking to people who went near the car, encouraging them to get into the car to get a feel of the interiors.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-018.webp" alt="Photographer taking a picture of himself" /></p>
<p>Finally, a convex mirror that is at a height where I can get a proper shot.</p>
<p>The others that I’ve spotted along Orchard Road are usually too high for little me.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-019.webp" alt="People walking along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-020.webp" alt="Street scene in Orchard Road with a large lens flare" /></p>
<p>Too much flair in this photo. Pun intended.</p>
<p>We have <a href="https://dannyst.com">Danny</a> on the left and Earvin in red on the far right. Two photographers I met and befriended while out shooting on the streets.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-021.webp" alt="People crossing the street in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>A guy with swag versus a guy lost in his own world.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-022.webp" alt="Photographer shooting along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>A fellow photographer shooting from the thigh.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-013.webp" alt="Pedestrians looking over each other's shoulders" /></p>
<p>Shooting with the Leica M8 meant that I managed to snap the lady but missed out on the guy behind her. I wanted to take a shot of him too but I fumbled with the manual focus and the moment was gone.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-023.webp" alt="T-shirts. Twin shirts." /></p>
<p>They don’t look happy.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-024.webp" alt="07152012-street-015" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-025.webp" alt="Children chasing pigeons in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-026.webp" alt="Child looking at the photographer" /></p>
<p>I went close compared to the other photographers. But in hindsight, I was not close enough.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-027.webp" alt="Tourists wearing " /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-028.webp" alt="Tourist taking photos with his tablet" /></p>
<p>I could probably make a series of people engaged in tablet photography.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-029.webp" alt="Couple wearing matching clothing" /></p>
<p>Colour coordinated couple.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-030.webp" alt="Woman shooting with her smartphone in Louis Vuitton casing" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120715-street-031.webp" alt="Mother and child along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>I guess the kid is too young to wear a skull hence the monkey head.</p>
<p>While none of the photos stood out, I am still glad I made the effort to shoot. I told myself to be disciplined and shoot every Sunday. That meant sacrificing sleep and waking up early in the morning to take a photo walk.</p>
<p>Even if the day was less productive, at least I made the effort to stick to my plan and shoot. Being able to keep up the momentum and shoot routinely is important. If I were to be set back by an unproductive day, I would actually start to question my passion for photography.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Runway in Orchard Road]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/runway-in-orchard-road</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/runway-in-orchard-road"/>
        <updated>2012-12-08T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A fashion runway along busy Orchard Road held by Wisma Atria to mark the completion of renovation works on the exterior of the building.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>A fashion runway is not a common sight along busy Orchard Road. I believe the event was held by the mall, Wisma Atria, to mark the completion of renovation works on the exterior of the building.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-001.webp" alt="Self portrait of photographer wearing Fujifilm X100 t-shirt from Uniqlo" /></p>
<p>A self shot to start the day.</p>
<p>These photos have been sitting in my hard drive for a while. They are from the last photo walk I did alone. Since then, I have done several walks but those were part of my workshop sessions. I was also out of the country every month for the past three months. That meant sacrificing the days for photo walks in exchange for getaways from the bustling city.</p>
<p>Bangkok is not exactly a change of pace compared to Singapore, but at least I indulged in shopping. I also spent some time in Penang and went back to Johor Bahru. These were restful moments that recharged my batteries. Of course, they are not the kind of paradise I want. Bali holds that special place in my heart.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-002.webp" alt="Two children playing with a snacks dispensing machine" /></p>
<p>A step back in time. Maybe the time machine worked.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-004.webp" alt="Father, son and daughter each holding their own cameras" /></p>
<p>I came across this interesting family. I think the father brought his kids out to teach them about photography. I can’t remember what cameras they had but they were all Canon. The girl had a G series. The boy had an entry-level body with kit lens while the dad used a higher end model with a 70-200mm f/4. He probably passed down his gear as he upgraded his main set up.</p>
<p>My father was an avid photographer so I was introduced photography at a young age, but I did not get to explore it as a hobby. It is something I lament and when I become a father, I would definitely let my children have an early start in photography.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-007.webp" alt="Man on the street with round sunglasses" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-008.webp" alt="Student volunteers selling cupcakes for fundraiser" /></p>
<p>There were several charity drives held in Orchard Road on that day.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-010.webp" alt="Tourist pushing a large suitcase" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-011.webp" alt="Headlights of a motorcycle" /></p>
<p>Robot in disguise?</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-012.webp" alt="Photographer shooting with a Canon 100-400mm telephoto zoom lens on the street" /></p>
<p>When I started street photography, I used a 70-200mm because I was not comfortable with going close. Still, a 100-400mm zoom is a bit too much for street shots.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-013.webp" alt="Crew setting up lighting for a fashion runway along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>There was a fashion runway being held in front of Wisma Atria. It was quite interesting to watch how the professionals work as they set up their equipment.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-014.webp" alt="Crew setting up lighting for a fashion runway along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>It was a short event but it took them several hours to set up and dismantle the equipment. It serves as a reminder to me about how hard people work behind the scenes in production.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-015.webp" alt="Girl in sleeveless top and long dress, and a girl in long-sleeved top and shorts" /></p>
<p>Met up with my sister, who was meeting her friends for lunch.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-016.webp" alt="Student volunteers sharing a laugh" /></p>
<p>These student volunteers had a donation drive. They were selling balloon sculptures to raise funds. It turns out that they were from the same junior college that my sister and her friends went to.</p>
<p>The happiest looking girl in the photo was actually <a href="/orchard-road-street-photography-with-the-leica-m8">photographed by me</a> as part of my strangers project.</p>
<p>The students were very persistent in getting their seniors to make a donation.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-017.webp" alt="Boy buying a balloon sculpture from student volunteers" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-018.webp" alt="Boy buying a balloon sculpture from student volunteers" /></p>
<p>The birthday boy decided to make his contribution.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-019.webp" alt="A group of friends along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>Bumped into my sister and her clique.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-020.webp" alt="Woman buying a balloon sculpture from student volunteers for her son" /></p>
<p>The boy was quite shy so it took him a while tell them which balloon sculpture he wanted.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-023.webp" alt="Mother and daughter standing beneath their umbrella while ordering food" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-024.webp" alt="Student volunteers thanking a donor" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-025.webp" alt="Body Shop campaign" /></p>
<p>This is the same campaign that I have seen for a few weeks. It probably ended after that day because I did not see it any more in the following weeks.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-038.webp" alt="Body Shop campaign" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-028.webp" alt="Man carrying a video camera as he walks across the road" /></p>
<p>I wonder what he was filming.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-029.webp" alt="Sound man and cameraman getting ready for fashion runway along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>The Asia Extravaganza was about to begin.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-030.webp" alt="Sound man holding boom microphone" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-031.webp" alt="Sound man making adjustments to his gear" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-032.webp" alt="Photographer shooting over the crowd using the tilt-screen of the Olympus OM-D" /></p>
<p>Spotted an Olympus OM-D in the crowd. There were a few Olympus PEN as well.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-033.webp" alt="Woman recording a video with her smartphone" /></p>
<p>She looked like a model. Probably recording for a friend who was doing the runway.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-035.webp" alt="Violinists perform on the street to raise funds for the deaf" /></p>
<p>This was the first time I came across this performance. They were raising funds for hearing aids.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-036.webp" alt="Couple in trendy fashion along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-037.webp" alt="Lady with a large umbrella" /></p>
<p>Bigger is not always better but I guess it is when it comes to umbrellas.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-039.webp" alt="Mother and daughter eating ice cream" /></p>
<p>My favourite shot of the day. The expression on the girl’s face is priceless.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120701-street-040.webp" alt="Two girls in almost identical clothing, shoes and bags" /></p>
<p>To them, best friends meant trying to look the same. This reminds me of the <a href="https://kotaku.com/5888864/three-women-got-the-same-plastic-surgery-wait-what">three girls who underwent cosmetic surgery</a> so that they could look the same. Literally.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Little India to Orchard Road - a photo walk]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/little-india-to-orchard-road-a-photo-walk</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/little-india-to-orchard-road-a-photo-walk"/>
        <updated>2012-08-22T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Instead of my usual photo walk in Orchard Road, I took a longer route from Little India.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Instead of my usual photo walk in Orchard, I decided to shoot in Little India on a Sunday. My cousin Eugene came along as well.</p>
<p>There were less crowd then we expected and several stores were closed. It might be more fruitful to come down on a weekday morning for my next photo walk in Little India.</p>
<p>Nevertheless, I managed to get some interesting shots. I guess I could portray a different pace of life where the people were more laid back since it was the weekend.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-001.webp" alt="Little India Arcade" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-007.webp" alt="Man pushing his bicycle past a shop house in Little India" /></p>
<p>These tourists were wandering around in Little India.  I’m not sure if they felt the same, but I was very disappointed during my London trip when I went to Borough Market and found it closed.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-002.webp" alt="Indian grocer" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-003.webp" alt="Old shop house in Little India" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-004.webp" alt="Newsstand" /></p>
<p>For many of them, it was a day to gather at their favourite hang out and just chit-chat. Those in the retail line had to work or miss out on sales if they closed the store for a day. Some retailers were lucky to have friends who hang out at their shops. They had the best of both worlds: income and a social life.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-005.webp" alt="Fruits stall" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-006.webp" alt="Pots" /></p>
<p>A good pot is a key to making delicious curry.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-008.webp" alt="Pedestrian crossing in Little India" /></p>
<p>These old shop houses are a stark contrast to the cityscape in Singapore.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-009.webp" alt="Shopkeeper in Little India" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-010.webp" alt="Boot cut jeans on sale in Little India" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-011.webp" alt="Red Indian statue in Little India" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-012.webp" alt="Red Indian statue in Little India" /></p>
<p>The two photos above are good examples for two things.</p>
<p>Firstly, they show that while a shallow depth of field isolates the subject, having a greater depth of field tells a story. Instead of blurring out the background completely, by blurring the background while maintaining the form, the photo works better.</p>
<p>Secondly, switching between landscape and portrait can enhance the photo. In the first photo, you see a spear and a red Indian. I decided to take the second shot in portrait orientation to show the hand holding the spear. It makes more sense and the spear would not seem out of place and detached from the overall composition.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-013.webp" alt="Alteration service in Little India" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-014.webp" alt="a dried leaf stuck on the front of a Maserati" /></p>
<p>Even expensive cars are not spared from nature’s mischiefs.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-015.webp" alt="Shop in Little India" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-016.webp" alt="Birds that can guess the winning lottery number" /></p>
<p>If those birds were truly psychic, she probably wouldn’t have to sit there and sell their services.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-017.webp" alt="A man praying in Chinatown" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-018.webp" alt="Couple with a sheep backpack" /></p>
<p>This couple made me do a double take. At first glance, I assumed that the guy was carrying the sheep backpack for the girl. Then I recalled seeing the girl carrying her own back. That made me turn back to look at them again.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-019.webp" alt="Construction worker along the road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-020.webp" alt="Photo of myself in the mirror" /></p>
<p>The mirror was meant to be used by large construction trucks. It was a little too high to get a good shot of myself but I like how it turned out. You can see my cousin in the lower left corner of the mirror. A big truck had reversed into the construction site and the workers were closing the metal gate.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-021.webp" alt="Leica print on the ground" /></p>
<p>Leica wanted the public to know that it had opened a new Leica store in the Mandarin Gallery.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-022.webp" alt="Man wearing a polo shirt with " /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-023.webp" alt="Tourist taking photos with a tablet" /></p>
<p>I see many people do this in a single day of shooting. I often wonder if they image quality of these tablets were good enough. Perhaps they would suffice for uploading to Facebook or Instagram.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-024.webp" alt="Man walking along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-025.webp" alt="Woman with a DSLR camera" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-026.webp" alt="Woman shooting with a DSLR camera" /></p>
<p>She was probably trying out a new camera. I saw her fiddling with the controls and frowning after each shot she took.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-027.webp" alt="Man shooting with his mobile phone" /></p>
<p>Another common sight: mobile photography. The difference between this and tablet photography is that the former tend to have better cameras.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-028.webp" alt="Sign along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-030.webp" alt="Girl promoting Sony NEX camera" /></p>
<p>One of the Sony girls promoting the new NEX camera. I think it was the F3. She demonstrated us the new feature: a tilt-screen. To prove her point, she took a picture with us using the camera.</p>
<p>I’m not familiar with Sony products but that looks like a prime lens. If it is, then it’s a little misleading since most people new to photography would actually use a zoom lens, probably an 18-55mm or the bulky 18-200mm.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-031.webp" alt="Couple pushing a pram for their pet dog" /></p>
<p>Some people really dote on their pets. The pram was full of stuff for the lucky pooch.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-032.webp" alt="Man patting his daughter's head as she watches the street performer" /></p>
<p>The street performer was teasing the little girl. She appeared apprehensive, probably because she couldn’t understand him. Her father probably noticed her uneasiness, leading him to pat her head reassuringly.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-033.webp" alt="Tourist taking a video along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>A tourist recording the street performance. I’m very tempted to get a video camera. Most likely a Sanyo Xacti. I’m shopping around for different models. If you have any suggestions, drop a comment below.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-034.webp" alt="Woman recording a video of a street performer" /></p>
<p>I prefer a video camera because ergonomically, it makes more sense to handhold it for extended periods of time when recording a video. A DSLR is out of the question. I don’t like to record videos with compact cameras either. Unless I get a video rig. I would prefer a compact video camera.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-035.webp" alt="Kids with their scooters" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-037.webp" alt="Two women in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>A very pleasant couple of friends. They seemed to have not met up for a long time and were very delighted to see each other. They approached me to help them take a photo in front of Ngee Ann City. I complied and requested to take a shot with my M8. They eagerly obliged.</p>
<p>It’s a shame I didn’t have my business cards. I would love to do arrange to do a photo shoot with them. If any readers know how to contact them, do help me to get in touch with them. I’ll really appreciate it. This taught me to always bring my business cards with me.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-038.webp" alt="Leica X2 on display" /></p>
<p>I wandered back to the Leica road show in front of Mandarin Gallery. The Leica X-2 oozes style and class. It is sexy even with the protruding electronic viewfinder.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-039.webp" alt="Leica print on the ground" /></p>
<p>It was hard to get the shot I wanted. When people saw me pointing my camera on the Leica film strip, the would stop to avoid getting into my shot. I understand their goodwill in not wanting to spoil my shot. But I actually want a photo with them walking along the corridor! Others who continued walking simply moved to the side of the corridor instead of walking on the Leica strip.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-040.webp" alt="Man reaching for his headphones" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-041.webp" alt="People resting at the Ngee Ann City fountain" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-042.webp" alt="Mother carrying Winnie the Pooh bag" /></p>
<p>The difference between a woman out with a kid and one without. Of course, there are some mothers who are comfortable with carrying their child’s belongings in a branded bag.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-043.webp" alt="Man recording a video with his tablet" /></p>
<p>It’s awkward enough to take photographs with a tablet due to its size. This guy takes it to a different level by taking videos with one.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-044.webp" alt="Stranger in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>This lady was extremely shy. She was hesitant about being photographed but agreed after her friends chimed in to encourage her. She was so shy that I couldn’t get her to turn her face into the light. Nonetheless, I’m very grateful to her for being a sport and letting me take a shot.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-045.webp" alt="Woman in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-047.webp" alt="Promotion" /></p>
<p>I concluded that it is a hassle to put on or remove the bags. When they wanted something from their bags, they simply asked their colleagues to help them to get it.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-048.webp" alt="Men smoking in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-049.webp" alt="Body Shop promotion" /></p>
<p>This is Body Shop’s Look Good, Feel Good campaign. I see this group in Orchard Road every Sunday.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-050.webp" alt="Boy with a sign saying " /></p>
<p>This boy was sabotaged by his friends. They made this placard as a birthday surprise. One of the friends had her DSLR ready to document the day. He was unwilling to go along with their scheme until he spotted me taking this photo. In exchange for the photo, he asked for a hug. I gladly obliged for the birthday boy.</p>
<p>I wonder how many hugs he got that day.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-051.webp" alt="Boy with sign saying " /></p>
<p>Notice the lens flare. I have encountered this when shooting in strong sunlight. It is an expected issue because I chose to go for the single coated lens instead of a multi-coated one. The SC lens produced less contrast, something that I prefer in my black and white photos.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-053.webp" alt="Woman walking in front of Emporio Armani" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120624-street-055.webp" alt="Ion Orchard" /></p>
<p>If only she carried a bag as well.</p>
<p>Thanks for stopping by today. If you are in Singapore, <a href="/hey">contact me</a> to arrange for a <a href="/photos">photo walk</a> together.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Rui Ying's first month]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/rui-yings-first-month</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/rui-yings-first-month"/>
        <updated>2012-08-14T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Rui Ying's first month bash, a Chinese tradition to mark a milestone.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Baby Rui Ying had her first month bash in June. It is a Chinese tradition to hold a celebration when a baby is one month old.</p>
<p>I have previously blogged about <a href="/baby-ruiying">her first photos</a> after my niece was born. This time round, I had less time to shoot with her alone since she was the star of the night.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120616-family-001.webp" alt="Hearty laugh" /></p>
<p>My brother’s childhood friend spending a light-hearted moment with my dad.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120616-family-002.webp" alt="My sister #1" /></p>
<p>My sister was a little unwilling to be photographed.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120616-family-003.webp" alt="My sister #2" /></p>
<p>But she was more at ease after I put a prop in her hand.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120616-family-004.webp" alt="Rui Ying in grandpa's arms" /></p>
<p>Looking at grandpa.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120616-family-005.webp" alt="Rui Ying taking a nap" /></p>
<p>She finally fell asleep in my dad’s arms. My favourite shot of the day. It’s not tack sharp, due to my sloppy manual focus technique, and the background could have been cleaner. But this photo speaks to me.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120616-family-006.webp" alt="My brother and his firstborn" /></p>
<p>Rui Ying with her dad. She’s looking more and more like my brother when he was a baby. I was quite surprised to see the striking resemblance when I pulled out his baby photos over the weekend.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120616-family-007.webp" alt="Dad" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120617-family-001.webp" alt="Dad and his paintings" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120617-family-004.webp" alt="Correct way to open a durian" /></p>
<p>I love durians. They are my favourite fruits. Some of my friends can’t stand the smell. My girlfriend hates it.</p>
<p>But I can sit down for hours and eat durians like there’s no tomorrow. I only refrain from doing so because durians are high in calories.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120617-family-003.webp" alt="Dad opening a durian" /></p>
<p>My parents know that my siblings and I love durians. They make it a point to buy sack loads of durians when they are in season.</p>
<p>The right way to open durians is to cut a slit along the durian’s sutures and then pry them open. Durian shells are made up of several segments. These segments can be easily split by hand. You just need to take the durian, eat the flesh, lick the seed, discard the seed, and lick your fingers.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120617-family-006.webp" alt="Delicious durians" /></p>
<p>When opened properly, the durian flesh will be sitting snugly in the shells, enticing you to eat them.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/bad-durian.webp" alt="Wrong way to open a durian" /></p>
<p>I found this image on Google. This is not how you open a durian. The whole experience of eating a durian is ruined if you do this.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Orchard Road street photography with the Leica M8]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/orchard-road-street-photography-with-the-leica-m8</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/orchard-road-street-photography-with-the-leica-m8"/>
        <updated>2012-08-08T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Some Orchard Road street photography using the newly acquired Leica M8.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>My recent Orchard Road street photography sessions were done with just the Leica M8. I still have a backlog of photos that I want to publish here.</p>
<p>A couple of posts should have been up in the past week. I scheduled the posts before I went on a birthday trip to Bangkok. However, I made a mistake and they are still sitting in the system. You’ll see them in the coming week.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-004.webp" alt="man walking past a woman in Starbucks" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-005.webp" alt="tourists boarding a sightseeing bus" /></p>
<p>In the past two weekends, I taken a break from shooting <a href="/weekends-orchard">street photography in Orchard Road</a>. I was in Bangkok in the first weekend. While I did not get to do a dedicated shoot, I managed to capture some street shots while I was on vacation.</p>
<p>Over the second weekend, which is the weekend that just passed, I was forced to rest at home due to a mean bout of gastroenteritis that disrupted all my plans. I had to skip a wedding dinner that I’ve been looking forward to, and I would have to wait a few more weeks before I finally step out in Orchard to shoot again. I’ll be back in Johor Bahru for mum’s birthday celebration next weekend, so that means another missed dose Orchard Road street photography.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-003.webp" alt="front of a Lancia" /></p>
<p>One of the vintage cars on display in front of Orchard Central.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-006.webp" alt="Instagram constest details in Orchard" /></p>
<p>A garden was set up in the corner beside the Singapore Visitors Centre, opposite The Heeren. It’s a backdrop for participants of an Instagram contest.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-007.webp" alt="street photographer in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>My cousin Eugene came along for the photo walk. He shoots with a Sony NEX-5 with Leica and Nikon lenses.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-008.webp" alt="charity drive in Orchard by Nanyang Junior College" /></p>
<p>These students were raising money for charity as part of their community involvement project.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-009.webp" alt="passer-by looking at the camera" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-010.webp" alt="four friends waiting to cross the road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-011.webp" alt="volunteer from Nanyang Junior College" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-002.webp" alt="woman wearing slippers with big flower" /></p>
<p>This is one of the students involved in the charity drive. I bumped into her again a couple of weeks later. It appears that the charity drive is not a one-off event.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-012.webp" alt="family walking along Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>I really like the swirling bokeh that the CV 35mm f/1.4 SC produces.</p>
<p>I’ve learnt to wait for before clicking the shutter button. I waited for this shot and the man turned to look at the camera. I anticipated it and snapped the shot at the decisive moment.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-013.webp" alt="girl shooting with a Diana F in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-025.webp" alt="side profile of a stranger" /></p>
<p>She was in a hurry so I didn’t get to speak to her. I saw her shooting with her Diana F. So I went up to her and commented on the camera. Then I asked for a photo of her with the camera. She was more than willing to oblige.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-014.webp" alt="girl promoting the green movement in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>This was another charity event at a different corner of Orchard Road.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-016.webp" alt="tourist family playing with a phone booth in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>These kids were having a great time playing with the public phones.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-017.webp" alt="tourist photographing in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>A tourist taking a break near my favourite spot.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-018.webp" alt="man wearing a t-shirt with calculator print" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-019.webp" alt="girl hiding from the sun with her jacket hood" /></p>
<p>It’s interesting to see how Asian girls here tend to hide from the sun. It’s a polar opposite of Caucasian girls who yearn to get themselves tanned. Asians tend to perceive pale skin as beautiful. Hence skin whitening products are very popular here. I’m surprised that many dark-skinned Indian ladies approach me for advice on skin whitening.</p>
<p>The Japanese ladies take more drastic measures, wearing wide-brimmed hats, long sleeved tops and long skirts to keep their pale skin well covered from the damaging sun.</p>
<p>The other extreme would be Caucasian tourists. The ladies would be in sleeveless tops and shorts to expose as much of their skin to the sun. I believe it’s partly to do with them being unaccustomed to the Singapore’s heat.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-020.webp" alt="girls hiding from the sun under their jackets" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-021.webp" alt="boy and girl at the road side" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-022.webp" alt="girl in floral clothing standing in the middle of the side walk" /></p>
<p>This lady simply stood in the middle of the side-walk texting away. She was completely oblivious to her surroundings. I was able to snap several shots from various angles. I liked this the best because of the man looking back at her. I was hoping he would continue looking as he walked on but he didn’t. Some distance between them would have strengthened the composition.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120610-street-023.webp" alt="man wearing a t-shirt that days " /></p>
<p>These photos were all shot in DNG and converted to monochrome in Lightroom. I didn’t have an IR-cut filter, hence the M8 picks up some infrared light and turns blacks of some fabrics had a magenta tinge to them.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Street photography with Fujifilm X100]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/street-photography-with-fujifilm-x100</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/street-photography-with-fujifilm-x100"/>
        <updated>2012-07-30T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Fujifilm X100 has been everywhere with me.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Fujifilm X100 has been out followed me wherever I went. But I usually bring it along with my DSLR when I do street photography. I dropped my habit of carrying at least two focal lengths with me when I shoot.</p>
<p>It was a step out of my comfort zone to challenge myself to use only one camera and one lens.</p>
<p>At first, I found myself lamenting my decision. I was not able to get some shots as the focal length I had was too short. The widest I’ve shot for street was 50mm. I had to get used to the effective 35mm focal length on the Fujifilm X100.</p>
<h2>Black and white film simulation mode</h2>
<p>One thing I really like about X100 is the film simulation modes. I usually use Astia and Black &amp; White with Yellow filter. The photo above is actually a RAW file processed in Lightroom. I prefer to shoot RAW for the added flexibility. The film simulation modes applies only to the JPEG files.</p>
<p>The black and white film simulation is pretty good straight out of the camera. In fact, the photos are very usable. I’ve used some JPEG files without any editing when I need the photos urgently. I shot a photo of my brother that was used in an article featuring him. That was straight out of the camera without processing.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120604-street-010.webp" alt="Woman smoking" /></p>
<p>I shoot RAW + JPEG when I’m using the X100 or the <a href="/leica-m8-first-impressions">Leica M8</a>. This gives me the RAW file and a monochrome JPEG. This is very helpful when shooting in black and white. I can see the results immediately instead of waiting till post-processing. I can preview monochrome effect on my Nikon DSLRs but it takes a few additional steps. I have to go through the menu during playback to choose the monochrome mode.</p>
<p>Being able to see the photos in black and white helps me to understand how to see in terms of tonality and contrast. If you are new to black and white photography, it would be a blessing if your camera has such a function.</p>
<h2>Optical viewfinder</h2>
<p>The X100’s optical viewfinder is a far cry from a rangefinder. But they are similar when it comes to the framing. Both allow you to see outside the frame. This means that I can see my subjects moving into the frame. I can anticipate the right moment to press the shutter button. In an SLR, it’s more of a guessing game.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120604-street-009.webp" alt="Tourist in blue top, green shorts and yellow shoes" /></p>
<p>This gentleman looked at the camera just as he moves into where I wanted to position him in the frame. Sometimes you just need a little bit of luck.</p>
<p>I’ve mentioned it before and I’m probably starting to sound like a broken recorder. But I’ll still say it again. The design of the Fujifilm X100 makes it look a lot less intimidating. The man above actually smiled at me and nodded in acknowledgement after I took the shot. People dodge less often when I point the camera at them.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120604-street-011.webp" alt="Boy carrying shopping bag for his mother" /></p>
<p>I ran after these two interesting persons. They wore bright pink and caught my eye in the dwindling sunlight. For some reason, the small boy insisted on carrying his mother’s shopping bag.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120604-street-012.webp" alt="Little boy with a pink hat helping to carry shopping bags" /></p>
<p>I was able to get a few shots off as I got closer and then bend down low to snap this photo.  It is my favourite shot from that day.</p>
<h2>Autofocus issue</h2>
<p>Of course, this doesn’t  mean that the X100 is perfect for street shooting. The autofocus mode is unpredictable when using the optical viewfinder, especially when I was trying to get something off centre to be in focus. It is a lot easier to get the focus right when using the electronic viewfinder.</p>
<p>The problem doesn’t surface all the time, but it is frustrating when it get the focus right in mediocre shots and miss the focus in a good shot.</p>
<p>This is an idiosyncrasy of the X100 that you can overcome as you become familiar with the camera. I can almost sense that a photo would be off focus the moment I press the shutter. This doesn’t really help because I still end up with an out of focus shot.</p>
<h2>Conclusion</h2>
<p>Despite the quirky autofocus, I enjoyed shooting with the Fujifilm X100 on the street and I would gladly do so again.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Pets, hats and more street fashion]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/pets-hats-and-more-street-fashion</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/pets-hats-and-more-street-fashion"/>
        <updated>2012-07-27T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Street fashion and publicity stunts are just some of the interesting sights along Orchard Road.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p><a href="/street-fashion-in-orchard">Street fashion</a> and <a href="/publicity-stunts">publicity stunts</a> are just some of the interesting sights along Orchard Road. While it might be lacking compared to some other cities, it is certainly the busiest place in Singapore on over the weekends.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-002.webp" alt="iStudio staff in colourful afro wigs" /></p>
<p>This time round, iStudio has a team to promote their products. Nothing catches attention better than a group of people in bright yellow t-shirts and colourful afro wigs.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-004.webp" alt="Girl in yellow walking a dog in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-005.webp" alt="Girl in yellow walking a dog in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>Some choose to spend the weekend with their beloved pets. I often see several other joggers who include Orchard Road as part of their routes.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-006.webp" alt="Man in cap and woman in hat" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-008.webp" alt="Blonde woman in long dress running" /></p>
<p>I wouldn’t be comfortable in what he wore. I was sweating profusely even though I was in t-shirt and Bermudas shorts.</p>
<p>Racing for the traffic lights. It’s not a good idea especially when you’re wearing a long dress, but she managed to dart across the road in time.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-009.webp" alt="Tourists looking at notable landmarks in Singapore" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-011.webp" alt="Lady wearing a wide-brimmed hat" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-014.webp" alt="Man wearing a pair of unique-looking sunglasses" /></p>
<p>Wide-brimmed hats to hide from the sun. These are generally worn by Japanese tourists.</p>
<p>Unusual sunglasses such as these never fail to catch my eyes. They make a good fashion statement.</p>
<p>This reminds me of the interesting perception of beauty. The Asians are crazy about pale skin, investing tons of money on cosmetic products and staying out of the sun as much as possible. And, yes, I mean Asians. I get a lot of Indian customers who look for skin whitening products. And the Caucasians are keen to soak up the sun and get a tan.</p>
<p>Those born with lighter skin tone yearn to make it darker. And vice versa. Is this a case of the grass is greener on the other side?</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-018.webp" alt="Mother pushing a pram draped with a white cloth" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-015.webp" alt="Side view of a stranger" /></p>
<p>This is a classic hairstyle that will never grow old or drop out of fashion.</p>
<p>Many parents are so obsessed about keeping their children out of the sun that they drape thick cloth over the prams. If they are so concerned about the harmful effects of UV rays, perhaps they should apply sunblock on their kids instead.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-019.webp" alt="Baby on the street" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-021.webp" alt="Lady wearing a hat and carrying a toy dog" /></p>
<p>Some pets have to work out along with their owners. Others are luckier to be treated as a fashion accessory and be carried around instead. Then again, they would have to bear with wearing fancy costumes.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-023.webp" alt="Mother and daughter wearing yellow and white" /></p>
<p>I often see couples and friends in matching clothes. It’s nice to see mother and daughter coordinating their clothing for a change.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-024.webp" alt="Heels without heels" /></p>
<p>These heels are meant for walking. Wait, if they don’t have heels, are they still considered heels?</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-025.webp" alt="Man wearing a red hat" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-028.webp" alt="Man wearing glasses and a hat" /></p>
<p>Street performers generally attract tourists more than they do locals.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-030.webp" alt="Man taking a photo of a street performer" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-027.webp" alt="TV presenter in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>Some TV station doing a feature on Orchard Road. They had to do a few takes to get it right. The cameraman was back pedalling and despite her best efforts, the assistant was unable to get some pedestrians out of the way in time and he ended up stuck in traffic while the presenter continued walking towards the camera.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120527-street-031.webp" alt="JCube publicity stunt" /></p>
<p>The <a href="/publicity-stunts">JCube publicity stunt</a> was still being conducted. This time round, they decided not to stand in the middle of the pedestrian crossing and obstruct traffic.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Shorter focal length for street photography]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/shorter-focal-length-street-photography</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/shorter-focal-length-street-photography"/>
        <updated>2012-07-23T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Lighter gear and improving my photography.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I’m starting to use a shorter focal length when I shoot on the streets. This lightens my gear and it also helps me to improve as a photographer.</p>
<p>I shoot four to six hours straight when I do my photo walks. The weight of the AF-S 70-200 mm f/2.8G VR II badly strained by wrist and back. So I decided to use the AF-S 50 mm f/1.4G instead.</p>
<p>The 50 mm lens is a lot lighter, smaller and it is faster lens. That makes it a very good choice for street photography.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-street-012.webp" alt="father and son with their scooters" /></p>
<p>This felt like taking step backwards. I don’t mean it in terms of a retrograde in my gear. I’m referring to the field of view. I was so used to the 70 mm to 200 mm field of view when shooting street photography.</p>
<p>Using the 50 mm felt like I took two steps backwards. It took me a while to become accustomed to using the wider focal length.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-street-009.webp" alt="man with a hat wearing shades and stripes" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-street-010.webp" alt="tall man wearing shades and headphones" /></p>
<p>Without the luxury of zooming the lens, I had to move around to get the framing I wanted. The wider focal length forced me to move closer to my subjects.</p>
<p>One noticeable difference was how I was less intimidating compared to when I wielded the bulky telephoto zoom lens.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-street-003.webp" alt="two girls in red and white stripes holding hands" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-street-006.webp" alt="boy being carried by his father" /></p>
<p>If I were using a longer focal length, I wouldn’t have been able to capture this shot. With the 50 mm lens, I could capture a wide shot and then run nearer to them to get a closer shot.</p>
<p>Sure, I could move backwards with a telephoto lens but in street photography, there is a limit to how far back you can move. And the further you are from the subject, the more likely it is for other to walk into the frame between your lens and the subject.</p>
<p>I would have gotten a close up shot of the boy if I were using a telephoto zoom. With a standard focal length of 50 mm, I was able to capture more of the scene. Sure, it may lack the impact of subject isolation. But the additional elements give a sense of the environment and it does help to tell the story.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-street-007.webp" alt="boy wearing t-shirt that says vote me for president" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-street-008.webp" alt="child in pram playing with iPad" /></p>
<p>I took a shot before this one but deleted it right after the shot as I knew it was a weak composition. It was from a higher perspective and made the boy look little. By bending down to bring my camera to his level, it made the image stronger.</p>
<p>In hindsight, I should have kept the previous photo so that I can juxtapose how the two perspectives showed very different views. I need to <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chimping">chimp</a> less often and concentrate on shooting.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-street-014.webp" alt="man wearing a bear t-shirt" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-street-016.webp" alt="man in broad-striped polo t-shirt looking at the camera" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-street-004.webp" alt="street performer in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>This elderly man performs <a href="/weekends-orchard">every weekend in Orchard Road</a>. From what I’ve heard, he’s doing it there illegally. He is a licensed street performer, but the license only permits him to ply his trade in Bugis, if I recall correctly.</p>
<p>The crowd in Orchard makes it a more worthwhile place to perform on Sundays. Apparently the difference in taking is worth him risking being caught. When the officers on patrol see him, they would request for him to leave and he would meekly comply.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-street-002.webp" alt="family in colourful t-shirts" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-street-013.webp" alt="tourist looking at her camera" /></p>
<p>This is one bright and cheerful family on the left.</p>
<p>This tourist on the right stood there fiddling her camera for quite a while before she approached me. Her Ricoh point and shoot camera was having some problems. She asked if I knew what was wrong with it.</p>
<p>I checked the camera and concluded that it was a focussing issue. She must have knocked the lens or dropped the camera. It is a nightmare for a tourist for their camera to malfunction in the middle of the trip. I recommended that she pick up a new camera if she had the budget to. She did and she thanked me as she went off to shop for a new camera.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Street fashion in Orchard]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/street-fashion-in-orchard</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/street-fashion-in-orchard"/>
        <updated>2012-07-20T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Myriad of styles on display]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>If you want a taste of Singapore street fashion, Orchard Road on a weekend is a good place to start. You will come across a myriad of styles being worn by the people walking along the road. I find that a person’s choice of clothing gives a hint of their character and personality.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-026.webp" alt="Man in Superman t-shirt" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-003.webp" alt="Man in grey with lime green shoes" /></p>
<p>Those shoes are bright and cheery but his demeanour says otherwise. He seemed thoroughly defeated with the way he plodded across the street.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-009.webp" alt="Man in cookie monster t-shirt" /></p>
<p>Some like to wear t-shirts that depict their childhood heroes.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-010.webp" alt="Denim bottoms and yellow shoes" /></p>
<p>These two good friends are very well-coordinated. I wonder if they planned it beforehand or if it was truly them having the same frequency.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-028.webp" alt="Mother and child in matching dresses" /></p>
<p>This is a cute scene. Mother and daughter wearing matching dresses.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-017.webp" alt="Girl in yellow with a blue balloon" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-022.webp" alt="Man taking a flyer from a person on stilts" /></p>
<p>Stripes seem to be popular.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-018.webp" alt="videographer at work" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-002.webp" alt="Two big man" /></p>
<p>Contrary to popular belief, stripes don’t make you look slimmer if they are vertical, nor do they make you look broader if they were horizontal.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-025.webp" alt="Woman in blue top and white pants" /></p>
<p>Some of the outfits were rather outlandish.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-005.webp" alt="Elderly woman in green clothes" /></p>
<p>This elderly lady proudly struts her stuff in traditional garb. That juxtaposes will with her classy bag.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-024.webp" alt="Girl in red dress and blue shoes" /></p>
<p>I like this outfit. Classy with a hint of goth? Nevertheless, she picked her style well.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Adopt a pet instead of buying one]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/adopt-a-pet-instead-of-buying-one</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/adopt-a-pet-instead-of-buying-one"/>
        <updated>2012-07-14T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Dog adoption drive sponsored by Subaru and LostPaws.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>There was a dog adoption drive in town sponsored by Subaru and LostPaws. The volunteers from LostPaws were encouraging the public to adopt a pet instead of buying one, and educating them about responsible pet ownership.</p>
<p>As a dog lover, it saddens me to see abandoned dogs. I find it wonderful that many volunteers are helping with re-homing the dogs.</p>
<p>However, most of the dogs at the adoption drive have been homeless for months. It is a tough task to find a suitable home for the dogs.</p>
<p>First, the volunteers need to find the right family that bonds with the dog and would actually take good care of the dog. Then, they need to fill in the paperwork. This is where restrictions placed by the authorities complicate things.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-012.webp" alt="Subaru dog adoption drive" /></p>
<p>In Singapore, you need a license to legally own a dog. The breeds of dogs that you are allowed to keep depends on the type of residence you live in. Generally, you can have larger breeds in private residences compared to public housing. There is also a restriction on the number of pets each household can have.</p>
<p>This means that dog lovers might not be able to adopt a dog if they already meet the quota. It is frustrating for the volunteers and adoption centres. These are people who are very willing to take in these homeless dogs, even if it means an increased expenditure of time and money.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-014.webp" alt="White dog looking at the camera" /></p>
<p>This fellow seems to be smiling at the camera when I took a photo of him. He’s such a likeable dog but it’s a pity that I’m not allowed to have a pet in my rented apartment.</p>
<p>The volunteer shared with me that they actually found a suitable owner for the dog. The family adores him and he was already settling in. Unfortunately, the neighbour of this family was less keen about the dog and actually lodged a complain about the dog. From what I understood, the dog did not bark excessively but the neighbour claimed to be disturbed by the dog’s barking.</p>
<p>In the end, the dog was brought back to the adoption centre to be re-homed again.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-013.webp" alt="Dog at adoption drive" /></p>
<p>This forlorn looking dog was one of three siblings at the adoption drive. They were rescued from a factory weeks after they were born. Two of their siblings have been adopted, leaving the three of them waiting for their turn.</p>
<p>The public needs to be educated about the need to neuter their pets. These puppies were born because their parents’ owners were irresponsible. Sterilisation plays an important role in controlling the dog population. These unwanted puppies are left to fend for themselves and scavenge for food.</p>
<p>If they end up not getting a home, they would probably be put down by the authorities. It is a cruel fate for an innocent life.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-023.webp" alt="Boy walking a white dog" /></p>
<p>The dogs at the adoption drive were mostly mongrels. The volunteer shared that if a homeless dog was a more popular breed, such as a poodle or terrier, they were usually adopted quickly.</p>
<p>Mongrels were the hardest to re-home. It seems that Singaporeans tend to overlook them because they are not from any particular breed.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-007.webp" alt="Puppy with adoption volunteer" /></p>
<p>Again, this comes down to public education. You should not be getting a dog simply because of its looks. There are more important things to consider, such as their temperament, whether they suit your lifestyle and whether they are good with children.</p>
<p>I agree that there are many dog lovers who sincerely care for the well-being of dogs regardless of their age or breed. But I also see many people who treat their pets like toys. Some seem to think that their pets are dolls for them to dress up.</p>
<p>It is disheartening to see dogs being abandoned because of old age, or because their owners lost the interest to take care of them. These owners simply lack the responsibility to be dedicated caretakers and should never have been given the privilege in the first place.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120506-street-008.webp" alt="Puppy with an adoption volunteer" /></p>
<p>A potential pet owner should understand the magnitude of the task they are accepting when they decide to keep a pet. It is a long-term commitment to look after the well-being of the pet all the way till they die. They become a part of the family instead of just a play thing to approach when  you feel like it.</p>
<p>It’s almost akin to a marriage vow.  Till death do us part.</p>
<p>If pet shops can play their part by helping in public education instead of pushing sales, there will be less pets that need to be adopted.</p>
<p>Visit <a href="https://www.asdsingapore.com/">Action for Singapore Dogs</a> to see how you can help, either as a volunteer or to adopt a dog.</p>
<p>If you are a pet lover in Singapore, join LostPaws. It is a platform for pet adoption, for finding lost pets and for helping lost pets find their homes.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Publicity stunts]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/publicity-stunts</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/publicity-stunts"/>
        <updated>2012-07-05T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Best place to attract eyeballs is in Orchard Road.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Whenever I shoot in Orchard Road on a weekend, I’ll encounter publicity stunts by various companies to promote their product or services.</p>
<p>It’s the busiest part of Singapore <a href="/weekends-orchard">during the weekends</a>, so retailers would ramp up their efforts to market their brands to the endless crowds there. Street performers are out at full force to earn their keeps as well.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120429-street-009.webp" alt="Publicity stunt" /></p>
<p>This is a stunt by JCube to increase awareness about the newly opened shopping mall. JCube is built to replace the old Jurong Entertainment Centre, which was demolished several years ago.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120429-street-010.webp" alt="Girl holding newspaper that says &quot;Now Open&quot;" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120429-street-008.webp" alt="Girl holding newspaper that says &quot;Now Open&quot;" /></p>
<p>The only times they seemed to draw stares from passers-by was when they formed a line on the pedestrian crossing when the traffic stopped for the red light.</p>
<p>All of them wore sunglasses and some even tried to cover their faces with the “newspaper”. It makes me wonder if they knew what they were getting into when they signed up to be part of the publicity stunt.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120429-street-011.webp" alt="Post-It girls" /></p>
<p>I didn’t take the flyer that these girls were giving out, so I’m not sure what company they were working for. From the looks of it, the campaign is probably for an electronics store.</p>
<p>Their outfit did not draw as much as attention to them as compared to the previous group from JCube. As you can see in the photo above, they couldn’t take their eyes off the JCube girls.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120429-street-005.webp" alt="Street fashion" /></p>
<p>Street fashion in Singapore.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120429-street-004.webp" alt="Couple in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>They simply stood there and embraced each other. Nothing else mattered in those fleeting moments.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120429-street-003.webp" alt="Photographer from Malaysia" /></p>
<p>This photographer is part of a group from a Malaysian online forum. They travelled from Johor Bahru for a full day of shooting in Singapore. I had a brief chat with them. They had gone to Little India and Chinatown in the morning, before coming down to Orchard Road.</p>
<p>After hanging around for an hour or so, they headed for Marina Bay Sands to shoot some night scenes.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120429-street-006.webp" alt="My brother, Jen Yi" /></p>
<p>My brother tagged along for this photo walk. He’s shooting with my Nikon D90 and an 18-200mm VR II lens. That’s my old set up that I’ve passed to him since I upgraded to the D700.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120429-street-007.webp" alt="Me, Jen Xi" /></p>
<p>Here’s a self portrait. I was shooting with my D700 with the 70-200mm f/2.8G VR II. Hence, I had to use the Billingham Hadley Large.</p>
<p>The live view function of the <a href="/fujifilm-x100">Fujifilm X100</a> has come in handy in several situations, such as the one in the photo.</p>
<p>Some other publicity stunts that I’ve come across are the iStudio clowns, Sony girls and Body Shop’s “Look Good, Feel Good campaign”.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Weekends in Orchard Road]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/weekends-orchard</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/weekends-orchard"/>
        <updated>2012-06-30T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Shooting along Orchard Road in Singapore.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I’ve been spending my weekends shooting along Orchard Road in Singapore. This is to force myself to devote three to four hours a week to practice my street photography.</p>
<p>It is an attempt to make it a routine so that I will become disciplined enough to shoot weekly. I haven’t been able to complete a project in shooting daily. So, I’ll start off with a less ambitious attempt and shoot weekly instead.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-002.webp" alt="cleaner cleaning the elevator" /></p>
<p>Looking through my photos, I knew I had to be out there shooting more often. By shooting more, I would increase the chances of getting photos that would be good enough to be included in my portfolio.</p>
<p>I’ve also broken down the project into mini assignments such as capturing shots of street fashion, colour themes, hands, shoes and portraits of strangers. These sub-projects would eventually add up to become a more complete body of work.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-005.webp" alt="Looking up at Mandarin Orchard Singapore" /></p>
<p>The idea of stopping strangers to take their portraits came from <a href="https://dannyst.com">Danny Santos</a>. He’s a street photographer known for shooting 100 strangers in Orchard Road.</p>
<p>Approaching a stranger to ask for permission to take their photo is more daunting than it sounds. Well, at least it is for me. I wanted to step out of my comfort zone and challenge myself.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-007.webp" alt="T-shirt Big on winning" /></p>
<p>I found myself intrigued by the way that people dress. Simple t-shirts with interesting designs caught my eye as well.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-009.webp" alt="Man in Orchard Singapore" /></p>
<p>These photos were shot with my D700 using either the AF-S 50mm f/1.4G or the AF-S 70-200mm f/2.8G VR II. The conspicuous gear caught the attention of my subjects pretty quickly. I had to frame my shot and snap quickly to catch them unaware.</p>
<p>If I wanted to get eye contact, I just delayed pressing the shutter button until they spot me. I had to anticipate the right moment because they would usually only glance over the first time and avoid the camera thereafter.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-015.webp" alt="Couple with a child in pram" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-017.webp" alt="Police motorcycle in Singapore" /></p>
<p>The warden halted traffic for some VIP’s convoy.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-018.webp" alt="Tourist in Orchard Singapore" /></p>
<p>A lost tourist. He was fumbling through the map for quite a while. That looked like a D90 or D7000 with an 18-105mm. Yes, I have a bad habit of trying to guess what gear others are using by looking at it from far.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-019.webp" alt="Red adidas sneakers" /></p>
<p>These were the shoes that the tourist above wore. I guess it adds on to the lost look.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-020.webp" alt="313@Somerset with Mango advertisements" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-021.webp" alt="Windows of a building in a repeating pattern" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-024.webp" alt="A Sikh man on a Vespa in Singapore" /></p>
<p>I noticed this Sikh gentleman on his classy Vespa just before the light turned green. I had barely a moment to frame and snap before he sped away. His right food had already lifted off the ground when I took the shot.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-026.webp" alt="Man with cowboy hat wearing a Mellow t-shirt" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-028.webp" alt="Man looking up" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-031.webp" alt="Getting a drink to cool of in Singapore's weather" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-035.webp" alt="Man riding a bicycle in Orchard Singapore" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-038.webp" alt="Matching couple looking upwards" /></p>
<p>Shades, stripes, sling bags, shorts and Crocs. Their syncrhonised feet and tilting their heads upwards just made them look like the splitting image of one another.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-037.webp" alt="Man in hat who looks like his t-shirt" /></p>
<p>He should be standing as straight as the man on this t-shirt to look the part, instead of slouching.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-039.webp" alt="Girl riding a bicycle with pink tyres in Orchard Singapore" /></p>
<p>Hot wheels! I really dig those pink rims. If you don’t already know, pink is my favourite colour.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-011.webp" alt="Portrait of a female tourist" /></p>
<p>After being rejected by one after another stranger to have permission to take their portraits, I was soon becoming disillusioned with the idea. When I first thought of doing it, I had the impression that it would be an awkward task but not one that’s tough. Soon, I realised that most people were unwilling to have their pictures taken by a stranger. It didn’t help that this stranger was carrying a DSLR with a huge telephoto zoom lens.</p>
<p>I was so close to giving up.</p>
<p>I was scanning for my next subject when I spotted this lady. She was obviously a tourist and she was shooting with a DSLR. I figured that photographers would tend to be more willing to have their photos taken. I rattled off my brief explanation on why I wanted to take her portrait. With my heart pounding in my chest, I almost forgot to breathe when I walked over to speak to her.</p>
<p>Before I could dive into my prepared speech, she just smiled and shrugged, “No English.”</p>
<p>She could not understand me. Thinking on my toes, I pointed to my camera and then pointed at her. She gave me a puzzled look. I motioned with my camera to imply that I wanted to shoot her. Understanding dawn upon her as her face lit up with yet another smile. She nodded shyly. I quickly took the shot and thanked her.</p>
<p>I showed her the photo on my camera’s LCD screen. She smiled and gave a thumbs up. She thanked me for the photo and I walked away to leave her to her photography.</p>
<p>I didn’t have my name card ready so I wasn’t able to pass her my contact. I wasn’t able to communicate with her so I was quite apprehensive about getting her contact information. In hindsight, I should have. I really have to thank this lady for being so kind and gentle to a nervous and fearful photographer. She made my first experience with taking portraits of strangers a very pleasant one. And it made me want to take more of such shots.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120423-street-023.webp" alt="Portrait of an American tourist" /></p>
<p>It took me a while before I found someone who was willing to be my subject. Once again, it was a photographer.</p>
<p>He’s an American tourist and he was more than glad to let me take a couple of photos after I had explained to him about my project.</p>
<p>He was very patient and allowed me to position him in proper lighting. My first shot had horrible back lighting that was very unflattering. I simply had to shift behind him and place him where light would fall on his face.</p>
<p>After a long day in Orchard Road, I managed to get two shots of strangers. My goal is to reach a hundred portraits.</p>
<p>That might take me a while.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Leica M8 - first impressions]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/leica-m8-first-impressions</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/leica-m8-first-impressions"/>
        <updated>2012-06-27T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[My first impressions of the Leica M8.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>My first few photo walks with the Leica M8 has seen a change in the way I shoot. In a nutshell, I’m really enjoying shooting with the M8. It’s like a new lease of life. However, my introduction to the Leica experience is not without some frustrations.</p>
<p><a href="https://shoottokyo.com">Dave</a> shared with me that shooting with a Leica changed his photography forever. I couldn’t quite grasp what he meant until I started shooting on the M8. Instead of snapping away at interesting subjects, I have slowed down to think more before I shoot.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120604-street-002.webp" alt="Wisma Atria new look" /></p>
<p>Wisma Atria looks more like ION Orchard after the renovation.</p>
<p>The photos taken with the M8 have the unmistakable Leica look. Words cannot describe the Leica feel but perhaps a few photos might illustrate my point. If it doesn’t, then Leica might not be a camera you would love with a passion.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120605-street-001.webp" alt="Watchful eyes" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120604-street-003.webp" alt="Orchard road" /></p>
<p>Maybe it’s just me but the images from the M8 bear the striking Leica look.</p>
<h2>Infra-red sensitivity</h2>
<p>I’ve read about how the Leica M8 has infrared sensitivity that makes black fabric appear maroon in photos taken. However, when I purchased the CV 35mm lens from Chiif, he assured me that it only occurred in certain lighting conditions. The issue was found in most of my street shots. I returned to Chiif’s to get a UV-IR cut filter but he was out of stocks. He admitted that he isn’t keeping stocks of the filter as it is not widely sought after now. There are less people using the M8 and those that do would probably have the filter already.</p>
<p>He suggested purchasing the filter online. I didn’t find it worthwhile to have to pay shipping for a filter. I decided that I could simply avoid the problem by shooting in black and white. The M8’s IR sensitivity actually enhances the monochrome images by bringing out more detail and tonality.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120606-street-001.webp" alt="Singapore MRT train" /></p>
<p>Passengers taking the train half an hour before the peak period to avoid the rush hour crowd.</p>
<p>I’m not going to scrimp by forgoing getting an IR filter. I just need to figure out what filter size I would want to invest in. I would need a couple of ND filters, a circular polarising filter and an IR filter. I prefer getting a set of these filters for the same filter size. I’ll need to think about my M lens system and work out a solution where I have the same filter sizes for most of the lenses. There’s always the option of using a step-up ring to allow the lenses to take the same filters.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120604-street-004.webp" alt="Family in Orchard Road" /></p>
<p>The M8 doesn’t intimidate my subjects the way my D700 would.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120604-street-005.webp" alt="Woman waiting alone" /></p>
<p>I could go close with a 35mm without disturbing my subject.</p>
<h2>Manual focus</h2>
<p>The viewfinder of the Leica M8 is larger and brighter than my compact film rangefinder cameras. It should be easier to focus with it but I find myself missing the focus, even on still subjects. I was starting to suspect that it was a case of misalignment of the rangefinder, until I tried to focus using my other eye.</p>
<p>I realised my eye was causing the off-focus images. It was only then that I realised that my right eye, which I shoot with, had blurred vision even with my spectacles on. My right eye has always been the stronger eye and the one with better vision. It turned out to be a case of conjunctivitis.</p>
<p>I’ve been shooting with my left eye until my right eye recovers.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120604-street-001.webp" alt="Father and son" /></p>
<p>Focus is off but the image still turned out well.</p>
<h2>Eye-catching</h2>
<p>The Leica M8 has attracted attention of passers-by when I’ve been out shooting. I’ve decided to tape the logo and letters on the front of the camera to make it more inconspicuous. I prefer the look of the M9-P to the M8 and M9. Since I can’t afford it, I’ll improvise with gaffer tape. However, I can’t replicate the engraving on the top plate, found on film Leica Ms and the M9-P. It’s an exquisite touch that I really adore.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120608-street-001.webp" alt="Silhouette of two guys" /></p>
<p>While I was fiddling with the M8, these two girls approached me to help them take a couple of photos. One was with a Fujifilm Instax 25s and the other with a Blackberry phone. I don’t know how to use a Blackberry so the photos didn’t turn out too well on the phone.</p>
<p>After snapping the shots, I asked for their permission to be photographed. I still get nervous when approaching strangers for their portraits, so I ended up making mistakes in the shots. I got them to step into the light but I didn’t account for the stronger lighting from the café in the back. In hindsight, I should have gotten them to turn around for better lighting.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120607-street-001.webp" alt="Two girls" /></p>
<h2>Conclusion</h2>
<p>While I’m disappointed by the hampered experience due to the conjunctivitis, the overall initiation to the Leica M has been positive. I’m beginning to notice a change in the way I shoot.</p>
<p>The M8’s high ISO performance is better than I first expected. Shots at ISO 1250 were acceptable. Lightroom effectively minimises the noise and the resulting grain is not as crude as those I’ve encountered in other digital cameras.</p>
<p>I intended to keep the X100 for shooting in low light and high ISO. After testing the M8’s ISO performance, I considered selling the X100. But I’m keeping it for now because my girlfriend loves it. The built-in flash on the X100 is handy to have and it automatically exposes for the optimal results.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[My first Leica]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/my-first-leica</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/my-first-leica"/>
        <updated>2012-06-21T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[My first Leica.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>It still feels surreal but I’m slowly coming to terms with the fact that I bought my first Leica. I’ve always thought that I would get a film Leica before I move on to a digital Leica, due to the price difference. Nevertheless, my first camera with the legendary red dot is a digital Leica M8.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/leica-m8.webp" alt="Leica M8" /></p>
<p>Shot with the Hipstamatic app on my iPhone 4</p>
<p>It was a matter of sooner or later that I would wind up with a Leica. I’m drawn to the camera like a moth to a flame. In the end, I figured that it would make more sense to make it happen sooner and enjoy the camera longer.</p>
<p>My previous experience with the X100 helped me to come to this decision. I was very tempted to get an X100 since its announcement. But when it was launched, I did not make the dive. It took me more than a year after it was available in the market to finally make the purchase. And I regretted not getting the camera earlier.</p>
<p>Thus, I realised that I should bite the bullet and get a Leica. If I liked it, that’ll be great. If I didn’t I could just sell the camera. At least I know whether the camera is suitable for me.</p>
<p>Speaking to other Leica users such as Dave Powell of <a href="https://shoottokyo.com">ShootTokyo</a> just tipped the scales further in favour of getting the M8. While there are people who dislike Leica M for the need to manually focus, I’ve heard many Leica users rave about their experience with the red dot brand.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/dave-powell-m9.webp" alt="Dave Powell with M9" /></p>
<p>Source: <a href="https://shoottokyo.com">ShootTokyo</a></p>
<p>I’m not new to rangefinder cameras. I shoot with film rangefinder cameras. The shooting experience is refreshing after shooting with film SLRs and DSLRs. If you haven’t tried rangefinder cameras, loan one from a friend or get a used film camera. A user condition compact film rangefinder would cost less than 100 Singapore dollars. I’ll share more about my rangefinder experience in another article.</p>
<p>Having used both DSLRs and the X100 on the street, I knew that the latter was more discreet because of the size and the vintage looks. People were more likely to catch sight of me before I could take my shot when I was using a DSLR. The X100 drew more smiles than dodges.</p>
<p>I was shopping for a camera that would be more suitable for the streets. Auto focus on the X100 was often too slow for street shooting. Of course, I could step down the aperture and zone focus. But I prefer to shoot wide open. That led me to consider using manual focus lens for street photography. With practice, manual focus should be almost as fast as autofocus.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/black-chrome-leica-m8.webp" alt="Black and chrome Leica M8s" /></p>
<p>Source: <a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/nokton/2919275456/">Nokton</a></p>
<p>There were several choices available with the recent introductions of digital cameras with M mount adapters. I looked at the X-Pro 1 but was put off by both the price and reports of poor performance with wider lenses. The difficulty in using manual focus lens on the it made me look elsewhere. Other mirror-less cameras that had M mount adapters fared slightly better, with Sony and Olympus being the frontrunners due to their peaking modes.</p>
<p>The X100 was my first experience with an electronic viewfinder. It is helpful when trying to focus in low light, since it allows you to preview the depth of field. But the EVF’s lag was annoying. I realised I didn’t want to be staring at a small TV screen all day when I’m out shooting. I want to see the scene. I want to connect with the scene.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/fujifilm-x100.webp" alt="Fujifilm X100" /></p>
<p>Taken with the Hipstamatic app on my iPhone 4</p>
<p>After much research, I realised I had limited choices for if I considered only digital cameras. I was left with the Leica M8 and the X100 on my list. Since I already have an X100, I looked around for a used M8.</p>
<p>While it is a lot cheaper than an M9, a second-hand Leica M8 is still expensive. The price for one would land me an excellent, brand new DSLR body. I decided to try out the M8 at a local used dealer before I make the purchase. To say I was blown away would be an understatement.</p>
<p>The first thing I noticed was the perfect contours and balanced weight. And then I looked through the viewfinder. Perhaps my compact rangefinder cameras need cleaning. The M8’s viewfinder was bright. It is a noticeable difference compared to my film rangefinder cameras. The viewfinder is does not give a 100% view. It lets you see outside of your frame. My D700’s viewfinder only has a 95% frame coverage!</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/black-leica-m6.webp" alt="Black Leica M6" /></p>
<p>Source: <a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/oter/4575242513/">jcoterhals</a></p>
<p>I put the camera through the paces with a collapsible Summicron-M 50 mm f/2 lens, loaned from the dealer. It was in good condition, so I bought it. Besides, if I changed my mind, I could sell it. At least I can tell myself that I’ve owned a Leica M and didn’t like the system. Though with the way things are going, I think I’m falling head over heels with manual focus on the M8.</p>
<p>Sure, there are some bad points about the M8 such as the need for an IR cut filter, poor ISO performance and it only had 10MP. I love the X100 that so many people ranted about. Despite the issues with the X100, I knew how to work around most of them and live with the others. I’m sure I’ll be able to do the same with the M8.</p>
<p>It’s literally a weight off my back as I now shoot light on the streets. I only carry the Leica M8 with a Voigtlander 35 mm f/1.4 SC and X100. The M8 is the first I reach for, and the X100 is the camera I use when its high ISO performance.</p>
<p>I’m in the process of rethinking my photography gear. One or two DSLR lenses might be sold to fund the purchase of Leica glass. But I’m very reluctant to let go of the outstanding D700. Perhaps I’ll use the D700 for the fisheye and an 85 mm. The M8 has an effective 46 mm when I use the 35 mm lens, so I don’t want to overlap that focal length with a Nikkor 50 mm. Likewise, the X100 covers the 35 mm. I have yet to make a decision on the fate of my DSLR gear.</p>
<p>My main task now is to familiarise myself with the Leica M8 and enjoy my photography.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Baby Ruiying]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/baby-ruiying</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/baby-ruiying"/>
        <updated>2012-06-02T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Congratulations to my brother Jen Yi and my sister-in-law Xiao Lee on the birth of their first child, Ruiying.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Congratulations to my brother Jen Yi and my sister-in-law Xiao Lee on the birth of their first child, Ruiying.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-family-045.webp" alt="Baby Ruiying" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-family-046.webp" alt="First time grandparents" /></p>
<p>Now my parents have reached another milestone in their lives: becoming grandparents.</p>
<p>Several friends highlighted the fact that I’ve unlocked another achievement as well. I’m now an uncle. And even more people have been asking me when would it be my turn.</p>
<p>In an Asian society, the older child is expected to marry first and be the first to reach fatherhood. While it is not a strict rule, friends and relatives would tease me endlessly about it.</p>
<p>Nevertheless, my girlfriend and I are in no hurry. We have our five year plan. My focus is on photography at the moment.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-family-013.webp" alt="My brother and his girl" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-family-015.webp" alt="Came into this world on Mother's Day" /></p>
<p>My baby niece was born several days earlier than predicted. I guess she was too eager to celebrate Mother’s Day with her mummy so she presented herself as her Mother’s Day gift.</p>
<p>I rushed to the hospital after my photo walk so I had all my gear ready in my bag.</p>
<p>The best results were snapped with the X100 on manual focus.</p>
<p>I only focussed manually for close up shots. The other shots were taken in manual focus mode but automatically focussed by the camera. It’s a trick I’ve learnt to use with the X100.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-family-025.webp" alt="Soothed by granddad's hands" /></p>
<p>When in low light, the autofocus mode tends to hunt for focus. To avoid that, I switch to manual focus mode. Simply press the AF/AE button on the back on the camera and it will autofocus on what’s in the centre of the frame. It could just be my imagination but I find that this method allows me to focus faster than using the autofocus mode.</p>
<p>If you’re familiar with the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chinese_zodiac">Chinese zodiac</a>, it is the year of the Dragon. This makes my niece a Dragon baby. Her parents are born in the year of the Dragon as well. That makes three Dragons in the family!</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-family-040.webp" alt="Daddy's girl" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120513-family-017.webp" alt="Dragon family!" /></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Choosing a camera]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/choosing-a-dslr-camera</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/choosing-a-dslr-camera"/>
        <updated>2012-04-27T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Things to consider when buying a camera]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>If you are new to the world of digital cameras, you will probably be bewildered by choices available. I recommend you to buy a camera that suits your needs, keeping in mind of both short and long term needs.</p>
<p>There are two kinds of buyers in general:</p>
<ol>
<li>The first would compare models with similar specifications across the different brands.</li>
<li>The second would choose a brand and then decide on the model from the preferred brand.</li>
</ol>
<h3>Choosing a system</h3>
<p>You need to understand that when you buy a DSLR, you are not just buying a particular model. You are buying into a system. As you get more lenses and accessories for your camera, you are investing in a particular system.</p>
<p>Camera companies use proprietary lens mount that only allows attachment of their own lenses. For example, you can’t mount Canon lenses onto a Nikon body. The same goes for other accessories such as cables for wired triggers and flash.</p>
<p>When you buy a DSLR and start to accumulate equipment for the particular system, you are tied down to a particular brand. The only way to switch another brand is to sell off everything and start from scratch.</p>
<p>If you have friends who use the same system, I would recommend you to choose the same system. This would allow you to share equipment with your friends.</p>
<p>You benefit by not having to buy the same lenses if they are able to share it with you. And you have people familiar with the equipment teaching you how to use them.</p>
<p>They would benefit as well. When you purchase your next lens, you can choose a lens that none of them have. This would expand the group’s inventory of lenses.</p>
<h3>Choosing a camera brand</h3>
<p>Each camera brand has its pros and cons. You will need to weigh the different factors and decide which suits you better.</p>
<p>Nikon and Canon are the most popular DSLR brands. I believe this is largely due to the fact that both are reputable and well-established companies.</p>
<p>When you buy a camera, it is important to consider what the brand can offer in terms of after-sales services and the ease of obtaining accessories for the particular brand.</p>
<p>I am not familiar with the situation in other countries, so I speak from my experience in Singapore. I find that you can be assured of good after-sales and the availability of accessories for Nikon and Canon cameras in Singapore.</p>
<p>When it comes to brands like Pentax or Sony, it is harder to find accessories for their cameras compared to Nikon and Canon. Even things as essential to photographers like lenses can be hard to find.</p>
<p>On the other hand, Pentax manual focus lenses are cheap in the second hand market and they work perfectly well on their digital bodies.</p>
<p>As for Sony, their lenses can work with their new video cameras, making them a potential choice for people who need to do both still photography and videos.</p>
<p>Between Nikon and Canon, I find Nikon lenses to be a bit sharper than Canon versions. However, Nikon glass tends to be pricier compared to Canon lenses. There are some cases where Canon lenses are more expensive.</p>
<p>Interestingly, although Nikon has a better flash system, the Creative Lighting System, Nikon flashes are cheaper than their Canon counterparts.</p>
<h3>Choosing a camera tier</h3>
<p>Regardless of the camera brand, the cameras are divided into different tiers, catering to different niches in photography.</p>
<p>DSLRs can be divided into the consumer and the professional range.</p>
<p>The consumer range is made up of the entry-level tier and the enthusiast or “prosumer” tier. Entry-level cameras are for beginners or casual shooters. Enthusiast cameras target serious hobbyists and semi-professionals.</p>
<p>The professional range sit at the top of the pyramid, packed with power and features to meet the demands of professional photographers.</p>
<p>There are a few trends when it comes to choosing a camera tier:</p>
<ul>
<li><strong>Buying a camera to meet your needs.</strong> This means that if you are a beginner, you buy an entry-level camera because its features meet your requirements.</li>
<li><strong>Buying a camera that more than meet your current needs.</strong> You know that there is room for you to grow as a photographer and you think that the hobby will last. Hence, as a beginner, you go for an enthusiast camera.</li>
<li><strong>Buying a camera that fits your budget.</strong> It is not a matter of what you need. You want to have the best you can afford. You are an enthusiast but you can only afford an entry-level camera.</li>
<li><strong>Buying the cheapest camera that meet certain needs and saving the money for better glass.</strong> Pragmatism rules here. Good lenses can last you for years. You rather invest the money in lenses than to spend on a camera body that might become obsolete few years later.</li>
</ul>
<h3>My recommendations</h3>
<p>You might still be wondering how to choose a DSLR.</p>
<p>If you have friends who are into photography, check the brands that they are using. If they are using the same brand <em>and</em> they are comfortable with sharing equipment, you should buy into the same system.</p>
<p>Try the camera! It is important that you get a feel of the different brands and see which ergonomics you prefer. You will be holding that camera for hours and if you don’t like the feel of it then you shouldn’t buy it.</p>
<p>Choose a tier that would allow you to grow as a photographer. It is important that you ask yourself how far you would want to progress in this hobby. From there, pick a camera tier that allows for such growth.</p>
<p>Go for the highest tier that you can afford. If you start off with a slightly better camera body, it would be with you for a longer period of time as you grow in this hobby. Think of it as a head start.</p>
<p>Don’t scrimp on the camera body so that you can use the money saved to spend on a lens. I agree that it is important to invest in good glass but it is as important to spend more on your first camera body, especially if you think that you are serious about photography.</p>
<h3>My experience</h3>
<p>I will share my personal experience. I first got a Nikon D40 in 2008. Back then, I was a beginner and I bought a camera that would suit my needs.</p>
<p>Twelve months later, I upgraded to a Nikon D90. I did not prepare for my growth as a photographer when I got my first DSLR. After a year of shooting, I realised that the lack of an autofocus motor in the camera body and the lack of a built in remote flash trigger  need to be addressed. Hence the upgrade.</p>
<p>When I bought the camera, I was recommended to get a D700 instead. But I did not think that I would need a full frame sensor. So I stubbornly stuck to my choice of a D90. I bought a D700 only nine months after I got the D90.</p>
<p>I started to do more portraits and street photography. It became apparent that I wanted the shallower depth of field and better ISO capability that a full frame sensor would give.</p>
<p>If I had listened and gone with the D700, I wouldn’t have wasted money getting a D90. Instead of spending SGD 3300 on the D700 body, I spent SGD 4680 (SGD 3300 for the D700 and SGD 1380 for the D90 body).</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Fujifilm X100]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/fujifilm-x100</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/fujifilm-x100"/>
        <updated>2012-01-27T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[My first Fujifilm camera.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I bought the Fujifilm X100. After resisting numerous temptations in the past 27 days, I finally succumbed to my gear lust and bought my first camera of the year. That makes it number 14 in my small collection.</p>
<p>The Fujifilm X100 was a camera that I had been anticipating back in 2010. However, I was put off by the price and intial reviews of the camera. I got a <a href="/ricoh-gr-digital-iii">Ricoh GR Digital III</a> and was subsequently got hooked on film cameras.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/fujifilm-x100.webp" alt="Fujifilm X100" /></p>
<p>Source: <a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/drewshannon/5999733699/">DrewShannon</a></p>
<p>In hindsight, the main reason I decided not to get the X100 was probably because the camera was not a rangefinder camera. I was also convinced that the amount of money I would have to spend on an brand new X100 could buy me several used film rangefinders. Then I realised that I wanted a camera that is good enough for travel use.</p>
<p>The Ricoh GRD3 is undeniably the best camera I have for discreet street shooting. My only gripe about it is the poor performance in low light. The pictures do turn out good if I use the built-in flash but once I saw the pictures from the X100 in low light <em>without</em> using flash, I finally appreciated the camera.</p>
<p>Yes, it is widely acknowledged that the X100 is far from being a perfect camera. Slow auto focus and  confusing menus being the issues I hear of most often. Yet these are problems that can be overcome once you learn the characteristics of the camera. It’s the same for all other cameras.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/black-leica-m6.webp" alt="Black Leica M6" /></p>
<p>Source: <a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/nokton/2919275456/">Nokton</a></p>
<p>Before I decided to get the X100, I was actually shopping for a used Leica M6. I still am. It is a classic film camera and I wouldn’t hesitate to get one if I find one in reasonable condition and within my budget.</p>
<p>When theFujifilm X-Pro1 was announced, I wanted to wait for it to be launched before I made my choice. The previews were positive and it looked great on paper. The option of getting an M-mount adapter for it is tantalising.</p>
<p>The prices for the X-Pro1 and initial range of lenses were announced a couple of days ago. They are overpriced, in my opinion. On top of that, many people were selling their near mint X100 in the used market at a reasonable price with loads of accessories.</p>
<p>I simply picked the best deal available and traded with a <a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/leeoliver/">very pleasant guy</a> this morning. My first shots with the camera took my breath away. The colour rendition of this camera is simply awesome. It beats my full frame Nikon DSLR. The only digital camera I’ve seen that gives better colours is the Leica M9. The camera body alone is ten times the price of what I paid for the X100.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/20120727-fujifilm-x100-hipstamatic.webp" alt="Fujifilm X100" /></p>
<p>Taken with the Hipstamatic app on my iPhone 4</p>
<p>Of course, I would still get the M6 because it’s a Leica.</p>
<p>I simply held back from getting the M6 instead of the X100 because I wanted to spend more time using my film cameras. I went on a spree acquiring film cameras but I have yet to spend enough time with them. I devoted a lot of time to mastering my Nikon DSLRs and the Ricoh GRD3. I should do likewise for my film cameras.</p>
<p>Here’s an interesting <a href="https://www.stevehuffphoto.com/2011/07/15/user-report-the-fuji-x100-vs-the-leica-m6-by-frederick-ogez/">comparison of the Leica M6 and the Fujifilm X100</a>.</p>
<p>For now, I shall enjoy shooting with the X100.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Brother's ROM]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/brothers-rom</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/brothers-rom"/>
        <updated>2012-01-05T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A special day for my family.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Our family marked a special milestone: the first wedding among my siblings and a memorable day for my brother. While it isn’t the actual wedding day, the registration of marriage still bears much significance.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenyi-xiaoliee-rom.webp" alt="Jenyi and Xiaoliee" /></p>
<p>Photo by Wong Kum Kit</p>
<p>My good friend and fellow freelance photographer, KK, was the main photographer of the day. I decided to relax and shoot film instead. My Nikon F4S still had a roll of film in it with only a few shots used. I wanted to finish the roll so it was my camera of choice for the day. I’ve been planning to write an entry for each of my film cameras and the one for the F4S will be the first of the series. My <a href="/ricoh-gr-digital-iii">Ricoh GR Digital III</a> was the backup.</p>
<p>The film used was a roll of Fujifilm Superia X-tra 400. In hindsight, I should have brought a flash and perhaps a roll of ISO 800 film or even ISO 1,600. But the pictures turned out satisfactory.</p>
<p>I noticed that the film was supposed to have a red tinge but it was more obvious probably due to the low light causing a red shift in white balance.</p>
<p><em><a href="https://www.fujifilm.com/products/consumer_film/pdf/superia_xtra400_datasheet.pdf">Fujifilm product information bulletin</a>: The new SUPERIA X-TRA 400 has slight reddish tint in comparison with the current SUPERIA X-TRA 400.</em></p>
<p>It’s been a while since I finished a roll of film within a day and it felt great.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/f1010005.webp" alt="Vietnamese coffee and Oreo cheesecake" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/f1010006.webp" alt="Adorable decor for the ceremony" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/f1010011.webp" alt="Words of wisdom from the solemniser" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/f1010008.webp" alt="Video of the solemnisation ceremony" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/f1010010.webp" alt="Nervous couple" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/f1010009.webp" alt="I do" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/f1010030.webp" alt="Bride" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/f1010028.webp" alt="KK" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/f1010019.webp" alt="Brothers" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/f1010020.webp" alt="Sisters" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/f1010027.webp" alt="Classy menu" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/f1010029.webp" alt="Sharing a laugh" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/f1010032.webp" alt="Wine" /></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Dragons]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/dragons</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/dragons"/>
        <updated>2011-10-08T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A digital art piece that I created in 2004.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>This is an abstract digital graphic piece done by me way back in 2004. I enjoyed one of the many perks of being an undergraduate: free time to indulge in my hobbies. I used to spend a lot of time on digital graphic design.</p>
<p>It was only when my laptop gave away and started to lag with each mouse click when I used Photoshop that I stopped spending so much time on graphics work. It became a chore because I would have to wait for ages for the images to render or even simply applying filters.</p>
<p>The lag was not the only issue. I was fine with waiting but Windows had a tendency to crash on me. The worst moments were when the blue screen of death greeted me just as the renders were about to be completed. That led to a shift away from graphic design to focus on writing and, later on, photography instead.</p>
<p>A little background on this piece. It was generated in <a href="https://apophysis.org/">Apophysis</a>, a fractal program, and edited in Photoshop. I liked the flow of the lines generated by the software and wanted to bring out that fluidity in this piece.</p>
<p>This is my favourite and most popular piece. It was featured in the <a href="https://www.photoshopcreative.co.uk/">Photoshop Creative</a> magazine about a year ago.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/jenxi-photo-creative.webp" alt="Photo Creative feature" /></p>
<p>Many people have left their comments on <a href="https://www.deviantart.com/jenxi/art/Dragons-11361798">deviantART</a> with different interpretations of the image. Unicorns, hydras, sea serpents, souls, cobras, antelopes, wolves hearts, clouds, tequila, lamps, and Pokemons. These are just some of the things they see in this picture.</p>
<p>A later piece done in 2008.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/battle-of-dragons-by-jenxi.webp" alt="Battle of Dragons by Jenxi" /></p>
<p>And the last fractal I worked on back in 2009.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/phoenices-by-jenxi.webp" alt="Phoenices by Jenxi" /></p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Deleting my Friendster account]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/deleting-my-friendster-account</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/deleting-my-friendster-account"/>
        <updated>2011-10-01T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Disappointed at how Friendster handled the shutdown of their social network.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>As a show of my disappointment at the site, I deleted my Friendster account. Friendster deleted all the old profiles on their site when they shifted from being a social network to a gaming network. Some people received notification or were alerted of the move. Others like me were caught unaware.</p>
<p><img src="https://lh3.ggpht.com/-piZpdvaN5Zk/TocOfYD6C-I/AAAAAAAAA08/-138pdAYPLc/Flickr-5660565860.webp" alt="'friendster.webp' photo (c) 2011, Ged Carroll - license: https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/2.0/" /></p>
<p>Before Facebook, there was Friendster.</p>
<p>Most of my friends had a Friendster account and it was where we could shared our photos and stalked people. Along came Facebook and most people jumped ship… and never looked back.</p>
<p>Ever since I started using Facebook, I rarely accessed my Friendster account. I simply assumed that it would always be there and whatever I posted there would be safe, since Friendster is a reputable company.</p>
<p>I was wrong. And many people made the same mistake as I did in trusting Friendster with my precious memories. Due to various circumstances, the photos on Friendster were the only existing copies. Those have been permanently deleted by Friendster.</p>
<p>Friendster decided to rebrand itself as a gaming network to refresh the brand after losing out in the social media market. Apparently, Friendster sent out notification of their plans to cease operation as a social network and delete all data from the members’ accounts.</p>
<p>However, many people have been complaining that they lost their precious memories in the forms of messages or photos stored on Friendster. I follow social media trends and tech news keenly on a daily basis and this piece of news managed to slip pass me. It makes me wonder if it was entirely my fault or if Friendster could have done a better job in notifying their members of such an irreversible move.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/friendster-faq.webp" alt="Friendster FAQ" /></p>
<p>Some members lost their soft copies of their photos and they only had the copy on Friendster as backup. Those files are now forever lost, robbing us of our precious memories.</p>
<p>As I mentioned, I left the files there instead of backing them up when I could, simply because I assumed that they are a reputable company and would not pull the plug on us just like that.</p>
<p>This reminds me of how Hotmail locked up many accounts due to suspicions of those accounts being used for spam. Many of my friends lost their Hotmail accounts because they were unable to retrieve the code to unlock the accounts. In most cases, they did not set their phone number for the accounts. The verification code was to be sent to the phone number to verify that the account was valid.</p>
<p>Facebook and Google, Gmail specifically, have become an integral part of my life. More so than Friendster was. I have faith that these two giant corporates would be more responsible than Friendster. But this episode with Friendster is a reminder to us not to take things for granted and to always back up important information.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Ricoh GR Digital III]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/ricoh-gr-digital-iii</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/ricoh-gr-digital-iii"/>
        <updated>2011-09-17T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[From the specs, the GRD III seems perfect for street photography.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>With Ricoh’s announcement of the Ricoh GR Digital IV two days ago, I felt that it’s time for me to share my experience with its predecessor, the Ricoh GR Digital III. The Ricoh GR Digital series is known for its popularity in Japan. Outside of Japan, it is less well-known.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/ricoh-gr-digital-iii-front.webp" alt="Ricoh GR Digital III front" /></p>
<p>None of the rave reviews prepared me for the pure ecstasy of using the GR Digital III when I tested on in the store. I wanted one. I was a proud owner of a brand new GRD III the next day.</p>
<p>The GRD III appeals to a niche group of serious photographers. It is lauded for its sleek form and pocket-able size. It fits easily into the front pocket of my jeans, making it the first camera I reach for whenever I go out.</p>
<p>It has a plain matte black finish that makes it more stealthy especially for street shooting. Build quality is superb. It is light and I can shoot with one hand. The dials and buttons are easily accessed with my right thumb and index finger.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/ricoh-gr-digital-iii-back.webp" alt="Ricoh GR Digital III back" /></p>
<p>If you rely on zoom to aid your composition, this camera isn’t for you. It comes with a fixed focal length that makes you work to compose your shot. The 28mm focal length is ideal for street photography. It also helped me to overcome my fear of getting closer to get the shot I want. And wide angle is very useful when I need to take group shots when I hang out with my friends.</p>
<p>The GRD IV looks to be a step up from the GRD III based on the announced specifications. It will have better focusing and a sensor with vibration control. I like the re-introduction of a phase detection sensor for snap auto focus.</p>
<p>The feature was introduced in the first GRD but was subsequently dropped. GRD III allows you to set a pre-focused distance for snap AF. It requires you to be able to estimate the distance from your subject.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/ricoh-gr-digital-iv.webp" alt="Ricoh GR Digital IV" /></p>
<p>Other new features such as improved image quality and a higher resolution LCD screen do not appeal that much to be. I’m satisfied with the images I’m getting from the GRD III and the LCD does what it is supposed to do.</p>
<p>I would only be swayed to get the GRD IV if the Hybrid AF system is really a big improvement. I’m not that good when it comes to guessing distances and there have been times where I missed the shot because I got the focusing wrong.</p>
<p>Then again, the GRD IV is priced at USD 790 for the black and USD 1,027 for the limited edition white.  That’s a high asking price compared to the USD 460 I paid for my GRD III.</p>
<p><strong>Useful reads:</strong></p>
<p><a href="https://www.dpreview.com/previews/ricohgrdiv/">GRD IV preview</a></p>
<p><a href="https://www.stevehuffphoto.com/2011/01/22/the-ricoh-gr-digital-iii-review/">GRD III review by Steve Huff</a></p>
<p><a href="https://wouter28mm.wordpress.com/2009/09/30/my-final-ricoh-gr-digital-iii-impressions/">GRD III review by Wouter Bradsma</a></p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[My first roll of film]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/my-first-roll-of-film</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/my-first-roll-of-film"/>
        <updated>2011-07-26T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[I got poisoned by film photography.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>This roll of Fujifilm Superia 200 had quite an interesting journey. It was loaded in my dad’s Nikon F3 but the shutter tore after a few shots and the film had to be removed. I thought they would be exposed when the roll was removed from the camera.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/d1000011.webp" alt="Cat Socrates" /></p>
<p>It was then loaded into my newly acquired Nikon F4S. As the SLR had autofocus, I simply left the camera in aperture-priority and focussed on composition. The whir of the automated film-winding after each shot was affirmation that the decisive moment was captured.</p>
<p>The film was expended within a week.</p>
<p>I was on my way back to JB after collecting my F4S. I loaded the film and started snapping away to test the camera.</p>
<p>I was in luck that day. The sky was ablaze with a wild splash of colours. The washed out colours on these shots are a misrepresentation of what my eyes feasted on.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/d1000021.webp" alt="Sunset seen from the bus" /></p>
<p>The F4S was in action again when I hung out in Bugis.</p>
<p>The remaining frames were shot during supper after we caught the Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/d1000001.webp" alt="Xin Wang @ Cineleisure" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/d1000003.webp" alt="Xin Wang @ Cineleisure" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/d1000006.webp" alt="Xin Wang @ Cineleisure" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/d1000007.webp" alt="Xin Wang @ Cineleisure" /></p>
<p>The colours turned out surprisingly well. Now I understand why some photographers swear by film. There is just a magical feel to the photos shot on film. There’s just a special touch from the images that I don’t get from using a digital camera.</p>
<p>I’ll be shooting a few more rolls of film, experimenting with other brands and types of film. Several new cameras are on their way. I’ll be writing my initial impressions of these vintage cameras. Stay tuned.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Olympus XA2]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/olympus-xa2</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/olympus-xa2"/>
        <updated>2011-06-21T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[The famous Olympus XA2 is perfect for street photography.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>I have heard praises for the Olympus XA2. I spotted one on sale when I chilling out in Cat Socrates. The camera is still in good condition. I succumbed to temptation.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/olympus-xa2.webp" alt="Olympus XA2" /></p>
<p>Source: <a href="https://www.kenrockwell.com/olympus/xa.htm">KenRockwell.com</a></p>
<p>I was attracted by the compactness of the camera. I was presented with two choices when I was at Cat Socrates: the <a href="https://www.subclub.org/shop/pene.htm">Olympus EES-2</a> and the <a href="https://www.kenrockwell.com/olympus/xa.htm">Olympus XA2</a>. Both are compact cameras, with the latter having a smaller and sleeker form.</p>
<p>I didn’t pick the EES-2 simply because it was a half frame camera and the XA2 came with a flash unit.</p>
<p>The XA2 is a joy to use. I love the electromagnetic shutter. It is barely audible. It makes my Nikon D700 sound like a shotgun. Coupled with the diminutive build, it is perfect for street photography.</p>
<p>As I familiarize myself with the camera, I realize that there are certain things I need to take note of. As the viewfinder does not show what I see through the lens, I would be unaware should my finger unknowingly wander in front of the lens. I need to tuck my fingers around the curvature of the cover.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/olympus-xa2-lens.webp" alt="Olympus XA2 lens" /></p>
<p>Source: <a href="https://www.diaxa.com/xa2.htm">Olympus XA club</a></p>
<p>Another learning point is the zone focusing system. I need to learn how to gauge the distance. The minimum focusing distance of 1.2m is not something I’m used to. The camera also resets to the middle distance when the cover closes. So I need keep that in mind before I flip the cover open and take my next shot.</p>
<p>I hope this roll of film would turn out fine. I’ll be satisfied as long as there aren’t too many with my finger in the frame or out of focus subjects.</p>
<p>The camera comes with a flash unit that can be detached to make it even more compact. The flash unit has three power settings: ISO 100, ISO 400 and full power. There is a lever below the lens that you flip to power up the flash. It will then takes about seven seconds to charge before it is ready to fire. It makes a very handy fill flash in unfavourable lighting conditions.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/olympus-xa2-flash.webp" alt="Olympus XA2 flash" /></p>
<p>Source: <a href="https://www.kenrockwell.com/olympus/xa.htm">KenRockwell.com</a></p>
<h2>Specifications</h2>
<p><strong>Lens:</strong> 35mm f/3.5 D-Zuiko lens with four element in 4 groups</p>
<p><strong>Shutter:</strong> 1/750 to 2 seconds. Aperture integrated with the two shutter blades.</p>
<p><strong>Focus:</strong> Three zone manual selection (1.2m to 1.8m, 1.2m to infinity, and 6.3m to infinity); auto-reset to mid-distance when clamshell is closed</p>
<p><strong>Metering:</strong> Centre-weighted, program auto</p>
<p><strong>ISO:</strong> 25 to 800</p>
<p><strong>Power:</strong> 2 SR44 or S76 silver oxide cells</p>
<p><strong>Size:</strong> 10.2cm x 6.45cm x 4cm</p>
<p><strong>Weight:</strong> 200g without batteries</p>
<h2>Resources</h2>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://www.diaxa.com/XA2man.htm">Scanned camera manual</a> from the Olympus XA club.</li>
</ul>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[New Year resolutions for 2011]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/new-year-resolutions-for-2011</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/new-year-resolutions-for-2011"/>
        <updated>2011-01-06T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Setting some realistic goals for the new year ahead.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>New Year resolutions generally tend to reflect the ideals we wish to achieve but have the tendency to be unrealistic. Rather than set specific goals to achieve this year, I decided to go with a more realistic list of targets for the start of a new decade.</p>
<p>These are several realistic goals that I can achieve if I put in some effort and be more disciplined.</p>
<p>Sleep eight hours a day. I have been staying out late less often and sleeping earlier. This means I’m better rested to face the challenges for the day. Waking up early makes me feel tired earlier, resulting in me sleeping earlier. I have gone from four hours to six hours. Now to make it past the eight-hour mark.</p>
<p>Eat breakfast every day. It is a bad habit to skip the most important meal of the day. There are days when I do that but usually I would grab a cup of Milo. Two slices of toast and a cup of fresh juice make the ideal breakfast.</p>
<p>Eat healthy. I used to eat whatever I felt like having. My medical report indicated elevated LDL levels, leading me to watch my diet and be more choosy when it come to food. I was clinically obese with a BMI of 23.5. I have lost six kilograms since then. I still need to loose some weight but most importantly, I shall strive to maintain my healthy, balanced diet.</p>
<p>Read one book per week. Being an avid bookworm, I have a sizable collection of books from my favourite authors. I used to read a book every five days but since I started work, I have not been disciplined enough to read every book I’ve bought last year. Time to catch up with the backlog before I add more to my library.</p>
<p>Make fast decisions. I’m not a very decisive person because I’m a thinker. I would try to look at a situation from different angles before I decide. But I have learnt that you don’t need to consider so much in certain situations. The exception would be when it comes to buying things, which I would elaborate in the next point.</p>
<p>Wait 48 hours before buying. I’m quite a spendthrift. I believe that if there is a need to spend, I would spend without hesitation. But there are times where I bought things that doesn’t suit my needs or at a more expensive price. Waiting 48 hours before making a purchase would ensure that I consider my options thoroughly and research on the market rate before I decide to buy an item.</p>
<p>Build a portfolio. I dabble in web design, graphic design and writing. I have done these on a freelance basis. Recently, a friend was surprised to find out that I have experience in these fields. Then I realised that I have not been working actively to keep a portfolio of my works.</p>
<p>Some of the above are goals that I’m already working towards. I hope to achieve, maintain and exceed my targets for 2011. I have a feeling that it’s going to be a good year.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Eat, Pray, Love]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/eat-pray-love</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/eat-pray-love"/>
        <updated>2010-10-30T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Some thoughts after watching the movie.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p><em>Eat, Pray, Love</em> is a show that I would definitely recommend, especially if you are going through a tough period in your relationship or is still recovering from a failed one.</p>
<p>I know the movie is based on Elizabeth Gilbert’s best-selling memoir <em>Eat, Pray, Love: One Woman’s Search for Everything Across Italy, India and Indonesia</em>. But since I have not finished reading the book, I will be writing based on the movie. I will revisit this entry when I finish reading the book.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/eat-pray-love-film.webp" alt="Eat Pray Love film poster" /></p>
<p>Many quotes  resonated with my feelings after my not-so-recent failed relationship. The devastation from the aftermath kept me away from photography and writing. The sudden loss of the guiding light of my life threw me off course, and I was lost in the sea of uncertainty, ravaged by the storms of depression.</p>
<p>Throughout my university life, I had a goal to work towards: A happily-ever-after with my soul mate. The path was clear. Graduate from university. Become a registered pharmacist. Save up for the wedding and apartment.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.</p>
<p>A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.</p>
<p>A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master…"</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Gilbert nailed it in her observations about soul mates. Being with a soul mate is painful. My short-comings were cruelly exposed. While it does help me to identify what I need to improve, it hurt me.  I was often wondering why the person I care for so much seem to only be concerned about my flaws.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/eat-pray-love.webp" alt="Eat, Pray, Love book cover" /></p>
<blockquote>
<p>“It’s still two human beings trying to get along, so it’s going to be complicated. And love is always complicated. But humans must try to love each other, darling. We must get our hearts broken sometimes. This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something.”</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Some people I know take the trouble to stay away from love for the fear of being hurt. But to me, the most fulfilling emotion is love. Love for our partners, family, friends. To me, the most rewarding feeling is to feel loved.</p>
<p>It hurts to have your heart broken. most of the time it leaves a scar. But each time, I pick myself up and willingly open the door to love, ignoring the possibility of being hurt.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“In desperate love, we always invent the characters of our partners, demanding they be what we need of them, and then feeling devastated when they refuse to perform the role we created in the first place.”</p>
</blockquote>
<p>It is important to accept your partner for who they are. I was there myself, and I’ve met people who have an idealized character they expect of their partners.</p>
<p>Such expectations put unnecessary stress on your partner and strains the relationship.</p>
<p>Love is never fair. In love, you should love your partner the way you want to and not compare how much you are loved in return. There will always be one party that loves more.</p>
<p>You should not feel pressured should you feel that you’re the one who loves less. And if you love more, you should appreciate what your partner gives instead of asking for more.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“People always fall in love with the most perfect aspects of each other’s personalities. Who wouldn’t? Anybody can love the most wonderful parts of another person. But that’s not the clever trick. The really clever trick is this: Can you accept the flaws? Can you look at your partner’s faults honestly and say, ‘I can work around that. I can make something out of it.’? Because the good stuff is always going to be there, and it’s always going to pretty and sparkly, but the crap underneath can ruin you.”</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Once you accept the flaws, it feels as though a door opened. That was how I felt when I could finally look past the flaws of my ex. It breathed new life into the relationship and I felt refreshed and recharged to put in more for the relationship.</p>
<p>Flaws seem to have a negative connotation to it but it is important to realise that flaws make a person who they are. I have seen people who learn to love the flaws of their partners. I see nothing but bliss in their eyes.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>“People tend to think that happiness is a stroke of luck, something that will descend like fine weather if you’re fortunate. But happiness is the result of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly.”</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Love is like a plant or a pet. You need to nurture it. You need to feed it. It needs your constant care even though it might not seem like it. Neglect it and it will start to fall ill.</p>
<h2>To Bali!</h2>
<p>Aside from the thought-provoking quotes, the movie stirred my desire to travel to Italy and Bali. I was in Bali in November last year. And had an urge to return to that magical place.</p>
<p>I’ll be on my flight to Bali in a few hours’ time. Perhaps, I would find spiritual peace in this trip.</p>
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        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[List of wuxia terms]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/list-of-wuxia-terms</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/list-of-wuxia-terms"/>
        <updated>2010-04-10T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Wuxia terms that I propose to be used in their original forms in translations.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>This was posted when I was still using <a href="https://www.drupal.org">Drupal</a> for the blog. Since data from the old blog was lost, I’ll post the list again.</p>
<p>Update: I’ve dived head first into wuxia translations and launched the full-fledged project at <a href="https://wuxiasociety.com">WuxiaSociety</a>.</p>
<p>The list was created to propose a list of wuxia terms to be used in their original forms in translations. Due to the various Chinese dialects and styles of translating from Chinese to English, there is a myriad of terms used. This makes it confusing for both the readers and the translators.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/sword-scroll.webp" alt="Sword and scroll" /></p>
<p>I propose the use of wuxia terms in their original form rather than in resorting to translations to express specific terms. Perhaps with more people using the words more frequently, it would help make these terms become recognised as official English terms. That would be a bonus. However, having such a list of words would help to standardize the terms used by wuxia translators.</p>
<p>Many Japanese words are used in their original form in the English language. I believe this to be due to the Japanese’ staunch defense of their cultural heritage. I feel that such Chinese cultural heritage should be retained as well, especially since this terms describe very specific things.</p>
<p>For example, I would rather see the word katana used rather than a curved single-edged sword if I were to be reading a story set in a Japanese or related setting. There are many types of curved swords with a single edge. Which does the term a curved single-edged sword refer to? I would rather read it as katana and have to refer to a glossary (assuming that it’s the first time I come across this term), than read the other term and not have a full picture of what it means.</p>
<p>Using the words in their original form would also immerse the readers to the setting. It would have a stronger “flavour” to it as compared to having the term translated into English. If you share my sentiments, please do support this move and help add on to it. With this list, it would spare us the pain of having to translate terms that have very specific meaning as well as promote the use of the original forms.</p>
<p>I’m pretty new to the genre of wuxia and I believe I’m far below many experts out there, in terms of knowledge of these terms. If might have given an inappropriate or insufficient explanation for the terms, do let me know.</p>
<p>There might be a frequently used way to spell certain words which I might not be aware of. Kindly point those out too.</p>
<p>I have a feeling I would make lots of mistakes, so your help would be greatly appreciated.</p>
<h2>List of existing wuxia-related terms in the English Language</h2>
<p><strong>Kowtow 叩头 -</strong> <em>noun</em> -</p>
<p>1. to act in an obsequious manner; show servile deference. 2. to touch the forehead to the ground while kneeling, as an act of worship, reverence, apology, etc., esp. in former Chinese custom. verb - the act of kowtowing.</p>
<p><strong>Kung fu 功夫</strong> - <em>noun</em>, a martial art.</p>
<p><strong>Tai Chi Chuan 太极拳</strong> - <em>noun</em>, a Chinese martial art and form of stylized, meditative exercise, characterized by methodically slow circular and stretching movements and positions of bodily balance.</p>
<p><strong>Tong 堂</strong> - <em>noun</em>, an association, society, or political party.</p>
<p><strong>Qi 气</strong> - <em>noun</em>, the vital force believed in Taoism and other Chinese thought to be inherent in all things. The unimpeded circulation of chi and a balance of its negative and positive forms in the body are held to be essential to good health in traditional Chinese medicine.</p>
<p><strong>Wushu 武术</strong> - <em>noun</em>, martial arts.</p>
<p><strong>Yamen 衙门</strong> - <em>noun</em>, the residence or office of a public official.</p>
<p><strong>Yin and yang 阴阳</strong> - <em>noun</em>, in Chinese philosophy, the two cosmic forces of creative energy, yin being feminine/negative and yang being masculine/positive, from which everything originates and depends on the interaction of the opposite and complementary principles.</p>
<p><strong>Yin-yang 阴阳</strong> - <em>noun</em>, a circular symbol consisting of a white and black droplet (☯), representing the fusion of the concepts yin and yang.</p>
<h2>Proposed list of recommended wuxia terms (in addition to the list above)</h2>
<p><strong>Dianmai点脉</strong> - <em>verb</em>, attacking the meridians to kill or incapacitate an opponent by sealing or slowing the flow of qi.</p>
<p><strong>Dianxue 点穴</strong> - <em>verb</em>, attacking the acupressure points to kill or incapacitate an opponent by sealing or slowing the flow of qi.</p>
<p><strong>Gongli 功力</strong> - <em>noun</em>, level of martial art ability or skill.</p>
<p><strong>Jiang hu 江湖</strong> - <em>noun</em>, the world of martial arts.</p>
<p><strong>Kung fu 功夫</strong> - <em>noun</em>, expertise in a skill.</p>
<p><strong>Neili 内力</strong> - <em>noun</em>, inner power of qi.</p>
<p><strong>Qinggong 轻功</strong> - <em>noun</em>, the ability to move swiftly with great agility, allowing one to leap to great heights, travel over great distance and even glide on water.</p>
<p><strong>Qinna 擒拿</strong> - <em>verb</em>, controlling or locking an opponent’s joints or tendons so immobilise them.</p>
<p><strong>Shifu 师傅</strong> - <em>noun</em>, master or teacher.</p>
<p><strong>Xia 侠</strong> - noun, a chivalrous warrior who excels in wushu and is bound to chivalrous conduct. The xia has a very strong sense of righteousness and values honour more than life. They often take justice upon their own hands.</p>
<p><strong>Wugong 武功</strong> - noun, martial arts ability.</p>
<p><strong>Wulin 武林</strong> - noun, the people of the Jiang hu.</p>
<p><strong>Wuxia 武侠</strong> - noun, the genre of chivalrous martial arts; adjective, pertaining to wuxia.</p>
<p><strong>You xia 游侠</strong> - noun, a roaming or wandering xia.</p>
<p><strong>Yuan qi 元气</strong> - noun, innate qi</p>
<p>Reference:</p>
<ol>
<li>Oxford English Dictionary</li>
<li><a href="https://www.dictionary.com/">www.dictionary.com</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.wiktionary.com/">www.wiktionary.com</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.heroic-cinema.com/eric/xia.html">www.heroic-cinema.com/eric/xia.html</a></li>
</ol>
<p>Note: You are encouraged to distribute it to help spread the usage of the terms. All I ask is to link back to this original list to direct others here to help us expand on the list.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Why do you photograph?]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/why-do-you-photograph</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/why-do-you-photograph"/>
        <updated>2010-02-02T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[The reason that compels you to take photographs affects how you take your photographs.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>The reason that compels you to take photographs affects how you take your photographs.</p>
<p>Even before you decide how you take a photography, you need to ask yourself <em>why</em>. What is the purpose of taking such a shot? Different reasons have different expected outcomes. To achieve the expected result, you may have to shoot in a certain way.</p>
<p>Before I elaborate, let me briefly explain how this post came about. I dropped by at John 3:16 Photo Supplies two weeks ago and I met <a href="https://liewtlphotography.com/">Liew Tong Leng</a>. He is a veteran photographer whose name pops up regularly in regional photography competitions. I received some very useful pointers from him while he helped to explain the basics of photography to a lady.</p>
<p>A customer who was also listening to the impromptu lesson asked Liew for critique for some photos. After making a few comments, Liew posed a question: <strong>why do you photograph</strong>? He went on to briefly explain that it is important that you know <em>why</em> you shoot before you start taking pictures.</p>
<p>His question made me contemplate. And I decided to share my thoughts.</p>
<h2>Why do people photograph?</h2>
<p>Your goal for taking a photograph affects the decisions you make when you take the photograph. Everything you do in photography involves decisions. Some choices include the angle you shoot from, the composition of the image, the aperture size, the shutter speed, the focal length, how you make use of the lighting… and the list goes on.</p>
<p>Here are some purposes of photography that I can think of. There are probably many other possibilities that didn’t cross my mind. Feel free to point them out to me so I can add on to this list.</p>
<p><strong>Remembrance</strong> - People take photographs as mementos of significant events in their lives, such as graduations and weddings.</p>
<p><strong>Record</strong> - It could be photographs of your car as proof for insurance claim in the future. You could also be recording the progress of a particular activity.</p>
<h3>Art</h3>
<p><strong>Competition or Exhibition</strong> - This category requires you to fulfill certain criteria decided by the competition organizers.</p>
<p><strong>Commercial</strong> - When you are being paid for your photographs, you are obliged to conform with certain restrictions or demands of the client, depending on the manner of work involved.</p>
<p><strong>Fun</strong> - Photography should be for fun. That is the most important part of photography.</p>
<p>Before you take your next shot, bear in mind why you shoot and make take that into consideration when you take your shots.</p>
<h2>Photography zen</h2>
<p>Why you photograph affects your photography zen, which is what I call your unique style and the philosophy behind your shots. It is not a special term but one that I came up with in an attempt to describe my thoughts.</p>
<p>Lets take a look at <a href="https://www.zhangjingna.com/">Jingna</a>, a.k.a <a href="https://www.deviantart.com/zemotion">zemotion</a>, a famous young photographer. At a tender age of 21, she has already won several awards for her photographs. Her works are breathtaking. You have to see it to believe it. It is " the happiness and joy (she) had in (her) heart when viewing beautiful things" that makes her photograph. To capture beautiful things. And capture she does.</p>
<p>My point is, when you know why you shoot, you will be able to find your own photography zen if you fuel your vision with passion. It will be very hard to achieve such zen if you do not know why you shoot.</p>
<p>Recently, I covered a car wash event. If I went there thinking that I’m just there to take photos of the event, I won’t be able to get myself into the groove. Instead, I was there to take photos of the participants having fun and engaging in teamwork to make the event a success. That made a difference and I knew the type of moments and scenes to look out for while I walked about.</p>
<p>Do you know why you shoot? Why do you shoot? Have you found your photography zen?</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Make models, not war]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/make-models-not-war</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/make-models-not-war"/>
        <updated>2009-10-31T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A Gundam diorama that makes a statement.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>While surfing <a href="https://www.dannychoo.com">figure.fm</a>, I came across this fantastic diorama by Francesco Coriglione from Sicilia, Italy. The piece is entitled “fate il modellismo, non fate la guerra”, translated as “make models, not war”.</p>
<p>The theme of having a Gundam making gunpla models caught my eye immediately.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/gundam-diorama-1.webp" alt="Make gunpla, not war #1" /></p>
<p>Upon closer examination, you will notice that Francesco put in a lot of effort. I applaud his attention for details.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/gundam-diorama-6.webp" alt="Make gunpla, not war #6" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/gundam-diorama-3.webp" alt="Make gunpla, not war #3" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/gundam-diorama-4.webp" alt="Make gunpla, not war #4" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/gundam-diorama-2.webp" alt="Make gunpla, not war #2" /></p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/gundam-diorama-7.webp" alt="Make gunpla, not war #7" /></p>
<p>Miniature gunpla kits were made from scratch, as were the gunpla boxes.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/gundam-diorama-7.webp" alt="Make gunpla, not war #7" /></p>
<p>He even threw in a <em>Millenium Falcon</em>, an X-Wing and TIE-Fighter to complete the otaku image.</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/gundam-diorama-8.webp" alt="Make gunpla, not war #8" /></p>
<p>The Gundam even wears Keroro slippers!</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/gundam-diorama-9.webp" alt="Make gunpla, not war #9" /></p>
<p>All images taken from <a href="http://figure.fm">figure.fm</a>.</p>
<h2>Update!</h2>
<p>Francesco left a comment with a link to this video of the diorama. IT MOVES!!!</p>
<p><img src="../../assets/images/francesco-comment.webp" alt="Francesco's comment" /></p>
<p>Here’s the video:</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Gundam Fiesta Singapore 2009 - Gundam girls]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/gundam-fiesta-singapore-2009-gundam-girls</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/gundam-fiesta-singapore-2009-gundam-girls"/>
        <updated>2009-10-29T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A look at the Gundam girls at Gundam Fiesta Singapore 2009.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>This final entry on Gundam girls wraps up my coverage of <a href="/gundam-fiesta-singapore-2009">Gundam Fiesta Singapore 2009</a>. In the previous entries, we talked about the <a href="/gundam-fiesta-singapore-2009-down-memory-lane">history of Gundam</a> and <a href="/gunpla-manufacturing">gunpla manufacturing</a>. In this post, I will let the images do most of the talking.</p>
<p>Gundam girls are models who dress up as Gundams. The highlight of the show was the appearance of the Gundam girls at the Fiesta. Many otakus went to the show armed with their cameras.</p>
<p>I was no exception.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893845254/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2497/3893845254_0b01064f00_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-061" /></a></p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893847172/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3445/3893847172_c49edeff91_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-065" /></a></p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893060997/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2616/3893060997_4587e37cff_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-068" /></a></p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893062205/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2523/3893062205_b1a039a184_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-069" /></a></p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893851626/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2651/3893851626_d82f904602_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-063" /></a></p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893069397/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3523/3893069397_bf0476e2ca_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-064" /></a></p>
<p><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2575/3893858370_68cd9436bf_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-070" />](<a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893858370/">https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893858370/</a>)</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893865574/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2451/3893865574_0b7ab7acf4_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-074" /></a></p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893078037/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2481/3893078037_85d731b8ca_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-077" /></a></p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893867304/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2475/3893867304_1778b36583_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-078" /></a></p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893868338/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3447/3893868338_7f29eb364a_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-081" /></a></p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893080903/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3495/3893080903_0518e4e537_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-080" /></a></p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893869666/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2515/3893869666_97f0633512_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-079" /></a></p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893848126/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2622/3893848126_f910842656_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-067" /></a></p>
<p>I enjoyed the photo shoot even though the girls only appeared in the five to ten minutes of every hour. I hope to see more of them in future events!</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Gunpla manufacturing]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/gunpla-manufacturing</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/gunpla-manufacturing"/>
        <updated>2009-10-18T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A look at the manufacturing process of gunpla.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>At the <a href="/gundam-fiesta-singapore-2009">Gundam Fiesta Singapore 2009</a> last month, there was a section showcasing the progress made in the manufacturing of gunpla. I’m not well versed in the history of gunpla manufacturing so if anyone knows better, please comment and educate me!</p>
<p>From what I gathered, they used wooden carvings to make molds in the past. These molds would then be used to mass produce the gunpla. Basically, molten plastic will be poured into the mold and any trapped air bubbles removed (so you won’t get a divine runner). The plastic would then set and harden, ready to be popped out from the mold.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893051505/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2532/3893051505_13ea269c47_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-050" /></a></p>
<figure>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893835314/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2589/3893835314_afeb7a1e56_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-048" /></a></p>
<figcaption>
<p>Wooden carvings used to make the mold.</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<figure>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893834972/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3514/3893834972_c9dbba97b3_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-047" /></a></p>
<figcaption>
<p>Molds used to make molds.</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>With technological advancement, gunpla molds are now no longer made from wooden sculptures. About two years ago, I watched a video on the modern mold manufacturing process. Unfortunately, the video has since been taken off YouTube. If anyone can find the video somewhere, please let me know!</p>
<p>The mobile suit designs are edited prior to them being used as blueprints for gunpla. I believe that this is done to eliminate weak parts that might be easily broken. 3D artists will then generate 3D models using the blueprints as a reference. These computer-generated models are used to guide a precision laser cutter in the carving of the mold.</p>
<figure>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893823130/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2648/3893823130_8a991172f6_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-046" /></a></p>
<figcaption>
<p>Today’s mold</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893834028/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2432/3893834028_31c72ccd09_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-052" /></a></p>
<figure>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893046285/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2573/3893046285_a4b4b5bd04_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-051" /></a></p>
<figcaption>
<p>Ecopla Gundam RX-78 and Zaku</p>
</figcaption>
</figure>
<p>Ecopla is made from discarded materials from the manufacture of gunpla. Recycling <em>is</em> eco-friendly hence the name “ecopla”.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893840468/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3460/3893840468_fd64e96f30_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-055" /></a></p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893053945/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3485/3893053945_458b462dfc_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-056" /></a></p>
<p>Injection machine scale model</p>
<p>Modern gunpla manufacturing is fully automated. I don’t know much about the process so I shall not delve further. If you have any information source, do share it with me!</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893053107/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3449/3893053107_b14d2fdefd_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-053" /></a></p>
<p>Injection machine box</p>
<p>An astounding amount of technology is used and developed to produced better quality gunpla. In addition, creative talents are channelled to create mobile suit designs, engineer the articulation of the gunpla and to design the fantastic box art. The final effort is contributed by the end user (that’s you) to construct the gunpla and, for the more advanced modellers, airbrush it.</p>
<p>That’s why I love gunpla and I treasure each and every gunpla that I own.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Gundam Fiesta Singapore 2009 - Down memory lane]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/gundam-fiesta-singapore-2009-down-memory-lane</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/gundam-fiesta-singapore-2009-down-memory-lane"/>
        <updated>2009-09-13T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[A look back at the Gundam Fiesta Singapore 2009.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>There was a section that brings you through the history of the Gundam anime series. The series in the franchise were arranged in the chronological order they were aired. The lead Gundam from each series were featured.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893017493/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2491/3893017493_62f09c1322_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-015" /></a></p>
<p>The original Gundam, the RX-78, from <em>Mobile Suit Gundam</em> (1980).</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893807784/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2435/3893807784_0c557637a9_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-021" /></a></p>
<p>Zeta Gundam from <em>Mobile Suit Zeta Gundam</em> (1985).</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893830338/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2555/3893830338_6cf0012221_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-044" /></a></p>
<p>ZZ Gundam from <em>Mobile Suit Gundam ZZ</em> (1987).</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893019285/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3462/3893019285_05a9c81e72_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-020" /></a></p>
<p>Nu Gundam from <em>Mobile Suit Gundam: Char’s Counterattack</em> (1988).</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893032957/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2458/3893032957_f96718c0b6_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-041" /></a></p>
<p>Gundam Alex from <em>Mobile Suit Gundam 0080 - War in the Pocket</em> (1989).</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893820686/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2502/3893820686_958bbb063d_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-037" /></a></p>
<p>Gundam F91 from <em>Mobile Suit Gundam F91</em> (1991).</p>
<p>The picture above is not well focussed. I didn’t notice it while shooting so there isn’t much I can do about it. If I did, I would have tried manual focus or decreased the aperture size.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893822698/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2431/3893822698_9c169dde7d_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-038" /></a></p>
<p>Gundam “Zephyranthes” aka GP01 from <em>Mobile Suit Gundam 0083: Stardust Memory</em></p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893032077/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3517/3893032077_cedec191b0_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-035" /></a></p>
<p>Victory 2 Gundam from <em>Mobile Suit Victory Gundam</em> (1993).</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893027699/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3459/3893027699_2218eff586_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-034" /></a></p>
<p>God Gundam from <em>Mobile Fighter G Gundam</em> (1995).</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893026893/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2630/3893026893_16a4c121fe_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-032" /></a></p>
<p>Gundam X Divider from <em>Mobile Suit Gundam X</em> (1996).</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893813808/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2583/3893813808_8ac60e9e9c_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-027" /></a></p>
<p>Gundam Wing Zero Custom from <em>New Mobile Report Gundam Wing: Endless Waltz</em> (1997). I like how this shot turned out.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893814606/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2469/3893814606_6e6aa8e18b_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-030" /></a></p>
<p>Gundam Ez8 from <em>Mobile Suit Gundam: The 08th MS Team</em> (1998).</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893024739/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3426/3893024739_d910b8b8fb_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-026" /></a></p>
<p>Turn A Gundam from its namesake series (1999).</p>
<p>I have to confess that I have not watched every single Gundam series. However, being the self-professed die-hard fan, I shall attempt to do so. Take this as an advanced new year resolution for 2011.</p>
]]></content>
        <author>
            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
        </author>
        <category label="Blog" term="blog"/>
    </entry>
    <entry>
        <title type="html"><![CDATA[Gundam Fiesta Singapore 2009]]></title>
        <id>https://jenxi.com/gundam-fiesta-singapore-2009</id>
        <link href="https://jenxi.com/gundam-fiesta-singapore-2009"/>
        <updated>2009-09-12T00:00:00.000Z</updated>
        <summary type="html"><![CDATA[My first photo shoot with the new AF-S Nikkor 18-200mm f/3.5-5.6G ED DX VRII lens.]]></summary>
        <content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>Last weekend, I went to the first ever Gundam Fiesta held in Singapore. The event, organized by Sheng Tai Toys, runs from 2th September through 14th September to commemorate the 30th anniversary of Gundam.</p>
<p>It was also the first photo shoot using my new <a href="https://www.kenrockwell.com/nikon/18200.htm">AF-S Nikkor 18-200mm f/3.5-5.6G ED DX VRII</a> lens. The money was well spent on the lens! It is simply great to shoot using this lens and I eagerly look forward to the next shooting session.</p>
<p>They used my favourite Strike Freedom Gundam as the stage backdrop! I was disappointed when I discovered that the new gunpla kits that were to be announced at the events aren’t exactly new. Word of the upcoming releases of Gale Strike and Hail Buster had been spreading on the internet.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3892998041/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2609/3892998041_e048f6a2f4_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-001" /></a></p>
<p>I was trying to capture an imposing 00 Gundam but it seems that I only succeeded in making it look distorted.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893787102/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3470/3893787102_7591cfd4fd_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-003" /></a></p>
<p>Not a great shot but I really like the bokeh.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893789162/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2440/3893789162_a0ca2c55ff_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-006" /></a></p>
<p>00 Gundam standing tall.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893796546/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2594/3893796546_801efca9f7_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-010" /></a></p>
<p>RX-78. There’s a big sign that says “Do not touch” but notice the finger prints on the chest.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893789646/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3468/3893789646_5300fdcd06_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-007" /></a></p>
<p>AEU Enact. See what I mean about the bokeh?</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893016943/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3633/3893016943_c0b45a7d3f_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-014" /></a></p>
<p>Video of the construction of the <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09hr6Jj2cz4">life-size Gundam in Odaiba, Japan</a>.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893807182/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2467/3893807182_bb7f3da4c4_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-019" /></a></p>
<p>Couldn’t tell if it was the left or right footprint though.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893018295/"><img src="https://farm3.static.flickr.com/2630/3893018295_4019448a27_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-017" /></a></p>
<p>Gundams come in all shapes and sizes.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/jenxi/3893018637/"><img src="https://farm4.static.flickr.com/3456/3893018637_47a4e66e76_o.png" alt="jenxi-gundam-fiesta-08052009-018" /></a></p>
<p>Old Gundam box art.</p>
<p>I’ll be posting more pictures, so visit my blog again soon!</p>
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            <name>Jenxi Seow</name>
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